#closest thing to a beloved rn for me is my f/o and like... hard to imagine that irl

[daisy-spot]

putrefaction

putrefaction : do you believe in soulmates? what about reincarnation? if so, do you believe your beloved has always been your beloved?

Ok, so this is a bit hard to answer.... Because i want to believe it, so much...so often... But i can't shake the idea that even if it existed, i wouldn't be in it?

So lets jot it down as a maybe... But as a fanfic trope it goes so hard and i eat it up every time <3

[exemplarybehaviour]

WELCOME TO THE (first? I guess???) GAMES OF THE TUMBLR OLYMPIAD

i was tagged by @merriemelodie to do this meme! why the hell not i love talking about myself

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

a - age: old

b - birthplace: the people redoing my building’s patio at 8 AM every morning keep blasting BORN IN THE USA and i can’t decide if it’s better or worse than when they were singing. either way, they’re not born in the USA, but i am 

c - current time: 16:22

d - drink you last had: currently drinking coke zero

e - easiest person to talk to: uuuuh mostly depends on the topic, but i have some friends from like middle school/early high school that i go talk to about most things

f - favourite song: ??? i don’t have one. can i say the taking the hobbits to isengard song

g - grossest memory: I’M BLANKING ON THIS ONE. no wait two christmases ago i poisoned myself with sweet potato casserole and vomited all over my bed. i hadn’t vomited before (except for upchunking like water or something when i was a little kid) so i had didn’t recognize the signs and.... yeah. i had to sleep in the guest room for days while the bed aired out. oops. 

h - horror yes or horror no: YESSSSSSS!!! i’m not a big fan of slasher films/serial killer films/gorn but gIVE ME THE GHOSTS AND THE DEMONS AND THE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR

i - in love?: one time i was on the paris metro and the train conductor was the most beautiful woman i’ve ever seen and i was in love for like three whole minutes and it was the closest i’ve ever gotten to human emotions

j - jealous of people? : I get pretty bad FOMO sometimes, which I think is a type of jealousy, but... not really? i don’t think i get jealous more than the average person

k - killed someone?: one time i made my brother laugh so hard he needed medical attention

l - love at first sight or should I walk by again: see paris metro girl story. 

m - middle name: never reveal your full name, it gives others power over you

n - number of siblings:  the brother i nearly killed with laughter

o - one wish: (affordable) CURES FOR SHIT

p - person you called last: my landlord

q - question you’re always asked: what’s that (points at diabetes related thing)??? and then from my beloved students: why are you such a pecosa (freckle face)? how old are you? how tall are you? what’s your shoe size? do you have a boyfriend?

r - reason to smile: im eating pasta

s - song you sang last: I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYYYYY

u - underwear color: blue

v - vacation: tomorrow i’m headed south to andalucia. so... that? i’m not sure what this is asking. if i had unlimited moneys i’d take my flatmate with me to go fuck around in japan for a few weeks. 

x - x-rays: ......ok? i volunteered at a dental clinic once and developed a lot of x-rays of teeth once. it was cool. 

y - your favourite food: rn im gonna say HORCHATA

z- zodiac sign: Aquarius. According to google my moon sign is Taurus. I don’t know what that means but usually when people look up my moon sign they’re like “....oh”

ANNNNND.... tagging? idk EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO. most of my mutuals i talk to a lot aren’t on tumblr too much anymore. @vikingspacebees ? @onewug-twowugs ? idk do it if you want. if youre not one of those two people and you want to do it, you can tag me and i’ll go look :P