#clone sergent Boil

[kaijusplotch]

Ok so the other night I was super manic and couldn't sleep and my brain decided to make an AU for sith Obi-wan or at least fallen obi.

(forgive the misspellings and run ons it was 5 am and I was manic)

Anakin is killed by dooku in attack of the clones instead of having his arm cut off

Obi-wan makes it to his side as he is dying and Anakin gets him not to let his (Obi-wan's) light gonout

Obi-wan hears it as don't let the light go out as in Anakin begging him to save him

Guilt begins to build along with anger and hate towards Dooku

Confronts Dooku on it

Dooku sees the potential in Obi-wan falling and let's him know that if Obi-wan wants to truly save the republic then he must open his eyes to the truth and he will be happy to show him

Dooku also says he didn't WANT to kill Anakin, but he knew his master wanted him to destroy the galaxy of the Republic and what not. Maybe mentions how now Obi-wan knows how he feels loosing a padawan

Obi-wan refuses and Dooku says that in time he will see the error in his choice but that he will always be there for his grand Padawan to show him the way

Over the course of the war Obi-wan starts wearing darker colors, his guilt building with every failure, including alpha 17's injuries which cause him to be removed from the 212th.

Meeting Cody does help bring him some hope but the war kills more clones and Obi-wan keeps hearing and feeling the guilt.

Eventually on a mission to save Palpatine, Palps realizes that there is a tipping point building in Obi-wan to fall and he may make a good option for his plans since Dooku fucked it all up. So Palps manipulates things and when Obi-wan is injured and Cody comes to see him he influences /force pushes Cody to slip in some of Obi-wan's blood and "kisses" obi wan. Who may or may not be ok with it

Palpatine conveniently walks in and sees this and turns on Cody for fraternization with a superior officer and that he should know better and that he should be "inspected" for perhaps a defective issue

Obi-wan scrambles to try and save Cody and in his efforts says there was nothing between them, that he slipped and that he has no feelings for Cody in a VERY believable way to Cody thanks to Palps manipulation

Cody thinking that Obi-wan would defend their relationship more is heartbroken and angry and immediately closes off and agrees

Obi-wan realizes he blew it and put his foot in his mouth at Cody's tone of voice even as Palpatine brushes it all off with his charm, apologizing that he misunderstood the situation.

When Palps leaves Obi-wan tries to fix it but Cody won't have it and says it is best if he perhaps reassigns another commander to handle the 212th.

Obi-wan once again is consumed with guilt and it gets harder and harder for him to fight the dark building

The rest of the war Obi-wan doesn't fight with the 212th much, and at one point Cody is severely injured and Obi-wan caves and rushes to him because he still loves Cody

Cody is still hurt emotionally and physically but says that something has happened to Obi-wan, he just isn't the man he thought he was. Especially as obi has spiraled. Cody blames him for more losses of his brothers because he wasn't there as their general. That Rex died with his faith that Obi-wan would arrive in time to stop Krell on Umbara in Cody's arms. Rex had sent the sos, and Krell manipulated it while getting it to ghost company from the 501st company so when Obi-wan got it it sounded less dangerous and Obi-wan delayed in going.

Cody refuses to listen to Obi-wan and tells him he is done, what they had died with his brother in his arms, what hope he had that Obi cared about the clones died with Rex from Waxer's blaster shots

By the time they fight Dooku in revenge of the sith, Obi-wan is one push away from falling.

Obi-wan's rage at Dooku for everything cumulates in the same stand off, savers crossed on Dooku's neck with Palpatine watching.

Palps begins to push Obi-wan over the edge then and there when Obi-wan hisses out that Anakin begged him not to die because of Dooku and is about to kill him when he hears Anakin's voice and time stops.

Obi-wan is pulled spiritually from his body and stares in horror as he sees his own eyes are yellowing. Anakin appears and tells him that's not what he said.

"I said "don't let YOUR light go out." Obi-wan I wasn't afraid of dying. I was afraid that your light would go out. Your light in the force ... Please ...don't let it go out!"

As time returns and Obi-wan is back in his body he closes his eyes and pushes all of the dark away, realizing that he needed to stop letting his guilt consume him.

Don't know if he kills Palps then not sure if it is a dark ending or a sad light ending

NOW my brain is like Waxer boil angst! Because Wax killed his Captain, and he kinda goes catatonic, and Cody knowing that Waxer is going to either be decommed or reconned if he is sent to Kamino or swallow his blaster if he isnt watched, decided to give Boil permission to desert and take Waxer to somewhere to heal because loosing his two ARFs to freedom is better than knowing another brother was killed.

So Cody has the batch pick up boil and Waxer and take them to live with Cut and Suu...angst but healing happens with boil and Waxer with the kids.