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milkybonya · 4 years

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senior - friend - lover

Warning: mentions of drinking, but reader in this fic does not want to drink and does not drink, food mentions

Pairing: college!Jinjin x (gender neutral reader who is shy, has a hard time saying no)

Word count: 3.5k

Note: This is my entry for the Valentine’s day collab hosted by @kpoppwriter ! It was inspired by prompt 12: “You don’t have to if you don’t want to”

what i listened to while writing: I Like You by DAY6

On your first day at university, you got lost a total of three times, were late to all of your classes because of that, and you almost missed an important, required meeting for all first-years of your program. Almost.

As you were rushing back to your dorm, tired of the long day that you had just endured, you felt a hand gently grab your arm and stop you from moving forward. You almost grabbed the hand and twisted it out of anger until you looked up and realized who it was.

“[y/n]... right? You’re a first-year, no?” the person asked. You couldn’t quite remember his name, but you knew that he was a well-beloved senior in your program. During Welcome Week, he had been leading most of the events.

“Yeah, that’s me!”

You didn’t dare to ask his name, not wanting him to know that you had forgotten.

“I’m Jinjin. I’m sure you’ve seen me around,” he said, giving you the answer to your question without you even needing to ask.

“Yeah!” you say again, not sure what to say. This was the first time a senior in your program was talking with you one-on-one, so you didn’t want to embarrass yourself.

“I see you’re heading towards the dorms. Have you forgotten about the mandatory meeting for first-years?”

You gasped, eyes shaking as you realized that you had, in fact, forgotten. Jinjin smiled, his soft eyes disappearing into pretty crescents.

“You know how to get to the building, right?” he asked.

Your heart was racing. There was just one simple answer to that question… no. But for some reason, you had such a hard time saying that word. You felt like that word burdened whoever you were uttering it to, and for that reason, you always obliged with whatever came your way.

“Yeah!” you said for the third time.

“Okay, get there soon! It’s starting in five minutes,”Jinjin said, walking off and waving goodbye.

You pretended to walk towards this building, having no clue which one it even was, until Jinjin told you that you were going the wrong way.

“It’s okay. I actually have some things to do near there, so I can walk with you,” he said, leading the way.

How embarrassing, you thought to yourself. Now Jinjin knows that you pretended to know where you were going…

“It’s hard to ask for directions, right?” Jinjin asked you, walking with his hands in his pockets.

“Yeah…” you said, again.

“It feels like you’re a tourist even though you’re just a student on campus. But don’t worry, everyone here understands. We’ve all had to ask for directions before. Once, I asked for directions and it turned out I was standing right in front of the building I needed to find!” Jinjin explained, laughing softly. The sound was contagious and you laughed along. Your shoulders, that had been tense this entire time, dropped, and you felt yourself relaxing for the first time that day.

After that day, you tried your best to avoid Jinjin because of how embarrassed you felt, but somehow, the two of you would always run into one another. It would never end at just ‘hello’.

You were at the campus bookstore the next day, picking up some textbooks that you needed when someone tapped your shoulder. When you turned around, there he was. The boy who you’d embarrassed yourself in front of the day before.

“Hello! Are you picking up some books?”

You nodded, awkwardly returning to the shelves to scan them. Again, you weren’t sure what to say to your senior, but also again, Jinjin had a strange way of making you feel comfortable around him.

“Oh, don’t buy those books, [y/n]. It’s not worth the cost…” Jinjin said, pointing to the heavy load in your hands. When you blinked up at him, waiting for an explanation, he sighed.

“I doubt you’ll read them… But if you really want them, do you want to borrow mine? I still have them and they’re as good as new!”

“That would be great… How much should I pay you?”

Jinjin laughed.

“I said borrow. You can borrow them - there’s no need to pay!”

“Really?” you asked.

Jinjin leaned against the shelves and smiled, nodding.

“Can I drop them off at your dorm later today?” he asked.

When you nodded, he excused himself and walked towards a different part of the store. Thanks to Jinjin, you left the store empty-handed. It sounds sad, but actually, you were saving a lot of money thanks to him!

Just as he promised, he met you on the main floor of your residence building with a lot of books in his hands. It looked heavy, so you offered to help, but he said he didn’t need any.

He walked up three flights of stairs (the elevator was broken), so by the time you had reached your room, he was sweating a ton. His veins were showing and his muscles protruding. He was such a cutie… you hadn’t expected him to be fully built with muscles.

He collapsed on the floor of your room once he placed the books on your desk, leaning his head back against your bed frame.

“Are you okay? Let me get you some water!”

When you brought him some, he chugged it all in one go and gasped for air once he was done. For some reason, that made you laugh, and Jinjin frowned at you.

“Is my pain funny to you?”

You pressed your lips together, shaking your head ‘no’.

“Anyways, there’s going to be a party for our program so we can introduce the first-years. Do you want to come?”

Gosh.. there it was. Another instance where you wanted to say no but just couldn’t. Why was it so hard for you to say ‘no’ in the most crucial situations?

“Uh… sure!” you said quietly. You weren’t fond of parties. Being a shy person made it hard to interact with strangers. Even if the people at the party weren’t really strangers, since they were all in your program, talking to them and socializing would be hard.

Jinjin scanned your face with his eyes.

“You don’t look like you want to go, though.”

“What? No… that’s… not true.”

“You look like I’m forcing you to go somewhere…” he said, squinting at you.

“You don’t have to come, [y/n]. If anyone asks, I’ll just say… you were studying?”

“But it’s only the first week… there isn’t much studying to do!”

“Shhh, I’ll tell them you have a quiz you’re worried about,” Jinjin said, standing up and waving away your worries with his hands.

“But-”

“Don’t worry, [y/n]. I’ve got it covered.”

“[y/n], you said you’d treat me out to food as a thanks for borrowing my books, right? Can we go eat somewhere today?” Jinjin asked you over the phone.

“But I didn’t… say that…”

“Oh, right… you didn’t. I wasn’t trying to make use of your inability to say no or anything! I swear! I was honestly just trying to find an excuse to have a meal with you but… you don’t have to treat me if you don’t want to!”

“Jinjin, you don’t need to make any excuses for having a meal with me. I’m always down to share a meal.”

“Really?” he asked, his voice somehow sounding like a happy puppy.

In the evening, the two of you went to a pizza place just outside campus to indulge in junk food. Things were getting stressful with exams approaching, and there was nothing like pizza to make you feel better.

When Jinjin asked you if you liked a certain flavour of pizza, you couldn’t help but agree, even though you hated that flavour the most. You just didn’t want to upset him…

He noticed the way you nibbled and tried to hide the fact that you were almost gagging on the taste. There was a soft thud as he dropped his pizza onto his plate.

“[y/n]... you don’t like this flavour, do you?”

“It’s fine!” you said, trying to take a big bite but struggling.

“It’s clearly not…” Jinjin noted, taking the pizza from your hands, his warm hand brushing against yours as he put the pizza away.

“Tell me what kind of pizza you want right now and I’ll go get it,” he said, pushing back in his chair, the legs scraping against the floor.

“You don’t have to!” you said, also standing up nervously.

“No, [y/n]. You don’t have to. Please, when you’re with me, don’t ever worry about anything. Only do the things that you want to do.”

You could hear your heartbeat flooding your ears as he said this. How did he have the ability to make you feel so comfortable?

When he ordered the pizza that you wanted, he watched as you ate with heart.

“Why aren’t you eating?” you asked him.

“I’m full,” he said, continuing to watch you. You found it awkward to eat as he watched, so Jinjin continued to eat his own pizza despite saying that he was full just moments ago.

“Wait… so why did you want to eat today so badly?” you suddenly asked Jinjin.

“What do you mean? I thought you said I didn’t need a reason to want to eat with you?”

“I’m just curious now,” you said, slyly taking a bite of your pizza.

“I just wanted to see you…” Jinjin mumbled in-between mouthfuls of food.

“Hm?”

“Nothing… I’m just hungry,” Jinjin said, taking a big bite of his food.

Once the second semester began, more people had picked up on your struggles with saying ‘no’. In group projects, all of the workload was forced onto your shoulders. People dragged you to parties and events that you didn’t want to nor had the time to attend, and you were sick and tired of everyone. Everyone except for Jinjin, of course, whom you’d managed to grow extremely close to, despite him being your senior.

“Give me your phone,” Jinjin demanded, crossing his arms over the library desk.

“Jinjin, calm down-”

He snatched it from your hands before you could finish your sentence and sighed once he saw the messages on your screen. Then, he began furiously typing a response. You leaned forward and tried to reach for your phone, but Jinjin wouldn’t let you have it. He only gave it back once he was done typing.

“These rascals… [y/n], I’ve told you to say no when they make excuses for not being able to do the work.”

“It’s hard,” you whined, eyes widening once you read the nasty response Jinjin had written.

This is a group project and there will be no free riders. I know you’re all lying. Everyone will do their part as we decided, or else you’ll get a zero as I’ll be showing the professor these lies that you’ve all messaged me.

“Jinjin, this message is so scary.”

“You have to be scary for them to take you seriously!” Jinjin says, his loud voice earning him glares from a couple of students.

“I know it’s hard… Whenever you get these messages, tell me and I’ll reply for you, okay?” Jinjin tells you.

As the two of you returned to your studies, you noticed a part of Jinjin’s forearm glowing. The ceiling of the library was all glass, so the sunlight was able to shine down sometimes. Today, the sun had decided to bless Jinjin.

Acting on your sudden urge, you stretched out your arm to poke Jinjin’s forearm, right where the sun’s rays were shining on it. He looked up after your finger collided with his skin, confused.

“Look, the sun’s shining on you!” you pointed out, amused. Jinjin smiled seeing your reaction to something so simple.

“You used to be so scared of me… now you even poke my arm?” he asked.

“Oh… I’m sorry!” you said, retracting yourself away from him and returning to your notes. Jinjin watched you for a few moments as you tried to study, admiring your beautiful face from only an arm’s length away.

“Drink up drink up!”

Glasses clinked together inside the warm pub, the sound echoing in your ears. Once everyone’s glasses met their lips, the only sounds that could be heard were the murmuring of chatter that filled the slightly busy space and something sizzling in a pan far off towards the kitchen.

You took a sip of your glass of water, trying to hide it from all your college friends. They were quick to catch on, though.

“It seems like [y/n] isn’t drinking tonight,” the person next to you said, pushing your glass of water forward for all to see.

“Do you think we’re a joke, [y/n]? We came to this pub to drink!” another person said.

“Yeah, if you’re not going to drink, then pay for the bill.”

Your heart was racing. Once again, a moment where you wanted to say ‘no’. You needed to say no but just couldn’t.

“Okay, okay!” you gave in.

Everyone cheered.

“Someone, fill a glass for [y/n]!”

Jinjin, sitting across from you, started to pour the contents of a bottle into a shot glass. Of all people, you would not expect him to do this. But when he handed it to you, he gave you a wink while smiling from ear-to-ear. Though you’d only known him for a year now, you knew this meant you could trust him.

Taking a deep breath, you lifted the glass to your lips, tilted your head back and downed its contents.

Water.

It was water.

You laughed to yourself when you realized, but your friends just thought that the ‘alcohol’ was cheering you up.

“That’s right!” the person next to you said, nudging you.

Jinjin filled your glass two more times with water until everyone stopped paying so much attention to you. Then, the two of you stepped out for some air.

“I thought you were trying to help me learn how to say no,” you told Jinjin, who pulled the hood of his hoodie over his head.

He smiled. This boy seriously never stopped smiling at you.

“That was an emergency. I knew it would be hard to say no when everyone was staring at you like that, so I thought I’d give you a hand. Was that so wrong of me?” he asked you, pointing dramatically to himself.

You shook your head, pushing him slightly. He pretended to stumble, making you laugh.

“Just know that if you ever don’t want to do something, you don’t have to do it. Especially when I’m around,” Jinjin said. The hanging lights from the exterior of the pub were making his crescent eyes twinkle.

“I know. You tell me that everyday,” you said, feeling embarrassed. Sometimes Jinjin acted like he was your dad or something.

“And I should. Until you understand that, it’ll still be hard for you to say ‘no’.”

He gently patted the top of your head before heading back inside, leaving you there in the chilly air. But the air didn’t feel so cold anymore, especially after he patted your head like that.

“What if left… wuz right and right… wuz lefht?” Jinjin asked, waving his arms around wildly and almost falling over forwards.

“Jinjin please stop walking away from me and just hold onto my shoulder so I can get you home safely,” you whined, chasing after him for the seventh time.

After getting angry at your friends for trying to slip alcohol into your glass since they realized you’d been drinking water, Jinjin yelled at everyone at the table and declared that anytime anyone made you drink, he’d down the drinks for you instead. Now, you were left with a very drunk Jinjin to carry home.

“If lefht iz right then am I wrong?” Jinjin asked, finally stopping and facing you.

His knees were bent in a weird way and his small frame looked so adorable in the massive hoodie he was wearing. While he was distracted, you raised his arm and wrapped it around your shoulder, holding him by the waist so he wouldn’t escape.

“Nooooo!” he squealed, squirming and trying to run away again.

“What is your problem?! It’s me, [y/n]! Why do you want to run away so badly?”

“That’s the problem. You’re [y/n] and… when…. When you hold me like thissss… I… get….. Confused!” he suddenly yelled the last word, making you jump.

“Confused? Why?”

Then you realized that your hand was wrapped around his waist.

“What do you mean?” you quietly asked.

“[y/n] I like you! So stop… confuse… confusing me…”

“But Jinjin, I like you too…” you admitted, your heart swelling.

This man was the only person who made you feel comfortable when you were around him. He had become such a close and dear friend, he was cute as heck and every time he’d pat your head, somehow that was enough to make your heart do a million cartwheels?

“No, no, [y/n]. It’s okay. You can sayyyyyy. No. You can. Ssssay it,” Jinjin grumbled, still continuing to walk along with you.

“But Jinjin, I mean it this time. I really do.”

Jinjin let out a strange gasping sound and then went quiet, leaving you alone with your thoughts while you dragged this man’s heavy body to his apartment.

What was the use in telling him in his drunken state that you liked him, anyway? It’s not like he would remember. Oh, well. At least you knew he liked you back! But how in the world would you bring this up tomorrow…

February 14th. The next day was Valentine’s day. You had to confront Jinjin about his drunk confession on Valentine’s day of all days?!?!

You woke up in a seated position, your head resting against a bed frame. Then, you remembered that you had walked Jinjin home last night and he didn’t let you leave, so you had been trapped in his room until you fell asleep.

Beside you, Jinjin was still softly snoring in his white t-shirt, so you got up and tried to make some breakfast. Just after a few minutes though, Jinjin immediately woke up.

“[y/n]? What are you doing here?” he asked in his raspy voice. His low tone made you shiver.

“Do you not remember last night?” you asked, trying to sound confident.

“No… we were out drinking! And those stupid friends of yours were forcing you to drink… Then I drank a lot…. And then?”

“And then?” you urged him.

He didn’t answer.

You sighed in relief. He’s forgotten!

You heard rustling and Jinjin got up and walked to the bathroom. Or at least, that’s what you thought he was doing, but he actually left the house.

When breakfast was ready and you couldn’t find him anywhere, you got concerned and began to call him. No answer.

You sat at the small table outside his kitchen, sighing at the food in front of you. Where had this man left in his pyjamas?

After a few minutes, you heard the doorknob turning and Jinjin walked in… with a whole bouquet of flowers in his hands. Your first reaction was to laugh, because his hair was a mess and his face was so puffy and tired, but this man was holding the prettiest flowers… it was irony in the flesh.

“[y/n],” he said, kicking off his shoes and cutely hobbling over towards you.

“What is it?” you asked, still trying not to laugh.

“I’m sorry that it turned out this way, but… I like you.”

Hearing that just made you laugh even harder - why were you laughing so much today? Just the fact that this man had already confessed yesterday without knowing and was doing it today too… for some reason that was funny.

“You’re laughing?” Jinjin asked, starting to also laugh himself.

“Okay, yes, I know. It’s Valentine’s day and I should have done something better, but when I woke up and you were next to me, there wasn’t much I could do! I had different plans… I was going to confess to you right when I saw you, and I was planning to look nicer than I do now, but-”

“You look great,” you said, your laughter having ceased now.

“Are you being sarcastic?”

“No, I swear. These flowers are so pretty, too.”

“Did you hear anything I said?”

“Yes, Jinjin. And I heard you yesterday too, when you drunkenly said that you like me.”

“I… said that yesterday?” Jinjin asked, his legs giving out as he fell onto the chair across from you.

“Yes, you did. And… you were really cute,” you said, mumbling the last part.

“Well, what did you say?” Jinjin asked, awaiting your response.

“I…” You froze. It was easier to tell him how you felt last night when he was drunk and out of it, but now you were afraid.

What was there to be afraid of when Jinjin already liked you?!

You took a deep breath before speaking.

“I said I like you too?”

“Really?” Jinjin asked, standing up and excitedly running around his tiny dorm.

You laughed, watching your senior and now boyfriend yell while the food in front of you continued to get cold. Weirdly enough, even the flowers looked like they were smiling at you.

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daybreakx · 3 years

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➵ astro eunwoo x gender neutral reader, strangers to lovers, college au.

➵ word count: 2.6k

➵ warnings: mentions of food and drinks, a little suggestive at the end if you squint. unedited.

➵ a/n: this wasn't requested but I really enjoy writing these type of scenarios! I hope you enjoy it and if you could send me some feedback I would appreciate it a lot! You can also find similar stories with jinjin and txt yeonjun on my blog.

ɪ. ᴄʜᴇʀʀʏ ᴄᴏᴋᴇ

It was your lucky day for more than one reason. Your last class of the day had been cancelled, your roommate was out of town, and the project you had due a couple days was done. Even in simple things, like getting a drink from the vending machine, the universe seemed to be in your favor, giving you a couple bottles for the price of one.

You smiled to yourself, contemplating the idea of sharing your good fortune with someone else. It wouldn’t hurt and you knew you wouldn’t drink the other bottle anyway, risking a sugar high on the day you could rest wasn’t appealing.

“Do you like Cherry coke?” You questioned, turning around to face the person behind you in line.

“I’m sorry, what?”

Cha Eunwoo was one of the most popular guys among the student population, you knew that much, but it didn’t mean you had crossed a word with him ever before. It was very likely he’d think it was a little off that you offered him your drink.

“Do you like Cherry Coke?” you repeated, surprised at your own capability of not tripping over your own words. He was arguably, one of the most beautiful people you'd ever seen and he was making you a little bit anxious with his half-confused expression.

"I– I do," he shook his head, his frown deepening the confusion he was going through. To be honest, he wasn't even sure if he liked cherry coke, he had been thinking about getting Sprite as he always did and then his mind had wandered to the walk back to his dorm.

"You can have this one, if you want," you offered, placing the bottle between the two of you. "It was free."

"Sure, thank you." Eunwoo took the bottle from your hand clumsily. "Sh-should I pay you back, though?"

You smiled at him gently, slightly amused by his nervous demeanor. Beautiful people were awkward too. "It's fine. It's your lucky day," you joked before waving him goodbye.

ɪɪ. ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ

“Please, y/n,” Lin, your roommate, begged for the hundreth time. “Just this once,”

“Nope,” you shook your head once again. “You made a commitment and you have to stick to it. Plus, you’re studying sports science, you’re supposed to go to these things.”

“Oh please, like handing out water is going to help me in my future carreer,” Lin rolled her eyes. “They just want to take advantage of us,”

“And you want to take advantage of me,” you countered, raising both eyebrows.

“It’s just a little favor, please. I’ll owe you, anything you want, anything at all.”

Of course, anything at all. You’d heard that before.

You sighed and Lin knew she’d won.

“They won’t even know it’s you instead of me!” she cheered, “It’ll be fun, and while you watch the boring-ass game, you can think of how I can repay you.”

“I’ll save it for later, just ‘cause you’ll owe me big time.”

+++

You sat on the lowest bleacher, surrounded by energy drinks, purified water and ice packets. Taking over Lin as the water carrier for the school’s basketball team was boring as hell. The team was winning and you couldn’t say you weren’t exactly interested in watching a bunch of handsome boys run around the court, but you had better ways of investing your time. At least Lin would owe you.

“Can I have a bottle of water, please?”

With most of the team only grabbing whatever they wanted, not even asking or saying thank you, you were surprised when someone actually acknowledged you.

“Uh, yeah sure,” you half-smiled at the captain of the team as you handed him the bottle. Were these going to be your only interactions with Eunwoo? Handing him drinks? Free drinks, that is.

“Thank you,” he returned the smile promptly, far less awkward than last time. “I...” he cleared his throat after taking a big gulp from the bottle, “I didn’t get your name last time,”

“y/n,” you replied, taking the half-empty bottle back from him.

“Eunwoo,” he pointed at himself, the awkwardness back as he winced slightly. “I...”

“What are you waiting for?!” one of his teammates, already in the court, yelled loudly. “Come on, Eunwoo!”

“Nice to meet you too,” you beamed before he ran back to the court, a shy smile on his lips.

ɪɪɪ. ᴊᴀꜱᴍɪɴᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴛᴇ / ᴄᴏᴄᴏɴᴜᴛ ʙᴏʙᴀ

When Lin asked you once again to do something for her, you weren’t expecting it would be this.

It was nice to be included in plans, of course, but being in the middle of a date feeling like a chaperone was not exactly how you thought your day would go.

“I just want it to seem a little more casual,” she murmured, tapping her foot on the pavement repeteadly. “If we went out, just the two of us, it would seem a lot more...”

“Serious?” you offered, yawning.

“I feel like serious might scare Moon Bin a little, is that bad?”

“I...” you looked for the right words, unable to follow your original idea as you saw Moon Bin walking from the other side of the parking lot. “I think Moon Bin and you think very alike.”

Lin’s date was walking towards you with company of his own. Eunwoo looked like he wanted Earth to swallow him whole, much like you did.

“Hi!” Moon Bin greeted cheerfully, realizing things were turning a lot better than he expected, and the ‘date’ hadn’t even started. “I brought Eunwoo with me,”

You bit back the words ‘we can tell,’ and settled to smile at both of them.

“Great!” Lin added with a bright smile of her own, “This is y/n, my roommate.”

“Shall we?” you questioned, after greeting them with a slight wave of your hand.

“Yeah, let’s go!”

With Moon Bin and Lin feeling like the only people in the world. Eunwoo and you became props, half of the time your friends didn’t remember the four of you were supposed to be riding together around the amusement park.

“Do you want to get a drink?” Eunwoo offered after a while. Both your friends had gone into the spinning cups on their own, which you were kind of glad about, you didn’t want to feel your stomach turning anymore than it already was.

“Sure, let’s do that,” you nodded, pointing to the little coffee kiosk a few meters away.

You scanned the options together and before you could get money out of your pocket, Eunwoo assured you he had it, approaching the till to place both your orders.

You waited for your drinks on the side, making small talk with Eunwoo and trying to catch Lin and Moon Bin getting off the ride.

“Here you go,” Eunwoo handed you the cup with the milky green drink while he eyed his own, a suspicious white with black pearls at the bottom. “I don’t think he heard me right,” Eunwoo muttered, sticking the straw in the cup and taking a sip.

You knew the barista hadn’t heard him right. He was too busy gaping at Eunwoo, especially when he ran his hand through his black hair while deciding what to add to his drink.

You laughed as he made a face, closing his eyes as he swallowed hard. “Do you want to trade?”

“Oh no, it’s fine, really,” he blurted quickly, tightening his grip around the cup.

“Mine is jasmine flavor, I think you’ll like it,” you waved the cup in front of him, “Don’t torture yourself with that thing.”

“It’s fine,” Eunwoo repeated, “Plus I already took a sip and...”

You clicked your tongue. “I don’t mind about that,” you quickly exchanged your drinks, Eunwoo giving you a bashful yet grateful look as he tasted the drink you’d ordered.

The coconut flavored he’d been given wasn’t half bad, and the chewy pearls were to your liking as well.

“Where have you guys been?!” Lin called loudly as she approached you, her arm linked to Moon Bin’s.

“Oh, so you finally remembered you brought us with you,” you scoffed, eyeing Eunwoo sideways to which he only smiled.

“It wouldn’t be a double date if we’d forgotten,” Bin added cheekily, the corner of his mouth going up.

Eunwoo and you almost choked on your drinks, making your friends laugh.

That’s what this was?

However, neither of you argued the idea as you walked behind Bin and Lin, on the way to the Ferris Wheel, standing slightly closer than you had done all day.

ɪᴠ. ʜᴏᴛ ᴄʜᴏᴄᴏʟᴀᴛᴇ

You wondered why he hadn’t kissed you.

After the amusement park, Eunwoo had asked you to go out with him several times more. The movies, the arcade, a walk in the park, even a museum date. And he hadn’t attempted to kiss you, not even once.

At first it was clear those were dates, like when he put his arm around you during the movie and pulled you closer to him. When he spent all the tickets he won in the arcade on a silly trinket you kept on your nightstand because he told you he hoped it reminded you of him. Again, when nudged your hand as you walked around the park, starting by intertwining your pinkies until he was holding all of your hand firmly, his thumb rubbing it softly. Even at the museum, when Eunwoo had put his head on your shoulder as you sat in front of a painting of a sea landscape and you talked about some story you’d read about a man who was in love with the sea.

But he hadn’t tried to kiss you, and frankly it was driving you insane.

“Here,” Eunwoo placed the drink on your hands, cupping them so you could warm your frozen fingers. “I added peppermint, just the way you like it.”

“Thank you,” you smiled, enjoying the burn on your hands while he grabbed his own cup from the edge of the bar. “Ready to go?”

“Let’s go,”

The campus was unusually calm, the nights had progressively grown colder and with final exams so close, everyone was cooped up revising and trying to make the last weeks of the semester worth it. You walked all the way to your dorm with your shoulders touching, whispering about your day and laughing, only making short pauses to sip your warm drinks.

“Do you think it will snow before we leave for winter break?” you questioned opening your palm as if it would summon the snowflakes you longed for.

“I don’t think so,” Eunwoo replied, changing his cup to the other hand so he could grab yours. “Would it make you happy if it did?”

“It would,” you smiled at him, “The campus looks pretty. I’m not a big fan of how slippery everything gets, though.”

“Yeah, Bin almost broke a bone last year,”

Your dorm was now on sight and you didn’t feel ready to say good night. You slowed down your pace, forcing Eunwoo to do the same before taking a detour to toss your empty hot chocolate cups to the trash.

“You should go inside,” Eunwoo said after a few minutes passed and you still stood outside the building. Your cheeks frozen and the heat you’d obtained from the drink slowly slipping from your hands.

“In a minute,” you shrugged.

Eunwoo chuckled, cupping your face with his hands, passing on the remaining warmth to your cheeks. “You’re freezing,”

You shrugged again, too focused on the feeling on the pit of your stomach to mind the cold. You wanted to kiss him. You wanted him to kiss you in that moment, more than you had ever wanted him to kiss you before.

Placing your hands on top of his, still on your face, you prayed you wouldn’t make a mistake by saying what you wanted. But you didn’t need to, as Eunwoo finally pulled your face towards his, softly and with the slightest hesitation. An opening for you to reject his advance.

His lips felt soft against yours and he was being way too careful. Maybe still afraid you would just push him away if he did the slightest thing wrong, if he moved too fast or too eagerly. Eunwoo had wanted everything to be perfect, and that’s what had taken so long.

“You taste of peppermint,” he whispered, his lips touching yours again with every word.

“Just kiss me again, you fool.” you laughed, dropping your hands to place them inside the pockets of his coat as he obeyed your command with a laugh.

ᴠ. ʙᴀɴᴀɴᴀ ᴍɪʟᴋ

“Oh no,” Moon Bin whined loudly, dropping his keys on the desk by the door, the clutter hiding them from sight almost immediately. “You’re here again?” his tone was lighthearted, and the joke was even more evident as he patted your head softly when he walked by your seat.

“I never complain when you’re in my room,” you countered, spinning Eunwoo’s chair to look at his roommate. “And you’re ALWAYS there,”

Moon Bin shrugged dropping back on his bed. “Where’s Eunwoo?”

“Buying snacks, we’re catching up with Dark tonight.”

“Fun,” Bin had lost interest already. You being here meant Lin had your room all to herself, his mind was already spinning with mischief.

“I swear if you touch my things while you’re over there, I’ll hurt you.” you warned, grabbind the first thing you found on Eunwoo’s desk to throw at Bin.

Moon Bin threw his pillow at you before jumping from the bed, there was no time to waste. “I’ll try to remember that,” he smirked.

Before you could find something else to throw at Moon Bin, Eunwoo opened the room’s door, a black plastic bag on one hand.

“What did you buy for me?” Moon Bin asked, eyeing the bag.

Eunwoo frowned before walking to you, placing a quick kiss on your head. “Nothing, get out of here.”

You chuckled, already exploring the insides of the plastic bag. Chips, a couple sodas, some candy... and voilà, banana milk. “Thank you baby,” you looked up at Eunwoo, who was still bickering jokingly with Bin.

“Thank you, baby,” Moon Bin mocked you in a high pitched voice. “You’re the lamest couple on campus.”

“Shut up Moon Bin,” you didn’t have the energy to fight him on that, he never gave up on calling you it, just to get that exact reaction.

“Alright, alright,” he’d finally gathered his stuff. “Have fun you two, and don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” he winked before closing the door behind him.

“He’s so annoying,” you laughed, offering the other banana milk to your boyfriend, the little straw already poking the middle.

“He means well... most of the time,” Eunwoo laughed, kissing your cheek. “Are we really the lamest couple on campus, though?”

You nodded. “Definitely.”

Eunwoo laughed at your affirmation. He couldn’t even deny it, not that he would try anyway. He was too in love with you to care about what anyone thought.

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kz-i-co · 3 years

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1 In A Million

» Request: "Can you make a smut w/ a bit of fluff with the scenario of the reader being insecure and like JinJin shows her how much she is perfect to him and loves her?"

» Pairing: Park Jinwoo (JinJin) x f!Reader

» Genre: fluffy smut

» Words: 3.9k

» m.list ╫ astro masterlist

"Ow- stupid bag- get in the door." You mumbled as you struggled to get your bag in the door. "Mom! Dad! Min?" You called but no answer.

The house was lit up so someone must be home. The kitchen was a mess with open pizza boxes and soda cans laying out. Like you never even left in the first place.

You dragged your bags upstairs to your bedroom as you heard laughter coming from your brother's room causing fumes to build up. You opened your door and saw your old room being the now used storage room since your parents didn't want to be bothered going up another flight of stairs. You threw your bags down on your old bed that at least had your old comforter set. Jeez you've been gone away to college for one year and this is what happens.

You marched over to your brother’s room since he told you he had an apartment lined up for the summer and you wanted to know why the hell he wasn't there. You were looking forward to having the house by yourself this summer since your parents worked long hours.

"Min!!" You knocked on the door, but the commotion was so damn loud you didn't even make a dent. You opened the door and saw all the boys playing some dumb shooting game. "Hello!"

The game paused and all the boys looked at you in dead silence. "Hey you're home?" Minhyuk spoke first.

"Yeah, and why are you?" You said not trying to be sassy.

"My apartment isn't ready so I'm staying here for now."

"That's too bad.....for how long?"

"It won't be done until October." He said as some of his friends were laughing.

"What? I thought you were moving in for the summer." You alerted.

"So did I. Guess not." He turned his head back towards the screen.

"Well, if you don't mind, I need to clean my room that was turned into a storage unit." You said annoyed.

"Relax. Mine was the laundry room." You shut his door and went back to your room grabbing the first box. Siblings were siblings so you didn't mind that he was home, but you couldn't stand his friends. They were all obnoxious and constantly teased you. They were the reason he needed to leave.

...

As you were about to pass your brothers door, his friend JinJin came out causing you to bump into him. "Sorry."

"Need help?"

"You don't want to help me." You laughed and continued to pass him.

"Maybe I do." He grabbed the box from you as he pulled the string to your attic stairs.

"Why?"

"It's pretty boring in there."

"Sure it is, because moving a bunch of your parent’s old shit is much more entertaining." You spoke with sarcasm.

"Depends on who I'm with." He started up the stairs as you blushed and went back to grab another box.

"So....It's been a while since I've seen you." He started. "You haven't changed much." He smiled.

"Yeah, it's tragic I know. My hair is still a frizzy mess, I'm still short, I still can't manage to do my makeup the right way or let my fingernails grow out-"

"I meant that you are as beautiful as I remember." He grabbed your box again and walked up the stairs.

"I'm sorry, did you inhale too much dust up there?" You shouted from the bottom of the steps. He walked down with that annoyed look you remember but quickly fixed it with a smile. "Still got the same humor I see."

"What about you? You look very different from the last time I saw you."

"How so?" He asked grabbing an old picture frame.

"All the baby fat is gone from your face." You said causing him to shy away from you. "Sorry I just remember your cheeks were so adorable."

You had a small box, so you followed him finally up to the attack. "It's still scary up here."

"Do you still have that scar when we fell from the tree house?" He asked. The most memorable memory you had with Jinjin. He broke his arm and you had to get 14 stitches.

"I don't know." You pulled your hair up letting him look at the back of your neck.

"Still there."

"I'm glad I can't see it because it's probably hideous."

"Scars aren't hideous, they're cool."

"Of course you would say that, you're a guy. They're ugly on a girl. Maybe I'll get a tattoo to cover it." You said walking down the stairs.

Your room was just about done, the rest you can put in the closet, but things looked the same besides the emptiness since you still had your main stuff back in your dorm.

"Do you miss being home?"

"A little. But I love where my school is, I might move there once I graduate."

"It's only an hour away, right?" He asked.

"Yeah."

"I'm guessing you don't miss your brother." He laughed.

"I didn't miss him or his friends." You said but then had your eyes on Jinjin since he technically counted. "I mean besides you. You're the only one that's nice to me so." You shrugged.

Minhyuk's school was an hour away as well but going the opposite direction, so you were actually 2 hours away from him.

"They're all jerks to each other no worries. I rather hang out with you."

"You better not say that out loud, Min will get mad."

He shrugged. "Who cares."

Speak of the devil. "Mom and dad are on their way home."

"Okay." You shrugged.

"We better clean the kitchen."

"You mean you and your friends better clean the kitchen. I just got home. You didn't even leave any pizza for me."

"I didn't know you were coming home." He defended himself.

"I'm not helping you. It's bad enough I can't go and get something because I don't have a car and I can't drive yours because it's a stick."

He turned around and went back to his room hopefully to get his friends.

"I can drive you if you want something to eat." Jinjin offered.

"That's okay, I'm sure I can find something to make."

"Well, the reason why your parents are gone is because they went out shopping." Jinjin laughed.

You sighed. "I can take an Uber it's fine."

"You trust Uber? Come on let's go." Jinjin lead you downstairs.

....

"Thank you." You held your bag of Panda Express. "They don't have these near me."

"That must be tough." He teased since he knew it was your favorite.

"Yeah." The car ride was silent but comfortable. You didn't want to eat in JinJin's car, so you held the bag closed tightly to keep the warmth.

"I never asked you where you go to school. You were gone so quick; I haven't seen you since-" You stopped yourself before you could bring up the bad memory. "Sorry I didn't mean-"

"It's fine (Y/N), It's been 2 years." He laughed. His parents got divorced his senior year of high school and he moved away with his mother, so you haven't seen him since.

"I go to school at FT University. It's pretty close to where my mom lives so..." he shrugged.

"I know where that is. I didn't know you moved over there. My school isn't that far from there." You smiled. "So why are you here instead of visiting your mom?"

"I see her all the time, even when I'm in school." He smiled. "I haven't seen you guys in a while."

"I didn't mean to refer you as guys. I mean everyone."

"It's fine Jinjin." You blushed. "So how long are you staying." He finally pulled up to your house.

"The rest of the summer so I can visit my dad. He works late so I'm mostly home alone."

"I'll stay with you. I wanted to be home alone." You meant it as a joke, but he took it seriously.

"You can stay with me if you want. I could use the company in that big house."

"I’ll have to keep an eye on my Min radar." You giggled. "It's weird living with him again. I know it's only been a year, but I feel like I'm a kid again being back here."

"Or I'm sure if you want to stay with us, Minhyuk has his bunk bed set in the garage." You teased.

You got inside to a surprisingly clean house and the rest of the boys chillin out in the living room. "Where have you two been?" Your brother asked as soon as you entered the door.

"Jinwoo drove me to get food since you punks ate everything. At least one of you has a soul."

"I know why he's nice." They mumbled followed by a laugh, but you couldn't understand what he said anyway but Jinjin did, and he had a strong glare written on his face.

You walked away to the kitchen since the radiation was too strong and continued to eat your food while looking through your phone and the boy’s rowdy behavior can be heard miles away.

"Mom. Hi." As soon as you mother entered the house with grocery's you gave her a big hug and then quickly moved on to your dad. "Did you miss me?"

"Of course dear. Your brother said you were staying with a friend this summer."

"What? He's the one who was supposed to move into an apartment."

"He said he didn't have the money to this year." You shot daggers towards his direction. He lied. He just wanted to be a lazy bum and mooch off your parents still. Sure, you can say you were no different, but you showed your parents more respect than he did at least and could pay for your own stuff.

"Please get along with your brother if you both are going to be back here." Your mother practically begged.

"I'm not the bad one."

"Your brother has matured. You just haven't seen it yet." She always defended him. "Just get along."

You crossed your arms as you walked back towards your room.

The next morning you felt comfortable in your bed as your summer vacation officially started. You and your friends never decided what to do this summer since you were scattered, but hopefully you can hang with them instead of sitting at home with your brothers annoying friends.

You got up and threw your hair into a messy bun as you applied some face cream and put a timer on for 20 minutes.

You went downstairs to get some breakfast and as soon as you entered the kitchen, your brother jumped in fear as he saw your face.

"Take what you want and leave me alone." He teased.

"Oh, very funny." You stuck your tongue out.

"Is that guacamole or something?" He looked at you with disgust.

"It's an Avocado mask, it's great for hydrating your skin and prevents wrinkles." You poured yourself a glass of orange juice.

"I didn't know you were old enough to have wrinkles, that sucks." He laughed.

"I don't have them you idiot, it's to make sure I don't get them in the future." You snapped.

He grabbed your orange juice and walked upstairs. "YAH!!!!" You groaned as you poured yourself another drink.

You heard the front door open once again thinking it was just your lame brother until you saw a friendly face greet you. "Hey- (Y/N)."

You gasped and ran upstairs as your answer. How embarrassing! Why was Jinwoo here? Especially this early. You hid in your room as you heard him enter your brother’s room.

...

"You try living with him." You whined as you walked through the park with your friend. "I feel like it's high school all over again."

"How bad can he be? Just ignore him."

"It's hard when his room is right next to mine, you know how many times he has woke me up from blaring his video games? This is gonna be a long summer."

"He came in and used the bathroom......while I WAS IN THE SHOWER!......Who does that? And not to mention flushing the toilet so my water could get cold. I think he's being an extra ass to chase me out."

"It's only been one week." Your friend laughed.

"I know! I can't deal with this for another 2 months. Help me." You whined.

"I'm sorry, I'm working all summer. Maybe you can rent someone's house." She continued talking but you just remembered Jinjin's offer. He was staying with his father for the rest of the summer. Maybe you could stay with him.

"You're a genius." You shouted.

"I didn't think you would actually take that into consideration." She laughed.

"Oh, I will. But not renting.....borrowing."

.....

You only packed a few days' worth of clothes since you weren't staying for long or even know if he meant his offer. You told your parents you were staying with a friend because of said brother but honestly, they didn't get it, but why would they when he was perfect to their eyes.

You were standing outside Jinjin's door unannounced and ready to make yourself at home since you didn't feel comfortable at yours.

You were embarrassed enough by this point, but you honestly didn't care anymore. You need a break from Minhyuck and this was the only way - unless you stay at a hotel.

"Hey." You smiled.

"Hey." Jinwooo greeted with confusion but amused by your presence. "You staying?"

"If that's okay. Min is driving me insane. I'm on my last straw before I kill him."

"No worries." He opened the door wider so you could enter. "You can stay in the guest room."

His house was bigger than you remembered, unless in all honesty - you just forgot since it was forever ago you've been here.

"Did you eat?" He asked kindly.

"Oh yeah, I'm fine. I know it's late, I'm sorry."

"It's 8 o'clock." He laughed. "No big deal."

"So, what you want to do?" He asked after you put your things in the guest room.

"Honestly, I'm dying to go in your pool."

"Oh really?" He arched his eyebrows.

"I haven't since we were kids.....plus it's like really hot out."

...

"I don't think I ever been night swimming before." You dipped your toe in the pool before pulling it out quickly. It was too cold but a little chilly. The light inside made the whole pool light up aesthetically making the mood calm.

That was until Jinwoo decided to run and jump in, losing your train of thought.

"Wow....10 points."

"Come on."

"Don't you know I'm always slow getting in." You sat down letting your feet hang.

"Oh, I remember." He was coming closer as you stepped down to the first step. "Wait, aren't you gonna take off your clothes?" He was referring to your oversized tshirt.

"Oh, I always wear clothes over my bathing suit." He gave you a questioning look. "I'm just a little self-conscious."

"What time does your dad get home? Will he be okay with this?" You quickly changed the subject.

"He won't be home till after midnight." He shrugged. "He's always too tired to care anyway."

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay." He laughed splashing you.

"Hey! I will get out."

"You're the one that wanted to go swimming."

"You're right, but it's still too cold." You whined before finally dropping down, so you were covered to your waist.

"I can't remember the last time I've been in this pool."

"Why?" You laughed. "If we had a pool, I would be in it everyday."

"It's not fun to swim alone."

"But you can relax." He just shrugged. "Why don't you ever invite the guys over here?"

"I think Minhyuk is afraid of my dad." Jinwoo laughed.

"He yelled at him one time, such a baby." You laughed with him. "You wouldn't want them over anyway. They trash the place."

"True." He laughed as he splashed you.

"Hey." You splashed him back even more intense.

You both swam for only another ten minutes before getting out to the cold as your soak and wet shirt heavy against your skin.

"Can I ask you a personal question?" He started as he ruffled his hair with the towel breaking your train of thought.

"Sure." You quickly looked to the ground trying not to be obvious you were staring at his toned torso.

"Why do you wear clothes over your bathing suit?" His tone was gentle.

"Oh um.....wearing bathing suits make me uncomfortable." You pursed your lips.

"I don't see why. You're beautiful you know." He started walking inside; leaving you as your face quickly turned red.

"Why do you do that?" You asked following him.

"What?" He had the towel around his shoulders.

"Sweet talk me." You teased.

"I'm not. I'm just stating facts." He smiled sweetly. "Come on let's get changed."

Now he's changing the subject?.......hmmm

"Are you sure I can stay here?" You asked again as you sat on the couch next to him all dry and cozy.

"Of course." He had a movie starting and popcorn at your side.

Not that things felt awkward with Jinwoo but he definitely gave you feelings you couldn't explain. The butterflies were nonstop by this point.

"Thank you for being so nice to me......I mean like.....for my brother’s friend."

"I don't want to just be 'your brother’s friend' to you (Y/N)." He started. "We're friends also."

"Or course, I didn't mean it like that or anything." You quickly responded. "I like being friends with you."

"I'm tired. I'm probably gonna get to bed." You stood up. It was toward the end of the movie anyway.

"Yeah sure." He stood up as well.

"Thanks again for letting me stay here." You spoke as you entered his guest room.

"Of course. You're always welcome here." He leaned against the doorframe.

"Maybe it's time I get my own place, since my brother ain't going anywhere."

"Well, you can stay here as long as you like."

"Aren't you going home soon?" You asked.

"That won't matter. My dad wouldn't have a problem with it. He's always liked you."

"He remembers me?"

"Of course."

"Well, I wouldn't want to stay here unless you're here." You slipped out.

"Well, I guess I'll have to stay all summer." He blushed.

"Sounds good." You bit your lip shyly.

"Okay well, good night." He awkwardly walked towards the door. "I'm just next door."

"Okay." You smiled as he left you alone. You felt your heart beating beyond your control and it was all because of him. You felt the need to make a move, but you were scared. You felt tired before but now the feeling was replaced with adrenaline.

You just wanted to make another excuse to talk to him. You weren't ready to say good night. How do I work the tv? Anything. What were you thinking, he probably doesn't even like you like that.

You found yourself pacing before walking towards the door ready to leave and knock on his door, no turning back but as soon as you flew your door open. He was standing ready to knock himself.

"Oh hey." You greeted once again as faith was working in your favor.

"I-ahh- I think I left my phone in here, maybe."

"Is that so?" You asked. He looked at you nervously as he was clearly lying.

"No." He laughed nervously.

"Did you need something?" Just do it, he's right there.

He sighed, suddenly leaning in forward, grabbing your chin softly bringing his lips towards yours. His lips were warm and soft, and you were quick to respond. He leaned in more forward closing the door behind him as he continued pushing you till you reached your bed. He made himself comfortable in between your legs as you were quick to wrap them around his waist as the kiss grew deeper by the second.

His roaming hands made its way up your thighs to under your shirt, sending shivers up by every touch.

"You okay with this?" You asked in between the kiss.

"Are you okay with this?" He asked back.

"I am if you are."

"Of course, I am. You're beautiful (Y/N)." He leaned down once again.

"You mean that?"

He answered with a kiss, and you were quick to kiss him once again. You managed to finally pull his shirt all the way up, taking a second to admire his toned chest. He immediately snuck his hand under your shirt, as he began kissing up and down your neck, with his hands continuing to wander making you feel butterflies for the hundredth time tonight.

You felt him playing with your bra strap, eventually loosening up the tight fabric. He had it off quicker than you realized and immediately started messaging your chest, loosely under your shirt. His lips made its way back up to your lips, feeling moister than before.

He stopped suddenly and smiled as he felt your hand making its way inside his sweats. You smirked as you continued to rub against his growing member. The sudden confidence felt comfortable.

He finally pulled your shirt up, just enough to leave sloppy kisses all over chest making you moan in the process. You pulled down the rest of his sweats leaving him completely exposed. He stopped to pull the rest of your off and leaned forward, kissing your swollen lips once again. You felt him slowly rub his erection against you as you nodded in approval. You felt sudden cold air as he moved to open his bed side drawer, quickly to add protection. He finally pushed in slowly, not aware of how tight you were.

You couldn't help but wince from the slight pain until the feeling subsided to pleasure. His muffled sounds were so beautiful as he began his movements faster. He leaned down kissing you passionately before moving down to your neck once again as his pace was comfortable. You felt like you were lost in your own world not caring who can hear you. You never wanted this feeling to end. You moved your hand to the front of your folds to guide your pleasure closer to the edge.

He moved against your body like he had complete control, like he knew it well. You felt like you were on cloud 9 as the pleasure was rushing in faster than you thought. You moved your hips against him faster to signal you wanted more. Your moans filled the room, that you both were grateful his father was not home yet.

The numbness scattered throughout your body as the climax finally reached its high point. Once he reached his high, he collapsed to the bed next to you.

You looked over at Jinwoo and you couldn't help but smile seeing how exhausted he was.

"Is he gonna be okay with this?"

"Who? Min?" He nodded to confirm. "I don't really care what he thinks."

"What if he's mad?"

"I don't know." You shrugged. "Do you not want to tell him?"

"I don't know." It was his turn to shrug.

"We can talk about it later." You yawned throughout as your eyes started to drift.

He turned on his side facing you as he gently started to close his eyes as well. Was this wrong? On one hand, you had no care in the world what your brother thought but Jinwoo was his friend and he still cared deeply for the both of you. Whatever he decides, you would be happy with.

to be continued.....

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smutfanfictionlover-blog · 3 years

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KIM MYUNGJUN/ MJ - LOVE PURPOSE

WARNING: DETAILED SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: I am sorry it took me for a week to update because I have other things to do and this is my first smut fanfiction for MJ and I hope you will all like it my beloved readers!

Characters: Reader - Y/N (female) x MJ/ Kim Myungjun

L/N (insert your last name/surname)

Y/N is an office worker together with her friend named Jerin. In their company, every fifth month of the year they always awarded who is the best employee in every department then Y/N and Jerin decided to check in their bulletin board outside their department office and they saw it was…

“Kim Myungjun a.k.a MJ is the awardee again? I am tired of seeing his photo every fifth month in our bulletin board!” Y/N said as she sighed and Jerin slightly laughed at her.

“Why? Do you also expect that you will receive that award and beat MJ?” Jerin asked.

“To be honest, I am still expecting because I know that I didn’t make any mistakes in our work and I am always early going to work. I don’t know why I am still not receiving that kind of award,” Y/N said.

"We all know that you are a great employee but I bet you didn't know that much about MJ, right? He is the most sociable employee in our department. Probably the other superiors kept voting him as the best employee is that aside from MJ being excellent in doing his job he is very sociable and he kept helping the others too because he has so much expertise," Jerin said and Y/N just sighed.

“Gosh! I wish I could have those kinds of attributes like him. You know, It’s hard for me to mingle and talk to other people if you don’t know them at all,” Y/N said.

"I know! But I am impressed that it's really easy for him to communicate with other people that quickly. Also, I heard MJ is very popular with other departments too and even the CEO said he is so happy to have him in the company," Jerin said.

"Oh well! I will not be surprised that he will have a quick promotion to be in the higher position," Y/N said.

“I think so! Let’s go back to work,” Jerin said and Y/N nodded. As they went inside their office, suddenly MJ is about to go out there office and…

“Hi Y/N and Jerin!” MJ said as he suddenly winked at Y/N and she was surprised but then Y/N and Jerin just smiled at him and he left the office.

“Oh! How did he know my name? We even don’t talk to each other,” Y/N thought and Jerin noticed she stopped walking and…

“Is there are problem Y/N? or are you just thinking why he winked at you?” Jerin said as she slightly teased her and Y/N glared at her.

"No, I am not! Also, I never talked to him and I am just surprised that he knows my name," Y/N said and Jerin laughed at her.

“Probably he just saw your name somewhere like in the documents or he just overheard it. As for my case, he knows my name because I kept giving some documents to him,” Jerin said as she smiled.

“Well, I think so! We really should get going and finish our work,” Y/N said and Jerin nodded as they just went back to their working stations. As for MJ who also checked the bulletin board, he smiled brightly because he is again the best employee then someone approached him and it’s his friend named Cha Eunwoo who is in another department and…

“Congrats again MJ!” Eunwoo said as he smiled at him.

“Thanks, bro!” MJ said as he smiled back.

“You really deserve a promotion in that case because you were always the best employee of the department,” Eunwoo said and MJ chuckled.

“I still have many things to learn, okay? Also, I am just doing my best too,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Did you hear that someone tried to beat you for being the best employee?" Eunwoo asked and MJ was surprised.

"Nope! But I don't mind if that person will be the next best employee since I think also some other people deserve to be the best employee because all of us here are doing our best to get recognition," MJ said.

“Oh! I agree with you! The name of that person that was also nominated for being the best employee is L/N Y/N,” Eunwoo said.

“Oh! The beautiful lady in our department,” MJ said and Eunwoo just smirked.

“I am so surprised at your words MJ. But does it mean you already like her?” Eunwoo asked and MJ smiled.

"To be honest, I liked her since I was in college but at that time, I am in my senior year and Y/N is in her junior year," MJ said.

“Oh! I see! That’s why she didn’t really know you at all,” Eunwoo said.

“You’re right! I am just happy that I got to work with her in the same department,” MJ said as he smiled brightly.

“But why didn’t you make a move already to her?” Eunwoo asked.

“I am just waiting for the right time and also, I don’t want her to be uncomfortable because I still didn’t talk to her at all too,” MJ said.

“Oh! I see! Good luck bro! I have to go and congratulations again!” Eunwoo said.

“Okay! Thanks again! Have a nice day!” MJ said as he smiled and Eunwoo nodded and he left him then MJ just went back to his working station. While Y/N is working she suddenly remembered something and she approached Jerin.

"Jerin, I wanted to ask you if you have already had a roommate in your place?" Y/N asked.

“Yes! I live with my older sister. Why?” Jerin asked.

"Oh! Okay! I just think I should look for a place to rent that is near our working place because I am easily getting tired of being home at late night in my place," Y/N said.

"Wait! I have some flyers of apartments that you can check out. I got these flyers because before I also search for a place to live but I didn't have a chance to check them out because my older sister let me live with her. I hope these flyers will help," Jerin said as she gave the flyers to her.

"Oh! Okay! Thanks, Jerin! I will check them out this weekend," Y/N said and Jerin nodded.

FAST FORWARD….

It was Saturday and she tried to call the numbers that were in the flyers but some of them told her that the apartment is already occupied and as for the last flyer, she tried to call it and finally, someone told her the apartment is still not occupied and it was just a few minutes away from her working place. Then on the same day, she decided to check out the apartment and…

“Good afternoon! Ms. Y/N, I am Jinwoo and I am one of the lessors of the apartment. Let’s go and I will show you the apartment you will move in,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded and she followed him. As they went to the apartment, Y/N checked the room and other parts of the apartment…

"Wow! I am surprised it's already fully furnished and yet the monthly price is cheap," Y/N said.

“So, Ms. Y/N are you going to occupy this apartment?” Jinwoo asked.

“Yes! I love the interior and I think I will don’t have any problems when I go to work,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“That’s great! Let’s go to my office now and you can transfer your advance payment via online bank transfer and I will let you signed the contract there,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded then both of them went to the office and signed the contract and after signing the contract, Y/N told him that she can move in tomorrow.

“Are you sure that you can move in tomorrow? But you told me earlier that your place from here is far. I can help you get your things,” Jinwoo said.

“Are you sure about that? You will really help me? But how much should I pay you?” Y/N asked.

“Yes! I am willing to help you and you don’t need to pay me for helping you. Just send me the address. I know it will be hard for you to find other people that can help you get your things from your place,” Jinwoo said as he smiled.

“Oh! Okay! Thank you very much Mr. Jinwoo!” Y/N said.

“Just call me Jinjin since you will be one of our tenants in this building and I can consider now you as a friend too,” Jinwoo said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Okay! I will send you the address today. I have to go and thank you again, Jinjin! See you tomorrow!” Y/N said.

“Okay! No problem Y/N! Have a nice day and Take care! See you tomorrow!” Jinwoo said and Y/N smiled and nodded then left his office.

THE NEXT DAY….

It was the day where Y/N will move into the apartment and as Jinjin promised her, he really helped get her things and went to the apartment. But as they arrived in the apartment, they suddenly saw someone loading their stuff and as they walked closer Y/N recognized and it was…

"MJ?" Y/N said and MJ turned around and looked at her with a surprised face and…

“Y/N? What are you doing here and who is he?” MJ asked.

"I should be the one to ask you that question because I am one of the lessors of that apartment and why are you here? Y/N signed the contract yesterday to move in this apartment," Jinwoo said.

“Why does he act likes he is Y/N’s boyfriend?” MJ thought and he smirked.

"Wait for a second! You are not the one who I talked to last week and I signed the contract first. Also, the name of the lessor that I talked to is, Rocky,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“Are you serious?” Y/N asked and MJ nodded. Then Y/N can’t look at him.

“Oh! You mean you talked to my friend. We should check that out and settle these things first,” Jinwoo said then Y/N sighed and nodded. MJ is only looking at her but…

“I didn’t expect Y/N will be here,” MJ thought. But Y/N was just quiet and didn’t talk at all. As they went inside the office…

“Rocky, it’s great that you are here!” Jinwoo said. Then Rocky looked at MJ and…

"Good afternoon MJ! You are supposed to move into the apartment, right? Is there a problem?" Rocky asked.

"Ummm… Rocky, I want to talk to you first," Jinwoo said and Rocky nodded and they left MJ and Y/N for a moment and…

“Y/N, I know that we don’t talk to each other in the office but I wanted to ask you if you really need the apartment?” MJ asked and Y/N slightly looked at him.

“Yes, I am! Because my place is so far and I always reached my place already late at night and I am tired of it.” Y/N said.

“Oh! I see! To be honest, I don’t know what was going on between our signed contracts. Let’s just wait for them,” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then in a few minutes, Rocky and Jinwoo went back to them and…

"I am sorry MJ and Y/N for the inconvenience. Rocky suddenly forgot to put your details in the system that made me think that it's still not occupied. But I can see that you two already know each other and I think it will not be bad that you two can live in that apartment since there are two rooms. But that was only my suggestion. I'll leave the two of you first so that you two can just talk about it for now," Jinwoo said and left them again to discuss about their decision. Then Y/N and MJ looked at each other and…

“Y/N, you can take the apartment. I will just find another place to live,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised but…

“I think there is a purpose that I met MJ today and that is, that he can help me to be the best employee and somehow make me turn into a sociable person,” Y/N thought and she suddenly shook her head and MJ was confused at her action.

“It’s really okay that you can have the apartment. I can really find another place,” MJ said.

“No! You can live with me because I want you to help me on something I wanted to achieve to," Y/N said and MJ was shocked.

“What? You will let me live with you? Also, what do you want to achieve?” MJ asked.

“Yes! I will let you live with me. I wanted to be also the best employee in our department,” Y/N said and MJ chuckled.

“I see! Okay! But I will try to help you okay?” MJ said as he smiled at her.

“Okay! Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said and MJ suddenly winked at her and Y/N blushed. Then that time, Jinwoo and Rocky went back to them and…

“We already decided that both of us will be living in that apartment,” MJ said.

"Gosh! I hope things will turn out to be okay and I will achieve being the best employee," Y/N thought as both of them smiled.

“Okay! That’s great! There will be no problem at all,” Jinwoo said and all of them agreed. As Y/N and MJ helped each other to place their things inside the apartment…

"Y/N, do you have food preferences you like? I will treat you for dinner tonight," MJ said. When Y/N looked at him, she saw that he is shirtless and she blushed madly but MJ didn’t notice that she stared at him for a long time because he keeps scrolling and searching something in his phone and…

"Damn! I didn't expect MJ will have a perfect upper body!" Y/N thought as she suddenly bites her lip but she suddenly stopped thinking lewd thoughts about him and…

“I just don’t like spicy food and the rest will be okay for me,” Y/N said as she smiled.

"Okay! I will order now," MJ said as he smiled back and Y/N blushed and gulped. As time goes by, their food for dinner arrived and Y/N helped MJ to get the food and set it on the dining table and when they are about to have dinner, Y/N can't continue eating her food because…

“Umm… MJ, I think you should put on clothes first. It’s kinda distracting,” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Really? Are you distracted at my body?” MJ asked bluntly and Y/N gulped.

“You’re right! because to be honest, I haven’t lived in yet with a guy. You know what I mean, right?” Y/N asked.

“Oh! Okay! I understand, Y/N! Wait for a second!” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then after few seconds, he went back and Y/N was still kinda distracted because…

"Gosh! He is in a sleeveless shirt and his arms are really muscular! I should just continue to eat my food he might get the wrong idea," Y/N thought. After they finished their dinner, Y/N volunteered to wash the dishes but…

“Y/N you should relax now. I will wash the dishes tonight,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Are you sure about that? You already treated me for dinner then you will also wash the dishes?” Y/N asked.

“It’s okay! I insist! You can relax now,” MJ said and both of them smiled at each other. Then Y/N just went to the living room and started to watch her favorite shows. But as time goes by, when MJ was already finished washing the dishes he already saw that Y/N already fell asleep and he slowly looked at her while still sleeping and…

“It seems she is really tired. I should just carry her into her room,” MJ thought and he just carried her bridal style and placed her in the bed and put a blanket on top of her.

"Good night Y/N! You are really beautiful!" MJ said in low voice and he slightly smiled. Then he just turns off the lights of her room. The next day, both of them went together in the office and some of their officemates are looking at them confused then when Y/N was about to go straight to her working station, MJ suddenly held her hand that made Y/N blushed at his action and…

"We will go back home together too, okay?" MJ asked as he smiled at her and Y/N nodded and smiled back. Then as soon as MJ already went to his working station many of his teammates went to him immediately and asked questions about Y/N. As for Y/N who is also in her working station, Jerin and another colleague named Sanha approached her and…

“Did we just see it right now that you and MJ come to the office together?” Jerin asked.

“You should just share to us that you are already dating him,” Sanha said and Y/N just can’t stop blushing.

“We aren’t dating and we are just friends,” Y/N said and Jerin smirked and Sanha slightly laughed.

"Are you sure? But why did he hold your hand? and suddenly he tells you something. Also, Sanha is right you should share it with us," Jerin said and Y/N sighed.

“I am telling the truth that we are just friends and I know you two will get the wrong idea if I say that we actually living in an apartment,” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin were surprised.

“What? How did that happen?” Sanha asked.

“I will make the long story short, okay?” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin nodded.

“On the day when I will move in the apartment, the lessor didn’t know that MJ signed first the contract and suddenly we had a discussion if one of us will take the apartment or just live together but we just decided to live together instead,” Y/N said.

“Oh! But who suggested that you two live together?” Jerin asked.

“The lessor suggested it and I also thought that it will not be a bad idea because I can seek help from him to be the best employee,” Y/N said.

“Oh! That’s a good decision though. But we can feel you two will be very close to each other,” Sanha said and smiled at her.

“Not only be close to each other. Also, we will not be surprised that they will fall in love with each other and they will be in a relationship,” Jerin said and Sanha agreed but Y/N blushed at her words.

“We should just start working and someone might scold us,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and went back to their working stations. As for MJ who is busily working, someone sends a message to him in their web portal and it’s Eunwoo.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

Eunwoo: Hey! I saw that you are with Y/N. Are you two already dating?

MJ: No! We are just friends and to be honest, I am so sick of that question because many of my teammates keep asking me about that.

Eunwoo: Oh! I see! So, why the two of you are together going to the office?

MJ: We live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: What? Are you serious? I thought you two are not dating but living in one apartment? I am confused.

MJ: Eunwoo, it doesn't mean that if I live with a woman I am already dating her, okay? There was just a little problem that happened yesterday when I moved in. But both of us just decided to live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: Oh! Okay! But it means you are happy that you will see her every day?

MJ: Of course, I am! I will always take care of her too and I will try to help her achieve to be the next best employee.

Eunwoo: Wow! You really have good helping hands.

MJ: Yup! Since she’s with me now and I will help her as much as I can.

Eunwoo: I hope Y/N will fall in love with you.

MJ: I hope so! But let’s see what will happen to both of us.

Eunwoo: Okay! I have to work now! Have a nice day!

MJ: Have a nice day too, Eunwoo!

END OF THEIR CONVERSATION.

After MJ had a conversation with Eunwoo, he just smiled and…

“I will make Y/N mine no matter what happens!” MJ thought and he just went back to work. As time goes by, it was already their lunch break and both of them just had lunch with their friends instead.

While they are in the pantry, Jerin and Sanha saw MJ that…

"Y/N, MJ keeps looking at you and it seems he is going to give something to you. Here he comes!" Jerin said and Y/N was surprised when MJ approached their table and he smiled at her and her friends.

“I wanted to give this to you,” MJ said as he gave her a bottle of cold coffee and Y/N blushed.

“How did he know it’s my favorite? Oh well, I think it's only a coincidence that it's my favorite coffee,” Y/N thought and she just smiled at him.

“You shouldn’t have bought me this coffee because you already treated me for dinner last night,” Y/N said then while they are still talking to each other, Sanha and Jerin got giddy.

“It’s no biggie, Y/N! I hope that coffee will energize you for working today,” MJ said.

“Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled.

“I have to go and probably my friends are waiting for me,” MJ said and Y/N nodded and MJ just left them.

"MJ treated you for dinner last night, huh? That's so sweet on the first day of you and him living in the same apartment," Jerin said.

“I didn’t expect that even though you two don’t talk here in the office at all. You two will be close to each other quickly,” Sanha said as he smiled.

“He treated me for dinner last night because he insists and also, I think because of the problem between our signed contracts,” Y/N said.

“I doubt that was only his reason that he treated you for dinner,” Jerin said as she and Sanha teased Y/N.

“Just stop it you two! Let’s just finish our lunch and we should finish things up,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha just laughed at her. As time goes by, it was time for them to go home and someone approached Y/N’s working station and it’s MJ.

“Are you ready to go home?” MJ asked.

“Yup! Let’s go! By the way, Jerin and Sanha, I have to go now! Bye guys!” Y/N said.

"Okay! MJ, take care of Y/N, okay?" Jerin asked and MJ slightly laughed.

“Don’t worry I will take care and protect Y/N,” MJ said as he suddenly wrapped his arms around Y/N’s shoulder and she was surprised at his action then Sanha and Jerin were surprised too but just smiled at them.

“Why do you sound like you are Y/N’s boyfriend? Is there something that we don’t know about the two of you?” Sanha asked and Y/N suddenly glared at Sanha but MJ didn’t notice her but when he was about to answer Sanha’s question.

"We really should get going MJ. You can talk to them some time," Y/N said.

“Oh! Okay! We have to go bye!” MJ said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and they waved goodbye to them.

"I can really feel that MJ has already feelings for her and he will not play with Y/N's heart," Jerin said.

"I think so too! Also, he can make Y/N be the next best employee of our department," Sanha said and Jerin agreed with his statement. As for Y/N and MJ who already got home and already changed into comfortable clothes they had dinner and watched their favorite shows and…

“I suddenly remember that you wanted me to help you become the best employee, right?” MJ asked.

“Yup! I will be honest with you that I envy you so much because you keep getting the recognition and I think that I also deserve it because I have perfect attendance, I am a punctual person, and don’t have any mistakes in doing my job until now,” Y/N said as she sighed and can’t look at him and MJ was kinda surprised how Y/N being so honest to him.

“I understand how you feel Y/N. But I don’t know if you will be able to do the things that I do to be the best employee because I can see that you are not sociable at all and you are an introvert, right?” MJ asked.

"Yup! I am an introverted person," Y/N said.

“But if you will give a try to be more sociable in many ways you can also gain more friends too and also, aside from being punctual, having a perfect attendance and not having mistakes in work you should try to mingle with other people but of course, you should mingle with those people who are just good influence to you so that, when you needed help in work they will be able to share their knowledge to you and you will be able to improve on your job and also, you will be more confident be a helping hand to others,” MJ said as he smiled brightly at her and Y/N blushed.

“It means you are now included to my list who are the people that gives me good influence,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

"Of course, I am! Also, I will never put you in danger. Just be careful always. Because not all people are the same. But I suggest sometimes you should try also going with your teammates like when they planned a get together so that they will know that somehow you aren’t hard to talk to and they will discover that you are friendly. But!” MJ said.

“But what?” Y/N asked as she looked at him.

“But still, it doesn’t mean that you should always follow them on what they want. You can always say “NO” if you already know that it’s out of your limit because if you keep saying "YES" but you are already out of your limits it can put you in danger. Remember that okay?" MJ said as he looked at her seriously.

“Okay! No worries I will put that into my mind and thanks for all of your advice. I am glad that I had the chance to have this kind of conversation with you,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Me too! I really hope you will be able to gain more friends,” MJ said.

“Don’t worry I will try my best to communicate with others too,” Y/N said.

“That’s great! We should go to sleep and we still have work tomorrow,” MJ said.

“Okay! Good night MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and sweet dreams Y/N!” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other and went inside their rooms.

FAST FORWARD…

It’s been one month since Y/N and MJ live in the same apartment and somehow Y/N starting to be more sociable that made MJ happy for her because Y/N is becoming more confident to approach other people and also, thanks to MJ's advice to her. It was already Friday and at that time, Y/N sent a message to MJ and it says…

“MJ you can go home first, I will join later my teammates for a drink in the bar, - Y/N”

When MJ saw it he chuckled and replied…

"Okay, Y/N! Just don't drink too much, okay? I will just wait for you in our place- MJ"

“Don’t worry I will go back home safely and I will not drink too much - Y/N”

“Okay! Have fun later with them! - MJ”

“Thanks! Take care and be safe when you go home later - Y/N”

After exchanging messages with MJ, Y/N didn’t know Jerin is looking at her and…

“Just don’t drink too much, okay?” Jerin said as she read one of MJ’s messages and Y/N was startled at her sudden appearance behind her and Jerin laughed at her.

“You know, I will not be surprised that you two will be dating and he’s very caring about you,” Jerin said.

“It’s normal that both of us taking care of each other since we are living in the same apartment and also, you know he is helping me to be the best employee. Did you already forgot?” Y/N asked.

“Well, you’re right! But as I can see whenever both of you going home together it’s like you two are very sweet to each other and sometimes, the look of your eyes to each other have spark and MJ looks like your boyfriend rather your friend only,” Jerin said as she smiled at her and Y/N blushed.

“Let’s just not assume things, shall we? Let’s just go back to work and have some fun later, okay?” Y/N said and Jerin nodded and smiled at her. As time goes by, it was already time for Y/N and their teammates to have some fun in the bar and MJ went home first. As Y/N already in the bar…

“You should have made MJ join us tonight,” Jerin said.

“He can’t because he’s kinda busy too,” Y/N said.

“Are you sure about that?” Jerin asked.

“Yup! Also, I forgot to tell you that I won’t be staying here for a long time because I don’t want to get drunk and I will be going home alone and it’s dangerous,” Y/N said.

“Why don’t MJ pick you up here?” one of Y/N’s teammates asked and Y/N chuckled.

“I don’t want to bother him and he just went home and probably he is now resting in our apartment,” Y/N said.

“Okay! If you said so!” one of Y/N’s teammates said and smiled at her. As the drinks arrived at their table, one by one took their drinks, and sometimes, they play games but there was one time, Y/N keep losing where the consequence that she should drink her alcoholic drink in one shot that made her drunk and Jerin kept telling her to stop but Y/N was really stubborn and suddenly Jerin had an idea of calling MJ. As for MJ who is still waiting for Y/N to come home, he suddenly received a call and he answered it.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

MJ: Y/N! Are you going home now?

Jerin: I am sorry. This is Jerin, Y/N’s friend. I think you should pick her up here in the bar.

MJ: Huh? Why? Is she drunk?

Jerin: Umm… Yes! I didn’t expect that Y/N will be very stubborn when she is drunk and it’s her first time to drink with our teammates.

MJ: Oh! Okay! Give me the name and address of the bar then I will pick her up.

Jerin: Okay! Thanks, MJ!

MJ: Okay! I will be there few minutes.

END OF CONVERSATION.

Then as soon as Jerin sent the address of the bar to MJ he went there as soon as possible and as MJ reached the bar and he saw that Y/N is now asleep near Jerin and he sighed.

“I am sorry if we made Y/N drunk and I think she really had fun joining us for tonight,” Jerin said.

“It’s okay I understand. I will carry her in my back instead,” MJ said and Jerin nodded while the other teammates are getting giddy because of MJ being sweet to Y/N and…

“I envy Y/N so much because she has already a sweet boyfriend,” one of Y/N’s teammates said and MJ just chuckled.

"We should get going now, guys! Bye!" MJ said while he was still carrying Y/N in his back.

“Okay! Take care of Y/N!” Jerin said and MJ nodded as he smiled at them. Then MJ placed her in the front seat and he slightly inclined the chair and when he was about to drive he looked at her and…

"You had too much fun, Y/N!" MJ said as he slightly laughed at her. As they reached their apartment, he carried her going to her room and laid her in the bed, removed her shoes, and just put a blanket over her but when he was about to leave her, Y/N suddenly pulled MJ close to her that made MJ surprised and…

“Don’t leave me please!” Y/N said as she still in a drunken state and MJ blushed but when he was trying to get rid of Y/N’s hands to him, Y/N suddenly hugged him more and wrapped her legs around him and MJ was so shocked.

“Shit! It seems I will not be able to get out of her side tonight but the sleeping position is kinda weird,” MJ thought as he just tried to sleep with her but as time goes by, it was already 1 am and MJ can’t still sleep beside her because her legs are wrapped around him and he suddenly realized Y/N’s top was unbuttoned that made MJ gulped at the sight of her breast and he can feel that he is getting hard and…

“Shit! I shouldn’t have seen that!” MJ thought but as Y/N suddenly moved against him…

“Fuck! Stop that Y/N!” MJ said in a loud voice and Y/N woke up because of his voice and that time she was already sober up and she was surprised that she actually hugged MJ tightly and pulled out from him.

“Shit! I am so sorry MJ! I just sober up now,” Y/N said as she gulped when she saw that MJ was now already hard against his pants and MJ noticed her reaction.

“See what you did to me?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly kissed her hungrily and Y/N just responded to his kiss and while they making out, MJ went above her and kissed her neck then MJ’s hands went to unbutton her top and cupped her clothed breast that made Y/N moan into the kiss and he successfully slipped his tongue inside her mouth and dominated the kiss. Then suddenly they stopped and MJ's eyes stared at Y/N full of lust and Y/N just blushed.

“Strip now, Y/N!” MJ said and Y/N just obeyed him and MJ continued to stare at her in every move she made and he is just becoming more turned on and when Y/N was already naked he licked his lips and…

"Shit! You are so hot and sexy, Y/N!" MJ said and Y/N just blushed at his remark. Then MJ suddenly removed all of his clothes and when MJ was now the naked one…

“Oh shit! He has a perfect body!” Y/N thought and suddenly bite her lips.

“Like what you see?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly pushed her back in the bed and attacked her neck again that made Y/N moaned his name softly and MJ bit and sucked her neck harshly that made a visible hickey on it.

"You are now mine Y/N!" MJ said as he whispered in her ears and licked her earlobe and Y/N just moaned. Then MJ's lips went to her breast as he licks and bites her nipple that made one of Y/N's hands went to his head and caressed it and slightly pushing more to her breast and MJ just smirked at her action. Then MJ ran his tongue between her breast and he left wet kisses on her stomach, belly button, and to her thighs. MJ suddenly spread her legs widely that made Y/N conscious and MJ felt it.

“Y/N, remember you are beautiful and sexy for me. Don’t be insecure and I will really prove it to you at this hour,” MJ said as he winked at her and Y/N tried to smile but she gulped the sight of MJ being between her legs and when she was also about to talk, MJ’s tongue suddenly dived into her core and he licked and sucked it harshly that made Y/N’s head laid back into the pillow and gripped the sheets and moan his name loudly.

"Keep moaning my name babe! You look so hot!" MJ said as he continued to eat her core wildly and he decided to put his hands around her thighs and pulled it more to his mouth and his tongue got more access inside her core and Y/N almost screamed his name because of MJ's tongue doing its magic into her core and…

“Shit! Like that MJ!” Y/N said and MJ just smirked. But as MJ continued to eat her wildly...

“Fuck! If you keep doing that you will make me cum!” Y/N said.

“You can cum anytime for me babe!” MJ said. Then after a few seconds, Y/N cum onto his mouth and he sucked all of her juices that made a slurping sound in the room. MJ suddenly stood up and…

"Wait for a while I will get a condom in my room. You can rest for a second," MJ said and Y/N just nodded and trying to breathe normally and MJ just went to his room and get a condom and went back to her room then he put the condom onto his cock and went above her.

“This is your first time, right?” MJ asked.

“Yes!” Y/N said as she blushed and can’t look at him and MJ cupped her face to look at him.

“Don’t worry I will be gentle to you. To be honest, I like you and I love you for a long time, Y/N,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“I like you and I love you too MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled at each other.

“Are you ready? We can just take our time if you want,” MJ said.

“No! I am ready! I want you too so bad!” Y/N said and MJ smirked then he suddenly kissed her lips passionately and one of his hands went to his cock and inserted it into her core slowly that made Y/N moan loudly in the kiss and when they pulled out from the kiss MJ suddenly saw that Y/N’s face is in pain and…

"Did I hurt you that much?" MJ asked with a concerned voice.

"A little but don't worry I know I will handle it and will feel pleasure later," Y/N said as she bites her lips trying to bear the pain she felt and MJ suddenly sucked her breast again to make her distract from the pain. But when MJ was already fully into her core, Y/N already adjusted and suddenly stared at him.

“Move now MJ!” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Sure babe! You can tell me if you want me to harder and rougher!” MJ said as he suddenly gripped her waist and thrust his cock to her at a fast pace and Y/N eyes closed and gripped MJ’s arms.

"Fuck! You are so tight, babe!" MJ said as he suddenly changed the pace from fast to a harder and rougher pace that made Y/N arched her back violently and throw her head back and moaned his name loudly.

"Shit! You are so fucking hot seeing you like that being a moaning mess!" MJ said and he suddenly hugged her body close to him that made his cock go deeper to her and continued at a rougher pace that made Y/N screamed his name because his cock hit all the right places inside her and her hands were also on his broad back as she dug and raked her nails that will surely have red marks on it.

“Oh shit! Feel so good being deeper to you!” MJ said as he bit Y/N’s earlobe and he keeps whispering sweet and dirty things to her that made Y/N crazy. But as time goes by MJ still can’t stop being rough to her that made Y/N oversensitive at her core and…

“Oh gosh MJ! I am about to cum! Shit!” Y/N said.

"Cum with me, Y/N!" MJ said as he continued to ram his cock to her and in a few thrusts, both of them cum and MJ's body suddenly rested for few seconds above her and Y/N hugged his body that made MJ smiled and…

“I don’t want this to end,” Y/N said and when MJ was about to get out from the hug, Y/N hugged him more even though his body is still above her and…

“Me too, Y/N! I don’t want this to end but I don’t want to suffocate you underneath me. I should get up and remove the condom first from my cock,” MJ said and Y/N just laughed and she stopped hugging his body. Then MJ pulled out his cock that made Y/N slightly moan from his action and he removed the condom and threw it in the trash bin near the bed then he went back to lay beside her and looked at her.

“I am so happy that you are now mine because since college I already like you,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

"Since college? You didn't become my classmate that time in any subject," Y/N said.

"I know but that time I am in my senior year and you are in your junior year and also, I didn't have a chance to make a move to you that time because you know, senior year have so many things to do especially thesis and other requirements since I am already a graduating student that time and also, our class schedules are not on the same time," MJ said.

“Oh! Wait! I kinda remember you now because you are the one who keeps hosting events in the university, right?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! You’re right! They kept choosing me to host the events because they really know me that I am good at hosting and I am active in some extra co-curricular activities,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Also, I remember you are known to be the Mr. Sociable in the university too because I heard almost in every year level of the students you have some friends including professors in other departments. That time, I thought that you look like a politician or whatever public figure it is because you are very popular in the university," Y/N said and both of them laughed.

“To be honest, I never joined the student council because it’s not my cup of tea. I just really like entertaining other people. To be honest, I didn’t expect we will work in the same company and I will meet you again after few years I graduated and I am so happy that I have you now, Y/N,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed as she hugged him and MJ hugged her back.

”Me too! I think our decision to live in the same apartment is not a bad idea at all and also, I thought that my purpose for you to live with me is that only you can help me to be the best employee but…” Y/N suddenly was cut off when MJ kissed her lips quickly and…

“But instead it became a sweet and loving purpose to us,” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other.

“You’re right! We should sleep now. Good night and I love you MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and I love you too so much Y/N!” MJ said as hugged her close to him and kissed her forehead and both of them went to sleep. As they continued to be a loving couple, Y/N finally achieved to be the best employee but sometimes, MJ is really protective and he also joined Y/N whenever she joins a get together with her teammates to make sure that Y/N will not be drunk again but Y/N understands it and their relationship is a sweet and loving one that made her teammates more envious of them.

끝 THE END

Thank you for reading my one-shot smut fanfiction

for Astro’s MJ!

Stay tuned for the next member! :)

고마워요 여러분! (Thanks, Everyone!)

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butterjinwoo · 4 years

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Secret Fan Service Pt.2

Story line : check part 1

You missed your boyfriend so much but you got mad at him because he was too stubborn.

Genre : fluff au

Pairing : Jinjin x reader

Warning‼️ : too much uwuness

Sorry for being too late in update, hope you don't mind ^^ excuse my messy english, all pictures are from pinterest (not mine). Enjoy!

[ 6.00 PM ]

... you went home. Mr. Driver drove you home. But you still can't believe that your boyfriend were going to visit you that night.

"What should I do? Should I take a bath first? Or clean up my room?" You mumbled. Your room was quite messy because you were really busy with your assignment and you never expected that he will visit you in his busy schedule, its Astro's comeback, remember?

You decided to clean up your room and change the bed sheet. Because your apartment is not that wide and all stuffs of yours are there. You tidied up your desk and you didn't forget the small kitchen and your balcony. You took bath.

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[ 8.00 PM ]

Your bell rang, gladly you finished all things on time. It's your boyfriend.

"Uhm.. hi~ babe," he smiled at you as soon as you opened the door for him.

He was on his jacket and eventhough he put on mask, you can see his smile by his smiling eyes.

"Hi, babe. Where is Mr. Manager? Are you coming here alone?" You asked.

"Can't I come alone? Should I call Mr. Manager to come here now? And should I ask for ramyeon, so you can let me enter your room?" He took off his mask.

"Why do you keep teasing me today? I hate you!" You hit his chest. He laughed. He entered your room and passed you a paper bag.

"Its your favorite wine." He said.

"Ah~ thank you baby~" you accepted the bag and opened it directly. He smiled as soon as he saw your smile.

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Its been awhile since he visited you. Last time you met him was a month ago, you visited his dorm and you got news about their comeback. That's why you were just texting with him. You just didn't want to break his focus.

But that night, your boyfriend sat on your bed.

"Give me your phone," he asked.

"What for? Are you really curious of what I'm doing for a month?" You asked back.

"Food. Let's order food. I asked you about ramyeon but you didn't ask me if I've eaten or not, So I will just order it," he said.

"Oh. You haven't eat yet? Do you want me to cook ramyeon for you?" You asked.

He stood up, held your hand. "No baby, you have to enjoy tonight. What do you want to do?" He asked.

"Lets go out, get some good food, I miss you lots," you told him.

"Alright, princess. Let's go," he kissed your forehead. You hugged him for a moment.

He took his jacket and mask, you did too. He held your hand and you both went out. He drove tonight. "Where are we going?" He asked.

"You are hungry, right? Let's buy fried chicken." You suggested. He nodded. His right hand grabbed your left hand. "I miss you a lot, baby." His words made you smile.

Finally arrived at the chicken restaurant, he ordered food for you, drive thru. But his hand was still there, holding onto yours.

"Why drive thru?" You asked.

"I want something private," he told you.

"Huh?" You were a bit confuse.

"Leave it for me, baby girl." He kissed your hand. You just agreed with all of his plans. He drove you but he didn't tell you where you both were going to. And after not-so-long journey, you arrived in Han River. He parked the car on the river side.

"Let's eat." He said.

"Here?" You asked.

"Yeah, enjoy the night view. Its so beautiful." He said while grabbing the food pack.

"Alright. Its so beautiful here." You said.

"Yes, but nothing is more beautiful than you." He smiled to you. You smiled, you were so excited. He poked your chubby cheeks.

"Stop it, baby! I'm shy! Let's eat." You pushed away his hand. He laughed.

You both started eating. And its really late by that time.

"Baby.." He called you.

"Hm-uhm?" You answered but you kept eating.

"Nope. Its nothing." He pulled back.

"Why? Stop teasing me, babe." You stopped eating. He laughed again.

"No, but I really love you, you must know it." He said.

"I know, so just eat." You ignored that.

"How can you know?" He looked at you.

"If you don't love me, we won't have chicken right now." He laughed as you said that. You know that he's just wanted to tease you. You both finished eating and had small talks there. He told you about the comeback. You told him about your college. That was a fun night with him. You didn't realized but time passed. Its almost midnight. So he drove you back.

[ 12.00 AM ]

.. Both of you arrived at your home.

You let him enter your home, again. You were a bit sad because you knew that he will go home soon.

"Are you going home?" You asked.

"I still have wine, remember?" He pointed the paper bag that you put on the table.

"So you want your wine back?" You teased him.

"Babo~ lets have wine tonight." He laughed and pat your head.

"No, you will drive home later. So i can't let you drunk. We will have it next time." You walked away. He pulled your hand and pulled you closer to him.

"I'm not going home tonight." He kissed your forehead.

"Stop it, baby. Your manager will kill me." You were bit upset about how playful he was but you hugged him.

"I told him that I'm going to sleepover and he agreed." He explained.

"Really?"

"Yes."

"What are you going to do?" You looked up to him but you still hugging him.

He brushed your hair. "Let's have that wine."

You nodded, you took 2 glasses while he waited for you on the balcony. You leaned on him and you both drank and have another talks. Since its just wine, it won't make you drunk.

[ 2.00 AM ]

"Its almost morning now." You stood up

"So?" He asked.

"Go home!" You asked him to go. You just didn't want him to get any problem.

"Okay, let me wash my face first." He asked. You nodded.

After awhile, he went out from the bathroom "You need to clean up too." He said. You shook your head. You refused.

"Okay, I won't go." He kept watching you.

You were getting upset, your stubborn boyfriend was too much. So you just went to clean up yourself, just like what he asked.

Once you finished, you came out and you saw your boyfriend laid down in your bed.

You exhaled deeply. You saw him and you started to talk to him. "Baby, I'm done. Just go."

"Come over here." He patted the bed. "Here."

You felt so upset. You just ignored him until he got up from your bed and pulled your hand. He hugged you directly. "Please let me stay here tonight, I really told Mr. Manager and he gave me permission. I don't have schedule today, too. Okay?"

"But I will feel guilty." You explained.

"No, I am the one who decide it. Okay?" He looked at you and brushed your hair. You finally nodded to his decision. He led you to your bed. And you both laid down. He hugged you as he really missed you that night.

"Baby." You called him.

"Hm?" He answered you.

"Why are you so stubborn?" You asked him.

"To see how beautiful your face while sleeping." He kissed your cheek and started caressing you.

"Don't ignore me." You said.

"I missed you so much. Okay?" He took your hand.

"Missing me means you can be stubborn?" You looked at him.

"I told you, its your secret fan service tonight. I will spend my night here. I do really miss you." He pulled your hand and kissed it. "Baby, lets just let me sleepover tonight. I love you so much."

He melted your heart and you nodded. You were still in his embrace, you can feel his breath, you smiled a bit but you didn't want him to know.

"Look, you better keep smiling because you are beautiful when you smile." He pecked your lips. You were too shy to admit it. So you hit his chest. He smiled and he made you shy. So you buried your face on his chest. He stroked your hair. And you fell asleep in his embrace.

You and him had that cuddly night as your secret fan service.

- End -

#astro jinjin #astro imagines #jinjin astro imagines #bias x reader #astro fluff #astro #astro scenario

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arohasfiction · 5 years

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You're the Reason~🌸

Hello y'all how have you been? I've been busy lately with my college Assignments and now with finals, that's why i haven't been active lately +The scenario is a bit shorter than usual,srry hehe~😊

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Pairing: Moonbin x Reader

Gener : Fluff/Angst

Word Count: 958

A/N: Speech lines are coloured, ( Moonbin/Red)

(Y/N/ Pink), ( Astro members/ Jinwoo, Eunwoo & Rocky/ Blue)+ ( Mj/Sanha/ Purple)

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Summary: Well, this time I don't have one, So just read it and Enjoy🤭🙊💕

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Silence was filling the apartment, standing in the middle of it with both of you giving each other cold and angry stares, your eyes were red from tears which you were trying hardly to keep them inside, he was coldly standing infront of you without saying anything, Suddenly he grabbed his coat and was heading to the door, "if you walk out out right now, it's over between us!" You desperately said, you didn't really mean it but, that's what came up to your mind, you were scared to lose him.

It all started when you and your boyfriend Moonbin were going on a lovely date in his day off, on the way back you met a group of 3 girls, you didn't really knew who they were, but the girl who was in the center suddenly approached moonbin and locked her arms around his arms and started filtering with him , it seemed to you that both of them know each other, as she was doing so, she pulled moonbin to her as if she wanted to hug him. You didn't do anything, but your jealousy level was reaching its max , still you acted confident and trusted your bf. Later on when she and the rest of her friends left, you two continued your way back, the walk was a little bit awkward, So moonbin tried to lift up the mood ,"Y/N-ah, Why are you silent","I'm not...who is that girl?" you directly asked without looking at him , " She's someone i know" he said as you both entered your shared apartment, "someone you know? Are you sure its just someone you know ?" You said, trying to not show that you are bothered. " Y/N-ah, what's wrong? Why do you look so angry?". "Why she was sticking and filtering like that with you?"." Are you being suspicious of me?"."I didn't say that!", " I can't believe you just said that Y/N", "Stop it bin! I just want to know why didn't you push her off??!","Aish! that's enough! Stop being jealous over small thnigs like that Y/N!"

And here where everything started now when you screamed with " if you walk out right now it's over between us" he hesitated to head out , you thought he won't go, but he did. As the door was slammed behind him, you fell on the ground sobbing from his words and wondering why your beautiful day ended up like that and from that night Moonbin never came back. 3 days has already passed since that fight with Moonbin, you haven't eaten neither slept properly, you were so tired and your head was heavy from crying all night, you just kept laying on bed thinking in Moonbin who hasn't been even texting you ever since. In ASTRO's dorm everyone was wondering why Moonbin stayed over, they all knew that he's living with you in the shared apartment, so they thought that something might happened, at dinner, where everyone were eating Jinjin stopped and asked Moonbin," Binnie...", " Yes hyung", " is there any thing wrong?" , " No.. why?", So eunwoo looked at binnie who was answering without looking at them. " Binnie..", " hmmm", " binnie I'm talking look at me.." Moonbin lift up his eyes and looked at eunwoo, " did something happened between you and Y/N?", Bin hesitated for a moment "N-nothing happened, i just missed you guys and came over", " Bin-hyung, please stop pretending because its written all over your face" said rocky. Bin bit his lips and looked at they others and finally spoke about what happened that day. "So why didn't you explain that to her?" Asked MJ," That's right if you did so she for sure would understand it and nothing from this would ever happened" claimed jinjin. Moonbin Sighed and murmured about how stupid he is and then said "Now she hates me doesn't she?". " No she doesn't hyung, we all now how much you love each other" said sanha, " Sanha is right, a fight like that will not spreate you" stated eunwoo. " Now what are you waiting for go to her!" Screamed MJ Happily. And Moonbin rushed immediately out of the dorm to your shared apartment, he entered the password and headed inside and found you looking at a picture of both of you hanging on the wall, " Y/N-ah!!" He was almost out of breath since he ran over here, you were shocked, you thought he'd never come back .

" Y/N-ah I'm sorry!! I'm so sorry I shouldn't have said anything of that!! Its my fault for not saying anything and make you feel insecured I'm so sorry" , " was it worth it ? " You said in low tone..looking down, he approached you and gave you a hug " no it wasn't, I'm sorry for raising my voice on you, you can ask me anything and i will answer" he said while stroking your hair. He let you go and place his hands on your shoulders , " Y/N-ah... D-do you hate me?" You look up at him, eyes filled with tears " No i Don't hate you, i never did" he whipped that tear which slided over your cheek, he leaned slowly placing a soft kiss on your lips ,still with your watery eyes you punched him weakly on his chest ,"You're an idiot" he giggled and pulled you back to his chest "yeah but I'm your idiot", he took you to the bed room and asked you " can we cuddle?"as you were Holding his arms tightly you nodded, and you both cuddled all night until you both of you fell asleep in each other's arms.

THE END

#astro scenarios #astro imagines #astro kpop #astroworld #astro reactions #astro fanfic #astro aroha #astro x reader #moonbin imagine #moonbin scenarios #moobin #moonbinx reader #mj #jinjin #chaeunwoo #rocky #yoon Sanha #kpop memes #kpop scenarios

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bb-bambam · 5 years

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Can you talk more about your family au/s headcanons

sorry this took so long skdhdhkd i just have so much to say about this universe!! the premise of my family au is basically the members of a bunch of groups (got7, bap, exo, vixx, monsta x, red velvet, blackpink, nct, ikon, winner, seventeen, astro, etc) living in a small college town, with two generations growing up together

1st gen:

• 89 line - minseok, yongguk, luhan, himchan, hakeyon, kris

• 90 line - irene, junmyeon

• 91 line - leo, jinwoo

• 92 line - yixing, seunghoon

• 93/94 line - seulgi, wendy, mj, mino, baekhyun, shownu, daehyun, mark tuan, jongdae, chanyeol, jaebeom, seungyoon, yoo youngjae

• 94/95 line - jinhwan, jackson, taehyun, taeil, jinyoung, jisoo

• 95/96 line - yunhyeong, johnny, taeyong, seungcheol, jeonghan, yuta, bobby, joshua, jennie

• 96 line - kun, doyoung, ten, jinjin, jun, hoshi, wonwoo, hanbin, woozi

• 97 line - donghyuk, jaehyun, junhoe, winwin

2nd gen:

• 09/10 line - joy, kyungsoo

• 10/11 line - wonho, ken, tao, minhyuk, kihyun, jongin, hyungwon

• 11/12 line - jongup, ravi, yeri, sehun, choi youngjae, hongbin, jooheon, changkyun

• 12/13 line - rosé, dokyeom, lisa, eunwoo, mingyu, bambam, hyuk, junhong, minghao, yugyeom, seungkwan, chanwoo, moonbin

• 13 line - lucas, vernon, rocky, mark lee

• 14 line - chan, sanha, renjun, jeno, donghyuck, jaemin

• 15 line - chenle, hohyeon

• 16 line - jisung

families/relationships:

• minseok, junmyeon, and jongdae are brothers, and chanyeol and jinyoung are brothers

• xiuhan meet when they're 12 after luhan moves to town, start dating when they're 14, and get married and adopt kyungsoo after they've settled down in their jobs. minseok is a college professor and luhan is a soccer player

• krisho meet in college and start dating a few months later. a couple of years after graduating they get married and adopt sehun and tao. kris is a basketball player and junmyeon works in arts management

• chanbaek meet in high school during their senior year but don't start dating until the middle of college. they decide they don't want to get married and stay in a domestic partnership instead, and adopt jongin together

• jjp meet in high school and start dating at the end of jaebeom's senior year. they get married after jinyoung graduates college and adopt yugbamjae. jaebeom works as a producer and jinyoung is a kindergarten teacher

• markson meet at the college they both go to in la and after they start dating, when mark moves back home after graduating, jackson comes with him. mark works as a martial arts instructor and jackson is a fencer

• yongguk and daehyun are stepbrothers

• banghim meet in college and start dating while also raising jongup together, and they adopt junhong after they get married. yongguk owns a daycare center and himchan owns a restaurant

• daejae meet in kindergarten and are best friends but only start dating in their senior year of highschool. daehyun proposes while youngjae is completing his master's degree and after they get married they adopt hohyeon

• winwin and renjun are brothers, kun and chenle are brothers, and doyoung and jisoo are siblings

• jaemin and jisung are taeyong's nephews (his sister's sons)

• mark is johnny's son from a one-night stand who johnny is raising while also being a college/grad student. taeil, taeyong, and ten help johnny out the most with mark

• dojae meet in middle school and are awkward around each other even though they're part of the same friend group and have crushes on each other. they finally get together after high school, and adopt jeno and donghyuck after college

• shownu is aroace and loves kids, so he adopts 6 of them (the rest of monsta x) as an adult. he's the son of a rich ceo and takes over the company at a young age, which is how he can provide for the kids

• hakyeon is a dance studio owner who adopts 4 kids (all of vixx except leo). his neighbor leo helps look after them sometimes

• mino and yunhyeong are brothers, jinwoo and jinhwan are brothers, bobby and donghyuk are brothers, and hanbin and jiyong (yes i mean gdragon djfhsjkf) are brothers

• hanbin is jinhwan and jinwoo's cousin, and seungyoon and seulgi are cousins

• double b meet at a summer camp in the usa because hanbin's parents send him to their vacation home there every summer. they start dating when they're 16 and after they get married they adopt chanwoo

• junhwan meet through the college band started by triple kim and start dating shortly after meeting

• seulgi and irene may date but i'm not set on that

• i'm not totally sure about this either but i think mj and jinjin are also a couple and adopt the other 4 astro members

• jeonghan and joshua are half-brothers who are raised together by their moms who left their dad after they found out he was cheating on them with the other

• i'm not sure about this either yet but jeongcheol do start dating at some point and adopt some number of kids (who are of course the members of seventeen but probably not all of them)

random headcanons:

• yongguk, minseok, and hakyeon have been good friends since elementary school

• chanyeol thought jongdae and baekhyun were dating when he first met bc they're so comfortable with each other

• the winner members and jinhwan aren't from the town but moved into the college dorms and fell in love with the town

• hanbin's older brother jiyong is one of the four founders and owners of the big bang winery, which makes the most popular wines in town

• bobby has asked hanbin out every summer since they were 11 and hanbin says yes at age 16 because he decides he likes bobby enough to take a chance on a long-distance relationship. they ultimately end up going to the same college anyway so it works out well for them

• 93/94 line go camping for their senior trip (i have a bunch of scenes written for this but idk if it'll ever become a full fic sjfhhfkd)

• minseok, junmyeon, and jongdae have monthly kim brother wine nights where they meet up and catch up on each other's lives

• yixing is a first grade teacher and doyoung is a second grade teacher at the same school as jinyoung

• ten, winwin, seulgi, and donghyuk work as teachers at the dance studio hakyeon owns

• jinyoung, doyoung, and hanbin volunteer at yongguk's daycare center during their high school/college years

• yunhyeong and jaehyun work at himchan's restaurant as chefs

• daehyun gets recruited by a musical theater company as a high school senior so he doesn't go to college

• jaebeom meets seungyoon in college because they're both photography and music double majors

• the winner and ikon members are part of bands called winner and ikon that sing/rap and dance but they perform a lot together too as winkon

• jongdae lives with chanbaek during college and for a few years while he's doing his master's but he starts dating a girl during that time and eventually moves out to stay with her

• jaebeom proposed to jinyoung early, during his senior year of college, because he wanted to show his commitment to their relationship. jinyoung was of course elated and eager to say yes!

• yoo youngjae always like to bring up the fact that jjp's son youngjae is "named after him" (he isn't)

#anon #writing #jjp #markson #banghim #daejae #double b #junhwan #krisho #xiuhan #this is not everything but i want to save some stuff for actual fics!

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just-existing1 · 5 years

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Masterlist

How To Request

Groups I Write For

Updated: 02/14/2020

Total Works: 24

EXO:

Xiumin:

Lay:

Suho:

Baekhyun:

Chen:

Chanyeol:

14 Days of College AUs!

Kyungsoo:

Sehun:

Stray Kids:

Bang Chan:

14 Days of Colleges AUs!

Lee Know:

Changbin:

Hyunjin:

Han:

14 Days of College AUs!

Felix:

Seungmin:

I.N.:

SHINee:

Onew:

Key:

Minho:

Taemin:

Day6:

Jae:

14 Days of College AUs!

Sungjin:

Young K:

Wonpil:

Dowoon:

GOT7:

Mark:

14 Days of College AUs!

JB:

Jinyoung:

Jackson:

Youngjae:

BamBam:

Yugyeom

AB6IX:

Youngmin:

14 Days of College AUs!

Woong:

Donghyun:

Woojin:

Daehwi:

Astro:

M.J.:

JinJin:

Eunwoo:

14 Days of College AUs!

Moonbin:

14 Days of College AUs!

Rocky:

14 Days of College of AUs!

Sanha:

14 Days of College AUs!

TXT:

Yeonjun:

Soobin:

Beomgyu:

Taehyun:

Heuning Kai:

Are You Faking

Seventeen:

S.Coups:

Jeonghan:

14 Days of College AUs!

Joshua:

Jun:

Hoshi:

Wonwoo:

Let’s Make A Deal

Woozi:

DK:

Mingyu:

THE8:

Seungkwan:

Vernon:

Dino:

NCT:

Taeil:

Taeyong:

Johnny:

Yuta:

Kun:

14 Days of College AUs!

Doyoung:

Ten:

14 Days of College AUs!

Jaehyun:

WinWin:

Jungwoo:

Personal Space

Lucas:

Mark:

Hendery:

Xiao Jun:

Drabbles: 1

Renjun:

Just This Once

14 Days of College AUs!

Jeno:

Just This Once

Haechan:

Jaemin:

Just This Once

YangYang:

Let Me Be Your Anchor

Chenle:

Jisung:

Monsta X (OT7):

Wonho:

Shownu:

Minhyuk:

Kihyun:

Hyungwon:

Joohoney:

One Kiss

I.M.:

Random Idols:

Ren from Nu’Est:

Go To Sleep

Sammy (Woosung) from The Rose:

I Like Your Face

#EXO #DAY6 #Stray Kids #Got7 #Monsta X #NCT #NCT127 #NCT U #NCT WayV #AB6IX #ASTRO #SVT #Seventeen #SHINee #masterlist #nuest #The Rose #A.C.E

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kim-seungmine · 6 years

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i’ll hold your hand (don’t let me go) - part 2 /2

title: I’ll hold your hand (don’t let me go) – part 2 / 2

characters: (fem) reader x hwang hyunjin of stray kids (feat. kim seungmin, han jisung of stray kids, lee chaeyeon of iz*one, myoui mina of twice + other skz members)

genres: fluff, angst, slice-of-life, college au

warnings: language, mentions of bullying & death

word count: 7.5k words

synopsis: hyunjin is no longer fearless and you feel that he’s slipping away from you... or is it the other way around?

a/n: you can read this as a stand-alone but it’ll be much better if you read the first part first. you can find the masterlist in my bio because i can’t put links here!

CHAPTER 2: ... but I love you

It’s finally spring, your favorite season because walking down the street when it’s -19C is definitely not your thing. But it’s also Monday, everybody’s least favorite day ever, no matter what the season is. When Yang Jeongin, Hyunjin’s roommate, tells you that the latter hasn’t woken up yet (it’s past 12PM), you have no choice but to pay a visit to the boys’ dormitory.

The security isn’t too tight during the day, so you manage to slip into the building easily. You stop in front of room number 320, knocking on it softly. Jeongin opens the door, welcoming you with a dimpled smile you always melt at. “I think he’s got a class at 3,” he says, zipping his backpack as he walks past you. “I did everything you told me to do, but it’s been 2 years and nothing ever works unless you do it yourself.”

Jeongin waves you goodbye, leaving you alone with your sleeping boyfriend. “Hyunjin,” you begin, shaking his body with all your might. He doesn’t budge, so you decide to act as if it’s Saturday and he’s staying over at your dorm because you live in a single room (you don’t know how he manages to sneak in, but Hwang Hyunjin surely has his ways).

You lay down beside him before circling your arms around his torso, burying your head in the crook of his neck. “Jinjin,” you try again, using the nickname he loves so much. Hyunjin lives for nicknames, he’s given you so many he can’t even remember them, but you only have one for him. Jinjin. You don’t really use it, but everytime you do, Hyunjin turns into a clingy but obedient big baby.

His eyes flutter open, and you place feathery kisses on his neck. “Please wake up,” you whisper against his skin, looking up to see him smiling at you. Hyunjin nods, wrapping you into a tight hug. “Can Jinjin sleep for five more minutes?” he mumbles.

“What will you do if I tell Jisung that you’re referring to yourself as Jinjin… in third person?” you threaten, smoothing his bed hair. Hyunjin whines, and you’re trying not to chuckle because this is serious. “You can’t make Jeongin and me do this all the time.”

“I know,” he answers, rocking you in his arms. “But it’s just sooo hard to wake up.”

You sigh, pulling away to look at him in the eyes. “Next time I’ll just let you miss classes. This is going to be my last time doing this, okay?”

“Okay,” he replies, and you give him a peck on his lips. “Alright. Now can Jinjin start getting ready so he can walk his beautiful girlfriend to class?” you tease, earning a hard pinch on your cheek.

Hyunjin sits up with you still in his arms. He gives you one more kiss before getting out of bed. “Please let me live, Y/N!”

It only takes Hyunjin twenty minutes to get ready. He’s already dressed in the red checkered shirt you gifted him last month and a pair of faded jeans. “You’re trying to turn me into Jisung, aren’t you?” he asks while looking at his reflection in the mirror.

“I just think that you look good in checkered shirts, that’s all,” you reply, feeding him a piece of kimbap you bought from CU*. “Speaking of Jisung, are we still meeting his friend tonight? Do you still have dance practices with Minho?”

Hyunjin opens the door, taking your hand in his before stepping out. “What’s a dance practice?!” he asks dramatically. “I only know staying up all night to design a living room!”

“I’m serious. He’s been asking to meet us so many times this week but we barely responded,” you say. Hyunjin mutters a tired, “Aigoo,” but takes out his phone to call Seungmin.

“Wow, you answered,” he exclaims, putting his phone on loudspeaker so you can hear their conversation. “You better not bail on us tonight, asshole. I don’t want to hear Jisung weep about us not being supportive.”

Seungmin scoffs, you can hear him closing his book. “What the hell? You’re the one who keep canceling! Y/N, tell him!”

You jab at Hyunjin’s waist, causing him to yelp loudly. “I’ll drag his lazy ass, Seungmin. Don’t worry,” you promise him. Seungmin laughs, telling you to take care before ending the call. You turn to Hyunjin who’s busy massaging his waist. “Do you have something you want to tell me?” you ask.

“Like what?” he challenges, squinting at the bright sunlight as both of you exit the dormitory. You’re swinging your intertwined hands softly, pondering whether you should ruin the blissful moment right now. “Like what?” Hyunjin repeats, causing you to stop on your tracks.

“I don’t know. You tell me.”

“Nothing happened, baby. I’m just tired,” he reassures you, dropping a kiss on the top of your head. “Now let’s get Jinjin’s beautiful girlfriend to class, shall we?”

Jeongin has saved you a spot when you arrive in class. You two went to the same school, but you never actually met him although Seungmin used to be his tutor and talked about the younger boy quite a lot. Sometimes you regret not knowing Jeongin sooner; he’s a brat, but he’s a sweet brat and he’s taught you a thing or two about life.

“So, what method did you use? Scream in his ear? Play his ‘HWANG HYUNJIN WAKE UP!!!’ alarm for a whole ten minutes? Pretending there’s an earthquake and the whole world is falling apart?”

Plus he’s endured being Hyunjin’s roommate for 2 years and put up with his sleeping habits.

You smile sourly at him, cringing when you recall the whole Jinjin-please-wake-up scenario. “He loves me that much, I guess,” you mumble. Jeongin smirks at you, lowering his voice so only you can hear him. “You used ‘the girlfriend method,’ didn’t you?”

“What do you mean?”

“Oh, the usual. Kissing the life out of him, calling him pet names, begging him to wake up. You went down the soft path, I bet.”

You just stare at him in disbelief, while he’s only giving you a smug smile. “Hyunjin sleep talks. I know a lot of things.”

The professor has entered the class, but you’re too distracted by Jeongin’s words to notice. “What do you know?” you ask, almost fearfully.

Jeongin points at the professor, signaling at you to start opening your book. “Well, let’s say that I know who Jinjin is,” he tells you in a sing-song tone.

You want to smash your head against the table. Dating Hwang Hyunjin is definitely not easy.

The café where Jisung wants to meet you isn’t far from your campus. You and Hyunjin are walking hand-in-hand, with Chaeyeon trailing behind you. “You kept hollering at us to meet you and your new friend and now you’re saying you’re going to be late?!” she yells at Jisung over the phone.

Jisung is now a—quoting Seungmin—somewhat superstar. He’s started a hiphop crew with a friend from his academy, and they’ve started to get attention from the public. You’ve only seen his friend on Instagram, so you’re really curious about him.

“He’ll be here soon,” Chaeyeon informs with a tired tone as you’re entering the café. “Is this why Jisung insisted we have to meet here?” Hyunjin asks, referring to the bright neon sign outside that reads “YOUNG WINGS.”

Chaeyeon stifles a laugh, nodding in agreement. “He deadass chose a café that has the same name as our group chat. Yep I guess he’s that sentimental.”

Hyunjin and Chaeyeon then get into an intense battle of recalling Jisung’s most “embarrassingly sentimental” moments. Just as you’re about to interrupt, Seungmin enters the café, huge eye bags under his eyes.

“Dude, are you okay?” Hyunjin panics, pulling up a chair for Seungmin to sit on. “When was the last time you slept?”

Seungmin looks even thinner compared to the last time you saw him, which was three months ago. He’s dyed his hair red at the start of the semester, now the color has washed away and his roots are showing. Red looks amazing on Seungmin, you swear to God, but now it just makes him look more tired.

“Let me order you a drink,” Chaeyeon says, making her way to the counter. Hyunjin scoots closer to his friend, offering his shoulder. “Here, sleep. I’ll wake you up when Jisung arrives,” he suggests as you slowly push Seungmin’s head to Hyunjin’s shoulder.

“Do you know any of his SNU friends?” you ask Hyunjin, who only shakes his head slightly. “No. Does he ever talk about them? It seems like he doesn’t do anything but study.”

Chaeyeon returns with a cup of jasmine tea, setting it down in front of a fast-asleep Seungmin. “Oh God, he’s dying,” she whispers, taking off his glasses. None of you says anything for a while, just listening to Seungmin’s soft snore while staring at the door.

“That’s them,” Hyunjin breaks the silence, waving his hand at Jisung and his pink-haired friend before turning to Seungmin. You almost want to stop him from waking the redhead up, but Jisung’s loud voice already makes him stir.

“What’s going on?” Jisung’s voice drops as his eyes land on Seungmin. Chaeyeon only sighs, politely telling Jisung’s friend to sit down. “Should we just let him sleep?” she wonders, asking for Jisung’s permission. The blue-haired boy nods, but Hyunjin grunts in protest. “Can we switch? My shoulder is aching already.”

“I’ll do it,” Jisung offers. “I’m gonna order first.”

Chaeyeon averts her attention to the man sitting beside her. “Jisung as talked about you a lot!” she chirps. He smiles, showcasing his dimples. “I’m Bang Chan. I bet Jisung has talked about you guys a lot more than he talked about me!”

“Really?”

“Yeah, I even know your names already! You are,” he stops to point at Hyunjin. “Tall, goddamn handsome, pillowy lips. You must be Hwang Hyunjin.”

Hyunjin looks at him in awe. “How the fuck did you memorize all of that?” he mutters, earning a proud smirk from Chan. He darts his eyes to you, clapping his hands excitedly. “You! You’re Y/N, right? The one who made Jisung start doing all of this.”

You raised your eyebrows as Chaeyeon gasps. “What did he tell you about me?”

“Nothing, actually. Just the fact that Hyunjin gives you heart eyes all the time.”

“And me? How about me?!” Chaeyeon squeals a bit too loud, forgetting that Seungmin is still sleeping on Hyunjin’s shoulder. Chan laughs, pretending to think hard before flashing her a smile. “You’re Lee Chaeyeon, Jisung’s favorite girl.”

Chaeyeon’s cheeks turn pink at his statement, causing Hyunjin to whistle. “He won’t shut up about you,” Chan explains, nudging Chaeyeon playfully. “Although all you do is nag at him.”

“Jisung can’t survive without Chaeyeon’s nagging,” Seungmin suddenly quips. He pats Hyunjin’s back, mouthing a thank you before stretching his body. “And you’re the perfect, almighty Kim Seungmin,” Chan utters, almost starstruck.

“What’s with that look?” Seungmin asks him, sipping his lukewarm jasmine tea. “There’s literally nothing you can’t do. I kept asking Jisung if you were real,” he shares. Seungmin only laughs, reaching out to give Chaeyeon a pat on her head. “Thanks for the tea.”

“Jisung said you have a lot of idol friends!” Chaeyeon exclaims. Chan shakes his head bashfully. “Out of all things he told you that?” he chuckles. You and Chaeyeon are into idol groups thesedays, so you pester Chan to tell you who are the ones he’s friends with.

“Well, I’m friends with Wanna One’s Daehwi and Woojin. I know Pentagon’s Yuto too. Hmm, who else?” he muses while all of you are focusing on him. “Ah! I’m close with Stray Kids’ Lee Jungjin. He recently released a solo album, you guys know him, right?”

The whole table freezes, shooting Hyunjin a worried look. “I see,” Seungmin responds with an awkward laugh. “So are you guys preparing for the audition? Jisung said you two are going to Show Me the Money this year.”

Chan notices Seungmin’s lame attempt to change the topic, but brushes it off.

“Yeah, we are. I think it’ll be a good experience for us,” he says, looking relieved when Jisung comes back.

“Man, the line is long,” he sighs, putting down his chocolate float on the table. Chaeyeon gives him a look that pretty much says, “Please save us,” and he complies, although you’re sure he doesn’t know what the hell is going on. You grab Hyunjin’s hand under the table, lacing your fingers with his.

Hyunjin squeezes your hand, turning to Chan with a hardened expression he’s trying so hard to hide. “I just remembered that I have something to do,” he announces. “It was nice meeting you, Chan. Good luck with the audition, and don’t hesitate to knock some senses into this stupid squirrel if he’s being annoying.” Jisung is about to retort, but Seungmin stops him.

“Call me when you finish, I’ll pick you up. Both of you,” Hyunjin tells you, pointing at Chaeyeon as well. Chaeyeon nods as Jisung stares at you in confusion. Hyunjin gives you a quick kiss on your temple before heading out of the café.

“Did I say something wrong?” Chan asks, looking guilty and confused at the same time. You, Seungmin, and Chaeyeon exchange glances, wondering whether Chan should know about what happened between Hyunjin and Jungjin.

Jisung is busy with his phone, his fingers typing impatiently and you instantly know that he’s texting Hyunjin. You wait until he gets a reply, while Seungmin and Chaeyeon try to dismiss the conversation.

“Chan I’m going to talk about this just once and you have to keep it a secret, okay?” Jisung instructs. You heave a sigh when Chan nods; you’ve always wanted to know more about Jungjin, but Hyunjin always refused to talk about him in details.

“Lee Jungjin was the one who bullied Hyunjin, along with some other trainees. And he was also the one chosen to replace Hyunjin in Stray Kids when his parents pulled him out of the group.”

Hyunjin is already waiting for you in front of the girls’ dormitory building when you arrive. Seungmin, Jisung and Chaeyeon bid you goodbye, but not without silently asking you to update them about your boyfriend.

“See you later, loverboy!” Jisung shouts as Chaeyeon drags him away. Hyunjin immediately wraps his arms around you the moment you get close enough to him. “Chaeyeon’s not going home?” he asks as Seungmin waves at him.

“They’re going for a drink,” you explain, booping his nose with yours. Jisung is going to concentrate on his audition and wants to spend some time with all of you before going M.I.A for a while. You wanted to join, but you knew Hyunjin was waiting for you and wouldn’t be in the mood for socializing. Today was the first time you saw Hyunjin incredibly upset after two years, and luckily your friends think it’s important to console him.

“When’s Mina coming back from New York?” he asks. Mina is currently on tour with her ballet company, and you know that affects Hyunjin more than he wants to admit. One of his best friends is cementing her position as a top dancer, something he desperately wants to pursue as well.

“Probably next month. Hopefully Jisung and Chan pass the preliminary round so Mina will get a chance to see them perform live,” you mutter, squishing his face with your hands when he starts to pout. “How are you feeling?”

Hyunjin sighs as you release your hold on his face. He seems hesitant to tell you; Jungjin is a topic you guys never talk about after high school ended. “I was just… mad. I thought I was doing okay. I no longer want to punch a wall everytime I see him on TV or billboards. I thought I forgave him.” He pulls at his hair in frustration. “But when Chan brought him up… I’m sorry. I ruined the night, didn’t I?”

“It’s fine. Forgiving someone who did something horrible to you isn’t easy. It needs time,” you reassure him. “But will you-”

“I will,” Hyunjin cuts you. “I’ll call Jisung later.”

“You have to stop doing that.”

“What?”

“Reading my mind. Only Seungmin can do that.”

Hyunjin laughs, giving you one last kiss on your cheek before pushing you towards the building. “Good night, Y/N,” he says. You smile at him, your heart feeling heavy as he turns around. This is the beginning of another break down, you can feel it. Hyunjin hasn’t been like himself lately, and what happened tonight only makes it worse.

“Jinjin!” you call out, running to catch up with him. You grab his hand, tiptoeing to capture his lips with yours. Hyunjin rests his hand on the small of your back, bending down so you don’t need to stretch your body. He sighs, trying to whisper how much he loves you in between the kiss. His eyes look slightly brighter when you pull away. “What is this? Usually I’m the one stealing kisses from you,” he asks in an amused tone. You place another kiss on the corner of his lips, hoping that your next few words will make a little difference.

“I’m here for you, Jinjin,” you whisper.

Hyunjin chuckles, light and happy and you’re praying that it will always sound like that.

“I know.”

Jisung and Chan turn out to be the biggest sensations on Show Me the Money, with the show constantly highlighting their friendly rivalry and sweet bromance. Tonight is the semifinal, and Jisung has invited all of you to watch him perform live. “If I get eliminated, at least I’ll have people to cry with later,” he said.

Hyunjin has gone full hip-hop for tonight, sporting a black shirt and ripped jeans with a metal lip ring adorning his bottom lip. He’s wearing his usual silver cross necklace along with some new ones, and also a white bucket hat. You don’t know whether you should be embarrassed, but you gotta admit that your boyfriend looks hot. “Will we get to see Zico? Will the producers come out?” He cranes his neck to see the stage better, his hand resting on your hips.

Chaeyeon, who’s also gone full hip-hop with her black leather jacket , stockings, and denim shorts, is pumped up with equal excitement. “I don’t think so but they’re supposed to be backstage? We’re basically breathing the same air!”

“There are a lot of hip-hop concerts and festivals you can go to, you don’t need to embarrass us like this,” Seungmin comments. You laugh, trying to ignore other girls (and boys) who keep checking Hyunjin out.

“Have you been to one?” you ask, waving at Mina when you spot her entering the venue. “I’ve been to hundreds,” Seungmin corrects you, causing Hyunjin and Chaeyeon to immediately whip their heads to him. “What? Day6 isn’t the only band I like.”

The conversation is cut short as the MC appears and Mina joins you. All of you scream on the top of your lungs throughout Jisung’s performance, in which he spits fire and exudes such a mindblowing charisma that everyone here will never even imagine that Han Jisung a.k.a J.One gets blasted by all of you (especially Chaeyeon) at least twice a day.

“If he keeps this up, he can really advance to final round, don’t you think?” you whisper to Hyunjin, who’s not bouncing up and down anymore. He’s focused on Jisung, following his every movement. The audience cheers as the song ends, shouting “J.One! J.One! J.One” so loudly you think you’re going deaf. Hyunjin keeps his eyes on the stage, watching Jisung saluting the crowd as the lights go out.

He’s looking at the stage with so much longing and sadness, and the familiar feeling of seeing someone you love falling into a limbo tugs at your heartstrings.

“There’s something wrong with Hyunjin.”

You look up from your book to see Jeongin standing in front of you with a worried face. “It started a while back, but I thought he was just stressed with assignments or something.”

“What happened?” you croak, wanting to hear everything while expecting Jeongin to say that he’s joking. You and Hyunjin haven’t really been talking these days, mainly because he constantly shuts you out while you feel like giving up.

You’re not giving up on Hyunjin. Not now, not ever!

Jeongin bites his lips, trying to relay the information as calmly as possible. “At first he was just mumbling nonsense in his sleep. Then he started shouting, I can’t describe it but it was really scary,” he says. “He does nothing but working on his assignments. Like, can you imagine Hyunjin being studious? He won’t even talk to me. When I asked him why he was all serious and gloomy, he said he’s trying not to get lost.”

Lost. This is it. The beginning of the end.

“I don’t want to be rude but, are you guys fighting?”

You shake your head. “He’s just… a bit stressed out, that’s all. I’m just giving him space.”

“I think Hyunjin needs you, Y/N.”

You know that. You fully understand how much Hyunjin needs you right now. It’s just, it’s hard. It’s hard for you to constantly trying to cheer him up, to make him know that everything’s going to okay.

“If Hyunjin makes you worried, if his behavior is stressing you out, you can ask to get a new roommate, Jeongin. It’s okay,” you tell him, but Jeongin scoffs. “I’m staying. This is our Hyunjin, Y/N. I’ll figure things out if you don’t want to.”

Jeongin doesn’t even look at you during the entire lecture. You, meanwhile, keep looking at his direction, hoping he’ll give you a chance to explain yourself. But do you even know how to explain your feelings to yourself? You’re never good at the whole “I’ll always be there for you” thing; you always want to run when things get hard. You avoid everything, as if nothing is more important than living without worries.

You’ve promised Hyunjin so many times that you’ll always hold his hand, to never let go. But now you’re not sure anymore.

felix: park jinyoung is back in korea

felix: i think you should know

felix: he just called me. asked for your number

You nearly drop your phone when you read Felix’s message. Jinyoung left Korea shortly before you moved to JYP High. Shortly after you broke up with him. You know he didn’t leave only because of you, but if you stayed by his side, maybe he wouldn’t have left.

y/n: did you give him to him

y/n: felix

felix: you know theres no way i’d tell him “y/n has a new bf now pls move on” right

felix: you cant avoid him forever

y/n: i know

Hyunjin is sitting in front of you, looking out of the window while sipping his Americano. “Baby?” he calls out, tapping your fingers. You look up, forcing yourself to smile when you meet his tired eyes. You decided to pay him a visit at his dorm while Jeongin is out of town with his friends.

“Yeah?”

“Something bothering you?” he asks.

“What? Nothing.”

“You sure?”

“I should be the one asking you that,” you say sternly. Hyunjin frowns, snatching your phone from you. He opens Felix’s messages, and his eyes become darker as he reads all the recent messages. You reach for his hand, trying to get your phone back. “Hyunjin.”

“Who’s Park Jinyoung?” he demands.

“No one.”

“Your ex-boyfriend? Or are you cheating on me?”

“Hyunjin, please.”

He stops, handing your phone back to you before crossing his arms. You never meant to keep Jinyoung a secret, but you’re not proud of what you did to him. It only reminds you of how selfish you are, how bad of a person you are.

“Jinyoung was my boyfriend in high school,” you explain. “During the 11th grade he and his brother got into a car accident. He survived, his brother didn’t.”

Hyunjin doesn’t say anything, but signals you to continue. “I cared about Jinyoung, I really did. I still do, but he wasn’t the same anymore after the accident.”

“Anyone wouldn’t be okay after such a tragedy, I know. It didn’t make me like him any less, but then he… refused to talk to anyone and kept throwing tantrums. I tried to help him, but after a few months I couldn’t take it anymore. I gave up.”

You finally have the nerve to look into Hyunjin’s eyes although what you’re going to say is going to break his heart. “I broke up with him. I told him I couldn’t stay anymore.”

“I’m sorry, Hyunjin. I know I shouldn’t have done that. I feel so, so sorry. You must be disappointed-”

“Is that why you’re with me now?” he cuts you off. “Because you feel sorry for me? Because you want to redeem yourself?”

He stands up, eyes brimming up with tears as he walks towards his door and opens it. “I knew it,” he mutters through gritted teeth. “Poor Hwang Hyunjin got bullied and now he’s all fucked!” he shouts.

“You’re not, Hyunjin. You can still dance again—”

“I don’t want to disappoint my parents, okay?! I’m all they have so I can’t do whatever I want just because I feel like it.”

Hyunjin is already crying at this point, and you’ve never felt this broken before. The past two years feel like a dream, a sweet dream you both refuse to wake up from. Reality bites, and it bites you hard.

“You didn’t even ask why I chose to go to college,” he quivers. “I told myself that I would stop dancing after high school. No more training. No more auditioning. I have to get myself together. For them. For you.”

Hyunjin takes a deep breath before gripping your shoulders. His next words feel like knives jabbing at your heart. “If you can’t handle me anymore, you can leave. You’re tired, aren’t you?”

You desperately want to tell him no. I love you, Hyunjin, you’re not a burden.

But nothing comes out.

“How have you been?”

You wish you can choose not to answer that question, but you smile, hoping that it will conceal the sorrow in your eyes. “I’ve been okay. How about you?”

Jinyoung clasps his hands together as if expecting your response. He only stares at you, like he’s rehearsing a scenario in his head. “I’m fine. Much better,” he answers, and you release the breath you didn’t know you’ve been holding.

“Look, Y/N. I just want to apologize for everything I did back in high school. It must’ve been tough for you.”

You shake your head while he’s smiling at you, as if knowing how you’ll react—once again. “No, Jinyoung. I’m sorry for leaving you when you needed me the most.”

The Jinyoung sitting in front of you right now is the extreme opposite of the Jinyoung you left. He’s no longer drowned. He’s no longer lost. He’s alive and well and whole, like the first love you cherished and treasured.

“I was angry at you for a long time,” Jinyoung confesses. “One day I found my old phone, the one I used before we broke up.”

“I read all the messages you sent me. You asked me whether I ate, whether I felt okay. You panicked when I skipped school. You apologized; damn you kept saying sorry although I was the one being an asshole.”

“It’s okay. You were grieving—”

“That’s not a reason,” Jinyoung says. “I thought I was the most miserable person on Earth. Maybe I was, to some extent. But then I realized that you were hurting too. You were close to my brother as well.”

“I wasn’t the only one who lost him. You did too. And then you lost me.”

Jinyoung chuckles when he sees you tearing up. “Don’t cry,” he coos, patting your head. “I thought I was alone, that nobody understood me. But you were there. Felix was there. Everybody was trying to understand me.”

“Felix told me you have a boyfriend now?” he asks.

You almost nod your head. “I don’t know anymore.”

Jinyoung smiles knowingly (now that you think about it, Jinyoung really reminds you of Seungmin), offering you tissues to wipe your tears. “You’ll figure it out, you’re not a bad person, Y/N. I’ll testify for you if you need me to!”

No matter what side you’re on—good or evil, love or hate, truth or lie—the choices will always be there, ready to attack you at the most unpredictable time. You won’t call yourself a good person; God you probably don’t deserve even half the things you have right now. But you’re going to fight for them. You’re going to fight for Hyunjin.

So you smile, and this time it’s a genuine one.

“When are you guys going home?” Seungmin nags, glaring at you and Chaeyeon who are sprawled on his bed, laughing at random Instagram videos. The two of you barged into his house two hours ago, completely sabotaging his study session… on purpose.

“Come on, Kim Seungmin, get a life!” Chaeyeon replies as you sit up, eyeing him from head to toe. “You seem totally out of it. You okay?”

“Why won’t I be okay?”

Seungmin doesn’t really bottle up his emotions anymore, but there are times when he scares you with how flatly he dismisses questions about his well-being. “You’re not going through the same crisis as Hyunjin, are you?”

Chaeyeon sits up at your question, and Seungmin laughs. “I’m fine. I work hard, but I also play hard.”

“By going to hundreds of hiphop concerts?” Chaeyeon teases.

He rolls his eyes at her. “I have other friends, for God’s sake. Didn’t you guys see all my Instagram updates?”

When neither of you responds, Seungmin grabs a notebook from his desk. He flips through the pages quickly before stopping on a page full of flowcharts and notes. “I’m starting a project. I hope I can somehow use this as my graduation project. If not, well then, I’m screwed.”

Chaeyeon takes the notebook from him, humming in approval as she reads all the details. “You’re starting a website? For kids like us? What do you mean?”

“I went through so much shit after I told my parents I wanted to become a baseball player,” Seungmin explains. “Then I got into singing, but I never want to go through that again. It was hard, but things got better eventually. I enjoy what I’m doing now.” He turns to you. “So, to answer your question, no. I’m not going through the same thing Hyunjin is dealing with now.”

You give him a playful smirk. “Although Seo Changbin signed with KIA Tigers?”

“Although Seo Changbin signed with KIA Tigers.”

Chaeyeon fakes a yawn while she, in fact, is hiding a smile. “Sooo… in conclusion?”

“There are kids like me, and then there are kids like Hyunjin, who will never be able to live peacefully before doing what they’re really passionate about,” he continues. “There are kids like Jisung who can be so confident and insecure all at once.”

“In conclusion, I want to create a space for everybody. To let them know that there will always be a place for them no matter what kind of shit they’re dealing with. That’s it. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk!”

Now Seungmin is exchanging looks with Chaeyeon, and you figure it’s time to talk about the elephant in the room.

“Let me get this clear. You and Hyunjin didn’t break up, right?” Chaeyeon asks, munching on the potato chips she’s sharing with Seungmin.

“None of us said that word, but I don’t think that’s important now.”

“How is that not important?” Chaeyeon presses, and suddenly you realize how weird the situation is. You’re talking about your relationship with Hyunjin with Chaeyeon—who had feelings for Hyunjin and Seungmin—who had feelings for you.

“Let’s talk about that later.”

“Y/N.”

Chaeyeon sighs, grabbing your slumped shoulder so she can look directly into your eyes. “I had a crush on Hyunjin. You love Hyunjin. That’s a whole different case. You can talk to me.”

“I didn’t sing in front of the whole school for you guys to break up like this,” Seungmin says, causing you to blush when you remember that he dedicated Day6’s First Time to you. You have to admit that you haven’t listened to the song ever since he did that.

“I let Hyunjin down.”

“Everyone lets somebody down,” Seungmin replies.

“Yeah. Thesedays Jisung always calls me in the wee hours in the morning and I never pick up. Now he’s sulking."

“Lee Chaeyeon, you and Jisung are practically dating.”

“We’re not!”

Seungmin mimics Chaeyeon’s expression before punching her shoulder playfully. “He’s just too scared to confess and you’re just too proud to admit that you like him.”

“Stop it!”

Jeongin has bombarded you with messages, but all of them can be summed up into one sentence: Hwang Hyunjin is a mess. You’ve been waiting for the right time to talk to him, but now you find it ironic.

You’re looking, searching, yearning for the right time while losing it at the same time.

After Seungmin and Chaeyeon convinced you to stop dragging this around, you finally texted Hyunjin. Now you’re alone in the middle of the night, reading Hyunjin’s simple “okay” after you asked him to meet you at a small playground near your dormitory where you often hang out together. A familiar shadow walks in your direction, and before you can stop yourself, you have run towards it.

Luckily, it does turn out to be Hyunjin.

“Hey.”

He stops, frowning when he notices that you’re not wearing any jacket. “It’s cold,” he comments in a disapproving tone, but you only shake your head. “I’m fine.”

“Y/N.”

“We have more important things to talk about than me not wearing jacket, Hwang Hyunjin.”

“Okay,” he replies, leading you to one of the benches. Hyunjin takes off his jacket and drapes it around your shoulders. You inhale, staring into his tired eyes and you want to kill yourself for making him even more miserable than he already is.

“I’m in love with you,” you mutter, using the exact same words he used when he first confessed to you. Hyunjin blinks before averting his gaze to a stray dog near the bushes. “How can you be in love with me? Not the one everyone knows, but me.”

“Because you’re my Hyunjin. I love the smiley, clingy, energetic, hard-working, brave, and somehow flirty Hyunjin. But then I realized that even if you’re struggling or stressing out or feeling lost… you’re still you. You’re still the one I’m in love with.”

“Who do you talk to when you feel sad?” he asks firmly. “Not me, right?”

Hyunjin’s eyes don’t seem tired anymore. They’re now burning with anger, and you have no idea how to respond to that. He then pulls you into his embrace, caressing your hair softly although you can feel how upset he is. “I wanted to be angry at you but this is happening because of me. You’re tired, sad, and confused because of me. I’m dragging you down.”

“You’re not,” you counter. “There are times when I’m lost too, Hyunjin. But no, I don’t want to leave.”

He pulls away, sighing as you smile at him. “I’m sorry,” he pleads. “Am I being selfish if I still want to start over? I want to take care of you, Y/N. I want to listen to your rambles, I want to eat ice cream at 1AM during winter with you, and I want to wake up to you calling me Jinjin. But I also want to hug you when you feel sad, I want to hear all your problems, I want to help you solve them. Just like what you’ve been doing for me all this time.”

He starts to smile as well when yours get wider. “No,” you answer, tucking your head in the crook of his neck. “That means you love me.”

“I do,” he quickly says, wrapping his arms around you again like he’s afraid that you will change your mind. “I don’t deserve you, but will you let me try?”

You hum, relishing the comfort of his body heat as he lifts you so that you’ll sit on his lap. “Do you want me to sneak you inside the dorm?” Hyunjin offers, trying to take out his phone from his back pocket.

“You have a ball of sass as your roommate,” you remind him. Jeongin will roast you for another fifty years if you end up sneaking in and kicking him out of his own room, even though you’re sure that Hyunjin will have to endure more than that.

After making exaggerated scenarios of how Jeongin will react if Hyunjin really ends up bringing you back, you spend the rest of the night curling up in Hyunjin’s arms, constantly checking if there are people around. Your boyfriend, meanwhile, makes it clear that he doesn’t give a damn. He kisses your cheeks every 2 minutes (you’re shamelessly counting and proud of it), listening to all sorts of stories you tell him.

“What are you going to do now? Are you going to drop out?”

“No. I haven’t told my parents anything,” Hyunjin states. “I’ll just start dancing again for now.”

He shifts under you, lifting your chin to look into your eyes. “Are you feeling better?” he whispers, his gaze mirroring his shaky voice.

“You’re here. How can I not feel better?”

Hyunjin beams at you as he leans closer to crash his lips on yours. “I’ve missed you,” he rasps, cupping your face to kiss you harder. You want to reply, but everytime his lips make contact with yours, you feel dizzy. Hyunjin whines when you’re pulling away, so you comply, letting him kiss you more slowly. He then trails open-mouthed kisses along your jawline and neck before nipping your collarbone. “Jinjin,” you call out breathlessly.

He looks up. “Hmm?”

“Just promise me one thing.” You reach for his hand, feeling his slender fingers wrap yours in an instant. “Don’t ever let me go.”

“I promise.”

“You’re friends with CB97 and never told me about it. I’m rioting!” Jeongin stomps his feet on the ground as he has his ticket checked. Jisung and Chan are Show Me the Money’s newest winner and runner-up respectively, and the two are inviting all of you to their first solo concert.

Felix is recording his surroundings with his phone, pushing Jeongin’s head out of his way as he’s shooting the empty stage. “Jisung will take photos with us, right Y/N?”

“Why are you so obsessed with taking photos with Jisung?” Hyunjin shudders. “I swear it’s nothing special.”

The freckled boy points at his phone. “Gotta do it for the ‘gram, man.”

Mina, who just arrived in Seoul this morning, waves her phone in front of you and Hyunjin. “I have a surprise for you, Hwang Hyunjin!” she squeals as Chaeyeon grabs her phone to read news from an entertainment website.

“Ballerina Myoui Mina has been added to the Dancing with the Stars lineup,” she reads loudly. Seungmin, Jeongin, and Felix clap at this while you and Chaeyeon are grinning, knowing what the news is about.

“When asked about whom her partner, she said,” Chaeyeon pauses, gesturing at Mina to deliver the good news herself.

Mina clears her throat. “She said, ‘This has never been done before but I begged the producers to cast a friend of mine.’ “

Hyunjin perks up at the word friend, but says nothing while Seungmin mutters a surprised, “Ah!”

“’And that friend is my best friend from high school, Hwang Hyunjin.’”

All of you gather around Hyunjin, giving him a tight group hug. Other people are eyeing you with annoyance but none of you cares. Seungmin and Jeongin are beyond ecstatic, trying to attack the tall boy with kisses.

“Myoui Mina!” Hyunjin exclaims as he shoves Jeongin off. “You’re the best!” he shouts, causing Mina to laugh. Everyone has realized that the graceful and famous Mina is here in the middle of audience; they’re now snapping photos of her while whispering to each other.

“Oh anyways, I also have a surprise for you.” Hyunjin takes out his phone to show you a poster of Lee Jungjin. “He’s holding a concert. I’ve booked tickets for us.”

You squeal, smooching his cheek hard. “I’m proud of you. So proud.”

The music is getting louder and soon, Jisung appears on stage. He just stands there, looking at his fans with so much gratitude. “He’s looking at them like that but can you guys guess what he’s thinking about?” Chaeyeon asks.

“Hmm… he’s forgetting his lyrics?” Seungmin guesses.

Jeongin adds, “He forgot his lyrics and now writing the new one inside his head.”

“This is Han Jisung we’re talking about,” Chaeyeon scoffs. “Pay attention. He wants to pee.”

You snort, about to voice out a witty reply but Jisung has greeted the audience. “Chan and I originally wanted to start with a club banger. But then we decided to dedicate our first and last songs to our loved ones, especially to our friends and family who are here today.”

He points at your direction, waving back at Mina who can barely contain her excitement. “I started writing this song during high school, when I was insecure and unsure about what I wanted to do,” Jisung continues. “I just found out recently that I never finished writing it, so I did it and now I’m going to perform it for the first time.”

The crowd goes wild as the instrumental starts to play. “This is for my friends, my family; the ones who never leave no matter how many times I’ve made them worried.”

“Also, Lee Chaeyeon!”

Jisung stops to locate Chaeyeon, smiling when he finds his girlfriend fiddling with the hem of her blouse, feeling uncomfortable with the attention she’s getting. “Don’t worry, you’ll hear the song I wrote just for you later.”

He smirks, eyes glinting with mischief that always annoys Chaeyeon. “I’m breaking up with him,” she mutters through gritted teeth while glancing at her shoes. “I set my Instagram to private because of this bastard and his popularity and now he’s embarrassing me in public! He’s dead.”

Mina giggles, forcing her to look at the stage because Jisung continues to stare at her (and all of you). When Chaeyeon finally looks up, he gives her a different kind of smile you’ve never seen before. “This is ‘I See,’” he announces.

“Truthfully I’m very much weak-hearted

If the night is really dark, I’ll be too scared to sleep.”

Hyunjin glances at you, who’s burying your face in his chest because you’re crying. He chuckles, wrapping his arm around you. “Was this one of the songs you read on his notebook?” You nod, sobbing harder as Chaeyeon approaches you with teary eyes. She hugs you from the side, crying along with you.

“Eh eh thank you for worrying about me.

Thank you!”

Soon, all of you are huddled together, with the girls crying and the boys cursing at Jisung for making them cry too. “I can’t believe I’m tearing up at what Han Jisung is rapping,” Seungmin sniffles, smacking Hyunjin on his back when the latter laughs at him.

Jisung crouches down as he gets to the last few lines, wiping his own tears. “He’s already crying and it’s only the first song. Unbelievable,” Chaeyeon sobs.

“Just wait right there, I’ll reach it someday

Stop the clock for a while

The flower will blossom someday

This rocky fantasy

I’ll make sure that I’ll reach that mirage and catch you.”

“J.ONEEEEEEEEE!” you shout as the song comes to an end. You look at each of your friends; Felix who’s gone through everything with you, Mina who’s helped you to feel better about yourself, Seungmin who’s sacrificed a lot for everyone, Chaeyeon and Jeongin who have always been honest to you, and Jisung who’s made you feel loved and appreciated.

And then there’s Hyunjin.

He may not always be the dreamy, mesmerizing Hyunjin you fell in love with back in high school. But this Hyunjin—the one who’s facing his demons, the one who’s showering you with more and more love each day, the one who’s fighting for his dreams—is the Hyunjin whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.

“Mina, will you take a photo with me too?” Felix suddenly asks as Chan enters the stage.

“Lee Felix, stop being such a fanboy!” you protest.

Mina nods, flashing Felix her sweetest smile. “Sure! Who else wants a pic with me?”

Seungmin turns to Felix, wiggling his finger in front him. “Don’t do it,” he warns. “I did that once and my comment section was flooded with my friends asking me to introduce them to her.”

“Shut up!” Chaeyeon snaps. “Please appreciate my boyfriend who’s invited all of you to this holy concert.”

“You want to break up with him, remember?” Hyunjin jokes.

Everyone bursts into a hearty laugh, and you realize how far all of you have come. You and your best friends have survived many obstacles together, and you’re sure there will be more hardships in the future. But you’ll be fine. You have each other, and it’s safe to say that all of you have made a silent promise to always hold each other’s hands. To never let go.

* a convenience store in Korea

AND THATS IT!!!! I’ve finished the most tiring project ever. I hope you can somehow relate to this and feel better about yourself. I really love our little group of friends, I love writing about them a lot. Oh, the translation for I See’s lyrics (this is one of Jisung’s solo mixtape anyways!) belongs to @/seungmnis on Twitter!

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arohaspice · 5 years

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Wild Horses (Part 1)

Park Jinwoo x Reader

Genre: Fluff / some angst / possible smut???? Warnings:Swear words, Kissing, Implied love-making Word Count: 1k

Summary: Jinwoo and the reader had promised each other not to catch feelings when they became fuck buddies but now Jin wants more than the reader is willing to give.

a/n: sorry if this is terrible!! i tried ok? ok. love you all.

Jinwoo collapsed into the mattress next to you, breathless and sweaty. He rested his palm against his chest in an act to steady his pounding heart. God, he swore being with you had him seeing stars. "Fuck," he breathed, turning on his side to see you already on the edge of the bed, sliding on your pants. Disappointment hit him like a brick to the head.

"Wait, you're leaving already?" he asked, scooting closer to run his palm along your back, coming to rest on your waist. He attempted to pull you back into the mattress but you resisted.

A laugh fell from your lips as you almost toppled back, successfully managing to stand away from Jin. "Yeah, I'm going to meet my girlfriends for dinner, remember?"

"Well, maybe you could stay here instead? We could watch a movie?" He seemed unsure of his words, his eyes puppy-like as he chewed his bottom lip. Jinwoo would've been a big fat liar if he claimed that your laugh that came in response didn't feel like a kick to the gut. He was well aware of your stance on the relationship -- fuck buddies -- but maybe he had a small shard of hope that you would change your mind this time.

With a crooked eyebrow, you turned to skeptically scan Jinwoo's face. "Uh, since when do we do movies?"

"We don’t I guess,” he replied, trying his best to hide the gutted feeling. He watched you slip on your shirt, the fabric falling slowly covering the skin he loved so much. He gazed at you as you moved to his mirror to fix your hair, and drag a finger delicately around your lips to remove smudged lipstick. When this had first started, he had no idea just how deeply he would fall for you -- now all your little gestures had him reeling. Your whole relationship was built on a promised lack of romantic feeling and a whole lotta mindblowing sex so he wasn't allowed to feel this way. But here he was, longing for something more. It was practically heartbreaking. Your views had always been very transparent, he knew he would never get his wish.

"What are you looking at?" You questioned. "Wait, you're not getting soft on me, are you?"

Jinjin blushed in response, sitting up to slip on his own clothes. "What? No, I just thought --" he blurted out a half-finished sentence, avoiding your eyes. But he knew he had just given himself away. Clearing his throat, he pushed a palm through his hair.

"Jin," you sighed, moving to stand in front of him, bending at the waist so your faces were more level. "You promised, remember?"

"I know, I know," he mumbled, shame coating his features. It was hard to look directly at you when he thought you were that beautiful. All he wanted was to pull you in for another kiss, collapse back into the mattress and hold you until sleep overtook. He stared at the floor despite you trying to maneuver into his gaze.

Guilt thundered over your chest. You couldn't commit to him, or anyone for that matter and now here he was, hurt. That's why you had made him promise not to catch feelings, made him ensure you that it was purely sexual because hell, you both had needs. But you just couldn't commit. He could thank your ex for that. Love was scary but you were in control when hooking up, it was your choice and you could walk away without getting hurt and lord be damned if you were getting hurt again. You stood at his feet, watching him stare at the laminate flooring, a seemingly endless parade of thoughts marching through his mind. "Fine," you uttered and his head snapped up at you at such a pace, you were afraid he was gonna break it clean off his neck.

"What?" he questioned with a stutter, completely caught off guard but entirely hopeful.

"One movie, that's it. Not tonight but one night I will stay. For One. Movie." You emphasized the idea of it only being one, eyebrows raised at him as you tapped your single digit against his chest.

His smile reached his eyes, it was boyish and cute how giddy the prospect made him. Jinwoo rested his hands against your hips, looking up at you grinning down at him. "One movie, got it," he reiterated.

"Okay, I gotta go, they're gonna be so pissed. I'm always late because of you," you teased, sliding out of his hold again. Jinjin didn't care this time though because he was too busy being amazed that he had broken through even if just a little. You turned back to see his lips still curved in a grin that made him seem drunk and a part of you worried that he had gotten the wrong idea. "But this doesn't mean anything, it's just a movie."

He rolled his eyes, still unable to frown because god, he was just so pleased. "I got it, just a movie."

"Good," you smirked and then did something you had never done before. You doubled back to where he was sitting and pecked him on the lips. Jinwoo's eyebrows furrowed as he tried to register what just happened. Did you kiss him goodbye? "See ya later."

He watched as you slipped from his room, listened as you greeted Sanha who was undoubtedly playing a game on his phone and then heard the front door open and shut. He sat there dumbfounded that not only had he gotten you to agree to a movie night -- rather effortlessly too -- but he also had received a goodbye kiss? The feeling lingered on his lips and he felt dizzy and childish at this turn of events. With a sigh, he emerged from his room to get a much needed glass of water. But he would be thinking about this well into the night.

The restaurant was loud and drinks were being ordered and despite the laughter that flooded from your table, all you could think about was what you had just agreed to. Jinwoo's goofy smile almost made you regret agreeing to stay one night after sex, you knew this gave him the wrong idea. And what the hell possessed you to double back and kiss him goodbye?

Your mind came back to the restaurant as you heard your name and caught the tail end of one of your friends telling a hilariously embarrassing story about you. In good spirit you laughed but no one seemed to catch on to your preoccupied state. The server brought another round of appetizers and you picked at a few but you just couldn't bring yourself to eat. Drink though? Hah, whole other story. You downed another glass, feeling the buzz take you over and then gestured to your server for a refill to which he nodded happily and disappeared into the restaurant.

"(Y/N)?" a voice flooded your ear. Catching your attention to which you responded with a small hum and inquisitive eyes. "You okay?" your best friend asked. She was scanning your face curiously, knowing something was off.

"Oh yeah totally fine, sorry," you offered a bright smile, now fully aware that the rest of the group was staring at you too and maybe you were dampening their celebrations. The server came back with your drink at that moment and you felt somewhat relieved to have an escape. You chugged half of it in one go and the table, moving on from you, erupted back into loud chatter of old college stories, new work related tales, and endless boy problems. Regret still sat in your stomach, bubbling up into your throat.

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lunebinnie · 6 years

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(1/14)I am so sorry for taking so long! (I also had to spend a lot of time studying this week bc I had my first exam for my Anatomy Lab on Wednesday... And then we had our first exam for *Lecture* Thursday (which also was the day I had a bunch of powerpoints due for my very intimidating adviser...) and then I had to substitute teach all day Friday (and then I meant to respond sooner but I got so busy 😭) so yeah I completely understand about school getting in the way no worries abt it!)

And also sleeping in on a day off when you’ve been busy studying lately is completely valid hon 👌 I hope that your midterms go well and that you’re able to stay healthy and take care of yourself in the midst of preparing! (not that you wouldn’t, I just have a bad habit of neglecting things like healthy sleeping and eating habits when I get caught up studying, so hopefully you’re not like me in that way) And yeah me too! I mean on the one hand I understand *why* they have that limit

3)If u could just send as many as u want there would be so much more spam and ppl would definitely abuse that. But also?? Um? I have a chronic condition called ‘Can'tShuttheFuckUp-itis’? 🤷 This policy is so discriminatory towards people like me who suffer from this crippling condition! I feel oppressed honestly 🙄 tumblr rlly has something against ppl just trying to get to know each other huh? Lol, but at least now we know why it eats them I’ll be sure to try to prevent that in the future

4)And oh my gosh that’s so cool! I’m super jealous!! 😮 lol. I wish they hosted kpop nights at my local bar! 😭😭 But no, I’m here at my little state college in a little 2 mi2 town just under pop 5500 (and idek if that’s before or after counting college students) in the middle of the 'farm zone’ of my state. All we get is country night @Riley’s 😩 RIP. But ya I wish I had more ppl around me who were into kpop! So far I’ve only met 3 ppl who listen to it. One was that roommate I told you about

5)One is just a casual listener who isn’t really into 3rd gen groups and mostly just listens to Girl’s Generation but that’s valid, and one isn’t even rlly a fan of any groups in particular, she just puts the kpop station on when she studies bc she says she needs music but if it’s in English she gets distracted, lol And omg that is insane! $500?? And 5 copies of the same album? 😲 (Says the girl who’s been a Monbebe for a hot 2 months and has already bought three (3??) Monsta X T-shirts… 😂

6)in my defense tho one of them was only $10 bc it was Black Friday? And u can’t blame me, Hot Topic is my krypotonite lmao) but yeah I already feel guilty about spending 30+ dollars on one copy of an album (thx international shipping) That’s so wild. And yeah I don’t get why ppl feel the need go out of their way just to insult other ppl’s music taste. I’m also pretty self conscious abt sharing my music taste and obviously the way everyone around me talks abt kpop has made me even moreso now 🙃

7) I haven’t gotten into too many groups yet bc I’m trying to go slowly and focus on getting into one group at a time but I do have a long list of groups I plan on getting into eventually! NU'EST is one that I’ve heard some of their songs on my Spotify based on my listening history and they’re on the list haha 😂 And omg I feel really similarly about Got7! I tried to get into them after I got into Monsta X and right before I got into Astro and although I did really like some of their songs

8)I haven’t really been able to get into their music as much as MX and Astro’s yet. I do think they seem like a really fun group in terms of personality though. As for the comeback I know right?? I mean I know a lot of ppl were freaking out abt the comeback being a 'sexy’ and how it wasn’t gonna be the same cute Astro we all love anymore. But they filled the MV with flowers and glitter and still managed to make it sexy as fuck! This album has a very different vibe but it still felt like them

9) They managed to pull off a more mature and sexy concept while still staying true to themselves and I’m so here for it! I don’t know if I could really pick a favorite era because I love them all! I mean Spring Up was an excellent era and every era since then has been great. They really don’t know how to have any bad concepts or make any bad songs huh? Lol. Since I’m still pretty new I really love the title tracks since I’ve heard them the most. (I have listened to their full discography

10)But I haven’t listened to their Bsides enough to pick out my favorites from those) I also really love Again though! The first time I saw the dance practice I was super into it and then I looked up the lyrics and was like 'this is supposed to be sad/regretful song it has no reason to be this much of a BOP?!’ 😂 I have such a hard time picking favorites though. Since All Light is new though I actually have listened to it enough times to pick some 'non-title song favorites’ from there haha

11) Other than All Night (which is great, obvi) I also really like Starry Sky, Moonwalk and Role Play 😂 and Bloom is so pretty oh my god! 😭😭 the album is great and has no bad songs but those are the ones I particularly like. I feel u about the dances honestly. I think that’s actually what drew me to kpop initially. I mean I like listening to the songs ofc but it wasn’t until after I actually watched an MV/saw the choreography that I actually was like… Oh shit I’m gonna have to be a fan now

12) It was the visual aspect that really made me want to be a kpop fan bc I haven’t really seen that level of performance with any western music. Which isn’t to say I think all western music is bad but I think it’s really impressive to watch kpop groups singing and also doing really impressive choreography and performing at the same time. Plus that’s the part I can show my family and say 'even if you don’t like the music because of the language barrier you have to admit they’re talented dancers’

13)And yes! With Astro especially I think the dance practices rlly succinctly capture the reason why I love them so much. They are *super* talented but they also have such great chemistry and u can rlly tell that they just love each other and have so much fun together! I love a family of six hardworking dorks! 🤧💗 lol. And yeah it’s too bad that neither of are able to see them this cb ☹️ (I also did the 'hypothetically…’ research but it wouldn’t have worked out 😒) I hope you’re right though!

14)Hopefully the success of this comeback is the catalyst to Astro getting more of the attention they deserve and there will be many more opportunities to see them in the future! (Although it is too bad we won’t be able to see live performances from this cb, since it’s so pretty 😭 tho with their track record I’m sure future cb’s will be just as good lol) But what about you? Do you have any favorite songs from this cb in particular? Talk again soon! (I’ll try 2 b better @ responding 😭) -AHA

FUCKKK okay so after like a million years of midterms + 2 days straight of sleeping ya girl is BACK to answer these asks after getting through the hurdle of copying and pasting and italicizing 14 asks onto one response on my phone. Did I perhaps fail at least 3 of my midterms? Quite probably. Do I have the energy to care atm? No. Did I need to get away from everything and fly to Boston to visit my friend for reading week? Yes.

How did all your exams go? That sounds crazy though! I hope you got through everything ok!

Tbh I have the same unhealthy habits too, I essentially became nocturnal and lived on like one meal a day + snacks and coffee 😭 fr, I would be writing my midterm from 11:30-1:30, go home to eat, sleep from 4-7pm, then wake up to study all night for the next one, and repeat,,,,, I’m like an actual mess tbh

Honestly as much as I’ve enjoyed the Aroha secret admirer thing (it was sooo nice getting to meet new people) rn I’m just so glad that post-reveal we don’t have to deal with tumblr ask limits and writing entire essay responses all in one go.

Honestly 3 shirts isn’t even THAT bad especially if they weren’t all like ordered from overseas so they wouldn’t have been that expensive. When I went to the Myeongdong underground shopping centre I went craaaazy with Kpop merch despite stanning (at that point, pretty much only) BTS for a whole 3 weeks, so I ended up coming back with 2 albums, a bunch of stickers, a photocard pack (also bonus: got an Astro one too) and like a BUNCH of bt21 stuff. Speaking of, my All Light album finally came in!! I ended up getting a Moonbin, MJ, Jinjin, and Sanha photocard plus the a Rocky lyric booklet and ik I basically got THE best set for someone who loves all of them w my whole heart 😩✊ but I’m still sad I didn’t get any Eunwoo cards since he was my first Astro bias 😭 it’s soooooo pretty I love it sm and like lowkey I’ll probably end up buying more of their albums anyway oopsss

Speaking of Monsta X btw, I heard their new song and I thought it was really good! What did you think of it?

Regarding favourite songs, I swear my moods change so much, so it’s pretty common for me to not love a song at first and sort of rediscover it months later, and tbh that’s kind of what happened with Innocent Love, Baby, and Again. In this album though, I’d say my favourite Bsides are probably be Bloom, 1 in a Million, and Heart Brew Love.

And I toootally agree with the performance aspect of kpop being the thing to attract me it, even before I got really into it I’d sometime like to watch dance practices (and lowkey even learned a bunch of choreos a with my friend last term just bc we had access to a frequently empty dance studio). It’s just super impressive to see people singing and dancing at the same time mostly live, and for the same reasons I’m also super into musicals as well, which isn’t so say I think like lip syncing or just dancing/singing is bad, it’s just refreshing to see it done all at once, you know?

Also side story it turns out that I actually DO know another Astro fan irl!! Her older sister (who I’m closer to bc we’re closer in age) is the one who bought the million got7 albums. Even though she’s been a fan of Astro since before debut, her sister doesn’t even know she listens to kpop since she was afraid of getting roasted at first, but now she’s in too deep to say anything. I’d mentioned liking Astro to her before, but she didn’t say anything bc she didn’t want to expose herself in front of her sister but on Friday I saw her while her sister was out and she was like “oh btw here’s a secret I went to the Toronto fanmeet last year but my sister doesn’t know” I was SHOOK but tbh I’m just super glad now to have someone to talk about it and go to concerts with (I’m banking on the fact that they’re coming back)

Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH for waiting 2747287482 million years for my response, and it was so great to finally (officially) meet you Kjersten!

@kaptain-k-pop

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rigbystrashboat · 7 years

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Astro Boyfriend Series

Jinjin edition

This boy is made of boyfriend material

he’s honestly the best boyfriend ever

The perfect balance of playful and serious

He doesn’t really act his age sometimes but that’s okay

He’d be very respectful (not that the other boys wouldn’t be, but his is kind of different)

He would always ask permission before kissing you

Such a gentleman

Holding the door for you even if you’re far away

He doesn’t mind

He’ll sit down in front of the door and have a picnic if it means you don’t have to open the door for yourself

You would be friends with all of the boys but closest with MJ

Jinjin wouldn’t get jealous because he trusts both of you

MJ would come to you with his girl troubles (or guy troubles, honestly it would be both)

His head is on your shoulder because he’s upset about getting rejected

And Jinwoo silently comes over and lays across both of you and just listens

You run your fingers through his hair, the light tug putting him to sleep as you listened to MJ

Jinwoo would be very touchy

He loves skinship

He doesn’t mind PDA either, he doesn’t mind showing you off

He wouldn’t like…make out with you in public but backhugs, hand holding and eskimo kisses are to be expected

He would constantly be touching you

Whether he had his arms around your waist with his head resting on your shoulder as you worked on your essay for college or just a hand on your back as he talked and joked around with Dongmin

When you two were alone he would be all over you

Boy needs attention, but that didn’t mean you had to focus on only him

If you were reading in bed or on the couch he would lay down using you stomach as a pillow

Or if you were laying on your stomach he would lay his head on the arch of your back, lazily tracing shapes on the back of your thighs

He just wants to be near you

He’s okay if the two of you sit in silence, which is rare but it happens

“Can I kiss you?”

His kisses would usually be pretty innocent

Soft and sweet

But there were times that he really really just wanted you

And sometimes he would be urgent, pulling you into his lap so you hovered above him

He’d love it when you pulled his hair

His scalp is sensitive so even the slightest touch would drive him crazy

He’d enjoy trapping your body between his thighs, laughing as you struggled below him

Most time it was just for fun and he’d “accidentally” fall on top of you

“Damn, I fell over! Oh, I fell over again!”

like in austin powers

If anyone ever upset you or did something to you

He would act calm and try to make you feel better with his excellent advice

“Did you know it only takes two pounds of pressure to drive someones nose bone into their brain? Two pounds!”

“Jinwoo, honey, no.”

He would threaten to beat guys up for you

But you know he would never do it

He’s not a fighter, he’s too loving

But you’d humor him anyways

If you were ever mad or upset he wouldn’t really know what to do

because it would be such a rare thing that he’s just “uhhhh”

but if you two got in a fight he wouldn’t ever really yell unless he was really stressed out and frustrated

he would need some time to cool down but it wouldn’t be too long

a few hours maybe

but he would come to your room and hesitantly knock on the door

if you didn’t answer he would come in anyways

silently make his way over to you and lay down beside you

he would pull you into his arms

rubbing your back and stroking you hair mumbling apologies

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry”

and you would apologize too because you’re at fault too, don’t be stubborn

pressing a few kisses to your cheeks before the two of you would fall asleep

Jinwoo would be the sweetest guy ever

Please love him

He deserves it

wow I haven’t made one of these in a year

oops

Y'all should totally request I do Astro, NCT, Monsta X (no mercy members included), BTS, Seventeen, EXO, Red Velvet, and Blackpink.

#astro #astro kpop #astro jinjin #astro rocky #astro euwoo #dongmin #astro mj #astro minhyuk #jinjin imagine #kpop imagine #astro scenario #kpop scenarios #kpop fluff #astro fluff #boyfriend scenarios #astro as boyfriends

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daybreakx · 3 years

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➵ astro jinjin x gender neutral reader, strangers to friends to lovers, college au.

➵ word count: 1.5k

➵ warnings: mentions of food, drinking, lame jokes, uuh drinking games (which I don’t know much of, sorry). unedited.

➵ a/n: this was requested by my lovely 🍫anon whom i love very much! I hope you like this my dear🥺💖

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Stopping for coffee when you were already on a tight schedule to get to your lecture wasn’t a good idea. In fact, you knew your friends would disapprove of it and give you the pointed ‘I can’t believe you’ look the moment you scurried inside the classroom, but coffee wouldn’t hurt especially on such a warm day.

You rushed out of the Campus café with an iced latte in your hand and your phone in the other, your screen already filled with texts from Mina asking where you were, and telling you to hurry up or you would miss the lecture. You wouldn’t even bother thinking of an excuse, plus, texting her back would only take more of the so precious time she was talking about.

You took two steps down the road, sipping coffee happily when it happened: one of the dumbasses from the basketball team losing his ball, same one that ended knocking your cup out of your hand.

“I am so sorry!” he said as he ran towards you, looking back at the rest of his childish friends who looked mortified all the same. “It was an accident, Sanha was just being an idiot...”

“It’s fine,” you cut him off without eyeing him properly, your little detour had been a disaster and you’d be late to class for nothing. “It was an accident.”

“Let me buy you another one,” the guy offered, searching for your eyes. He was a little shorter than the rest of his friends, who were still on guard, and had light brown hair.

“I don’t have time right now,” you replied, trying not to sound rude. “But uh, thanks.”

“My name is Jinwoo!” he called as you walked down the road, avoiding the remains of your spilled drink. “I’ll buy you coffee any time, just let me know!”

This time you giggled, waving him off along with his offer, at least he had good intentions. But that wouldn’t give you the latte or your money back.

ɪɪ. ʙᴇᴇʀ

Parties with Moon Bin always ended up with either of you in trouble, for whatever dumb—or well justified reason. So you were already expecting a fun yet incredibly messy night.

“Wait, you can’t leave me!” you argued, hitting Bin in the middle of his back. “I didn’t even want to play.”

“You’ll be fine!” he insisted, “I’ll be on the other side with Eunwoo,”

“Oh, the baby can’t play on his own?” leaning a bit to the side you stared at Eunwoo, who already held the pong ball between his hands. It was always the same with him, stealing your partner because he sucked.

“Just pair up with Jinwoo,” Bin offered, “If you win I’ll buy you dinner!” he gestured for the person standing behind you, Jinwoo, obviously.

“Ready to play? y/n is actually really good,” Moon Bin continued, patting Jinwoo in the back before you turned to acknowledge him.

“I won’t spill anything on you,” Jinwoo said with a smile as soon as your eyes met his. “I promise,”

You shook your head, not being able to help your laughter. “I sure hope so.”

+++

“I swear if you don’t get the ball inside in the next shot, you’re drinking everything,” you threatened, rubbing your forehead. Beer pong sucked, and it was worse when you were on the losing team, you had drank so many cups already you wondered how you were still standing.

“I just feel a lot of pressure!” Jinwoo excused himself for the hundreth time, but this time he turned his head to face you. “My team mates aren’t this attractive, usually.”

Instead of responding, you threw the spare ball to his head, but still felt embarrassment creeping up your face. “Just– play,”

It wasn’t like you didn’t think of Jinwoo as any less than attractive, but you were still losing and if he kept flirting with you in front of Moon Bin, the literal child wouldn’t let either of you live it down.

Bin and Eunwoo bursted out laughing when Jinwoo missed again, even you did, taking the red cup and handing it to him.

“Sorry,” he smiled, gulping down the beer.

“It’s fine, at least Eunwoo now knows what it’s like to win at beer pong,” you chuckled as well. “I just hope you’re better at playing basketball.”

Jinwoo pretended to be hurt, taking a hand to his chest but grinning widely. “That’s how it is?”

“That’s how it is,” you nodded, glad he could take the joke.

“Well you can find that out it come to the next game on Friday,”

“We’ll see, then.”

ɪɪɪ. ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ

You were glad to find out Jinwoo wasn’t actually half bad at playing basketball, he had a good game, despite being giddy the moment he saw you walk through the door with Moon Bin and a couple other friends.

“So, what do you think?” Jinwoo asked as soon as he met you on the sidelines, still sweaty and panting.

“I still can’t believe you made us lose at beer pong,” you replied, grabbing the water bottle you’d bought for yourself that was still sealed, and offering it to him.

“Thank you,” he took it from you with a smile, “I’m really happy you came, though.”

“Me too,” you replied honestly. It had been fun and if you were honest, you found yourself thinking about Jinwoo quite often these days. You had seen him around the campus café almost every day, and he walked distance with you asking how you were doing before ‘realizing’ he was actually going the other way, and he had actually bought you a drink a couple days ago, from the time he spilled yours.

“Do you like movies?” Jinwoo asked, giving the bottle a squeeze a tad to strong, making the water burst from the top. The rest of your friends, who were trying their best to mind their own business, gave the two of you sided looks.

“I do,” there was a bit of hesitation in your voice, given his anxious demeanor. ��Why?”

“W-would you, so– there’s this movie, in the cinema obviously and– would you like to go?”

“Sure, that would be nice,” you offered him a reassuring smile, although your insides were turning with excitement.

ɪᴠ. ꜱʟᴜʀᴘᴇᴇ

To be fair, the movie was slightly ridiculous. With jump scares and fake blood everywhere, it could have been laughable hadn’t you been filled with butterflies from head to toe. The theater seemed too small, even when there were only five other people inside with you. The word ‘date’ was ever-present in your mind since that morning, but you didn’t want to ask.

The way back to your dorm room had been filled with chatter and laughter, you were having such a good time, you didn’t want it to end.

“Do you uh... do you want to get something to drink?” Jinwoo offered, holding your arm lightly to make you stop your march. “If you have time, that is.”

“Sure, let’s do it,” you replied almost immediately, not afraid to show your excitment anymore.

You ended up in a 24H store, sitting right outside with large-sized slurpee each. A lot of sugar for such late hours, but you didn’t mind at all.

“Your tongue is blue already!” you laughed, sticking your own out. “Is mine red?”

Jinwoo laughed, trying and failing of course, to see his tongue. “Do you think it will turn purple if we exchange drinks?”

“Uh... yes? that’s how it works?” still, with a childish beam you took the cup from his hand and exchanged it with yours.

Both of you took a few sips before counting down to three to show each other if your mouth had actually changed colors. Laughter filled the air as you continued your silly games, only dying down as Jinwoo inched closer to you slowly.

“Can I kiss you?” he questioned, stopping far enough from you that you could easily reject his advance.

But you didn’t, instead you nodded around three times, resorting to whisper a ‘yes’ at last, before Jinwoo pressed his lips against yours. The kiss tasted of cherry and blue berry, and something even sweeter than that, that belonged purely to his lips.

ᴠ. ᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴇ

“May I come in?” he questioned, knocking on the already open door.

“Shouldn’t you be home?” you retorted, barely peeling your eyes off the textbook in front of you. Exams approached quickly and you were drowning in revisions and stress.

“I was on my way, but I figured you could use a break,” Jinwoo shook the cup he was holding in his left hand. “And some caffeine,”

You smiled at him, getting up from your seat and walking up to him, still at the door. “Thank you, love.”

“Best boyfriend ever, or what?” Jinwoo joked, kissing your cheek.

“Well... if you had brought a piece of cake...” you joked, giving him a quick kiss on the lips.

Jinwoo clicked his tongue, taking the cup back from you. He walked inside the room and placed it on the desk. “You still need a break. Come here,”

You sat together on the floor of your room, your head leaning against his shoulder. “Thank you for coming to check on me.”

“Any time, baby,” he kissed your head gently, rubbing your back in soothing circles.

He was the best boyfriend ever, indeed.

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