#cnalastair : personal

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the life of a college student (for legal reasons this is a JOKE!!!!)

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UWAAAA ( ≧∀≦)ノ 我很高兴你喜欢这 个礼物♡

熊猫盗他的鞋 (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

@cn-alastair-lite 送我这只熊猫！！谢谢你！！！

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i'm gonna be so real with you guys i have a blood test tomorrow and i don't think i can handle it if it turns out more things are wrong with my body ke ke ke

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a guy haunted by many chronic health issues: aw man my only source of comfort is the internet and sweets. imma fuck up this mean burger an-

the doctors: oh yeah so on top of all the other shit you're also pre-diabetic

me:

the doctors: haha. yk what that means

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i wish i could hate properly, lmao. i end up stifling my distaste for people until it spills over, i try my best to stay kind and nice and do all these favors while loathing everyone because people are so used to things going their way. they don't wonder how little things are done and take them for granted. no, someone else is doing these for you and you don't notice-- or worse, you do, but pretend not to because it benefits you. it's in my nature to serve and be courteous but it only makes me rot on the inside. my mother raised me to be proper and when other people are not thoughtful... wrrr

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having cool classmates is for being able to have stupid matching danmei pfps with them... !!!!!!!

I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite

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me watching all the progress i've made as a human being evaporate into nothing the moment i step foot into my childhood house

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heart eyes because if it wasn't for my commisioners i'd have ~10$ in my bank account for the next 2 weeks. but also, here's to manifesting that in the future i'll get hired to draw more problematic ship art

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silly as fuck but i have a phobia of vending&washing machines and i just did laundry for the first time in this apartment aaa it's about little victories

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got 88.5 for the chinese exam... i made a stupid mistake that prevented me from getting 90.5 AGHHHH

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you know those moments that just completely change your perception of reality and society as a whole. little ones that permanently destroy your worldview and strengthen some of your assumptions. yeah my lesson for today is, you cannot rely on anyone. every now and then this rings even more true and i'm like holy FUCK people will fuck you over anytime

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will be forced to attend a 2/3 day family trip but i'm taking thousand autumns vol.3 and the ballad of sword & wine vol.1 with me. send prayers. maybe i'll finally post some art too... aa a a a

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can't believe they're making me do math in chinese

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look at my new shelf 🥰🥰 collection slowly growing...

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in poland, when you're violently hungover after a night of ingesting raspberry and cherry vodka, they force you to go out for beer the very next day

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saw a silly photo of a kitty today and heard my heart shatter into a thousand of pieces because i think having a kitty of my own in this flat would fix me, but alas. i am a young college student not even 20 still without a job. but if i ever am able to get a kitty you bet i'm naming it little fatty