#closest thing to it is the peach iced tea from one shop in hmart

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when i was in college they raised my antipsychotic dose (went back down bc i was overeating and starving all the time) and the thing abt my antipsychotics is it changes how i taste and smell and on the higher dose this one kind of raspberry iced tea tasted absolutely divine and wonderful and perfect and so tasty and i loved it i could drink it all day every day but i had to hold back bc money and space in my fridge

and when i went back down i bought more and it didnt taste the same it tasted like normal raspberry iced tea again and i was like "DID THEY CHANGE THE RECIPE???" but no matter where i looked no one else was talking about it. and i had to slowly come to terms with the fact the tasty perfect version of it was literally all in my head and due to my medication. i was in love with an illusion. im still heartbroken about this.