#conan: i have no idea wtf is he doing but as long as he's happy

[clone-futon]

Thief or not, he's still a normal high schooler boy, he probably get excited with this kind of stuffs.

(I've never watched One Piece but he probably thinks he's Zoro or sth)

[detshin]

I was rewatching a lot of Heiji cases, and I was wondering your take on this: If one of Kazuha's failed confessions (circa Furinkazan / The Design of Poison and Mirage) had succeeded, how do you think Heiji would have reacted? Keeping in mind that this is pre-Ebisu bridge, of course, so supposedly he is clueless to his feelings for Kazuha... (love your blog btw!!)

Hiii (sorry for the late reply, but I was completely out of the conan fandom for some time, I still am in a way... But I was feeling like writing a bit so here I am xd)

To this day I don't understand what happened there. It has to be an inconsistency, because remember when they were kidnapped and held captive and Heiji told her that he had to tell her something? Then he said that about her hair tickling his neck? Wtf was that then? It honestly makes no sense. Maybe he had a small crush and then realized he actually is in love with her? Maybe he's dumb? (very possible lmao)

I do have to say that I do enjoy the trope of Heiji being so oblivious to his feelings because I enjoy the idea of Shinichi just- SUFFERING, because of it. I will always remember the episode with the magicians where Heiji tells him he knows why he's jealous and Shinichi is all: !!!!! Oh holy SHIT!!!! Hell yeah bro you amazing tell me, why are you jealous? I don't know it either 👀 and then Heiji tells him it's because Kazuha is like his supporter? Secretary? Helper? (whatever word he used I can't remember and I'm not going to go search I'm too lazy) and Shinichi just.... Crumbles? His fucking reaction to it. His best friend is an idiot. I cry every time.

Anyway, back to your question.

I really don't know. Maybe he would take some time to respond? I say that because shinran kinda parallels this in the opposite way. Shinichi told Ran his feelings and they did not speak about it for god knows how long until Ran responded in Kyoto. Of course it would be a bit different because Ran was actually VERY aware of her own feelings and then again Shinichi was gone for a while... But I think my point still stands. Shinichi and Kazuha parallel each other a lot when it comes to their love lives, so I'm putting my money on Heiji needing a little time at least to think about it.

He would be happy, but he wouldn't know why, so that might trigger his discovery of his own feelings for her, if you get what I mean?

[hottie0]

k so i had an idea for a chameron ao3 series of all the fics being conan gray songs but i got lazy and only wrote 1.5 stories for it so because i’m not acc gonna do it imma share the ideas i had cuz someone might find them useful so (btw these will be copied directly from notes the first time i wrote them, they can also be used for other ships if u want but i made them for chameron):

grow: a year after hs cam and charlie run into eachother in vermont and then u see a bunch of flashbacks of old nights and things at welton. they exchange numbers at the end or smth. (i did this one)

idle town: charlie can’t sleep at his new school. he reminisces and whatever. a little more focused on cam. he looks over at the other side of the room but cam isn’t there anymore. instead it’s his new roommate who he doesn’t even know the last name of. end it somehow.

generation why: pre-canon cam and charlie just talking on the roof. banter. romantics ensue on cams behalf. charlie doesn’t feel the same way. that’s why charlie treats him the way he does.

crush culture: charlie pining after cam. a bunch of little things cam does to push charlie over the edge. charlie talks to neil and neil says cam likes him too. he doesn’t. charlie kisses cam one night while studying and cam rejects him and they argue. this is the night of neils death. that’s why cam didn’t find out through charlie and everything hurt a little bit more than it should’ve.

greek god: cameron’s being made fun of all the time by charlie and he knows charlie likes him and idk tbh this one got deleted and idk what i had written

lookalike: pre-neils death cam and charlie dated in their time at welton then broke up which caused tension going into senior year. the dead poets knew. when the dps started charlie got a gf and wouldn’t stop talking about her. her name was elaine. he brought her to a meeting and she looks just like cam. damn.

the other side: falling out of love. the process.

the king: cameron accidentally reads a poem charlie had written for/about him. he stresses all day and acts weird. everyone else is like ??? at night cam decides f it and confronts him. it ends cute

comfort crowd: night time. tomorrow morning charlie was meant to leave welton so all his stuff was packed up. hed already punched cam so it was tense. to say the least. cam randomly gets up out of bed and charlie is like wtf?? cam fuddles around then he’s like “u coming” they go to the cave and have a meaningful talk and if they end up cuddling then that’s their business

wish you were sober: charlie and cameron get drunk in their dorm. cam can’t hold his alcohol well so he gets wayy more drunk. he tells charlie some personal shit. some of which includes the fact that he used to have feelings for charlie. charlie has feelings for cam. he’s sad and sends cam to bed.

maniac: short one. they’re at the same bar a few years later. not with eachother but cam knows charlie’s there. charlie is talking shit abt cam and calling him weird and blah blah. but just that night, charlie had called cam desperate after years. cam thinks abt everything. he gets up and leaves but doesn’t leave w/o saying a big ol’ f u to charlie. this ones so mean to charlie. sucks. anyways.

online love): they’re doing long distance because charlie got expelled. they break up over the phone. aw. make it depressing. maybe by them being interrupted before rly saying goodbye and shii.

checkmate: they’re playing chess idk i couldn’t think of anything better. just cute and fluffy cuz i say so.

the cut that always bleeds: cameron is in a problematic relationship w a girl he met at uni. they just went through one of their fight episodes. cam went back to his room but he needed company. he decides to go to charlie’s dorm for comfort. but they haven’t spoke since that evening years ago. charlie says “i thought i’d never see you again” yadda yadda cam tells charlie everything and they just hold eachother. the gf is like “plz take me back” so cam does and he never sees charlie ever again. cry abt it.

fight or flight: charlie has a gf but little does he know she’s cheating on him. he ends up catching her with her side piece in their apartment. it’s cameron. there’s a whole wtf moment and the gf is like “u two know eachother???”. cams like “i swear i didn’t know” the girl leaves but cam stays. they argue or whatever or just talk not sure yet. then they kiss and charlie says something dumb and it ends. also cameron is hot as shit in this btw.

affluenza: probs short. when charlie is getting ready to leave cam is like “so money can’t buy happiness” and charlie’s like tf did u say to me. they talk abt where charlie’s going and whatnot and money. “i can’t do the things you do charlie, don’t you get anything” charlie leaves feeling a bit more guilty.

(can we be friends?): cam and charlie’s life growing up together. cute moments of them falling for the other. “now charlie knows why he and cameron could never be friends.”

heather: charlie and knox are together. cameron likes charlie. one night charlie is drunk and it’s just cam and him in the dorm. charlie ends up kissing cameron as a joke and cameron doesn’t know. there’s a fic like this. after the kiss it’s never the same. knox doesn’t know what happened. cameron has to watch them be all buddy buddy and shit- even if they’re not out to the rest of the group, cam knows. cameron knows not to interfere with their relationship no matter how much he wants to. he chooses to sit and watch and keep all his feelings inside.

little league: charlie stops by a cafe one night because he has nothing else to do. it turns out it’s open mic night. someone gets up to read. that someone is cameron. cameron performs a poem called little league. charlie remembers things. he leaves before the poem is over. /OR/ Cameron is an adult, he's a doctor or smth bouj, he has a family, a house, the embodiment of the american middle aged straight white man dream life. But sometimes, in secret, he takes Welton's Yearbook out of the shelf, and he traces Charlie face, and he remembers.

the story: cameron and charlie are late-night swimming in the lake together. they’re fantasizing abt whatever and charlie says “we should run away” they continue the convo like they did the others. a few days later charlie brings it up again, seriously this time. “what? dalton are you on something?” no. they get into an argument and shit. about a week later cameron wakes up to charlie sneaking out, but this isn’t sneaking out like dps meeting sneaking out, he’s running away. cam: “charlie? what are you doing up?” charlie: “this is your last chance. you coming?” cam: *thinks* no.

fake: ratting on keating and more angsty mess

overdrive: first kiss moment. they’re meant to be studying but they got distracted and are just talking instead. charlie’s like “cam have u ever kissed sum1” cam: “i think u know the answer to that dalton” charlie: “do you want to” cam: “ha! that’s a laugh! who can i find within a mile of here that i could kiss” charlie: me. whole carpe diem whatever- “charlie are you kidding do you know what would happen if someone found out!?” “so i won’t let them” but they kiss and it’s cute

astronomy: au: cam never ratted out keating but neil still died but just that whole thing never happened. ok. ever since neil died both cam and char were different. their relationship was tense. before it had been perf and everyone was envious of them but after neil everything changed. cameron was more agressive and easily irritable. charlie was more reserved and quiet. they tried to fix it but they decided it would be best to split. they still saw eachother in hallways and stuff, but were no longer roommates. after a couple months, they were strangers.

people watching: a view on the cameron/charlie relationship from other people. they’re opposites obv. when ppl were first informed they were taken aback to say the least. but when they see how they are together they get it yk? yeah u do.

ur welcome for my genius guys u need it.

[dreamautonomy]

Thank you, thank you for the tag @fanarain. I took my time with this. I swear, I got to find a tag game to share with my followers and those I follow. @dreamautonomy needs more love and activity. 😭

I will answer questions about @dreamautonomy (my main that’s not officially a main) and @defectiveconantoy (my more popular Tumblr).

1. Why did you choose your url? I came up with the name Dream Autonomy waaaaay back in 2008. At the time, I was inspired by Kazimierz Dąbrowski's theory of positive disintegration (TPD), where he explained that one must go through anxiety and psychological tension to achieve autonomy and true individuality. In my teens, I dreamt of independence and autonomy, to live on my own terms and break away from society’s rat race. I still do to this day.

For my DCMK stuff, I’ve considered the name Conanology, but someone on Twitter took it. I wanted something witty. Then, I stumbled upon that Reddit post with the counterfeit Conan and Ayumi action figures. They looked so ridiculous and badly made it’s almost a joke. The thread’s first comment: perfect as a funny username. Unfortunately, defectiveconan was already taken here, so I settled with defectiveconantoy (also nicknamed by me as DFCT - DeFective Conan Toy) instead.

2. Any side blogs? @relaxwithanime because there’s a lot of relaxing anime, and I want to showcase relaxing anime scenes. @sillydogpictures, which has no posts. I wanted to show pictures of dogs with intentionally or unintentionally silly faces. 🐶

3. How long have you been on tumblr? It’s complicated! I began lurking back in 2010 or 2011 but didn’t create an account until 2014 with the original dreamautonomy, now the defunct @olddreamautonomy. I never used it until mid or late 2020.

I made @defectiveconantoy back in October 2020 because I considered participating in the DCMK Secret Santa event. I eventually decided not to, as I was busy with school and coping with the pandemic. I didn’t need more deadlines then.

4. Do you have a queue tag? Nope! I should make one once I learn how.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? I planned to use @dreamautonomy as a creative blog for posting photography, graphic design, food and travel stuff, motivational stuff, and more. Never happened!

DFCT was made for Detective Conan and Magic Kaito fandom stuff, nothing else.

Stupid me made @defectiveconantoy a completely separate account, even after realizing minutes later that I could have made it a side blog. Oh well! I mostly use Tumblr for fandom stuff nowadays, so I deleted my old Dream account and made a new account as a side blog under @defectiveconantoy. Now, I no longer have to use different apps and browsers for both blogs. Life is good!

6 . Why did you choose your icon/pfp? For Dream, I chose Retsuko from Aggretsuko. That scene wonderfully represents the agony of one’s twenties: working miserable jobs, not being taken seriously, and wishing life was more fulfilling than the average adult life. There she is being “one of us” on a Sunday by lying in bed and scratching her butt. 😂

And for DFCT, how could I not post action Conan from The Fist of Blue Sapphire with the counterfeit action figure’s head replacing the original Conan’s head? 🤣

7. Why did you choose your header? For Dream, because Retsuko’s bouncing her little tail off. For DFCT, because Ran is precious in that scene, all soft and shy.

8. What's your post with the most notes? @defectiveconantoy’s set of GIFs from the Ferris Wheel scene in the Episode ONE special. And that’s my original post. I’ve reblogged even more popular stuff by others.

9. How many mutuals do you have? About a dozen.

10. How many followers do you have? @dreamautonomy: 9 (Most are p*rn bots I’ve reported for spam and blocked. Have no idea WTF I did to attract them.). @defectiveconantoy: 175!! 😁

11. How many people do you follow? 72!

12. Have you ever made a shitpost? I don’t know. I think I only post relevant memes.

Here am I typing this after spending years confusing shitposts with really funny, sometimes offensive memes. I’m still confused about the meaning of a shitpost. I’m not very trend or meme savvy.

13. How often do you use tumblr each day? About 10-20 times a day, usually through my phone app.

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? Over ten years ago on websites that Tumblr, Twitter, etc. long replaced in popularity. Even then, I’ve usually been a lurker for most of my life and rarely engaged in arguments or debates. Whenever I did, I regret it to this day. I looked stupid (everyone did, actually). What a waste of time!

I wish I hadn’t forgotten about Detective Conan back in 2004. The DCMK Tumblr fandom is chill and AWESOME! I wonder what the fandom was like back in the 2000s.

15. How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts? Ehh…it depends. If it’s something most or everyone agrees with, I might reblog it. I don’t know about you, but such posts often bring the rebel in me. If you say, “REBLOG IT,” I say, “Ehh! Nope.” 😋 Anyway, life is short. I’d rather stick to fandom and humor, things that unite people and make them smile.

16. Do you like tag games? Of course! That’s how I get to know everyone. I should initiate tag games and tag all of you.

17. Do you like ask games? YES! I should start ask games as well.

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is [tumblr] famous? We interrupt this program to give mad props to that nicely formatted Tumblr logo-fied text. 👌

Aaaanyway, I won’t name names. Some are Tumblr famous for different reasons, and that’s what matters. We all contribute different things while being under the same main fandom, ships, arcs, and adaptations aside.

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? No! Why ruin this nice little Tumblr space for drama? It’s not worth having a crush on people you’ve never met face-to-face imo. I’m not repeating my teenage mistakes.

20. Tags: anyone happy to participate! 😁

[little-panem]

17 questions!

okay, so i was tagged by @nometoquesel​ and this is a great distraction from exams so thank you !!

nickname: i don’t think i have one... maybe when my dad calls me “bichito” (little bug) (and then he calls the dog bicho (bug) even tho i’m bigger and older)

zodiac sign: pisces

height: 1'60m (in this house we don’t do feet)

house: gryffindor (i guess this is beyond R owling but anyways a reminder that i hate her)

last thing i googled: Marrige Story cause i still can’t believe Greta Gerwig is with that dude wtf hasn’t she watched is (autobiographical, let’s admit it) movie?? (i haven’t, but i know enough)

song stuck in my head: Lookalike (Live session) by my boy Conan Gray

follower count: 297 wtf

amount of sleep: i really (really) try for more, but life gets in the way, so 6h tops

lucky number: i don’t really have one, but when i was little i really liked number 2 cause i was born on 24/2/2000

dream job: idk something biology related??? like. on one side i’d really like to be like David Attenborough and just make documentaries, but that’s a little too much and wouldn’t work in today’s world. on the other hand one of the things i enjoy the most is the history behind evolution scientist. with this i mean how every big name, every big idea always gets thrown a lot of shit at first and then they get recognised, yk? i like the part in which they fight. big name vs big name.

Lynn Margulis being married to Carl Sagan till 1964 and then NASA looking for ideas on how to look for ET life in 1965 and her supporting Lovelock’s Gaia Hypothesis (biological, tho) against Sagan’s idea (searching for radio signals, was the one they chose). with all this i mean i guess one day i’d like to be as great as them so that a bored kid just reads on their notes ”this two ideas fought for over 30 years, so obviously this scheme doesn’t do it justice” as i did some days ago and just got a huge smile on my face.

wearing: pj’s long sleeved shirt, fleece sweater, wool jumper, leggings, trekking pants and mountain boots. walking the dog in the snow while being in college, baby!

favorite author: i’m not really sorry about this: Maggie Stiefvater. she just gets me.

favorite instrument: i’m afraid i’ve only ever played school flute. but once on semana santa when i was little i was so stubborn i got my parents tu buy me one of those ultra annoying drums and they almost murder me, so there’s that!

aesthetic: hm idk i just try to dress in things that make me happy ? so in these 3 years i’ve been in college i guess i’ve unintentionally started dressing more as my peers so i actually wear the trekking pants and the mountain boots just for fun on the reg. and i’ve always worn printed shirts with like animals or stuff.

favorite song: there’s no way i can choose one. but. i guess i just really like Dead Horse by miss Hayley Williams cause she’s letting go of the rage and we’re here to see it and it’s beautiful and i love her.

favorite animal noise: my dog’s sighs.

random: my parents are photographers and i really don’t tell them cause it would get on their heads, but i actually think they’re really good. and i also take some pictures sometimes, not as often as ppl expect, and then i get super protective and cocky of them (my photos) and every time i’ve criticized every pro photographer i know for doing the same just. flashes before my eyes. but i’ll never admit that on the mortal world.

I’m tagging: @des-etoiles-qui-savent-rire and @eskamtrash

[nagiru]

A Cup of Coffee

Now we jump fandoms again... we already went through DW, Bleach and Persona 5, so we’re now back to anime & mangá with Detective Conan and Magic Kaito. Because I actually spent a long, long time writing Conan stories, wtf.

Ok, soooo... you know how I mentioned that on the Bleach fandom I only ever wrote UraIchi? On the Detective Conan fandom, I only ever wrote KaiShin, so, be warned.

We start this off with A Cup of Coffee, which is possibly my longest Conan story, despite being only 3,9k words long... but, honestly, I decided to start with this one simply because it’s one I have the most pride on, in this fandom.

Ok. So. I said I only ever write KaiShin... which is, to a degree, entirely true, but not always... necessarily... clear. Cuppa Coffee is a short story with three chapters and just the slightest flirting... and that’s it. To be fair, I’m really, really good at not writing angst for this fandom, so there’s that, at least!

In Cuppa Coffee, we have Kaito and Conan, so that’s one of the reasons why this has no actual romance. I didn’t want to write anything romantic with Conan, since he has the body of a child. Kaito does know Conan is Shinichi by the time they... flirt... but it’s still weird, so that’s all they do. While Kaito tries to get Shinichi to agree to go on a date with him once he’s back in his body. That’s... that’s, like, the whole story. The two meeting, talking, maybe-kind-of-slighly flirting, and Kaito trying to convince Shinichi to give him a chance.

(spoiler alert: he succeeds)

So... this story began because I was reading through KaiShin prompts (as designed by Shana_Fujioka on AO3), and saw one that interested me. I tried my hand at it, and... Cuppa Coffee was born, with a coffee-deprived Conan, a Kaitou KID who failed at going undetected from the detective, and several meetings for coffee. And just talk about their shitty lives.

It’s really sweet, all things considered. It’s a pre-slash fic, and the ending was originally more hopeful than happy, but after some prompting from readers, I added what I thought would happen later on, after the story, and it’s now... mostly happy. I didn’t write the post-ending, just my ideas for it, so I guess the “hopeful or happy” debate is up to you, really.

Still... all things considered, this story is so... fluffy and hopeful I’m... having trouble accepting it’s mine? I think I have to reread it a couple times and try to regain my ability to write fluff with no angst, because I’m needing that ability right now, wtf?

Whatever. So! If anyone has an interest in Detective Conan and KidCon/KaiShin, please, be my guest to check it out!

[aokoholmes-blog]

NAME: Lloyd/Avery Love GENDER: I’m a guy but like idk i feel pretty feminine (genderfluid!) EYE COLOR:  GREeN AS FUCK fOR 5 YEARS ThEN BLUE FOR 2 THEN BroWN RN THEY’RE FUCKING GREen AGAIN WTF HAIR COLOR: Broooownnn RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Like technically I have a fiancee and we’re actually that couple that will snug in front of friends always sry not sry sorry

ZODIAC: Cancer!!! FAVORITE COLOR: Purple and blue

FAVORITE SEASON:  ...See I have complaints about all of them but vitamin D literally saves my colon liner because of my disease so i gotta go with summer FAVORITE PLACE:  Cafes, or anywhere I have contact with Rai--i mean home FAVORITE HOLIDAY:  LOVE DAY--tho it feels different now that i have a girlfriend

FAVORITE VIDEO GAME: LoZ: Breath of the Wild(Most player friendly and rewarding)/Persona 5(most emotionally validating and aesthetic)/Tales of Symphonia(most nostalgia)

LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED: Magic Kaito 1412 lookING AT YOU GINZO

WHAT’S YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT YOUR MUSE?  AOKO IS SUCH A PRECIOUS BAE I LOVE HER

WOULD YOU DATE YOUR MUSE?:  HELL YES--might not be happy(because i have to be smitten or i’m not tbh) but she’s the most cinnamon i’d probably fall in  love with her lbr

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE KINDS OF THREADS?: Whatever my partner’s really interested in tbh, i feed off of ooc--like i have countless ideas for literally everything so when a partner gets excited for a thing i can make my brain stop being everywhere and focus on something in particular for once in my life

ARE YOU A SELECTIVE ROLEPLAYER?  Absolutely. On Aoko I won’t be because my muse affects my selectivity! Aoko is really friendly and likes everyone! Shin’s anti social rn so he rps with like 1-4 people depending on his mood(whenever he tries to rp with more people he shuts down), Kid’s social enough but is fairly selective(he craves attention but only from specific muses). Aoko’s just like ? ??  everyone’s cute i dun get it--

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE MUSE? ...Spider :0 --//bRICKED oh you meant of mine um-- whoever has the most interesting interactions going on! I really don’t know--CONE CONE IT’S CONE ahahHAahhaa i forgot shin was cone too 

i have the most fun with conan always, and shin feels he can be freer when he’s cone! (i do love all my muses tho! and i wanna give aoko more of a chance because i’m loving her so far she might become fave) WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO JOIN THE FANDOM?  Satan!

DO YOU SEE YOURSELF STAYING WITH THE FANDOM FOR A LONG TIME?  Rai is here :0

tagged by: bunny!!! tagging: @heisei-lupin , @tanteiikun , @ anyone who wants to!!!