#cnalastair : personal

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the life of a college student (for legal reasons this is a JOKE!!!!)

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UWAAAA ( ≧∀≦)ノ 我很高兴你喜欢这 个礼物♡

熊猫盗他的鞋 (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

@cn-alastair-lite 送我这只熊猫！！谢谢你！！！

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i wish other languages could just spawn in your head like english did, lol. one of my favorite stories to tell people is that I actually almost had to repeat fourth grade because my english used to be so terrible... and then, i finished sixth grade with the highest mark possible without any extra classes. it just sorta... appeared in my brain

and i know it makes sense because we're surrounded by english-language media and phrases irl, but GODDDD hrrrhnnnghb

i hate having to put in the effort!! (T＿T)

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experienced yearning for the first time at 19 and as a way to cope i'm like Woah, This Is Gonna Take My Writing To The Next Level!

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i lost the battle. going to sleep at 19.24 (7:24pm) without studying for tomorrow. consider me utterly defeated

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having cool classmates is for being able to have stupid matching danmei pfps with them... !!!!!!!

I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite

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the worst, but also the funniest thing they'll make you do in archival-raport writing jobs, is to describe absolutely diabolical things that happened during meetings using the nicest words possible

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i'm sorry if i seem off and/or post less... i'm gonna be so real with you guys, the incoming exam season FUCKED ME UP. i have never been this busy and anxious ever in my life... i don't even know why, istg 😭😭 today i'll have to send out a message to my commisioners saying i will not be able to continue until the end of exams, especially cuz of some extra work that has been put on my shoulders -weh-

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10/30 books read this year and we're in the middle of march (evil smiling emoji)

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i'm gonna be so real with you guys i have a blood test tomorrow and i don't think i can handle it if it turns out more things are wrong with my body ke ke ke

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from my personal ig story

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took my beautiful rosmei physical copy of how to survive as a villain (expensive) to a bar (it wasn't planned) and it went about as well as you'd expect

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how i felt today ordering in chinese at a chinese restaurant (i am allergic to developing my speaking foreign language skills)

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a guy haunted by many chronic health issues: aw man my only source of comfort is the internet and sweets. imma fuck up this mean burger an-

the doctors: oh yeah so on top of all the other shit you're also pre-diabetic

me:

the doctors: haha. yk what that means

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self-diagnosing mental disorders will never be cool. it's not like vitamin deficiency or some other easily distinguishable thing you can tell from a mile apart. the issue with psychiatrists/psychologists isn't that they exist, but it's that oftentimes they're not easily accessible; nonetheless, there are ways to get around it, especially once you're an adult. suspecting you might have something and having an open conversation about the possibility =/= claiming you have a serious disorder. people spend years studying the intricacies of the human brain and you read a few articles alongside the pirated copy of dsm-5 and think you're the shit? be so fucking fr lmao

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my favorite story to tell new people is that i almost lost my voice completely as a child due to an injury that healed miraculously well with barely any scarring. i'm sure a lot of people are very unhappy about that, cuz if i were permanently mute, their lives would be easier 😊