#cocainerecovery

[welshflyingpig]

So I went into my wardrobe after a shower, and was searching for my ID when i came across 4 baggies, and a rolled up piece of paper. Now, here's the thing. I'm only on day 5. Day 5-8 are my worst days. That's why I only ever got to 8 days. I could literally taste the sweetness of it. The thought of opening one of those little bags onto the back of my many notebooks. Scraping my ID across it and lining myself up an absolute chunk. My eyes rolling into the back of my skull as euphoria takes over and puts me in my calm happy place. It's Friday night. I've just finished a 12 hour shift. I'm showered and clean and feeling good. You know I could drink a bottle of wine now, you know what that leads to. 4 bags. I'm itching right now. My head is literally going a mile a minute. It's 7:31pm. Just need to fight this craving. #drugs #drugabuse #drugaddict #cocainerecovery #cocaineaddiction #recovery #sober #soberity #happyplace #nacoticsanonymous https://www.instagram.com/p/CLNDuFjhASs/?igshid=19vcn6qqi4me9

[welshflyingpig]

7 days since I used cocaine.

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Too tired to write much else. Don't think I need to really.

#cocainerecovery #cocaineaddiction #cocaine #soberity #sober #recovery #cleanliving #drugaddict #drugabuse #addiction #7days

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