#commitment affirmation tape

[godlytransurfer]

GETTING AND SUSTAINING COMMITMENT - AFFIRMATION TAPE TEMPLATE

Hello my loves, happy new year! To cut it short it has come to my attention that men seem to worship me but “totally DONT” get real weird when there’s serious commitment involved and their friends “totally don’t” start to piss me off and my dates and quality time are “totally not” screwed up, SOooOo I decided to create an “injection” of flipped beliefs towards it, so if ur done with fuckery too, buckle up ur seatbelts!!

If y’all have been here for a while u already know. Go to ReadLoud and pass there onto ur box and adapt as u like. I always choose Sally voice and speed 3.

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Everybody knows that I'm a good person and that I didn't do anything wrong.

Once I decide I want them, they see me in a perfect light forever and only think highly of me.

Everything always goes well for me.

Once I decide I love them, they love me even more and never give up on me.

Once I decide I love them, they love me even more permanently and it never goes away.

Once I decide I want to commit to them, they want to commit to me even more and never give up on me.

Once I decide I want to commit to them, they are sure they want to commit to me immediately and for the rest of their lives.

We want to commit to each other. We are always safe, secure and happy to commit to each other, we are sure of it. And we are not scared because we know only good and amazing things await us as a couple.

We are always able to sustain our commitment and our desired lifestyle with each other.

He always wants the same exact things with me that I do with him.

Once I decide I want them, their friends, family and career always come second to me.

Once I decide I want them, they refuse to be with anyone that isn't me in any way.

Once I decide I want them, they do everything to be around me and live with me.

Once I decide I want them, there is nothing in my way.

Once I decide I want them, everything and everyone brings us together. We get along perfectly and our bond grows even stronger.

Once I decide I want them, we become inseparable and everything goes well for us.

Once I decide I want them, I become their favorite person.

Once I decide I want them, they will do literally anything to be with me and our relationship becomes the number one priority to them.

Once I decide I want them, nothing is more important than me to them and they act like it.

Once I decide I want them, I'm the only one they like, love, want, are attracted to and connect with.

Once I decide I want them, I'm the only one they need.

Once I decide I want them, we automatically belong together and no one can take my place.

Once I decide I want them, they can't be taken from me.

Once I decide I want them, everyone and everything else is nothing compared to me.

Once I decide I want them, everyone and everything else is a joke compared to me.

Once I decide I want them, they gladly and immediately abandon everything that doesn't serve our relationship.

Once I decide I want them, they don't care about anyone but me.

Once I decide I want them, they want me even more and nothing nor anyone can change their mind about staying with me.

Once I decide I want them, nothing nor anyone can keep them away from me.

Once I decide I want them, they can't get enough of me.

Once I decide I care for them, they care for me even more and consistently prove it to me. 

Once I decide I care for them, me and our relationship is all they care about.

They always want to support me and it brings them joy to take care of me.

I am never asking for too much. People will gladly do anything for me above all things.

Once I decide I want them, they always put in consistent effort into me and into our relationship.

Once I decide I want them, they're always respectful, sweet and affectionate to me. They always treat me like a god and they always appreciate me.

One I decide I want them, I only get the best treatment from them.

Once I decide I want them, they're super clingy towards me in all the ways that I love.

Once I decide I want them, they'll do anything to adapt and become the best partner for me.

Once I decide I want them, they'll do anything to make me happy because making me happy makes them happy.

Once I decide I want them, they want to be with me and talk to me 24/7 and our conversations and time together are always great.

Once I decide I want them, they know I am the best for them and they invest in me.

Once I decide I want them, they're always honest and transparent with me. We know we can trust each other.

Once I decide I want them, they are my rock.

Once we commit to each other, we are each other's rocks. We bring each other peace, stability, happiness and we fulfill each other's needs perfectly. I'm the only one who can do that for them.

They know I'm the real deal, I was born with it and no one else can replicate it.

Once I decide I want them and we're committed to each other, they're always super romantic towards me and we're each other's best friends.

Once I decide I want them and we're committed to each other, I am the closest person to them on all levels.

Once I decide I want them, I am extremely attractive to them on all aspects.

Everything about me is always attractive and lovable, specially to them.

Once I decide I want them, they want to stay by my side forever no matter what.

Once I decide I want them, they'll do literally anything to be with me, to stay with me and to be my husband.

Once I decide I want them, they are literally convinced I'm their one and only soulmate and the best thing that has ever happened to them and no one else matters but me.

Once I decide I want them, nothing nor anyone has power over them but me.

And once I commit to them and we're committed to each other, they keep that energy and dynamic with me forever.

[goodgirl4daddy4evr]

Hypnotized lesbian sucks Priest off before her wedding

Tw: religious abuse. Are you gay? Have you been told you're going to hell for being gay? Does that trigger you?

I was given this prompt by @kingofobsidian 🥵

I was getting ready for my big day. I wasn't sure it would ever come. Or include me in a dress, marrying another woman in a dress, in her family's church. Her parents took her to a very open and affirming church that my soon to be wife felt safe coming out in when she was a teenager and now felt joy to return to so we could celebrate our love. I hadn't been to church in a while but we'd been doing counseling with the priest in preparation for marriage. He was so nice, I really felt like I could be open with him about my fears and insecurities. It helped us talk about them as a couple. We each would have our own recordings to listen to about marriage and the commitment we were making. I would always zone out listening though so I'm not sure how helpful they really were. My finance felt the same.

I was in the recreational area bathroom when I asked my maid of honor and friends to give me some time alone to reflect. My strapless dress was not staying up over my titties that well, we had to use some tape and I was fiddling with it when I noticed it in the mirror again. I'm startled out my headspace of frustration at my chest's incompatibility with strapless tops when there's a knock at the bathroom door. "Hello, Becki? It's Father Tom. I just wanted to check in on you. May I come in?"

I look at myself in the mirror, my bleached blonde hair half up, and share a confused look with myself before turning towards the door. Father Tom looked like he always did, all in black with his white collar poking out. Now that I think about, I don't remember if he has to change too. He smiles and chuckles, looking at my chest.

"Oh Becki, your dress is a little lopsided."

"Ugh, is it really that noticeable?" I turn back to the mirror and inspect the dress while I notice my worried look. Father Tom comes up behind me and I don't notice he's reaching out to touch me until he is. I look up in the mirror to see him tower above me and his hands on my shoulders. His eyes are starting at my titties in the mirror.

As if his stares could cause it, the tape finally unstuck on one side and most of my left titty popped out.

"Oh my God!" I cover my nipple. I look at him. I turn around. "Oh my- my- ah I'm sorry Father! I'm sorry I just- I'm just sorry!"

His hands came to lay on my back now and he's smiling again. "Oh Becki, sweet girl, you have nothing to apologize for." He looks into my eyes very intensely while mine are searching his face for an answer as to why.

"Remember, Becki? Remember?"

And that's when I drop my hand. I do remember. I look into Father Tom's eyes. They look so deep.

"Don't you remember, Becki? From your recordings? You know what marriage between two women is about don't you? Don't you remember, Becki?"

"It's about serving cocks together. It's when lesbians become a package deal for superior men. Women can't satisfy each other's needs. Only cock can."

"Ohh yes, you do remember, Becki."

That's when I feel myself pushed to the floor on my knees looking up at the first man I would ever service. In my wedding dress. Waiting for him to marry me to another woman.

He's unbuckling his belt as he speaks. "Now Becki, this will be just your first taste of cock. You'll be coming back every week for your sacrament, Becki, I want you to remember." His thumb rubs on my lower lip. "Now Becki, remember those recordings? I want you to think back to what they said, Becki."

"Start slow first. Lick all up and down. The wetter the better. Suck on the head. Suck on the balls. Use your hands. Open your throat."

He pets my hair before taking out his cock. I can't believe it. It's so much bigger than I thought they could be! It's like big tits! Big cocks only exist in porn! But I have big tits. Oh my god, do regular men have big cocks?

"Becki, remember..."

Father Tom moves his cock closer to my face I can't stop staring at it, it's so beautiful and I want it in my mouth so bad. I wanna suck and slobber all over it and suck his cum out so he put it all over my tits. I bounce and grind as I move forward and grab the base of his cock to lick all over his cock and get him nice and wet for my mouth.

"Oh! Becki I'm so glad your training took. I'll have to talk to your new wife after I marry you. Make sure her training took as well. You're both so beautiful. Made for taking cock. To marry you both would be sin if I did not claim you for my own. You thoughtless women denying your purposes. You should be grateful that I've saved your souls. I'm going to bless you with my holy seed and you'll need to receive this sacrament daily."

I look up with my big eyes, "Thank you, Father." and I take him in my mouth. I suck on the tip of his cock with my hand rubbing the base. I swirl my tongue around his head, tracing the part right where the head meets the shaft. When he puts his hand on the back of my head I suck him deeper. And deeper. And then my hand doesn't fit. I bob my head sucking from as close to the base as I can get to the bottom on the head and up and down and up and down. And hold. And up and down and up and down and up down. And hold.

It's when I start to juggle his balls that he grabs my head with two hands and begins to thrust in earnest. I finally understand what facefucking is. He's just using my mouth. Using my mouth to cum. He thrusts and thrusts and slows down and rolls his hips and thrusts and thrusts. Both my titties have fallen out of my dress and drool is dripping onto them from my mouth. My eyes are starting to water and it's starting to hurt. I'm making all these noises choking on his cock, looking up at him. He's staring at me.

"Look at me, Becki, look at me. Look at the man that has saved you. You will be blessed! Ohhh I'm putting it on your tits! I'm putting it on your tits!"

He lets go and I cough and gasp and catch my breath and look at him as he rubs his cock and lines up his cock head in the middle of my cleavage.

"In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, take your daily blessing, and may it cleanse you."

He unloaded his milky gooey white cream all over my flushed red titties. Spurt after spurt came out, more than I thought was supposed to happen. After he finished milking his cock I held up my titties to show off to him and he put his cock between my titties and rubbed his cum around.

"Ohh Becki, my child, I'm so glad I saved your soul for the Kingdom of Heaven."

He takes a step back and pulls out his phone from his pocket. I'm a little dazed when I hear the camera sound.

He chuckles "Now we can clean you up for your bride. Let's fix that dress."

[doomandgloomfromthetomb]

The Minutemen - The Channel, Boston, Massachusetts, July 22, 1984

The Minutemen's Double Nickels on the Dime hit the 40 year mark recently. By everything that is holy, there should be a commemorative box set that celebrates and expands upon this classic double LP. But no! As ever, curse you, Greg Ginn! In the meanwhile, the Quietus just published a great appreciation by Stewart Smith:

A glorious affirmation of working-class creativity, The Minutemen’s Double Nickels on the Dime is a left-modernist epic that draws inspiration from James Joyce’s Ulysses, post punk, free jazz, country and folk. Tearing through 47 tracks in just under 80 minutes, the trio of guitarist D. Boon, bassist Mike Watt and drummer George Hurley present a vision of punk that is stylistically plural, politically committed, humane, earthy and absurd, all underpinned by an econo philosophy that remains an inspiration to DIY artists forty years later. Like Ulysses, Double Nickels is a cosmopolitan work of art that draws great strength from the community its authors came from. But while Joyce had to leave Dublin in order to write his masterpiece, The Minutemen made a point of staying in San Pedro, a working-class port at the southern edge of Los Angeles. 

For a soundtrack, dig a killer tape of The Minutemen econo-jamming their way through a powerful set in Boston just a few weeks after Double Nickels hit the racks. This ain't no picnic!

[minhosbitterriver]

🫐 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐖 ( p1harmony )

❛ In which you undergo a profoundly personal transformation with the support of your doting boyfriend, Jongseob.

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐛 + trans boy reader ೯ ( 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 )

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.6k 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞: 6 mins

꒰ 💌 ꒱ ミ Definitely at the very top of my favorite pieces I've worked on, it was so incredibly self-indulgent (I'm masc non-binary, for context). Am I the only one who gets insane gender envy whenever I look at him? Anyway, this piece was requested by my wonderful 🩷 Anon! Feedback and reblogs are always appreciated! Requests are currently open! Enjoy! ── ( 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 )

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Established relationship, Y/N recently came out as a trans guy, Jongseob cuts your hair, non-sexual partial nudity, Jongseob helps you put on your new trans-tape, mentions of anxiety and relief, extremely soft fluff.

( 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ) ( 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ) ( 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 ) ( 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 )

꒰ 🫙 ꒱ ミ Tip Jar!

Your formerly long hair lies scattered on the bathroom floor, a silent testament to the transformative act that has just taken place. The once familiar cascade of locks is now a mere memory, replaced by a new, lighter version of yourself. Your gaze meets the mirror, and you are confronted with an image that is almost foreign yet curiously comforting. There is something soothing about the new reflection, a symbol of change and renewal that resonates deeply within you.

Jongseob stands behind you, his presence a steady anchor amidst the sea of change. His eyes are soft with a mixture of care and concentration as his fingers navigate through your wet hair. He holds a pair of scissors with a gentle grip, every snip measured and deliberate. The usual meticulousness he brings to everything is evident in the way he trims your hair, his subtle anxiety betraying his desire for perfection. It’s clear he wants this moment to be as perfect for you as it is significant, his love and attention to detail blending seamlessly into his every movement.

On your bed, the brand new roll of trans tape he’d ordered online sits untouched in its packaging. It is a tangible reminder of the heartfelt surprise Jongseob prepared for you after you confided your greatest secret to him. The gesture, though seemingly small, carries a weight of emotional significance—a symbol of his unwavering support and the deep bond you both share. It is a testament to his understanding and acceptance, a touching affirmation of his commitment to stand by you through every step of your journey.

As Jongseob finishes the impromptu haircut, a grin spreads across his face, reflecting in the mirror. His hands gently scrunch up your freshly cut hair, molding it into soft curls that will dry into a new shape. The satisfaction in his expression is palpable, his pride in the results evident as he admires his handiwork. The moment is imbued with a sense of shared triumph and intimacy, a celebration of not just a physical transformation but the deepening of your relationship—a bond that has grown stronger through vulnerability and trust.

“What do you think?” Jongseob asks, his voice floating in from a realm that feels almost distant compared to the whirlwind of emotions you are experiencing. The question hangs in the air, mingling with the sound of your pounding heart, which feels as though it might escape from your chest at any moment. The change in your appearance, marked by the dramatic reduction in your hair's length, has an almost liberating effect. It feels as though a heavy burden has been lifted, replaced by a newfound lightness and freedom.

As you turn to face Jongseob, your face lights up with a smile that seems to stretch wider than you ever thought possible. It’s a genuine, unrestrained expression of joy and relief, radiating across your features with an intensity that is both beautiful and profound. The act of hugging Jongseob tightly becomes a physical manifestation of the immense gratitude and affection you feel for him. It’s a silent thank you wrapped in the warmth of your embrace, a way of conveying the depth of your emotional release and the significance of his support.

In that tight hug, you find solace and a shared moment of triumph, your new look symbolizing not just a change in appearance but a step towards embracing a truer version of yourself. Jongseob’s presence, so close and reassuring, anchors you in this moment of personal victory, making it all the more meaningful. The joy and relief you feel are mirrored in the closeness of your embrace, a tender affirmation of the bond that strengthens with each shared experience.

The remnants of your once long hair lie scattered across the bathroom tiles, a silent testament to the transformation that has just taken place. As you peel off your shirt, revealing your bare torso, you feel a sense of liberation. The act of shedding your clothes, like the shedding of your hair, symbolizes a deeper release, an embrace of your truest self.

Jongseob is absorbed in the task of unwrapping the trans tape, his voice a soothing murmur as he explains the proper way to use it. His words flow continuously, a gentle reminder of his care and dedication, but your focus drifts with each step he takes closer to you. The proximity of his presence is comforting, though it makes it hard to concentrate on anything but the fluttering emotions within you.

Every now and then, Jongseob steals a kiss on your cheeks and jaw, each touch tender and affectionate. The gentle press of his lips against your skin makes you giggle, the sound light and joyful. He carefully tapes the fabric onto your chest, his movements deliberate and attentive. You watch him through the full-length mirror you own, observing the way his expressions shift with concentration and care.

By the time Jongseob finishes his task, you are overwhelmed by a surge of emotion. The euphoric difference the tape makes is almost too much to contain, and you find yourself pushing back tears. The sight of your new appearance, paired with Jongseob’s loving attention, brings an intense wave of relief and happiness. The emotional weight of the moment is palpable, a mixture of joy and gratitude that touches the core of your being.

“You look so handsome,” Jongseob whispers into your ear, his breath warm and intimate against your skin. He stands behind you, his arms encircling your waist in a loving embrace. As you catch glimpses of him through the mirror, his eyes are alight with a depth of love and admiration that makes your heart flutter uncontrollably. The intensity of his gaze and the sincerity of his words make it impossible for you to maintain eye contact, and you find yourself looking away, overwhelmed by a soaring sense of joy.

Without waiting for a response, Jongseob moves towards your bed, where your carefully chosen outfit lies neatly. He picks up your brand new shirt with a sense of purpose, his movements smooth and deliberate. As he helps you put it on, the sight of your chest appearing flatter and more aligned with your true self fills you with an overwhelming emotion. The change is profound, and the reality of it tugs at your heartstrings, causing tears to well up uncontrollably.

Jongseob holds you close, his words a gentle, repetitive murmur that reassures you of his pride and admiration. “I’m so proud of you,” he repeats, each phrase infused with genuine affection. As he kisses the side of your head repeatedly, the touch of his lips is both soothing and affirming, reinforcing the bond you share and the significance of the moment. His tender embrace and heartfelt praise become a sanctuary, enveloping you in a cocoon of love and validation as you navigate the depth of your emotions.

As you finish dressing, you find yourself captivated by your new, masculine appearance. The reflection in the mirror reveals a transformation that feels both affirming and exhilarating. Your gaze is interrupted when Jongseob excuses himself into the bathroom, carrying his familiar backpack filled with spare clothes. The wait feels interminable, each minute stretching into what feels like an hour as anticipation builds.

When Jongseob finally emerges, the sight before you brings tears to your eyes all over again. His long blond hair has been styled into whimsical space-buns, adding a touch of playful charm to his look. He’s applied white mascara and a hint of blush, enhancing his features with a subtle yet striking glow. The pink sunglasses perched on his nose add a splash of color and fun. He wears a black and white striped sweater, its distressed holes lending it a well-loved, worn feel. Completing the ensemble is a long, flowy black skirt that swirls gracefully with each movement.

Jongseob’s grin is a mixture of excitement and nervousness, a reflection of his own emotional journey. As you take in his transformed appearance, you feel an overwhelming surge of affection and admiration. You rush to embrace him tightly, the hug conveying a depth of emotion that words alone cannot capture. “You look so beautiful,” you tell him, your voice filled with heartfelt sincerity.

His cheeks flush with a rosy blush at your compliment, the effect of your words visibly touching him. The warmth of his blush and the radiance of his smile combine to create a moment of shared joy and mutual admiration. The connection between you is palpable, the exchange of affirmations deepening the bond you share and celebrating the beauty of each other's true selves.

With both of you ready, you set out for a nearby park, the anticipation of the evening adding a lightness to your steps. The park, bathed in the golden hues of the setting sun, provides a picturesque backdrop for your picnic. You find a cozy spot on the grass, spreading out your blanket and settling in.

As you begin to enjoy the picnic, the conversation flows effortlessly between you. There’s a natural ease in your dialogue, a comfortable rhythm that makes the moments feel both intimate and joyous. The simple pleasure of feeding each other blueberries becomes a delightful ritual, the small, sweet bursts of flavor adding to the sense of shared contentment.

The sun dips lower on the horizon, casting a warm, amber glow over the park. The soft light reflects off Jongseob’s face, highlighting his features with a gentle radiance. Each laugh and smile is amplified by the serene setting, the beauty of the moment enriched by the perfect harmony of your company and the tranquil surroundings.

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[shybunnie20]

These are some thoughts I had about Eddie and Dustin’s friendship while listening to Black Sabbath’s Die Young. Plus a little video edit

Warning: Recounts of Eddie’s death, swearing

Perched atop the roof of the Munson trailer, Dustin bangs his head along to “Master of Puppets,” perfectly in sync with the whining amp beside him. It’s ingrained, thanks to Eddie, who introduced him to a different world of music. Eddie entrusted the younger boy with his cherished tapes, and Dustin wore them out, eager to report back with what songs he took a liking to.

Eddie’s bedroom was a sanctuary of sound where he assumed the role of mentor, guiding Dustin through the labyrinth of famous riffs and lyrics. Eddie was a purist, a devotee of the raw power of metal. He kept Dustin well-versed in the history of it and made sure that he understood that mainstream bands like AC/DC, Mötley Crüe, and KISS—while undeniably popular—fail to embody the true spirit of heavy music.

Eddie took it upon himself to school Dustin in the art of headbanging, imparting the proper technique. He demonstrated how to get the most movement out of their curly hair without completely fucking up their necks. Even so, pulling a muscle is a right of passage.

Dustin has never been one to shy away from being himself, and in Eddie, he found an older reflection. Eddie faces plenty of adversity being misunderstood, poor, and a failed graduate twice over. Despite that, he remains true to himself. In Dustin's eyes, he's the most badass motherfucker because he has heart.

Eddie sought out Dustin in the lunchroom, recognizing his younger self in him. He embraced Dustin wholeheartedly before they even learned each other’s names. Eddie shattered the assumption that high school has to be bleak for outcasts.

All of those moments have led to this. Eddie, whose light had shone blindingly, has been torn from the sky and lies on the cold ground. Gasping for breath with blood-stained lips, he insists that Dustin can become the man he can no longer be. 

Eddie gradually dims while wrapped in his friend’s embrace. With his dying breaths, Eddie pleads for Dustin to promise that he’ll lead their friends. With the agony of mortality closing in on Eddie, Dustin affirms his commitment to finding the strength to go on.

It’s a bitter pill to swallow, but Eddie needs Dustin to know that he believes in him. Dungeons and Dragons isn’t merely a pastime—it’s their haven. Hellfire Club is a family bound not by blood, but they’re family all the same.

Dustin nods, his cheeks wet as the tears roll from them. He isn’t sure that he can keep his word, not when Eddie is sputtering his parting ones. Amidst the thundering pulse in his ears and the sky, Dustin takes on the burden of etching every tremor of Eddie’s final utterances to memory. Each fleeting second slips away as the grains of sand cascade within the crystal confines of time. 

Eddie is more than someone Dustin shares memories with, and the moment Eddie’s heart stills, he has become one himself. Eddie is now a memory devoid of breath and a heartbeat, a distant echo of what once was. Yet, Dustin will remain steadfast in his resolve to resuscitate the essence of who Eddie was.

While he never got the chance to showcase his talent for more than a few drunks at The Hideout, Eddie did get to play for Dustin. He got to headline the most metal concert in the history of the world with his best friend.

Eddie the Freak, Eddie the Banished, Eddie the Remembered.

★My Masterlist

[south-of-heaven]

Hello, can you do a Nikki Bella request when Nikki proposes to reader after their match on Monday night raw or Friday night smack down pls, thnx u❤️

Through it all || Nikki Bella x Reader

Summary: Nikki has something special to ask you after the taping of RAW.

The arena buzzed with the aftermath of an intense tag match—victory was finally yours after multiple grueling bouts against AJ Lee and Tamina. As the cameras faded to black and the opponents made their exit, the air was charged with a mix of adrenaline and relief.

You and Nikki stood in the center of the ring, the remnants of the battle still lingering around you. A victorious smile graced your lips as you basked in the glory of your hard-fought win, celebrating the triumph with Nikki by your side.

But then, in a moment that caught you completely off guard, Nikki's demeanor shifted. She locked eyes with you, a glint of determination mixed with an inexplicable nervousness shining in her gaze. Before you could even process what was happening, she knelt down on one knee, the world around you fading into the background.

Your heart raced as Nikki's voice cut through the air, her words filled with unwavering certainty and vulnerability. "I know we've had our battles, our victories and defeats, but through it all, one thing has remained constant—I love you more than anything in this world. Will you marry me?"

A whirlwind of emotions swept through you—shock, joy, and an overwhelming surge of love. The arena's noise seemed to fade into a distant hum as all attention centered on Nikki and the raw, heartfelt declaration hanging in the air.

Tears welled up in your eyes as you nodded, unable to find words amidst the overwhelming emotions. But your heart sang with a resounding 'yes', a resolute affirmation that echoed through the quiet moments that followed.

Nikki slipped a ring onto your finger, a symbol of love and commitment that sparkled in the arena lights. She rose to her feet, pulling you into a tender embrace, sealing the moment with a kiss that spoke volumes—a promise of a future filled with love and shared victories.

The cheering of the crowd in the background became a symphony of celebration, resonating with the joy of the moment. Surrounded by the euphoria of the win and the depth of Nikki's heartfelt proposal, you knew that this victory, this moment, would forever be etched in your memory as the start of a new chapter—a testament to the love that had conquered all battles, leading to a lifelong journey together.

[nico-esoterica]

I approach how I personally manifest as seeing it as an investment that's going to inevitably pay off. Every thought I have about it is going into that investment.

Whether you think you 'can' or 'can't' do something or if it's possible or not..that's contributing to it materializing or never materializing and only getting signs validating how it's all nonsense (people w/ negative experiences like love spells backfiring, dangerous outcomes, etc) or that it works. I always see the latter.

That's all a reflection of what you've mentally invested. You can be emotional or frustrated because emotions don't manifest something on their own since those are fleeting. It's what you've consistently committed to telling yourself.

'This is bullshit.' - Yes, it is. 'This isn't working.' - Yes, it isn't. 'This is going to work.' - Yes, it will. 'I have this now.' - Yes, you do.

It's my buffer against wondering 'where' things are. I've evolved to trust to know that it's gonna show up eventually. Lately, I've been working to make everything instantly. But if it's not in that moment or day, I'm not tripping. I just trust that all of the positive thoughts I have supporting the story I want will compound and materialize.

Because you're always investing in something. You can't turn it off. Thinking good things can't ever happen to you, that you're always the one left out, that the other shoe eventually has to fall off, etc. All of that is negative conditioning we've absorbed for years that's just going to play by default because we're used to it. That's committing to negative outcomes we don't want.

By rerouting those thoughts with better ones, you're investing in the outcomes you want and align with. But it's something you have to get used to doing. That's why so many people love subliminals and affirmation tapes to take the work out of it. But they're not going to mean much if you keep choosing a shitty story anyway.

But me? I'll always choose to invest in the best for myself moving forward.

[mademoisellevixen]

𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓 + 𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 🎸˚｡𖦹☆°‧⋆

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A little background about me and my works ✮

Greetings, beloved souls. I am Vixen, and I am thrilled to introduce my new subliminal channel. With a wealth of experience in crafting energy-field audios, subliminals, and affirmation tapes for both myself and my loved ones, I bring a deep understanding of the intricacies of the subconscious mind. Over the past year, I’ve dedicated myself to researching the most effective methods for crafting subliminal scripts. I’ve found that simplicity paired with detailed affirmations resonates most powerfully with my subconscious, as well as with many others.

What distinguishes my work is the meticulous energy charging infused into each creation from several sources. Drawing from my spiritual practice, I incorporate elements such as light languages and collaboration with certain deities that resonate with me. Rest assured, my work is free from witchcraft or spells, except for specific paid offerings that undergo extensive charging as well. Not only that, but I have invested in some better quality audio softwares and text-to-speech tools to aid me in my subliminal making journey. As a practitioner of energy work and various spiritual modalities, I am committed to ensuring the utmost effectiveness and safety of my creations for all who use them.

First public subliminal ✮

𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄'𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄: 𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎 ꩜ .ᐟ

Introducing my latest luck subliminal, freshly crafted and ready to share with the world. While I’ve explored numerous subliminal topics in the past, I’ve honed in on a formula that incorporates a holistic approach to luck manifestation. This subliminal not only targets luck but also ensures that events align in your favor and facilitates the simultaneous manifestation of your desires.

In the creation of this potent subliminal, I’ve collaborated with the divine energy of Goddess Fortuna to infuse it with powerful benefits and energy. It’s important to note that my subliminals do not involve witchcraft or spells; instead, I focus solely on healing frequencies (such as 432Hz), intensive energy work, and the use of light language.

Upon listening, the subliminal’s effects will activate within you, growing stronger with each use. To amplify its transformative power, I’ve incorporated the properties of Green Aventurine, a crystal renowned for enhancing luck and fortune. Additionally, I’ve looped @NightmareKing33’s Shangri-La / The Third Seal subliminal while creating this masterpiece, ensuring its potency.

‼️Please refrain from bundling, stealing, or speeding up my works, as these actions can render them ineffective or disrupt the embedded energies, potentially leading to negative side effects. However, you’re welcome to download and enjoy them at your own pace.

Benefits ✮

Read the whole document first before asking questions. Subliminal includes god affirmations so use it only if you are comfortable. You can use this for literally EVERYTHING you could imagine, whether it is for general luck enhancing to entering the void state. It is literally versatile.

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Paid version of this subliminal ✮

As mentioned earlier, I’m excited to offer a paid version of this subliminal for those seeking an even more potent experience. The paid version boasts additional layers, maximum charging, and includes a vocalized spell for enhanced effectiveness. Additionally, I’m offering a personalized option where your name can be included for a truly customized experience. Please note, however, that I’m not currently accepting requests for personalized subliminals, affirmation tapes, or energy field audios due to the extensive time required for each creation.

A word of caution: it’s essential to experiment with my public subliminals first before considering a purchase, as results can vary from person to person. If you’re ready to elevate your results to the next level, feel free to reach out to me through the following platforms:

Email: mademoisellevixenn@gmail.com

Tumblr: @mademoisellevixen

Discord: @kimiko_kiki_

Some extra surprises for you ✮

As my subliminal channel is still in its early stages, I’m excited to offer you a special incentive for subscribing. I’ve poured my energy into creating and utilizing my manifestation journal, often referred to as a ‘wish book’. This journal has been meticulously charged with specific energies and attunements to aid in manifesting desires, complemented by the use of sigils and the inclusion of several servitors.

For those who subscribe to my YouTube channel, I’ll extend a unique opportunity: a free ‘wish’. Simply follow my channel, then screenshot and send me a direct message confirming your subscription. In return, I’ll write down your name (real or pseudonymous, as long as I’m attuned to it) along with one wish of yours. Please note, while this offering is a powerful tool for manifestation, it’s important to understand that it’s not a guaranteed means of fulfilling your desires.

Ending notes ✮

Thank you for taking the time to read my post. This is just the beginning of my subliminal creation journey. I am excited to share that I will be making other types of audios, including energy fields and affirmation tapes, on my YouTube channel. I hope you can support me on this journey. Thank you once again, and may your dreams manifest into reality 🖤

~Vixen ⭑

[extraordinaryhistories]

#5 – 'Demetrius' (A Sun Came, 1998)

In this project, I have generally attempted to keep my expression of personal, subjective opinions on Sufjan’s music well within reason. A quick glance at any relevant online message-board would show that there is a wide diversity of opinion around his discography; some people love certain songs I dislike and dislike certain songs I love. I never wanted my writing to be totally prescriptive. The point was to explore the story of Sufjan – what do his music, his lyrics, the trajectory of his albums tell us about themselves, and about his trajectory as an artist? Every song is to be appreciated on its own terms. The wretched ‘I’ would only be a secondary consideration, included to add some colour here, some light there. Certainly I would be pleased to express my particular admiration for a song – and this is Sufjan, so I really do admire most of them.

With ‘Demetrius’, I fear I cannot help myself. This song is my least favourite Sufjan Stevens song. It is horrible. Utterly horrible.

The most credit I can give to ‘Demetrius’ is that it is certainly aware of its own horribleness, and actively leans into it. The implicit sardonicism of so much of A Sun Came is at an absolute nadir here. This song wants to be ugly and it achieves its aim. But unlike a song like ‘Satan’s Saxophones’, ‘Rice Pudding’ or even the much-later ‘Saturn’, it is not particularly noisy or dense, and so there is very little catharsis to be found in its leaden, dissonant guitar riff, its tremolo-laden backing vocals, its intentionally jarring solo. It even features an attempt at a conventional vocal melody that might have been served decently with a different accompaniment. ‘Demetrius’ is so blatantly unmusical, and yet it just sort of... washes over you. A song like this should punch, but instead it just shrugs – it is a sloppy, humid wet blanket of a thing that without fail makes my skin crawl. You don’t feel battered by it; you just feel violated.

Of note is that ‘Demetrius’ is really two songs combined into a single unit. There’s the slacker rock first half, and then there’s the second half, probably the single most offensive thing to ever make it on a Sufjan album, an inauthentic pastiche of Arabic folk music written and performed – terribly – by a Caucasian man from upstate Michigan. Now, listen. I do not want to feign outrage. I am aware that the female singer in this part, Ghadeer Yasser, has Arabic heritage; it clearly had her blessing and her input. The intent is in the right place. This does not change the fact that it is a terribly arranged piece of music (to my ears), a section that gives an abysmal impression of Arabic music to the inexperienced listener. Arabic folk music is some of the most spiritual, grand, soul-affirming music you will ever hear (listen to Fairuz, or Umm Kulthum, and bask in its splendour.) ‘Demetrius’ is not that. The woodwind line, repeating incessantly across the Arabic section, might be the most annoying melody that Sufjan has ever committed to tape, and the half-hearted rock interjections – a burst of feedback here, a clumsy drum fill there – only worsen things. When the song finally crashes into a wall of organ and cymbal noise, there is no sentiment left to feel but relief. Tetelestai!

Lyrically, ‘Demetrius’ is more surreal, indistinct Greco-Romanry on an album full of it. There are references to an archer and to Bactrian kings, but it never forms into coherent narrative, and the second verse is more concerned with forcing improbable rhymes than anything compelling. The point being that there is very little in ‘Demetrius’ to properly latch on to. You will not find anything in the music, and you certainly will not find anything in the lyrics. I hear a song like ‘Demetrius’ and all I think is ‘...why?’ Why was this necessary? What does it bring into the world? I suppose the natural rejoinder is ‘why not?’ But I have never heard a Sufjan song that fails to justify its own existence quite like this one. If you enjoy liquorice, waterboarding, waiting rooms, Mrs. Brown’s Boys or getting stabbed repeatedly in the face, this is the song for you.

[r0gue-taxidermy]

Hey trans ppl part.2 of trans support and education here’s some binder brands and recommendations :3

1. Spectrum outfitters !!

Originally a uk brand I’ve had two binders from them and they are very well made!!! As a dude with a bigger chest these are my favorite so far, I’ve had mine for about a year and I’ve experienced no ripped seems and my ribs feel fine with binding for long, different sizing guide so please measure before buying

2. Underworks

When I first got it :

Personally I ordered one that didn’t fit so I’m not super super sure on long term but there size guide is alittle confusing but the binder is NOT soft it’s actually very stratchy and tough but I’ve heard great things about them

Tested:

I lost some weight and now can fit it and it’s actually comfortable and is stretchier than I thought , the skin tone is definitely not matching mine but it’s pretty alright, binds very well can get itchy and can dig in to my sides more because of the tighter back panel

3. Trans tape or T tape

Works really well in my opinion, requires a learning curve and is very dependent on body type when it comes to buying and applying and flatness, great for dysphoria I love trans tape for the aspect of going shirtless it’s very comfortable and has no impact on ribs. Can be painful to remove or wear if not removed or applied right. I have scars from removing it wrong and can take a while to get used to. On the more expensive side for constant wear around 20$ a roll including shipping

4. GC2B:

my first ever binder was from them and it was okay. After a few wears it became super torn and ripped, the back panel got very weak and didn’t bind well and hurt my ribs, more expensive and from what I’ve heard has become very unsafe. I would avoid them for binders in the future because they are so much more low quality and harmful than others from personal experience

5.trans guy supply binder

So I bought the mid tank binder in XL for 30$ and it was alright, it would roll up at the bottom and felt like a bra and made me pretty dysphoric because it would fit like a sports bra and not bind well because it was not made for bigger chests and was pretty unsatisfying

As always if you have any questions my inbox is always open and my asks are open as well if you want to ask Anon!! Have a amazing day and thank you for reading all this

[saintofdaggers]

hey boy. curious what you think perez's reaction was when she learned strahm had died? k thanx <3

absolutely losing my mind at getting called "hey boy," thanks for the weirdly flippant gender affirming greeting lmao <3

anyway! that's a question I think about a lot, but it kind of depends on how you interpret their dynamic. as far as I recall, the movies never really make it clear whether she was fully aware by the time she and Erickson showed Hoffman the Baxter tape analysis. (mind you... I have so many bones to pick with Saw VI it's practically a skeleton, so I don't revisit it as often as I do Saw 04 and Saw V, and I have the memory of a goldfish.) my thought is that she definitely suspected Strahm was dead by that point, because he did pretty much disappear. I've always read their dynamic as being pretty close for coworkers, so I think she would be really upset, especially considering that he never found out she survived the events of Saw IV. I doubt she would have a full-on breakdown at the thought of Strahm getting killed by Hoffman, but she'd obviously be shocked and horrified, especially with the knowledge that Hoffman framed him for crimes he would never commit. (I could write an essay on Strahm's warped sense of morality but I do hope we agree that he wouldn't do all that shit.) I also think she would probably blame herself at least a little for withholding the news of her survival even if it was Erickson's idea, because she knows him well enough to be aware that losing her, getting Sawtrapped himself and then getting kicked off the Jigsaw case must have been what drove him to the actions that got him killed. and this is why her dying in VI upsets me (aside from the needlessly violent fridging she gets ofc. Saw writers I'm in your fucking walls) because she died knowing she'd never be able to stop Hoffman and clear her partner's name.

in conclusion, thanks for sending me this emotionally destroying ask, I love crying over Strahm and Perez at 10 AM

[manifestingwithnina]

im happy im staying committed to this.

affirmation tape for the past 8 hrs. only 1hr & 15 min to go

[sassenashsworld]

WIP Wednesday, baby! (even if it's sunday)

Tagged by @totally-not-deacon!! Gonna tag : @maccreadysbaby, @jasmineofthecommonwealth, @derinthescarletpescatarian because even if you're not in my Fallout community I know you are an amazing author and... yeah, as I am bold, I will be bold to the brim : @chadfallout76podcast

If @badastronaut27, @atombonniebaby, and @willinglyghoulified want to make my day.... feel free!

Now for my part... I like to write scene between Danse and Nick. They have a kind of torturous relation where each other doesn't dare to said out loud they respect each other... but they are

Danse is no longer subtle; he gestures with his hand and surely he wants to be discreetly asking me to get closer, but I believe that if our two friends weren't so preoccupied, they wouldn't have missed it. Before I join him, I apologize to Sturges and Nora. He pushes me inside Nora's house and slams the door behind him, as if he's worried that someone has been following us. His actions are becoming increasingly odd. "Was that— 

"I have committed a grievous error." Born or being involved with the Brotherhoods? He walks around the room nervously, passing his hands one after the other through his hair, as if he can't determine which one will calm him down. I light a cigarette and settle calmly on the couch. "What kind of mistake?" I ask him without looking up. He pulls a holotape from his pocket. I admit that for a brief minute, I was at a loss for words. How did he get hold of that? Which of these is it? Then I notice something strange. It's not one of Eddie Winter's or Jonathan's holotapes. It's one I've never seen before, I believe.

"I-I-I… It inadvertently escaped from Nora's bag. I surmised that it had some connection with the Railroad. I am aware that she is currently engaged in handling the situation, and I have been instructed to dutifully divulge any pertinent information— 

"Ready to betray a dear friend?" That I sardonically let down. "This is irrelevant." "I consider it is an extremely important matter. Are you truly willing to sell the Rail Road, knowing how valuable it is to your friend?" He sinks into the sofa and places the holotape on the living room table. 'Hi honey!' is now totally legible to me. In the land of no-joy, it does smell horrible. "All right, moral question number two for later. Is this from Nate?" "Affirmative. Initially, I failed to comprehend the objects that reached my hearing. I must insist that the information conveyed in this audio log appeared rather perplexing to my understanding. I possessed scarce knowledge regarding Nora… prior to the cataclysmic conflict.” Personally, I'm shocked by my curiosity. I understand that this tape must be incredibly intimate, especially given Danse's unsettled aura, but the investigator in me wants to know, and this band in the middle of the table requests that I read it. I resist temptation by closing my eyes. "I heeded every word." He decrees it as if he had perpetrated the world's worst abomination. I'm not sure what's on that tape, but given who owns it, I believe it's in those waters. "I guess she doesn't know you got your hands on it." "Affirmative. That is precisely why I am beseeching your assistance." I'm not feeling it. "We must endeavor to replace the holotape within Knight Nora's bag. I require your assistance, for she permits only her synthetic pet to approach." The synth pet send you to hell. However, we don't require a crisis among the companions. We'll need to invest in the Institute shortly, and sending a crazed or disturbed Nora isn't a good idea. "All right, I'll do it. It's especially satisfying to know that a high Brotherhood officer will owe me." As the man in front of me expresses terror, I silently savor my cigarette. I admit that I may have just unburied the hatchet between us, but one thing is certain: it is far better to be beholden to me than to any other relative of Nora's capable of sending the holotape on to her luggage. "Don't worry, I'm not that crazy. I just want you to remember who helped you on the day my life will be on the line." He nods slowly, recognizing my first remark was quite amusing. He may grow to grasp my nature better over time, probably a long time. "Also, let me tell you 'bout a day I thought I was peeking at a case, and it was Nora's diary." His look shifts from shock to fury and comprehension. "You are human, despite your armor and pompous titles. Humans make mistakes. Just be cautious the next time."

[killed-by-choice]

Myria McFadden, 28 (USA 1987)

It was December 7, 1987 when Myria McFadden underwent a legal and lethal abortion. She didn’t realize her life could be in danger until it was too late.

Myria underwent a second-trimester abortion at the hands of abortionist Hazel Tape. After the abortion, Myria was having trouble breathing. She went into both heart failure and lung failure. Although she was hospitalized at Holy Cross Hospital in Silver Spring, Maryland, she died the next day. She was only 28 years old.

It is unknown if Myria’s killer was formally investigated or charged with anything for this unnecessary death. However, Tape was later fined thousands of dollars by the medical board after she committed fraud. The disciplinary notes show that she “affirmed in her 2011 renewal application that she had obtained the required CME credit hours when she had not.” Pretending to have completed appropriate courses and claiming she was qualified when she wasn’t was dangerous and would have put her clients at risk if she hadn’t been caught in time.

Women deserve better than abortion.

https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/60517348/myria-a-mcfadden

newspaper clipping

"United States Social Security Death Index," database, M A Mcfadden, Dec 1987; citing U.S. Social Security Administration, Death Master File, database (Alexandria, Virginia: National Technical Information Service, ongoing).

"Find A Grave Index," database, Myria A. McFadden, Burial, Washington, District of Columbia, District of Columbia, United States of America, Mount Olivet Cemetery; citing record ID 60517348

Maryland Death Certificate

[lgbtq-tips-and-tricks]

Tips for looking more masculine

Makeup! It's quite handy for shading if you want to give a more masculine definition to your face,it doesn't have to be flashy just some blending with contour and foundation!

Another great thing is altering your clothes! certain clothes have different fits on the body depending on the stitch and material.there are several videos that can teach you how to do this yourself!

Binding! Binders are a great way to flatten your chest but there're also several alternatives to binders such as trans tape.Trans tape is meant specifically for this please do not use duck tape it'll hurt like hell and can give you rashes.

Some sources to help!

[affirmindia]

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