#cnalastair : personal

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the life of a college student (for legal reasons this is a JOKE!!!!)

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UWAAAA ( ≧∀≦)ノ 我很高兴你喜欢这 个礼物♡

熊猫盗他的鞋 (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

@cn-alastair-lite 送我这只熊猫！！谢谢你！！！

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i wish other languages could just spawn in your head like english did, lol. one of my favorite stories to tell people is that I actually almost had to repeat fourth grade because my english used to be so terrible... and then, i finished sixth grade with the highest mark possible without any extra classes. it just sorta... appeared in my brain

and i know it makes sense because we're surrounded by english-language media and phrases irl, but GODDDD hrrrhnnnghb

i hate having to put in the effort!! (T＿T)

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experienced yearning for the first time at 19 and as a way to cope i'm like Woah, This Is Gonna Take My Writing To The Next Level!

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i lost the battle. going to sleep at 19.24 (7:24pm) without studying for tomorrow. consider me utterly defeated

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having cool classmates is for being able to have stupid matching danmei pfps with them... !!!!!!!

I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite I HAVE MATCHING WITH @cn-alastair-lite

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i'm gonna be so real with you guys i have a blood test tomorrow and i don't think i can handle it if it turns out more things are wrong with my body ke ke ke

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a guy haunted by many chronic health issues: aw man my only source of comfort is the internet and sweets. imma fuck up this mean burger an-

the doctors: oh yeah so on top of all the other shit you're also pre-diabetic

me:

the doctors: haha. yk what that means

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i don't get migraines often, but every 3-6 months it hits me so hard that i literally lose my eyesight and it's the scariest experience ever

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i wish i could hate properly, lmao. i end up stifling my distaste for people until it spills over, i try my best to stay kind and nice and do all these favors while loathing everyone because people are so used to things going their way. they don't wonder how little things are done and take them for granted. no, someone else is doing these for you and you don't notice-- or worse, you do, but pretend not to because it benefits you. it's in my nature to serve and be courteous but it only makes me rot on the inside. my mother raised me to be proper and when other people are not thoughtful... wrrr

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choosing a full burger king meal as my first one today was a bad idea (i was writhing in pain after 3 bites of the burger) (it's past 5pm) (regretting my choices)

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me watching all the progress i've made as a human being evaporate into nothing the moment i step foot into my childhood house

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i wish commenting was more common on tumblr... where i come from (twitterland) it's much more frequent and i love when ppl comment x) especially because i suck at talking in dms!!! mutuals you're always welcome to chat me up

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heart eyes because if it wasn't for my commisioners i'd have ~10$ in my bank account for the next 2 weeks. but also, here's to manifesting that in the future i'll get hired to draw more problematic ship art

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oh yeah it's been an hour and i remember why i avoid going to cons alone

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silly as fuck but i have a phobia of vending&washing machines and i just did laundry for the first time in this apartment aaa it's about little victories