#could the paradise thing even last a year? idk i cant remember i just remember the tree needing constant fuel

[betawooper]

alright it has come to my attention that seolhyuk apparently had a kid in the 2nd regression in canon which makes no sense in my au so im gonna Not Do That

[thetisming]

okay reggie i have a very big question for you. what are all (or most) of the changes between the west-end/toronto versions of &j to the broadway/aus versions?

like what exactly was changed, added or removed. cause i know some things but not all of them

okay, lets see

for starters, in the west end & toronto versions, May said 'i dont know, i mean what would we even do? run off to someplace exotic and like, flirt with random foreign guys? okay i'm in' rather than 'oh i'm coming too. i will leave verona, and go on holiday/vacation, and live my best life, because THAT is what friends do!'

in the west end/toronto Show Me Love, William started giving a tour of paris. i dont know the exact words for the first bit, but this is how the interaction went:

William: I hope you're enjoying this other eden, this demi-paradise, this-

Anne: Okay, getting awfully wordy for a carriage driver!

William: Well I actually used to be a writer, until somebody took my job!

Anne: Okay. Just take us to Paris.

which is, tbh, the cutest thing ever. i love that interaction i wish we still had it

Francois didn't sing 'show me love and what it's all about' in west end or toronto, he just had an 8-bit version play and said nothing

in the Juliet/Frankie interaction, after Overprotected ends (Francois is cut off by Lance, which is why in the recordings he says 'hello' at the end), Lance comes in with Madeline* (insert some french last name idk), a princess that Lance wants Francois to marry. the interaction goes something like this:

Lance: Francois! This is Madeline (french last name), the crowned jewel of Paris.

Juliet: Oh, actually we were just talki-

Lance: Madeline is a princess!

Juliet: Okay! Nice to meet ya, Vaseline!

Madeline, with a french accent: Actually, it's Madeline!

Juliet: Okay? Well I may not be a princess, but I was here first! So, you can leave!

[Madeline and Lance leave and Juliet laughs]

Francois: Are you out of your mind? He will NEVER let me get away with that!

Juliet, still laughing: What's he gonna do?

Francois: Well if I don't dance-

Juliet: Oh, don't you worry Frankie. We're gonna dance.

[Confident begins]

this isnt completely accurate to the script because i cant remember very well but thats the gist of it

in most of west end they didn't have the "I just like kissing you" line, but it was added later and there for all of toronto

Since U Been Gone lines for Romeo and Benvolio that go like this:

Romeo: And I may be guilty, but you're not that... guilt free!

Benvolio: Yeah tell 'em boy, that's wassup!

which i miss SO MUCH. seriously i wish we had them still it was so cute :((

in West End One More Try, when Romeo said he's getting weirdly emotional, Juliet said 'you are weirdly emotional! and that's okay' instead of 'you are weirdly emotional, and i love that about you'

during Everybody, Angelique's sign says 'De Boi Band' rather than Lance!

Epilogue lines!

Lance: And since we are already here, perhaps a second marriage might FINALLY be arranged!

Anne: Yes, Lance and the nurse do get married!

Angelique: [something about her being married, cant remember, also Mel has a very strong accent so i cant always understand her] who will be next to catch the bouquet?

May: Uh, it's gonna be May!

Francois: And in case anyone was wondering, I no longer play the virginal!

i think thats all, but there could be more that i'm forgetting

1. Madeline is played by Imogen, who in West End was played by Rhian Duncan, Tim Mahendran (west end Francois)'s girlfriend of 2 (3?) years!

[vyvesvi]

updated top albums list + recommended tracks from each bc im bored lol

*tentatively* in order

unnatural - wjsn | recommended songs: all of them (especially unnatural, supermoon, and yalla) except for rewind | skips: just rewind bc ballad /// im not sure what style to call this album but they really made such a smash, its crazy that it came out so early in the year and no gg is touching it (album wise). literally the only complaints i have are the obligatory ballad (that they always do bc they can all sing lmfao), the album cover/title (dont love the cover design and i dont love when the album name is the tt name, except in certain circumstances (a full album (especially where the title isnt necessarily from the title track) like montero) or when it's a single album (the inverse of this being rsq's prequel which couldve just been called colorfull since that was the only damn song 😐)). i also was disappointed with the outfits for last dance but that's peripheral.

timeabout, - yukika | recommended songs: insomnia & secret | skips: none /// okay to keep it very real im genuinely scared that she'll never surpass soul lady. i love, and i mean LOVE timeabout, but soul lady was on another plane of existence. like she could've held that album a little bit

the other side of the moon - gwsn | recommended songs: like it hot, starry night, i cant breathe | skips: i sing, depending on my mood /// i dont have much commentary tbh,this is just a very solid mini idk. id like to see a fusion of i cant breathe/tweaks/after the bloom/burn, maybe on their next mini. i love their brighter stuff but maybe a darker concept next (halloween cb pls pls pls)

montero - lil nas x | lowkey too soon for me to pick recommended songs but i'll say montero, scoop, lost in the citadel, sun goes down, and am i dreaming for now. will update! | skips: none /// i cant say that this is this year's sawayama bc sawayama was kinda more like a collection of really strong singles? whereas i feel like these songs shine as an album. i dont even know what to say except that im soooo surprised and impressed because i didnt know that this is the type of music he made???? like he raps but theres a lot of singing? not like belting but definitely not rapping. its kinda...alt ish? in some places? if i had to use ine genre to describe the whole album id probably say alt pop? idk but whatever it is it's definitely working

hide & seek - purple kiss | recommended songs: zombie & so why (tbh all of them) | 2am and zzzz depend on my mood but theyre def not full skips /// no bad song on the album this is crazy....i might rerank since i just listened to it for the first time but as of now idk, its good im just super impressed. ponzona wasnt for me but this cb theyre really doing all the things, lovr tht for them

produced by: [myself] - onlyoneof | recommended songs: coy & night flight | question mark depends on my mood /// im still mad at them (read: 8d) sooooo...idk. i can’t really listen to their music rn. but this mini is still good

play game: holiday - weeekly | recommended songs: check it out, weekend, holiday party | i like memories of summer rain and la luna but it depends on my mood /// very cohesive mini, def their best overall imo! not much to say, but i hope jiyoon gets well soon TTTT

enchant - orbit | recommended songs: gokurakuchouka & never gonna get away but also all of them except flor lunar | skips: flor lunar is nice but boring /// i need kpoppies to get into it im tired of being here alone cmon y’all

set - woodz | recommended songs: feel like | skips: none /// i prefer his bright tracks but this mini was solid as usual. where is the full album tho seungyoun hmmm????

guess who - itzy | recommended songs: sorry not sorry, tennis (0:0), kidding me | skips: in the morning, occasionally wild wild west /// i remember being very surprised that i liked this album, especially given that i dont like mitm. not anything groundbreaking but still solid. i think the naming of tennis (0:0) was really clever

intersection: trace - bae173 | recommended songs: green light, loved you | skips: none (sometimes the intro tho) /// honestly their music is really good??? mbk just hasn’t promoted them well, i feel like they make it a little hard to stan...i really appreciate that they’re not doing the stereotypical hard bg concept thing

lilac - iu | recommended songs: coin, flu, ah puh, troll | skips: honestly id have to relisten, some of the songs a lil boring but idr them at the moment

hello future - nct dream | recommended songs: hello future, life is still going on | skips: idr tbh, probably hot sauce though //// was very surprised that i liked this album, but the outro of hello future really got me after a few listens so i had to check it out. very decent!

killa - mirae | recommended songs: killa, sweet dreams, 1 thing | skips: none really but all of the bsides are a little mid tbh /// i will be 1000% honest in saying that the three reasons this allbum made this list are 1.) killa (the tt), 2.) none of the songs are bad, 3.) lien’s vocals. something about lien....he really just sells whatever song he’s on. his belting >>>>>>>>>>>. he makes their music very enjoyable to listen to, next in that department would be junhyuk. based on their most recent cb, siyoung and khael also contribute a lot as well. shame that the rest of the cb album kinda does nothing for me idk. random but i would really like a gg to cover higher and/or killa

& - loona | recommended songs: ur, ptt | skips: a different night, dance on my own /// these r my girls but this is not their best. ur is wonderful though, and ptt is addicting somehow. wow and be honest are fine but really not their best. i like wow’s choreo tho! 

albums im excited to listen to (no particular order):

last year was weird volume 3, tkay maidza (i’ve already listened to a bunch of it but i need to sit and just listen to the whole thing)

troubled paradise, slayyter (same as above, but i didn’t even realize it came out this year, i thought it was old for some reason lol)

jo1, challenger (every song of theirs i hear i like pretty much so i need to take an organized look at them lmfao)

jo1, stranger (same as above)

only lovers left, woodz (duhhh its woodz. not out yet but im excited! i do prefer his brighter concepts and this def isn’t that. he says its not gonna be like what he’s done before but the title and concept photo that’s out rn is giving lift up)

the book of us: negentropy - chaos swallowed up in love, day6 (the title kinda bored me but we’ll see. also sungjin’s gone so.....................we’ll see.)

ancient dreams in a modern land, marina (i barely got past venus fly trap because its soooooo good. i’ve listened to a little after that but the songs i heard didn’t really compare. i have to give it a shot tho)

the chaos chapter: fight or escape, txt (i liked the blue hour mini so i need to give them a chance i suppose)

333, tinashe (i just feel like i should idk)

honorable mentions (no particular order):

blue hour, txt - discovered this year, came out last year. retroactively makes the 2020 albums list bc whew the market research that went into that thing paid off

hula hoop/ starseed ~kakusei~, loona (why tf does the album not have a name) - duhhh loona + synths = a smash. in fact like i said when it dropped i dont even wanna call them loona anymore. this is kongetsu no shoujo!!! this isn’t on my top albums list because im counting as two songs and my limit is 3. i might add it anyways lmfao. we’ll see

ugly beauty, jolin tsai - discovered this year, came out in 2018. i just really like jolin tsai idk. i had only heard that album w play and i’m not yours, both are iconic but the production quality sounds...low? like its older but ik they’re not *that* old. either way, ugly beauty does everything i wanted it to - dramatic, vocals, rapping, boa vibes...jolin tsai is a queen what can i say

also, there are of course a ton of singles that i love as well, this is albums only though lmfao. i have no idea if i could even attempt to organize the singles lol

[ot5]

baby's breath to dandelion, so yes ALL of them because I'm evil and I couldn't choose, they're all so cute 🌹🌸🌻🌼🌺

baby’s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with:XL tea mugs, feather fans, cheap ebay jewellery, chaos and vanille

bleeding heart: what makes you heart go mushy?PUPPY’S, KITTENS AND LIAM MAKING HIS LAST 2017 MEMORY A 1D ONE!! also harry looking all Soft n Cozy in jumpers with a sleepy smile

bell flower: what’s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?what makes you beautiful!! the cheesy bitch that i am (also shoutout to wolves & shut up and dance) 

evening primrose: what’s your sleeping playlist (give me 5 songs)?i cant sleep if i listen to songs lmao my go to is asmr paper and plastic crinkling

forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog who isn’t following you?i actually went to look for this lol bc im mostly mutuals with who i follow but i love @thisdayin1dhistory

daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?lathyrus are so!! fucking!! pretty!!! i would sacrifice 3 fingers if it meant i could always have a bouquet

calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?sunny day!

foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?pink and blush

lavender: what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?i’ve always wanted to be rich and royal but dont see that happening anytime soon lmao

love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?im at that annoying point where you’re trying to grasp it but you feel it slipping away, i vaguely remember it involved me being upset tho

daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?cotton candy has flavors??? ice cream: cookies and cream or some variation and i dont drink juice but i guess orange juice? lol

painter’s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?i mean i cant do any of those but i love to dance my ass off and throw some crazy shaped as harry would say to 1d bops in my dark room

tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?i only do my eyebrows so i’ll go with my anastasia dipbrow pomade and yeah for my i like natural just bc im lazy as fuck but i LOVE a good glam look on others

waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?butterfly and im not gonna choose because we have a dog and i want a cat so its 50/50 also im bi so its my right to not have to choose:)

sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, what’s your favorite sweets? if no, why?yes god i cant go a day without chocolate lmao also cookies and black liquorice (if thats what you call it over there?) literally name anything sweet and i love it

sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?i used to LIVE for swimming so i’ll go with mermaid

sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?[trixie mattel voice] HoNEyYYYYY

sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?yes im gonna take a moment to Brag about my biggest succes in life: i used to do swimming for like 10 years and have 13 dimploma’s or something so i’d like to think i master them all, although i struggle with the butterfly thing. anyway that was the Peak of my existence lmao and that was years ago rip younger me she was so succesful

windflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why i like them@harrysdamnthighs is pretty cool idk if youve heard of her? also i feel bad for picking and im lowkey worried ill annoy ppl or it wont be mutual and ill embarrass myself sljdlfkadfjs

golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?def a baker i bake brownies everytime im sad (i suck at both tho)

bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?“santa isnt real” and watch them cry  

peony: what is something that you wish your parents could’ve told you?uhhh last october that our dog was dying bc i didnt find out untill 15 minutes before he passed when i had literally spend all day at home, which i couldve spend with him so yeah im still bitter about that

prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?earlier i read someone say; i dont need someone else to be significant, so ill steal that:) (im always single)

september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?i’ll take this meant to say ‘sunrise’ which i would love to see but its just not realistic.gif so ill go with sunset

bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?alksjdlksj i usually wake up somewhere from 10:30am to 2pm and going to sleep is a Mess

marigold: what’s your favorite tea?green tea with cranberry flavor i drink it All The Time

peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?our dog’s is Beau, and my bunny is called Giggert (bc my brother is stupid and was somehow given that responsibility) but i call her ‘woman’ in dutch which isnt much better:’) ALSO bonus fact: i didnt get to name any of our last 4 pets so i have dibs on our future cat and im planning to call him/her coco for short, full name: conchobar….. do you hate me yet?:)

hyacinth: do you name your plants?i dont have any because i kill them anyway but no

lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?sleep and be cozy 75% of the time

poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?either no dip or mayonnaise is the only way to go

dandelion: any special talent that you have?i can make anything Dramatic. also i think im pretty good at recognizing perfumes since im lowkey obsessed. ALSO im the best at getting lost with public transportation, even if im familiar with it. and i have a talent for planning two or more things on the same date:’) looK at me being Talented!!!

[busanbfs]

tagged by @jungkoog ages ago 🌈🌷💓💋✨💖

Nickname(s): um well none of my irl’s call me ali but we’ll go with that Bias: um park jimin he is the absolute light of my life and i love him endlessly but i used to say ot7 in 2014 but yeah lol Blood type: i don’t have a clue lmao R/s: single obvs but like, im too awkward and shy so i stay away and definitely do not mingle Birthday: june 15th Zodiac sign: gemini Pronouns: she/her Hair length: i’d say mines is v long  Height: like 5′5??? so 165cm A crush: not since i was like 11 but i keep a lot to myself What do you like about yourself: um a lot of people say that i’m really selfless so can i say that??? if not then my eyes like idk.. smile… idk ok Right or left handed: right List of three favourite colors: black, white and blue i think it depends what mood im in (Right now) eating: pretzels (Right now) drinking: irn bru I’m about to: continue writing Listening to: paradise by got7 Kids: bye Get married: im a child lmfao Recent phone call: my dad

(Have you ever)

Dated someone twice: nope Been cheated on: no Kissed someone and regretted it: omfg yes Lost someone special: yeah :/ Been depressed: i have my moments more than most i guess  Been drunk and thrown up: fortunately no Had glasses or contacts: nah Had sex on the first date: kjxbjkscbndkjcnkjbcd Broken someone’s heart: yeah Turned someone down: yes Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: ummm

(In the last year have you)

Made a new friend: lots Laughed until you cried: everyday and it’s the best feeling ever ok it makes me so happy Met someone who changed you: lots Found out who your true friends were: sure Found out someone was talking about you: i don’t really bother so idc but yes

(_ or _)

Lips or eyes: it really depends on the person but eyes i guess Hugs or kisses: hugs but it depends what mood im in Shorter or taller: taller ugh idk Romantic or spontaneous: both? i do not know Sensitive or loud: both Hookup or relationship: none g’bye

(First…)

First best friend: um someone called eilidh or abi i was young cant remember Surgery: none lol Sports I joined: i give up after a while but netball

Do you believe in yourself: in all honesty no….. whoops sry

Miracles: not sure Love at first sight: sure yes Heaven: i dont even know if i believe in it Do you have any pets: no :( Do you want to change your name: yeah haha What did you do for your last birthday: spent it with my bestfriend What time did you wake up today: 7am What were you doing last night at midnight: talking with my friend whilst we were listening to music Something you can’t wait for: im going out for sushi soon so im excited for that i guess Last time you saw your mom: this morning before she left for work What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: theres so much i would love to change but… me?? idk…. like who i am. as a person? just me. i struggle lots and uh yeah have a hard time accepting things kdcjbdkjbcsk What’s getting on your nerves: feelings and stress and overthinking nd lots more that i’d rather not think about

this is very long and was probably boring to read im sorry

i tag @cookieyoongi @4jimn @squizzlez @bwiboo @coffeeandjeon @lee-minhyukk @velvethoseok @rundevilrunbysnsd @bisual @1hyg @bekyon @jeonjiah @kiominkio u guys don’t have to do this if you don’t like.. just thought it would be nice 🌙🌻✨🍯💫

[myheart-elsewhere]

im bored pt3 || 11/22/17

1. Do you bite or lick ice cream? lick

2. What is home to you? i havent yet figured that out

3. What was the last lie you told? that i was doing great lol

4. Does everyone deserve the truth? for the most part

5. What is the creepiest toy ever made? there are hella creepy toys tbh

6. Describe a moment in which you did something unacceptable in a bad situation. most the shit i do is unacceptable but its whatever.

7. List two things that are more easily done than said. (No, I didn’t mix them up.)  1: using a cell phone bc it can be hard to teach adults how to use them lol. 2: seeing a color vs describing it

8. When was the last time you worked really hard to achieve something? probably in school idk

9. How many all nighters have you pulled? over 15..

10. If humans didn’t evolve to laugh or smile, how would we express our happiness instead? talking excitedly about what made us happy

11. How many romantic “things” or “flings” have you had? depends on how serious you mean, so between 2 and 5.

12. What is your paradise? lisetning to music

13. What is your favorite background noise? (Ex. Water dripping, people talking.) i like the sound of nails tapping on something

14. How many hearts do you think you have broken? hopefully none

15. What is the most important thing about electronics? you can stay in touch with loved ones. 

16. Why do people care about celebrities? Do you care about celebrities? oh jesus here we go. first off, yes- i care about quite a few celebrities. they can make us feel a happiness like no other. if you’re having a bad day, all you need is to hear their voice and the pain goes away. they speak on things that are important and meaningful. they can be our inspirations and role models. when they have a new interview, song (or movie or something else.. whatever your favorite celebrity does) it always gives us something to look forward to. they make you feel less alone. they make you feel loved. i could keep going on but i have 134 more questions..

17. What is the most annoying thing someone can do to you? make plans then cancel last minute.

18. Do you overexaggerate? What are the pros and cons of this? at times, but rarely. pros: it helps get your point across. cons: it can be annoying idk

19. Have you played any instruments before? Which instruments? guitar and piano

20. Do you like taking selfies? Why or why not? if im wearing makeup, yes. i dont have a good reason except that i like my makeup lol

21. List 3 things you like about yourself? im loving, forgiving, and supportive.

22. What is the best advice someone has ever given you? “be yourself”

23. Do you have what it takes to raise a child? Why or why not? currently, probably not.. im basically still a child myself.

24. How do you cheer yourself up after a bad day? listen to 5h

25. When was the last time you felt awkward? today at work

26. Are you introverted or extroverted? Or a mixture of both? i can be both depending on the situation or social setting

27. What constitutes a good friend? them being there for you when you need them, being supportive in everything you do, and loving you unconditionally.

28. Would you rather have a lot of friends to hang out with or just one best friend? my one best friend. i miss her.

29. In a regular day, what do you not want to hear? “do your homework.”

30. What is your dream job? movie director

31. Is it better to be lazy but smart or hardworking but unintelligent? hardworking bc at least you’re trying.

32. What is a truth about yourself that others find hard to believe? some people are shocked that im gay

33. What have you always wondered about the other gender? why men can treat girls like items and/or their property and just throw them away when theyre done..

34. Which fantasy world would you like to visit the most? hm idk

35. Describe the worst friend you have ever befriended. theres been a few but the first one who comes to mind is this girl who talked about herself 24/7 and didnt care about anyone except for herself.

36. Imagine that you have switched bodies with someone you don’t know. You can’t switch back. What do you do? try to figure out life and probably cry lol

37. If you found the recipe for immortality, would you sell it or would you burn it? can i do both?

38. What is the most important, applicable class you have ever taken? school doesnt teach important classes lmfao

39. Name the last book you read. “trials and tribulations” 

40. Imagine that you are unable to express emotion. How would this affect your world? i would feel empty..

41. When was the last time you made the first move? about a month in a half ago

42. What is your opinion on electronic music such as dubstep or trap? i love it

43. What was the last movie you watched? i dont remember bc i rarely watch movies

44. Do you like and appreciate your life? sometimes

45. Do you like and appreciate yourself? sometimes

46. When was the last time you cried? last night

47. What are you scared of? mostly irrational things

48. What is the most embarrassing, cringe-worthy thing you have ever done? let’s not talk about that lol

49. What are some of your hobbies? reading, listening to music, doing my makeup, social media, and fangirling lol

50. What is a superficial yet annoying mistake you constantly make? idk bc im stupid and dont understand what superficial means lol

51. Are you a good friend? What makes you a good friend? If not, what makes you a bad friend? i think im a good friend bc i always put others before myself and i do anything and everything i can to make them happy. and im always there for them.

52. Do you honestly learn from your mistakes? sometimes

53. What have you learned the hard way? how to lose someone you love

54. What is the most important thing to have in order to attain happiness? not rely on others to be your happiness

55. Which medium do you use for expressing your artistic emotions? (Singing, writing, etc.) writing for sure

56. Are you a creative or a logical thinker? both

57. What is the smartest thing you have ever done? smart moments are rare for me

58. What is your ideal meal? steak and potatoes mmmmm

59. What is the worst thing someone could do on a date? be on their phone

60. Do you like animals? Which kind is your favorite? i love animals, specifially dogs

61. If you could turn one legal thing illegal, what would it be? stealing 

62. Do you have any guilty pleasures? si

63. What is the best thing that the internet has ever created? youtube

64. Do you like playing video games? Which video games? supermario lol

65. What is your opinion on beauty in today’s society? everyone views it differently. in my personal opinion, ever since the word “thick” got popular around 2 years ago, more people are apprecating that and not focusing on being “super model thin” which i think is great.

66. Are you a morning person? When do you usually wake up? hell nah. if i have school, around 6am. if i dont have school, around 10am

67. Do you have a favorite Disney movie? Character? HERCULES!!!!!! meg

68. Would you rather live in the city or in the countryside? def city

69. Would you rather live near the ocean or in the mountains? either or

70. What are the best things about winter? COOL WEATHER

71. What scares you most about the future? idk what it holds

72. What makes you feel old? when i realize HSM came out over 10 years ago.

73. How many hours do you spend on the computer or phone on average? too many

74. What are some of your New Year’s resolutions? havent even thought about it bc they never happen lol

75. What is your life story in 6 words? i am really really gay bro

76. Describe yourself in one word. fangirl

77. What bad habits do you do? give out too many chances

78. What genre of music do you listen to? mostly pop, but i listen to a lot of different genres

79. Most prominent childhood memory? getting doughnuts with my dad every saturday mornning

80. Imagine if you had an older brother. If you already have one, what is it like? If you don’t, how would this change your life? i have a brother who is 20 years older than me. he lived in ohio and right after i was born my parents and i moved to florida. i only get to see him like once a year. it’s really sad. i think of him more as a distant uncle than a brother. but he always has done everything he can to make me happy and i appreciate that so much.

81. Spirit animal? jaguar

82. Do you believe in horoscopes? not really

83. What is the worst advice you’ve ever been given? ive been given so much bad advice i cant pick one specific thing lol

84. List the 3 most important people in your life right now. my best friend liv, my aunt lori, and lauren jauregui

85. Favorite memory of your family. being in ohio this past summer staying up til 2am with my parents, my brother and his fiance just telling stories and laughing our asses off.

86. What do you look for in a relationship? affection

87. Do you have a role model? Why or why not? yes, lauren jauregui. i love everything she stands for.

88. What is your opinion on social media? i love it. it’s what keeps you close with family/friends who live in different states or countries for that matter.

89. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? both, but im mostly optimisitic.. well i try to be at least

90. List some things that you think are overpriced? CONCERT TICKETS

91. What is your worst memory or creepiest experience? getting lost outside in the middle of n where after jingle ball 2015

92. What superpower would ruin the world? reading peoples minds tbh

93. What is something you swore you would never do when you grew up, but you did anyway? smoke

94. What lessons have you learned from movies and which movies were they? i cant think of any rn

95. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? ohio to see my family

96. How do you approach people? i.. just.. do..

97. What is your opinion on first impressions? sometimes they change

98. What are some things you did as a child that you no longer do? bite my nails

99. What languages can you speak? english and quite a bit of spanish

100. What do you think society will be like in 30 years? who knows

101. What do you do on your lazy days? lay in my pjs, play on my phone and listen to music

102. What ended your last relationship? it wasnt an actual relationship, but she couldnt make up her goddamn mind and she wanted to be a fuckgirl

103. Favorite food? sushi and steak

104. What is the most terrifying dream you’ve ever had? oooo lets not talk about that..

105. When was the last time you got seriously angry? 3 days  ago

106. What was the last friendship you broke? one of my “best friends” bc she didnt like that i was friends with someone she didnt like

107. Do you have any pet peeves? people chewing with their mouth open

108. Who was the last person you gave a hug to? my papa

109. When was the last time you got seriously stressed? last week

110. What part of your personality do you want to change? that i procrasinate everything

111. Who is the most positively influential person in your life right now? lauren jauregui

112. What is your biggest motivation? my best friend

113. What did you want to be when you were little? a veternarian lol

114. What are some things that you are good at? makeup

115. What is one thing you want to be good at? singing lol

116. What distracts you the most, especially when you’re trying to work? probably my phone although i don’t want to admit it lol

117. How important is privacy to you? pretty important.. but it depends on who we want privacy from

118. If you could create one social norm, what would it be? everyone being nice to each other

119. What’s the craziest lie you’ve ever told? i trust no one so that stays to myself for my own well-being

120. What story do you like to tell about yourself at parties? i dont go to parties

121. What is the lamest thing that you have seen someone do? show off on a skateboard lmao

122. What is the stupidest thing you’ve done to impress someone? told them i have a pt cruiser but thats not even a nice car lmao

123. What is your morning routine? on a typical school day: wake up, check my phone, do my hair/makeup, get dressed, eat then leave.

124. What’s the last thing you did that is worth remembering? made a good sale at work today and it was my first day of my first job.

125. If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you? both but mostly help me.

126. What is your opinion on playing “hard to get?” its stupid

127. What are the pros and cons of straightforward? pros: you dont have to be afriad of not being honest. cons: it could make someone really mad at you.

128. What do you consider “leading” someone on? telling them you like them and consistenly flirting with them.

129. Are you the friendzoner or the friendzoned? both

130. What do you admire most about your friends? they try to make me happy

131. What do you admire most about your family? they want the best for me

132. What is your opinion on “going with the flow?” ehh stand out, be different

133. Do you enjoy talking or listening? i enjoy talking, but i almost always listen

134. When is it time to end a friendship? when they become a selfish little bitch

135. What is the worst excuse you’ve ever come up with? the excuses i make up to get out of going to school

136. If GPA didn’t matter, what courses would you have taken? idk im not interested in school

137. What are your favorite baby names? paris

138. When was the last time you had a deep conversation with someone? few days ago

139. What instantly ruins a conversation? checking your phone

140. Biggest turn ons and turn on offs. turn ons: confidence (but not cockiness), being outgoing, being able to have a conversation, and a good fashion sense (fashion sense in my opinion haha). cons: ooo being conceited and only talking about yourself.

141. Biggest disappointment. me lmao

142. Do you have any self-restraint? i do.

143. When did you last do something outside of your comfort zone? last week

144. Prized possession(s)? honestly, my phone. and a bracelet my best friend gave me,

145. What is your opinion on second chances? most people deserve it.

146. Text or call? depends on the person tbh

147. What do you like about the 21st century? it has social media

148. What advice would you give to yourself 5 years ago? stay strong, babygirl. youre gonna go through a lot in the next 5 years, but you need to be strong and know you will fight through it all and come out stronger than you were before. nothing is what it seems. nothing lasts forever. expect the least and you’ll get the best. and remember, a smooth sea never made a skilled sailor.

149. How organized are you? too organized. 

150. Favorite mode of transportation. car

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I was tagged by @ilyyknj​~~

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (im not gonna tag anyone, u can do it if you wanna~)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 

2. Phone call: my mom

3. Text message: skype group chat

4. Song you listened to: The Other Side of Paradise - Glass Animals 

5. Time you cried: a couple days ago i think? but im always on the brink of crying lol :’>

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope,never kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: no

10. Been depressed: b oi all the ti me lolol

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14. Green, Teal, and purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: not really, i dont think anyway

17. Laughed until you cried: absolutely 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: i d ont think so

19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your friends are: well i mean, yeah

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them, but mainly in passing

23. Do you have any pets: 2 cats, 4 rats, 3 birds, 6 fish, and a toad.

24. Do you want to change your name: lol hell yeah

25. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing really, i dont think i even left the house on the day.

26. What time did you wake up: 4AM, but then i went back to bed at like, 11AM and woke up around 6PM

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: dicking around on the internet probably. i dont remember

28. Name something you can’t wait for: A convention that im going to in september.

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: less than a minute ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish i had more irl friends.

31. What are you listening right now: All of the songs i have on my Spotify. Currently its Far Too Young To Die - Panic! At The Disco

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: idk really, maybe a couple things going on in my life 

34. Most visited Website: tumblr, facebook,and ao3

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: ive got a few

36. Mark/s: stretch marks are fuckin everywhere man, and a few scars

37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a doctor, lol that dream fuckin went up in smoke really fast

38. Hair color: a real boring brown.

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: ha, no

41. What do you like about yourself: HA, funny joke.

42. Piercings: One on each ear, but they’re crooked so i dont really wear earrings.

43. Bloodtype: i have no idea my dude

44. Nickname: rat

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac:taurus

47. Pronouns: He/him

48. Favorite TV Show: Leverage

49. Tattoos: nah, but i want a couple i think.

50. Right or left hand: Right, i cant do anything with my left lol

51. Surgery: nope

52. Hair dyed a different color: not at the moment, maybe ill dye it again

53. Sport: lol

55. Vacation: i hardly leave my house lol

56. Pair of trainers: nope, all i got is one pair of doc martens and its hell in the summer

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating:

nothin, i haven’t eaten since i got up lol

58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: finish typing this up and probably draw or something.

61. Waiting for: for my life to not be total shit lol

62. Want: a job probably

63. Get married: ha.

64. Career: Professional artist, but i highly doubt thats gonna happen lol

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses:

Hugs i guess, i dont really kiss anyone lol

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68. Older or younger: older, but not that much older.

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms, gimme those gu ns

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. Hookup or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: yes

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yall kiddin of course i have.

77. Turned someone down: yeah i think so

78. Sex on the first date: lol no

79. Broken someone’s heart: i dont think so.

80. Had your heart broken: probably, i dont remember

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yeah

83. Fallen for a friend: yu p, it was stupid.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself:

 lol, no

85. Miracles: ehhhhh

86. Love at first sight: i believe in that something is there at first, might not be love, but something.

87. Santa Claus: nope, never have

88. Kiss on the first date: ehhh

89. Angels: it would be cool if they did

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name:

Dan

91. Eye color: a real boring brown.

92. Favorite movie: Tangled