#coming to you from 4:42am

[soggypotatoes]

man. sometimes I think about. like. I'm really gonna have to. make myself go to sleep, every night, for the rest of my life, huh.

it's such an ordeal. every!! single!! night!!! I have to think about how I'm going to get to sleep. I haven't slept unmedicated in 10 years now, and even with multiple medications, it's a pain. bc I have to THINK of something. I find something to do, usually on my phone, and I keep doing it until I'm so tired I can't keep my eyes open. then I put the phone down, and I have to think of something to do while I'm going to sleep.

Ive asked people what they think about before going to sleep, but nobody ever gives me an answer. I think they must just... go to sleep, I guess? cause Ive tried so many things. sometimes I do math. or I try to recount all the information Ive learned that day. I meditate - which is hard, because I'm too tired to keep myself focussed. I create stories, I try to imagine my dog's dreams, what his life might have looked like as a puppy. every SINGLE night I have to come up with something, bc if I don't, I Will Not Sleep. it's like when people say they're sick of thinking of meals 3x a day, except for sleep. fuck, man

[barracks-bunni]

Sunday Snoozes {S.G.R.}

Franchise: Call of Duty (MW II & III)

Character: Simon Riley x Reader

Genre: Fluff

A/N: Hey! So I am suuuperrr nervous to be posting this. I haven’t actually written properly in about 4 years, and I very suddenly got the urge to write this while sitting in my garden this morning. I’m very sorry if it sucks, I’m super duper rusty ): It’s just a soft little drabble, hope you guys enjoy! (: ((oh, p.s. hi, my name’s Bunni 🩷))

~^*^~

It’s 9:42am precisely on a late August morning. The curtains are half drawn in your shared bedroom, the warm morning sun pooling through the gaps and leaving puddles of ecru on the carpet below.

As autumn steadily approaches, the heat of summer had begun to die off and you’re back in skimpy pyjamas as opposed to the weeks of sleeping in your birthday suit. Simon was not overly-joyed the first night you slipped into bed in some teeny tiny shorts and a vest top. But, despite the cooling temperatures, the window remained open through the night to allow the fresh air in.

With it being a Sunday, the roads are a little quieter than usual. Your house is situated just a row in from the main road of the village, meaning you’d still hear the cars, lorries and other vehicles coming through at all hours. The row of trees lining the main road rustle in the warm breeze and the sound carries through to you. With the warmer weather also comes bikers and as the morning kicks into gear, there are a few revs of engines and whines of throttles as people go for morning joyrides.

The duvet around you is warm - tugged up to your shoulder with one of your legs hanging out and your ankle hanging off the edge of the bed. Behind you, a steady wall of scarred muscle and a strong arm snaked around the dip of your waist. Simon’s breathing is steady behind you. His gentle exhales hit the nape of your neck through your hair and send a shiver down your spine with every one. He is just in a pair of pyjama bottoms, chest exposed as he often gets a little too hot in the bed anyways. Sleeping alone in a tiny military bunk for years will really have you needing to reacclimatise to what should be normalities.

You are both awake; that much you are certain of. But neither had mumbled a good morning or anything of the such. It is too nice to just lay quietly listening to the rustle of the leaves and the moving traffic outside. Sometimes the road goes quiet for a little time. In those moments, it’s easier to focus on Simon behind you and his breaths.

Finally, the position gets the better of you and you have to stretch - arching your back and twisting your torso until you feel the vertebrae click and crack. The movement brings a soft little grunt, eyes fluttering shut once more for a moment. Simon says nothing, but as you settle back into the mattress, he presses a gentle kiss to your exposed shoulder. You exhale contently at the feeling. Your body practically melts into him.

“There she is.” His voice is gruff, hears from being his first words of the day. You feel the words rumble through his chest and into your back.

Maybe he hadn’t realised you were awake after all.

“Hi.” Your voice is soft and quiet, a true juxtaposition to the Lieutenant

“Hi, baby.” He presses another kiss to your shoulder before tugging you ever closer.

His chest is so warm, and you can feel the scars and burn marks that run all the way down his right-hand side. They’d never bothered you. Not really, anyway. He’d always be Simon under all the physical reminders of his hardships. When you’d first started dating, he made a habit of covering them up as much as possible. You’d been patient with him, and slowly but surely, he started wearing less and less until he was comfortable roaming the house shirtless. Win-win.

The birds are chirping, an orchestra of mostly pigeons, magpies, blackbirds and sparrows. The soundtrack of the countryside. From the gap in the curtains, you can make out the vibrant blue of the morning sky. There’s a cloud or two sometimes breezing past, but it’s almost completely aquamarine.

In the distance, the sound of church bells begin to ring out. The church is situated on the other side of the village, but it’s a small village so the bells are loud and clear.

Simon hums quietly behind you, snuggling into the crook of your neck.

Your hands move to gently grasp his forearm and you exhale softly again. Being in his arms always feels so good. Especially on lazy mornings like this.

“Someone’s tying the knot early.” Simon grunts.

“Isn’t it just for mass?” Your voice shoots back the question quietly. Simon hums at it.

“Maybe.”

He presses yet another kiss to your skin, this time on your neck where his head is buried and you shiver at the contact. He likes the response, kissing softly again.

“Be us one day,” Simon says quietly, “up an’ early.”

You feel a soft smile break onto your lips and do nothing to hide it. He’s so warm and comfortable behind you. It would be so easy to melt into him forever and ever.

The birds chirp with the bells and somewhere in the distance, a lawnmower kicks into action. You know you should probably get up, maybe make some breakfast. But you don’t want to leave Simon’s arms. And he has no intention of letting you leave either, as he pulls you ever closer.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, piss off the whole village with the bells while we tie the knot at soon as the church opens.”

[finnydraws]

Girl Dad Rhett/reader

Pairing: Rhett Abbott/ Female Reader

Word count:575

Description: Life with a lovely cowboy, who loves you and your child very much

genre(s) fluff, slice of life

Warnings: mentions of pregnancy/childbirth, mentions of not great parents and insecurities.

Rhett was terrified the first time you told him you were pregnant. His brain just showing him bad memories of his childhood, and of the way Perry treated Amy. He was so uncomfortable with it, that he blocked it from his brain and you had to tell him another 4 times before we was ok.

He starts treating you so gently, don’t expect to go ANYWHERE without this man following you.

The bathroom? He's right outside the door. You’re cooking? He’s there, burning whatever it is you let him help with. Don’t even think about trying to go into town without him.

He buys and stocks up on all of your cravings.

He goes to every. Single. Appointment. At one point Royal asks him to help around the farm and halfway through the task, Rhett leaves him with no warning to get to the appointment on time.

Cried like a baby when he saw you were having a little girl (even though he thought he wanted a boy at first he couldn't imagine anything other than his life with his daughter)

He builds and paints all of her furniture, shades of green and yellow while you draw designs onto the wall. Rhett won't let you touch the paint. Something about chemicals.

When it's time to start buying clothes he needs a second to collect himself after seeing just how small the shoes are in his big hands.

He spends ALL his money on clothes, toys, pillows, blankets. Books, you name it.

At one point he’s half asleep and asks if you think he’ll be the favorite parent, asks if she’ll even like him, and if he can take care of feeding/ comforting her at night.

Tells every person in town about his daughter and keeps the latest ultrasound on his person.

Invites so many people to the baby shower (most people don't come but he invited them nonetheless)

Does not invite perry, he actually tells perry he better not show up.

When you go into labor he panics for a good 10 minutes before packing you into the truck, and speeding to the hospital, if a cop tried to stop him he wouldn't know.

Your baby Iris Cecile Abbott is born at 3:42am on June 10th, about 16 hour later

Y'all steal everything from the hospital room (babies are expensive and if you're already gonna pay for you might as well use em)

Rhett calls his mother to tell her first, bawling as he holds his daughter that he swears has your eyes

Iris is a daddy's girl as she grows up 100%, begs him to take her around the property and look for toads or snakes. He teaches her to ride a horse and she goes into the rodeo (tie down calf roping when she's older, and barrel racing)

Every time Iris competes, Rhett's the loudest one cheering, he definitely shouts stuff like “that's my baby!” and “go on baby! Get em!”

When she hits puberty Rhett nearly cries because he thinks his baby won't want to hang around him anymore

Will check in on her in the middle of the night, make sure she's ok and sleeping well

He 100% tries to intimidate her partners so only the good ones stick

Definitely spoils her though. If she did something small like failing a class she knows she can just say “I'm sorry daddy, I'll do better next time” and he's gone

[darklydeliciousdesires]

hiii!! i think this is one of my first times requesting from someone! 🥸

could i get #4 with chibs pls, thank you!! i hope i did this right 🙃

Hello and welcome! :) I hope to see you come and request more, and feel honoured you chose me to be one of your first requestees! Enjoy :)

Smut below the cut, minors DNI!

"Are you getting up, baby?" you mutter, feeling him stir at your side, thinking it's far too early. A glance at your phone tells you it's 5:42am. Definitely too early.

"No, not yet," he confirms, pulling the sheets from your body as he settles between your legs, kissing your sleepy body until your skin begins to awaken, his hands tugging your undies down. “Lie back and let me lick this pretty little pussy until you can’t feel your legs any longer.”

At feeling his mouth connect with your folds, sucking you lazily to begin with before his tongue roams, pushing at your opening and searing over your clit with firm, swirling licks, you rest back against the pillows with a soft moan, content to let him do exactly as he stated.

[tpwkwriter]

To buy some flowers for you.

Tour returns and beautiful bunches! <3

Fluff! 💟

— — — — —

Anticipation was the word, the clock currently read 3:42am and Harry’s arrival back home from the Asian leg of the tour was any second now, knowing he would come through the door absolutely shattered Y/n prepared everything in advance, made there bed with his favourite set, organised his favourite sleep shirt and set a glass of water on his bedside, she was ready to tend for him for a few days.

What felt like 10 minutes later a noise of fumbling keys at the front door makes y/n jolt up from her surprise slumber. She shot up from her position and almost fell over her own legs getting to the door.

And there he was.

After a gruelling 4 months there he stood.

“Harry!!!” She exclaimed, face heating up and eyes starting to swell.

At the sound of her voice he turns and drops his bags by the door and takes no time making his way to her.

“My love, my love, myyy loveee” he says swooping her into his arms and lifting her lightly.

“Fucking hell” he sighed constantly taking in her comforting scent “misses you so much dove” he breathed placing her back down softly and moving his hand to her cheek and pressing his lips to hers

“Misses you, missed you too much” the girl says letting out a shaky breath and hiding her face into his neck hoping to conceal her teary eyes.

“Hey, hey, none of tha’ m’here now my darling girl” he said holding her closer and pressing kisses to the crown of her head.

“Let’s get to bed hm? I’m surprised you could stay up my darling” he smiled squeezing the girl tighter to his chest.

What felt like an agonising 3 minutes they were both ready and tucked into bed of course unable to keep away from each other.

“Y’never leaving me again baby” he states tracing shapes on the girls back.

“Mmhmm y’stuck with me now”

“Everywhere y’go” she adds, lying her head on his chest.

“More than happy with that my darling”

After moments of mindless conversations and words of sweet admiration to one another. They decided to leave the rest till morning to ensure they both had a good sleep.

The bare mess and coldness of the bed beside her awakened y/n, why wasn’t her Harry snuggles beside her like he was the night before? He’d just come back, was she dreaming? She was swiftly cut from her thoughts when she hears familiar footsteps head towards there shared room.

“Morning m’beauty” he says placing a vase of half filled water on her bedside.

“Morning bubs, what’s this about” she asks referring to his absence and the vase.

“Wanted to get you these” he says moving his hands from behind his back and revealing a beautiful bunch of the girls favourite flowers and placing them gently in the tinted glass vase.

“Awwe Harry there gorgeous! But why?” She asks examining the bunch beside her.

“Because” he smiled, pressing a kiss to her temple.

“Y’survived a few weeks without me, without burning the house down” he smirks.

“Heyyyyyy! What are you trying to say” she says playfully pushing his chest and crossing her arms.

Considering the time was still pushing 10am they decided to spend more time under there duvet together.

“Thank you for the flowers H, there lovely” she sighs resting her head on his chest.

“Anything for you m’love” he says running his tattooed arm up and down her back

— — — — —

[kookmin-curious]

I need someone else to obsess about this too...

It was uploaded at 4:42am on Jimin's birthday 2022-10-13 . Not sure when or where it was filmed.

They were heading to Busan for the Yet to Come Busan concert.

It is shot in a bedroom. Most people assumed it was shot in a hotel room.

If you can confirm the hotel, please share.

My delulu brain is thinking the gift wasn't jk... but jk filming himself in this place.

He bought trimage in Oct 2018. (Sold it in 2020). When its purchase was announced in the media, Jimin tweeted his birthday 10-13...

He purchased his itaewon house in fall 2020. (His mansion will be ready in May 2024)

He bought and renovated an apartment and gifted it to his brother in 2021.

He's been living at hybe's rental at Brunnen since May 2022.

We know he doesn't love Seoul. Whenever jikook have a chance to travel, they chose to go to the sea (jk's camping vlog, Jimin's jeju, jikook's Connecticut trip, etc).

Could this clip be from a little hideout by the sea gifted to jm on his bday...

All speculation on my part, but I feel like Seoul is where they work, while they have chosen to play elsewhere

[jonathankatwhatever]

It’s 16 June 2024. Not sure where to start. Example: I realized that I’m inconsistent and consistent, that the pairing process operates in me, from my vision not matching eye to eye, my hands and feet being very different, my hearing, and then in the way I don’t and likely can’t do the same thing the exact same way repeatedly. I think the closest I come to that is running on flat surfaces or up slopes where the motion naturally repeats. But there, it’s not that long a time with a lot of iterations, so the limit is there, just pushed into the other Irreducible. Is it clear why that last part is true, that it pushes into the yK?

This is where the j-invariant shows: the space in which events can happen is necessarily related to a permutation version or representation, which happens to be the gsPrime of the Monster group. That is the expansion of the 2SBE2 cube in which what I guess I think of operational identification occurs. The step up to D24 is then clearer, because you can’t have that 2SBE2 identification without it completing in the other Pathway.

I saw examples of Pathways this morning but it was too intense and I was way too tired to capture them. Third day in a row I’ve awoken at 4:42AM.

So, what I’m aiming at is a statement that my Actuality, my tangible behavior, directly relates to the gsSpace generated when we apply SBE to the upper half of the complex plane, meaning we divide the exponent by 3, so that equals 0. That means the imaginary value is the 2SBE2 cube. This gsSpace appears when my tangible behavior interacts in all the complexity with whatever tangible context exists. My Actuality meets another, which is contextual, which occurs within these 2SBE2 spaces.

This fits with the idea that forms are necessary to represent the different ways that Things form and interact.

This morning I heard an introduction, like I’ve heard in the past but better. These have not gone anywhere because the next step after the introduction has not been rigorous. And that is because the rigor only would emerge over the description of the work. That has to change. Need a rigor hook up front.

I need to leave for a walk but this morning we also went through the twin prime not a conjecture again. This time we pushed it to 1-0-1 as identification and thus something else over countable infinity would need another process, which means another

———————-

Had to stop. It’s still the 16th. Realized I did not have time to post the above. Perfection is mathematically impossible. I’m Actual proof. I’m not being completely flippant. The nature of [D3-4] translates into perfection being impossible because the Thing being rendered, and the tObject within that Thing, which for now we can say is the entire Thing with the iObject being shoved as far away into the other Irreducible as possible. That I see is the essence of a Fourier expansion, that when we expand from the point to the contents, we are expressing yK into xK. Think about that: yK into xK is a different statement than imaginary versus real, and what it represents is the injection of the potential of y into x. That means a shift then occurs from gs to rs, from 1Space to 0Space.

Is that correct? This maps szK as the count of the interactions of yK and xK, which of course is Triangular. And remember this explains the taxicab counting method, which I tend to forget. So this addresses the long-standing ambiguity in the meaning of szK. I want to say it’s the counting of Things because it is where the perspectives balance. And that works. I can see it taking shape as I type.

That’s not only neat and a great step toward completion but it’s also a nice proof because this ties together the entire construction of the complex plane and the imaginary unit circle. That brings up Coordinate Rotation again. Maybe we can get more. The idea, if it wasn’t clear before - don’t remember because I’m watching Elizabeth Taylor’s resemblance to my mother in Father of the Bride - the idea is that CR in gs becomes rotation in rs, that CR is 1Space and rotation is 0Space. She’s my mom’s size and build too. In other words, the each rotation needs to have a 1Space relationship or there can’t be continuity. You can’t have the inversion necessary if you don’t have continuity. Without inversion, you can’t rotate because the idea of a rotation is that it can be undone or perhaps not, with that rendering in many ways including abelian and non.

One way of describing how this works is through degrees of freedom, which means a larger dimensional enclosure, which of course is what we generate.

That diversion was really interesting. What about the [D3-4] issue? The idea is that resolution is not to the assembly state, but to the Bip End. That is why the idea of a Registry for Actualities makes sense. It sounds Jo Rowling but the idea is that it registers Bip Ends, which means it counts and maps at the Bip level, not the underlying Ends. Since underlying Ends are also going to be Bip Ends, this generates the duality of the pairing potential. You can see the 1-0Segments take shape, especially when you see Triangular, like if you think of a gs as a pyramid of bT’s, with the line running through the tips as the orthogonal Irreducible. In light of the last few paragraphs, that is to me a powerful image.

Perfection is impossible because Actualities are Bip counts, counts in szK. That’s a big statement. I realized as I typed it. They encode the tangible and the intangible.

All that Storyline to this. It’s kind of frightening.

[sciencespies]

Mars in opposition: How to see the Red Planet at its biggest and brightest

https://sciencespies.com/space/mars-in-opposition-how-to-see-the-red-planet-at-its-biggest-and-brightest/

Mars in opposition: How to see the Red Planet at its biggest and brightest

On a clear night, the vast skies can be strikingly beautiful. Just the act of looking up at the stars can get us involved with astronomy. Most of the stars appear white to us, but as Orion rises higher into the sky throughout the winter months, the red glow of the supergiant Betelgeuse is easily distinguishable. So too is the reddish-orange Aldebaran in Taurus, but unlike Betelgeuse and Aldebaran, Mars doesn’t twinkle. Instead, it shines with a steady reddy-orange light.

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As Mars comes into opposition, Earth will lie directly between Mars and the Sun, and the Red Planet will remain in the sky above the horizon for most of the night, making it an excellent time to view, clouds permitting.

If you’re still able to enjoy the warm weather and (relatively) clear nights, why not make the most of them with our full Moon UK calendar and astronomy for beginners guide?

What is opposition?

Opposition is the planetary equivalent of a full Moon. When a planet is close to the Earth, and on the opposite side of the Earth to the Sun, we say that planet is in opposition. In the same way that sunlight is fully reflected during the full Moon phase in the lunar cycle, the sunlight that shines on the planet is also fully reflected.

“Opposition is a big deal for Mars. Because apart from putting a planet in a position where it’s visible all night long, this is also when it appears brightest and, through the eyepiece of a telescope, largest,” explains astronomer and BBC Sky at Night presenter Pete Lawrence.

Graphic showing the apparent changes in size as Mars enters into opposition on 8 December 2022. Image by In The Sky/ NASA/ Hubble Space Telescope

“All superior planets – the term describing planets with larger orbits than Earth – reach opposition, but the improvement in visibility is particularly dramatic for ‘nearby’ Mars,” he says.

Only those planets that are beyond Earth’s orbit can be in opposition: Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus and Neptune. Because Mercury and Venus orbit the Sun inside the path of Earth’s orbit, they can never be in opposition. This is because the Earth will never be situated between them and the Sun.

When is Mars in opposition?

Mars will reach opposition on 8 December 2022, when it will be at its brightest for the year, essentially creating a ‘full’ Mars. The Red Planet comes closest to Earth a week earlier, on 1 December. At this time, Mars will be just 81.45 million kilometres away from the Earth.

Opposition can occur at any point along Mars’ orbit, so the distance between Earth and Mars can vary year on year. If you remember the 2003 opposition, then you’ll also remember it was the closest approach in a whopping 60,000 years!

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The precise time that Mars reaches opposition will be 5:42am on the morning of 8 December 2022, reaching an apparent magnitude of -1.9. From our point of view, Mars will appear brighter than Saturn in the night sky… however, we won’t be able to see it at this time. So if you want to spot Mars, the best time will be earlier that night, or in the evening of 7 December.

Mars will rise at 3:24am on Wednesday 7 December 2022 and will remain above the horizon until it sets at 8:15am on 8 December, as viewed from London (times will vary with location).

The next time Mars reaches opposition will be on 16 January 2025.

What’s so special this year?

This year, opposition occurs at the same time as a lunar occultation.

“Excitingly, from the UK in the early hours of 8 December, the full Moon appears to move in front of Mars, hiding it from view; a rare event known as a lunar occultation of Mars. This event will be visible to the naked eye, as well as through binoculars and telescopes. From the centre of the UK, Mars disappears at 4:54am, before reappearing just over an hour later at 5:56am,” explains Lawrence.

Mars reappearing from behind the Moon after being occulted on 19 September 2012, as visible from South America © Getty images

The occultation should be visible across the whole of North America and Western Europe. Here in the UK, we should be able to see a bright Mars slipping behind the fully illuminated Cold Moon, before reappearing on the other side.

“Times will vary slightly with different locations, so start viewing approximately 20 minutes before the stated times to ensure you don’t miss anything.”

Weather permitting, we are expected to be offered good visibility of Mars… unless you happen to look up when Mars is hidden behind the Moon.

How often does Mars go into opposition?

“After Earth, Mars is the next furthest planet from the Sun. It takes 687 days for the Red Planet to complete one orbit. This means that from Earth, it appears to lie in the opposite part of the sky to the Sun, once every 2.1 years,” says Lawrence.

That’s roughly once every 25-26 months.

The rest of the outer planets go into opposition on an annual basis, with Jupiter going into opposition every 13 months, moving through each of the Zodiac constellations in turn as it does so.

How can I spot Mars in the night sky?

At the moment, Mars is one of the brightest objects in the night sky, making it relatively easy to spot even without a pair of binoculars or a telescope. If you don’t fancy star hopping, or you’re not sure which direction you’re looking, then there are astronomy apps that you can download – just point your phone at the sky, and the app will tell you what you’re looking at.

Look towards the east-northeast when it’s dark, just after sunset. Mars will already be above the horizon at this point and in the constellation Taurus.

“Mars is visible, bright and distinctly orange in colour, above the eastern horizon at 9pm on 1 December. Mars is currently moving against the stars of Taurus the Bull, and this places it near two bright and similarly orange-hued stars, Aldebaran in Taurus and Betelgeuse in Orion,” says Lawrence.

The view of the night sky at 6:42pm, 7 December 2022 as seen from London. Mars rises into the eastern sky, appearing a bright orange colour and situated in the constellation Taurus © NASA/ESA/ESO/Space Telescope Science Institute/IAU Minor Planet Center/Fabien Chereau/ Noctua Software

If you want to watch the occultation, you’ll need to get up early (or stay up late!) on the morning of the 8 December. The winter constellation Orion will have risen by this time, so you can easily find Taurus by looking above Orion. Mars will be nestled to the top-left of the full Cold Moon with Beta Tauri (aka Alnath) in Taurus almost directly above.

During the occultation, Mars will appear to get closer to the Moon, sinking down towards the horizon, before disappearing completely as it passes behind the Moon. Mars will then reappear to the bottom-right of the Moon, in the still-dark, pre-dawn sky.

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[totiredtowrite]

Howdy! I heard you were taking asks. :D

Could I possibly get how Kuboyasu or Saiki (or both if possible) would react to their bf (reader ofc) hugging them out of nowhere? 🥺🙏 Pls I almost never see any Saiki K blogs 💀 the anime is so underrated, why doesn't it get the proper attention? Oop- I'm rambling- sorry :P

I'm anon bc I'm shy asf- 🤷‍♂️

– 🥑

Touchy Boy

Warnings ~ Nope

Note: This is adorable ngl. Also When I started writing this (rn) its 12:16 am, and my brain is kinda fried lol. I need my 4 hours of sleep :0

Update: Okay it's been like four hours and it is now 4:42am at the time I'm writing this update. Back and ready to rumble >:). Also saiki's is a bit shorter than Kuboyasu's because of the whole brain fry thing, and I had more ideas for Kuboyasu.

Male Reader

Kuboyasu Aren

Ask Kuboyasu who startles him the most, and chances are he'll either answer his best friend Shun Kaidou, or you. His boyfriend, (y/n) (l/n).

He doesn't even understand why you do it! Always springing random hugs at him when he doesn't expect it. His whole "past as a delinquent" makes him kind of jumpy when you just...appear from nowhere and wrap your arms around him.

Eventually of course he gets used to your sudden displays of affection. Sometimes he misses your hugs when you're out sick or something.

It's really the best thing to him after a while, though the first one was kind of rocky.

He heard your voice before he saw you. "Aren!" Always bright and cheerful whenever you said his name. Even if you weren't like that normally, it was hard not to get excited when it comes to this boy. It make him feel, well, special. What he didn't expect was for you to come barreling into him at full force. You were behind him, running into his back and wrapping your arms around his abdomen.

He froze up instantly. Went stiff like a board, face blank. He wasn't used to this. You were at his back, hugging him, and this sudden touch was far too fast for him to get used to. People don't usually touch him! This all felt like too much, even if you were his boyfriend!

Even so, he can't say he didn't like the comforting feeling of you holding him.

When you peeled away from him after a moment of awkward silence and moved to his side, shuffling awkwardly, a thought hit him like a slap in the face.

Of course you would feel weird after that! He didn't say anything, instead opting to stay silent and go unresponsive. Like a rock. (An odd way to describe it, but weirdly accurate nonetheless).

Truly no one was in any sort of fault here. Teenage boys in love were bound to do weird, awkward things sometimes, and it's nothing that can't be fixed. (It wasn't even all that devastating in the first place).

He turned towards you and hugged you, tugging you into him rather forcefully and awkwardly before you chuckled and lifted your arms to return the embrace. No words were needed, and the two of you stayed like that for a little while before pulling apart to head to school hand in hand.

Kusuo Saiki

Of course he always sees it coming. He knows whenever you go to hug him, so the fact that his heart rate picks up and he feels startled doesn't make any sense to him.

He knows when you intend to hug him, and he knows where you are. Yet and still, the actual contact never fails to make him jump a bit. As powerful as he is, he just wasn't as used to a boy actually touching him as he was reading intention and thoughts.

His boy, specifically.

You, his wonderful boyfriend, who also liked to hug him at random points in the day.

It kind of goes without saying that the first one went a lot smoother than it would have with Aren.

He felt your presence before he felt you. Did he expect it? Yes. Was it still somehow a surprise? Also yes.

A pleasant surprise though. He felt you coming, and turned around to make it easier for you to hug him. You didn't seem to notice that though, as you were solely concentrated on hugging him.

You ran right into him, circling your arms around him and resting your head in his neck. "Morning.." you muttered out lazily, a dumb grin on your face. Saiki rolled his eyes, and turned his head so that you couldn't see his little smile.

Morning

Your grin devolved into a content little face, humming softly in response and resting there for a bit. As loud and obnoxious as some people could be, Saiki admits he likes your random hugs.

He can't seem to decipher a pattern, it's really just whenever you feel like it. It's...cute, if anything.

So he stays content with it. Even if he expects your randomly placed hugs, he can never deny the little surprise and contentment that came with being able to embrace you, even for just a little while.

[mesillusionssousecstasy]

HOTD 1x08: Immediate reaction

As I type these words, I don't know what to make of the episode, just that it is not long enough. The timeline has struck again unfortunately. 

One thing that I know it’s that all the rumours, the gossips about episode 8 were wrong! Even the leaks. 

Also, two green characters were missing from this episode: Ser Crispin and Larys Strong. 

A problem occurred during the intro, why Aegon and Viserys weren’t on the family tree?! Why Daemon symbol wasn’t merged with Rhaenyra’s?! 

And why no Dragon was present in this episode?

I loved that they showed us Dragonstone in full and that Daemon was able to collect eggs this time. 

I don’t understand why they choose to present Viserys in such a state? Like a mommy? It wasn’t like that in Fire and Blood. Also, was his tea (milk of the poppy) poisoned? 

I hated Alicent’s comportment with a rape victime. What a cunt. Honestly, if Aegon turned out to be this way, I’m not even surprised. It’s all her fault. 

Also, the nudity warning was because of Aegon’s ass? Seriously?? 

I really liked the happy moment between Viserys, Rhaenyra and Daemon, their last. Because let’s face if there is two people Viserys loves beyond anyone else it’s Rhaenyra and Daemon. So I’m sad that we couldn’t get his reaction after their wedding. Why removing your hand from Daemon when Alicent enters the room? Why being shy to demonstrate your affection to your husband? 

Where Viserys’ mask come from?

Back to the beginning with Viserys being taking care by the Maester and Otto wanting to manipulate him? Kill him?

Did you notice that there was almost no one in the throne’s room?

They give on last happy moment between Daemon and Viserys, that was really touching for me. When Daemon helps Viserys to the throne and put his crown to his head (foreshadowing for what he will do for Rhaenyra). 

Daemon being a bad ass to defend his wife.

Is it me of Aemond is jealous of Daemon? Or doesn’t it regards him like an icon? 

I was very interested about Ser Vaemond Velaryon’s embalming. But it seems that there was something else too there with Raenys. I need to rewatch it. 

I loved the dinner. Aegon being a dick and couldn’t satisfy his own sister wife. Helaena saying another prophecy, but sad that she is in a joyless marriage. It’s strange to say, but I really want to see more of her. 

It’s even sadder, because Jace and Helaena would have made a perfect couple. 

And I don’t understand why Daemon don’t say anything to Aemond after his remark. 

One last thing, I was expecting more intime moment (not even sex) between Rhaenyra and Daemon, seeing they interact as a family, seeing them in bed talking. Those kinds of little things that make everything. 

It’s 4:42am. I’m going to sleep. 

Bonsoir.

[sunnyhyu]

Woozi Masterlist

[lucky!] fluff, reader on painkillers after moth surgery, reader forgets they’re dating wonwoo

[my way to you] series, childhood friends to lovers, chaebol au, fluff, slightly suggestive, angst, toxic parents, ft. seungcheol, jeonghan, joshua, and hoshi, jennie kim, a little mingyu

[untitled] drabble, fluff, slice of life, jihoon comes home early from work

[studio date nights] drabble, fluff

[lighthouse] fluff, comfort, v soft

[a taste of inspiration] fluff, neighbors au, strangers to potential lovers, reader baking cookies

[1:42am] fluff, best friends to lovers, woozi confesses, comfort, a lil angst 🧸

[2:36am] fluff, domestic, touching faces, loving, idk what to call this lol but its cute

[4:45] domestic fluff, readers birthday, waking up with woozi

[paper rings] proposal, reader saving all the rings woozi makes, really sweet and soft, 4k+ words 

[mwah] fluff, three times reader said mwah after a kiss and one time he said it back 

[neverending] fluff, college romance, established relationship, woozi doesnt know how to be a bf, so he asks seventeen for advice, woozi is whipped, and a sweetheart :( 🧸

[when jihoon is in love] fluff, jihoon is lovesick, established relationship, how jihoon loves the reader 

[untitled] fluff, established relationship, ways jihoon indirectly makes reader feel loved 

[wrong number] idol!jihoon, fluff, strangers to lovers, happy accident 

[in case of emergency] fluff, a little angst, slight comfort, strangers to ??, reader and woozi meet on the train, reader is a sweetheart 🧸  

[versace on the floor] fluff, suggestive, established relationship, jihoon is so in love, kissing 🧸 

[lucky] fluff, established relationship, jihoon is so in love 

[watermelon sugar] smut, established relationship X

[never lose me] smut, fluff, clingy woozi, established relationship X

[morning coffee] slightly suggestive, fluff, established relationship, kissing, drabble 

[cozy and comfy] fluff, lying on woozi, cuddling🧸

[“you always come first”] drabble, fluff, comfort  

[the hair tie test] smut, fluff, established relationship, ponytail woozi X

[time-is-standing]

top 10 songs from july

the month, where change begins. ps: my thumb is fine, it all healed and is looking alright again.

1. listen when i'm gone by Jack Powell

"you don't undersand how much it hurts, to see you with someone new"

it started off as a sad month. on the first day of the month, at 4:42am I've learned, that technoblade has passed away. I was in disbelief until like 9am the same day. work was the hardest thing to do. caring about others and giving them my full attention while I felt like I've just broken into a thousand pieces... it was rough. right after work I blasted this song and it helped a little, but it was still a huge thing to start feeling like I'm okay again.

2. Ancient Rome by Kayla Seeber

I didn't think this song would come out this year. I've spent so long waiting for it and was real happy when it dropped. beautiful song, beautiful message. time to manifest someone to not feel like an idiot listening to it all the time by myself.

3. Fed up by Ghostemane

oh this song...

I've just spoken to my therapist about this constant anxiety I have while using public transport and explained to her that I can't think about anything else but people wanting to hurt me while I'm on the road. she was like "do something that gets you out of this mindset, like listen to music" and I laughed so hard because I listen to music 24/7. and this is the type of music that my brain can handle while travelling so I'm in a murderous mood all the time, which doesn't really help the case, lol.

4. Queerball by McCafferty

let's all wave to the good old Queerball. no showing spotify wrapped for the family & friends this year either.

5. Family Line by Conan Gray

this song feels like it's written just for me. it hurts my soul to listen to it as I'm not really done with processing all the traumas I've been through as a kid. it's an endless list it seems like. so any time I listen to this gem, I'm feeling so much... and that's what I love about music the most.

6. BLENDER by 5 Seconds of Summer

I'M IN AN ENOTIONAL BLENDER.

and I'll never forgive 5sos because they dropped this gem after our shows and never played it live. :( I still think about that concert a lot, it feels like I'm living the dream life of my teenager self and that's a lovely thing if you ask me.

7. Trauma by zeinxd, Soufly

lol the title says it all. the song has such an unique style. the instruments, the melody, it all is such a great experience. it reminds me of the songs I used to play minecraft to non-stop like 2 years ago. I miss those times.

8. RAIN by Dreamey

yaaay "Obsessed" man is back. I loved that song so much that I listen to every single one of his new songs. this one made me fall in love instantly. rain in itself is a topic I struggle a lot with (sensory issues) and I love listening to songs about it! not to mention the other lyrics and deeper meaning in the song.

9. Angels Don't Fuck by Insincere

an old favourite. I love this song so much. I was reading my older monthly lists when I remembered this song and it's stuck in my head again. great help to fall asleep on rougher nights.

10. So My Darling - Acoustic by Rachel Chinouriri

tiktok wins again. this is one of the songs I've started to listen to at the beginning of the month. so lovely, so full of emotion. it's beautiful.

+1 is Matilda by Harry Styles

I went to listen to the HS concert and made some new friends, stared at the beautiful moon & cried a bit.

this song made me cry multiple times when I'm listening to it as it's just so emotional - at least for me.

[y0itsbri]

hi bri! 📱 and/or 🫂?

hi mel! 💛💛💛 family content was calling to me today sorry 'bout it lol

📱 text message/phone call headcanon

mickey was such a little shit for the one week that ian had a job at the amazon warehouse while he stayed at home on his honeymoon. their days apart looked something like this.

mickey (8:37am): might go back to bed while my husband is hard at work 🖤

mickey (8:56am): ur pillow is cold fuckin finally

mickey (9:42am): u think judge judy is gettin sum on the regular?

mickey (10:04am): *image attachment*

ian (11:23am): mickey is that really just u smoking in ur underwear

mickey (11:26am): 😏😏😏 see something u like?

ian (11:27am): go away

mickey (12:38pm): picked lil red up from preschool. im definitely winning the favorite uncle competition in case u were wondering

ian (1:34pm): i wasn't. send me a picture of fran so i know she's still alive with ur dumbass

mickey (1:47pm): made sum mac&cheese

mickey (1:56pm): *image attachment*

mickey (1:57pm): *image attachment*

ian (3:31pm): *liked an image*

ian (3:32pm): how did u force her to dress up like u?

mickey (3:35pm): dont act like u dont know she didnt beg to. the matching sunglasses was her idea

mickey (4:23pm): debbie picked her up now. had to practically pry the crying kid away from me

ian (4:45pm): sure i totally believe that

mickey (4:52pm): why would i lie to u loverboy

mickey (5:03pm): lip wants us to come over 2nite btw

mickey (5:04pm): should i tell him to fuck off

mickey (5:06pm): maybe i'll turn tami against him to. that could be fun

ian (5:32pm): jesus christ mickey chill out i'll be home soon

mickey (5:34pm): better hurry the fuck up 😏

🫂 hug headcanon

it's no secret that mickey wasn't as free with his physical affection as teddy-bear ian gallagher was. franny was the only exception for awhile. she hadn't known any other version of mickey than her fun-loving uncle mickey. he had too much of a soft spot for little red -- the girl practically throwing herself at him whatever chance she got. what was he supposed to do? tell her no? not that he wanted to, either. he loved the little bugger, even if her mom could be a pain in the ass sometimes.

what came as more of a surprise was liam. liam had always been the baby, but he also knew how to read a room and when to keep his distance.

one night, liam had come home late after an evening of frank shenanigans, and begun his homework at the kitchen table. ian was already passed out upstairs, and mickey came down for a late night snack.

he unscrewed the lid to the jar of processed yellow cheese, dipping round tortilla chips straight into it -- crunching loudly.

"whatcha workin' on?"

"gotta study for my math test tomorrow. frank kept me out most of the night."

"oh, i could help you with math if you wanted."

"i thought you dropped out of high school?"

"don't need a high school degree to do 4th grade math, nerd. 'sides, i practically ran my house and family businesses -- i could do this shit in my sleep."

"really!?"

"yeah, kid, whatchu got?"

-

they studied together, eating almost the entire jar of cheese and bag of chips between the two of them, until liam was yawning so much he was making mickey tired.

"go get some sleep, man, i'll clean up."

liam nodded sleepily before trudging up the steps.

-

the next evening, mickey was standing in the kitchen, sipping on a beer and watching ian and lip argue about the stupidest shit when the front door flew open.

"mickey, mickey! i got 100% on my math test!" liam nearly knocked mickey over with the speed that he hurdled into him, hugging him tightly for a moment before his eyes widened. "oh, shit, sorry mick!" he began to pull away until mickey wrapped his arm around the kid.

"hey! good job, einstein, 'm proud of ya," mickey smiled down at the boy.

"thanks," liam said sheepishly as he ran upstairs to discard of his backpack.

--

the following week, they were having a movie night. it was some war movie shit that ian likes but liam would hate. the kid wanted to watch anyways. mickey plopped down on his corner of the couch while ian was digging through the cupboards to find his secret stash of twizzlers. liam sat on the cushion directly next to mickey, a plate of tortilla chips with cheese in hand.

"we can share these if you want," he murmured quietly, unsure.

"oh, sweet! that sounds fuckin' great," mickey shoved a chip in his mouth.

ian stood in the doorway frowning at the kid that took his spot on the couch next to his husband. mickey just nodded his head to the empty cushion on the other side of liam. ian sat and reached over the back of the couch to poke mickey's neck with a twizzler, just to be annoying.

about halfway through the movie, plate of chips now empty save for a couple crumbs, liam began drifting off, bobbing his head. mickey pushed the kid a little bit so he was more comfortable leaning against mickey's shoulder.

ian silently 'awwww-ed' and mickey just proceeded to flip him off. but it felt good to have kids around that actually liked him.

[escapewithbts]

ESCAPE WITH BTS Masterlist

Please enjoy my short masterlist :) More coming soon! Requests are open

Oneshots

Kim Namjoon: - Love Yourself - Drunk Proposal - EARLY DATES WITH BTS: Headcanon

Kim Seokjin: - He Walks in on You Changing - Breakdown - “We Really Are Just Friends” - EARLY DATES WITH BTS: Headcanon - Wedding Date - Forgetful - The Inevitable - ‘Is Love Truly Blind?’    Chapter 1    Chapter 2

Min Yoongi: - “Do You Know BTS?” - EARLY DATES WITH BTS: Headcanon - First Impressions   Part One - From Fight to Flight - Recovery Confessions - Charity Case

Jung Hoseok: -That Time of the Month - “I’m Not Sure Anymore...”    Part One - Take Care, Always

Park Jimin: - The Next Step - Poolside - An Insecure Misunderstanding - Proud of You - Unexpected Envy    Part One Part Two(end)

Kim Taehyung: - Clingy - Early Flight - Scars - Reassurance

Jeon Jungkook: - “You Can’t Just Leave Like This...”     Part One  Part Two(end) - Flirty Friends - Midnight Stroll - Secrets in a Foreign Language    Part One  Part Two  Part Three     Part Four  Part Five  Part Six    Part Seven - “Just Benefits?”    Part One  Part Two (End) - ‘the reunion’   chapter one   chapter two

OT7: - You Have A Panic Attack - The Best Surprise (Yoongi focus)

Reactions

- When They Find Out About Your Original Bias (Hyung Line) - When They’re Jealous (Hyung Line) - When They Think You Like A Different Member    Yoongi    Taehyung    Seokjin     Hosoek (rest of the members coming soon!)

Drabbles

- Car Rides (Jungkook) - Insomnia (Yoongi) - Samgyetang (Seokjin) - Dancing in the Kitchen (Hoseok)

Timestamped Picture Drabbles

- 3:22pm (Taehyung)

- 12:17pm (Namjoon)

- 12:42am (Hoseok)

- 8:23am (Jimin)

- 1:12pm (Seokjin)

- 10:51pm (Jungkook)

- 4:13pm (Taehyung)

- 11:34am (Yoongi)

(about me): - Get to Know Me: BTS Edition

[ziggyevenstar]

10:42am ~ justice reversed, judgment reversed, the empress and the star

I didn't wake up at 4:30 am today like I usually do since my bar prep started. I didn't start reading on time either. I made coffee hours after I usually do in the morning. And I sat doing nothing a little longer than I should have. I figured I studied late last night and deserved to waste and enjoy a little bit of this morning for myself. I played with my dog, stared at my plants, enjoyed my coffee and read some cards. I've always found tarot cards helpful when it comes to self-reflection. It doesn't necessarily have to give you your future (there's no right or wrong way to read tarot), but this way I get a sense of where I am now and where I need to go from here. Like I said, self-reflection. And I believe that the more clarity you have within, the higher the frequency of your energy gets. Meaning: the more your energy shifts to align with the energy of the universe, and the more you welcome things you actually want in your life. After all, everything is, as science tells us, energy. And everything we want in life has a frequency of energy set point, all we have to do is work on matching that frequency.

Anyway, I just think it's all connected - tarot cards, crystals, manifestations, the law of attraction. Have a good day! 💖🐦