#cosmic girl snapchat

[skzstannie]

Seonghwa x fem!idol!reader where they try to keep their relationship secret but fail miserably? Take ur time mwa mwa!!

"Well, this is really unfortunate"

Ateez OneShot -> SeongHwa x idol!fem!reader

Genre: fluff

cw: none :)

wc: ~2200

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"Well, this is really unfortunate," you scoff at Seonghwa's words, trying to pull your arm up from where it's stuck between the two of your bodies.

"Ya think?" He gives you a breathy chuckle.

"It could be worse, we could be stuck in, like, a port-a-potty or something." He glances up at the ceiling of the supply closet.

"There are literally no circumstances in which I would lock myself into a port-a-potty with another human being," you tell him. Although, not that you'd ever admit this to him, if, and that's a big if, you were ever to be trapped in a port-a-potty with someone, you hope it'd be with him.

"How long do you think we need to stay in here?" He asks, glancing down at you in exhaustion.

"Until the coast is clear, we can't risk it again." He huffs in response, slouching down to rest his head on your shoulder.

So, how'd you get into such a predicament? Well, it all started with you and your boyfriend, Seonghwa, going on a late-night date to the local bowling alley. You've been dating for a good 6 months now, and everything is going swimmingly.

Except for the fact the you have decided to keep your relationship a secret from literally everyone. While you both can keep a secret, you realize it is getting increasingly harder to hide from not only the public, but also each other's members and families.

With a few silly disguises, like Seonghwa's hot pink sunglasses and your baseball cap, you've always been able to stay under the radar when going on dates, and this time was no different.

You guys left the dorms around 8:00 pm, planning to arrive at the bowling alley around 9:00 pm to participate in "cosmic" bowling. Another reason you both felt particularly confident in your disguises for the evening, as it'll be dark, with only black lights to illuminate the building.

You wait in your car in the parking lot, waiting for Seonghwa to text you, letting you know he's here. You look up from your phone upon hearing the blasting music coming from across the street. It appeared to be an outdoor club of sorts, not like anything you've seen before. You look to the left of the entrance and see a large "Grand Opening" sign hanging from the archway. "Hmm, that looks cool. I'll have to take the girls there sometime." You comment to yourself, opening your notes app to add it to your running list of 'Fun places to go'.

You close your notes app, ready to go back to jumping between Instagram, Snapchat, and TikTok, but you receive the text from Seonghwa saying he's parked.

You send him back a quick thumbs up and put your baseball cap on. You step out your decorated Jeep, your back windshield fully decked out in random car stickers you found cute. Your eyes scan the parking lot for your handsome boyfriend, and you spot him near the entrance, expectantly waiting for you.

"Hi jagiya, I've missed you," he walks to meet you, enveloping you in his arms for a tight hug.

"I've missed you more," you protest, squeezing him back. "I suppose we should head in, I'm ready to kick your butt in some cosmic bowling," you joke, elbowing him playfully in the side.

"Oh we'll see about that," he counters, holding the door open for you like the true gentleman he is.

Upon entering, you can already tell it'll be a fun night. With the place relatively empty (probably because of the party going on across the street), you won't have to worry too much about getting caught.

Walking toward the counter where you rent out the lanes, Seonghwa asks you about your week. You haven't seen each other in a about a week and a half due to all the work you're both putting into your new comebacks.

"You know that one sweatshirt I love? The one with the cute panda on the front?" Seonghwa hums, adjusting his grip on your hand. "Well, Ahn had the audacity to spill her coffee all over it the other day." You jokingly huffed. You're indifferent about the situation now that Ahn agreed to buy you a new one, but you still want to share your weekly struggles with your boyfriend. "She's gonna buy me a new one, though, so I forgave her."

"Sounds like the situation worked itself out quite nicely." Always the peacekeeper Seonghwa was.

"Yea, but you're supposed to console me for losing my prized possession. Tell me how great of a person I am for forgiving her." You're obviously being facetious, but it's fun to be dramatic sometimes. Being the oldest member in your group, same as Seonghwa, you're expected to be mature and level-headed. Quite frankly, sometimes you didn't want to be level-headed. Sometimes, you wanted to be able to have silly mental breakdowns about your favorite sweatshirt. It wasn't all bad, being the eldest, that just means you have to go to your boyfriend with all your problems. He doesn't mind in the least. Being the beautiful soul he is, he will console you and your problems any day of the week.

"Oh, my bad," he holds his hands up in surrender before gently grabbing your head with both his hands. He forces your head down to his shoulder, patting your ear. "I'm so sorry, baby. What can I do to help? Do I need to wipe your tears?" He presses a wet, sloppy kiss to the side of your face, making you groan in disgust.

"We're in public, are you being for real right now?" You pull away, looking at him in disbelief.

"There's no one here, it's fine." He brushes you off.

Having finally made it the counter, you both ask for the correct shoe size and Seonghwa pays for your lane. You politely ask for a lane in the back, wanting to have as much privacy as possible, to which the employee happily obliges.

You and Seonghwa make your way to the lane, stopping to grab your choice of bowling ball on the way.

Throughout the night, you guys end up playing three games. You won the first, he won the second, and, not to your surprise, he also wins the third. "Did you go easy on me in the first game?" You question.

"No, I was just warming up," he answers. Grabbing up your and his shoes, looking to return them to the front desk.

"Sure you were," you reply back, rolling your eyes.

Having successfully returned your shoes, you guys start to make your way towards the door. You let out a shriek, however, when Seonghwa suddenly grabs your arm and pulls you into a nearby supply closet.

"What the hell?" You gasp, lightly hitting his shoulder. He's quick to cover your mouth with his hand, shushing you with his other. Your eyebrows furrow, the anger dissipating into confusion.

He mouths, 'Listen,' so you do. He removes his hand from your mouth, and you press your ear to the closet door. Your eyes widen upon hearing the tell-tale cackle of the one and only Wooyoung.

You sigh, wondering how you were going to get out of this situation. You two stand in silence, listening carefully as the loud shouts of Seonghwa's members slowly dissipate to the back of the alley.

"Well, this is really unfortunate," you scoff at Seonghwa's whispered words, trying to pull your arm up from where it's stuck between the two of your bodies.

"Ya think?" He gives you a breathy chuckle.

"It could be worse, we could be stuck in, like, a port-a-potty or something." He glances up at the ceiling of the supply closet.

"There are literally no circumstances in which I would lock myself into a port-a-potty with another human being," you tell him. Although, not that you'd ever admit this to him, if, and that's a big if, you were ever to be trapped in a port-a-potty with someone, you hope it'd be with him.

"How long do you think we need to stay in here?" He asks, glancing down at you in exhaustion.

"Until the coast is clear, we can't risk it again." He huffs in response, slouching down to rest his head on your shoulder.

You check your watch for what feels like the tenth time, seeing only 30 minutes have passed. "I can't stand here much longer," Seonghwa whispers, a slight grimace to his voice, "it feels like my legs are gonna lock out."

"Ok. I mean, we can just make a run for it. We haven't heard them for awhile; they're probably preoccupied anyway." Seonghwa nods, stretching his arms up into the air. "Ready?"

"Yep, let's do this." You grab the door handle and open it slowly, peeking your head out the crack. You see his members on one of the middle lanes, cursing to yourself. 'They'll definitely see us if we're not careful.'

You turn back to Seonghwa, signaling your about to walk out.

You both step out of the closet and begin to stealthily make your way towards the exit.

Unfortunately, Seonghwa still finds his legs asleep, tingling from not moving for so long, and his third step results in the buckling of his knee. Whether he meant for it to be or not, he dramatically drops to the ground, yelping when he uncomfortably lands on his wrist.

Your eyes widen, glancing to his members. Of course, recognizing Seonghwa's voice, they're already staring over in confusion by the time your eyes meet theirs.

"I'm fine," Seonghwa mumbles, standing to his feet. He brushes himself off, and looks up to be met with 7 people he knows all too well.

"I thought you were supposed to be with your grandmother this weekend," Wooyoung calls him out, the rest of his members' expressions ranging from amused smirks to confused pouts.

"Well, I, uh-" Seonghwa stumbles over his words, his neck and ears growing redder by the second.

While you're focused on trying to help Seonghwa explain what's going on, you hear an all too familiar voice come from the front door.

"Ah, Y/N, we knew you were here!" Mina squeals, quickly approaching with the rest of your group members. "We were just hanging out at that club across the street. It's so cool! We have to take you sometime." Your head whips up to them, your mouth dropping at the situation. You see your members tilt their heads as they get closer, recognizing the Ateez members.

"Well, isn't this just great," you give everyone a tight-lipped smile, your shoulders slumping in renounce.

"Don't be mad at us. If you wanted to hideout in bowling alleys without us, next time take the obnoxious stickers off your Jeep. It's so obviously yours." One of your younger members, Juni, known for her sass, responds back.

There's an awkward silence as your members join the semicircle in front of you and Seonghwa. Everyone's looking at you two expectantly, obviously waiting for an explanation.

Knowing Seonghwa gets easily flustered and overwhelmed in these types of situations, being the good girlfriend you are, you decide to take the lead.

"Ok, I guess we owe everyone an explanation." You look to Seonghwa, and he gives you the smallest nod, giving you the go ahead to tell them what's really going on. "We're dating. We've been together for about six months now. Please don't be mad," you finish your confession with an innocent smile, watching everyone's expressions carefully. Some of their jaws drop to the floor, eyes quickly switching between you and Seonghwa, while others (your members and Wooyoung) have an excited look, Wooyoung even going as far as hopping up and down and giggling.

Everyone's expression makes sense, except for the ever-mysterious Jongho. One of his eyebrows is raised, his smile one of amusement. You're not sure of how to interpret his expression. "Everything okay, Jongho?"

"Oh, yea, I've just known about this for months now. I think it's amusing," he chuckles lightly, giving you a genuine smile. "I was wondering when you guys were gonna get caught."

Now it's your turn for your jaw to drop in shock. "How did you find out?" Your accusatory tone fills the air, not entirely believing him.

"It's nothing crazy. I was out to dinner with my mother a few months back, and I saw you two at the restaurant. You weren't exactly hiding that you were together; I think you were even holding hands over the table." He shrugs, giving the two of you a knowing smirk.

You blush at that, realizing there may have been a couple times where you and Seonghwa weren't necessarily the most secretive.

"But what about our disguises? You recognized us even with them?" You question. You never have any fans come up to you in public, so you figured they were good enough at hiding your identity.

"A pair of hot pink sunglasses isn't the greatest disguise. If anything, they actually drew my attention to you guys," he answers, chuckling at your gawking expression.

You turn to Seonghwa and squint your eyes at him, "I've always told you those sunglasses were dumb."

His face blushes deeper, no doubt burning to the touch at this point. "Sorry."

[bugsnobunny]

my tumblr pfp wins easily. my discord pfp is a weak twinky rabbit boy. my tumblr pfp is a cosmic being beyond our comprehension (snapchat ai filter made me a girl)

Baldness is for nerds this is a battle to the death. If you have the same character/pfp on both platforms you have to decide which is the superior.

You have to explain your reasoning in the reblogs too

[b34utifuldr34m3r]

Fk it, dropping all my Bitstrips comics

Because I want to clean out space on my computer, obviously.

For those of you who don't know, Bitstrips was a comic-making site that existed in the 2000s and shut down in 2016. It had quite a versatile (in my opinion) character builder as well as a comic maker which I haven't seen in any other comic making site. It had this whole little social aspect (comments, followers, putting other people in your own stuff) incorporated in it as well, and I really enjoyed using it! Bitmoji is its successor, and I could care less about it (I absolutely hate that it's incorporated into Snapchat, a platform I also hate, and I'm just annoyed that I also I see it everywhere - even in real life, in PROFESSIONAL settings).

Sometime in 2018, Bitstrips actually reached out to me (I think via the email I registered when I signed up) and sent me all the comics I created on the site so I didn't have to actually go in and screenshot/archive anything before it shut down! I can only hope other former Bitstrips users received the same thing...

Another reason I felt like dropping this is because I joined Bitstrips in 2014, literally a decade ago. Felt like recognizing it for what would have been my account's ten-year anniversary, you know?

I'm yapping. TLDR, I'm posting links to comics I made on a site I was a part of ten years ago that happens to be nostalgic to me. Feel free to read and cringe along with me.

If for some reason you can't see any of this stuff, Postimages (the image-hosting site I used to upload everything) probably hates your wifi network - I know for a fact I had difficulty accessing stuff I uploaded on this site using a more public network compared to my own personal home network. Can't really help you with that, sorry.

Also, if you see anything scribbled out in black...... I'm ashamed to admit I referred to myself by my real name on the site. -_- In hindsight, I kind of deserve that shame as I picked a pretty cringy username.

CLICK READ MORE FOR THE LINKS!

→ Remixes (think of this like reblogs/video responses, where someone would make a comic and you could "remix" it and put your own spin onto it)

→ Cosmic Club THE SERIES (a series based off a concept I had featuring alien girls themed off the planets of the solar system. This series was never actually finished and I was working on Episode 1, Part 3 when the site announced it was closing)

→ Cosmic Club EXTRAS (stuff I had originally made to be a part of the series itself, but once I started actually making series comics with a story behind them, these just became one-offs)

→ It's All About Moi (a little series thing I made later in my Bitstrips career, meant to feature things specifically relating to myself and my friends)

→ Original Characters (the "Sugar Rush OCs revamped" comics are WIPs that I was making right when Bitstrips announced they were closing)

→ Prima Ballerina (a series based off of characters and concept I came up with when I was like, 9-10 years old. A girl aspires to become a ballerina. It was never actually finished and was on hold by the time the site announced it was closing)

→ My Little Pony (don't judge, this fandom occupied my childhood for a good long while)

→ Theme of the Day comics (Bitstrips would post a random theme/word/concept each day, and users could submit comics related to said theme. There was definitely a lot of competition to see who could submit their comics the fastest, as those would tend to get seen earlier and thus voted up into higher rankings. I definitely tried to be one of the first people to post my comics, with varying results lol)

→ Random assorted comics

[songmingisthighs]

Algedonic

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ch. lxxxi - I saw

soulmate!yunho × reader, wooyoung × reader

fated and marked, soulmates are supposed to be your destiny. you are connected to him by his heart and him to yours. but despite the cosmic or even divine intervention, you felt that he is not wholly yours. why is destiny so cruel to you?

Just as Yunho was about to enter his apartment, he heard footsteps behind him. He looked back only to see Jinsook panting. He seemed like he had just been on a 5k run which is confusing since it was late and his hoodie and jeans aren't really the proper attire for someone to run in.

"Hey," he called out, stopping just a little bit away from Yunho to bend down with his hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath, "The fuck man, Jinsook, are you okay?" Yunho asked, clearly worried over him. Jinsook raised a hand to wave him off as if telling Yunho that he was okay. "Where's Somi?" he asked. Yunho furrowed his eyebrows in confusion at his question, "Somi? I... Don't know, I haven't seen or texted her back at all since a while ago," he answered while still looking at Jinsook worriedly because the man really looked like he was on the verge of falling down.

Jinsook stood back up straight and let out a huff, "We fought and she just ran off. I thought she might go to her apartment or went out drinking but she wasn't anywhere near those places, I checked," He sighed in desperation. Yunho bit his bottom lip, "What about Hyowon's grave? Do you think she might be there?" but Jinsook shook his head, "That was literally the first place I checked," he was looking tired and confused which made Yunho feel bad. Suddenly a thought came to Yunho's head, "Hey, Somi has been calling my friend Mingi, I'll ask him," Jinsook nodded at Yunho's offer, "Great, thanks, I'll try to see if I can track down her location again,"

They both got busy with their phones, trying to track down the missing girl. But sadly they couldn't find anything up, not even a slight hint.

Just as they were about to give up, Yunho's phone rang. The screen showed an unknown number. He showed his phone screen to Jinsook who froze. Though neither of them talked, they were both wishing and dreading that it was Somi. But Yunho picked up the phone anyways, with his heart pounding in his ears, he answered.

"Hello?"

"Dude, where's (y/n)?" Wooyoung asked from the other line. Yunho felt his knees buckle slightly and when Jinsook asked, he told him that it was his friend, Wooyoung. "No idea man, we all split up and went home, right?" "Well, that's weird. I just saw on Snapchat's map that (y/n) is nowhere near her apartment so I assumed you asked her to meet you somewhere or something," he said. Confused, Yunho furrowed his eyebrows, "Wait, where is her location right now?" "Hold up," there was a beat from Wooyoung's line, he was opening his Snapchat to check for your location and with each passing second, Yunho's feelings got worse.

"She's around Gangbuk-gu," Wooyoung said and immediately Yunho's stomach dropped, "Why?" Wooyoung added. Yunho snapped his head to Jinsook, "(y/n)'s at Gangbuk-gu, right now, we gotta go," and immediately they both sprinted, "We'll take my car," Jinsook said.

Still on the line and confused, Wooyoung spoke up, "Hey! What's going on? Are you panicking?" he yelled. Yunho spoke as he dashed to Jinsook's car, "Listen, Somi has been missing since a while ago and (y/n) has no reason to be in Gangbuk-gu. I have a bad feeling that she's meeting Somi there and considering how bad she has been these past few weeks, I think she might hurt (y/n)," he explained quickly as he jumped on the passenger seat. He spared a glance to Jinsook and cringed slightly, "Sorry man," to which Jinsook just shrugged, understanding that Yunho has the right to assume the worst from Somi at that moment.

"O... Kay? I still don't get why she's in Gangbuk-gu though?" Wooyoung added, still unsure but the way Yunho was panicking made him uneasy. "There's a public cemetery there, it's where Somi's soulmate is buried. I'm going out there with Jinsook as we speak," Wooyoung's stomach dropped and he immediately turned his heels to go back to his car, "I'm on my way there too. Should I call the cops?" he asked. The car was quiet enough and Wooyoung's voice was loud enough for Jinsook to also hear. Knowing that it must be hard to have to call the cops on someone you love, Yunho didn't dare make a decision. Jinsook looked hesitant, eyes darting between Yunho and the road. But in the end, he exhaled sharply, "Might as well, she already trespassed the cemetery multiple times after closing hours," he grumbled and Yunho saw how much it pained him to agree. Nodding, Yunho told Wooyoung to get to the cemetery as soon as he can and to call the cops just to be safe.

The whole ride to the cemetery was tense. Neither one of them know what to talk about. In all honesty, Yunho wanted to apologize for causing this issue. He felt that if he hadn't ghosted Somi, she wouldn't have snapped. On the other hand, Jinsook thought that had he put Somi's needs up front and found a better way to address his concern which is how Somi has become unhinged and obsessed over Yunho, they wouldn't have had the fight. Either way, both of them felt responsible and if anything bad were to happen, they know they were at least a part of the reason.

Upon arriving at the closed cemetery, Yunho immediately sat up straight, "Okay, so, Somi usually took the side entrance because it's never locked so she could go back and forth without anyone noticing," he said as he pointed to the side road. Jinsook furrowed his eyebrows, already not liking the fact that they are breaking into a place to help Somi. But he drove anyways. As they drove, Yunho noticed a light from the car behind them and when he looked back, he saw Wooyoung in the driver's seat of his car. He gestured to his phone and within seconds, he was calling Yunho.

"Hey, so I talked to the police and they're coming here as soon as they can since this is not really an emergency? I swear, I almost yelled at someone. But they said that we should leave our cars out here, we don't want to spook Somi and cause her to do something rash or even flee," he said. Yunho cringed and groaned, "I don't like how they're talking as if Somi's a dangerous criminal or something... For fuck's sake she's a model," he muttered to which Jinsook nodded slowly. From the other line, Wooyoung scoffed, "Obviously you don't know that models can be monsters. Have you heard stories about Naomi Campbell?" he said before hanging up.

They all parked by the side entrance in a way that blocked any car from exiting the cemetery. "Okay, so, we should just get in there and get in between Somi and (y/n)," Jinsook said, rubbing his hands from the cold breeze. Wooyoung raised an eyebrow at him, "First of all, nice to meet you, I guess? Second of all, I may not know Somi and while I do think she's a psycho with attachment issues in need of a good year break in a psychiatric facility, are we sure she's capable of actually hurting (y/n)? Like, what is hurting anyways?" Wooyoung scoffed. Jinsook rolled up his sleeve to show a gash on his tricep, "She threw her stiletto at me when I told her I'm leaving her if she doesn't stop obsessing over Yunho," as he rolled his sleeve back down and stare at both Yunho and Wooyoung who not only had both eyes wide open as big as they could but also jaws opened wide, "So, can we please do this safely before one of us has a running shoe print on our foreheads?" and both Wooyoung and Yunho nodded at him.

As they walked into the cemetery, they agreed that Jinsook should get to Somi and Wooyoung should get to you. Yunho should only step in to protect you if Wooyoung couldn't get to you fast enough and he should stay on the sidelines first to prevent Somi from being triggered over the fact that Yunho was trying to save you from her.

"Wait, is that (y/n)?" Wooyoung asked, pointing at a person sitting on a bench under a tree not too far from them, facing the rest of the cemetery, away from them. They all stopped in their tracks to look in the direction Wooyoung pointed at. It was a sight that made them all exhale in relief what with you nonchalantly playing on your phone, seemingly waiting for someone, it was safe o assume that you had yet to have any interaction with Somi.

Just as they were about to approach you, something caught their attention. That something was a car, not too far from where they are but further from the distance between you and them, that had just turned its lights on. Suddenly, time moves slowly. For every second it passed felt like a minute and every minute felt like an hour. From his spot, Yunho could see the person in the driver's seat, with red, teary eyes and coloured hair that he could recognize from miles away. Somi was gripping on the steering wheel tightly and even seemed to contemplate her actions. But then she looked slightly to the side to see Yunho staring at her and in a split second, that seemed to set her off.

No time wasted, everything happened all at once. As soon as the car took off, all three men ran to different directions. Everything was so fast but at the same time, it felt like life was going frame by frame.

You stood and turned to your back when you heard someone screaming your name. With eyes widened, you last saw bright lights coming at a breakneck speed followed by voices calling your name, telling you to get out of the way. Next thing you know, you felt an impact on your side and that was it.

Everything turned black.

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[bijoharvelle]

Hello! How about some tender destiel? Maybe Saileen are away on a hunt and they have the bunker to themselves for 2 days and they decide to chill by the fairy-light fireplace. (If possible I'd like to see Dean completely comfortable in his sexuality) Thanks in advance!^^

“I’m gonna take that thing away from you,” Dean threatens after the third time Cas looks at his phone. There isn’t a whole lot of heat in his voice, though, because he can understand where Cas is coming from.

“I’m sorry,” Cas says on a sigh. With a rueful smile, he leans forward and slides the phone onto the table in front of the couch. “I suppose I’m still adjusting to having him back. To being back.”

Dean has to grin at that because yeah. His family is back together. Sam, Eileen, Cas, and Jack are all where they belonged: safe with Dean.

Well, at the moment, only Cas is with Dean. Sam and Eileen are checking on some hunters in the network out in Colorado and Jack is visiting with Claire and the girls at Jody’s house. Which means that Cas and Dean have the bunker to themselves. At first, Dean’s plan was to not let Cas leave their bed - which they did for the first day and a half. But then there was the lure of the shower, and coffee, and breakfast. So now they’re fit comfortable on the couch in the Dean Cave, a few whiskeys down and more or less ignoring the Netflix Christmas Bullshit movie that they flipped on for background noise.

Dean is far more interested in pressing his face into the notch between Cas’s jaw and shoulder, kissing softly and without rush there. And Cas was content to run a hand up and down Dean’s back, tugging gently at his hair, until the phone distracted him.

“I get it,” Dean says gently. He lifts his chin and kisses Cas so softly, the swell of their lips just fitting together. “I’m happy he’s back too. Don’t wanna risk him disappearing again.”

Cas nods and shifts, settling a little further into the couch so that he and Dean can press together closer. “You’re right, though. I’m being...paranoid. He’s fine. Enjoying his time with Claire. The last snap they chatted me was of Claire teaching Jack how to use eyeliner.”

Dean chuckles a little and shakes his head. “I think you just say ‘snapchatted.’” But then, he swivels to seat himself fully in Cas’s lap, straddling his legs. “I’m happy you’re back too.”

Cas smiles up at him and it was so bright, so blinding, that Dean was just relieved that he got to make Cas this happy every day, without having to worry about some cosmic being snatching him away. “I’m very happy to be back.” One of Cas’s hands cups at Dean’s waist, holding him in place with a gentle touch. The other reaches up, bringing Dean’s face close for another kiss, sure and sweet and strong. 

taking prompts!!

[outerbanks-fandom]

Title: I Miss You

*REQUEST OPEN*

Discription: stiles has had enough and he made it known. All in Stiles POV

Warnings: a bit of cussing. (Aka a lot)

Word Count: 1257

Part 2 to my previous imagine called ‘The Aftermath’

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Ever since the break up all I can ever think about is how to get Y/N to fall back in love with me. She is and will always be the love of my life. I know it, what we have, excuse me what we had was real atleast for me it was. I will make her remember the love she once had for me because I need her. Maybe if I try treating her the way I did when we first got together it’ll make her fall for me again.

So that’s what I did, starting off with leaving notes in her locker, just this time I didn’t sign my name I signed, BM. Standing for Batman of course but hopefully she doesn’t figure that one out. I quickly slipped it through the vents to the lockers and ran to my locker to watche. After about 30 seconds she walked up to her locker with a forced smile. I could always tell when she was truly smiling and right now she’s trying to show her friends that she’s okay but I’ll always know.

She unlocked her lock and opened the door and my note came falling out, which she quickly grabbed. I watched as her cheeks flushed while reading it and then the look of confusion cloud her features when she was at the end of it. She looked around but I made myself look busy by digging through my locker. The smile that little gesture gave her gave me enough motivation to keep this going. So I went into 3rd period planning my next move.

It’s the next day and I’m gonna leave her favorite food in her locker which I used to do all the time, I know she’ll connect the pieces at this but I don’t care I just want her back. I put the gummy bears, takis, cosmic brownie and a watermelon monster on the shelf thingy in her locker which I remembered the code from the beginning of this year. So like yesterday I waited, and when she showed up I smiled until I noticed she didn’t show up alone. She was with Liam, someone who has had a crush on her since he first got here and even though we were together he never got over it. I could tell it only grew with time, she’s so perfect I couldn’t blame him.

He had said something that made her laugh and it broke my heart into a million pieces, that should be me. I was the reason she couldn’t breathe from laughing and now I’m the reason she can’t breathe from crying. Fuck, it really is all my fault though she tried to tell me it was hers but I know she lost feelings because towards the last 6 months I was so distant and just plain rude to her. I fucked it up not her, I would pick fights for no reason not her, I would catch an attitude when all she wanted to do was hang out. Yet she still blamed herself because that’s just the kind of girl she is, she will do anything to try and make the pain hurt just a little less. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t notice her opening her locker and noticing the food I had bought for her. She immediately went to look for me and she found me in no time. We made eye contact and for a minute I saw the same look that she once had when she looked at me. A look of love and admiration but that was quickly covered up by confusion but still admiration. I gave her a little smile and walked to my class. She didn’t try and stop me and i didn’t expect her to. All I wanted to do was cry but I knew if I did that she would see and it would break her more and I can’t cause her more pain. So I waited and bit my lip every time I watched her laugh with her friends, or when she sat next to Liam and Mason at lunch. I bit my lip holding back the tears of seeing her happy with someone new.

I went to the place we always hung out, our secret spot. I needed to be there so I could just think about how happy we once were and not how sad I am now. But that didn’t work I cried instead of laughed at the memories going through my head. I sat on the edge of the bridge in the woods and just sat there with a mixture of sobs and laughs as I remembered every memory we ever made. I even pulled out my phone and looked at all the pictures and videos that flowed in my Snapchat memories. She was still my Home Screen, it was a picture from the last Christmas we spent together which ironically I had bought her a promise ring. Cheesy I know but I genuinely want to marry that girl. She still wears the ring just now it’s one of the many she now wears so the ring gets kinda loss.

I sat there for maybe two hours looking through my phone before it died. Still I sat and stared into the distance, so caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t hear footsteps behind me. HER footsteps.

“Before I met you, I never knew that it was possible to miss someone this much. Signed BM.” I heard her recite the note I left her and all I could do was get down from the side and turn to face her. “BM stiles really? You really thought I didn’t know that stood for Batman. That was your name in my phone for a good year and a half of our relationship.” I shrugged not knowing what to say. “God stiles what do you want from me, during our relationship you stopped showing interest so I caught the hint and left. Now that I’m starting to show interest in someone else, Now you wanna put effort in. Well guess what stiles you can’t just not want me and then want me again, that’s not how it works, we both fell out of love-“Will you just stop! I know I fucked it up. I know I stopped being the boyfriend you deserved! I know all you wanted was my attention and I couldn’t give it to you because I’m stupid I know that. But dammit Y/N I NEVER and I mean NEVER fell out of love with you! That was you who fell out of love and you can blame that on me all you want and hell I’ll even let you but what I won’t let you do is accuse me of falling out of love. You are and will always be the love of my life okay! So just accept that, and even if you move on I’ll let you because you will be happy but DONT say I didn’t love you.” I was breathing heavy and so was she. “Fuck you Stiles Stilinski! Fuck you for making me fall inlove with you, and fuck you for actually believing that I could EVER fall out of love with you. Because guess what dumbass your the love of my life also!” I didn’t respond I just walked to her. “Fuck me? No fuck you Y/N Y/L/N.” We were standing so close I could feel her breathe on me.

“Oh yeah? And why’s that you have to reason to say that!” God this girl will be the death of me. “Oh no babe. Thats where you are wrong, I have many reasons to say that to you.”

“Oh yeah? Name one Mieczyslaw.” She did not just use my government name. “This!” And I smashes my lips onto hers. My lips molded with hers like a missing puzzle piece. She made me feel complete.

“Fuck you for making me miss you.”

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So I know it's a niche ship but Komelle has always been a sweet little pairing I've loved since I watched voltron. I just wish they did more to further the two of them together (romantically or friendship idk just wanted more).

Anyways here's and unfinished fic from two years ago when I started writing. Just wanted to put more Komelle into the world.

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Keith was on a mission to reconnect with his estranged mom. Feeling rejected by his friends, he set off on a solo road trip across the country to meet her.

The last thing he imagined was that on the trip back, he would end up being happy for the first time in his life. All it took was his mom, a mutt, and a goofball hitchhiker.

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Keith sat in silence with his newly found mother, Krolia, he learned her name was. When he set out to find her, he was at an all time low in his life. And at twenty one years old, that was saying a lot.

He'd made mistakes before, but he'd never meant to burn bridges. He never meant to throw away everything he had worked so hard to build. But things just didn't go his way. He had no idea what to do next, so he finally decided that he was going to set out to talk to his estranged mother.

The woman who had left him when he was born with just his father. The woman who didn't seek him out when his father died. The woman who didn't want him, didn't need him.

But he packed as much as he could into his rusty pickup truck and said enough with California, and drove to Portland, Maine where he discovered she lived.

After he mustered the courage to knock on the door, things went rather well from him. He was prepared to give her a piece of his mind and tell her off, but when the time came, he couldn't. Keith was just so happy to have found her. And she was nothing like the terrible monster he had created in his head. Krolia for all her faults and mistakes in her youth, was willing to be a part of his life. She wanted to find Keith after she found out his father died but she had heard too late and he was already with the Shiroganes.

While Keith wanted to say that it was no excuse, he couldn't imagine his life without growing up with Shiro and his family. They treated him as their own, and he considered himself a part of their family even if he knew it wasn't true.

The trip back was filled with awkward silence as the two tried to learn more about each other. He'd learned that his mother was a total badass, and a surprisingly great cook. She never married, or had other children, and all around was a great woman. While she couldn't get back the time she'd missed, she wanted him to know that from that point on, she was going to be there.

Somewhere around Indiana they hit a snafu. More specifically, Keith nearly hit a dog. The damn thing sprinted in front of his truck causing him to swerve out of the way and drive straight into a ditch. There they had to get it towed to replace the destroyed tire. Keith could've done it himself had the ruined tire not already been the spare.

Next door there was a local dive bar that Krolia suggested that they check out while they wait for the truck to be fixed. Leaving the shop Keith noticed the dog that had caused this fiasco sitting patiently as if it were waiting for them. "Go away you mutt!" He shouted but it had no effect on the dog. It sat patiently waiting for God knows what.

Forgetting about the dog, Keith followed his mother into the dive bar. Needless to say it was exactly what he expected. Loud drunken local hillbilly types, a bartender that was too pretty to be there, and a few out of place strangers. But one stood out among the rest.

A cute blonde who looked to nervous to be at a place like this. Krolia seemingly sensing Keith's wandering eyes chose to have them sit next to the pretty blonde girl. "Do you mind? These seats aren't taken are they?" She kindly asked the girl.

She shook her head. Krolia sat down and had Keith sit between her and the girl. "What would you like Keith?"

"Ummm a rum and coke," he replied. Krolia chuckled, "just like your father." But as soon as she said it, she realized how much of a mistake it was. They were far to soon in their relationship to talk about him. Keith excused himself for a minute leaving Krolia alone. She let out a large sigh, snagging the lonely girls attention.

"Is everything okay ma'am?" She kindly asked. She had a slight British accent if Krolia was placing it correctly. "No. I'm stuck with my estranged son who hates me. I haven't been part of his life in over twenty years, and now I am. And it's a bit much. For both of us."

"But you're trying right?"

Krolia let out another sigh, "I'm trying harder at this than anything I've ever tried before. But I don't think it's going to be enough."

"Well I think it should be. You have motherly eyes," the girl pointed out and offered Krolia a kind and friendly smile.

"Thank you. And I'm sorry. I'm sure that the last thing you wanted was for some stranger to confide in you. Especially something like this," Krolia laughed a bit.

"Nonsense, I asked you. I'm Romelle," the girl said offering her hand.

"Krolia."

"So Krolia why are you and your son here in the middle of Indiana?"

Krolia filled her in on her and Keith's story. From meeting in Portland, Maine, to hitting the ditch just a few miles down the road.

"It was Kosmo," Romelle said. Krolia looked at her with a confused look. "What's cosmic?"

"No the dog that ran in front of your truck. His name is Kosmo. He's like the towns friendly neighborhood dog. He doesn't have an owner," she explained. By this point, Romelle had taken Keith's seat and drink, due to Krolia's offer.

"He was probably trying to chase a rabbit," she explained, polishing off the last of Keith's rum and coke. "And he was probably trying to apologize to your son when you saw him outside."

"Speaking of Keith," Krolia swiveled in there seat to survey the rest of the bar. "I don't see him."

Krolia paid for the drinks and her and Romelle walked towards the exit in search of Keith.

Much to their surprise, Keith was playing fetch with Kosmo. "Would you look at that," Krolia teased. "I thought you didn't like that mutt."

Keith smiled as Kosmo returned with the stick. Keith bent down to pet his face. "He's a mutt alright. Half amazing, half terrific."

"Parks n Rec," Romelle shouted. "I love that show."

Keith awkwardly smiled at her. "Uhhh hi. I'm Keith."

"Oh I know all about you," Romelle playfully teased. Keith's face started to turn red, thankfully, Krolia stepped in.

"Actually Keith, I was about to buy Romelle here a drink for listening to me ramble on about you. But why don't you do that while I talk to the mechanic." She gave her newfound son a smile and surprisingly he returned it.

"Uhhh yeah sure." He responded as Krolia walked towards him to give him some money. "Play nice, she seems like a sweet girl," she whispered as she handed him the money.

Keith and Rlomelle sat there awkwardly sipping on their respective drinks. A rum and Coke for him, and a vodka cranberry for her. It wasn't the fanciest of bars, but the pretty bartender definitely did make killer drinks. "You're mom's nice," Romelle finally said, breaking the silence between them. He couldn't help but notice her misplaced accent. Certainly foreign.

He awkwardly laughed, "you probably know her better than I do at this point."

"Because you met her a few days ago yeah?"

Keith nearly choked on his own drink. He looked over and saw her with a concerned look in her eyes. "I'm so sorry. It's just that she told me, and i… I shouldn't have brought it up."

"It's okay. It's just… I don't actually know what I'm doing," he said, offering her a reassuring smile. He ordered them both another round, Indiana had very cheap alcohol compared to California. Once the bartender returned with their drinks, he turned his attention back to Romelle. This time he took all of her in. She had beautiful blonde hair that she kept neat and straight with pigtails but not really pigtails, if Keith knew anything about hair other than to wash and occasionally comb it, he would've been able to pinpoint her hair style. But regardless of what style it actually was, he thought she looked beautiful with it. It flowed all the way down to her just above her waist, but it was hard to tell while she was sitting. And while her blonde hair was eye catching, it was the piercing violet eyes that pulled him in. She was truly beautiful.

"I just feel like I should forgive her," he continued once he found his voice again. He was nervous that he may never be able to speak properly in front of her again now that he noticed just how stunning she looked. "But I don't know if I should. She had a chance to find me, but thought it was best to leave me with the family that took me in… that I wasn't good enough." He finished in a whisper, struggling to keep the tears at bay.

Normally he would've called up Allura by this point, telling her everything. If he were still back home in California, he would've driven to Acxa's. She was never one for sharing heart to hearts, but hanging out with her always put his mind at ease. With her, he was able to forget temporarily and just be himself. Hell, he would've called Lance or any of his friends by now, but in typical Keith fashion he blew up at all of them and promptly left the next morning without a word. Some time during the night he mistakenly and drunkenly blocked and deleted all of their contacts, the only thing that kept him in touch with them. He didn't have snapchat, or twitter, or even Instagram. That was all of them. He preferred things the old fashioned way, face to face. That didn't mean he wasn't on Instagram. All his friends had decided to create a hashtag for him under #keithkogane. He loved and missed his friends, but they weren't here. And yet somehow here, in the middle of nowhere Indiana, in some rundown bar, he found himself pouring his soul out to a beautiful girl he just met.

Romelle wasn't too sure what to say. Keith looked completely devastated, and she refused to believe that this man she just met was anything but good enough. Suddenly, the dj started playing a song she's recently started listening to religiously, and an idea came to mind. "I love this song let's dance," she grabbed his arm, not allowing him to say no.

"I don't dance," Keith tried to refute, but the look in Romelle's eyes told him that he was going to lose this fight ten out of ten times. The first few songs weren't that bad, considering they were a variation of country music. Romelle tried to teach him to two step, but in the end he proved that he doesn't dance because he can't. But still, Keith was thoroughly enjoying himself; watching the way Romelle moved with the rhythm, the way she laughed as she was spun around. It wasn't until the latest song had ended that they found themselves back in each other's arms. His smile was much more genuine than when they started. Suddenly the lights dimmed and the beat slowed. (A/N Golden Hour - Kasey Musgraves)

"Surely you can slow dance?" She teased, giving him an out if he wanted. He hadn't slow danced since the senior prom with his date Acxa, and he was so awkward (thankfully, Acxa was just as awkward) that he swore off slow dancing forever. But now, not slow dancing with Romelle was just about the last thing he wanted. Dancing the past hour or so had completely taken his mind off of his situation. For the first time since he left his friends a week and a half ago, he was having fun. And it was all because of her.

Keith pulled Romelle close and they slowly swayed to the soothing beat. Her head rested on his chest as they kept swaying. "I know what you did… And thank you," he whispered into her ear.

"For what?" Romelle asked, obviously playing dumb.

He did his best not to laugh. "The dancing. It's helped. I really appreciate it. You didn't have to do this for a stranger."

"How about a friend?"

Keith didn't respond, instead just closed his eyes and let the music take over. Something about this felt right, and if he wasn't stuck here, he would've been willing to explore this feeling further. "Thirsty?" He heard her ask, and he opened his eyes to look down at her and just stared into her eyes, getting lost in their reflection. It was right then and there that Keith wished more than anything that this was just a dream. If it was, he wouldn't have to leave her so soon.

"That'd be great."

Two more drinks later, courtesy of the bartender who liked Romelle's "sunshiney attitude", Keith finally decided that despite knowing that he would most likely never see this girl again, he wanted to enjoy his time with her. Not wallow in self pity due to their limited time. "So tell me about yourself?"

"What do you want to know?" She asked between sips of her apple Martini.

"What brings you here?" It was the wrong question, he realized too late. The pain in her eyes told him all he needed to know. She was running from something. "I… sorry. You don't need to talk about it."

She smiled, sliding her hand over his. "Thank you."

"So where are you going?" Based on her face, this was a difficult question as well, but not for the reason he thought.

She sighed, "I don't know. I've just been drifting from place to place. But I've been here for about three weeks. I don't know why but something was keeping here and honestly I wasn't sure what it was… until today."

It took Keith by surprise, and he almost pulled his hand away. Instead he switched so his hand rest on top of hers and he gave it a squeeze. "I hope you're right."

Krolia reappeared to a sight that made her smile. He saw the look the two young adults were sharing… comfort and hope. It as perfect picture, in fact she took out her phone and took one. She had decided that she was going to catalog their entire journey back with Keith. She wasn't sure if her son had Instagram, so instead she just used a simple hashtag with his name. And to her surprise, she wasn't the only one that had used that tag. Suddenly she was staring at hundreds of images of her son with his friends. It made her heart melt that despite all his struggles, there were people that cared about him. The most tags came from two girls named Allura and Acxa, and a man named Takashi. Clearly these were three of his closest friends, and she hoped that she could meet them.

She stared at the photo she just took and debated on whether or not to add it to the four other photos she had posted under the hashtag. But she decided against it, this was a private moment between the two of them.

Feeling eyes on them, they snapped out of their reverie and turned to look at who was staring. Keith had forgotten that his mom was even with him, and all of a sudden all his feelings came pouring back in. But seeing the look on her face made them slowly vanish. She was smiling… his mom was smiling at him.

Maybe it was the alcohol finally taking effect, but he swore that he had never been more at peace.

[deutchmendes]

below the cut you can find a compiled list of 100+ problematic fcs and receipts to support the claims as well. we are by no means telling you not to play these fcs, (apart from the obvious racists, abusers, etc.), however, it is necessary to acknowledge that everyone on this list is problematic, thus, they should all be held accountable for their actions. it is imperative the community is aware of who they’re using and then they can make an informed choice of whether or not they would like to continue using said fc. without further ado, here’s the List™ you’ve all been anticipating / dreading from us.

alex pettyfer - domestic abuse

alexis ren - n word

alissa violet - n word

arnie hammer - in a movie that glorifies pedophilia adapted from a novel written by a straight man

ash stymest - dated a minor for 2 years (lily rose depp)

bella hadid - n word, racist tweets

bella thorne - n word, made fun of eating disorders, cultural appropriation

blackpink - mocked native american culture in their boombayah song, jennie’s use of the bindi in ddu du ddu du video

blake lively - got married on a slave plantation, said woody allen empowers women

brendon urie - rape / racist jokes, fat shamed

bts - did a photoshoot with nazi symbols at a holocaust museum, said the n word alot, colorism, general racism, misogyny, lyrics contributing to rape culture, fatphobia, made of eating disorders, rm wore dreads once and more

camila cabello - n word, bullied normani

camila rowe - dressed as a pregnant sharon tate for halloween and idolizes both manson and roman polanski, n word multiple times

cardi b - transphobic, racism

chantel jeffries - accused of allegedly stabbing someone

charles melton - fat shaming tweets

claudia tihan - n word

cole sprouse - made insensitive/racist jokes about tyler the creator, compared blm to cannibalism, emotional abusive to ex girlfriend, discredited jughead’s canon asexual identity

colton haynes - blackface  

demi lovato - sex worker prank to her bodyguard involving sexual assault

dinah jane - made fun of black women / dark skinned woc on her twitter, claimed she was black despite not being black, culture appropriation, and supports trump

dom sherwood - said a homophobic slur

donald glover - made rape jokes / said a man can't get raped, fetishizes asian women, ableist, said the f slur & r slur

dove cameron - said depression is a choice

dreamcatcher - profits off native american culture

dua lipa - appropriated gay culture with “homo” shirt, n word

dylan o’brien - stole native american artifacts and laughed about it, starred in american assassin (an extremely islamophobic film)

dylan sprouse - racism

eddie redmayne - played a trans chara despite being cis

eiza gonzalez - blackface

elle fanning - worked with woody allen, played transgender teen despite being cis herself, refused to apologize for working with woody allen

emma roberts - domestic abuse

emeraude toubia - culture appropriated, lashed out when ppl were trying to educate her

exo - multiple instances of racism, colorism, homophobia, blackface, ableism and more

gal gadot- zionist, accused of emotional abuse

(g)i-dle - used henna in their latata music video  

gigi hadid - made fun of asians, other general racism

gregg sulkin - said n word in snapchat, dated bella thorne while she was still a minor

hailey baldwin - n word, racist tweet

halsey - kissed underage fan

harry styles - white feminist, ignored a black fan and only interacted with their white friend

hayley kiyoko - n word, general racism

herizen guardiola - dated a minor

hilary duff - multiple instances of culture appropriation, dressed as a pilgrim with her husband as a native american

holland roden - racist

ian somerhalder - threw away his wife’s birth control without her consent, sexism

jack gilinsky - verbally abusive to his ex, madison beer

jared leto - is cis and played a trans person, sexual assault

jared padalecki - rape jokes

jason mamoa - made comments/jokes about rape

jennfer lawrence - sexism, transphobia, misogyny, ableism, culture appropriation, fat shaming and more

jensen ackles - rape jokes

julianne hough - blackface

justin bieber - animal neglect (left his monkey in germany and never claimed the monkey after being told he needed the proper documentation), wrote he would’ve hoped anne frank would’ve been a belieber when he visited the holocaust memorial, pissed in a mop bucket, egged his neighbor’s house, cultural appropriation, dreadlocks, punched a pap, almost ran over a pap, said “being gay is a choice”, doesn’t believe in abortion, used the n word and the word kkk in a song, spat on his fans, spit in his neighbors face and threatened to kill them after being told to drive careful, made prince’s death all about him, pretended to be in a wheelchair to cut lines at disneyland and has a diu

keith powers - said men can’t be bisexual

kelsey chow - claimed to be native american and she isn’t

kendall & kylie jenner - racist pepsi ad and victimized herself after being called out for it (kendall), offensive wheelchair photoshoot (kylie), stole designs (kylie), cultural appropriation: used pictures of tupac and notorious b.i.g. (without permission) for their fashion line, appropriated chola culture for their fashion line, designed a handbag shaped like a chinese takeout box, used a tan emoji despite being white (kendall), wore dreadlocks, wore cornrows multiple times despite being called out (kylie) and for a photoshoot (kendall), blackface (kylie), put the n word on a birthday cake for her friend (kylie), wore a bindi (kylie), wore indian nose ring to coachella

kiko mizhuara - blackface, culture appropriation

kj apa - liked fat shaming comment, posted a misogynistic picture, dating a minor, liked a slutshaming post

lana del rey - culture appropriation and more

lauren jauregui - rape jokes, homophobic slurs, n word, henna photoshoot, called psychiatry a joke and tweeted vaccines give autism and more

kristen stewart - worked with woody allen

lili reinhart - discredited lesbians by calling them “fanfic”, queerbaits fans, minimized depression on twitter

little mix - culture appropiation for their salute tour, culture appropiation again, perrie has multiple counts of culture appropriation, jesy wore dreadlocks

lily macapinlac - racism

lucky blue smith - trump supporter

lucy hale - bodyshamed herself on instagram, appropriated baby hairs

machine gun kelly - n word, sexualized black women

maggie lindemann - accused kesha, a rape survivor, of lying of rape

mamamoo - multiple instances of blackface, culture appropriation and more, hwasa said the n word in irreplaceable cover

marina diamandis - culture appropriation and blackface

megan fox - biphobia

melissa benoist - homophobic comments about ship ‘supercorp’, played a muslim character in islamophobic film, patriots day

melanie martinez - accusation of rape, problematic lyrical content

michael fassbender - abuser

momoland - culture appropriated in their baam video, nancy made jokes about eating disorders

naya rivera - domestic battery assault charge

nct - jaehyun sang along/mouthed the n word

neels visser - trump supporter

nicki minaj - shamed sex workers, culture appropriation/fetishization of kimino, racist stereotypes in song and snl performance of chun li

nicola peltz - dated a minor (anwar hadid)

nina dobrev - johnny depp supporter, culture appropriation

noah centineo - claims to be latino and took a latinx role when he is in fact white, supports logan paul,

rihanna - multiple instances of culture appropriation

ronni hawk - trump supporter

sabrina claudio - n word, racist remarks

sara sampaio - n word

selena gomez - all lives matter, woody allen supporter, wore a bindi multiple times despite being called out and more

shay mitchell - n word

sophia turner - made a joke about coming out as pansexual on instagram, n word

tana mongeau - filmed dead body and later deleted the video

taylor hill - made fun of indian accents, made fun of a muslim man with her bf, culture appropiation

taylor swift - cultural appropriation, romanticized imperialism, victimized herself at the expense of a black man, white feminist, posed w someone wearing a swastika on their shirt, more culture appropiation, slut shames constantly in her music, said in a song, picture to burn, she would tell her friends her ex was gay as if it were an insult

thomas doherty - said depression is a choice

timothee chalemet - worked with woody allen, in a movie that glorifies pedophilia adapted from a novel written by a straight man, lied about his contract forbidding him from speaking out on woody allen

tyler posey - came out as a joke on social media

uriah shelton - alm, abuse allegations

vanessa hudgens - countless instances of culture appropiation

wendy (red velvet) - made fun / stereotyped black girls

wjsn (cosmic girls) - appropiated indian culture

zayn - alm, racism, fat shamed, appropriated black culture and more

[placesthatchangedpeople]

Titus’s Diamond Ranch Academy testimony

I attended Diamond Ranch Academy (DRA) for 10 months from 2017-2018. My parents were lured and manipulated into sending and keeping there. I was well-liked for the majority of my stay but still would've rather been shot on the spot than attend this 'Treatment Center'.

My Experience [Simplified]:

Why was I there?

My family and I butted heads before DRA, and more so after.

Pros:

Got work experience in the kitchen.

Comically easy school-work boosted my GPA (The curriculum makes common core look amazing), (My GPA was a 3.6 before DRA).

Cons:

Harrassed almost daily (To be fair, this is the standard).

Constant fear of Physical harm, Rape, Harassment via human bi-product (Urine, Feces, and Semen are the main issues).

Contacted a disease at least once a month.

Physical harm or power abuse via staff (Staff are constantly being fired and are leaving because of how often this happens).

A constant sense of hopelessness as my parents were caught in these snakes trap.

Most of the food (They provide laxatives in medical because of this).

No contact with the opposite gender whatsoever.

Constant theft and damaging of personal items.

No access to music (Unless your child has been attending DRA for over 10months or has mental issues. Side note: If your child has mental issues they will for certain be harassed).

No access to [real] technology. (More on this later)

Many more...

[Simplified End]

Things to know before reading:

The Watches:

Note: All the watches are just detention in special clothing (Bumble Bee attire). This is not a joke, they put your kid in the same room where they put the kids who have been misbehaving and make them sit there for weeks at a time.

Suicide Watch: Suicide Watch is exactly what it sounds like, kids are watched more closely (not actually) so they do not kill themselves. The fact that kids try and kill themselves while they're here should raise some flags to you as a parent.

Run Watch: Run Watch is also exactly what it sounds like, if a kid of suspected of or has tried to run and been caught, they will be put on this watch. Many kids have been caught running, they have what they call bounty hunters to go and track down kids who have ran. The locals often help out when a kid tries to run, but not in defense of the kid. Every kid who ran while I was there was caught, brought back, and punished.

Gay Watch: Gay Watch is when your kid is caught having, or doing, sex/sexual things with/to another kid. I personally never saw it, but it was said you'd get a rainbow shirt.

My Experience:

The beginning of my DRA experience started with being kidnapped and driven to Utah. Luckily I got through this unscathed (I mention this because it's not uncommon for new kids to show up beaten or bruised). As soon as I got there, I was given a tour of my prison and assigned a therapist. My therapist immediately put me on Suicide Watch (SW) and Run Watch (RW) telling me it was because "I'm new" (Spoiler: this rarely happens and while I'm not 100% sure why I think it was just because he was having a bad day). They made me wear a yellow t-shirt, black shorts with no pockets, and flip-flops. We nicknamed this outfit "The Bumble-Bee". While I was a Bumble-Bee I got the joy of sitting in a classroom with all the 'bad kids' doing almost nothing for about a week. I say ALMOST nothing because they managed to get my scholarly agenda setup. I completed almost an entire quarter of most of my classes during that week (Remember what I said about the school-work being comically easy?).

After I was taken off the watches, I got to participate in regular DRA kid things. It only took me a day to be targeted and harassed by other DRA kids. I later learned this was a regular thing and didn't think much of it until after I left the place. This continued throughout my stay but wasn't really a problem as I was easily able to harass back, as most of the staff don't really care.

The regular weekday schedule is, wake up at 6:00-6:30 am, take morning medication if needed, eat breakfast, go to school until 3:00 pm (lunch is in the middle of the day), participate in clubs, sit and do nothing in dorms until dinner (this was supposed to be used for studying, but as I said, the school-work is comically easy), eat dinner, go upstairs and clean dorms and occasionally do non-dorm chores, Netflix and showers (if everyone had been behaving correctly, the staff love blanket punishment and if a kid in your dorm or a group of 8+ kids had been misbehaving would take your tv cord), then lights out at 9:00pm.

The weekend schedule is, wake up at 7:00, take medications if needed, eat breakfast, back to dorms for deep clean (an hour of dorm cleaning), after that, if we everyone was good, we could watch Netflix or do an activity until lunch. Activities included going to the weight room, basketball gym, and sometimes the field. Back to the schedule, from lunch, we would have nap time (people rarely napped), after naptime is benefit if you made it (more on that later) or if you didn't, detention until the end of the day or more Netflix until dinner, after dinner its Netflix and showers until bed at 10:00 (I think).

We did get some holidays off. Just not the whole week or anything close to that, just the day of the holiday. To give you an idea of what holidays are like; For Christmas, we got the day off, two boxes of cosmic brownies or oatmeal cream pies and assorted treats (total value of about 10$), played dodgeball and got to watch a movie in the commons area.

Notice how I haven't mentioned the barn/ranch yet. Even though the name of the place is called Diamond RANCH Academy and you are paying a minimum of 66,000$ [Maximum I believe is around 120,000$] for your kid to attend, they ask I think another 10,000$ per month for your kid to have access to the main gimmick of the place. On the topic of money let me go into what you'd be paying for.

The administration would have you think are paying for whatever problem with your teen you told them about to be solved. What you are actually paying for is very likely to be a huge waste of your teens time, detriment to your teens health, and massive detriment to your relationship with your teen. Why do I say this? Well, I have kept up with fellow DRA survivors and observed their lives as well as my own.

I keep up with about 87 of the about 130 people I attended DRA with via Instagram, Snapchat, Twitter, and Facebook. Out of the 87 I know, only 2 have stopped their drug usage (but both continue to use Marijuana) and are better versions of themselves (I must note when I asked them about it they told me it's not because of DRA, but because they decided themselves that they were going to stop). Of the 87, 59 of them said their relationships with their family had worsened and the other 28 (I could not get ahold of all 28 of them, probably not a good sign) had said their relationship was the same as when they left. The 85, in my opinion, have become worse versions of themselves then when I knew them at DRA. My own personal relationship with my family has worsened since my return from DRA.

Out of space so here are some important notes:

DRA kid testimonials on their website:

We are forced to smile in all pictures.

All of the kids giving video testimonials are bribed with treats and candies (highly valuable to us because we'd rarely get any), I know because I knew (and know) them and asked about it.

DRA testimonials on this website:

Not sure about all of them, but I find it highly suspicious that most of them are from California. Not going to name the one but there is one that says 'Trust the staff and program' which seems VERY suspicious to me. I'd say, if you do decide to send your kid here, trust your kid and read through the lines of what the admin will be telling you at the same time. Remember they are running a businesses and make money off of you sending and keeping your child there.

Administration Lies:

Note: Most aren't direct lies, just not full truths. Note: They will tailor what they tell you to you specifically

Example: There was a regular kid they tricked into coming, they told him DRA had school dances, access to phones, girls, and regular hikes.

DRA has a seasonal dance club, for girls campus only.

The Staff alone have access to smartphones and kids can rarely talk on wired phones, and only to family or people the family has cleared (Not an easy process, also they will usually hang you up if you try to tell them about how terrible DRA really is).

There are girls there. But they are on a whole separate campus, and you will be heavily punished if you get caught trying to or making contact with any of them and vice versa.

There are hikes, sometimes, for benefits (I never went on a single one).

They have an Ice-Cream Machine - They do, but it has been broken for years.

They have dogs, cats, horses, and more. - They do, but you have to pay the extra 10,000$ per month to access them.

They have Xbox - They do, but you have to progress pretty far into the program to get access, and the only games are Minecraft, StarWars Battlefront 2, Skyrim, Mirrors Edge, and Batman Arkham Night. All which you are not guaranteed to play and are likely to have to share with someone else.

I'm out of space, to sum this all up, if you have to send your kid anywhere, please consider somewhere else.

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Believe in You and I

Lardo isn’t sure why she hasn’t told anyone on the team that she’s got a girlfriend.

Chapter 1 of 2, Ford/Lardo, Late Night ‘verse, 3.6k

For my Ford/Lardo and secret relationship squares in the @omgcprarepairs bingo.

Lardo isn’t sure why she hasn’t told anyone on the team that she’s got a girlfriend. She isn’t sure why she hasn’t told any of her art friends about Ford either, or her parents, or why she hasn’t brought up something like making it Facebook official.

Not that Ford has brought up that last one either.

Like, she knows people aren’t going to be shitbags about it; it’s Samwell, for one thing, and the couple of times Lardo’s heard dudes making haha-girls-making-out-is-hot comments they’ve been shut down pretty fast.

Lardo hasn’t ever, like, officially come out but she’s dropped enough hints and discussed enough deets that she figures people have gathered she’s bi and are chill with it (except a little bit not as chill when it comes to her parents, who she did sort of semi-officially tell, which kinda sucks, but they’re not unchill either, so). Lardo potentially having a girlfriend at some point in life kind of comes with the whole deal.

So it’s not like dating Ford is going to shatter anyone’s perspective of her, apart from the distant relatives she has on Facebook, and she already has to put up with pointed comments about her degree from them at family gatherings so whatever. Okay, maybe not entirely whatever, but Lardo hasn’t ever let all of that hold her back from doing what she wants.

So, really, it doesn’t make any sense why she hasn’t told anyone that her and Ford are a thing. Like, officially giving the whole dating thing a go and going the whole nine yards of being girlfriends, even though they’re on opposite sides of the fucking country.

They text, and they Skype, and they have a Snapchat streak that would make Rans and Holster jealous. Lardo had to give herself a good three quarters of an hour solitude to get over it when Ford told her she’d considered Samwell then picked Washington: in some parallel universe they get to actually see other, and what kind of cosmic injustice is it that instead they’re in the worst timeline and 3000ish miles apart, what the fuck.

It’s been almost five months of dating and they sailed past the saying-I-love-you point long enough ago Lardo doesn’t even hesitate when she says it anymore.

But she still doesn’t tell anyone.

And now it’s March, and Ford is talking about coming to Samwell after finals.

Read the rest on ao3 :)

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Eyyy do you have any Steph/Courtney or Cassiestephkaracourtney hcs?

:O

cassiestephkaracourtney!

they all literally bumped into each other at titans tower

somehow none of them were looking and they just…bumped right into each other 

the next thing they knew courtney and cassie were sparring and kara and steph were cheering for them (neither knew which side they were cheering for)

tim walked in, saw them, and turned around and walked out

cassie & courtney’s spar had started with aggression but ended with them exchanging snapchats & asking for kara & steph’s

they started a group chat and started talking and flirting over it & kara was like “o btw on krypton polyam relationships are super common if yall wanna give it a shot”

courtney was a lil yikes about it but cassie was like “oh ya its common for amazons too i think” and steph was like “what would bruce say if i started dating a super, wonder, and stargirl. what would he Do” and that was all the motive it took for her to decide it was a good idea

anyway they all love each other very much 

they like running around malls and dancing in the streets without music and going to disney (thanks bruce, for leaving your wallet laying around) and running on the beach (thanks diana for being from a literal paradise and for ¾ of the girls being able to fly) and beating up criminals and having slumber parties and ice skating while all four hold hands

they’re gay and that’s all i have to tell you [shrug emoji]. 

stephcourtney, or as one might call it STARSPOILER or BATGIRL

courtney decided to call up tim one day while she was in gotham and steph answered the phone and nothings been the same since

they like to run around gotham and snoop into things they shouldn’t

im not saying they HAVE snuck into the watchtower on multiple occasions to steal bruce’s bat-yogurt from the Fridge of Justice but i’m not saying they HAVEN’T, either

they are both SUCH trouble makers and it’s ridiculous 

this is random but picture: courtney has blue converse. steph has purple. they have the same shoe size. courtney wears one purple & one blue. steph wears the other ones. they’re nerds

courtney walking around town with four (4) dogs and steph lagging behind with a cat on her shoulder

courtney is Tall and steph is Small……steph has to stand on her tippey toes to kiss her

steph voice: i’m going to go visit my girlfriend, stargirl. courtney whitmore. the star spangled kid. 

bruce: im getting a headache just at the thought

courtney??? takes steph on rides on the cosmic staff??? they touch the clouds and giggle and steph pokes courtney’s bare belly and they love each other?????? 

wow im sobbing

anyway if you guys have any other headcanons for them, feel free to send them to me!

ask me stuff!

[sosmusicnews]

Q & A with Zahra

Zahra is a pop artist based out of Washington, DC.  Her single, “Dream Girl” has had an amazing response that has left many listeners anticipating the release of the EP Honestly, Truly.  This up-and-coming artist is signed to Rare Fruit Records. We were lucky enough to catch up with her about her new release, Honestly, Truly.

  What was the inspiration behind “Dream Girl?” I realized recently that all of Honestly, Truly is about trying to recover after meeting your big love and it doesn’t work out. ‘Dream Girl’ translates that most directly, I think. The lyrics are really explicitly written about the aftermath. I’d written it about my big love; and to this day I have trouble deciding whether that love is present or past tense. We didn’t work out because he didn’t see himself with me long term—which really is fine. But I think because of how much love there is/was, a part of me is always gonna wish I was his dream girl.

Did the release of “Dream Girl” meet your expectations? This release exceeded my expectations. I really didn’t think a lot of people would care that much but I am still receiving so much love and support. I’ll be just watching stories on Snapchat and someone I don’t really know will be listening to or promoting it. It’s been pretty surreal and the EP isn’t even out yet!

You worked with Wile for your “Honestly, Truly” release – how was working with him? He’s really my other half when it comes to music. We’ve known each other since the 5th grade and developed a love for creating music separately before coming together. We first started working together in 2014; we released a project under the moniker ‘tltshft’ under Future Beats Records. I’ve tried working with other producers and he’s worked with other artists, but in my opinion there’s something seriously cosmic about the way we create together. He’s taught me so much. Honestly, Truly is really collaborative and wouldn’t exist without him so tl;dr, Wile is great to work with and so talented.

Are there any characteristics or aspects that are specific to Wile’s music that you were hoping he’d bring to “Honestly, Truly”? Because Wile and I have been working together for so long, I know exactly what he brings to the table. His production is refined and clean. He’s established is own style and sound and it’s interesting and eclectic and innovative and always compliments my voice and my vision for my songs.

Are there any songs that you are especially excited to release that is on “Honestly, Truly”? Honestly and Truly are my favorite songs on the EP aside from Dream Girl. Those three are my heart songs ♥️

What does your songwriting process look like? It really depends on if we’re making a song from scratch or if we’re working with ideas we’ve had cooking for a while. If we’re working with a beat Wile has had for a while, we’re writing melodies based on lines, poems, or song ideas/concepts I’ve written and let it piece together. But if it’s totally new, it starts off with some lines I wrote a melody for and I build it around that. Most of the time we loop a part of a song and I write to it and we piece it together.

Who/what are some of your biggest influences right now? SZA’s ‘Ctrl’ was the first album I’ve heard in a long time that I connected to on so many different levels. It definitely made me more motivated to start being active about making music again. Her melodies are so improvisational and intricate and I love her honesty.

Do you have any upcoming shows coming up? Still building our live sets, but hopefully by the summer!

Where can we find you on social media? I’m @zahratonin on everything!

Q & A with Zahra was originally published on

[cosmicay]

OOC REFLECTIONS

Links to your 3 favorite character developments you have done this year (name any CD’s on the CD’s page that you would’ve liked to do if you didn’t get a chance to do any or don’t have enough of your own)

cd fav 1- https://cosmicay.tumblr.com/post/164083722026/cosmic-tracklist-01-eunoia-02-meraki-03

cd fav 2 - https://cosmicay.tumblr.com/post/163302464996/this-life-is-a-modern-soap-opera-that-revolves

cd i would like to try - http://tu-characterdevelopment.tumblr.com/post/157229887569/character-development-23

IC REFLECTIONS

Answer the following questions:

What is the single best thing that happened in 2017? - my daughter was born.

Pick three words to describe 2017. - love, enlightening, and beauty.

What did you do in 2017 that you never did before? - everything. too many to put down, but.. fell in love twice, became a mom, spent christmas in a cabin with all the family, not talk to my brother out of anger, found a cave and explored it, made myself instagram, twitter, and snapchat accounts, and got a puppy.

Did you keep 2017′s resolutions? What were they? - no i didn’t.

Did you travel to any interesting places in 2017? - yes a few.

What would you like to have in 2018 that you lacked in 2017? - my degree!

In what ways did you grow emotionally and/or spiritually in 2017. - in every way. it would be too much to put down.

Do you believe that 2017 had an occurring theme for you? If so, which theme and why? - new, new, new. everything was completely new for me.

Do you feel like 2017 went by too fast? - no, i think it was paced out just right.

List all of your employments in 2017? - holy smokes miami smoke shop, holy smokes boutique, miami animal hospital, and south florida wildlife center.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. - ed sheeran and beyonce - perfect duet. “well i found a man, stronger than anyone i know, he shares my dreams, i hope that someday we’ll share a home. i found love, to carry more than just my secrets, to carry love, to carry children of our own. we are still kids, but we’re so in love. fighting against all odds, i know we’ll be alright this time. darling, just hold my hand. be your girl, you’ll be my man and I see my future in your eyes.”

What is/are some thing(s) you regret doing this past year? - how awful i was to my sis in law; akila, how i disrespected my brother in his own home, and how i tried to help demetri behind his back.

Fill in the blank: In 2018 I will ____________ - be an even better mother, partner, sister, daughter, and friend. i will graduate college and continue to make art. i will never stop doing what makes me happy and what makes malani and demetri even happier.

If you could fly anywhere in the world in 2018, where would you go? - sydney, australia. paris, france. bora bora. jamaica.

Do you feel you need to apologize to anyone before the year ends? - no and i don’t think anyone thinks so either.

What was the biggest surprise of this year? - being pregnant, losing the baby, then God blessing us with another pregnancy.

How much did you change this year? What’s different about you? - i became more open vs how i used to be a loner. i talk to more people and make friends a lot more. i fell in love and that made me do crazy things. i fell in love again and that love i have with my daughter changed me for the better.

CONFESSIONS Bold the statements that are true.

In the year 2017 I confess that I….

Kissed someone I never kissed before.

Did something I regret.

Had sex.

Been drunk.

Started doing drugs.

Quit doing drugs.

Been in a relationship.

Visited a foreign country.

Lied.

Had a secret/kept a secret.

Broke a promise.

Slept under the stars.

Stayed up until sunrise.

Got in a fight.

Fell in love with someone who was “just a friend.”

Attended a party.

Hosted a party.

Got dumped.

Slept with the same sex.

Got a new piercing/tattoo.

Attended a concert.

Broke someone’s heart.

Made someone’s day.

Met new people that I became very close to.

Cheated on a test/homework.

Found love.

Got a new job.

Got fired.

Learned to speak another language.

Had surgery or received serious medical attention.

Lost something very valuable.

Had an allergic reaction to something.

Experienced the death of someone close to you.

Lost a friend.

Painted a picture.

Dyed my hair.

Got a new haircut I thought I’d never get before.

Wrote a poem.

Graduated from High School.

Graduated from College.

Applied for Graduate School.

Ran a mile.

Ate much healthier.

Ended toxic friendships.

Ended toxic relationships.

Gained a new friend.

Gained a new best friend.

Regret losing a friend.

Regret losing a relationship.

Tried something out of my comfort zone.

Got married, engaged or divorced.

Had a child.

Committed a crime.

Had a fight with my parents.

Realized my homosexuality.

Realized my bisexuality.

Realized my pansexuality.

Realized my asexuality.

Pushed someone away.

Slept with someone other than my significant other.

Finally allowed myself to let go of my first love.

Learned to hate someone I thought I never would.

Learned to be more patient.

RESOLUTIONS Write at least two resolutions for each category below.

Personal Improvement - go to the next level with my meditation and continue my personal studies thoroughly.

Family and Friends - start back my brother-sister hang outs with blue, see more of the world with demetri and malani, build more life long friendships, and befriend more mothers.

School and the Outside World - graduate college, start working my dream job, and start family bucket list

Romance - take that next step with demetri and be side by side on this new journey demetri and i are on.

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the audition that started it all

I submitted to it on a whim. Sitting in the office, I got the notification from Backstage that a new role fit my breakdown. I scanned it. 

The project? It was a dream come true. An opportunity to get paid a year’s salary in three months and to be filmed all over the world. The production company had clout! So obviously not a sex trafficking scam. Too big to want anything to do with me, but maybe I had a shot? Because here I am moping in an office wishing for a life with more passion. So I took a breath, uploaded my submission pack, selected my favorite headshot, and sent it in.

Work was difficult at the time, I felt like I was getting criticized at every turn. Eventually the feeling set in. The feeling that anyone that’s been fired/laid off/forced out knows. The incoming dread that you’re going to fail no matter what you do. Then your boss comes to you and says, “What do you even do?”

Then, Backstage notified me: an audition request.

It felt cosmic. Finally, something I knew I was good at! I never had to defend myself in the audition room, and quite frankly, I was looking for a reason to leave this job to do what I love. With a production filming all over the world, the opportunity would be too huge to pass up for a shitty job! I had three days to film and submit the audition.

I got my best friend and we studied the shit out of the sides. 

The sides raised the stakes exponentially. It was actually good. A script with a solid foundation and a compelling love story. It made me want it that much more. I spent the next afternoon at my desk memorizing the lines. I would type them out over and over until I could remember them perfectly. We planned to film the audition later that night.

I stayed at work for as long as I had to, but launched back to my apartment to get ready and set up for the audition. I was excited, so incredibly ready to show my chops. But the thing about auditions, especially self-taped ones, your environment is a huge deal.

While I had all the makings for a decent audition location, it just wasn’t. Halfway through takes a plane would fly over, and what’s worse is that when there wasn’t a plane, there was my neighbor’s kid screaming like something out of a horror film. Out of all the takes, we did get one.

We got one amazing take, but it didn’t save.

I was shocked. We filmed it on my friend’s INCREDIBLY RELIABLE phone. I have to say that again, TOTALLY RELIABLE. We were both shocked when we saw during the last statement of the scene, the camera just ... Skipped? Just fucked up enough to not be able to correct.

I was crushed. What the hell was I supposed to do? The audition was due the next day.

My best friend being my best friend told me, “Come over in the morning to my place, and we’ll film it there!”

Relief. Yes. That’s exactly what we did.

The next morning, everything came together. Everything filmed perfectly. I knew the lines and cherished every minute I got to be that character.

That was the first thing I did when I got to work, I submitted it. I followed the specific instructions and sent it in. My heart skipped a beat when I pressed “send,” I also think I have a snapchat saved of when I did it. I didn’t think anything could bring me down.

But shit changed.

She waited until we were alone. My boss ... She told me, “I’m worried about the fit.” There was no office meeting or slap on the wrist about my performance. 

I was damned and I knew it. 

Then, one of the most annoying subordinates entered. Which my boss had to awkwardly dismiss. It took everything I had not to say, “It’ll be two minutes, I’m getting canned.” But I didn’t. 

The walk to the conference room was longer than the few statements she said that led to me losing my second job that year. I don’t remember much. I remember her asking how I felt and I told her that I was concerned about the fit. There were a few statements that stuck the most:

“It’s probably your lack of experience, but we’re looking for someone to make a career move. I don’t get the impression that’s what you’re doing here.” 

True.

“We’ll pay you until the end of the week.”

There it is. Me being me, I didn’t want to leave on a terrible note. I asked if she ever needed anything from me I’d be happy to help.

“There has to be something you’re good at.”

Ha. Yeah, there is.

She left me to my own devices which was nice. I only had my laptop and backpack. I never accepted anything provided to me by the company. I think a part of me knew that this was never going to last. Getting fired is never easy, but what I had done at that desk 6 hours before, brought a smile to my face.

Yes. All according to plan! Of course I would get fired because I’m destined to get this role! 

I talked with my sister for a few hours before I filed for unemployment (which is exponentially easier the second time around) and made my game plan. I spent money I didn’t have to renew my passport. I got a new ID with my updated address. 

Then I waited. I waited for the callback. 

It didn’t come. I had to stop following the social media platforms they had because I would check it all the fucking time. After a few months, curiosity got the best of me. Then it all hit me. I saw their cast, I saw the girl I tried to be, and that just sucked.

She was short, like me. Wide eyed, baby faced, dark hair. I could see what they were going for. She was thinner than me, not even like I’m particularly heavy, she was just ... Dainty.

I cried for 6 minutes. Then I stopped and told myself to grow up and get some skin in the game.

I imagine it’s how a racehorse feels when it gets whipped, that reminder that it’s time to fucking haul and not wuss out because someone passed you.

So that’s where I am, I kept the promise to myself that last job was my last day job. I’m writing my own film that’s probably the most promising concept I’ve every developed solo. It’s influenced by strong women in my life and one particularly strong woman with a dream that inspired it all. 

That loss sucked, but it’s where I am. It changed everything. I still don’t know why I got fired on the same day I submitted, but here I am. 

That’s the audition that started it all.

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5/27/17, 1:45 AM - Records Broken, Curses Lifted

This is gonna be the weirdest post I’ve made in a while, I don’t think I’ve ever made a post dedicated to a girl who was actively reading my blog, but I’m gonna try my best not to hold back what I was going to say anyway because fuckit whatever I guess I was going to tell her eventually.

“Textiles girl [Katy] has become something really special” is how I tried to start a blog post last week but I was drunk and bailed out on it.

Initially I was tweeting about how she was tinder attractive because of her fondness of cats and her familiarity with smash bros. But the more I talk to her the more I get that familiar feeling of “this is a female version of me” that makes me go absolutely bonkers for someone. Yknow, kinda like what happened with Ashleigh but like maybe even moreso.

It started as like cosmically coincidental that I matched with her on the one day out of two weeks that I was visiting raleigh, but then found out that she was going to be spending the summer in greensboro. So since I was going for harem strats my idea was that by chit chatting with her until she moved into town I’d kinda have dibs lmfao.

But like then the more we talked the more and more we’d have in common. She’s one of the only people I know to have the same degree of nearsightedness that I had before I got my vision corrected. We both have the same phobia of commitment after coming out of long term relationships [I mean who doesn’t]. We both order our drinks without ice, she says her favorite color is specifically “royal blue” which is exactly how I worded it until I became a unc student, we got picked on in school the same ways, we both have similarly detailed sex conquest lists, we both have a strange fascination with cheetah print, my birthday is the same as her mom’s while her birthday is only two days off from my dad’s and we even have matching scars on our feet. It’s weird. There’s a lot more but I digress.

I didn’t find out all this before meeting her, but Katy is like the first girl I actually thoroughly enjoyed talking to on tinder. We started snapchatting a few days later and haven’t missed a day since (I think we’re at a fire streak of 17 now). Every day that she’d go to work she’d be bored and beg me to entertain her. It reminded me exactly of when I first started working after I graduated and I used to ask Kailey to try to entertain me. Except the only difference is she wouldn’t. Instead, I’d ask Katy all sorts of questions about herself and it got to the point where I was half guessing some of the answers (but I never got them right. We’re not like carbon copies lmfao). 

Almost all of this talk happened after our pseudo-date plans fell through, and so she’s living out in hickory with her parents. I practically begged her to come with me to lake week, but she couldn’t because of family plans, and instead we messaged each other the whole time.

So in typical Tyler head over heels fashion I decided that I needed to do something dramatic to see if this was legit or if I was just getting catfished yet again. I mean we had actually taken the time to go through each others facebook pictures and like talk about our pasts and shit so I knew she wouldn’t be too far off from what I thought she looked like, but idk I just did my best to stay skeptical. But I was excited enough to meet her to drive all the way out to Hickory the day that the lake weekend was over so that I could finally see her and talk to her in person.

And ho.ly. shit. She was cuter than I could’ve possibly imagined. She has this slight southern twang in her voice that I fucking love, and she’s only just barely taller than me, and her laugh had me giddy like immediately. We went out to see Guardians of the Galaxy 2 in a nearly empty theatre and held hands through like the whole thing. She guided me to a bar, we ate a little food, and we finally actually talked about our lives in person. Parked in a church parking lot and had pretty damn good sex, considering it was car sex. Her parents gave her a curfew and she had work in the morning though. Came home into Ashleigh’s apartment in my boxers and Aaron and her both laughed at me, and I joined them to watch some twin peaks.

I felt absolutely hooked on her though. It was like the best first date I’d ever been on in my life. I felt like I could tell her almost anything, and it was like impossible for us to have an awkward moment. I couldn’t stand the thought of waiting until I got back from Florida to see her again, so I asked if she wanted to see me again on Wednesday.  [tuesday was great too, played some smash and chilled with Aaron and Ashleigh, played some magic, went to bars, smoked with them and discussed theology lol.]

and she did, though. We decided that since we couldn’t hang around her parents place and since we’ve both always wanted to, we’d get a hotel room for the explicit purpose of just having a ton of sex and hanging out in alone. It was fucking phenomenal. Her parents weren’t home when I picked her up so I made her give me a tour of her house so I could meet her pets and see what her room was like (she has SOOO much cheetah shit omg <3). We got some chic fil a, I made an ass out of myself yelling about rubbing fried chicken all over our naked bodies in the middle of the supermarket next to small children while we got cider, and we checked into the hotel. We had about 5 hours until we had to drop her off at home, so we basically alternated dual marathons of sex and rick and morty. I want to get absurdly explicit about how sexy it was, but idt I can right now, I only do that kind of writing in private lmfao. The tl;dr is we broke both our 6-hr records by hitting 7 separate sexings. I came 6 different times in 5 hours, it was fucking crazy hahaha. And we got through like 5 episodes lol. pretty perfect day if I do say so myself.

And what made it all the better was I let her pick between my two pairs of sexy underwear - the space tighties from my NY road trip and the cheetah briefs that Kailey got me as a birthday present. Obviously Katy picked the cheetah ones but my go to would have been the space ones, only because every fucking single time I wore those cheetah boxers in anticipation of a date it’s either fallen through or gone totally shitty. They were literally cursed until wednesday. I swear it’s like a sign or something.

I hate drawing this kind of comparison, but there’s something nagging me like Katy represents all the traits that I had actually wanted in Kailey when we first started dating. Like the interest in video games and cartoons and better music taste while retaining the absurdly high thirst for sex lmfao. But it’s like kinda purified by her allergy to smoke, because I feel like that was the only core connection that me and Kailey had for a long time. For a while I would postulate that Kailey quitting smoking weed would be like me quitting melee, and so I kind of fucking love that Katy doesn’t smoke at all. It makes me not want to, too. The day before I left the lake I smoked my last cigarette in anticipation of seeing her. Haven’t had a problem not smoking since, haven’t wanted to pick up a new pack. I think I’m really done with them.

But so long story short I’m getting feelings for this girl because she’s absolutely incredible to me. I’ve only seen her twice but I feel like we’ve been talking forever and I’m pretty committed to doing whatever it’s going to take to get her to date me eventually. It honestly kind of horrifies me to write that knowing that she’s about to read all this, because I know that she’s just getting out of her relationship and we’ve talked about how she doesn’t want to do anything serious right now, so I was just going to keep these feelings under wraps for a long time so that I didn’t blow things prematurely. Kind of reminds me of Exactly how I fucked things up before lmfao. I hate making the same mistakes twice, but who knows.

😘😘😘😘 Katy, if you’re reading this, it’s too late. Hope ya don’t freak out. Fingers crossed. You’re totally gorgeous and I love spending time with you and every time I get a message from you it makes me a little happier, and persistent thoughts of you have dissolved all of my interest in pursuing any other woman for the time being. So that’s it.

Love life updated.