#cold drink wala

[akosichay]

late night chismisan ng mga mare.nabinyagan ko din yung cr ng sb , hindi ata nagustuhan ng tyan ko yung bagong drink nila na almond cream cold brew.😖

how's my new hair color mga vih? pag na tatapatan ng liwanag, mas lumiliwanag ang buhay ko ay este yung kulay ng buhok ko haha walang kasawaang pakulay coz hmm feeling ko stress and wala na akong self care ayon

[strawberryancake]

yjw as your friend in public fubu in private lol (who loves to give you intense pleasure) (you’re his pillow princess atp) ㅋㅋㅋ)

tags: smut, foreplay, f/m, pov, read at your own risk!, no pene (yet) lmao

written in taglish

You are so annoyed. Pikon na pikon ka kay Jungwon. Kulang na lang murahin mo siya sa sobrang inis mo sa kanya.

Annoyed because Jungwon, someone you are in a talking stage or situationship with, ignored the hell out of your shit since yesterday.

Despite every little papansin you did, or bugging him via text or call, not even once did the guy respond. Nagawa ka pa nga nitong irapan kanina bago umuwi pagkatapos ng klase.

And it did not help that you and Jungwon belong in the same friend group—who are all clueless about the shits you do behind their backs, by the way.

Now that they are inviting everyone over because of Heeseung’s birthday bash in his house, you already know what you should do.

Jungwon is famous in your university. First year pa lang, laman na siya ng school paper dahil sa angking talino nito—kaliwa’t kanang patimpalak na ang nasalihan niya, not to mention how he has been serving the entire studentry since his freshman year.

“Ano? Ganyan ka na lang?”

Your friend, Isa, asked you after checking you out. Dahil biglaan din ang pagyaya ng kaibigan nila ay hindi na rin sila nakapaghanda para sa nasabing event. Tanging white flowy dress lang ang suot mo—nothing extravagant, actually, dahil birthday lang naman at mga tropa mo lang din naman ang makakasama mo.

“Bakit? May mali ba?”

You started feeling conscious about yourself. You know, at times, you can be insecure. How you get a glimpse of your lips when you’re not wearing tints, how your hair isn’t flowing in the direction you prefer, or even how you think your stomach can burst at any time.

And of course, Jungwon, who is someone so special to you, would always tell you how beautiful and appealing and hot you are.

S’yempre alam mo na kung ano ‘yung kasunod nu’n.

“Wala naman,” Isa said. “Pero feeling ko mas bagay sa’yo magblack. Meron akong string-ish na strap dress d’yan sa cabinet, baka gusto mo suotin.”

You thought about it. Carefully. Kasi hindi ka naman mahilig sa mga extra revealing clothes, let alone wearing it to a birthday party (which is not yours to begin with).

Pero dahil gabi naman at sinabi rin ni Isa na meron siyang white fur cover up, um-oo ka na lang at sinubukan na ring isukat ang damit.

While trying to wear the dress, your skin suddenly shivers from the cold air brought by your dorm’s air conditioner. Full backless kasi ito at tanging sa string lang kumakapit ang buong damit, kaya isang pagkakamali mo lang na mahigit ito ay paniguradong mahuhubaran ka nang wala sa oras.

Roommates nga rin pala kayo ni Isa kaya siya ang kasabay mong pupunta sa birthday party ni Heeseung mamaya.

“Ang revealing nito masyado,” you uncomfortably said. “I’m not even sure if I can wear this confidently.”

You heard your friend scoff and by then, you can also imagine how he rolled her feline-like eyes.

“Bagay naman sa’yo! Harap ka sa salamin.”

You protested yet again, but to cut the story short, nakumbinsi ka pa rin ng kaibigan mo na ito na lang ang suotin mo para sa gaganaping pagdiriwang.

-

You gripped your free hand in the fur fabric of your cover up while the free one is carefully holding your white purse. Upon arrival in Heeseung’s house, you can see a few people enjoying themselves by drinking cocktails and dancing to the music and lights.

And for a few moments, you forgot how annoyed you are with Jungwon.

Paano ba naman kasi—nakita mo siya mula sa malayo na nakasuot ng puting polo, which the first two buttons are down, by the way, paired with a black slacks. His fit is very basic but it did send your stomach some tickles.

You immediately avoided his gaze when he looked at you.

Might as well enjoy the party, you said in your mind.

-

Honestly, time flew so fast for you and Jungwon. Hindi mo napansin na mag-iisang taon na pala kayong nasa set-up na ‘to—nagawa niyo na lahat ng ginagawa ng mga normal na magjowa—name it: nagsex na kayo sa kotse niya, you already know how to turn him on when you’re riding his motorbike, pati ‘yung mga parte ng katawan niyang alam mong nagpapabaliw sa kanya tuwing hinahawakan mo—alam na alam mo. Pero wala pa rin kayong label.

Mostly intimate and physical ang involvement niyo. For you.

Many times he asked you about it, but you avoided his questions still. Feeling mo kasi hindi ka pa ready magcommit.

Which boils down to this—napipikon ka kasi pakiramdam mo unti-unti na napapagod at nagsasawa si Jungwon sa set-up niyo.

Totoo naman.

Suddenly your lack of confidence starts kicking in.

-

Upon meeting your friend group, Heeseung decided to invite you over inside his house for a more quiet and chill place. Medyo dumarami na rin ang mga dumadalo sa bahay niya, at bilang hindi kayo ‘yung tropahan na mahilig sa bars o clubs, it’s best to keep you all in one place. At least makakapagkwentuhan at makakainom kayo nang matiwasay.

But your best friend, Isa, wants to go outside and have fun.

“Labas tayo, ‘teh,” she whispered after tugging your side.

Bahagya ka namang napatingin sa labas at kitang-kita kung paano nagsasaya ang mga tao—you see how their bodies rhythmically dance, how they sway their hips and feel the music outside, and it made you curious, honestly.

You then switched your gaze towards your friends, and out of the five people you looked at, only one of them exchanged your glare.

It’s Jungwon.

Mabilis mo na lang iniwasan ang tingin nito saka nagdesisyong sumunod sa kaibigang nakatayo na.

“Saan kayo?”

You heard Jay asked. Agad namang hinawakan ni Isa ang kamay mo saka sumagot.

“Lalabas lang,” she said. “Titingin ng iinumin. Ayaw ko niyang whiskey niyo, sakit sa ulo ‘yan bukas eh.”

Jay nods and continues talking to your other friends.

“Tara na!”

-

You still feel uncomfortable with the dress you’re wearing. Buti na lang talaga may cover up si Isa na bumagay naman sa suot mo, kaya hindi mo na lang din inantala ang lamig ng simoy ng hangin na humahampas sa likod mo.

You’re here to enjoy, ‘di ba?

“Du’n tayo! Dali!”

“Baka makita pa tayo ng mga nasa loob, alam mo namang sobrang protective ng mga ‘yun sa atin.”

It’s true. Kaya rin siguro hindi nila kayo dinadala sa mga bars o clubs ay dahil alam nilang mababastos lang kayo ng mga lalaking pumunta sa lugar na ‘yun para maghanap ng mauuto.

“Sure ka ba rito?”

“Baka mamaya magalit sa atin ‘yung mga ‘yun,” you worriedly said.

“May balak ka ba lumandi?”

You weren’t able to answer Isa because you suddenly heard someone from your back talk.

“Hi!”

And the moment you turn around to see who owns the voice who just greeted you, agad ka namang natulala.

It’s Sunoo.

Crush mo nu’ng first year. The same man you used to send cute love letters and funny quotes every day.

Bahagya ka namang nahiya nang maalala mo ang kagagahan mo noon.

“Hi?” You hesitantly said.

Nang pagmasdan mo ang mukha ng binata, hindi mo talaga maiwasang mamangha. Sobrang gwapo kasi nito. His facial features, who are very strong, did not give justice to his warm behavior towards you.

First year pa lang, mabait na si Sunoo sa’yo. He would always reach out to you from time to time, ask how you’re doing—kaya ka nga nafall sa kanya noon.

But then again, alam mo namang noon pa lang ay hindi rin talaga kayo p’wede. He had a girlfriend shortly after you guys became close kaya hindi na rin kayo nagkausap pa.

“Kumusta?”

Despite the loud music and crowded space, you still heard Sunoo.

“Okay naman,” you politely said, holding the glass of wine the server gave you. “Ikaw? Kumusta? Tagal mong nawala ah.”

Sunoo chuckles.

Gwapo pa rin.

“Okay naman,” he replied. “Hahaha! Oo nga, sorry, ah?”

“Hindi na kita masyado nakausap mula noong nagka-girlfriend ako.”

You immediately waved your hand ‘no’ and dismissed his thought.

“Ano ka ba!” You countered. “Okay lang ‘yun, it’s a canon event,” biro mo pa na ikinatawa niyo na lang na dalawa.

-

The night went on. Kung kanina, crowded na ang lugar, ngayon ay mas lalong dumami ang tao at mas sumikip ang kinatatayuan mo.

You can’t seem to find Isa anymore, and you know your friend just started looking for someone to spend the rest of the night with. Gets mo naman.

“Ikaw lang ba nandito?”

Sunoo asked. Kanina pa kayo magkausap at nagkukuwentuhan. Nakalimutan mo na rin ang lahat ng nangyari dahil patuloy lang kayo sa pag-uusap habang umiinom ng alak.

Aaminin mo na: namiss mo rin maging kaibigan si Sunoo. At some point, alam mo namang nagkaroon kayo ng mutual feelings. Pero dahil nga umiba ang ihip ng hangin ay tinangay na rin nu’n ang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya.

All you can see is your once-friend Sunoo na masungit sa iba pero mabait sa’yo na sinusubukang maging malapit muli.

And as the crowd goes wilder, hindi mo na rin mapigilang mapasayaw sa inuupuan mo dahil sa saya ng paligid.

“Gusto mo sumayaw? Du’n tayo sa mga tao,” aya ni Sunoo sa’yo na agad mo namang pinaunlakan.

He then asked for your hand—at dahil s’yempre, gusto mo ring maranasan for once ang pumarty, um-oo ka na.

Minsan lang naman.

As you walk your path towards the crowd, suddenly, you feel like someone is staring at you. Nang ilibot mo ang paningin mo sa buong paligid—it’s a bit surprising that you stopped your tracks when you saw how Jungwon piercely looked at you from the distance.

He is slowly chugging the glass full of whiskey. Kitang-kita rin ang pagbaba ng adam’s apple nito habang nilalagok ang alak.

But then, you paid no attention. Hindi mo muna siya iintindihin ngayon.

Pikon na pikon ka nga.

“Are you okay?”

Bahagya ka namang kinilabutan nang mangilabot dahil sa lapit ng boses ni Sunoo sa tenga mo. No joke, pati likod mo biglang nangilabot.

Ang gwapo kasi talaga ng speaking voice ni Sunoo. Lalo na ‘pag seryosong seryoso siya.

“Do you want to go back instead? P’wede namang sa counter na lang tayo ulit, if you’re uncomfortable.”

Agad ka namang napakapit sa malapad nitong braso nang maramdaman mo ang sipa ng alak sa utak mo.

Of course, Sunoo, who has the fastest reflex you know, immediately caught you.

You can feel how warm his palms are against your waist. To which you shivered, by the way. Ang lala lang.

What’s with tonight? Lagi na lang akong kinikilabutan. Ganito na ba kalamig ang panahon? You unconsciously said in your mind.

“Sure ka ba? Ayos ka lang?”

You nodded and removed your grip all over his shoulder.

As the sound gets louder and louder, you start swaying and dancing.

Hindi alintana ang biglaang init ng paligid. Malaya ka namang nakakasayaw dahil nararamdaman mo ring inaalalayan at nakaagapay si Sunoo sa mga gilid mo.

Alcohol started kicking in; dahil madalas ka na naa-out of balance, hindi mo na rin namamalayang nagiging malapit na kayo ni Sunoo sa isa’t isa.

You began hooking your arms in his nape—carefully putting your hands against it, still dancing over the rhythmic sounds all over the place.

Naramdaman mo namang unti-unti ring hinahapit ni Sunoo ang braso niya sa bewang mo—and not gonna lie, you are liking it.

Still your eyes closed, you swayed and swayed while Sunoo’s palms are now guiding you. Hindi naman nakaligtas ang malumanay nitong titig sayo habang sumasayaw ka.

“Hey,” you can smell his minty breath. Agad ka namang napadilat at halos mamilog ang mata mo sa sobrang lapit niya sa’yo. As in isang galaw niyo lang—tiyak, magtatama ang mga labi niyo sa isa’t isa.

“Are you okay with this?”

You smiled.

“Oo naman,” sabi mo. “Why not?”

“Nothing,” he said. “Rumor has it that you’re in a relationship already.”

Am I?

Hindi naman.

“Yeah.”

“May boyfriend na ‘yan.”

Kung ang iba matagal bago mawala ang tama ng alak—ikaw, isang salita at isang dinig mo lang sa boses ng isang tao, alam mo na kalalagyan mo.

Kailan ba hindi?

“Uwi na tayo. Hahatid na kita sa boyfriend mo.”

“Ako papagalitan nu’n.”

Pakiramdam mo biglang nawala lahat ng alak na ininom mo mula kanina. Narinig mo lang naman ‘yung boses niya, pero bakit parang pakiramdam mo, dinidisplina ka na agad?

“Wala akong boyfriend.”

“I can kiss Sunoo in front of you. Wala akong boyfriend.”

You heard the other scoff.

But you know you’re a brat—and he is definitely your tamer. Kaya bahala na.

You suddenly hooked your arms against Sunoo’s nape. Not minding everyone else aside Sunoo, you then closed your eyes for a bit and you felt a plump lips slowly reaching yours.

Napako ka naman sa tinatayuan mo nang maramdaman mong hinawakan ni Sunoo ang mukha mo papalapit sa kanya. He then started moving his lips upon capturing yours—you can taste the cocktail he has consumed since then.

Bahagya namang nanlamig ang katawan mo nang may nagsalita ulit sa harapan niyo.

“Let’s go home.”

“It’s getting late.”

You weren’t able to bid good bye to Sunoo after that. Hindi mo na rin namalayang padabog kang pinasok niyo sa loob ng kotse niya.

Still your eyes closed, mas lalo ka lang nagalit nang magsalita ito.

“Is that how you make me go crazy?”

“Pinagsasabi mo? Hindi mo ba nakikitang nagsasaya ako kanina pa? Epal mo eh.”

Jungwon.

Gago ka talaga.

You just heard him scoff and drove the engine away from the place.

-

“Ayokong pumunta sa condo mo. Uuwi ako sa dorm namin,” you uttered after realizing he’s heading the way to his condo.

But Jungwon did not even flinch nor mind you.

“Ayoko sa condo mo, Jungwon.”

“Jungwon.”

He sarcastically said. He even had the guts to dryly chuckle, na mas lalo pang nakainis sa’yo.

“Ihatid mo ako sa dorm ko. Ayoko sa condo mo,” you repeated once more.

Mas lalo kang napipikon dahil hindi manlang bakas sa mukha ng lalaki na galit o anuman ito. He is showing nothing.

“Ano ba?!”

“Ayoko nga sa condo mo! Iuwi mo ako, Jungwon! Ano bang problema mo?!”

Muntik ka na masubsob sa dashboard ng kotse niya nang bigla itong pumreno at pumarada sa gilid ng kalsada.

“I can ask you the same thing. Ano bang problema mo?”

“Para kang pokpok kay Sunoo kanina eh,” aniya.

Bahagya ka namang nakaramdam ng kirot dahil sa sinabi nito. Your eyes started to sting but then again, you still tried to remain strong.

“Oo. Hindi pa ba halata? Gustong-gusto ko siyang makalandian kanina. Kita mo naman siguro.”

Jungwon did not answer, but despite the lights turned off, you can see how his grip against the steering wheel tightens.

And then Jungwon scoffed and dryly chuckled. Once more.

“Do you think you’re being funny?”

“Kulang na lang maghubad ka sa harapan nu’ng tao para lang halikan ka niya. Para kang tanga.”

You know, if it’s a normal day with Jungwon, hindi ka naman maaapektuhan sa mga sinasabi niya. You know too well that his degrading tendencies towards you are just applicable in bed when you’re doing the deed.

But this time around, you felt a hot tear stained your cheek.

“Talaga,” you mindlessly said. “Okay.”

“Uwi mo na lang ako sa dorm ko, Jungwon. Let’s call it a night.”

-

Thankfully, Jungwon listened. Hindi na rin siya nagsalita pa pagkatapos ng biglaan niyong sagutan.

A few minutes later, you just found yourself opening his car door and heading towards the lobby of your dorm building.

Jungwon immediately went out and chased you. Hindi ka naman na nagulat dahil dito.

“Okay—I was jealous.”

“I did not like how you guys interacted earlier. I did not like how he wrapped his hands all over your waist—tangina, ako lang gumagawa sa’yo nu’n. Ako lang ‘yung may karapatang hawakan ka nang ganu’n.”

“I’m sorry for acting like a jerk.”

“And I’m sorry for calling you names.”

-

Eh sino ka ba naman para tanggihan ang isang Jungwon?

You just found yourself gasping for air moments after you closed the door of your room.

“You already know what to do, Won.”

Something shifted in Jungwon’s eyes, though there’s a hint of worry, he continued kissing you and exploring his hands all over your back.

Jungwon lightly nibbles your lower lip, causing you to whimper in pleasure.

Naramdaman mo rin kung paano unti-unting bumukol ang slacks niya sa pagitan ng hita mo, at dahil dito, inabot ng isang kamay mo ang bahaging ito ni Jungwon.

“Hey..”

“Mamaya na ‘yan,” Jungwon whispered while kissing you.

He then traveled his lips to your exposed neck. Pakiramdam mo nga’y naririnig ng kapitbahay kung gaano katunog ang halik na iginagawad ni Jungwon sa leeg mo.

You unconsciously massaged and pulled his hair, causing him to moan between your steamy kisses.

Diniin mo rin ang labi niya sa leeg mo. Jungwon almost sucked your neck but you immediately told him not to leave marks.

And you can’t deny how he prioritizes your preference in bed and sex in general.

As Jungwon continuously kissed your other neck, his hands changed its direction. Kung kanina ay nasa mukha mo ito, now, his calloused yet delicate hands are travelling down to your exposed back.

Now kissing you, he brushes his hands against your back, na agad mo ring hinayaan ang lalaking tanggalin ang fur na cover up mo.

You’re literally wearing just a piece of cloth in front of him.

Okay lang ‘yan. Nakita na niya lahat sa’yo, ‘di ba?

Jungwon suddenly broke the kiss—na hinabol mo pa, s’yempre—and started checking you out. From your head to toe.

But it made you unconscious how his gaze stayed to your bust a minute.

“You see,” he said. “I’m glad that you have a cover up, babe.”

“Kasi kung wala ‘yan, baka lahat ng mga tao kanina, nakita na ‘yung boobs mo.”

Jungwon then motioned his right hand towards your sideboob, na ikinagulat mo naman.

“Jungwon!”

“You looked so hot, do you know that?”

“Are you even wearing a bra?”

You did not answer. Instead, you guided his hand towards the end string of the dress and smiled.

“I think that’s for you to find out, Won.”

-

“Fuck.”

“I can’t believe I get to see you this hot. Tangina, ang sarap mo titigan. Tapos mamanyakin lang kita sa utak ko.”

As soon as Jungwon pulled the string of your dress, he was greeted by your naked body.

Secret lang, ha, pero nagtanggal ka na ng undies mo bago ka pa makaalis sa bar nang magpaalam kang magbabanyo ka. Alam mo rin kasi ang mangyayari ngayong gabi.

Tatakpan mo sana ang katawan mo—specifically your babies, but he stopped you.

“Ride me.”

“Bilis,” aniya. “Buhatin kita.”

Hindi ka naman nag-abala pa at dali-daling tumalon sa kanya. He was able to carry you easily and crash your lips together.

Dahil nga binubuhat ka nito ay ikaw ang mas nasa itaas. You begin cupping his face and kissing him passionately, leaving no room for air.

Jungwon started walking towards your wall, and once you felt the cold concrete against your back, he began pressing himself to your body.

Not to mention, though, that your pussy is generally wide open against his clothed dick. Ramdam na ramdam mo kung paano ito tinutusok ang pagkababae mo—especially the rough fabric of his slacks.

Feeling mo tuloy nawewet ka na agad.

“Ah,” you moaned when he started kneading your breast. Hindi niya na pinalampas ito kahit hinahalikan ka niya.

And honestly, you love how his hand perfectly cups your bust. As if it is entirely made to play with your tits and give pleasure to you.

“Laki,” Jungwon said, interrupting your sloppy kiss.

Hindi mo na rin pinalampas ang pagkakataon—you started grinding yourself against Jungwon, and at this point, parehas na rin kayong umuungol sa pagitan ng inyong mga halik.

After being satisfied with the kiss (or upon realizing that both of your lips are now swollen), Jungwon decided to bury his face in between your breasts.

Dahil dito, napasabunot ka sa buhok niya to support yourself on top.

While feeling the gap between your breasts, though, he gently massages the both of them.

Pagkatapos hawakan, he then started doing a circling motion around your tits.

“Sarap,” you breathly said.

“I know,” sagot nito. “Lusog ba naman.”

You’re a bit embarrassed, yes, pero agad namang napalitan ang hiya mo nang biglang sunggaban ng bibig ni Jungwon ang kaliwang dede mo.

His mouth is sucking your nipple like a baby in need of his milk, and at the same time, his other hand is errotically massaging your breast.

“Fuck,” you hissed. Hindi mo mapigilan magmura dahil sa sarap na ginagawa ni Jungwon sa’yo.

Foreplay pa lang ‘yan, pero parang titiklop ka na.

“Won,” again, with your breathless voice, you called him. “Please.”

“Ikama mo na ako.”

-

As he slowly tucked you in the bed while kissing your lips, you can feel his dog tag sending cold against your chin. Ngayon mo lang din napansin na wala na palang pang-itaas na suot ang binata.

“Your necklace..”

“Why?”

“Istorbo, babe.”

Jungwon chuckled and removed the jewelry for a bit. After doing so, he started touching your entire body—probably deciding which part he should play first.

Eh kaso talagang adik siya sa dede mo.

Kaya ayun, hindi na naman nagpigil ang bibig at kamay nito—again, he sucked your nipple once more, while his left hand busied itself by kneading and massaging your other one.

Of course, agad ka namang napaliyad at angat ang ulo. Sarap din kasi talaga sa pakiramdam nu’ng bibig ni Jungwon sa dede mo eh.

Stimulated by the eventful sucking of your nipple made by this man, naririnig mo pa rin kung paano nito sambahin ang dede mo.

“Tayong-tayo oh, shit.”

“Kasyang kasya sa bibig ko rin. Tapos lamas na lamas din dede mo sa kamay ko.”

“Bagay talaga sila.”

“I can fucking die while touching and lapping your tits, you know? Sarap eh.”

Of course, sa lahat ng sinabi niyang ‘yun, alam mo sa sarili mong natuturn on ka na talaga.

Eh biglang nagsawa ang lalaki sa dede mo.

Now, you can feel his lips slowly going down there.

Alam mo na.

“Babe..”

He called you. Nang titigan mo ito ay parang pusang inaamo ka.

“Can you spread your legs wider for me, please?”

Ay, putang ina rin talaga ni Jungwon.

S’yempre hindi ka naman na nagpabebe. Si Jungwon na ‘yan.

Kaya walang pasabi mong binuka ang legs mo for him. Pero ang gago, hindi pa rin nakuntento.

He then situated between your legs—and, apparently, starts putting his hand on top of your clit.

“Buka mo pa.”

“Ayan na ‘yun! Wala na!”

Tarantado talaga si Jungwon sa’yo.

Alam niya kasing ito ‘yung pinakapaborito mong ginagawa niya eh.

“Alright, babe,” maloko pa nitong tawa.

And as soon as you felt Jungwon’s lips against your pussy, wala na. Talo ka na.

“Fuck. Please,” nanghihina mo namang sabi.

Again, masunurin si Jungwon. He knows how to make you feel good.

Jungwon started lapping your clit. His fingers are roaming in the area of your pussy, and with that, pakiramdam mo, lalabasan ka na agad.

“You’re so wet.”

Parang may pumutok sa sintido mo. Gago talaga ‘tong Jungwon na ‘to.

He continued sucking your clit, creating a noise you already know. His finger then started entering your hole na mas lalong nagpabuka ng legs mo.

“Oh—puta.”

“Babe, don’t curse,” despite him eating you out, naintindihan mo pa rin. Pero mas lalo kang naulol kasi nagvibrate ‘yung pagsalita niya sa puke mo.

Eh ‘di mas lalo kang nabasa.

Jungwon then took out his tongue to tease your clit more. You can sense him looking at you from down there, and you just reach for his head para idiin ito lalo sa puke mo.

His now two fingers started making you feel sensitive. Bagan hindi mabilis ang paglabas-masok nito sa’yo ay pakiramdam mo, mas dapat pa nitong bilisan pa ang ginagawa niya.

“Babe.. bilisan mo, babe..”

Sobrang laswa ng tunog ng bibig ni Jungwon habang kinakain ka. Parang nababaliw ka lalo kasi sobrang ingay mo rin talaga tuwing kinakain ka niya.

After letting Jungwon insert his fingers faster while eating your pussy, you can sense a knot inside you. Agad mo naman siyang pinatigil—pero dahil ito rin talaga ang isa sa pinakagusto niyang gawin sa’yo, he just continued sucking your pussy while inserting his two fingers.

“Won.. Won—”

“Ah—please, lapit na ako..”

Alam na alam ni Jungwon kung paano ka kunin. He knows how to make you go crazy. Alam niya kung paano ka lalabasan just by his tongue, mouth, and fingers.

He inserted another finger inside you, making it three, while sloppily sucking and lapping and kissing your clit. Hindi mo na alam kung saan ibabaling ang mukha mo dahil habang ginagawa niya sa’yo ito, mas lalong ibinubuka ni Jungwon ang puke mo.

Sabi niya kasi, mas naaabot niya ‘yung g-spot mo ‘pag bukang-buka ka.

“Oh! Shit—”

“Won.. Fuck, please..”

And in one last blow, you feel your juices coming out. You hastily motioned Jungwon to let go of you, but he’s a bit stubborn. Hindi niya inalis ang mukha niya sa puke mo at buong-pusong nilunok ang lahat ng nilabas mo.

Nakakahiya!

Pero dahil si Jungwon siya, hinayaan mo na lang. Alam mo naman kung gaano ka rin nito kagustong pasayahin sa kama.

After finally releasing your high, Jungwon gently left a peck to your pussy and looked at you.

“Sarap mo talaga.”

“I will never get tired of eating you, you know?”

[mint-moon25]

DEAR - PHILIPPINE - FAMILIES - CALIFORNIA

FLEA - MARKETS - FOOD - MARKETS - KAHIT

ORANGE - COUNTY - FOLLOW - KOREAN - KR

AMERICAN - BOY - LOVES - PORK AT STEAKS

ROCKSTAR - EATER

HE - WILL - SHOW - U - LARGE - FOOD PLACES

MARKETS - LOTS - OF - PINOY - FOOD SHOWN

OUR - PRIVATE - PLANES - COMING - MANY OF

LANDING - LEGALLY - THERE - 2 - GET - ALL OF

U - NO - PASSPORTS - NEEDED - BRING YOUR

FRIENDS - THEIR - FAMILIES - BRINGING - U 2

OUR - ESTATES - AT - ASHEVILLE - BLUE RIDGE

MOUNTAINS - ORIGINAL - US STATE - SIEMPRE

LIKE - MIAMI - LOWS - OF - 27 DEGREES

FREE - VACCINES - 2 - ADJUST - 2 SNOW

AND - COLD - WEATHER

ASHEVILLE - ESTATES - STABLES HORSES

NEXT - STOP - MY - CASTLES - FULLY PAID

FRANCE - WILL - CHECK - SUPER - COLD

CASTLES - OF - CANADA - THERE - U WILL

HAVE - LARGER PLANES - 2 EXPERIENCE

FIJI ISLANDS - BORA BORA - TAHITI - AND

THE - MALDIVES - AQUA - WATERS - AS U 

KNOW - THOUGH - RICHEST - MEN - IN THE

WORLD - WALA - MASYADONG - MAYAMAN

AND - UNITED STATES - LAHAT - WORKERS

SO - ‘THE - LOVE - OF - MONEY - IS - THE - 

ROOT - OF - ALL - EVIL’ - WHY - WORKERS - 

AMERICANS - AGE 245 - VERY - EVIL - FOR - 

THEY - DON’T - WORK - BILLS - NOT - PAID - 

EVICTION - REPOSSESSION - YESTERDAY - 

EMERGENCY - FUNDS - 4 - CORONAVIRUS - 

ENDED - 11 MAY 2023 - SO - TODAY - THEY - 

ATTACKED - ME - BECAUSE - THEY’RE YES - 

ILLEGALLY - ARMED - AND - WORK - MONEY - 

2 - PAY - THEIR - APTS - HOUSES - SO - WE - 

FREEZE - THEIR - MONEY - 4 - 500 YEARS - 

ALL - FAMILY - MEMBERS - RELATIVES ALL - 

ESCAPED - OR - NOT - WORLDWIDE - AND - 

USA - 500 YEARS - THEIR - CHECKS - AND - 

MONEY - ALL - INVALID - INHERITANCE ALL - 

MONEY - VOID - 4 - 500 YEARS - LIKE - THE - 

PSYCHIATRISTS - WHO - ATTACKED - ME - 

PLENARY - GUARDIANS - ALL - WILL HAVE - 

500 YEARS - MONEY - FREEZE - SO - THEY - 

HAVE - 2 - BEG - 4 - EVERYTHING - LIKE - 

GYPSIES - USA - AND - WORLD - THUS IT - 

IS - IMPORTANT - WHERE - WE - LIVE - IN - 

FUTURE - BECAUSE LIKE - KOREANS WILL - 

USE - HOUSEHOLD - OR - PARING - KNIVES - 

THAT - CAN’T - EVEN - CUT - BREAD - FAST - 

GOD - SAID - HE - WON’T - ALLOW - US - 2 B - 

CAPTURED - PSALM 18:36 - GNB - GOOD - 

NEWS - BIBLE - HOLY GHOST PREPARED - 

ME - 4 - TODAY - MY - FELONIES - WILL - 

SAY - 1 YEAR - LOITERING - BRICKELL - MALL - 

CAMPED - 1 YEAR - IN - CHI’s - GARDEN LAWN - 

HAS - GOLF - UMBRELLA - FR - AMAZON PRIME - 

THEY’RE - GETTING - INTERNET - RESTRAINING - 

ORDERS - SAMSUNG - RESTRAINING - ORDERS - 

K POP - BTS - STARS - RESTRAINING - ORDERS - 

HOW - 2 - INCREASE THEIR - SALES AS STORES - 

THUS - PHILIPPINE - FAMILIES - NOW - IS - THE - 

TIME - 2 - RELOCATE - FROM - CALIFORNIA - 31 - 

ONLY - AS - STATE - TIME - 2 - GET - 2 - KNOW - 

ORIGINAL - 13 STATES - LIKE - THEY THOUGHT - 

2 - GET - MY - CENTRAL - PARK - TOWER

PENTHOUSE - ADDRESS - PH IN STREET

LIKE - I - WAS - GIVING - MY - STATE - ID

LESBIANS - LESBIANS - LESBIANS - YOU

KNOW - AS - WE GET - OUR - AUTOMATIC

SAMURAI’s - AS - SPECIAL - MARINES

SPECIAL - AIR FORCE - SPECIAL NAVY

AS - MILITARY SURGEONS OUTDOORS

WE - DELIVER - BABIES - CAMPING - GROUNDS

NEAR - RIVERS - AND - MOUNTAINS - ON THESE

MOUNTAINS - NORTH - CAROLINA - FITS - US - 

VERY - WELL - AS - WE - ARE - 

BULLET - AND - KNIFE SURGEONS

KIDS - EYE - DENTAL - SURGEONS

WILD - AND - DOMESTIC - ANIMALS

SURGEONS

NEW MILITARY - ACUPUNCTURISTS

SHE - SHOWED - HER - VAGINAL - AREA

IN - TERMS - OF - ‘YOU’RE - BULL - SH ..’

ADULT - COMMUNICATION

FOUL - LANGUAGE

FLORIDA - NO - STATE - TAXES

27TH - STATE

TEXAS - NO - STATE - TAXES

28TH - STATE

NORTH - CAROLINA

MOUNTAINS - STATE - PARKS

13 - ORIGINAL STATE - SNOW

TAXES - 7%

2016 - SELF - MAGAZINE

‘SAFEST - CITY - FOR - WOMEN’

‘HAPPIEST - CITY - IN - THE - EAST - COAST’

ONE - OF - THE - 10 BEST - CITIES - 2 LIVE IN

PHILIPPINE - FAMILIES - TIME - 4 - PROGRAM

‘MIGRATE - TAYO’ 

24/7 - HOLIDAYS - MINDORO - LIVING - SEAFOOD

CAFE - ‘TULOY - PO - KAYO’

KIDS - SENIORS - 24/7 - HOLIDAYS - FREE - FOOD

FREE - DRINKS

SOMETHING - THAT - WILL - NEVER - HAPPEN ON

EARTH - INTRODUCING - IN - ASHEVILLE - NC - SO

HOP - ON - BOARD - EASTER - BUNNY

‘MIGRATE - TAYO’

WELCOME - PACKAGE

TONGUES - $500 BILLION - TAX - PAID

SING - TONGUES - $500 BILLION ALSO

SELL - HOUSES - 2 - SINGERS - OR - DANCERS

OR - MUSICAL - INSTRUMENT - FOR - $1.00 EA

PER - HOUSE - WE - GIVE - U - $500 BILLION WE

WILL - BUY - HDG - REAL - ESTATE - FREE - APP

BUY - OTHERS - FURNISH - BEAUTIFULLY - SELL

4 - $1.00 - MUST - AUDITION - 4 - THEM - PLEASE

$500 BILLION - EACH - OUR - 2ND - WELCOME 2U

HDG - BANKS - COMING - ONLINE -

NON-FLAMMABLE - CASH - AND - 

NON-FLAMMABLE - DEBIT CARDS - 

NO - FEE - CREDIT - CARDS ALSO - 

FREE - CHECKING - FREE - DOUBLE - INSURANCE 

BLOCK - ILLEGAL - BUSINESS - LIKE - ROBINHOOD

BLOCK - RELATIVES - FR - STEALING - BY - MONEY

BY - ZELLE - JUST - CLICK - BLOCK - NO - NEED FOR

NEW - DISPUTES - CLAIMS - DEPARTMENT - GET - 

DOUBLE - ANY - AMOUNT - STOLEN - TAX - PAID - 

BLOCK - THE - MERCHANT - 0% - LIABILITY - SO - 

HDG - BANKS - COMING - ONLINE - NO - LIMITS

AS - DEPOSITS - NO - LIMITS - FOR - SPENDING

$0.00 - DOESN’T - CLOSE - ACCOUNT - FREE US

CHECKING - JESUS - IS - LORD AS HDG - BANKS

[staceygtagalog]

REST DAY ❣ 05 | 11 | 2024

Happy Weekend!💗 Rest day for me today. I had one class this morning n 51Talk. On the weekends, I have classes in 51talk but only in the morning.🥰

THANK YOU GOD FOR HELPING ME SURVIVE THIS WEEK.

Even though I got really mad at Brian yesterday for coming home at 8 FUCKING AM!!! I wanted to leave him actually. Yung pag-uwi niya wala na ako but I had so much respect for his mom. He got home around 8:00 in the morning and drunk. He wasn't supposed to drink I let him off because we weren't taking our meds for diabetes and the doctor actually said it was okay to drink. Well he hasn't been drinking like before, so it's okay. WHAT'S NOT OKAY IS AND I REALLY HATE WHEN DOES THIS IS WHEN HE DOESN'T TELL ME WHERE HE GOES. ACTING LIKE HE'S NOT MARRIED!!! That just really pissed me off.👿 Because WHEN I GO OUT, he keeps checking up on me, asking where I am, what time I come home. HE IS NOT JUST FAIR DIBA?! But since I don't want anymore drama because I want my 2024 to have more peace of mind, less stress and and just focus in my goals and PROBLEMS.🤪

So I just let him off the hook AS ALWAYS.😒 I love my husband so much that my patience to him is unlimited. Anyways, yesterday was a productive day. just work and taking care of my hubby and furbabies. We slept in my MIL's room because they were out of town for office team building, they brought Eve with them. THANK YOU GOD FOR COLD AC!😆 We had a very good sleep last night & tonight because bukas pa uwi nila from Bukidnon.

HAPPY WEEKEND!

[benefits1986]

Sick Bed x 12 Levels of Burnout

I was almost flat on my sick bed the past days. Actually, my dad has been asking me to take a day off because he felt like I'd be in a pretty bad shape. He was so irked as I joked around with my really hoarse voice during wall-to-wall meetings.

I tried my best to triple down on Berocca thinking that it was just because my vocal cords got stressed over last Sunday's game. I was even able to attend and participate in our team building but I kept gulping iced drinks with reservations, of course. After my last huddle which ended around 630 PM, the burn started.

I felt dizzy and cough escalated. As an overthinker, I felt as though my lungs which are as thin as plastic cover gave up on me. LOL. I went more easily on my vape as the cough got worse. Dad got worried and wanted to bring me to the hospital. Of course, I know that it's flu season so I don't want to increase my chances of contracting shittier viruses. I am also worried because he is also nursing a cough.

I called mother dragon out because I'm close to shit line last Wednesday night. Dad felt helpless but I asked him to go out and landi because I got this. He told me that he'd stay home. UGH. I know he meant well but having to worry about his food and the chances of him contracting the fuckin' virus I got just magnifies everything. I want mother dragon right there and then. LOL. Baby girl x mama's girl pa rin po tayo, opo.

Syempre, wala naman sense na ipilit ko na samahan ako ng nanay ko. Babatukan lang ako nun kasi delulu na naman ako.

Enter my survival kit during my seasonal sickness called URTI or upper respiratory tract infection. Since grade school days, this is my arch nemesis. Since mother dragon is OCD, I never had to be confined because her matang-lawin ways never fail.

Double dose of Lagundi Forte caps (syempre not safe na double dose pero that's how I do shit lalo 'pag malala na talaga) Triple dose Berroca coz I can't find my non-acidic Vitamin C Triple dose Zinc Triple dose Vitamin D Double dose Bioflu 4 liters water (not too much because I might fuck up my potassium and sodium levels) Saline spray for my nose Throat spray White flower x Vicks Inhaler Immunopro Dizzytab to just keep me non-hilo (lolollolll; labo pero mala-placebo effect lang ito for this case, I think) Suob for the face Sodium-rich food like chicken noods and fast food because I can't cook even when I want a bowl of homemade chicken sopas and lugaw HUHUHUHUHU NO ICED drinks which is sooooo hard like mamamatay na akong walang cold drinks I can't eat much but I remember mother dragon breathing down my neck. I have to force myself to eat so that all the medicines go down.

I had to take an SL because I can barely move. Sabi ko nga, sana if matuluyan ako, rekta na. Naghabilin naman na akong rekta cremate na. LOLOLLOLL. I downplayed the SL plea sa boss ko. I checked the messages din but sobrang lala to the point that I slept the whole day and night. Pilit kain and inom lang because I really need to bump up my numbers. CHZ. I can't even adjust my AC because hinang-hina po tayo. I felt my patched lips in spite chugging water. UGH. Wala munang orange or lemon juice because baka madali 'yung acidic shit ko. How bad was it? I can't doom scroll or send unli memes to my soul sister or GCs to distract myself. I can't move a finger because everything hurts. LOL. Ang lala. Sabi ko na lang... if this gets worse, I'd have to go to the hospital. Worried about being dehydrated and having to deal with the possibility of critical potassium and sodium levels. I can't even feed my dogs and pet them. My lips are not only parched, they're kinda purple. LOLOLLOLL. In short: DELIKS.

I was asleep primarily because I went overboard with the Lagundi caps. Ang lala. As in mas malala pa sa sedation ng unli wine x Red Horse x Cerveza dogshow years back. Parang slowmo lahat. Lololloll. And from a distance, I can see my dad checking on me. Me to myself: Sana hindi mapansin na nag-OD na naman ako. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA. Me to myself, too: Hello. Lagundi caps lang naman 'yun saka vitamins, soooo, walang OD. Dahil hindi gamot o gamiting parang gamot ang mga ito. LOL. Sige. Ilaban mo pa. I guess my junior's correct. I should step on the break. LOL. Came across a Facebook post randomly that states the 12 levels of burnout. Been barely breathing since January this year, to be honest. Wala akong reklamo sa new team ko. As in. It was a unique welcome and first month lang talaga. LOLOLLOLL. Let's keep it at that. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Thankful din ako sa new team ko. As in. I can talk about this siguro when the mood strikes because there's more to life than work, right? Burnout is because of how 2023 hit home and hit hard. And let this be a reminder na I should actually step on the breaks, too. 'Wag ko na wait na maging mala-ER levels ako because I am not getting any younger. Health is wealth. Malamang, kaya nagpaparamdam nanay ko kasi para maawat na ako. Again, hindi ito about work space ko currently. It's about my choices din, in a way. Too excited and too challenged kaya 'yung kinetic and potential states ko, kagulo. LOL. May the remaining months of 2023 be a wild yet healthy one, universe. Let's make magic happen! EME. Katakot 'yung magic na word. LERKZZZ. Meanwhile, iwas labas muna tayo because baka mabinat. :(( And leaving MNL is crazyyyy. Lokal friends warned me na turistas are swarming my spots. CHZ. Papagaling muna ako fully.

[qingzhouxi]

The Time I Almost Hit Rock Bottom

Blog Post #6 Preliminary Drafting: May 5, 2023 Blog Draft Created: June 1, 2023 Blog Posted: June 2, 2023

Handa na ba kayong basahin ito? HAHAHAHA please grab your cold drinks cause things will get quite hot in a second!

I'll start retelling or perhaps re-viewing na rin this blog post sa araw kung kailan ako umamin sa kaniya, April 18, 2021 iyon kung tama ang pagkakatanda ko. Bandang 7:00 PM 'yun, and umamin na ako after akong sabihan ng mga online friends ko (na friends din naman ng inaminan ko, well at least at that time). At first, siyempre, kabado ako, aba'y aamin ako eh diba? Anyways, I think let's cut the chase na, initially that day sabi niya sa akin he reciprocates (yes, I'm not straight po for those na alam ang aking real identity) what I feel, so technically, umamin din siya na gusto niya ako.

Part I - The Precursor

I kid you not but not even a week later, nagsabi siya sa akin na nahuli siya ng nanay niya na mayroong fan account kaya hindi rin siya masyadong makakapagbukas ng account na yun. Take note, we started off sa online and probably, part of it is my fault kasi I should not have even fallen for someone who I only knew online. In any case, that happened, and so minsan lang kami makapag-usap, although sa times na nakakapag-usap naman kami, it felt real, it felt good, it felt satisfying, so yeah, no complaints naman for the time being.

Part 2- The Red Flag

So since reduced nga yung time na nag-uusap kami dahil binabantayan siya lagi ng nanay niya pag gumagamit ng cellphone to check if may fan account pa siya or if ginagamit niya yun, I resorted to other people. I likely overstepped his personal boundaries at that point kasi I shouldn't have asked knowing na ayaw niya sabihin kung ano ang real life account niya. But then back then, I thought ayos lang since we felt the same way towards each other naman eh, so no disadvantages if we did know each other's real account. Anyhow, I found it out by asking his friends and I asked him whether or not I can add it. At first reluctant siya to allow me, but he probably gave in due to pressure, I mean hindi ko siya ginamitan ng gaslighting ha, siguro naisip niyang it won't hurt din naman to let me do so. But ayon, in hindsight, it should have warned me na there might be a deeper reason why reluctant siya. Eh pero wala, honeymoon phase pa yun eh, masyado pa akong bulag sa pag-ibig. At saka sinabihan pa niya ako gamit ng fan account niya na wag kaming mag-usap na parang may namamagitan sa aming dalawa. I mean understandable naman siya but then medyo nakaka-off siya pakinggan kasi parang ikinakahiya niya kung ano ang relasyon namin.

Part 3 - Calm Before the Storm

Ewan ko ba kung bakit sumapat na sa akin yung ganoon na nakakapag-usap kami sa real account nang parang walang namamagitan sa amin. Siguro dahil maunawain ako noon? Pero baka rin sadyang hindi ko lang alam na bare minimum lang yun at hindi ko alam na hindi pala sapat ang ganoon kung may gusto sa isa't isa ang dalawang tao. Pero ayon, kalmado naman ako by this time though siyempre may kaunting kalungkutan kasi hindi kami makapag-usap nang masinsinan at nang mahaba, pero for the most part, masaya at kalmado pa rin naman ako noong mga panahong iyan. In fact, binati niya pa nga ako noong birthday ko eh, so siyempre natuwa at kinilig ako noon, kahit pa dapat naman talagang alam niya na birthday ko total nagsabihan na rin naman kami ng birthday namin sa isa't isa eh.

Part 4 - The Bomb

Hindi ko na tanda kung anong araw exactly yun pero I estimate around May 3, 2021 siya nangyari. I don't remember kung paano napunta sa usapan 'yun pero habang nakikipag-usap ako sa group chat (gc) naming mga online friends, may nagsabing sa babae lang nagkakagusto 'yung crush ko. Siyempre hindi muna ako naniwala kasi 1) baka nagsisinungaling o gumagawa lang ito ng kuwento at 2) baka ganoon dati pero hindi na ngayon. Hindi ko naman maitanong doon sa "ka-M.U." ko kung totoo 'yun kasi magiging sanhi pa yun ng di-pagkakaunawaan kung bubuksan ko 'yung ganoong topic. Pero hindi pa rin mawala sa isipan ko na maaaring totoo yun, lalo na't nakikita ko siyang may nilalandi in public na alam ko ay babae. Hindi ko naman yun pinagtuunan ng pansin kasi in public naman siya at mukhang nakikipagbiruan lang din. Pero nasa likod pa rin 'yun ng isipan ko, lalo na't may bali-balita akong natanggap na maaaring magpatunay na hindi niya pala talaga ako gusto.

Part 5 - Confrontation (Literal)

Okay this can be split to two parts, although they happened within the same day rin eh so might as well combine them. So 'yun, May 5, 2021, around 3:45 PM, naaalala ko pa noon, Biology time 'yun, nakikipag-usap ako sa group chat namin kasi napag-aralan ko naman na yung lesson na idinidiscuss (via GMeet) a while ago at saka patapos na rin naman yung time so tapos na rin naman yung discussion. Anyway, nakipaglandian kasi yung "ka-M.U." ko sa kaibigan niya, I mean alam ko pa rin namang pabiro lang ito, lalo na't sa harap ko ginawa tapos sa group chat pa. Initially, hindi ko nga pinuna kasi alam ko namang walang namamagitan, pero as the time passed by, unti-unti nang nawawala yung patience ko kasi paulit-ulit na lang eh, especially considering na alam nilang magka-M.U. kami that time. I went off around 4:00 PM and immediately after, nag-deactivate siya ng Facebook account. He sent a message to the group chat using another account, though hindi ko naman alam kung siya 'yun since maraming nakakagamit ng account na 'yun. I eventually came to the conclusion na siya iyong nag-send ng message na 'yun based sa mga nakausap kong gumagamit ng account na 'yun. In that message, he taunted me na kesyo masaya raw bang mawalan ng nagpapatakbo ng group chat (siya kasi yung admin/leader ng group chat) at kung masaya raw ba ako sa nagawa ko. I was hurt when that happened, and obviously it took very long to even begin the process of moving on. In fact right now while typing this, medyo naluluha pa rin ako, but I know that in due time, makakaka-move on din ako completely.

Part 6 - The Immediate Aftermath

So obviously umiyak ako the entire day, and the day after, and the following days HAHAHAHA. The last day that I noticed I cried is May 14 if I do remember correctly, I am not the type of person to hold grudge over simple things nor am I the person to remember the dates in which I felt bad and so knowing I remembered these dates, it implies just how traumatized and hurt I was at that time. Anyway, 10 days din 'yun ng walang-sawang pag-iyak. Patapos na school year noon eh, then I think it is also around the time na naghahanda na ako ng requirements for UPCA tapos ganoon so I was so unmotivated to even do any preparations for UPCA. Oh and my mother knew of my sexuality, guess what, she is not that supportive of it. I mean hindi naman sa galit siya but she asked me na since bisexual ako, can I not just like girls, even going so far as telling me she has been praying na maging straight ako since may hunch na siyang bisexual ako. I did not know who to confide to during those times and suffice to say, my mental health almost hit rock bottom. Thankfully, I gradually warmed up to my friends again and in due time, I felt better than I did before I even liked him.

Part 7 - The Amnesia

Hindi ko alam kung ano nangyari sa utak ng ex-M.U. ko na at that time pero nagpadala siya ng message sa akin na kinukumusta ako and obviously, hindi pa ako okay at lalong hindi okay na magparamdam siya sa akin knowing how hurt I was and how much I do not want to associate with him any longer. Para bang walang nangyari? Parang hindi niya ako sinaktan? Parang ganoon na lang iyon na palilipasin lang ang lahat tapos okay na? I did manage to talk to him for some days yata but after some time, I chose not to respond anymore for the sake of healing my mental health. I also unfriended his account on Facebook so that I will not get any direct reminder of what he is doing. I did not end up blocking him kasi wala naman nang reason to do that, hindi na rin naman kami nag-uusap at hindi ko na rin naman nakikita posts niya at all. If I blocked him parang ako pa yung talunan kasi ako yung gumawa ng reason para di kami makapag-usap. Although if he even attempted to message me again for some reason using his account and maramdaman kong parang wala naman siyang remorse sa ginawa niya, I would not hesitate at all na i-block siya.

Part 8 - The Analysis

Okay, I admit namang I probably should have controlled my emotions but in this case, it would have done next to nothing if I was able to, for all I know baka lalo pa akong nagamit kung pinairal ko ang pagiging rational ko eh. Still, I like to think na mayroon sanang naging maayos na closure kung hindi ako sumabog nang basta-basta na lang. However, justified naman lahat ng naramdaman ko, I think, since normal lang naman masaktan pag may nilalanding iba ang taong gusto mo, lalo na kung sinabi niya ring gusto ka niya, regardless kung pabiro or not yung flirtiness na yun. Probably hindi reasonable yung pagsabog ko, but it was understandable, kasi it would not have led to such extents if there was no stimulus in the first place. It just so happens na yung tolerance ko for those things is low, especially considering how insecure I was at the time after having gone through a failed relationship where I literally poured everything I have but the love still did not blossom.

Part 9 - How I Feel at the Moment

I am still moving on, hindi naman sa masakit pa rin, pero naririto pa rin ang mga alaala, masasakit na bakas ng nakaraan na kailanma'y hindi ko mabubura, gustuhin ko man o hindi. Hindi ko man mabura ang sakit, unti-unti ko itong matatanggap, at unti-unti rin bubuti ang kalagayan ko. Andami ko nang pinagdaanan, sa ganitong bagay pa ba ako bibigay? Of course not! Ngayon, ang ginagawa ko muna is self-love, after having a crush that was not reciprocated that took place months after this abomination of an event, pero topic na yun for another time, kung may another time man HAHAHAHA. Oh and somehow this person I talked about message me the exact same day I posted this draft... I do not know how to feel about that. Pero may reason naman siguro kung bakit nagkaroon ng ganoong coincidence. Maybe I am open to another start of a friendship, or baka closure lang talaga ang hanap ko. Either way, I'm mature enough not to turn this down, lalo na't kung hindi man kami maging magkaibigan, at least mabibigyan ako ng closure diba? I'll take that, lalo na't mas mabilis akong makaka-move on kung sakali.

Girl if you reached this far, you are another breed of reader! Props to you, baka machika ka lang, but then nothing's wrong if ganoon, I would love that even kasi machika rin ako HAHAHAHAHA. Anyways, that's all. See you sa next blog ko!

Word Count: ~1880 (excluding intro and outro), ~1945 (including intro and outro)

[y0shitan]

I'll make you a slave for my love

Pairings: Maliksi x Reader, implied Dominic x Reader

We are open for request! Don't hesitate to leave down an ask or message me. Let me know if you want to see part two 👀 This isn't a Maliksi centralized fan fiction, may iba pa tayong pairings <3

“Anak, why are you frowning so much?” The elderly woman asked her daughter who was sitting on the balcony while cradling a bottle of whiskey, the same one that her late husband loved so much. “Is it that time again, hija? Sabi ko naman sayo, you have to let it go already. Walang mabuti idudulot sayo ang pagalala sa nakaraan.”

But the younger woman simply scoffed as she took a swig from the bottle, the memories from her childhood resurfacing. “Palibhasa madali para sa inyo sabihin, Mama.” She bitterly responded. It’s not like she wanted to remember their gruesome past, the one that kept her haunted, the one that kept her awake late at night.

“It was never easy, anak and I wish I could have done more. And for a fact, I know that your papa would say that as well.”

Cynthia felt her poor heart break when her child glared at her direction before standing up and walking away; the ghost of the old woman knew that her child would find another bar to drink her sorrows away and she wouldn’t be able to do anything to help seeing she was already dead and has been evading the emissary of death that was supposed to guide her to the afterlife.

Besides she couldn’t bear to depart and leave her only child, not now, not when she knows her daughter needs her the most.

However the world isn’t always kind, no matter how beautiful and innocent it claims itself to be. It continues to take and take things without fear for it controls the balance in life, a balance so fragile that it’s own occupants have taken advantage of.

“Papa? I’m scared.” A child, no older than 6 years old whimpers as she clutches the shirt of the older man that was caught by surprise. “Of what, anak? There’s nothing there naman. Wala kang dapat katakutan atsaka nandito naman ang Papa para protektahan ang nagi-isang prinsesa namin.”

“Of the black-eyed man staring at us.”

“Mama? Nandito na po ako.” She calls out soberly, regretting how poorly she acted towards her own mother, however the young (L/N) had noticed that the house was eerily silent and freezingly cold despite the heater left on. She frantically searched the whole house while screaming ‘Mama, asaan ka? Mama, magpakita ka na po!’ but the spirit of her mother was no longer there.

Leaving her heart broken, crying out pathetically as she fell down on to her knees. “Mama, I’m scared. Come back.”

5 years have passed and things have been going so well so far, but the (h/c) haired woman knew that it was only because of the deal she had made a few months after her mother’s soul finally passed leaving her to her own devices but then again, would it be considered a deal if she offered a platonic bond that she couldn’t break? Maybe, so.

“Uy! (Y/N), ba’t parang ang aga natin ngayon ah.” A familiar masculine voice greeted the last (L/N) that was leaning against their newest car, a glossy yellow Lotus Elise with stripes on the hood of the car. Steven is one of the drag race coordinators that soon became the girl’s most trusted friend when she was still a starter. “Why not? Sabi nila may bagong sali sa laro. Can’t have them dethroning me now, could I?” She teasingly asked as she played with keys to her car.

It’s been awhile since the woman had any free time, she was often kept late at night working out the papers being submitted by the lower ranking officers of the precinct that she was assigned to but somehow that wasn’t the only thing she was busy with however that’s a story for another time.

“Bago nga siya pero he chooses kung sino ba yung worthy opponent. Paano kapag they don’t see you as a good competition?”

Y/N clicks her tongue as she crosses her arms against her chest, “Ako? Unworthy of being a competition? Aba, they would be underestimating me kung ganon.” She pointed out with venom dripping down her tone. As her eyes darken at the mere idea of being looked down by the people around her.

As if on cue, they hear an engine revving up as it comes closer towards their direction.

“Go ahead wonder boy, tapusin mo na yung pag re-register sa mga gustong sumali. Just remember the first round is mine.”

“Hayan ka na naman. You always get angry for misunderstanding the situation. Just remember ayoko ng away dito or I’ll have you banned again along with your crew.”

The (h/c) haired woman stuck her tongue out childishly while pulling her eyelid down, “Whatever, wonder boy! Pareho naman natin alam na you wouldn’t do that kasi I’m one of the highlights of your show.” She pointed out with an eat-shitting grin causing her friend to sigh while massaging their temple, “Ewan ko sa’yo. Good luck na lang, tanginamo ka.” He replied, making the female racer laugh while waving him off.

And once Steven started to walk away from her, a cobalt blue car parked beside her precious Lotus car. “Do you want to race?” The owner of the car spoke making Y/N look at the who was driving the car rather than the car itself. His voice was cool and rather smooth, she notes to herself “As long as you can keep up, pretty boy.” She cheekily replied.

“I’m guessing you’re the bastard who beat down my friends sa karera? What’s your name ba? After all, I have to remember the name of the guy I’m going to beat.”

The guy laughs dryly at her comment, as he glances at her with a bored expression. “I’m Maliksi, little lady pero sabihin mo nga sakin. Paano mo nasabi that you can win against me?”

She stares at him straight in the eye making him feel a shiver run down his spine, she smiles wickedly towards his direction while her eyes seem to glow. “Kasi I take challenges seriously, pretty boy. Now let’s make a bet shall we?”

Maliksi couldn’t help but become excited, a playful smirk painted among his sculpted face. Something was slowly driving him wild, he wasn’t sure if it was his animal instinct, or the woman that was challenging him. “So anong prinoprose mo kung mananalo ka?” He asked. “That’s for me to know and you to figure it out pero what ‘bout you? Anong gusto mo.”

“If I win, you’d go on a date with me.”

Was she expecting that? No, she didn’t. It takes her back to the days where she played poker with a self proclaimed prince. He was a bastard in her eyes, but she can’t deny the fact that he looked absolutely stunning especially when he sports a crop top jacket and a pair of jeans showcasing his well built body.

God, why does she keep on meeting these kinds of people? “Only if you win, Maliksi. Baka mapahiya ka lang if you couldn’t even beat me.”

[buckysbbyy]

let daddy take care of you.

pairings: daddy!bucky x little!reader

synopsis: when you wake up with a sore throat, bucky makes it his priority to nurse you back to health.

warnings: sick reader, mentions of mucus, fluff.

word count: 1.1k

a/n: I woke up a few days ago with a sore throat, and all I wanted was for bucky to take care of me, so I wrote this last night! Luckily for me, my bucky nonnie actually helped comfort me that day. Hope you guys enjoy!

-

The room is filled with gentle sunlight, the sheer curtains blocking out the harshness of the morning sun hitting the windows. On days that you or Bucky don’t have to get up particularly early, he prefers for the sun to wake the two of you up gently, instead of an alarm disrupting your sleep.

His blue eyes flicker open, taking in the light, listening to the distant noises of the birds chirping outside. He feels you in his arms, he hears your calm breaths and knows you’re still sound asleep. 

He begins to kiss the back of your head, then your cheeks and neck, rubbing his hand up and down your arm.

“Good morning, princess”, he whispers, gently rocking you awake. 

As you start to wake from Bucky’s peppered kisses, you start to feel a dryness in your throat, burning slightly when you breathe. You try to swallow but it hurts even worse. You let out a croaky whine and turn to face him, tears starting to fill your eyes. 

Bucky looks at you, concern on his face. “Oh baby, what’s the matter? Did you have a bad dream?” He brings his hand to your hair, stroking it gently.

You shake your head no, managing to croak out “My thoat, daddy.” you say, pointing to your neck.

“Your throat hurts, princess?” You shake your head yes, burying your face into his chest and beginning to shed a few tears from the pain. 

He guides your head from his chest gently, using his flesh hand to feel your forehead.

Wiping escaping tears from your face he says softly “Hey, hey. no tears princess. Let’s go get you some medicine. Daddy is gonna take care of you today, alright baby?”

You nod your head yes, sniffling, and Bucky plants a kiss on your lips before picking you up and bringing you to the kitchen to get your medicine.

He sets you on the island in your kitchen while he gets out some supplies: a digital thermometer, flashlight, numbing cough drops, and cold water. He turns to you.

“Okay baby, I’m going to take your temperature first. You didn’t seem too warm when I checked with my hand, but I just want to make sure, okay? I’m gonna put this up to your forehead now.”

You love how he explains everything to you, even though you have been sick in the past, and very well know that he’s just taking your temperature.

He puts the device to your head for a moment before it beeps. “No fever, baby. That’s good. That means it’s probably just sinuses. Can you open your mouth for me, let daddy look in your throat?”

You nod your head yes and open wide for him, ignoring the slight pain coming from the action. Bucky takes his flashlight and peers into your mouth for a few moments.

“Okay baby, you can close your mouth now. You’re doing so well.”

“Thank you, daddy”, you croak out, extending your arms, wanting to be in your daddy’s hold. He walks between your legs and lets you fall into his chest, bring his hand up to stroke your hair. 

“Your throat looks very red, baby. You have some mucus in the back of your throat. I think while you were asleep, it drained back there and dried up and made it hurt.”

He grabs your cold water without moving from your grasp. “Can you drink some of this, and tell me how it feels?”

You sit up enough to drink it, the cold water feeling good on your dry throat. “Feels good, daddy.. feels wike i’m swallowing sometin yucky, doe.” You make a face, Bucky chuckles lightly.

“That’s that yucky mucus, baby. Once you drink some water, your throat will feel a lot better. I have some numbing cough drops for you too, but you can only have them every once in a while. How about we watch some tv on the couch while we wait for you to feel better?” 

You smile softly, looking up at him and nodding. He smiles back, kissing your forehead and picking you up, walking to the fridge with you on his hip.

“Do you think you can drink your breakfast shake for me, baby?” Bucky knows you don’t like eating in the mornings, so instead he has chocolate breakfast essential shakes for you to have in the morning, so you still get your nutrients. 

“Yes, daddy.” You reach out for your shake, but Bucky grabs it quickly before you, tickling your side and kissing your cheek.

“I have to shake it up for you first, pretty girl”. He shakes up the drink and opens it for you before handing it to you. You take the drink, sipping it and realizing it feels great on your throat. Bucky grabs the cough drops and you water and carries you to the couch, setting you in his lap and turning on the tv. 

“What do you want to watch, princess?” You blush at his pet name for you, despite the fact that he’s called you that a million times. You think for a moment.

“Hmm.. oh, da one wif da zoo? N da.. erm, ko-walas?” you say quizzically, not remembering the name of the show. Bucky chuckles lightly and squeezes you.

“The Irwin’s baby? The one with Robert and Bindi?” he looks at you, adored at how much you love watching all the animals.

“Yes daddy, dat one.” you say, sounding less hoarse as you continue to drink your shake and cold water. 

“Alright baby, the Irwin’s it is, then.” He turns on the show and holds you in his lap, glad to be able to spend the morning relaxing with you like this. He loves taking care of you any way he can, and today he’s going to extra lengths to make sure that you feel the best you can. 

By lunch time, the soreness in your throat had almost dissipated, and your voice sounded almost back to normal. You were able to properly enjoy your chicken nuggets and vegetables without it hurting you. 

Bucky has you in his lap at the table, feeding you. He looks at you between bites, in awe of his brave girl.

“You’re so brave, baby. You’ve done so well handling how you don’t feel well, still being my good girl. I love you so much.”

He presses a kiss to your cheek, you giggle and turn your head to kiss him.

“I’m always your good girl, daddy.” you say proudly, turning back to your chicken nuggets.

“That you are, little one.”, Bucky says with a smile.

[tetsvhoe]

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#15 sus

– wotdofok this is my first time writing in english with filipino dialogue feels icky i hope it's not too bad

– yn is too in over her head to notice iwa avoiding her all day she genuinely thought he was tired and/or busy

– peep kuroo's cameo in this chap

– iwa made like two more trips back and forth to drop off everyone else

iwaizumi has been mulling over his friends’ comments since last night and he’s determined to prove them wrong. he argues within himself that he does things with you and for you simply because he canand he wants to‒he goes out to lunch with you and no one else, he picks you up when you’re running late and drops you off after practice and after you’ve indulged yourselves in questionable street foods, he let you meet his mom and grandmother one night before a big presentation and is delighted at how easily you make them laugh, he stays up on the phone with you until morning, lets you fall asleep on call and takes ungodly amount of screenshots of your peacefully sleeping face, he lets you bribe him out of minor subject classes to sleep in the library, your fingers tangled in his hair, he listens to your rants and gossips he swears he doesn’t care about but he keeps tabs nonetheless, he spoils you with your silly requests just to stop you from nagging him even if it gets him in trouble‒likewise he can stop doing everything altogether if he wants to. because he has no reason to do so otherwise.

you ask him to stop by your house on the way to the university since you’re running late yet again, offering him a bowl of pancit canton in good spirits for his troubles but he tells you he already left. you stop by his and ushijima’s class to wish them both good luck with the tournament later in the afternoon, two cold bottles of water in hand. ushijima takes them both away from you instead. he has homework to do, is what he reasons. you text him throughout the day, telling him where you are especially during his long vacant hours which you know he hates spending alone.

sa unlihan kami nag lunch, sunod ka? bili kita rootbeer 4 good luck.

kumain ka na ba tukmol?

wala prof namin tax parking muna kami.

vacant mo? sto mo mag sindi sa parking? inaantok ako sa klase ko eh.

he stares at the intervaled messages on his phone and feels his heart strings tug. his phone locks with a click before his hands move on their own to conjure up a quick reply to you, that he is on his way like any usual day. you brush the unanswered messages off as him not having any data to respond.

late afternoon rolls around quickly. he is warming up with the rest of the team when you and your friends saunter into the gym. you give him a wave and a big grin which he subtly ignores once again. the rest of the boys return your greetings enthusiastically, so you don’t even pick up on it.

you, alisa, kiyoko and tendou cheer for them energetically like you have in all their previous games. you shout especially louder when he scores a point, even more so when a girl across the gym shouts his jersey number a little too boisterous for your liking. he spares neither of you a glance, and you don’t mind at all. you can tell how annoyed he was with the other girl anyway.

“nag-away kayo ni iwa?” alisa half-shouts as she leans over your ear.

“hindi, busy lang ata siya ngayon, wala sa mood,” you shrug nonchalantly. the three of them nod in understanding.

it’s not long before you and alisa are letting out traitorous squeals over the opposing team’s tall and brooding middle blocker with messy black hair and sharp amber eyes. your friends from the volleyball team are laughing at your antics but he still ignores you along with the annoyance brewing in his chest.

you pile into the usual drinking spot one by one, all engaged in your own conversations. the boys free up a seat for him next to you out of habit but he occupies one next to ushijima instead, way across from you. no one seems to question or mind it. no one except him.

your eyelids fall heavy and your speech slurs to a slower pace as the night progresses. he watches you intently from across the table as you barely bring the shot glass up to your lips. he looks around for your friends, waiting for them to scold you and tell you to stop drinking but they are just as far gone as you if not more. they probably also think that you have iwaizumi to take care of you, like they have others to each take care of them.

iwaizumi has had enough. to hell with proving a point and having no reason. he stands up from his chair and vacates a seat for himself next to you. you greet him with a big smile and lidded eyes barely staying open.

“hajiii,” you slur. “congrats on your win today!” you stretch your arms and loop them over his neck, dragging him down to a messy hug. he props you back up on your seat. “bakit ang busy mo buong araw?” you pout, poking a finger onto his chest.

“thanks. uuwi na tayo niyan uminom ka na ng tubig,” he commands completely evading the last question. he fills up a cup with cold water and pushes it up your lips until you forfeit and drink from it.

“gusto ko pa uminom,” you protest between hiccups, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. he clicks his tongue disapprovingly. “hatid ako ni kou,” you add, blindly pointing to where you think you last saw bokuto sitting.

iwaizumi follows the direction of your finger and finds bokuto at the end of it, hunched over the table and leaning next to hinata. he shakes his head. “lasing na si bokuto, halika na hahatid na kita para mahatid ko na rin ‘yung iba,” he loops your arm around his neck and hoists you from your seat.

he finds the closest remotely sober person in the table to inform them where you were going which happened to be suna. at least he learned from last time.

you stumble your way to the parking lot in a haze. the next thing you know, iwaizumi is strapping you into the passenger seat of his car. you mindlessly giggle.

“haji why are you doing this?”

you could not have picked a worse question than that at the moment. he freezes in his tracks for a moment before wordlessly circling around his car and sliding into the driver’s seat.

after a moment of complete silence, save for your soft snores and the quiet hum of the engine, he finally answers. more for himself than for you.

“because i think i like you.”

iwaizumi hates to admit defeat, but he finds that he in fact has a reason. and it is that he might like you more than he allows himself to believe.

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[desi-culture-is]

Desi culture is keeping empty cold drink bottles (plastic wala) paani rakhne ke liye ;)

[belaboo]

I JUST WANT TO SAY.....

I wuv the rain shooo muchh 🥺 it’s always soo hot in the Philippines and it’s only cold during the rainy season, so I love it so much. Also it makes me feel so emotional lol, songs I listen to hits different, I feel too single HAHAHA but that’s okay, I want to cry more 🤡, and I only drink hot beverages during this time 🥰

Me this morning when I realized it was raining 💖💝💘💓����💕💞💗♥️❣️

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍

Wala lang skl hehe

[foodieniks]

Allahabad Food Vlogger

Allahabad's Most Famous Old and Original Food Joints (Prayagraj: 1. Netram ki Kachori Sabzi at Katra Chouraha - I chose to travel with Netram's strong suit, Kachori, and found this Thali to be quite cost-effective – 70. I was given four Kachori as well as an unlimited supply of Aloo Gobhi, Sabji, Baigun, raita, and meethi saunth. What I liked best about Spicy Medium was that the meals were served in pattal, which recalled me of the old days, when communities used to invite us to celebrations such as weddings or birthday parties, which are still referred to as Daavat/Dawat in villages today. Pattals are created from dried leaves and stapled together with wooden poles or dry leaf stems. Dried leaves are used in a way that is both environmentally friendly and great. Even the flavor of food has always appealed to me, particularly when it is served on such platters. Needless to say, I might say give it a shot.

2.Loknath Gali's Raja Ram Ki Lassi - I can't recall the last time I had such an authentically vivid Lassi flavor. I adore earthen pots and Kulhad, and a few Indian dishes and beverages, such as Kala Jamun, Lassi, Dahi, rabri, and kulhad wala doodh, make me cry when served in them.This pot's scent intensifies the flavor, making me happy. Yes! You heard me correctly: excellent cuisine serves as a form of meditation for me. Let's talk about Raja Ram ki Lassi, one of the most basic lassis, which he made fresh and served with malai and rabri on top, oh my! What a beautiful thick lassi consistency. I'm at a loss for words right now because my mouth is nearly full of water. But, whatever happens, if you're in Prayagraj (Allahabad), don't miss this location!

3. Loknath Gali's Sweet House As soon as you enter this Gali, to your right, you'll see Shri Radhe Ras Kunj, a very generous proprietor greeting you with a huge smile. His late mother, he told me, used to make this Fruit Cream overnight and sell it to customers. His wife produces fruit cream as a family heritage. As he asserts, creams aren't being utilized, regardless of brand, thus this fruit cream is made using milk. Everything is in working order at the front desk. As a result, it had a unique flavor and a smooth, calming texture. It's worth a shot.

4. Nirala Mishthan Bhandar on Loknath Road — Nirala ki chaat is a must-try in Prayagraj (Allahabad). Taste is spot on.

5. Dehati Rasgulla, Bairhana – Bhaiya Ji, Rasgulle dijiye, He gave me Gulab Jamun in Kulhad at Old Laskar, Bairhana – Bhaiya Ji, Rasgulle dijiye, He gave me Gulab Jamun in Kulhad (Earthen pot). Rasgulla refers to Gulab jamun, which is exclusively available during this shop. I believe that was my day because the food was provided in pattal or kulhad wherever I stopped to eat. The style is typical of a bygone era in India. What else can one invite? For a short while, the sweet flavor of Gulab jamun combined with the perfume of Kulhad enthralled my taste receptors. Perfect!!! Hello, everyone! fantastic news for you! If you're as insane as I am, you'll pack them and carry it range in earthen pots. People were receiving them packed in groups of 20 to 40. The shop isn't in good shape. But who cares about the shop's appearance? What matters is the flavor. at the very least on my behalf Taste is important.

6. Civil Lines Lallu Pan Bhandar – I went to sample a cool drink, and he handed me his famous Lallu's cold drink—a fizzy drink, to be precise. The taste was good, but if you're a solo female traveler, get your drink and go somewhere else to enjoy it because there's nowhere to sit. You find yourself standing and sipping, which isn't much, but it's a little odd. is significant.

[bbarican]

i made tea kasi i know its going to be extra cold once it rains and also i needed something to drink that might help my puson to hurt less

i started wearing blue light glasses kasi 1. i noticed my vision being a little wonky ever since i started working on my desktop (again, my screen is a 32 inch tv screen so imagine how big and close everything is) and 2. i spend so so so much time on my phone and on my desktop cause of work na i figured id get myself used to wearing these glasses just to see if they actually can help lessen my headaches

its lunch! if wala akong mahahanap na snack then ill probably just read my book for this break

theres this really good thai place near our village and they sell the most delicious thai food ever as in hidden gem type of place kasi my mom literally just saw them on grabfood tapos weve been obsessed with their food so fast kasi super sarap talaga and im kinda craving for their pad thai

first adult i bought with my sweldo: extension cord; so fucking excited to get it so i can finally light up the extra lights i have here in my room

i have a meeting at 5 pm and im both lazy and nervous to deal with it

[lettersfromthecatcave]

The Cat Cave Cafe // Candid Coffee’s Honey Cereal Blend

I’ve been stress buying since the lock down just further threw my plans out to the window and seems like I won’t really get to go back at my ocean home for now. I’ve been wanting to try Candid Coffee because of all the rave reviews about them at Coffee Home Brewers. ECQ meant bawal supposedly ang alak, so I orders and hoped that delivery won’t be *that* much affected. 

My order came after less than a week and it smells heavenly right off the packaging. It was roasted 26 March which meant perfect peak would be this week~

Been sleepless and lethargic the past days due to work, our shitty neighbor who’s keeping us up with his business’ noise til 1AM and basically, just me being drowned (yet again) with all my life’s ganap. So, it meant a lot to be excited to wake up so I can make this coffee. 

I used my Aeropress: 16g to 200mL water, brewing time at 2:30. Candid’s recipe says 230mL but di ko alam paano nila napagkasya yun sa Aeropress ‘cause mine’s full at 200mL, so I just added 30mL after. To be honest, I used to be soooo cerebral about recipes, but it made me enjoy coffee making and drinking less, so I reverted to just using it as a guide to max out the goodness in the beans. 

Now for the rating: 

Since Aeropress was used, I got the flavors with a cup that’s also silky and full bodied. I allowed it to cool down for 2-3 minutes (some say 10 minutes daw but di na yun mainit and I want my coffee piping hot~ LOL). 

At the first sip, you can really taste that bright honey flavor! Super sarap! Then, you get kicks of the berry that gets stronger after a while as an after taste. My taste buds probably are still untrained since I didn’t get the corn flakes flavor out of it. All in all - M A S A R A P. It is indeed a perfect morning coffee, breakfast cup. 

Next to try would be their S’mores blend. I might get it to make cold brew and espresso shots, then add some vanilla and marshmallows~ Oyeah. 

Wala akong code, hindi ito sponsored, so if you want to try it, go go go. It’s well worth your money and just maybe link Candid up to this blog LOL if may pa-freebie sila sakin next time pa-give away natin dito. 

[ninjadoph]

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nope

3. Have you taken someones virginity? Yes

4. Is trust a big issue for you? Oh! Yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Can’t go out

6. What are you excited for? Waking up everyday

7. What happened tonight? sex and convo

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? Yes

9. Is confidence cute? Hmmm. Depende

10. What is the last beverage you had? Beer

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? idk

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yup

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? sleep as usual

14. What are you going to spend money on next? gift for my husband

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yessssss

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Hmm yup :)

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Mu husband

18. The last time you felt broken? Today :)) May 24, 2021

19. Have you had sex today? Nope. Last night

20. Are you starting to realize anything? Already started

21. Are you in a good mood? Not really

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Oo :D

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Idk

24. What do you want right this second? Idk

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Bakit.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yeah

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Yes

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Picture of my husband with her Ex-live-in-partner ;)

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? My fam

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Depende siguro

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Of course not.

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yup

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Nah

34. Listening to? Hangin ng electricfan

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Sometimes

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? At work

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Oo :))

38. Who did you last call? Wala akong pantawag ;D

39. Who was the last person you danced with? Husband

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because he goes to work

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? I cant remember

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No:(

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? A BIG YES!!! Way back 2011 Hahahahaha

44. Do you tan in the nude? Nope

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? He always gives me kisses

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yup

47. Who was the last person to call you? Idk

48. Do you sing in the shower? Yeah :)

49. Do you dance in the car? I dont have car XD

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? No

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? None

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yeeeees

53. Is Christmas stressful? Nope

54. Ever eat a pierogi? What’s that :D

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Wala e

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? A nurse

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Of course

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Always ;)

59. Take a vitamin daily? Nope

60. Wear slippers? Yes

61. Wear a bath robe? Nope

62. What do you wear to bed? sleepwear

63. First concert? Silent sanctuary August 2015

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? None

65. Nike or Adidas? Nike

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Red

69. Ever take dance lessons? Yes college days

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Yes entreprenuer

71. Can you curl your tongue? Oo naman

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Quiz bee lang

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Oo :)

74. What is your favorite book? The Little Prisoner

75. Do you study better with or without music? With music

76. Regularly burn incense? No

77. Ever been in love? Oo malamang

78. Who would you like to see in concert? LANY

79. What was the last concert you saw? PNE, ITCHYWORMS, SPONGECOLA

80. Hot tea or cold tea? BOTH

81. Tea or coffee? BOTH

82. Favorite type of cookie? Anything

83. Can you swim well? Slight

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yup

85. Are you patient? Yessssss

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? BAND 😍😍

87. Ever won a contest? Yup

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope

89. Which are better black or green olives? Idk

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Di na uso

91. Best room for a fireplace? Bedroom

92. Do you want to get married? BIG YES 🙂

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Lani’s POV

Bumaba ako ng parking lot pra hanapin si suk dahil umalis siya doon sa taas. Nasa kalagitnaan kami ng tawanan nang bigla siyang umalis.

There was no one in the parking pero nakita kong may nagyoyosi sa may balcony side habang nagcecellphone.

I’m sure it's him. Kita ko highlights ng buhok niya. Nilapitan ko siya at hinablot yung yoshi na nasa bibig niya.

"Tangina?"

Binato ko yon sa labas at ngumiti ako sakaniya.

"Hello!"

"Problema mo?" tanong niya nang masungit. Kinuha niya yung box ng yosi na nasa pocket niya at hinablot ko ulit yun sa kamay niya. "Relani!"

"Bakit ka na naman ba nagyoyosi?" tanong ko habang tinatago sa likod ko yung box niya ng yosi.

"Give it back" sabi ni Hyunsuk habang palapit sakin.

Umaatras lang ako at nanatiling nasa likod ko yung box.

"Bakit ba? This is bad you know. Kung may problema ka why not say it? Diba? Hindi yung niririsk mo yung buhay mo. Talking is easier than making yourself sick" sabi ko.

Huli na nung narealize ko na nakasandal na pala ako sa dingding. Ganon kami katagal naglalakad. He’s looking straight at my eyes.

"Nobody would understand me" aniya.

Even though my heart beated fast, i still managed to look at him back at itaas pa ang mukha ko para mapakita sakanya ang intensyon ko.

"Did you even try? Para saan pang andiyan sila jihoon, junkyu, yoshi sayo? Para saan pang andiyan si mashiho, jae, pau? sina feli at chari?" tanong ko sakanya.

Kumunot nuo niya at nagtilt yung head. Waiting for me to say more.

"Para saan pang naging magkaibigan tayo?"

"My whole life is a mess, you wouldn’t understand" aniya.

"Ang dami kong sinabing pangalan pero para sakin lng yang sinabi mo? Ikaw ah" nilapit niya yung mukha niya sakin. "WOW JOKE LANG" sigaw ko.

"Are you sure you’ll listen to me?"

"Oo naman. Ano ako puro salita lang? No ah."

Bumuntong hininga siya bago nilayo yung mukha niya sakin at sumandal ulit sa barrier para tignan namin yung view. Kinuha niya yung cell phone niya at pinakita sa'kin yung picture ng babae.

"Remember nung sinabi kong "pilit kong kinalilimutan"?" tanong niya.

"Siya 'to?" tanong ko. She's pretty.

Tumango siya bago ulit nagsalita. "Hong Irish"

"First love?"

"I don’t like that term pero siguro oo" sagot niya. Binalik ko na yung phone niya sakanya at bumuntong hininga. "high school kami noon, gusto ko siya. Valentine’s, umamin ako. She agreed na ligawan ko siya and then we became close. Araw araw kami lumalabas, then sabay kami lagi papunta ng school, lalabas tuwing uwian. Lagi din siyang pumupunta sa bahay para magluto sila ni mama or maglaro sila ni jisu. Years passed and mas lalo na kaming naging close, parang normal nalang na nandon siya sa bahay lagi kaht wala ako, pero hindi niya pa ako sinasagot. She knew that I was drinking, smoking but she never told mama kasi sinabi ko na wag niyang sabihin."

"tss, buti pa ako hindi kita tinotolerate" i chuckled a bit to lift the mood up. he then looked at me pero binalik ang tingin sa view. "Then?"

"Then nung first or second year college lumpiat na siya ng school, she became cold and parang di na siya masiyadong namamansin. She calls me only when she needs me and iniiwasan ko talaga pag pasok ng school noon pra lang puntahan siya. I failed classes kasi nagagalit siya kapag hindi ko nasusunod yung gusto niya. And since I’m courting her and bobo ako non, inuuna ko siya lagi" aniya. tumawa siya bago ituloy yung sinasabi. "isang beses nagising nalang ako sa balitang nakita ni jihoon si irish sa mall kasama si yeonjun, holding hands, hugging, and kiniss pa talaga ni irish sa pisngi"

"So what does that mean, suk? Hindi ka niya sinagot kasi may jowa siya?"

"Hindi nga niya jowa eh, todo deny naman si yeonjun. Yeonjun is my cousin. Sobrang close kami noon kasi sa bahay siya nakatira nung high school. Eto matatawa ka, pumayag si irish na ligawan ko siya para mapalapit siya sa lalaking totoong gusto niya, si yeonjun. That explains why she's always staying in our hoyse and also the reason why she moved to the same school with yeonjun nung college"

"And she’s also the reason why you don’t believe in love and the reason why you’re always drinking. And smoking?"

Tumango siya.

"I see"

"And sorry if hindi nanininja kita and if snob ako minsan. Nakita ko kasi si Yeonjun kagabi kasama si Irish and I don't know. It still hurts and I’m still mad"

Tumango ako. "Why not move on? Mahirap ba yon?"

"You don't know how much I tried."

"Edi try again. Pero in a positive way, enjoy time with your friends. And let's go out sometimes." Tumingin siya sa'kin and he lifted his brows. "What? Hindi kita gusto no? Gusto ko lang makipagkwentuhan sa'yo para naman may paglabasan ka na ng problema. We're friends! Gusto mo maging bestfriends pa tayo eh"

"Call. But lani, walang maiinlove?" tanong niya. "Hindi ako marunong sumalo. Hindi ako naniniwala sa pag-ibig"

"Wala, Hyunsuk." sagot ko. "I just want you to feel na ang love hindi lng mararamdaman in a romantic way. You can feel it within the people around you. With your friends"

"Salamat"

"Anything for you, love" sagot ko.

"Anong love?"

"Loko-loko Olol Vovo Engot" sabi ko sabay tawa.

"Ampota?" aniya. "Natotouch na sana ako kasi first time ko magkabestfriend na babae perobakit ganto ka epal?"

"Ako lang may kayang maging bestfriend na babae ha ng isang matapobreng katulad mo noh. Wala ka nang mahahanap na katulad ko, love" I laughed.

Tumawa lang din siya before we went back to the table with our friends.