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We're Having A COVID Summer Surge. Should You Get The Updated Vaccines Now?

The FDA Just Approved an Updated Vaccines, and Officials Say Paxlovid is Still Effective in Preventing Severe Cases.

— By Sanjay Mishra | August 22, 2024

A Colorized Ccanning Electron Micrograph of a Cell (Blue) Infected with the Omicron Strain of the SARS-CoV-2 virus (Yellow). Micrograph By National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases (NIAID)/National Institutes Of Health/Science Photo Library

The summer of 2024—the fifth since the COVID-19 pandemic began—is projected to be the biggest summer wave of COVID infections to date.

Since early May, COVID infections have steadily increased in the United States, Europe, Singapore, New Zealand, and Australia. The U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that COVID-19 infections are currently increasing in 25 states based on data from emergency department visits. However, hospitalizations and deaths from COVID remain at their lowest levels.

Now, the U.S. Food and Drug Administration has approved updated vaccines to protect against current variants of the virus.

This recent surge has been driven mainly by a new group of closely related Covid subvariants, known collectively as "FLiRT."

As the summer winds down, students across the U.S. will return to school. Traditionally, this also coincides with the season of respiratory viruses, such as flu, RSV, and increasingly COVID.

"Not sure what will happen this fall and winter," says Kei Sato, a virologist at the University of Tokyo. While the FLiRT variants are likely to keep evolving after summer, entirely new subvariants cannot be ruled out. "An Omicron-like event” seems to have occurred every year in the fall since 2021, says Sato.

Here's what you need to know about the new variants and the new vaccines.

What Are FLiRT Variants?

The "FLiRT" variant family includes the majority of currently circulating variants, identified with the letters KP, JN, and the variant LB.1.

The unofficial name "FLiRT" is an acronym for a set of mutations on the spike protein of SARS-CoV-2, the virus that causes COVID-19. The virus uses spike protein to bind with ACE2 receptors in our nose and lung cells to cause infection.

All proteins are made up of amino acids that string together like beads. Mutations can change one amino acid to another, thereby altering the behavior of the protein and making the virus more or less infectious, or able to dodge immunity.

The FLiRT subvariant family members are descended from the JN.1 variant that was dominant in the U.S. in early 2024. JN.1 itself was highly unusual because it acquired 41 mutations that differentiated it from Omicron XBB.1.5, which is the variant upon which the current bivalent COVID booster is based.

Should You Get The New Vaccines?

The two updated mRNA vaccines, manufactured by Pfizer-BioNTech and Moderna, target a FLiRT variant called KP.2. Anyone over the age of 12 can get the new shots, as long as they haven't received a booster in the last two months.

“Vaccination continues to be the cornerstone of COVID-19 prevention,” Peter Marks, director of the FDA’s Center for Biologics Evaluation and Research said in a statement.

Another vaccine targeting the variant JN.1 and manufactured by Novovax is also under review and could be approved soon.

Previous research also showed that older vaccines based on XBB.1.5, an earlier subvariant of Omicron, were still effective in preventing severe COVID-19. While this vaccine produces antibodies that still target the FLiRT variants, the efficiency is notably reduced. A recent infection from the JN.1 variant also seems to provide strong protection against all the FLiRT variants.

That said, the CDC recommends that everyone six months and older get a COVID vaccine. Those at high risk for serious COVID-19 should get vaccinated with the most recent versions available.

How Alarming Are FLiRT Variants?

Coronaviruses, such as SARS-CoV-2, frequently mutate to avoid recognition by antibodies. The two FLiRT mutations remove the sites on the virus where antibodies bind the SARS-CoV-2 virus.

Additional mutations on the FLiRT variants can either help the virus bind more efficiently to ACE2 receptors making it more infectious, help it evade previous immunity, or both, says Adrian Esterman, an epidemiologist at the University of South Australia, Allied Health & Human Performance in Adelaide, Australia

Early studies show that all existing FLiRT subvariants are very good at dodging previous immunity acquired through multiple COVID vaccinations—including the most recent COVID bivalent booster—or a breakthrough infection from a previous strain of Omicron.

But the good news is that by escaping the antibodies, the FLiRT variants have also seem to lost some ability to infect their target because the virus needed the original antibody-binding sites to bind the ACE2 receptor and enter cells.

"These variants are not yet particularly concerning, even with the new mutations that affect certain aspects of the virus's biology," says Shan-Lu Liu, a virologist at the Ohio State University.

It is common for viruses to acquire mutations that help them dodge immunity, which can affect their ability to infect cells, says Liu. "The viruses can quickly evolve new mutations to restore their infectivity."

But in the meantime, Sato thinks that waning immunity from previous vaccinations and infections, coupled with the FLiRT variant's ability to dodge remaining immunity, are probably the main reason for the recent surge in infections.

Liu also agrees that the currently rising numbers of COVID infections are mostly due to low booster uptake and increased summer travel.

Are COVID Medicines Still Effective?

Emergency department visits, hospitalizations, and deaths have all spiked during this summer but are still much lower compared to earlier waves of the pandemic.

There is no indication that these new FLiRT variants are more dangerous than other Omicron strains.

A study shows that Paxlovid is still effective against FLiRT variants. Other antiviral drugs such as molnupiravir and remdesivir are also expected to work since their mechanism of action is not affected by mutations in the spike protein.

[theswisstimes]

Swiss federal authorities have reported that 19 people died in 2021 due to the Covid-19 vaccine. However, the group responsible for approving the vaccine disputes this claim and says it is false. This conflicting information raises the question of who is telling the truth. The situation highlights the importance of accurate reporting and transparent communication to help people make informed decisions about their health.

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University of Houston Researchers Create New Treatment and Vaccine for Flu and Various Coronaviruses - Published Aug 6, 2024

Team Develops Two Nasal Sprays – An Immune Activator and a New Vaccine – To Prevent Virus Transmission

HOUSTON, Aug. 6 — A team of researchers, led by the University of Houston, has discovered two new ways of preventing and treating respiratory viruses. In back-to-back papers in Nature Communications, the team — from the lab of Navin Varadarajan, M.D. Anderson Professor of William A. Brookshire Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering - reports the development and validation of NanoSTING, a nasal spray, as a broad-spectrum immune activator for controlling infection against multiple respiratory viruses; and the development of NanoSTING-SN, a pan-coronavirus nasal vaccine, that can protect against infection and disease by all members of the coronavirus family.

NanoSTING Therapeutic’s Highlights -NanoSTING, a nasal spray, can prevent multiple respiratory viruses by activating the immune system and preventing infection from viruses. It can also protect against SARS-CoV-2 reinfection.

-A single intranasal dose of the NanoSTING has proven effective against strains of SARS-CoV-2 and the flu virus.

-NanoSTING is complementary to vaccines and enables cells to be in a heightened state of alert to prevent attack from respiratory viruses.

NanoSTING-NS Pan-coronavirus Vaccine’s Highlights -UH researchers have developed NanoSTING-SN, a nasal vaccine that prevents transmission to the unvaccinated and fights multiple COVID variants.

-NanoSTING-SN provides the exciting potential towards a universal coronavirus vaccine and may end the cycle of onward transmission and viral evolution in immunocompromised people.

-Intramuscular vaccines prevent disease but are less efficient in preventing infections. NanoSTING-SN can provide improved protection against transmission for COVID variants and related sarbecoviruses.

NanoSTING -NanoSTING is a special formula that uses tiny fat droplets to deliver an immune-boosting ingredient called cGAMP. This formula helps the body's cells stay on high alert to prevent attack from respiratory viruses.

“Using multiple models, the team demonstrated that a single treatment with NanoSTING not only protects against pathogenic strains of SARS-CoV-2 but also prevents transmission of highly transmissible variants like the Omicron variants,” reports Varadarajan. “Delivery of NanoSTING to the nose ensures that the immune system is activated in the nasal compartment and this in turn prevents infection from viruses.”

As the recent COVID19 pandemic illustrated, the development of off-the-shelf treatments that counteract respiratory viruses is a largely unsolved problem with a huge impact on human lives.

“Our results showed that intranasal delivery of NanoSTING, is capable of eliciting beneficial type I and type III interferon responses that are associated with immune protection and antiviral benefit,” reports first author and postdoctoral associate, Ankita Leekha.

The authors further show that NanoSTING can protect against both Tamiflu sensitive and resistant strains of influenza, underscoring its potential as a broad-spectrum therapeutic.

“The ability to activate the innate immune system presents an attractive route to armoring humans against multiple respiratory viruses, viral variants and also minimizing transmission to vulnerable people,” said Leekha. “The advantage of NanoSTING is that only one dose is required unlike the antivirals like Tamiflu that require 10 doses.”

The mechanism of action of NanoSTING is complementary to vaccines, monoclonal antibodies and antivirals, the authors noted.

Nano STING-SN Despite the successful implementation of multiple vaccines against SARS-CoV-2, these vaccines need constant updates due to viral evolution, plus the current generation of vaccines only offers limited protection against transmission of SARS-CoV-2.

Enter NanoSTING-SN, a multi-antigen, intranasal vaccine, that eliminates virus replication in both the lungs and the nostrils and has the ability to protect against multiple coronaviruses and variants.

“Using multiple preclinical models, the team demonstrated that the vaccine candidate protects the primary host from disease when challenged with highly pathogenic variants. Significantly, the vaccine also prevents transmission of highly transmissible variants like the Omicron variants to vaccine-naïve hosts,” reports Varadarajan.

The authors further show that the nasal vaccine was 100% effective at preventing transmission of the Omicron VOCs to unvaccinated hosts.

“The ability to protect against multiple coronaviruses and variants provides the exciting potential towards a universal coronavirus vaccine,” said Leekha. “The ability to prevent infections and transmission might finally end this cycle of onward transmission and viral evolution in immunocompromised people.”

The research was conducted by a collaborative team at UH including Xinli Liu, College of Pharmacy and Vallabh E. Das, College of Optometry along with Brett L. Hurst of Utah State University and consultation from AuraVax Therapeutics, a spinoff from Varadarajan’s Single Cell Lab at UH, which is developing NanoSTING.

Funding for the studies was provided by NIH (R01GM143243), Owens Foundation, and AuraVax Therapeutics.

Study linked at either link!

[dragoneyes618]

Dear Lorne,

A long time ago, you began your career as a television writer for the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation, before moving to Los Angeles, and eventually getting a shot at producing Saturday Night Live in 1975. It’s important to remember that the odds of becoming as powerful and rich as you have is a longshot at best. A man who has garnered over 60 Emmys, produces several television shows and films, and has turned names like Sandler, Ferrel, Rock, Belushi, Chase, Radner and Murphy into very rich and famous people says something about your power.

But here’s the thing.

Spider-Man warned us that with great power comes great responsibility.

Now don’t get me wrong. No one loves a hard laugh more than me. In fact, for many years, I was the class clown, making jokes and getting laughs, having spent many hours in the principal’s office or detention. Sometimes, I went a bit far but ultimately, I knew where to draw the line. I’m not so sure that you do.

Last week, former Saturday Night Live star Cecily Strong backed out of playing Representative Elise Stefanik on the show because she was “uncomfortable” with the heavily criticized sketch. You know, the one where you mocked Rep. Elise Stefanik, the one person trying to stop blatant hatred of Jews. You could have mocked and castigated Mrs. “It depends on the context” Magill, the clown who couldn’t say a genocide against Jews constitutes bullying or harassment. Now that, Lorne, would have been funny. But don’t take my word for it. There were many people who were shocked at that decision.

Journalist Jake Wallis Simons asserted, “Can’t believe SNL decided to mock those demanding tougher action on Jew-hatred on campus rather than those making excuses for calls for genocide.”

Meghan McCain mentioned that there is a “400% increase in antisemitic hate crime since October 7th and SNL thinks it’s hilarious…This is vile. Vile.” Dr. Sara Yael Hirschhorn noted, “This is really appalling – [NBC] do you think antisemitism is acceptable as the punchline of a joke about American society? This needs to be investigated by the FCC.” Kevin Haggerty wrote, “The disconnect from humor caused by the ‘woke mind virus’ found Saturday Night Live taking heat for a ‘vile’ skit. This is no longer satire. This is propaganda.” The ADL has tracked multiple ‘Weekend Update’ jokes this season that inappropriately using Jews as the punchline.

In fact, a few years ago during the Corona crisis, host Michael Che “joked” about Israel’s coronavirus vaccine rollout: “Israel is reporting that they’ve vaccinated half of their population. I’m going to guess it’s the Jewish half.” The ADL told Fox News that “basing the premise of the joke on factual inaccuracies and playing into an antisemitic trope inspires the mass murder of countless Jews throughout the centuries.”

Lorne, we all appreciate that ratings are key. But you could have found a dozen things to make fun of, yet instead chose to mock someone who is defending your rights. And Lorne, I think we all know that if the victims of these three morally bankrupt school presidents were not Jewish but black, that skit never would have aired. Even Al Sharpton, hardly a close friend of Jews, agreed and commented that if this vitriol was directed toward the black community, buses and protests would immediately line the streets.

The question that begs to be asked is why? Why do you continually choose to satire and mock Jews when you are one yourself?

The NBC office and the Rockefeller walls are not immune to mobs of terrorists like the ones who ran through colleges chanting “death to Jews.” As history has shown us, Hitler didn’t discriminate between the Jews he gassed.

What’s worse, the humor fell flat and opened the door to more haters of Jews. The only people that should have been mocked were the three antisemites in sheep’s clothing. Instead, your writers castigated the one courageous woman who chose to stick up for Jews when practically everyone else remained silent. And she’s not even Jewish.

Rather than mock her, you should thank her for her courage in fighting injustices.

No one is asking you to give up your $500 million empire. No one is asking you to march in Washington or donate to an Israeli cause. Asking you to stop adding fuel to the fire of antisemitism is not a huge ask.

In many ways, G-d chose to place you in a powerful position to help. To make a difference. But perhaps without intending to do so, you hurt a lot of people who take these threats and attacks very seriously. In fact, we have 6 million reasons to take these actions very seriously. You could follow the lead of other powerful individuals, like Arnold Schwarzenegger, David Schwimmer, Steven Spielberg, Patricia Heaton, Debra Messing, Jamie Lee Curtis, Mayim Bialik, Amy Schumer, Jon Voight, Madonna, Adam Sandler, Michael Rapaport, or the countless others who have chosen to stand up against tyranny and hate. Yet, for some reason, you chose the opposite.

Perhaps the most ironic aspect is that you were born on a kibbutz before your parents emigrated to Toronto.

Imagine if they decided to stay on that kibbutz.

Imagine if your whole family was there on October 7.

Ten to one, I’ll bet it wouldn’t depend on context.

[27variettysworld]

THE ROLE OF INFLUENCERS IN PUBLIC HEALTH MESSAGING: HOW SOCIAL MEDIA INFLUENCERS CAN DRIVE AWARENESS AND CHANGE 

DJ Stop! Bring it back to 2020!!!

Who and What is social media Influencer?  

When we hear the word “Influencer”, we will imagine a person that is only popular in the social media, doing a content such as meme type content, review content or something like storytelling or news interpret. The terms "influencer" has become more common in this digital era, particularly in social media marketing. What was once done by celebrities is now done by everyday individuals who have sizable social media followings. Social media has contributed to the growth of the so-called "citizen influencer." These individuals haven't necessarily appeared on TV before. They are enthusiastic people that create and post their thoughts and experiences for everyone to see on social media. They are far more influential than traditional celebrities in their respective fields 

How did Social Media influencers play their role during the COVID 19 pandemic?  

During the COVID 19 pandemic, people have spent more time online than ever. (Alias. H 2020) The first wave of the COVID-19 epidemic has resulted social media usage rose by 61% above average levels (Kantar, 2020) Including myself, I use to spend a lot of time on Twitter or X and TikTok to get more information about the pandemic. I also enjoy hearing the social media influencer's opinion regarding the pandemic and in this situation, Influencers are viewed as opinion leaders who have the ability to change the attitudes and actions of their audience. (Evans, 2017, p2) Public health groups have reached their hand to make influencers their important partners to promote public health issues and reach a wider and more audience. 

 Ever since the COVID 19 outbreak, Finland is calling in the cavalry; Social Media influencers (Politico, 2020) and Finland was among the first nations in the world to include social media influencers, as part of an urgent COVID-19 communication campaign started by the Prime Minister's Office. Therefore, one of the main functions of influencers while spreading COVID-19 content may be to foster new behaviors and standards. (Abidin, 2021) Influencers continue to produce and distribute brand-related content because social media gives them a way to make money. As a result, sponsored postings frequently contain COVID-19-related content. The audience, however, might view the inclusion of a COVID-19 message in a sponsored post as a marketing tactic rather than as the influencer's selfless recommendation. 

How Social Media Influencers Drive Awareness during pandemic ?

Social media influencers have become powerful agents for driving awareness and fostering change, thanks to their ability to connect with large, engaged audiences.  Their involvement in the campaign influenced social norms throughout the crisis, which is a significant, strategic objective in the context of public health communication. Influencers often share personal experiences or honest reviews, which makes their endorsements feel genuine and gain their follower's trust. For example, during the outbreak of the COVID-19 pandemic in 2020, social media influencers have done their role to speak up and raise awareness about the COVID 19 Issue through their social media platform. The social media influencer also helps to promote the public health guideline during the COVID 19 such as the importance of social distancing, wearing masks, avoiding crowded places, hand hygiene and vaccine awareness. 

For instance, in Finland a YouTube influencer called Roni Back with more than 500,000 followers are using his social media platform to raise awareness and try to change by uploaded a video on 29th January which targeted the child and youth called “What is the Corona Virus and should we be worried” on his YouTube channel with 300k views. A week following his update, he expressed his amazement at the insanity of the hate speech and conspiracy theories that were being circulated on social media and underlined the difficulty of delivering current facts about a rapidly evolving crisis. Then. He plans an unplanned volunteer activity to deliver goods to people in his third video blog. Later in March, Roni Back was able to have a really laid-back discussion with the Minister of Education and doctors regarding advice for the young. 100,000 people saw this video in one day. Due to this event, the Finish government organize an event to recruit more influencers to produce socially responsible and transparent content on social media.  

Thoughts? 

In my opinion, using the influencer to spread awareness does have both good and bad sides. It’s important to remember, though, that there are disadvantages to using celebrities in marketing communication. For instance, a brand's image or values may be adversely affected if a celebrity's personal conduct or demeanor contradicts them. Dissatisfaction with social media posts can also have a detrimental effect on how consumers evaluate brands when making purchases. Additionally, this raises the risk of using influencers for social media promotion; employing celebrities to endorse products is expensive and does not necessarily result in a profitable return on investment. With that it is important to always trust in a reliable source. 

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Reference 

Geyser, W. (2024, February 14). What is an influencer? - factors that define a social media influencer. Influencer Marketing Hub. Viewed 27 Novemeber 2024 

Xu, Ximan. (2023). Influencer Marketing with Social Platforms: Increasing Brand Awareness and User Engagement. Journal of Education, Humanities and Social Sciences. 19. 228-234. 10.54097/ehss.v19i.11039. Viewed 24 November 2024 

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/373760614_Influencer_Marketing_with_Social_Platforms_Increasing_Brand_Awareness_and_User_Engagement/citation/download

Social media influencers – can they increase awareness of a crisis? | BuildERS. (2021) Buildersproject.eu. Viewed 24 November 2024 https://buildersproject.eu/blog/post/14/social-media-influencers-can-they-increase-awareness-of-a-crisis 

Buvár, Á., Szilágyi, S. F., Balogh, E., & Zsila, Á. (2022). COVID-19 messages in sponsored social media posts: The positive impact of influencer-brand fit and prior parasocial interaction. PLOS ONE, 17(10), e0276143. Viewed 24 November 2024  

https://doi.org/10.1371/journal.pone.0276143

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[yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit]

Gremlin update October 31st 2024

I should be doing these properly again and keeping them shorter T~T

Short for real this time.

3:00 pm

Should have better chronicled the kidney problems in a blog post tbh. [remember me, you do not tolerate loratadine well, it turns out, and can't take a vitamin or a cokey cola daily! Your kidneys are a little slow sometimes and it causes gout and the blood phosphorus/calcium issue and bone pain+ cardiac bullshit]

Last week I did the groceries on Monday and then slept pretty much all week until I had to go out last Monday for another grocery run.

Both times now I have come down with cold symptoms almost immediately after getting home and cleared them within 24 hours.

Not allergy symptoms, decidedly cold, decidedly how I respond to viruses.

I think what's happening is my immune system has reversed to what it used to do when I was a teen and young adult.

Someone would be sick around me and then with no incubation period, like a day, max, I'd be sick with the same thing for another day and then fine. They'd try to argue it couldn't have been the same thing and that I got a "24 hour flu" out of thin air and that somehow I'd get sick with what they had in a week or two... I never did. It was enough of a pattern from puberty onward, and I don't socialize enough at all, to somehow not see the decided pattern. If you stay in your house with zero contact for a month, are around one sick person once and fall ill the next day, it becomes pretty clear how you got it.

I have always been pretty sure this relates to the autoimmune and having excessive allergies and hair trigger immune responses, dialed past 11. Like there is no "incubation" period because my immune system is freaking out over very little virus really immediately, almost like I'm allergic to viruses and not having to take time to learn they are a threat. And because it was so immediate, it was over fast too.

In more recent years after being exposed to something that acted like hanta virus after cleaning up after deer mice, my immune system kept having that same -new- response to every virus I was exposed to, be it cold or flu, so that my upper lungs would fill with congestion so I couldn't fucking breathe and sleep at the same time, but my lungs underneath the band of congestion were clear so doctors wouldn't help me. It was terrible. It became life threatening for me to catch any cold or flu virus at all and no one would help. Like I could not breathe unless I sat awake for 2-3 days and forced the air into my lungs. I understand why people die of that.

And then I almost died of corona virus and the knock-on autoimmune attacks and organ damage. I have been having flare-ups of symptoms in my heart, lungs, liver and kidneys every time I have been re-exposed to corona even just a tiny bit [not enough for corona symptoms or to qualify in any measurable way as re-infection] and which autoimmune symptoms I was experiencing, and how hard, have massively shifted [Pots lets up, thyroid better-ish, seem to have dermatomyositis and kidney involvement now?]. I can't be vaccinated because of this and because I am pretty sure the stroke-like symptoms I got after my last infection were from blood clots and I am certain I am one of the people who would respond to the vaccine with those rare blood clot problems.

But there might be a silver lining here, to having my immune system "reset" about a bunch of stuff.

My body seems to have forgotten the "congest the top of the lungs until we are being squeezed by an elastic band and can only breathe through concerted conscious effort" response... Which might be good actually. Not that I am being exposed to colds and flus with the corona precautions, but imagine responding that way to a virus that's ever-present and super air-born. Yikes.

So, seemingly, the virus levels are at such an all time high that I think even an hour in the grocery store, with 2 masks that seal to my face, first thing Monday morning at open, was somehow enough to expose me to enough virus to set off my very eager and angry immune system.

But instead of being slammed with a bunch of autoimmune symptoms [other than my eyelids peeling horridly again] I have "had a cold" for a day each and then been fine. At leas in the short term, no idea what long term effects this is having. My eyelids keep peeling. My immune system is NOT PLEASED, also not murdering any particular organ too quickly, but definitely not pleased [my skin is getting older looking again?? the wrinkles had reversed but now there's this softness like when skin sags a little??].

And I expected to spend this week even more exhausted and unable to cook or clean much, but by yesterday I was cooking for myself again. It's technically just barely Thursday and I am optimistic about getting some serious cleaning done in time to recover for Monday.

I still can't breathe freely outside my apartment but this is a good sign for my survival if I keep doing what I am doing... And nothing goes wrong...

...

So the smell. The smell I thought was coming from my bedding? That really kind of manly stress sweat smell I was blaming on sweat that was not getting washed often enough out of the bedding? I should have realized was not my bedding on account of the lack of old crayon skin oil smell [meaning the oil isn't old]...

It's just my armpits. Between showers. They just smell like that now.

Whatever hormonal shift is happening at 36 and onward that shrank the breast tumours to nothing... Is making me smell like a man. A stressed man.

I mean yes, I have PCOS but I also have suspected I have a partial androgen insensitivity , and maybe some more complicated hormone disorder, after a very weird puberty and a lot of hair compared to my mother and sister, who also get cysts [My poor sister also has PCOS is actually diagnosed, but still can't grow eyebrows and never got any height out of it :(]... My main problem was the cysts, really. I wish I had kept the voice I was starting to develop at like 14 [it got freakishly deep for a week]...

But I am way too young for menopause! So either my left ovary was hard to find in the last scan -if they found it- because it has murdered itself and the cyst they found on the right did a lot of damage... And it's all a cysts thing... Or something else is causing a massive hormonal overhaul.

I mean on one hand gender euphoria. On the other, I still don't have facial hair and now I smell like an unfamiliar man -_-

I'll get used to it.

Despite this though, I still have yet more baby hairs filling in on my scalp. Whatever was causing the extreme hair loss doesn't seem to have been a shift in hormones as much as maybe my organ health?

Well if your doctor won't let you transition maybe your body will just miracle itself more masculine?

I'm waiting for my finger and toe hair to grow back in. Where is my darker lip hair?

~*~

November 1st

2:15 am

On basically a nocturnal schedule for however long that lasts. Today did not look hopeful but then I ate some sugary jellies, and some steak and some more mango rice and now I have done half the cleaning I had been putting off each day for like 2-3 months. The cleaning I have been struggling to do most of or past of since my last big blog post because of how sick I got.

Floor is 90% clean, it just needs re-sweeping after it dries, dishes are done except some cat dishes, laundry is down to one load. And I need to clean out the litter boxes so everything can go out later this morning.

Then I will be caught up on the "for now" organizing, the cleaning/chores and be on a good schedule for at least finishing fall groceries before December.

So long as I don't get sick I will be good. I can hibernate in here for winter and get to more downsizing after I recover some.

~*~

4:00 am

Litter boxes cleaned out, toilet cleaned, bathroom floor wiped down once... Think I might finish up the dishes. Then all I really have to do is laundry, or keeping up really because there's just my current clothes and current dishes etc now, while I am finishing the groceries.

I have also showered. My hair has grown in just enough to be how I like it.

I'll need to move a couple bins of tools soon so I can put the jar and canned goods away where they go for winter.

~*~

5:10 am

Well I did the last dishes again, set the laundry to agitate again, etc...

If I get more pep in me before Monday I might just get the freezers up onto their new casters so I can easily wheel them around to clean under them and between them.

I don't want to push it this year to doing more than one grocery run in a week due to high virus levels. My body is going to have a full week to recover in between and even some vitamins, because I really can't risk actually getting re-infected.

And on the bright side that means if I have any energy left on the 6 other days of the week I can use it to stay caught up and start chipping away at other problems.

Now I just have to stay awake until at least 9 ish with a belly full of rice and steak, but on the bright side the kitchen being entirely clean means I'm way more likely to cook for myself properly.

~*~

5:40 am

I paid my rent and bills too, but my phone battery ran down to 1% from 9 while I was doing it despite that it shows as plugged in and charging. It has shown as charging for hours now but instead of gaining any charge it just keeps losing power. The screen is dying inside, it's possible I will have to rush out to replace it. I can't be without a phone.

Okay, I say that like I say "I can't just move out to the woods because even if I had room to grow food for myself I would still need to be close to doctors and a hospital"... But really when have they helped? How often does even calling ambulance accomplish anything for me, really? Have I not shown the capacity to walk a city away on occasion if I need to?

Whatever the point is I can't leave myself without the capacity to make an emergency call.

Stupid thing is sitting here at 1% refusing to take a charge, but at least I got my rent paid before it died completely and left me without a way to contact my landlord?

I figured I'd need a new phone in the coming year, but it looks like I might need a new phone in time for my birthday.

~*~

November 3rd

1:50 am

I was almost very sad when I thought it was already Smonday, but it's still just Satunday U.U

Don't know if I am doing my shopping Monday or Tuesday mornings for a while. I want to avoid the end of the week or doing them more than once a week or on days I already don't feel well. There's also remembrance day on the 11th and the store might not have regular hours.

I've been using a calendar for ONCE in my life for the past half year, which hasn't amounted to much but it has made me not go out when the stores are closed since I started leaving the calendar up next to my head.

I still have the kind of ADHD where I won't remember to look at the calendar unprompted but the fear of getting there only to realize the shops are closed seems to be external prodding enough. Now.

I still want to get 3 grocery runs and a $tore trip in this month.

The phone is good. This phone is the experience I should have been having in early 2020 when I was forced to replace my phone last time only to have it break within 2-3 days due to infuriating fucking circumstances and sabotage. This phone is my birthday present IG.

IG my only complaint is a game I got used to playing on android is actually an ipad game that I think isn't bothering to support android users anymore. It says it does but it isn't int he app store?

I got the last load of backed up laundry done and hanging now and the first of 2-3 loads collected from around the apartment for stuff due to be washed is in. I am thinking one more load for my current clothes towels and 2 robes and then another for all my sheets.

At some point I am going to cut my giant duvet into quarters that can be washed separately. I'll hem the new edges and if I want it to be a full blanket again I can sew it back together later, for now the concern is having it be washable in my apartment, because I use it folded in quarters as a mattress topper.

Not to jinx it but other than the tidy stack of too much stuff in the middle of my apartment and the global plague, everything is going well enough and according to plan? Ig.

~*~ November 4th

11:00 am

Slept till my noon-ish, and get out a bit earlier that usual, got to the store 5 minutes before open and was done by around 20 minutes after opening. Had to have done good on the not being exposed to much virus that way deal. Bought an obscene amount of canned goods. Only had one bag to put away in the fridge or freezer.

Now I am set up to spend the week here organizing and spot cleaning a bit more and getting the can put away, and not having to deal with something like having to run out again before I am ready because of some situation with my phone.

I can take my leisurely time with the next load of laundry and have my clothes dry for next week. The store didn't have special hours posted. I forgot to ask staff but I am assuming they have normal hours. I should try calling. I might put that trip off till Muesday, just so I don't risk getting there literal hours before they open. Got 2 trips left and then one $tore trip and then it's hibernation time.

~*~

November 10th

Eugh, I don't want to do more groceries T~T

I got my canned goods put away and the tool buckets at least moved out of the way to put them in there. I keep tool buckets in there over the summer to keep pumpkin out of my storage space under the bed.

I have 1-2 more grocery trips to complete and a dollarstore run and a walmart trip, and then I am done for the year. Probably not doing the groceries this week till Tuesday so I can just skip remembrance day with it's uncertain hours.

If I manage to get the rest of what I need in one trip I'll be done by the end of November, if not then the first week of December. I will have to take some money back out of savings, but only 1k this time, and like last winter I'll be putting all my money after rent and bills back into savings all winter.

I can't wait to get back to focusing on downsizing. I want it done so bad. My fingers are itching to throw some stuff away even, after spending all year thinking about it.

I also started writing another fic to get back into practice before I decide what to write on stream. This time it's x-men with "werewolves", but like the werewolves are all original people/characters, not existing characters [so overdone, leave Logan and the fuzzy boys and the changeling alone, let them be the ones experiencing a werewolf in their lives]. Again it's something I am probably writing for personal emotional processing and might never post. If I do post it, it'll be after I read all the comics ever to make sure the characterization is more on point than from just watching the shows and reading some of the comics because the movie characterization is largely not what I am going with. I did watch all the different cartoon series so far though, even the really short-lived stuff and re-watching evolution which I also consider an outlier. Are there x-men novels? I'd like to see those too tbh.

I don't know what the next fic or fiction is that I'll work on to post publicly. I don't have enough shame to stop me from posting the personal stuff, but I also don't get the sense that it would appeal to anyone except me anyway.

I think I am back on a daytime schedule because I have been sleeping most of the day but also until 4 am and I just need to be awake for a bit because even if I am tired, sleeping this much is starting to make me feel insane.

~*~

November 12th

10:40 am

I tried to do a big enough trip this time to not have to go back for groceries again, and I fucking... A front wheel on the cart snapped off.

My tomatoes also fell out and spilled everywhere like 4 different times, including in the store where other people helped pick them up. Like yeah I'm going to be washing them in soap regardless and probably blanching them in boiling hot water as I do with produce these days, but they were fucking married to bailing on repeat. The floor, floor, the sidewalk, the sidewalk, the floor again.

How did I get the cart the rest of the way home? Supported half the wight so I could roll it on the back wheels. FML

Now I am just hoping I can get replacement wheels at walmart online

I still need corn starch, salt, poppy seeds and baking soda for the winter but like, not so desperately as to need another grocery trip, since they will probably* be at walmart or the dollarstore and if not, fuck it.

Just fuck it, I do not care.

~*~

November 25th 2024

Okay. So...

I did the dollarstore trip on my birthday and was fucking reminded that I can't be carrying 200$ worth of shopping home in bags, JFCOAC like that wasn't obvious.

Then my mom texted me that the photos of ID aren't enough unless I sign and witness a form and she still needed my SIN. I re-researched what can actually be done with someone's sin and decided to give it to her for her pension forms, but -as I did not want it sitting in the text convo for all to see forever more- I anticipated that phone call going bleakly.

I felt bad putting it off because I know my mother is an anxious person, I anticipated her being pissed at me for not handling it right away, or for having peculiar boundaries/instructions about it [call me with the papers in hand and only write it there]... But mostly I felt bad because I thought she'd probably be stressing about getting the forms in on time the entire bloody way...

And then it the fuck occurred to me that the only reason I was putting it off was because my mother had made me so anxious about talking to her on the phone that I was putting off important legal documentation that I had already made a decision about for half a week... And that it was probably on her, and not my place to feel bad about it.

Whatever, she did as expected and used the call as an excuse to just strike up conversation, but she didn't nag at me or blame me for anything, she was just her usual self on calls... Overlooks the significance of anything I manage to get in edgewise, tells me about her life without leaving me room to tell her about mine, and then "has to go"... She at least acknowledged that it was up to me whether I wanted to call her back again, as I had only broken the no contact to give her what she needed for her cpp.

Tbh I'm kind of pissed she waited till my birthday to "oh by the way I still need your sin because nothing else will do despite what the website says" She should know by now that this kind of security relevant decision stresses me out, and that I'd be stressed about having to talk to her, and -particularly- that I'd be anticipating the usual tantrum I get when something happens in her life and I don't fix it fast enough for her liking. Maybe wait till after my birthday? Maybe tell me the week before? It's like the one day a year I'm almost guaranteed to have plans WITH MYSELF alone at home where I don't want to be stressed out. [I decided a long time ago that birthday is ME day, okay? It's self care day. I don't have friends irl to get pissed about that.]

She's moved out somewhere rural near where the rest of the family lives. Apparently prices are even higher there [7-8$ for butter as opposed to 5-6$]. Apparently my dad helped her move. So glad they can all cooperate and help her instead of leaving me to do it all. She got what she wanted, I think she's living with my sister. She kept harping on about wanting to live with one of us, and just wouldn't accept that it wouldn't be me. I hope they don't tear into each other.

...

Today I did the walmart run but apparently my bank lied about my daily spending limit being lifted, because I had to put one credit card back. I still have one to finish my shopping online, and I got a pot for cheaper in the store... But if I anticipate needing to spend more that 500$ this winter, I need to go back for another later this week.

Other than that I am good. Good and tucked in for the season. Hopefully till May since I got a later start on winter this year.

Thinking I might take some walks after January out to local geographical features that everyone else will have abandoned for winter, for fresh air, but I am not sure if that will make my ankle injury come back, it doesn't like me walking in the cold. I don't usually leave my house for about 5-6 months at all, but maybe I'll stick my head out this time.

Might have also found a service that will pick up "donations" of an unspecified variety at my door, so that might really help me downsize over winter without having to go anywhere.

Met a Raven on my way out from the store, it was making a noise from the roof that I thought was one of the gentler bird deterring noises, but it sounded way too close. Was a raven right over head. I imitated the call and we had a nice little chat for a hot minute. So my week is made, my month, whatever the universe says happy birthday. Love big black bird. Had no seeds on me :(

I want to go back to sleep.

At least when I get back from walks my apartment doesn't smell bad so much as vaguely like food.

This does solve the whole "I need to be at home for deliveries, but I have to leave to buy supplies" that was left over after the last episode. I can get the other card and then chill here and order whatever I need to all winter. I did have to take 1k out to get the cards, but I can put it back in like a week, I just did not want to be shopping on black friday and cyber monday weekend etc... With that exception I haven't had to dip into savings to do my fall shopping this year, and I only had 3 or so cans left from last year and a few bottles of condiments. I have now frozen the condiments till I need them, and will use up those few cans first. That means that last year's 'winter' shopping actually reduced costs through the whole next year, and I have a fall season to check all my canned goods and actually switch out everything I have on reserve and/or actually keep track of what I actually need. Nothing has gone bad o me yet.

So ig I have one more errand and then I am taking a moth to clean and chill out, and then I get back to sweeping organization and downsizing and see how far I get by spring.

Then this list:

Glue the one drawer from the dresser that pulled apart [because 1-2 drawers were never glued by me to begin with because they *seemed* to be holding in one piece too well] & put the pulls on it

Get the electronics tote organized and downsized

Call the electronics disposal service

Get the things I am giving away gone and out of the apartment

make ramp [for spring, haha, late]

Re-upholster arm chair

remake cat stand into cat stand/window bench

remake plant rack

shelf over sink

Re-downsize 'out' stack of totes

Fall groceries 2024

[darkmaga-returns]

COVID Propaganda Roundup: The latest updates on the “new normal” – chronicling the lies, distortions, and abuses by the ruling class.

Bill Gates and Albert Bourla (finally) face trial for COVID scam The only regrettable caveats here are that a.) this is a civil proceeding rather than criminal and that b.) even if it were the latter, the Netherlands, being a sacred liberal Democracy™, doesn’t enact the death penalty.

Via Children's Health Defense (emphasis added):

“A Netherlands court last week ruled that Bill Gates can stand trial in the Netherlands, in a case involving seven people injured by COVID-19 vaccines.

According to Dutch newspaper De Telegraaf, the seven “corona skeptics” sued Gates last year, along with former Dutch prime minister and newly appointed NATO Secretary General Mark Rutte, and “several members” of the Dutch government’s COVID-19 “Outbreak Management Team.”

Other defendants include Albert Bourla, Ph.D., CEO of Pfizer, and the Dutch state.

“Because Bill Gates’ foundation was involved in combating the corona pandemic, he has also been summoned,” De Telegraaf reported.

According to Dutch independent news outlet Zebra Inspiratie, the plaintiffs allege that Gates, through his representatives, deliberately misled them about the safety of the COVID-19 shots, despite knowing “that these injections were not safe and effective.”

Dutch independent journalist Erica Krikke told The Defender that the seven plaintiffs — whose names are redacted in the lawsuit’s publicly available documents — “are ordinary Dutch people, and they have been jabbed and after the jabs they got sick.””

Related: SHOCKER: Bill Gates Met With Trump, Pressured Him Not to Investigate Vaccine Safety

FDA petitions court to toss out lawsuit requiring vaxx document disclosure Via Reuters (emphasis added):

“The U.S. Food and Drug Administration has asked a federal judge in Texas to throw out a public records lawsuit related to COVID-19 vaccines, arguing that it has already spent more than $3.5 million to produce more than 1 million documents in the case.

The FDA in a filing on Thursday defended the adequacy of the records it provided in the lawsuit, which was filed by scientists who wanted to see licensing information that the agency relied on to approve the Pfizer-BioNTech coronavirus vaccine.

The lawsuit, filed in late 2021, attracted widespread attention after the FDA said early on that it could take decades to process and disclose records* to Public Health and Medical Professionals for Transparency, the group that brought the case.

The public records lawsuit said that “the medical and scientific community and the public have a substantial interest in reviewing the data and information underlying the FDA’s approval of the Pfizer Vaccine.”

It said the requested data would help resolve questions about the FDA’s review process.

U.S. District Judge Mark Pittman in an order in early 2022 set an accelerated time frame for the FDA, calling the group's Freedom of Information Act request an issue “of paramount public importance.”

The FDA declined to comment.

Aaron Siri, a lawyer for Public Health and Medical Professionals for Transparency, in a statement on Friday said the fight for records was not over.

“Despite years of litigation, and the Court’s order to produce all clinical trial documents, FDA continues to improperly withhold over a million pages of trial documents," Siri said.

The agency at one point was producing 55,000 pages of records every 30 days in response to court orders in the lawsuit. It said in Thursday's filing seeking to close the case that it set up “unprecedented and extraordinary operations” to comply with Pittman’s directives.”

*Isn’t it remarkable that, when it comes to rolling out an experimental and unprecedently lucrative drug and then figuring out the logistics to get it injected into the peasants’ arms by the hundreds of millions, the FDA, in fascistic collusion with the pharmaceutical industry, is capable of achieving the near-impossible feat — yet, when it’s instructed to simply release documents in the public interest, that’s somehow too much of a burden for a multi-billion-dollar agency.

[suara-rakyat-blog]

Kesan Buruk 5G terhadap Manusia

Covid-19 really means 5G radiation poisoning. Evidence for a connection between Coronavirus disease 19 and exposure to radio frequency radiation from wireless communication including 5g https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34778597/ 1.1st Scary truth between 5g towers n corona https://www.facebook.com/thekeepersofchaim/videos/2517141711929541/ 1st Are the mass covid injection is a massive eugenics program https://www.facebook.com/truthaspower/videos/226538552348109/ 2nd Capabilities of neural weapon https://www.facebook.com/ed.rugebregt.14/videos/1117775565425945 3rd Coronavirus covid 19: Linking humanity to the sentient world simulation https://youtu.be/sWaR5sMNQko 4th Mind control microwave EEG tracing by satellites brainwave v2k ELF https://youtu.be/UnlBVrUVWec 5th How you could become a victim of a quantum neural network https://youtu.be/LsIoFHqFXcU 6th Bio encoded dna used in V2K harrastment https://youtube.com/watch?v=zpVjj9B1O6A&feature=share 7th The truth about targeted individual https://youtube.com/watch?v=Mzk2ntIdkYs&feature=share 8th DEW directed energy Electronic microwave Weaponary radio wave frequency manipulation.. Techno sorcery https://youtu.be/291W6tsXNpo 9th  Targeted individuals-network cell info and their weapon system, get addresses https://youtu.be/5j2A8bJ_VNU 10th Magnus olsson-80% of humans have Transhumanist remote neural monetaring implants-gangstalking https://youtu.be/Kyvs3RFHhtw 11th 23 mind control US patent:1956-2003 https://youtu.be/DiTvB8csqbA 12th Covid map- TI map https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=231015502433864&id=100065762466592 13th https://aim4truth.org/2020/05/28/charles-m-lieber-uses-viruses-nontechnology-and-5g-to-eradicate-humanity/ 14th DNA vac explained: the future of vaccination? https://youtu.be/T7m4ovrjEfE 15th Create illuminati MC slave's https://www.facebook.com/100057127421752/posts/197947892119457/ 16th Deep state update: regional government advance nwo https://www.facebook.com/truthaspower/videos/2112603419030582/ 17th https://patriots4truth.org/2020/01/28/corona-virus-is-a-globalist-bioweapon/ 18th Rockefeller op. lockstep: pandemic, lockdown, vaccinate & control agenda 2030 https://stateofthenation.co/?p=92350 19th http://themillenniumreport.com/2020/02/wuhan-coronavirus-bio-attack-is-chinas-9-11-same-perps/ 20th Coronavirus, qinetiq and the rothschild bombshell https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=106806185145186&id=100074474146990 21st Covid 19 really means 5G radiation poisoning http://stateofthenation.co/?p=101272 22nd https://www.drrobertyoung.com/post/coronavirus-means-radiation-poisoning?utm_campaign=81d4264c-0b65-40c8-9206-3fc7d147847b&utm_source=so&utm_medium=mail&cid=754eec78-534b-47f1-a3f7-8c704d0823fe 23rd Fearful power elite + failed covid plandemic=distracting world war 3 http://stateofthenation.co/?p=101624 24th A global coup has been carried out all over the world http://stateofthenation.co/?p=101570 25th https://www.drrobertyoung.com/post/is-the-human-biofield-negatively-effected-by-radio-microwaves 26th https://www.indiatimes.com/technology/news/worlds-smallest-antenna-human-dna-559014.html

[omg-erika]

Defenseless at the Merci

by Dr.Harald Wiesendanger– Klartext What the mainstream media is hiding Updated: May 1, 2021 A crazy phrase characterizes an absurd health policy – and exposes it at the same time. Who will finally inform politicians and journalists that we still have an immune system even in the Corona crisis? We are “defenseless” against the new coronavirus as long as there are no drugs and vaccines against…

[branded-perceptions]

In medieval Europe many of the royals, childhood-conditioning documenting and social dynamic observing priesthood, authorities and various precursor aspects of legislative, judicative and executive communicated and argued with each other

regarding gap between social mind constructs and objective reality

via the also by indigenous people and cultures all around the world used metaphors of "moon"🌛 and "sun"🌞 and by law enforcement in different ways treated psychological human "dogs" and "wolves"

to weave our by social constructs🌛 emanated🛐 emotions🧭❤️🧭 and by that motivationally directed th-oughts🧠 into a systems balance of for life needs' causal relation🌞 (🔍the force star wars) to objective sense of justice

whose remnants you nowadays find in our global law systems across many global cultures where leaders of judicative (like supreme court) use these same metaphors in legal persuasion to sense and communicate the emotional systems tension (🎵TELL ME, HOW DOES IT FEEL)

between

by authority social habit motivations of incentive streams / social signalling

and reductionistic laser-beam "logic" like all the overcomplexifying argumentations that via self-justifications of underlying emotional symbolic convergerted charges

are supposed to be structured via law structures (collective superego) whose by average lawyers usually blindly remembered and adhered mind constructs

are via legal persuasion tried (Hegel) to keep in touch (Immanual Kant) with the PRESENCE👁 (police and military presence) for all our most basic causal life force needs that as seen via corona nation and still not persecuted apathic often knowing aware silence of for communication of vaccine side-effects (🎵YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY JUST WHAT YOU DID)

responsible social functions' [🎵I ALREADY KNOW: we need to update the laws regarding responsibility of insight gap of informed consent between market motivators like marketers of economic go(o)d(s) and their audiences, especially regarding the by lawsystem for social domestication reasons usually more favourably treated human psycho "dogs"]

emanated motivational interplay of self-justifications of market demands (🎵I HAD TO GO AND FIND OUT FROM THEM: 🔍latest consumer and election surveys)

chased by entrepreneurial psychological ID whistle motivations between big food and big pharma become "positively" (🎵SO TELL ME, HOW DOES IT FEEL?)

abused

🎶WITHOUT ME - HALSEY

as many of our authenticity-lacking bra(i)nde(a)d authority figures that we as society emotionally cathect in

(🎵FOUND YOU WHEN YOUR HEART WAS BROKE: 🔍brand love💉💔, 🔍excess heart strokes and cardiac deaths)

seem to have lost the emotional thought connection ("holy grail" is shaped like nerve flow in neck)

between their unconscious🌛 (motivational emotional)

and conscious🌞 (self-justifying thought)

minds' "holy grail" of differentiation between CAUSAL reality (holy grail of causal daily dishes we all eat)

and vain err fantasy space (the status and reputational perceptions like of splendour versions of the grail: social signalling)

that distorts not just our by our collective love affair with bra(i)nde(a)d symbols directed🧠👅🧠 economic incentive flow🐟🐟🐟 but by that calibration of social habits bent lawsystems

(🎵I FILLED YOUR CUP UNTIL IT OVERFLOWED)

that are supposed to stay close to the pulse💉💔 of average populations' daily life

(🎵TOOK IT SO FAR TO KEEP YOU CLOSE)

whose responsibility of care we all outsource

(🎵I WAS AFRAID TO LEAVE YOU ON YOUR OWN)

into our collective markets ("brand love", false advertising laws) and societies' trust of by shared 📚"propaganda - edward bernays" communicated social contracts' boundaries

(🎵GAVE LOVE 'BOUT A HUNDRED TRIES: 🔍Jean Jacques-Rosseau anout social contracts)

whose by the in-group hype of upon fantasy space of shared sense-making🌛 aspirations devalued direct communication of objective causal realities tension🌞 with all our simple daily life

(🎵JUST RUNNING FROM THE DEMONS IN YOUR MIND)

we need to publicly discuss and integrate into our via mind constructed🌛 law system and collective awareness via storytelled masks like this

(🎵THEN I TOOK YOURS AND MADE 'EM MINE)

that in themselves in order to convey their contrary stance naturally exaggerate themselves

(🎵I DIDN'T NOTICE 'CAUSE MY LOVE WAS BLIND)

to like 🔍"the story of the six blind men and the elephant" motivate

the "fallen"🤥😷😇 reductionistic perspectives (🔍Hegelian negativity) of the due this lack of orientation "opposingly" polarising "controversies" society

to integrate each other into a symbiotic state of Hegelian dialectic

(🎵SAID I'D CATCH YOU IF YOU FALL)

via similar like in medieval nursery rhymes naturally emerging ironic processes

(🎵AND IF THEY LAUGH, THEN FUCK 'EM ALL)

of any from causal care🌞 detached social incentive streams'🐟🐟🐟 mass psychosis🌛🛐 sadomasochistic submission and dominance

(🎵AND THEN I GOT YOU OFF YOUR KNEES)

requiring to nourish our most crucial life needs via collective boundary🥜 setting empowering our individual responsibilities' walk in life

(🎵PUT YOU RIGHT BACK ON YOUR FEET)

of naturally rewarded sadomasochism of group-identities🏟👏👏👏

(🎵JUST SO YOU CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME)

reputational🎭 status heavens'🤥😷😇🛐

(🎵TELL ME, HOW'S IT FELL SITTING UP THERE?)

addictive "high" of unregulated ID pleasure bananas' subjectivism🌛 whose distance with objective🌞 reality the supreme "high" court tries to regulate👑 as collective superego holding

(🎵FEELING SO HIGH🎈🚬💨🚬🚬 BUT TOO FAR AWAY TO HOLD ME)

the worries of society

(🎵YOU KNOW I'M THE ONE WHO PUT YOU UP THERE)

that hopefully sends ineffective prayers towards the by status charged (🔍brand love) symbols'🎅 "heaven"🤥😷😇 in their mind

(🎵NAME IN THE SKY, DOES IT EVER GET LONELY?)

that the for that responsible people seem to not hear

(🎵THINKING YOU COULD LIVE WITHOUT ME)

even tho a huge part of the by unresolved discourse about that via various mythos polarised and via in these perceptional uncertainty rooted projections more and more radicalised society screams for help due by that whirled emotional projections🌛

(🎵BABY, I'M THE ONE WHO PUT YOU UP THERE)

in ways our social authorities do not react to:

🎵AND I DON'T KNOW WHY

[bloghasnah]

Discussing the Pandemic era: The latest findings from Denny Ja that you should know

Introduction    In the Pandemic era that we are experiencing right now, it is important for us to continue to update our knowledge of the latest findings that can help us deal with this situation better. One of the figures who has made a significant contribution in discussing issues related to Pandemi Covid-19 is Denny JA. In this article, we will discuss some of the latest findings found by Denny JA which is important for you to find out.    1. Development of Corona Virus    One of the latest findings discovered by Denny JA is the development of the Corona virus. This virus continues to change and adapt, so it is important for us to continue to follow the latest developments related to this virus. Denny Ja has conducted in -depth research on the Corona virus and has identified several new variants that have emerged. This is important because this new variant can have a different impact on the distribution and impact of the pandemic.    2. COVID-19 Vaccination    Denny Ja has also studied and discussed COVID-19 vaccination. The Covid-19 vaccine has become one of the main solutions in dealing with this pandemic. With mass vaccination, we can achieve the group’s immunity needed to stop the spread of this virus. Denny Ja has provided valuable insights on the effectiveness of vaccines and the importance of vaccination for individuals and society as a whole.    3. Readiness of the Health System    In dealing with this pandemic, the readiness of the health system is a very important factor. Denny Ja has studied and discussed the readiness of the health system in Indonesia in the face of this pandemic. One of its latest findings is the limited capacity of hospitals and other health facilities in dealing with COVID-19 patients. This shows the importance of improving and improving the health system in Indonesia in order to be able to face this pandemic better in the future.    4. Psychological impact    In addition to physical impacts, this pandemic also has a significant psychological impact. Denny Ja has studied and discussed the psychological impacts experienced by individuals and society due to this pandemic. One of the latest findings is an increase in stress, anxiety and depression levels in the community. Denny Ja has also discussed strategies to overcome this psychological impact, such as social support and behavioral cognitive therapy.    Conclusion    In this article, we have discussed some of the latest findings from Denny Ja which are important for us to know. The development of the corona virus, covid-19 vaccination, the readiness of the health system, and psychological impacts are some of the topics discussed by Denny Ja. In dealing with this pandemic, it is important for us to continue to update our knowledge and keep up with the latest developments related to this pandemic. Hopefully with this knowledge, we can face this pandemic better and thoroughly.

Check more: Discuss the Pandemic era: the latest findings from Denny JA that you should know

[werindialive]

Nana rubbished the rumors of tension between him and Shahrukh Khan

After a long break, Nana Patekar is all set to appear on the silver screen with his upcoming film The Vaccine War. While the talented actor is busy promoting his films on all media, he recently talked about the rivalry issues with Shahrukh Khan during a press event. Recently, the rumours of the two actors having a rivalry rift made headlines but after Nana’s statement, it looks like there was no truth to it.

During the promotional event of his movie, Nana was recorded saying, “Bahut achha kalakaar hai. Iski pehli film mere sath thi, Raju Ban Gaya Gentleman. Release doosri ho gayi, lekin pehli wali mere sath thi. Maine usko kaha tha uss waqt, poochh lo Shah Rukh se, ‘Tu ek din bahut bada star banega,’ pehli hi film mein kaha tha usko. (He’s a very fine artist. His first film, Raju Ban Gaya Gentleman, was with me. Another film got a release first, but his first was with me. You can ask him, I told him back then, during his first film, that he’d become a very big star one day)”

When asked if he had recently met Shahrukh Khan, Nana replied, “Jab bhi milta hai, mujhse usi tarah se milta hai. Mujhe koi dikkat nahi ussey. Aur wo mera apna hai, mujhse chhota hai, toh mujhe dikkat kyu hogi ussey? (Whenever he meets me, he’s very respectful, I have no issues with him. He’s my own, he’s junior to me, so why would I have a problem with him?)”

The Vaccine War is scheduled to release on September 28 and is a movie based on the backdrop of the pandemic., The movie pays tribute to the hard work done by the medical fraternity during the Corona period.

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[edelweiss-in-winter]

2019

Well, maybe I will start my story from 2019; 2019 was the transition of my adoscence (I think!) i’m turning 25 years old, but my body was very weak, i think it’s starting to adapt and transiscing to adult body haha, I got into hospital maybe like 3 times a year. Maybe it was also because of the trauma of being cheated on in my first relationship in 2017. That time I couldn’t even being alone, I was scared the panic attack hits all of sudden (ptsd much? Lol) but I stand up for myself and I got up again.

In 2019, I met 3 guys in my life. Now there are only one who still stay as my friend.

the guy who came like a thunderstorm.

I met him on Tinder, but we never met in person once until now. He is a funny person, we always joked around each other, and he still helped me calm myself when I got corona vaccine (because actually I was afraid of the side effect!) and he also helped me choosing a backdrop design for corona vaccine event at my company. I really appreciate that. He also gave me support and reassurance when my pet cats were dying. He also loves animals.

In 2020, he resigned from his company and moved to Ho Chi Minh City in Vietnam. We are still friends on social media until now, we even still messaged each other once in a while. He is a good friend. I like him (as a friend).

the guy who stands up in the middle of wild flowers.

To be honest, I was in love with him because he was so tall and kind. He was working in Jakarta only for 1-2 years I think (I don’t know). We had coffee in Jakarta and going around Jakarta together once. But, in June, I asked him to go to a festival together, but he said he couldn’t go, and he opened the truth about him saying he was already engaged with a girl in his country and said he was sorry. I was broken-hearted, and said it was okay, and that his fiance must have been a beautiful girl, and he said yes, she was very beautiful to him. I was sad but I really respected him for saying the truth and that he adored his fiance so much and thought when it’s my turn, having such a boyfriend like him. And yes, I moved on very quickly after that and we got lost contact since then.

the guy who sits with you as the crickets sing.

I met him also from Tinder maybe around September 2019. He was very thin and maybe his height is around 171cm. I first met him in Cikarang with my friend and her husband at a restaurant somewhere in Lippo Cikarang called Mucca. I became his girlfriend only 1 week after meetup (i think that’s kinda too fast though😅). He was a very quiet guy who has a calm aura. The way he talks also very soothing. You can fall asleep listening to him talk, it was so beautiful.

We liked to watch netflix together, and our favorite show is Stranger Things. 2020 hits, and then the walls between us came, it’s covid-19, because of that we can’t meet each other often and in April until September he had to go back to his country because of corona and we went LDR for 6 months. After he was back here, we met again in Cikarang and he bought me a cute gift, a cute black umbrella with hearts pattern, he also bought one for himself, but the mannish one.

We met again 3 days after Christmas near my area and had lunch together eating sushi and sashimi. He also gave me a snack called Jagariko that his parents sent to him for christmas. I am an jagariko addict until now because of him haha. Not long after we met for year-end lunch, in the middle of January 2021, we got covid together lol, and we updated our condition everyday via whatsapp and watch netflix together as our online date during our quarantine.

We dated for 1.5 years, but we broke up due to something that wasn’t very nice to hear. We got into fights when we broke up, and “i hate you” came out from my mouth. Well, he was holding me back though and apologized, but I got very angry and leave him immediately. After 2 months of breakup, he already got a girlfriend who is much younger than us. I was like “my intuition is accurate, right?” while smiling bitterly. Moving on from him was kind of hard though, but not that hard like the first boyfriend. I think I got pretty used to the broken heart situation. I was single and healing myself for a year. Now it’s been 2 years I haven’t heard from him and I guess I’m already okay and have no hard feelings for him anymore.

I learned my lesson, but I think it’s still not enough for my life journey.

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