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Jayce: Who are you texting?
Viktor: Professor Heimerdinger.
Jayce: No, who are you actually texting?
Viktor: *turns phone to reveal text message thread with "Professor Heimerdinger (DO NOT DRUNK TEXT)"*
Jayce: Holy shit, wtf?
#viktor has a tendency to come up with questionable not exactly above board science experiments when he is drunk#and may or may not have texted heimerdinger asking if he can replace human consciness with mechanical parts#arcane spoilers#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane season 2#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane hc#jayce arcane#jayvik#heimerdinger
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Project Moon apologists continuing to use that one video as it was a "gotcha" for everything and continuing to dismiss the still on-going Korean systemic misogyny situation and how it relates to the things Project Moon/KJH has done as "drama" feels to me as if every JKR apologist on the planet continually spammed every mention of transphobia on the Internet with "actually this Harry Potter drama is already years old and was proved fake :)"
Like seriously you can't make this shit up. So embarrassing.
#to quote a tweet:#if you want to keep playing limbus go ahead but you don't have to make up shit about what pmoon has and hasn't done to relieve your conscie#it ain't rocket science#like... last time I checked what remained of the non-terf HP fandom weren't in such a deep denial of reality lol#project moon#limbus company
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hi just wanted to say i absolutely am in love with your jusant artwork. i played the game because of your piece and loved playing it so much!! thank you! also wanted to let you know that dontnod (the publishers) are holding an art comp for its 1 year anniversary to win really cute jusant merch! (if you enter i hope you win!)
Oh. I have no idea when I received that ask, but must be quite a while. Thank you! And sorry for such a long wait.
The highest praise my art can get is when it inspires someone to do something nice. Including playing the game I painted fan art of! :D I hope you enjoyed Jusant.
It's great that Don't Nod hosted that contest! I don't think I would've participated anyways. Would be a bit unfair, cause I drew that piece a while ago. Just knowing that the devs have seen my fan art and felt my love and gratitude is more than enough.
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Trapped Underwater - My Near Death Experience
#youtube#NearDeathExperience NDE LifeAfterDeath SpiritualAwakening GhostStories LifeChangingMoments MiracleStories SurvivingDeath TheOtherSide Consci
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Wait wait hold on what do you mean I’m gonna be playing Dragon Age the Veilguard for the first time and I won’t know the consequences of my actions until the conscies come quencing?
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#I haven’t done that in like 10 years oh no I’m in danger
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AND, BABY, EVEN ON OUR WORST NIGHTS IM INTO YOU!ˎˊ˗



๋࣭ ⭑ Ѕ𝘺𝘯𝓸𝙥𝒔𝓲𝑠: Who in Enhypen I think is most likely to still be super in love with you even when you’re arguing/mad at them
ꮐ𝛠n𝕣𝟈: Fluff ── .✦. ── 𝑾α𝑟𝚗i𝘯𝓰𝑠: None
𝙁𝙚𝚊𝘵𝚞𝘳𝔦𝒏𝓰: Heeseung, Jungwon & Ni-ki
Authors Note: WOW you can really see the bias here, to be honest i have no idea what this is I just started word vomiting
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HEESEUNG
Who else is shocked
he's a simple man, okay?
a simple, weak, pathetic, hopelessly in love man
he doesn't even remember what he was supposed to be arguing with you about because he has never been more into you rn
However, he also can't stand how you'll ignore him afterward and refuse to touch him
You're sulking in the passenger seat of his car, arms crossed, and your legs lean against the door instead of towards him. He keeps sneakily blatantly glancing at you every time he can while he drives.
You won't even look at him and it's driving him crazy. Even though you look super cute sulking in his car and in his leather jacket. He had done something to make you upset during your trip to the mall. You ended up being snappy with him and said some not very nice things before stalking off ahead of him.
You had left him there in a daze and he really wished he remembered what you said to him because he was too focused on the way your alluring eyes narrowed at him, how glossy your lips looked, the way your cheeks puffed up, and how your hair flowed when you turned and left him standing there in the middle of the bustling mall.
You had gotten a few feet away from him before he snapped out of it and caught up to you, only for you to ignore him the whole way back to the car. Now, here you are, sitting beside him, still looking all pouty and adorable, and Heeseung is losing his mind.
He risks another glance at you. Bad idea. The way your arms are still crossed, the way his oversized leather jacket drowns you, the way your lips are pressed together in frustration—he’s never been more in love with you than in this exact moment.
"Baby," he finally says, his voice laced with amusement and something a little softer, a little sweeter.
Nothing. You don’t even flinch.
Heeseung grips the steering wheel a little tighter, fighting a smile. "You're really not gonna talk to me?" He tries again, tilting his head, hoping—praying—you’ll at least look at him.
Still, nothing.
He lets out a dramatic sigh. "You're literally killing me right now," he groans, dropping one hand from the wheel to poke at your thigh. "Do you even know how cute you are when you're mad?"
Your glare shoots to him immediately, eyes sharp and lips parting like you’re about to tell him off—
"Heeseung," A surprisingly soft tone.
"Thats my name,"
"Will you be quiet." The irritation is back in your voice. You turn towards the window again
"Okay, but can I make a deal with you?" he says, glancing over at you again, completely ignoring the way you’re still facing the window, arms crossed tight.
You don’t answer, of course. But he knows you’re listening.
"If I make the next red light, you have to give me a kiss," he announces proudly, drumming his fingers against the steering wheel like this is the best idea he’s ever had.
Your head whips toward him, eyes narrowed. "What?"
Heeseung grins. Hook, line, and sinker.
"You heard me, pretty. A kiss. Next red light."
You scoff, turning away again. "Absolutely not."
"Aw, come on," he whines dramatically, shifting in his seat like a restless kid. "You love kissing me."
No response.
"You do," he insists. "You’re just mad right now, but you’re totally gonna cave. I know you."
Still, nothing.
Heeseung sighs, then switches tactics. "Okay, okay. No kiss. But can I at least hold your hand? Just a little bit? One pinky? A thumb?"
Silence.
Heeseung pouts. "Baby, please."
You shake your head.
He groans like he’s physically in pain. "You're actually breaking my heart right now. Do you want that on your conscience?"
Nothing.
He sighs dramatically again, waiting for the next stoplight. Then, when it finally turns red, he perks up.
"Last chance. Give me a kiss, and I’ll shut up. Forever if you want." he says, already grinning because he knows damn well you won’t fall for that.
Sure enough, you turn to him, deadpan. "You definitely won't."
Heeseung pouts, hand flying to his chest like you’ve wounded him. "You wound me."
You roll your eyes. "You're so stupid."
"And you're so pretty," he fires back, laying his hand on the center console. "Now hold my hand."
You exhale sharply, glaring at him for a second longer—then, with a huff, you grab his hand, intertwining your fingers.
Heeseung beams. Like, full-on, brightest-smile-ever beams.
"You’re ridiculous," you mutter.
"But you're still holding my hand," he teases, squeezing your fingers.
You groan, but you don’t pull away.
Heeseung just grins even harder, bringing your hand up to press a quick kiss to your knuckles.
Mad or not, you’re still his. And he’s never been more into you.
JUNGWON
This man YEARNS to have you angry or annoyed at him
and I am dead serious.
He is a younger brother so it's in his blood to be annoying and you are absolutely no exception.
He loves poking, teasing, pulling at your clothes, following you around, pissing you off basically
and when you get pissed off then that means you're paying attention to him
and that's all he really wants (he also just likes being all up in your business because he's clingy, but he'd never say that out loud)
You're never actually mad at him, of course.
but you do get annoyed with him and that leads to petty arguments that are easily swept under the rug because he's just so cutie how could you ever actually be mad.
"Stop."
"Stop what?" He asks innocently as he leans back on the bed on his hands and tilts his head.
"Stop wasting my highlighter and spreading it on my face." You roll your eyes at him from your seat at your vanity.
You've been trying to get ready to go out for about an hour and the whole time Jungwon has been at your side. He followed you around the house as you went back and forth from the bathroom to the bedroom, to the kitchen. At that point, he was just talking your ear off, and you found it cute that he was following you around much like a meowing cat would.
But now he was just being annoying to get you riled up.
Jungwon grins, completely unbothered. He stands up and returns to his spot next to you at your vanity, looking down at you unscrewing a tube of mascara. “But it looks good on you,” he teases, swiping a bit more highlighter onto his finger before reaching for your cheek again.
You grab his wrist to stop him. “Jungwon.”
“What?” He laughs, feigning innocence as he leans closer, eyes glinting with mischief. “I’m just helping you glow, angel.” with a simple flick of his finger he successfully wipes the shimmery powder on your cheek. The sight of your exposed neck as you try to tilt away from his hand makes his heart skip a beat.
“You’re making me look like a disco ball,” you deadpan, glaring at your now overly shimmery cheek in the mirror. You let go of Jungwon and set the mascara down to trade it for another makeup wipe.
Jungwon hums, dramatically tilting his head. “Mmm… a really cute disco ball, though.”
You groan, turning back to your vanity to finish getting ready—only to realize something is missing.
“Wait, where’s my—” You whip around just in time to catch Jungwon smirking as he dangles your mascara between his fingers.
Your eyes narrow. “Jungwon.”
“Hm?” He blinks innocently, twirling the tube in his hand. “Looking for this?”
“Give it back.”
“I dunno… do you really need it?” He grins, holding it just out of reach as you step closer. “I think you look perfect already.”
You lunge for it, but he’s faster, twisting away and laughing as he runs and flops onto the bed, holding the mascara hostage against his chest. “You want it? Come get it.”
Oh, he thinks he’s so smart.
Without hesitation, you climb onto the bed, straddling him as you wrestle for the tube. “Jungwon, I swear—”
He lets out a breathless chuckle, his hands moving to your waist as he tries to keep you from prying the mascara from his grip. But then, suddenly, he stops fighting.
Because you’re right there.
Hovering over him, lips parted in frustration, eyes burning into his with determination. His heart stutters, and he realizes… he really didn’t think this through. Or maybe he did. Doesn't matter, you're literally on top of him he's living the dream.
Your fingers finally close around the mascara, yanking it free, but Jungwon hardly notices. He’s too busy staring up at you, completely mesmerized.
You pause, noticing his dazed expression. “…What?”
His grip on your waist tightens slightly, a lazy, lopsided smile tugging at his lips. “Nothing,” he murmurs, voice softer now. “Just… you’re really pretty when you’re mad.”
Your breath catches for just a second—before you scoff, rolling your eyes. “Flattery won’t get you anywhere.”
But before you roll off him completely, you lean down, pressing a quick kiss to his lips—just enough to throw him off before you sit up again, triumphant.
Jungwon blinks, caught between being smug and utterly lovestruck. “Wait—”
“Nope.” You cut him off, hopping off the bed and walking back to your vanity with your mascara in hand. “I meant what I said.”
Jungwon groans dramatically, throwing an arm over his face. “That was definitely getting me somewhere.”
“Whatever helps you sleep at night,” you say, applying your mascara with a satisfied smirk.
From the bed, Jungwon watches you, lips still tingling from the kiss, his heart so full it’s embarrassing. Yeah. He definitely won.
NI-KI
he's also a younger brother so yk what that means
he might be even more annoying because he is so smug and flirty someone stop him
he lives for the reactions you give him when he teases you
the way your face flushes, how your touch warms and lingers on his body when you smack him when he says something flirty,
don't even get him started on how you avoid his gaze because he's made you so flustered so then he has to guide your face to look at him by delicately grabbing your chin between his fingers
SOMEONE STOP HIM IMMEDIETLY, I QUIT
which is why he keeps pushing his luck and it's no one's fault but his own when you get fed up with him and present him the most horrible, agonizing, and cruel thing man has ever created
The silent treatment
Truly, it is his worst enemy
He can't think of a worse treatment other than not being able to talk to you.
But it also might be the best thing that's happened to him because he finds out that you are so so so fine when you're mad at him.
"Are you really not gonna talk to me?" Ni-ki asks as he stands in front of you. You're sitting on the small black leather couch in his room. you look up from your phone and give him a look that says it all.
He knew this would happen eventually, but he's not sorry. Like at all. You had gotten back from a trip to the mall almost an hour ago and you've been ignoring him for two hours.
You wanted to get new clothes and just window shop. You looked absolutely breathtaking walking next to him, or just standing next to him really. You were wearing one of his jackets with a cute skirt and a plain top. You were just cute. Especially when you tilt your head up to look at him because he's standing so close to you. He let his cuteness aggression get the best of him and he started teasing and flirting with you shamelessly in public. It was fine at first, he'd poked your cheek, tugged on the sleeve of your jacket, pulled you closer to him.
But then he started getting annoying.
He put his cold hands on the back of your neck, making you yelp. He ruffled your hair and messed it up. He squished your cheeks together and probably smudged some of your makeup. Wrapped his arm around your waist and pinched your side so you squirmed and fell into him. Basically, would not leave you the hell alone for 5 seconds. This man had pissed you off for the last time. Because then he started really pushing your buttons, passing you shamelessly flirty comments out loud in a very public space. They weren't even that crazy, but it still turned you into a flustered mess, while he just laughed.
But he just couldn't stop. Seeing you flustered over things he'd say was way too much fun. The way you’d stammer, your eyes going wide before darting away, how you’d smack his arm but still let your fingers linger for just a second longer than necessary—Ni-ki lived for it. He knew exactly what to say, exactly how to push your buttons, and he had no shame about using that knowledge to his full advantage.
Now he's suffering the consequences.
Two entire hours of pure torture. He hasn't heard you laugh in 2 hours or heard your voice. You'll hardly look at him and he's about to just sink to the floor and hope you'll take pity on him and smother him with affection like he wants you to.
“You’re really still mad?” he tries again, shifting his weight from foot to foot. When you don’t respond, he sighs dramatically and drops onto the couch beside you, his head leaning against the back of the couch “[Name].”
Silence.
“Angel.”
Nothing.
"My beautiful, intelligent, cute, girlfriend who I'm so lucky to have."
A glare.
You turn more towards your arm of the couch and keep scrolling on your phone. Ni-ki sighs and looks up at the ceiling. Then back at you. You're biting your cheek and your eyebrows are furrowed in frustration as your fingers fly across your phone. He can only guess you're dragging his name through the mud to your friends. But he could care less about that, he raises his hand to poke the cheek you're biting on—
"If you poke me one more time today, I will beat the shit out of you."
He swallows. Okay. Maybe he really had done too much this time.
For a moment, he contemplates just admitting defeat, apologizing, and behaving like a good boyfriend for the rest of the day. But then again, when has he ever been able to resist testing his limits?
Instead he moves to quickly pluck your phone out of your hands. You scoff and turn towards him. "Give it back, Riki, seriously"
Ni-ki smirks, holding your phone just out of reach as you reach for it. "Oh, so you can talk to me," he muses, dodging your grab with ease.
"Riki." Your tone is sharp, but he can see the flicker of exasperated affection in your eyes.
"You're still calling me Riki? You must not be that mad." he grins, shifting back just in case you decide to lunge for it.
You narrow your eyes. "Give. It. Back."
"Hmm." He pretends to think about it, twirling your phone between his fingers. "But see, I don't really feel like it."
You lunge.
Ni-ki yelps, scrambling back against the couch as you climb over him, reaching for your phone with determined fury. He barely has time to react before you’ve got your hands on his wrist, attempting to pry it free. But all he can think about—despite the very real threat of you actually hitting him—is how attractive you are like this.
The fire in your eyes, the way your lips purse in frustration, the fact that you're putting your full body weight into wrestling your phone from his grip—his heart is pounding.
Damn, he thinks he's found something better than flustering you.
"You are—" you grunt, tugging at his wrist, "—so annoying!"
"And you—" he flips your phone behind his back, eyes sparkling, "—are so pretty when you're mad at me."
You freeze for half a second, before promptly smacking his chest. Hard.
"Oof—hey!" he laughs, wincing dramatically. "That was uncalled for."
"Well, that's what you get. You are seriously so..." You can't even find the word to describe your fading irritation with him, as he looks up at you with a love-sick gaze. Is he biting his damn lip right now? You raise your hand up to his face, as if you're going to claw his eyes out, and let it curl into a fist and fall to your side. "Ugh!"
"And yet, you're still in my lap," he teases, grinning up at you.
Realizing your position—straddling his thighs as you try to wrestle your phone back—you huff and move to get off him. But before you can, Ni-ki’s arms wrap securely around your waist, pulling you right back.
"Not so fast," he murmurs, tilting his head as he gazes up at you. His voice has dropped just enough to make your breath catch. "You still haven't forgiven me."
Your resolve wavers for a fraction of a second. He sees it, and that’s all the encouragement he needs.
Ni-ki leans up slightly, closing the distance between you two, his face just inches from yours. "Say you forgive me," he murmurs, voice teasing but eyes soft. "Or else I might just keep you here all night."
Your heart stutters, and for a moment, you genuinely forget why you were mad at him in the first place. But then you remember exactly why, and with a sudden burst of strength, you snatch your phone from his distracted grip.
"I'll forgive you never," you declare, pushing off him and retreating to his bed, where you hope he'll leave you alone to sit and think about how he should make it up to you.
Ni-ki just watches you, lips curling into a slow grin. He places a hand over his chest, feeling his own heartbeat racing.
Yeah. He was absolutely done for.
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﹙𝓲ssue﹚ㅤ:ㅤfever dreamㅤ...ㅤ( 제이 )
꒰ ✉️ ꒱ where jay reckons that the stars aren’t worth watching, and so do you.
ㅤㅤ﹙1509﹚ ㅤ장르 fluff, suggestive, bsf2lㅤㅤwarnings kissing / making out, drinking, awk ending probsㅤㅤᐢᗜᐢ cooked this up on the way to the doctor's :/ happy reading, pls rb and leave feedback >_< iNDEX
being friends with jay comes with surprises.
just like the one in front of you— a whole camping scene prepared in front of you even though it’s on the huge open balcony of his house. a tent placed right where the potted plant used to be, decorated with fairy lights connected to an extension board. you don’t miss the amount of pillows inside, your heart swelling up at how warm everything looks, especially at the sight of the endearing smile on his face as he brings in another blanket.
“i didn’t know you were serious about this,” you could only manage to whisper a few words out of amusement, earning a playful huff in response.
“of course, i was. what do you even take me for?” you stand still as he brings the snacks from the kitchen— all your favourites.
all because you mentioned wanting to stay up all night stargazing, and then witnessing the sunrise. it was abrupt, just something said out of the blue when sunghoon asked what you’ll be doing during the summer breaks. you hadn’t enough finished dreaming about it, and jay was already in front of you, turning it into a reality.
he turns to ask you something before noticing your glistening eyes, the tear rolling down your cheek which brings him at a loss of words, the whole scene tugging his heartstrings a little painfully. it isn’t until you notice his surprise that a soft chuckle falls off your lips, your voice faltering for a moment. “i’m sorry, i just—”
“hey, don’t be embarrassed,” and jay knows how you get emotional so easily. he finds it endearing, your tears leaving a twinge of sadness in his chest. he reaches out instinctively, gently tugging strands of hair behind your ears. “i think it’s sweet how easily you are moved,”
you almost freeze at his actions, hearing your heart beats reverberating through your ears, afraid he would hear them too. it’s cinematic how time seems to stop when you look in his eyes— and he thinks you look impossibly breathtaking under moonlight with beads of tears resting on your eyelashes.
you almost feel your eyes darting to his lips, almost, before you break away from the contact and try to calm your nerves. you grab two cans of beer from the tray kept aside, passing one to him. “let’s make a toast,”
he laughs softly, the sound almost a relief from the sombre mood that had settled between you two. he gladly takes the can and pops it open, taking a sip from his beer can and eyeing you as you take yours. “you’re emotional and lightweight. what a deal,”
all it takes is a playful slap on his arm for you to settle between the pillows and blankets, grabbing a packet of chips. you both had agreed on the ‘no phone’ condition, leaving your devices somewhere in the living room. you didn’t have time for your phone anyway, having your hands full with the opportunity to look at the stars, and jay.
you barely finish a can before he’s reaching out for another, already dazed by the drink messing with his neurotransmitters. this usually never happens, even after two and a half bottles of soju. today, he’s tripping down the tipsy lane, just nodding and smiling aimlessly as you talk and talk— and he thinks to himself how lacklustre the stars look compared to you, and the way the soft yellow glow of fairy lights illuminates every single feature of yours that makes him swoon.
the stars aren’t even worth watching.
he takes another swig of his beer, his eyes never leaving your face, just like your gaze that refuses to leave the stars. he studies you for a few seconds, enjoying the blissful silence between you two. you are the one with less tolerance between him and you, but today jay is feeling the buzz of alcohol blurring his conscience. “you really are a sight, you know that?”
it doesn’t dawn upon you how close his face was until you turn to look at him. he takes in your reaction, the way your eyes widen. your shyness only emboldens him further, making him lean even closer, face now mere inches away from yours. he feels the subtle scent of your perfume tingling his senses, driving him crazier than you have already done.
he reaches one hand to cup your face tenderly, his thumb lingering a little too close to your lips. it sends a shiver down your spine, a sensation that makes it hard for you to think straight. he notices the way your lips part ever so slightly, although not a single word coming out of your lips. “so beautiful,”
sobriety wouldn’t have let him cruise this far, nothing would’ve convinced jay to act upon his feelings, except maybe a little bit of liquid courage that makes him bolder than usual. his gaze remains fixed on you, his silence giving you an excuse to back down from whatever this could lead to, eyes tracing every single feature on your face. and when you don’t, he leans in even closer, his breath hot against your skin. “stop me before i lose myself to you, yn,”
his voice is a heady mix of desperation and desire, as if pleading for you to drive him out of whatever spell you’ve done on him. he watches you intently, waiting for you to push him away, to stop him before he does something he might regret, but your silence only fuels his desires. he moves his hand down to your chin, tilting your face up slightly, thumb gently tracing your lower lip. his gaze locks into yours yet again— an action that sends your heart racing a thousand miles, unbeknownst to him, faster than it was already beating. “say something, please,”
you almost melt under his touch, under his pretty voice and a gaze admiring you as if you put the stars in the sky. it feels like a fever dream to be this close to him, stuff that your highschool self used to daydream about. you would go to bed, giggling about the slightest possibility of him giving you flowers on valentines, something your friend indulged you into. it was a dream, wanting to be with someone who embodied perfection, and yet again, jay was in front of you, making it come true even before you had finished dreaming.
so, you just stay quiet for a few more seconds that feel like hours on empty before whispering against his lips. “kiss me,”
a pause, his breath catching up in his throat.
jay wasn’t expecting you to initiate it, it felt like he was going to get a heart attack. hell worse, if he’s starting to hear things due to alcohol. however, your eyes tell a whole different story with the way they’re taking in every single part of him, begging him to do something. he doesn’t hesitate— with a swift, fluid movement, he closes the small distance between you two, pressing his lips against yours in a searing kiss.
it’s like a need, the way every part of him years for you. the way flesh wants to knit itself over a wound. as if he’s drowning and you’re the air he needs. his lips refuse to leave yours, hands sliding down your body to pull you onto his lap. he deepens the kiss, letting his free hand down to the small of your back to pull you even closer. he feels himself slipping out of his sanity when your fingers get tangled in his hair, tugging onto them ever so slightly.
“you have no idea what you do to me,” he whispers, lips trailing kisses down your neck and leaving faint marks in their wake, his nose brushing softly against your skin that makes you sigh in bliss. he stops abruptly, breathing erratically against your neck before looking up at you. he takes in your appearance, your flushed look with hair a bit dishevelled. you looked like a mess, and unbelievably his. “you’re so beautiful,”
you smile at his words, feeling your face heat up even more than it already has. this has to be a fever dream, you tell yourself, and then cup his face ever so gently. “you should kiss me again,”
he smiles. “you always order me around,”
“kiss me.”
“are you sure?” he murmurs, lips curved into a teasing grin as he leans in even closer with his forehead against yours. “i’m really bad at keeping my hands to my—”
and then you grab the back of his neck, yanking him towards your lips and pulling him into a chaste kiss. you feel him smile into the kiss, his hands resting on your sides as they pull you closer than possible. soft giggles erupt in between, sweet nothings shared between quick pecks oozing with admiration, and ‘i love you’ spun in the air and you realise that the stars aren’t even worth watching, for you have yours right in front of you.
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The moment you hear the resounding crack of your nose, you know something is wrong, seriously wrong. Pain sprouts from your nose out towards your eyes in unsettling waves and you feel how a warm liquid seeps down from your nose and into your mouth, half open in a silent scream.
The metallic taste of the sticky liquid clues you into what it was, the red staining your hands in an unsettling way. You can feel the tears welling up in the corners of your eyes as your surroundings fall away, the pain much too overwhelming as your face throbs.
Your knees find the ground in an instant, the turf scratching uncomfortably against the tough skin. The rest of your body soon follows in its path, meeting the ground painfully.
Your already red jersey stains with a deeper shade of red as the waterfall of blood continues its rampage. The warm blood soon transfers onto the vibrant green grass, making it an ugly greenish brown color as you shove your forehead into it, willing the pain to go away.
Only moments after your form dropped onto the hard ground, you can feel pain spreading on the left side of your face, distracting you a smidge from the pain in the middle of your face. The scratching sensation disappears after a second or two but leaves behind paralyzing pain that makes the wail stuck in your throat escape.
Blood mixes with sweat and drips dangerously into your sensitive eyes, something you can feel as the burning sensation in your eyes blinds you.
In the span of a few seconds, you had gone from running all over the pitch and creating chances left and right to laying on the ground twisting and turning as the pain creates spots in the little vision you had.
The last thing you could feel before everything went black was a hand giving you a soft pat on your shoulder and someone trying to turn you over onto your back.
The limp nature of your body concerns the Chelsea player who’d taken you down, the blood not noticed by her yet. She stands up, dusting herself off all while thinking that you were fine.
It’s when the whistle blows and she notices that you still haven’t moved from your position that she starts to become slightly concerned. She bows down, putting her hand on your shoulder softly as she waits for you to react, only you don’t.
The referee approaches with a slight jog as she notices the small commotion happening on the field. All the players' eyes follow after her and soon after they notice the pool of deep red appearing around your head.
The Arsenal players rush towards you, pushing the Chelsea player out of their way as they crowd around you. A few of them turn you on your back, gasping at the horrific scene that might as well have come directly from a horror movie. Blood covers the majority of your face as deep scratches on your left side continue to seep out metallic liquid at an alarming rate.
There is a gurgling sound coming from your throat and your girlfriend drops down to her knees worriedly by your head. Leah pulls your head onto her lap and with the help of a few teammates, she turns you on your side looking on in worry as a few drops of blood slip out from between your lips.
Somewhere in the far distance she can faintly hear how Katie argues with half of the Chelsea team and the referee to card the player that took you down, but she tunes it out, all too focused on you and the continuous flow of blood from your nose and cuts. Leah strips her shirt off in a desperate attempt at stopping the bleeding, pressing it firmly to the side of your face, the blood staining yet another shirt.
Leah presses a soft, reassuring kiss to the only piece of skin she can find that isn’t smeared in blood, muttering soft reassurances to you as she strokes your hair carefully. She doesn’t want to mess you up any further.
Soon enough, the once steady shallow breaths turn labored and deep, the puffs of oxygen mixing with whines as the pain hits you like a truck. Your face feels sticky and dirty as you regain consciousness, the soft and familiar feeling of your girlfriend's thighs making everything better.
Your senses are in overdrive as you feel everything all at once, the roughness of the turf beneath the rest of your body and everyone’s eyes on you, the smell of sweat and metal mixing together in an unpleasant symphony and how everything just hurts.
“Make it stop, please Lee make it stop.” You manage to get out from between clenched teeth and chapped lips, the whisper being near inaudible due to the surrounding noise and yet, Leah could hear you perfectly fine.
“The medics are coming love, don’t worry you’ll get some help. See they’re nearly here.” She dips her head to whisper in your ear, fearing that the rather obvious concussion would get worse if she were to talk normally.
She continues to reassure you, telling you that the help was near when it wasn’t in fact near, the slight tremor to her voice telling you as much. Leah grasps the hand that comes up to touch your face in her own, her fingers hugging yours tightly in a comforting gesture.
After what feels like an eternity, but in reality closer to minutes, the medical personnel finally show up. Leah wants to scream and question why in hell it took so long for them to get there, but she realizes that it’ll help no one, not you nor the medics if she did. She lets them run through the concussion protocols, and as it turns out you in fact have one.
The garment she placed over your cuts gets removed, the shirt having formed a glue-like bond to the cuts on your face which in turn reopens the cuts and lets the blood start to flow yet again. You groan in pain as the normally stinging sensation instead turns out to be a sharp and stabbing pain.
The medics take one look at the deep scratches made from the Chelsea player’s studs and decide that they’re deep enough for you to need stitches. The continued groaning and moaning pierces Leah’s ears and she keeps her hold on your hand firm as the medics wrap your head in blindingly white gauze.
Red spots soon appear on the light bit of fabric, looking more like an abstract artwork than a football player’s head, and you can feel how fingers prod at your nose. Your eyes start to water once again and as one single tear slips down your face, it leaves a noticeable path of unstained skin.
They decide that it’s broken fairly quickly, sticking two wads of cotton up your nose to stave off the bleeding a bit.
The grass feels pokey in your hands as you put them to the ground, pushing yourself up to your feet with help from your girlfriend who keeps you steady with her arm hanging firmly around your waist. Your body sways dangerously as you put your arm around her shoulders, steadying yourself while the other one goes around one of the medics shoulders.
The two escort you to the sidelines and as you reach them, you feel Leah let go of you, Jen quickly taking her place so as to not let you fall down. Leah presses a quick kiss to your lips, the blood having been wiped off earlier, before she tugs on her new shirt and runs off towards her place on the pitch.
The rest of the game is played with surprising vigor from Arsenal, the red side scoring a few more goals in your honor and as soon as the whistle signaling the end of the game blows, Leah legs it to the medical room.
The door slams open, leaving you to turn your head quickly and spot your girlfriend standing in the doorway panting slightly. A smile paints your now clean face as you open your arms for her to enter, and she springs into them carefully so as to not put pressure on any of your cuts and bruises.
“Are you okay? It doesn’t hurt too much right? You’re coming home with me, I’m not letting you drive let alone be alone at your apartment.” Leah rambles, her nerves quickly becoming noticeable as she rants to you, cupping your face in her soft hands.
“Lee, stop worrying, I just have a pretty bad concussion and my nose is broken but I’m fine. I love you so much babe.” You respond to the pretty blonde, a small smirk situated on your swollen and bruised face.
“Okay, you're still coming home with me, I’m not letting you out of my sight for the next few weeks.” Leah tells you sternly, but the loving look in her eyes betrays her as she looks down at you where you’re sitting on your bed.
“I can agree to that, I guess”
Six days later
Looking down at the field from your place in the nosebleeds is an ethereal feeling. The club had been nice enough to give you some seats with an incredible view to watch the rest of its fixtures until you were back to training again.
Sitting in the nosebleeds, watching your team destroy another team was bittersweet as you’d much rather be down there playing with them, but you had a much better view of your girlfriend which sweetened the deal oh so much…
a/n; honestly this is so shitty, but i felt like posting something
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La sposina

Ma porca puttana! Fra tre ore mi devo sposare: Alberto probabilmente è in casa sua, fremente. E sicuramente, conoscendolo bene, lui è quasi sul punto di uscire per andare in chiesa, impaziente e trepidante. Perché si preoccupa sempre che tutto vada bene; è emotivo, il mio tesoro! Tutto è pronto, gli altri sono certamente già vestiti elegantissimi e tu invece poco fa... mi hai fatto fare peccato! Demonio mio adorato e segreto!

Quando sei arrivato qui alle otto del mattino, con un durello per me irresistibile, nella mia mansardina di scapolotta, abbiamo scopato immediatamente appena t'ho aperto la porta. Io sotto l'asciugamano ero già completamente nuda dopo la doccia appena fatta. Profumavo di passione e bagnoschiuma. Sei impulsivo e non sai resistere all'aroma della mia passera e dei miei seni. M'hai appena detto un "ciao" e me l'hai infilato subito dentro. E io scema ad accoglierti senza fiatare.

Come fosse il solito e segreto cornetto pomeridiano al mio uomo. Perché mi sei saltato addosso immediatamente come un toro infoiato. Ammetto: oh, quanto mi piace, 'sta cosa tua! Purtroppo dobbiamo sempre farlo velocemente e di nascosto. Grazie a Dio non ho sporcato il vestito nuziale, che è in salvo in camera mia. E poi tu sei anche il testimone di nozze dello sposo!

Dovresti essere già lì, al suo fianco. Come fa un amico leale.Penso proprio che ora dovresti andare. Fra un'ora o giù di lì di sicuro mamma arriverà da casa sua, dopo essere passata dalla fioraia. E poi stanno pure per arrivare le mie damigelle, inclusa la mia amica parrucchiera.

Che dovrà darmi la sistemata finale: tu qui saresti molto sospetto. Noi due da soli in casa mia. Un bel fico come te con la neo-sposa! Non si stuzzica una donna sensuale e calda come me. Ma tu lo sai e me lo fai apposta. Stronzo. Neanche oggi mi lasci in pace. Che bello! Conosci bene quanto mi piace prendere il tuo bel cazzone. Ovunque.

E quanto adoro esserti sottomessa, in ginocchio di fronte al tuo uccello: mi piace saggiarne la consistenza, giocarci, annusarne l'odore e infine piegarmi a novanta perché tu, maschio impaziente di sborrarmi dentro, possa mettermelo in culo. Essendo consci entrambi di rendere il povero Alberto un grande e ramificato cornuto d.o.c. !

Mannaggia la puttana: m'ero confessata ieri pomeriggio ed ero quindi monda da tutti i peccati, pronta per la cerimonia. Adesso chi ha il coraggio di confessarsi di nuovo, di dire al prete che mi sono appena fatta inculare da te e che ho scopato poco prima della cerimonia, per giunta col migliore amico dello sposo! Il giorno delle nozze! Non fa niente: non andrò di sicuro all'inferno per aver preso la comunione mentre sono in pieno peccato mortale da passione irrinunciabile.

Del resto, di peccati mortali ho già l'anima bella piena. E Alberto ha più corna di un bue muschiato, per la maggior parte messe da te. E già che ci siamo, fatto trenta… vieni ancora un attimo qui da me: fammi vedere se t'è tornato già duro, che te lo succhio un po’ rapidamente. Col mio “tiraggio turbo”, come lo chiami tu. Mi devo saziare del tuo seme gustoso: si, proprio in questo sacro giorno!

Ho bisogno delle tue proteine fresche, per affrontare questo passo impegnativo della mia vita. Mi viene sempre fame, dopo una sana scopata; tu lo sai bene, da anni. E poi… non ci posso fare niente se sei così sexy… non è colpa mia se tu sei per la mia mente così attraente. Costituisci per me una dolcissima, continua e irresistibile tentazione. Oooooh… Dai, veloce veloce che ti voglio ancora… Ho l'acquolina in bocca e in gola… dammi quel tuo bellissimo cazzo. Dai: sborra rapido ancora un po' per me. Ti scongiuro...

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Just thinking about how Chachamaru is a male calico, at least according the Taisho Secret right before chapter 195 that calls him manly. It really doesn't surprise me that he's male, because so many references to calicos I've seen in manga, mascots, and temple architecture specify that the featured calico is male.
This is because they are rare, and therefore considered lucky.


The figure that gets thrown around the internet is that supposedly only 1 in every 3000 calicos is male. (I'll bet the people who did the often quoted study at U. of Minn. College of Vet Med would love to tell you how it's more complicated than that.) This has long made male calicos popular not only in Japan, but in other countries as well. The thing is, though, the male calico might not always be so lucky.
To be very brief about why calicos (and some other multicolored cats) are almost always female, this is because, put very simply, one X chromosome gives us the black splotches, and one X chromosome gives us the orange splotches. That might leave you wondering where the white patches come from, and this is the part where I say that genetics is never simple and you should have fun reading about it. The important takeaway here is that in order to show this color pattern, a cat needs two X chromosomes, one from its mother and one from its father.
Typically, a male cat has an X chromosome (from its female mother, who only has two X chromosomes) and a Y chromosome (from its father, who had both an X and a Y), but because the calico coating can only occur with two X chromosomes, this male cat somehow got an X, a Y, and... hmm, another X somewhere.
So not a typical XY male, not a typical XX calico... this sterile XXY male calico has an extra chromosome, and mutations often are not ideal for the health of the animal with the extra chromosome. This particular condition is Klinefelter’s Syndrome, which can lead to a male calico having cognitive and behavior issues, weaker bones, increased risk of diabetes due to higher body fat, and perhaps a shorter lifespan.
Now, none of the fictitious lucky cats I've seen have ever been portrayed as anything less than smart and pleasant, though a lot of the maneki-neko are pretty round. For everything Chachamaru is tasked with, I have to assume he's above-average when it comes to intelligence, reasonably healthy enough to handle long-distance travel, and for a cat, he's extremely, extremely cooperative. For the record, the same Taisho Secret (as well as Yushiro's statement in Chapter 194) makes it clear that for most of canon Chachamaru was a regular cat, for he was not made into a demon until right before the final showdown with Muzan. Even with her hands full making the medicine for Muzan, she still put a lot of effort into changing Chachamaru so that Yushiro wouldn't be lonely. It's ironic that Chachamaru winds up immortal, rather than doomed to a potentially shorter lifespan due to his mark...ings. In the first place, was Tamayo perhaps moved with pity for a sickly kitten and nursed him to the health he's in now?
Or did she always keep her eye out for a male calico, wanting to put some faith in them being good luck?
Also, what sticks out to me in this Taisho Secret is that Chachamaru, not having a language in which he could communicate with Tamayo, had no choice in becoming a demon. Tamayo felt sorry about that. The word bubble over manly little Chachamaru says, with bravado, "Fine by me, if that's what the woman I'm smitten with wishes." If Chachamaru truly is that smitten with her, that perhaps accounts for what an unusually cooperative cat he is. But it also reminds me of a fan theory that I saw once (and found worthy of weight) which said that perhaps Tamayo's blood technique has an effect like makes others smitten with her, and Yushiro might had been under its influence, however strongly or subtly. If such a thing were the case, it might or might not had been something Tamayo was conscious of. If she was conscious of having some effect like that, she probably felt awful about it but found it a necessary precaution to keep any demon she made under control. If she wasn't conscious of such a thing, that means she might had subconsciously developed it out of loneliness, and had been trying to keep company at her side.
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Lo scopo della vita è vivere, e vivere significa essere consci, gioiosamente, ebbramente, serenamente, divinamente consci.
(Henry Miller)
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A settembre inizio a scuola a fare il lavoro che sogno da una vita e la sindrome dell'impostore mi sta divorando dall'interno da giorni. È la prima volta in assoluto per me e sono certa che non sarò in grado di gestire le classi, i colleghi, la didattica, i rapporti umani. Come fanno quelle persone che anche conscie di star partendo da zero sono così sicure, fiduciose, serene? A volte sono stanca di essere me
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my atomized guys. below the cut is my reasonings for some of these sign designs :•)
Cherie: based off of the typical Burgundy sign and the Ourobouros (to represent a his identity confusion and his self consuming behavior)
Coleop: based off of a beetle with elements from a few Lime signs (also an upside down peach sign)
Caiine: based off the aquarius sign and a shooting star
Cosmos: Two circles to represent his initial color wheel design, how he is a chimera (the color white and the whole circle symbolism)
Magnus: represents a mantis head with some Libra (teal) elements
Corall: meant to represent a star and coral. (also mimics the starfish parasite thing: dendrogaster)
Teevie: is a True Taurus but prefers to design their own sign
Luciel: Oval elements taken from fuschia design, meant to look like a 707 (to represent the character hes made from)
Chiani/Noraxi: Tauranius
Consci (Endur): Aquo
Akrine: Golden Aquo
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