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weirdplushie · 4 months ago
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Head so full of stuffing, poor little plush puppy can’t even think. Just knows how to be soft and touchable and to let their owner handle them as they please.
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doginthevoid · 2 years ago
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To me, being a therian is being a weird little girl stealing off into the forest, making potions, running on all fours, getting in trouble for getting your clothes dirty, getting sap in your fingers and twigs in your hair.
To me, it’s screaming, it’s screaming when you’re told you’re supposed to shave your body hair, screaming when you’re told to play nice, screaming when it’s dark, when you can feel the moon and the shadows and spirits all around you, wishing you could join them.
To me, it’s learning a human is an animal too, and suddenly it makes sense, but nobody else seems relieved by the news, and you can feel it chewing at your seams, and you can feel your blood and your heart and your hands and you forget how to hold yourself.
It’s hiding and it’s screaming and it’s biting and every moment I am alive I become more entangled and it becomes clearer on my skin.
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doginthevoid · 2 years ago
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Hi! :3 I’m a dog mainly but I’m also an Angel & various robots. I also consider myself to be alienhearted <3 I’m totally open to chatting! My main blog is @macaronichewtoyz
Searching for otherkin mutuals and buds to talk
hi! i am ro! my blog is new and i need more otherkin, therian and alterhuman mutuals.
I am Ro, body age 21. NB. Any pronouns really. Preferring she/it. Neurodivergent, BPD and sligtly psychotic. (I get therapy!)
I am:
An angelkin! Awakened long time ago. I looked like a wingless angel, humanoid in form. Probably short black hair. I was monochrome. I could fly without my wings. Wings were a sign of status and I was just a common angel with the task of doing simple work. I observed human life so the more suitable look was humanoid.
I am also a new awakened robotkin!
I was a humanoid looking like robot. Still figuring out.
I am looking for following:
- Buds to talk!! If you have a discord server I'll gladly join
- Angels
- Demons
- Robots, machines, AIs
- Aliens
- Elves
- Dragons
- Therians
- Any alterhuman, otherkin really!
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mwagneto · 2 years ago
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every day i turn on the ps4 just to then sit there on my phone listening to the homescreen music for 3 hours and not play anything and then go to bed
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mcybree · 1 year ago
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Gimme 68
68 | The Garden - The Crane Wives
Okay this one is embarassing SIIIIGH im a fork in the kitchen fork in the kitchen……. I actually have very little to say on this one, I dont even remember when I started listening to it? its a good song I just have NOTHING to say… does anyone want to talk about divine loser by clem turner instead
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doginthevoid · 1 year ago
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Firstly anon, there is no one true experience of being an angel / divinity, and while many of us to wax poetic about missing "home", some of us, myself included, feel differently. I think its just part of the awakening experience for many in that they realize they used to live in a different world and they long to re-experience it.
It sounds to me that you are just as angelic as the rest of us, and I personally would welcome you as an angel.
At the end of the day, it's your identity, not anyone elses, that matters.
I'm a questioning angelkin and feel so lost. I see so many angels speak of missing home, but I feel right at home here. I feel like everything is divine, and I'm a part of that. The entire cosmos is my Heaven. This body, while not ideal, is beautiful and godly. When I die, my divine form will change once again, and I'll be just as at home as before.
It makes me wonder if I'm actually angelkin.
🌌
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thewolvenpacks · 15 days ago
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if it might seem like we are mentally stable, rest assured, we are not. and we are almost 24/7 thinking about clementine from stray
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billy-the-sillyy · 1 month ago
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BARK BARK BARK BARK WOOF WOOF WOOF
aaaahhh!!! scary!!! run and hide!!!
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kisses-for-you · 8 days ago
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ice || luke twdg
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pairing: luke x fem!reader
summary: Luke has to think quickly when the ice under your feet starts breaking — literally.
w/c: 3.0k
spoiler warning: this fic is very loosely based off of season 2, episode 5 (don't even know if it counts as a spoiler at this point tbh)
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Crack.
The ice beneath you cracked, leaving you standing on what felt like a ticking time bomb. Luke, Bonnie and Clem all turned in your direction, eyes widening, panic painting their expressions. You froze on the spot, unsure of what your next move was. “Y/N!” Luke called your name, already inching across the ice closer to you. Clem followed suit.
“Don’t-!” you exclaimed, “Don’t come any closer!”
Luke froze, caught between instinct and reason. “Just stay calm, alright? Don’t move,” he said, voice trembling ever so slightly.
Your legs wobbled, breath hitching in your throat as another soft crack echoed beneath your feet. The ice groaned like it was angry. “I know not to move, Luke,” you snapped, trying to keep the fear out of your voice, but your eyes flicked downward anyway. Bad idea. All you saw was a sheet of thinning ice and dark, swirling water underneath.
Bonnie grabbed Clem’s shoulder and pulled her back a bit. “We can’t all crowd her. The ice won’t hold,” she hissed, voice tight with fear.
Luke ignored her. “Y/N, look at me. Hey, hey, eyes up, sweetheart.” His voice was gentle now, like it was just the two of you again, curled up in an old cabin and not about to fall through a frozen lake. “I got you, alright? You’re not gonna fall. Just… reach out your hand, nice and slow.”
��Luke…” you whispered, voice cracking. “If I go under-”
“You’re not,” he said, still stepping forward despite your protests.
“Luke, no!” you shouted, warning him not to come any closer. You glanced at Bonnie and gave her a look, which she seemed to understand. She moved to hold Luke back, grabbing his arm. Bonnie gritted her teeth as she yanked Luke back. “Don’t be stupid, Luke! She told you not to move!” she barked.
Luke fought her grip, his eyes locked on you with desperation burning in them. “I have to get to her! I’m not just gonna stand here and watch her-”
“Luke,” you cut him off, your voice firm despite the terror boiling in your chest. “You can’t save me if we both fall in.”
And then, like a horror movie playing on fast-forward, groaning snarls erupted from behind. More walkers. Of course.
Clementine turned to look behind you. “They’re coming!”
You turned your head just slightly, enough to see silhouettes shambling onto the lake, their limbs stiff from the cold but still deadly. There were too many of them, and you were in the middle of the lake with ice thinner than tissue paper. Perfect. Your heart pounded harder. You knew what had to be done. “Bonnie,” you called. She turned to you, wide-eyed. “Buy me time. Shoot the walkers behind us. Now!”
Clem didn’t wait. She was already raising her gun, her small hands steady despite the situation. One shot cracked through the cold air, echoing across the lake as the first walker dropped. Bonnie followed suit, fumbling slightly but firing with shaky determination. Luke was yelling something, probably your name again, but you barely heard it. Because now the ice was seriously groaning, screaming, practically. And you knew you were running out of time.
You tried to shift your weight slowly, carefully moving one foot toward a thicker part of the ice, eyes flicking around for anything more solid. “Y/N, stop!” Luke’s voice came again.
“I’m not just gonna wait to die, Luke!” you shouted back.
He struggled against Bonnie again, managing to take another half-step closer.
“Luke, I swear to god,” your voice cracked again. “If you fall through, I’ll never forgive you.”
“I don’t care, Y/N!” he yelled. “I’m not losing you!”
A loud boom of a shot rang out, followed by a walker’s gurgling fall. “Three more!” Clem shouted.
You felt the ice shift beneath your foot. A web of cracks spread like lightning beneath you, and a chill that had nothing to do with the cold climbed up your spine. You had seconds. You looked at Luke for what could’ve possibly been the last time. “I love you,” you said, quiet but clear.
His face crumpled. “No, don’t say it like that. You’re gonna make it out of this.”
You gave him a half-smile, bitter and broken and laced with hope. “Then let me do this my way. Just keep them off me.”
Bonnie reloaded. Clem was already aiming at the next walker. Luke stood frozen, eyes wet, lips pressed tight, watching the person he loved on the verge of falling through a grave of ice and water.
And then the ice beneath you gave a snap like a bone breaking, and you dropped, straight into the freezing dark.
One second you were standing on a slippery miracle, the next you were in it, or rather under it. The lake swallowed you whole, dragging you down like it had been waiting all along. Ice water wrapped around your body like chains, shocking the air right out of your lungs. You couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. Couldn’t see. Everything was black and blue and blurry, like the whole world had shattered and you’d fallen straight through the pieces.
Your arms flailed upward instinctively, fighting the weight of your soaked clothes. The surface shimmered just above you, distorted and too far. You reached for it, fingers numb, chest burning. The water clawed at your skin, cutting into it like glass. The pain was instant. Unforgiving. Above, muffled voices and gunshots bled through the ice, barely audible. You heard someone scream your name. It was Luke, you knew it was Luke. And then suddenly, the blurry shimmer above you broke.
A hand plunged through the water like a lifeline sent by the universe.
Luke.
His fingers wrapped around your arm, and then both arms, and then you were yanked, violently, desperately, upward. The ice cracked further under the strain of your combined weight, but Luke didn’t let go. He refused to. His grip was iron. With a strong tug, he pulled you halfway out of the water, breath ragged. “Come on- come on, sweetheart,” he panted, locking eyes with you like he was trying to pull your soul back to the surface too. “Stay with me. Just a little more. I got you.”
Bonnie screamed something behind him. Clementine fired another shot. But none of that mattered. Not to Luke. Not right now. He hauled you out with a roar, slipping to his knees as you crashed onto the cracked ice beside him. You were coughing violently, lips blue, soaked through and shaking uncontrollably. Your vision spun like the world had tilted sideways.
“S’okay, sweetheart. I got you, I got you,” Luke repeated over and over, his arms already wrapped around you, picking you up to continue towards the house.
Your teeth chattered so hard it hurt, but you clung to him like your life depended on it because, honestly, it did. You couldn’t feel your fingers. Your soaked clothes clung to you like icy cement, and your arm was burning from where the ice had sliced into it. Luke didn’t stop moving. “Just a little farther,” he whispered, almost to himself. “You’re gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay, baby, I promise.” His voice cracked halfway through the sentence, but he kept going.
You tried to speak, to say you were fine, but your jaw wouldn’t cooperate. Your body felt like it was shutting down, piece by piece, and the pain in your arm was making everything fuzzy.
Bonnie ran ahead, kicking open the door of the unfinished house Arvo had led you to. Luke stumbled inside with you in his arms, lowering you onto the dusty floor. His hands were almost shaking worse than yours, hovering over you like he didn’t know what to do first. You were soaked to the bone, your breaths coming in shallow, wheezy gasps. His eyes flicked from your face to your arm to your chest, and then back to your face again. “Shit. Okay. Okay. We need to warm you up. Now.”
Jane spoke, “I got it.” She disappeared, searching the house for firewood or anything else that would work.
Luke held you in his arms, wrapping them around you to give you any sort of warmth for now, not caring about the fact that he, too, was now getting soaked.
“B-babe?” you asked, voice slurred.
Luke’s head snapped down to you, eyes wide and full of panic. “I’m here. I’m right here, baby,” he whispered, pressing his forehead to yours like he could will your body heat back just by being close. “You’re okay. I got you. I got you.”
Your eyes fluttered, barely staying open. “So…tired…” you mumbled, and Luke was just about able to make out the words.
“No, no, no, don’t do that, sweetheart, stay with me,” Luke whispered fast, panicked, his arms tightening around you. “You gotta stay awake, alright? Please.” His voice cracked again, more desperate now, like the thought of losing you was physically tearing him apart. “Don’t close your eyes, not yet.”
Kenny was pacing like a caged animal, his boots scraping the wooden floor with every stomp. He kept glancing at you, wrapped up in Luke’s arms, your lips still blue, your body shaking uncontrollably. The silence in the room, save for your gasps and Luke whispering reassurances, was suffocating.
Then, Kenny looked at Arvo. “You son of a bitch. This is your fuckin’ fault!” Kenny accused, choosing to direct his anger at the Russian.
“Kenny. Don’t man,” Mike tried to step in and diffuse the situation.
“Don’t what?” fumed Kenny.
Mike responded, “It’s nobody’s damn fault.”
“The hell it ain’t!”
“He’s just a scared kid. This ain’t on him,” Mike defended Arvo, or rather attempted to do so.
Kenny glanced around the house. “Look at this place. Just a stack of fuckin’ toothpicks. Bet those magical ‘supplies’ are bullshit, too. What? No speaka de English?” Kenny lashed out, shoving Arvo.
You couldn’t do anything, and you could feel Luke tense up next to you at the argument unfolding before you.
Arvo was silent for a few beats, then he spoke, his brows lowering. “Fuck you.”
“You fuckin’ Commie piece of shit.” Kenny punched Arvo square in the face, causing him to drop to the floor.
“Kenny!” Mike called, trying to get him to stop, but to no avail. Those two words had been enough to push Kenny over the edge. Yet Kenny didn’t stop there.
He punched Arvo again, which led to Arvo repeating his earlier words, “Fuck you…”
Kenny paused, and then blow after blow rained down on Arvo. “You mother-” Hit. “Fucker!” Another hit. “Piece of-” Again. “Shit!”
“Stop it!” Mike yelled, trying to grab Kenny, but he shoved him off, eyes crazed with fury.
Your throat burned with every ragged gasp, your body trembling like a leaf in a storm. You could barely lift your head, but you could still hear it. Kenny's fists connecting with skin and bone, the sickening thud of each punch. The crack of knuckles. Arvo’s weak grunts of pain. Mike yelling. The whole room felt like it was spinning, and all you could think was make it stop.
Luke’s arms were still tight around you, his body heat barely cutting through the ice in your bones. His jaw was clenched so tight you thought his teeth might crack. His whole body was stiff — not just from the cold, but from the fight breaking out right in front of him, one he wasn’t getting up to stop because you were still half-conscious in his lap.
Gathering what little energy you had left in your frozen, aching body, you forced out a yell that scraped your throat raw, burning from the effort. "Kenny! Stop!" you rasped, voice louder than you'd thought possible in your state. Everything halted. Kenny’s fist hung midair, his chest heaving, blood smeared across his knuckles. Everyone in the room turned toward you. Even Arvo, blood trickling from his busted lip, blinked in disbelief.
Luke pulled you tighter into his chest. “Easy, sweetheart,” he murmured into your hair. “Don’t push yourself.”
The moment Kenny’s eyes met yours — your blue lips trembling, Luke cradling you like a lifeline, your whole body shivering — his shoulders slumped. “You should be resting,” he muttered.
“I’ll rest when you stop beating the life outta a kid who’s just as scared as the rest of us,” you shot back, though your words slurred from exhaustion and the cold.
The fight drained out of Kenny in one breath. He stared for a beat, fists clenched tight at his sides. Then, finally, he turned away from Arvo with a grunt, wiping the blood from his knuckles. The room stayed tense, thick with the kind of air you could cut with a knife, but the immediate storm passed. Kenny stomped away, muttering under his breath, leaving Arvo coughing weakly on the floor, blood dotting the dusty wood. Mike crouched beside the kid, checking his face for anything too bad while Bonnie hovered awkwardly near the door like she wasn’t sure whether to check on you or stay out of it.
Jane returned then, kicking the door shut with her boot and dropping a bundle of wood on the floor. “Found enough for a fire,” she announced, voice clipped. Her eyes darted to you in Luke’s arms, and even she winced a little. “We need to move fast.”
“Yeah,” Luke breathed, his arms never leaving you. “Help me get her warmed up.”
Jane crouched by the half-busted fireplace, her hands moving quickly as she started stacking a pile of wood. Clem appeared beside her with some matches, jaw set and eyes fierce like always. Luke pressed his lips to your temple, his breath shaky. “Hang in there, baby. They’re getting the fire goin’, you hear me? You’re gonna be okay.” He said it like if he repeated it enough, it’d make it true.
You barely managed a nod, your face buried against his chest. Everything hurt. Every nerve felt raw and frozen, and your arm was still bleeding sluggishly where the ice had bit into it. But you weren’t dead, and right now, that was enough.
“Luke,” Jane called, her voice a little softer now. “Bring her closer.”
He scooped you up without hesitation, carrying you over to the flickering flames Jane and Clem were coaxing to life. “Luke… I-I’m sorry,” you whispered, voice rough and barely there.
Luke’s head snapped down. “What? What’re you apologisin’ for?”
Your teeth chattered so hard it made your whole skull vibrate, but you still forced the words out. “I didn’t listen… should’ve waited. Should’ve trusted you.”
Luke lowered himself beside the fire with you in his lap, the glow flickering against his face, warm but not nearly enough yet. He tucked you into his chest like he was trying to shield you from everything — the cold, the fear, the guilt, even yourself. “Don’t you dare apologise, Y/N,” he said, his voice rough with emotion. “You were trying to survive. You did survive. That’s all that matters.”
“I almost didn’t.” You curled your fingers weakly into his shirt, clinging like he was the only solid thing left in the world.
“But you’re here,” he whispered, his breath catching, arms curling tighter around you. “You’re here with me, and I’m not lettin’ go. Not ever.” He paused, lost in thought for a few moments then spoke, “You scared the shit outta me.”
“Yeah?” you croaked with a ghost of a smirk. “You looked like you were gonna cry.”
He let out a weak, choked laugh, brushing your wet hair back from your forehead. “I still might. Don’t push your luck.”
The fire finally caught strong, casting flickering gold across the room. Clem knelt beside you, handing Luke a rag and motioning toward your arm. “You need to clean that. Fast.”
“Right,” he said, shifting you just slightly so he could get a better look. When he pulled back your sleeve, his stomach clenched at the sight. The ice had sliced deep, raw and angry against your skin. He pressed the cloth gently to it, and you hissed, fingers twitching.
“Sorry, sorry,” he muttered.
“It’s okay,” you breathed. “You’re better than Jane’s first aid.”
“Hey,” Jane said, without looking up from the fire, but her lips twitched. Clem cracked a small smile too, just barely. Even Bonnie let out the tiniest exhale that might’ve been a laugh, though her eyes were still on Arvo, cautious.
As Luke tended to your wound, the room slowly began to stabilise again, tense but not explosive. Kenny sat stiffly in the corner, arms crossed, clearly still stewing, but silent for now. Mike stayed by Arvo, offering quiet words you couldn’t make out. And the fire kept growing, warm enough that your fingers finally started to tingle with pain from the return of circulation.
You leaned your head against Luke’s shoulder, your breath starting to even out. “Luke…”
“Yeah?”
You reached up, fingers clumsy and shaking, and brushed your knuckles along his jaw. “You didn’t have to come after me. You could’ve fallen in too.”
“I had to,” he said instantly, like it wasn’t even a question. “I wasn’t about to stand there and let the person I love drown.”
You blinked at him slowly, your heart kicking weakly in your chest, and despite the pain, despite the cold, despite everything, a tiny smile tugged at the corners of your lips.
“You said it,” you whispered.
He frowned. “Said what?”
“You love me.”
Luke’s cheeks flushed slightly, and he looked away, somewhat sheepish. “Well… yeah. ‘Course I do. Thought that was obvious by this point.”
You let out a soft, raspy laugh and closed your eyes for a second. “Just wanted to hear you say it.”
“I love you, Y/N. I love you so damn much.”
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walkeetalkee · 4 months ago
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short story abt being tortured by clem amen
this is extremely self-indulgent but you can imagine yourself in it if you so please
"Ouch."
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Searing pain shot up my body as I slowly regained consciousness. It was hard to assess my surroundings as my eyes adjusted to the light due to a prolonged amount of drowse, but everything soon came back to me all at once when I went to move. In an attempt to rub my throbbing head, it appeared my arms were wound tight to what looked like a school chair desk. I struggled against my restaurants as best I could in my condition, but to no avail. Suddenly, I heard the sound of a metal latch opening and then closing; craning my head up, my gaze locked onto a girl who looked about my age and a boy no older than ten. 
A tense beat of silence passed before the girl walked up to me, a fierce scowl painted on her face. Spitting some blood out of my mouth, I matched her attitude, my expression wearing an unmistakable scowl. Glancing at the boy who walked in for a split second, it seemed he had pulled out a revolver in the short time I was staring down his guardian. His eyes never left me either as he began to play with the cylinder of his gun, clicking it out and then clicking in back again. Just then, I felt like a caged animal. Trapped.
“Who are you?” The girl barked, slamming her palm on the hardwood desk. “Why did you attack us?”
I tilted my head at that. Attack? I hardly knew these fucking people, and I only shot back because they shot first.
“Attack you? Please,” I scoffed, trying to hide the pain I was feeling behind an incredulous tone, “Your people shot first.” 
She didn’t seem to believe that and opted to punch me directly in the stomach. I doubled over, sputtering out blood as I desperately attempted to get my lungs to work right again. It hurt to even sit up straight, but I wouldn’t be caught dead pleading for them to stop. 
“Bullshit.” She hissed. I growled, lunging (or trying to) at them.
“It’s the truth. You think I got a habit of walking around looking like this?” I said in reference to my disheveled state. For a moment, her expression turned from one of anger to one of confusion and then concern. Not for me, I guessed. She put a hand on her hip and, after a moment, opened her mouth to speak,
“The people you say attacked you, what did they look like?” Her voice was noticeably softer this time, making a shiver crawl up my spine.
“White lady and white guy– the guy had different colored eyes, like me– and the lady she,” I got cut off by a terrible coughing fit, blood beginning to run down my nose in concerning amounts.
“...Fuck.” I murmured to myself. 
I threw my head back against the cold wall of–whatever I was in– the cool bricks helping the mind-numbing headache I had die down. I was about to open my mouth to give a more in-depth description but quickly stopped when I felt the tape restraints on my wrist getting pulled off. Tilting my head down slightly (as it still hurt to move anything), I saw the girl with the tape in her hand. 
“What–” I went to say, but she cut me off.
“That’s all I needed to hear,” She said, offering a hand to me. My legs felt like jello, and I would undoubtedly fall if I attempted to stand up. So, instead, I just rubbed my sore wrists.
“I can’t, just–just could you do me a favor?” I queried pitifully. If I could reach inside my pockets, I would, but my nervous system chastised me every time I moved more than an inch. She didn’t say no but raised an eyebrow, waiting for me to finish my sentence.
“Could you, uh, dig in my pockets and grab my lighter and smokes for me?” She still said nothing. After a few seconds, it started to become awkward. If my parents taught me one thing, though, it was always be respectable. Bashfully, I cast my eyes to the side, murmuring a hardly audible, “Please?”
Luckily, she heard me and swiftly pulled out the items from my jeans pocket, handing them to me. I gave her a quiet “thank you” and took a cigarette from the pack, capturing it in my lips. When it came to the lighter, I fumbled with it for a moment before accidentally dropping it on the table. It looked like my strength had also completely diminished, along with all of my basic motor functions. Shit.
I went to pick it back up, but a tan, scarred hand beat me to it. The girl clicked open the lighter and sparked the flame, bringing it to my lips and lighting the cigarette. We had to wait a second for the cig to light fully, and subconsciously, my eyes wandered to her. She looked surprisingly beautiful under the flickering orange flame of the lighter. And her eyes–her eyes were a mesmerizing shade of brown; her gaze stern yet alluring. In a way, it looked like she was staring directly at my lips–technically, she was, but you get my meaning. Who was this girl?
A wave of relief washed over me as I took one long drag of the smoke. I wanted to thank her for her generosity but opted not to in case the cigarette fell from my mouth. I did not want to have to ask for her assistance. So, instead, I gave her an appreciative nod, letting my eyes fall from her to the concrete floor.
She still hadn’t moved from in front of me, and neither had her kid, yet I could feel her gaze burning through the side of my head. I figured she was trying to make out what to do with me. Only when she went to leave did I realize we hadn't properly introduced ourselves. Capturing the smoke in my teeth, ensuring it wouldn’t fall out when I opened my mouth,
“...Say, I never caught your name,” I called out. She stopped in her tracks but didn’t turn to face me,
“Clementine.” She replied. “I’ll have Ruby come down and look at you.” 
That was all she wrote as she began to walk back into the distance, leaving me, myself, and I to our designated solitude once more.
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weirdplushie · 4 months ago
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Plushie whose fur is soooo soft you just can’t help but pet them. Maybe your hands wander a bit and suddenly they’re blushing and trying to hide their soft moans, but what does that matter? Cute little toys have soft fur to be pet don’t they?
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doginthevoid · 2 years ago
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To those new to the therian community (& the otherkin/alterhuman community as a whole, honestly), if you're trying to figure out your kintype and you're struggling I have an insider secret for you.
Just pick one. Just pick a label that feels good enough and run with it. Nobody is gunna challenge you and ask you, well how do you KNOW? and if they do, they're a fuckin weirdo and you can tell em to fuck off. You don't need to be 100% sure. You can actually just do what you want, forever. Maybe you'll realize it isnt for you and move on. Maybe you won't. Fuck it
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violetspurpleshoelace · 1 month ago
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ough season 4 having an overall message of hope after 3 seasons of bleakness oughhh... hope despite the world being so misrable... aoug AJ saving clems life in an act purley based on hope... ough. Paralelling the scene with Lee being the moment that clem lost HER hope OUCHHH ARGGG WELCH!! "All this. Its worth it." ARGGGG WOOF ARF WOOF BARK ARF
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verdemoun · 1 year ago
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Don't know if you've already talked about bill but how is he coping with modern times? I always imagined a modern bill becoming a car mechanic, or something adjacent, maybe even becoming a small influencer where he posts abt trucks and such (and also his dog. I just know that man gets a dog in any type of modern au)
i have not spoken about bill because bill as a character just makes me so sad fam like was he doomed to be the power hungry bastard of toxic masculinity we see in rdr1 or did the events of rdr2 actively make him that way why was everyone so mean to him like you can see the way people treats him chipping away at him it makes me want to scream but back to timewarp au
therapy. my otp is bill and therapy. man needs anger management and to unpack that emotional baggage. it would take a while but once bill made the connection sometimes when he feels angry and acts out he's actually feeling sad/upset he'd start to develop as a person really quickly.
he would be so conflicted about seeing the gang again. why does no one talk about what happened to bill in the gap between rdr1 and 2?? dutch fucking left him behind bill would've followed dutch to the ends of the earth and been the perfect obedient loyal son he always wanted and dutch just threw him away because hunting down arthur and john for betraying him was more important!!
the new main gang would've picked him up because they knew he was going to be timewarped but it would be so uncomfortable.
poor kieran would've been so terrified he had to stay with annabelle and grimshaw until bill left. he usually regresses a little whenever someone timewarps because he has obvious reason to be nervous about the gang but it would've been a full breakdown just knowing bill was coming back. bill would've felt bad about it too because he never made the connection between how the gang's teasing made him feel vs what his bullying was doing to kieran.
the rest of the gang would've gone straight back to teasing bill because that was the dynamic last time they were all together. he would've hated it and lashed out a lot. he became something after they died they better respect it but of course they just don't. bill would've barely understood modern era before he bounced.
happy stuff now i promise. he ended up hitchhiking for a bit and learning about the modern world from truckers. he would love going to bars and truck stops and dodgy mom and pop diners along the highway.
he ends up getting a job on a ranch (ironically the modern day MacFarlane which became a massive multimillion dollar operation) and still gets to ride horses almost every day. he picks up herding super quickly and gets all the validation and care he deserves. the owners love him and are really supportive and patient when it comes to dealing with his temper.
he gets a little power trip out of learning to drive the semi-truck and unlike most of the hands is always super excited and happy to go on cross-country road trips delivering things to processing facilities. his favorite thing though would be the combine harvester he will work 14 hour shifts without complaint harvesting grain.
bill loves dogs almost more than he loves his horses he cannot drive past a sign that says puppies for sale without at least stopping to look. this habit has resulted in him having five dogs and they are his new gang. his first dog was a stray he picked up on the side of the road it's a wire-haired gundog mutt just called Mutt. he also has two cattle dogs (Clem and Roanoke), a long hair shepherd called Mercer and finally a catahoula called Abel. they are all working dogs and he does not go anywhere without all of them. they all sleep on his bed and are just as happy to go on cross country road trips in the semi as he is.
he can control all of them with a whistle or non verbal commands and they are insanely well trained. Micah fucking hates him sure Baymax can bark and growl and look scary on command but the second one of Bill's dogs curls up its lips Baymax is hiding behind Micah terrified and Bill is so fucking smug about it.
through therapy and having his ideals challenged bill starts making an effort to be less racist and sexist and actually confronting some of the gang about the way they treated him in 1899 and mending those relationships because look yeah he went off the deep end after the VDLs but he does still care about them and wants to have good relationships with them he's just got to work through a lot of issues go bill i believe in you
and most importantly he finally got over the internalized homophobia and admitted to himself he's a bit/lot gay. he's not wearing beads at pride levels of comfortable with it yet but he is a classic bear who will protect the gaybies from violence with violence.
it's like a many, many years slow burn but him and alden get together because charlybird's art is one of the only reasons i gave bill a chance as a character and i am a better person for it
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Clem once again found herself in the Shrub Club greenhouse, but not because the door was left open by anyone. Absolutely not.
With her tail proudly swaying in the air, she trotted up the row of vegetable plots; a little crop inspection, if you will. She took her duties very seriously, after all. But then — Clementine’s head snapped, then tilted in bamboozled curiosity at a squirming plant that suddenly began dancing at her.
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A low, warning bark left Clem’s throat. How dare this wriggling green offender taunt her! Naturally, she attacked in the best way she knew how:
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Upon walking into the greenhouse, Theo thinks she hears a very familiar bark....(which means their secret signal had worked).
She calls out hopefully, "Clem? Is that you girl?!" As she does, she sees that Clem is indeed busy.
Theo watches in anticipation as Clem is in a stand off with their new Can-Can Cactus. They hadn't quite figured out a use for yet, besides maybe also teaching it the cha-cha, but a dog toy seemed a pretty good use as any!
She stifles a laugh as Clem bravely uses her snoot to defeat the evil shrubbery!!! Theo runs over, getting on her knees to tackle the good gorl. She gives her many generous head pats to congratulate her on her victory! And, naturally, Theo can't help but also sneak in a little cheek squish between words of admiration, "Well done, Clem!!! Who's a brave, strong girl?!?! Such a good guard dog conquering that nasty plant!!!"
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She made a note to find something even tastier than Meech's cabbages to reward her with. And maybe also hide the dancing plants from now on....
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adallegra · 11 months ago
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Clem, Clem, Clementine, where are you? Come here, girl! I have a job for you in exchange for a snack! You have a veeeeery good nose, right? You do! Yes, you do! Who's a good girl! Want to help me find some smelly cheese? I got a tasty tasty scooby doggy snack right here if you help me!"
Clementine was snoozing with her golden head resting between her paws. An ear pricked up. Was that her name? Her eyes snapped open, and she lifted her head. Strange. It sounded like that red-headed boy who liked to talk a lot. Heaving herself languidly off the rug, Clem stretched her hind legs and then her front, dipping her back before she gave herself a little shake to sling off any remaining sleepiness. As soon as she nudged the door open her tail immediately started swishing on its own accord. It was the prefect!  
She trotted up to him and nudged his hand for pets as the wizard rambled on as usual. Clementine was listening, though, so she barked once to show that she understood and with eager pants, followed the prefect into Nosy’s room. 
In her own opinion, Clementine had been a very good girl. The castle smelt delicious this whole time but she knew better than to eat anything that was not hers. But now. Now she had permission! She burst into the room and instantly got to work, nose down, wagging bottom in the air. It was too easy. She let out an enthusiastic bark and vaulted onto the prefect’s bed, snout snuffling and teeth tearing. Feathers exploded into the air and rained down the room as Clementine viciously tore at the bedding and pillows, blurred white thrashing around her body like a maelstrom. 
And finally! A clump of whatever smelt so incredible fell out and Clem was on it in a flash. Before the prefect could commend her on a job well done, she was already monching happily amidst the pool of destroyed sheets, untroubled by the feathers that were still gently floating around her. She woofed again. 
Was she not the bestest girl?
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