#clyn talks

[wearingmyfavoritesweatshirt]

They need to let us breathe at school

not really a vent it's just complaints

my school is pretty shitty in general, but one of the things that really upset me is that we don't get to go outside. at all. we don't have any break periods other than lunch and a little period built for you to do homework and retake tests and stuff (like a study hall but a bit different). but even then, they don't let us outside.

this sucks because the school is so suffocating (even in the literal sense, the airs just thicker). possibly the worst part is that they don't even open windows???? and most of the times teachers have their blinds closed mostly or all the way. I know this doesn't sound like a big deal, but it is to me.

also, I get super overwhelmed or upset or whatever super quickly. I always have to tell myself repeatedly that it'll be okay because I'll get to go home and calm down/cry then. but here's the thing: the second those doors open and there's wind on my face and I can finally BREATHE, I don't need to cry or go home right away to calm down as much. think about how much easier it would be for students to pay attention and actually be somewhat happy if they were able to breathe fresh air.

please let kids breathe. we need it

[jaliadp]

Happy First Friday in July!!!!

I want to announce that I'm going to be a part of the Q&A panel for the Clyn App Boss Lady event which will be held in Phoenix on August 3rd. I'm very excited to participate and share insight among other female boss babes!

Most people know me for being a makeup artist however I am much much more than that. Makeup Artistry did not start until several years after I began by business, 3Jay Productions. So don't expect to hear me talk about skin or makeup lol, expect a real conversation about my successes and my struggles in becoming the entrepreneur I am today!

Visit Clyn to learn details about how to purchase a ticket for this event. If you're in Phoenix, I hope to see you there!

[itsmenicajoy]

Whats wrong with me?

What if, what if I ran away? This thought keeps on ringing in my head. I have tons of what if's in life. I'm glad that some of those what ifs are answered but I still have a lot of them. I'm having a really hard time right now. No one knows why and no one will know. I keep on asking myself "what's wrong with you" but there's no answer. Oeople around me thought that I'm just acting up, yet they really don't know whats causing this. I may look fine physically but mentally and emotionally I'm tired, torn and dying. They thought I don't care about anything but myself. What they don't know is that I do worry but doesn't show it. Where life would take me? what will clyn become? Is Papa Okay? Is he having a hard time? What clyn feels without having a father? What would I tell her if the time comes she asked about him? Where should I start?.... I don't even have anyone to talk to and I feel all alone. I can't even talk to my siblings about these things. Coz I'm ashamed. Ashamed of myself. For the past 13 years I've been keeping a lot of things to myself. I tried and I'm still trying to forget about how lonely my life was. Growing up without a mother and learning things on my own. When you feel like your father doean't care about you anymore coz he has a new family. I felt all alone. I wathced how happy they are from afar. I kept on looking for someone to blame about my misery. I know I shouldn't blame them coz they stood by my father's side all this time. No matter how hard it is, they stayed by his side. Maybe all of these misery is just because of me. But where and how should I start to fix this? How can I escaoe this gigantic maze? Where do i have to go? Should I turn left or right? What should I do? Im stuck in the same olace for a long time. When will i move on? How can I move forward? This is the time when I needed a mother the most. When I feel lost, she will know immediately. I imagined mama sitting in front of me tellingthat everything will be alright and that she will be there for me and won't leave me. How nice it would be if I still have a mother right now. I may hate her at times but I know she won't let me get hurt and cry by myself. 😢

[wearingmyfavoritesweatshirt]

About me 🤯🤯🤯

First of all, I'm a minor

I'm not really sure how this account's gonna work, but I think I'm just gonna post when I want to and not worry about being a cringy little kid or whatever.

My name's Clyn, and my pronouns are they/them

I'm chill with people tagging me in stuff, and if you wanna interact with me, that's 100% cool

I think a lot of my vents will be about this so wanted to get it out of the way: I'm neurodivergent. I've not been diagnosed because heathcare sucks so bad where i live that they cant even get me on a waiting list right now, even after ive been waiting for almost a year. im pretty damn sure i have adhd but lots of people have told me that i have autism too (even people with it diagnosed). its not really a super important thing but its a huge part of me and how i live so yeah

I dont plan on doing much on my interests (now that I'm thinking about it, that sounds intriguing, but I think I'll make a separate account for that) but I just started south park and it's been super cool (Kenny's my favorite and you won't change my mind), I love caseoh, I have rick and morty memorized at parts because I've watched it so much, and smiling friends is super good

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF:

- you're racist, sexist, homophobe, transphobe, or anything of that sort

- ableist (and yes, youre still ableist if youre disabled and discriminate against others disabilities)

- anti furry or thearian

-proshipper or support proshippers

-literally just a bad person

i cant think of anything else but i think you understand my beliefs

I think thats it for me but asks will be open if youve got any questions