#counseling like….. AUGH. iwshould email him and ask for a referral maybe. does anyone know if that’s ok to do <- could so easily google it
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ok. it’s over. and i am alone in the world 🤑🤸🏻♀️
#purrs#despair literal despair. it was actually a very good session too like maybe the best one we ever had probably bc he was on his best#behavior 🙄 we talked about redacted like the whole time and barely about me leaving so i didn’t have an opportunity to tell him he sucks or#to not tell him he sucks and now i feel like an idiot for doing this bc he didn’t suck in that session just now. and i want to cry and cry#bc of how good that was but yet how mad i was a few hours ago and how now i just cut myself off from the counseling place ive been going to#for like 5 years and i actually do not want to take a break from counseling i NEED to be in therapy so genuinely and i don’t know where to g#go that i can afford and that will be local etc etc. and now im alone and i cut myself off from the place and the years of notes and#analysis they have on me. i almost wish it had gone badly so that i wouldn’t feel so regretful rn bc oh my god how am i gonna go without#counseling like….. AUGH. iwshould email him and ask for a referral maybe. does anyone know if that’s ok to do <- could so easily google it#im so sad. like so so so sad. i knew when i stopped being angry i’d feel sad and hurt and like. omgggggg. this is terrible. what have i done
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