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archaeren · 27 days ago
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"Call me Principal~"
Neji cosplaying Chuza lmao this is a gift for the friend who got me into JJ c: you have her to thank for the existence of this XD
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behindfairytales · 9 months ago
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Amy Bailey in The Chosen (s3) as Joanna
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cruger2984 · 6 months ago
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THE DESCRIPTION OF SAINT JOANNA The Wife of Chuza and the Holy Benefactor of Jesus Christ Feast Day: May 24
Joanna was one of several women in the Bible healed of 'evil spirits and diseases' by Jesus Christ. After being healed, Joanna accompanied Jesus and the twelve disciples on their travels from town to town and helped support the Lord's ministry.
As the wife of Chuza, the manager of Herod Antipas' household estate, Joanna was a woman of means and influence. Along with Mary Magdalene, Susanna, and others, Joanna helped provide food and supplies for the missionary troupe from her own wealth.
Whether Joanna had been set free from a demon or healed of some mental or physical disability, we are not told. But we do know that Joanna remained wholly devoted to Jesus until the end. She traveled with Him on His final journey from Galilee to Jerusalem. She was present at Jesus' crucifixion and burial.
Later, Joanna returned with other women who had prepared spices and burial ointments to anoint Jesus' body. Upon discovering the empty tomb, Joanna and the others ran to report the news to the apostles.
Joanna is mentioned in the Bible only in the Gospel of Luke. The Herod that Joanna's husband was steward for was the tetrarch of Galilee, so Joanna herself must have lived in Tiberias, the capital of Galilee. Scholars believe Joanna may have been a key source of much of the detailed information Luke included in his writings about the life of Jesus. Tradition holds that when John the Baptist was killed during Herod's birthday, she obtained his head and buried it honorably in an earthen vessel on the Mount of Olives, where Herod had a parcel of land.
By welcoming women like Joanna into His inner circle, Jesus broke with Jewish tradition and the strict social divisions of His day. And Joanna, no doubt, stepped down from her aristocratic social position when she chose to follow Jesus and associate with His disciples.
After her conversion, Joanna traveled with Jesus, served Him, learned from Him, and financially supported His ministry. In first-century Judaism, such conduct was considered scandalous for women, and especially a married woman. Joanna's life is an example of how the gospel demolishes class barriers and social prejudices. The fact that she was the wife of a man in Herod's employ is ironic, given the general Herodian hatred for Jesus.
Although little is written about Joanna in the Bible, we can glean from just a few lines that the Lord was precious to her. She had the privilege of being one of the first people to share the good news of Christ's resurrection.
Joanna was a loyal and generous follower of Christ. She proves that the kingdom of heaven is accessible to all who are willing to give their lives in humble service to Jesus and others.
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herpsandbirds · 6 months ago
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Yellow Banded Awl (Hasora schoenherr chuza), family Hesperiidae, Singapore
photograph by Koh Cher Hern
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jackjeannebrainrot · 1 year ago
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Jack Jeanne Special Gold Saves
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Japanese credit and English translation credit
WARNING: Potential Route Spoilers can be found below, continue reading at your own risk.
COMMON ROUTE
In the scene at the shrine, when Chuza says, "Oh, you must think I'm some flashy con artist, don't you? Take a look at the school's website. Here."
In the scenario that occurs during the first singing lesson, when Tancho's line, "Life must be dazzling! And so too will you dazzle, my little diamonds in the rough!"
Tues April 14th - In the conversation scene after rehearsal, when Neji says, "Well, just leave it to me. I have confidence from polishing the 'dull Quartz' after Tsuki Tachibana left."
Sat May 30th - During the "Newcomer Performance", when Otori's line "…………………… Gah." (Scene where Otori's event illustration is displayed)
During the preparation period for the summer performance, during the 5th Weekend with Ion'', the line "I mean, I'm now a match for Kiito with his incredible physique." (before starting song practice)
In the additional scenario that occurs when you visit Mona Star School 10 times during the preparation period for the summer performance , when Mona 's line “Oh, yes! I was known as Univeil's Brown Rose, you know?''
Sat July 25th - During the "Summer Performance", when Kai's line "Don't play dumb. It's as if… " (Scene where Mutsumi's event illustration is displayed)
During summer break when selecting "Go Out" with Kasai at Onyx Dorms (playing soccer/football) - Kasai says, "Or so you think…!"
Mon Oct 12th - In the scene during rehearsal, when Orimaki 's line "Gotcha! Hup. Hahaha."
Sat Oct 24th - During the “Autumn Performance,'' right after choosing to speak to Fumi from the wings of the stage, his line “Wow, that really ticks me off!!!"
Sat Oct 24th - During the “Autumn Performance'', after choosing the option to speak to Suo, his line "I'll kill you… I'll kill you, I'll kill you, I'll kill you, I'll kill you!!" (Scene where Sou's event illustration is displayed)
Tues Dec 22nd - After rehearsal at the theater (at night), in the conversation scene with Mitsuki, his line “No matter who you are, I accept you."
Thurs Dec 24th - During the "Winter Performance", when Kisa's line "Aaaaahh… agh…!" ( Scene where event illustration with Mitsuki is displayed)
KISA ROUTE
Sat Jan 16th - when Ao says, "I'll be rooting for you. If times get tough, just remember Ao is here. I'll always be with you."
Wed Jan 27th - when Kisa 's line "The central nation of Kielce is my entire life" (Scene where Kisa's event illustration is displayed)
Sun Jan 31st - In Kisa's route , when Chui’s line "Come with me. I’ll take you as far as you want to go" appears. This is a scene after going out.
Sat Feb 27th - Before the play begins, in the scene in the theater/corridor, Kisa says, "So watch me, okay?"
SUZU ROUTE
In Suzu's intimacy scenario 3, when Suzu's line " ... " appears. (Scene where event illustration is displayed)
Mon Jan 4th - In the scene in the Rhodonite practice hall, when Mare's line "Whaaaaaaaa?!” (the second time)
Sat Feb 27th - After the Final Performance on Suzu’s route, when Kamiya 's line “I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry'' appears. (Scene inside the Universal Theater)
MITSUKI ROUTE
In Mitsuki’s Intimacy Scenario 2, when Mitsuki says, " Do you guys mind…?" (Scene in the rehearsal hall at the beginning of the scenario)
Fri Feb 12th - In Mitsuki’s route, when Kaido says , "I was waiting for you to say that! Sugachi, I want you to be Onyx’s victorious dancing princess!"
SOU ROUTE
Mon Feb 1st - In Sou’s route, when Momonashi says, “I want to consume Chui Tanakamigi. I want to take him, swallow him, and turn him into myself.” (Scene at Mt. Odate)
Wed Feb 24th - In Sou’s route, when Sou says, “Your ability to think about yourself gets warped and you can’t see the world for what it is.” (Scene where event illustration is displayed)
KAI ROUTE
Fri Jan 29th - In Kai’s route, when Kai says, “What is it?” while talking to Mitsuki as he’s looking for Kisa.
FUMI ROUTE
Fri Feb 19th - In Fumi’s route, when Fumi says, “Sorry… I wasn’t careful and I got sick.” when visiting Fumi in his room.
NEJI ROUTE
Wed Feb 24th - In Neji’s route, when Neji says, “I was excited to see how far he’ll go. Which is why I wrote scripts for him and even played his AI Jeanne.” when speaking in the Quartz Training Room.
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portraitsofsaints · 6 months ago
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Saint Joanna wife of Chuza
1st Century
Feast Day: May 24
Saint Joanna the Myrrh-bearer was the wife of Chuza, the steward of King Herod Antipas. She was cured of evil maladies by Jesus, then followed and provided for Him and His apostles. (Luke 8:1-3) She was one of the women who discovered the empty tomb on Easter morning. (Luke 24:10) Saint Joanna is known to have carried the myrrh that was to prepare Jesus at His death.
Prints, plaques & holy cards available for purchase here: (website)
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myremnantarmy · 2 months ago
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𝐒𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟎, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 𝐆𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐥
Memorial of Saints Andrew Kim Tae-gŏn, Priest, and Paul Chŏng Ha-sang, and Companions, Martyrs
Lk 8:1-3
Jesus journeyed from one town and village to another,
preaching and proclaiming the good news of the Kingdom of God.
Accompanying him were the Twelve
and some women who had been cured of evil spirits and infirmities,
Mary, called Magdalene, from whom seven demons had gone out,
Joanna, the wife of Herod’s steward Chuza,
Susanna, and many others
who provided for them out of their resources.
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himehikoshrine · 1 year ago
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This post will also have spoilers for all the things. Oops should I have been warning about that.... I tried to @ you in a post i made on like 2 hours of sleep about the Seagull because you got me thinking about it again, but I haven't been on tumblr in years so I don't know how to make it work right, so I'll just do it here! (Here) People say that Chekov wrote himself into many of the characters in the Seagull, not just Trigorin, but not NOT Trigorin. Both Treplev and Trigorin are Chekov and both of them are Neji. Even more so on his route.
I have so many thoughts on why Neji left Amber, and I imagine he has even more, and none of them alone are the full picture. But reading it through that specific line in the Seagull -- I wonder if Neji was headed even more down that route, and would have if he'd stayed. Chui will literally just walk away from a performance everyone has been destroying themselves to perfect the day before because he sees no value in it. Neji, even a year and a half in Quartz, is still saying rather mean things without explaining himself.
(Bless Kai and Fumi at the end of Neji's route who are just trying to explain to Kisa that Neji is kind of a disaster actually, when it comes to communicating and being a person in general. He's been running from being a person for so long, maybe it worked, just not in the ways he meant. Kai saying something like "He's actually terrible at knowing what he needs to actually say out loud and what he absolutely should not say out loud, but if I told him that he'd just go 'if it's you saying it its really all over' or something")
Neji when he's being mean is my favorite, I love it when he's mean but -- he's for sure got a bit of a mean streak -- (that foiling web of Neji and Fumi and Chui -- genius and art and wings and expectations and family history in performance and --)
I wonder if Neji in Winter Arc is in fact a toned down, more connected, more -- as the game uses -- grounded version of where he was and where he would have been had he stayed in Amber. Quartz is about connection -- it's about how actually its better if people from different places support each other and each bring their own strength and point of view together -- as messy and dramatic as it may be -- as many clashes and upheavals as it may cause.
Like I'm a big time Chuza hater for plenty of reasons, but the fact that he's got this secret little plan that makes no sense to save a class whose merits he can't even articulate just. Ew. There is power in Quartz but its not one Chuza seems to even understand or care about. Or really even believe in. But that's a post for another time and this reblog chain has gotten so long. Ahaha... If you want me to talk more about anything, please drop an ask I'm happy to riff -- But yes!! I'm so glad you also see it as Kisa basically showing him things he's been otherwise looking away from but that he knows -- Kisa's unique skill -- the game tells us -- is that she can reflect the true form of someone back at them. It's actually extremely similar to Chui's unique ability. The game doesn't say specifically that anything supernatural is involved in either of these per se, even if Chui speaks as if he's talking more about magic ritual than theater (though all theater is born from ritual, if you go back far enough) -- but regardless of how you read it. Both Chui and Kisa seem able to do something similar. Neji does it too, actually, but in a different form. He pulls things into his scripts, consciously and unconsciously.
Mitsuki has him nailed down EXACTLY at the end of Neji's first Affection Event. People get ~vibes~ off Chui and Momonashi and actually Kisa quite a bit, but Mitsuki gets them (correctly) off Neji and his little dragon's den of an office. I love Mitsuki for that.
Mitsuki also says outright what it is Neji is chasing. Someone who can sate him. Someone who can keep up (someone who puts up with honestly far more than she should, Kisa, not everything Neji does is reasonable you should just say no sometimes, baby. I bet Chui would just wander off mid conversation when Neji got too far into the antics.)
There's no set route order, but you absolutely need to play Neji's first Affection event in full again if not for the first time AFTER the ending of Soshiro's route so you get the comparison on which vibes it is that Mitsuki is picking up. That Amber Class, man... Something about that Amber Class and Vibes. It is not by accident there is shared metaphor being used there, I imagine.
It's very important to me that Neji gets what he gets from a line HE wrote into his little one man show. Kisa is literally saying his own words back at him. He's already written the truth -- if Kisa's mirroring is in her acting, and Chui does it via dance and performance, Neji's is in his writing. Like you said, Neji is working through STUFF in Oh Rama Havenna - It's the first time the game pins him down on that and it's the biggest "Neji declared winter a poorly run group therapy session with no-ones permission because he's a menace, but at least he doesn't spare himself either" - but as Sou points out. The water motif is in a lot more than one play. He's writing himself into everything. Like Chekov and the Seagull, if you believe those bits of literary analysis.
He wrote it down, but he won't LOOK at it, not really, until Mitsuki yells at him for it. His line about not playing his female characters with interiority is another obvious lie -- Neji's most famous role, and the last actual complex role he'd played before Domina is Takihime. No one, not even Chui when he's explaining that Neji couldn't complete the role, says Takihime was lacking interiority. Like sure, Employee A doesn't seem to have much interior life, but neither does the fortune teller or Ushinoko (though, speaking of themes Neji writes into his own characters, Mr. "I'm always planning the next play even when I'm working on this one"....). I'm just glad the game didn't try to say he can't WRITE the interiority, which was a spoiler I read and I was gonna scream. Because most of his most compelling, complex, deep characters are women. If the game had tried to pull that after Chichi and Rukiora.... Well maybe it would have called attention to the lie more, and that would have been nice in its own way. Ugh I could rant forever about every part of this...
Chui and Kisa together is a terrible combination for both of them -- Neji knows this, and eventually, on his route, even puts it into normal person language instead of making 20 jokes per minute about telling Kisa to get good at running or telling Chui he's not sharing. (The two of them I swear). Both Chui and Neji are chasing a reflection of themselves, and its something they had in each other.
Maybe one day I'll finish this fic but its a line Neji DOESN'T read right after the one he asks Kisa to read. "Maybe she'll be able to understand me." Like. Sir, the mirror you are chasing? It's in your hand. You wrote it. Look. Look with your eyes.
Chui outright says that Kisa will be able to reflect his talent and pull him even higher -- as I said, Kisa and Chui's abilities are similar. If they're fixed on one another, maybe they really could reach escape velocity together. They'd never look at anything else, though, and they'd end up somewhere so far from everything else, it'd basically destroy them. Not to mention what it'd do to the actual art -- something that Neji is trying to get Chui to understand -- Chui can bring to life anything that Neji can imagine, and Neji can imagine things that work perfectly to bring out Chui's abilities, but-- Like I said in the post I linked -- that experimental script at the start of The Seagull? That feels exactly like the sort of thing Neji would write and Chui would pull off spectacularly, actually (and now I really wanna see it ngl). In Puppet, he takes the accusation of "too experimental" as a high compliment. But when he comes to Quartz, he's as much grounding himself as he asks Fumi to do to make things work. That line about "it must have felt like ripping his wings off" which Chui literally echoes when talking about Neji in his route..... that.... foiling...... ugh. This is so long again oops. Like I said, feel free to drop an ask on anything specific if you want me to rant even more. I didn't even get to religion. Ririya and I actually went back and forth on specifically what Towada might be getting at -- I really should try to make that into a post one of these days. Because in terms of Neji writing himself into things, in terms of that imagine with wings -- Ishida dropped Towada's comment "like a kid in the cabbage patch" and then Towada is like "I'll clarify" and I was like that... that is not a very clear clarification...
Mary Jane and Frankenstein 
In honor of Spooky Month and the imminent arrival of Mary Jane Day, I have done the scariest thing imaginable, returned to tumblr dot com to write a meta/analysis post.
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[image description: images side by side of the top of the Mary Jane poster, showing Mary looking down sewing Jacob, next to the 1831 edition front panel illustration of Frankenstein, showing Victor looking down on his creature in horror]
This is a mostly informal attempt to collect my thoughts on the fact that Neji’s little spooktacular, in addition to being a very pointed exploration, as all of his plays are, of art and theater, the school, himself and his classmates (without their permission, the menace) and just, a lot of fun, is perhaps one of the best piece of Frankenstein related media I have EVER seen in relation to the original novel. 
This is pulling a lot of things from the Stage Script rather than the in game version, which summarizes a lot of the things I'm mentioning specifically. You can find the full Stage Script in the game menu, or
[ here ]
because I love this play so much that I needed a searchable version.
Caveat Emptor here is that it’s been a long time since I’ve read the novel in its entirety. If this game gets me to read it again, I may have to revamp things. But again, largely informal. But very long, somehow.
Oooops.
If you're curious about anything in here and want to expand on it more, or hear my thoughts on it, please feel free to reblog, send an ask, or message. Or ask me elsewhere if we're already connected there. There's a lot I glossed over, especially at the end of this. I have a lot to say, and if we're back to writing metas on tumblr dot com the chances of stopping at one are slim.
Mary as Frankenstein, Mary as Mother
Mary’s name is acting as several allusions at once. I mean, there are at least 3 Mary’s in the bible one could point to - Mary, Mother of Jesus is absolutely at play. But Lazarus’s sister is also a Mary. And while technically Mary Magdalene is often misrepresented and amalgamated with other characters in retellings, the idea of “purifying” her has canon precedent - having had seven demons driven out of her.
Of course, Neji’s twisting all of it, in his Neji way.
(Interestingly enough, these are the Three Marys of the Quem Quaeritis - widely considered a point of "rebirth" of theatre in Europe during the middle ages.)
But Mary is also the name of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, author of Frankenstein. And this, this is a Frankenstein story. It is, in fact, a beautiful inversion of so much about the book that gets left out in most far more serious attempts at a Frankenstein story. 
The original book is about motherhood and its inversion. Much could be said about when during her life she wrote it, or her own mother’s death shortly after she was born, or any number of things that have been hashed and rehashed a thousand times from AP English to the ivoriest of towers. But, fan of Death of the Author that I am, I posit you don’t need any of that to see in the text.
Victor creates a person with science, rather than by ‘nature’. It is an unnatural birth. And Victor is just about the shittiest possible parent. The Creature spends a good deal of time explaining to him, when they meet up again, that Victor is his father, and that he was literally abandoned as a newborn, and maybe that was kind of the worst possible thing he could have done. It’s not a mantle Victor has any desire to take up, the role of a parent. He wanted to create life, but he didn’t want to be a parent. But that’s what it means to create life. 
By gender swapping the role, you’re already inverting the inversion - but Mary’s creation is no more “natural” than Victors. But it is different. Neji, ever witch-coded himself, has Mary put one of her own hairs into every doll. It’s returning the shared body to the act of bringing these creations into being.
But even without that. Mary considers herself a mother. She considers herself a mother despite having no memory of one herself - Mary knows lots of things she shouldn’t, and doesn’t know many things she should. But she calls herself a mother. Even before any of the dolls move, she is their mother. A motherhood she wants to desperately share with others. She considers the act of selling a doll a kind of ‘adoption’. These are her children. And they know it. It’s stitched into every stitch in their doll bodies. They know Mary is their mother. And they know she loves them.
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[image description: screenshot of Mary in her workshop. The text shows Mary's line saying "I'm back, dear dolls. Mommy's home."]
The Creature comes to think of Victor as a father - an absentee one at that, and craves that love, a love he is never shown. Mary averts this spectacularly. She creates out of love. 
Names
Mary takes great care in naming Jacob, and ends up doing so, though she doesn’t say it, after a biblical pun (Jacob, in the bible, is explicitly named such as a pun on the word “Heel”). But names are important to Mary, and she is sure to give one to Jacob as soon as he’s fully formed, even before she sees him wake up. Victor very particularly does not name his creature. Instead, he tends to throw around insults, many of which are demonic or satanic. When they finally meet again, the Creature says to him “I should have been thy Adam.” Mary averts this mistake, among so many others, spectacularly. Being called by her name is important to her, and she extends that offer to Jacob even before he’s fully “born.” Like a good mother.
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[image description: a screenshot showing Fumi and Kai dressed as Mary and Jacob, as seen from the stage with the audience in the background. Kai is saying Jacob's line "I did, Mary. You are Mary Jane. My mother."]
Not only does she give him a nice biblical pun of a first name, she shares her last name with him, again before he’s even more than a doll. That’s her boy, that’s her best friend. That’s her family.
The song here, which is only sung and dance AFTER Mary has given him a name is called "A Friend Without A Name" Almost as if specifically calling attention to this fact. Mary is as much the friend without a name as Jacob, if not more. She is the one that has never heard another voice say her name, where as Jacob is called his before he's even awakened by the Island's magic and Mary's love.
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[image description: the screen from just before A Friend Without A Name showing Mary and Jacob's CG of Mary Stitching Jacob.]
Mary as a Good Mother
Some of the weirder moments in the play actually make a lot more sense when you look at them through this light. Jacob randomly saying he hates Mary in a fit of jealousy? It’s because he’s a child. He’s a baby. That’s a baby boy. Mary, herself quite childish, forgetting so much of what’s important, as the Island is known for, reacts incorrectly, but understandably. This is her first friend - and far more of one than the others she thinks she’s made, in terms of mutual respect, compassion, and small acts of kindness. But this level of connection and emotional reciprocation is still new to her. She’s hurt. She runs.
And The Order of Shadow’s duo is quick to tell her that that’s just the nature of ghosts, telling themselves a little joke about how they have been lying to her from the start, and fully intend to stab her in the back, far more than any ghost. Victor’s instinct is to consider his creature a monster, a fiend, a demon. Mary is told by characters positioned as far more knowledgeable about the world than her that he must be exactly that.
And how does Mary react? She refuses to believe it. Even hurt as she was, even with someone who just said this is their entire expertise telling her it’s in his nature to be cruel, Mary refuses to accept it. She still loves him. She makes the right choice. That’s her best friend. That’s her family. That’s a (un)life she brought into this world, and she stands by him. No matter what. She would risk her life to rescue him. She will fight for him.
This is why that scene has to be there. Because she has to be given that temptation, that trial. And she passes spectacularly in a way Victor will not, to the end.
It’s also a thematic explanation for the garbage scene, which is probably there as much to be silly as anything. I mean, it’s also there to show many other things — Mary’s eccentricity is ingenious in its own quirky way — the islanders who hated her, who she didn’t understand, give her the tools to save Jacob and the others — Mary not even considering the same level of violence — it being a moment of empathy between Mary and the islanders who never showed her even a shred of it back — she understands that they couldn’t tell which food was rotten. She sees things from their point of view. And many more besides.
But, from the point of view of Mary as a Mother, Mary succeeding brilliantly where Victor failed… Mary is literally willing to coat herself in filth to rescue Jacob. Parenthood is messy. It involves a lot of gross things. Even Victor's, sanitized of the normal processes and cloaked in science, was made of corpse parts. But the play actually brings back a part of parenthood that Mary had been able to avoid thus far - the mess. Mary, once again, doesn’t hesitate. For Jacob? She’ll do anything.
Jacob is shown love and kindness, and he responds with the same. He has the same unnatural strength as Victor’s creature, but he’s only ever shown using it to rescue himself and others. When Mary asks for a handshake, he replies that he can’t, because such would be an invitation for a duel. And that they should hug, instead. Mary didn’t even know what that was. Far from disgusted by the lack of warmth she feels from his skin, she looks beyond that, to the emotional warmth and connection.
Frankenstein’s creature, famously, lashes out in violence. While Victor views this as his responsibility only in so far as he brought a demon into the world, he doesn’t understand, even when the Creature eloquently explains it, that the Creature was a being who had only known cruelty.
Jacob knows love. He knows kindness. He knows sadness and loneliness and pain. And refuses to engage in any form of touch that could even be considered violence. They hug.
Which is not to say Mary’s creatures can’t kill. But they do only to protect their mother, and only after Mary has risked everything to protect Jacob. They are Mary’s children, not Victor’s. Even their violence is an act of love. And in another inversion - they are the ones telling Mary to run. Something she does not want to do. She doesn't want to leave them behind. After all, they are her children. She departs from them only at Jacob's literal tug away, and with an apology and a thanks.
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[Image description: screenshot of Fumi, dressed as Mary Jane, shown from stage view, with the audience behind, while a Doll's lines "Protect Mommy, let mommy run away." are shown below.]
Boats and Framing
But the parallels are not only in the most famous part of the novel - consider this - Frankenstein, the novel, is written as a series of nesting framing narratives. The bookend narrative, the one we open and close on, is a boat. Most Frankenstein adaptations cut the boat trip frame, but Mary Jane very specifically opens and closes on a boat at sea, and its ending is EXACTLY the reverse of Frankenstein’s. If for some reason you’re this far in and don’t want more spoilers for a 200 year old book, now’s the time to click away, I guess.
The boat is on a course to the Arctic. Victor is on board, telling his story, because his creature has fled there, away from humanity. Victor intends to pursue him endlessly, to kill him, fully aware that he is almost certainly going to die, frozen and alone, in the process. We don’t get to see this happen - the story ends merely with the certainty that this is what is coming. Victor, on a boat, intending to go to the ends of the earth alone to kill the Creature he brought into the world, treating it like some burden and punishment. 
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[image description: a screenshot from Mary Jane, with the CG of Mary and the Ghosts on the ship, with the summary text overlayed on it reading "Friends together, fun forever."]
How does Mary Jane end? With Mary, and Jacob, and a cast of playful characters — her friends — sailing off for the ends of the world, together, in pursuit of life and happiness - even in death.
Ghost Party ends the play because its a triumph. Neji throwing out Horace’s Ode to Cleopatra in there because he can’t not do silly things like that — but Frankenstein famously contains many references to classics — many made by the Creature himself, who was forced to educate himself via books, lacking a parent to help him. 
Mary Jane takes a section of sheer joy out of a poem of complex mixed emotions, and says them repeatedly. This is a party. This is a triumph. Mary leaves on a boat for the ends of the world a success, a good mother, a friend. And a human.
Humanity, Connection, Isolation
The play deconstructs so wonderfully this question of humanity. Mary doesn’t find any joy in it, despite barely understanding it herself - until she is able to use it to help others. The first time in her life she’s been glad to be human - something she only really understands as “needing to eat food” - is when it gives her the ability to save her ghost friends. If that’s what humanity is, the ability to care for others, the ghosts of the chapel, the play is telling us, are far more human. 
One of my favorite exchanges in the play is after Charles and Figaro explain to Mary that the corpse parts used to make Jacob were their friends. Mary is not malicious in the least. She has no concept of this act as sacrilege or desecration. She is genuinely childishly innocent in most of what she does. And she can’t understand it.
Mary says “If you can love unmoving corpses so much… How can you not feel for living ghosts...?"
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[image description: Mary in front of the burning town. She's saying "How can you not feel for living ghosts...?"]
Charles responds that she must be completely off her rocker. But she’s correct. Mary sees life in front of her, even undead life, and wants to protect it. Even the Islanders, who only ever treated her with distain, who only ever made her miserable — she doesn’t want them to die, even knowing they are already dead. 
Outside of Mary, her oddball eccentric self, in this play, the more human someone is, the crueler they are. Figaro and Charles are only ever here to mess with her before dragging her off to be killed. They have no willingness to even try to understand anything outside their world view. The Islanders, who think themselves human, revile Mary, and make up terrible rumors about her. 
Both of these groups do so, in part, for similar reasons. Because to have empathy would force a realization on them they cannot bear. The last thing Figaro realizes, before he’s dragged into the most poetic of justices, is that the dolls have SOULS. They are ALIVE. It’s a moment of anger and madness, but it’s a last minute realization that he’s been wrong now that it’s too late. Of course it’s not a revelation he’ll remember. You tend to forget what’s important on Kakuriyo Island.
If Mary averts all of Victor’s mistakes, Charles and Figaro make many of them. Seeing the Creature as a collection of corpses, as demonic, as an abomination against God. Reacting only in anger, in cruelty, in violence. Chasing something they view, wrongly, as an abomination to the ends of the earth, until it kills them. Mary has Victor’s role, but Victor’s actions and outlook are given to the antagonists. 
It’s fascinating to me, then, that there are two of them. In the version of the play that gets performed, they’re twins - doubles. Two halves of one whole, who egg each other along in their cruelty. But they also exist to show that even these two are capable of empathy and connection. They do in fact understand the thing they tease Mary with. They have the ability and understanding to extend that to Ghosts, or to Mary. They simply refuse to. Figaro really does love his brother - his grief at his death is genuine. It’s a clever way to show that.
In the book, Victor is extremely isolated, by his own choice. He withdraws from everyone in order to work on his creature, and after he runs from it, he keeps to himself just as much, now blaming the idea that he can tell no one what he’s done. Even when he’s surrounded by family, he is utterly alone. By choice. The Creature eventually lashes out and kills the woman Victor intended to marry. In Victor’s mind, he cares about this girl, but it is not in his actions. Like much else, she exists more as a creation of Victors mind than something in the world for him to interact with and care about. Until she dies. Then he’s furious. And decides to spend the rest of his life chasing down the Creature to kill him for it. 
This contradiction in Victor has always read as intentional to me. The book is calling out his hypocrisy here. He doesn’t actually desire connection - the connection his Creature eloquently explains his longing for. But if it is denied him, he acts like he’s been affronted, painted with a shallow layer of sanctimoniousness or justice. Murder is bad, of course, and the Creature shouldn’t have killed an innocent young woman to get at Victor, of course. But the discrepancy between the way Victor reacts to her in death and the way he does when she’s alive is intentional.
Victor has every chance for human connection. Time and time and time again he’s given that chance and refuses it. Even to the very end, on that boat. He could stay with the crew. Sail back home. Let it go. The Creature has run away from humanity which it has come to despise as much as its absentee father disdained it. There is no need to keep chasing. But Victor cannot let it go. 
The Creature longs for connection and is denied it. Victor disdains and refuses it, even when it’s available to him.
Mary as The Creature
Contrast this with Mary — It is Mary, rather than Jacob, that is in the Creature’s situation here. Mary is constantly chasing connection. Constantly trying to find something to reflect humanity (compassion, life, emotions — rather than the matter of blood and flesh that Figaro and Charles always talk about it as) back at her. And she can’t get it. She, like the Creature, hides in the bushes and watches it from afar. She, like the Creature, chases after it only for people to run away, to treat her with cruelty. Mary is Frankenstein, but she is also a reflection of the Creature. She is both in one, in this sense.
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Her costume specifically makes her look nearly as much the doll as the ones she makes - in the world of the story, because she's sewing both - but thematically, it ties her to them not only as their mother, but as a reflection of the Creature, herself.
Like the Creature, Mary is an odd mix of naivety and childishness, with startling gaps in her knowledge, and extreme skill and adult abilities. She knows what she knows well. Like the Creature, Mary has no memory of kindness, of family, of parents. She has only ever seen it in the way the Islanders interact with each other. She is the Creature here - raising herself, learning of the world through watching it, being reviled for every attempt she makes to reach out.
One thing the Creature explains to Victor is that he didn’t even understand, at the time, why he was being treated this way. He had no awareness of his own nature and what he looked like in the eyes of others. Only that they ran in fear and chased him away, and reacted with violence.
Mary Jane inverts this. Mary is human, but the humans around her are something she cannot understand. Like the Creature, Mary doesn’t understand why people react this way. The book expects you to come to the same conclusion as the play - the fault lies not with the Creature anymore more than it does with Mary, at this point. It is those around him, those around her, that are at fault, that are a thing neither can understand. Human’s are cruel. Ghosts who think they’re humans are cruel. It is a disconnect between themselves and the world around them they don’t understand, and desperately try to bridge over and over.
Even Mary, as quirky and childlike as she is, is on the verge of giving up, of being consumed by the Lonely Darkness. We don't know what her fate would have been if the Order of Shadows had not come. Victor's Creature, far more morose than Mary, gives up on connection, as well. He is denied the most basic of needs, and eventually, he learns the violence and hatred being directed at him, and, newborn that he is, lashes out.
But, ultimately, companionship and connection are the Creature’s goals, and it is that that he requests of Victor, who refuses to provide it himself. Make for me a mate. Mary is the Creature, and she is Frankenstein. She makes a friend for herself. Her motivation in creating Jacob is not science, it is not in defiance of  death or God — very pointedly — it is out of loneliness - the same motivation that the Creature gives for his desire that Victor make him another like him. And when Mary does so, she’s a good mother, and a good friend.
Religion
Frankenstein’s full title is Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus - it is about forming people, but it is also about stealing fire from the Gods. The question of if creating life out of death the way Victor does is an affront to God is something that Victor himself thinks about, but the book is much more interested in exploring it as the way characters view it. Victor punishes himself, it is not the Divine that punishes him. The Divine acts not as a force, but as an idea. One that both Victor and the Creature end up grappling with and trying to find their place within.
So that Mary herself seemingly has no concept of it, is fascinating. She goes to watch a chapel every night, but I don’t know she knows what a chapel even is. She mentions God once herself, saying that the smell of the garbage would be enough to affect even God, but she also talks to the Moon as a companion and a friend. Her worldview is uniquely hers, in relation to all things. As I said, the idea that making the dolls the way she does, or using corpse parts to do it might be sacrilege does not even occur to her.
Rather than go the route of the novel, Mary Jane twists this around too. In the world of Mary Jane, religious objects hold not only the power of an idea but an actual force. And it is a force that is completely, within the world of the show, amoral and nonsensical. The blessed weapons and fire the Order of the Shadows use are “holy” as a property, but that gives it no moral weight within the world of the play. And the play is messing with it the whole time. Holy wood or water can destroy a ghost, but they live in a church. Something that Charles and Figaro comment on, but cannot interrogate in terms of what it means for their conviction. But they’re split on how to proceed - the fact that ghosts can live in it doesn’t shake their faith, though. Sister Ghost is there largely for this joke. A nun who is constantly evoking the divine, who would be killed by a consecrated item. 
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If I could add something to Mary Jane, I would have loved for Mary or Jacob to ask Sister Ghost what “God” means (this is a conversation that happens in bonus material for Tokyo Ghoul once, actually). I would have loved to have that brought up more explicitly. But it’s also very funny that it never is.
The first definitions for a God we get are them being applied to Mary herself, with plenty of ambiguity on if the Order’s faith itself has a mother figure at its center or not. And either way it’s a fascinating play on the idea, and the themes of the novel.
Closing Thoughts, Other Connections and Ideas "Beyond the Scope of this Essay"
Anyway, all of this while playing around with everything else going on in this play, Neji’s totally, without permission, commentary on Fumi, on Tsuki’s legacy (please read the stage script, somehow the game thought it was a good idea to cut that whole specific reference even when making Kisa pick between an “erase Tsuki” option) and on Kai. On himself as an artist. ("I am the one who is strange. With my changing moods, with my hobbies. That is why everyone thinks I'm strange and avoids me.”). As with several other plays, a commentary on authority, and on creation, and on isolation and friendship and connection. 
And, of course, what I’ve been holding back this whole little essay is that Mary Jane is, thematically, at its core, playing off the exact same situation as I Am Death. Like — both of these plays center around a woman pouring her emotions into an undead creature. I see you Neji. You can’t hide from me. Reading I Am Death as a Frankenstein Story remixed into an old Japanese mytho-history is a LOT of fun to do, but is, as the academics say, beyond the scope of this essay.
(and, I Am Death itself is about Neji and Chui, and the twisted, messy love-hate revenge drama they are acting out across all the routes in the game. Neji writes the plays that introduce Chui to the world. Then he runs. And spends the whole game trying to beat him (affectionate.). “Make me another like me” you say… 
Literally the only thing I’ve come up with to make the “bad end” CG more compelling to me, is that this is what it’s riffing on. I like my I Am Death costumes way weirder.)
Mary Jane is a Frankenstein Story, I Am Death is a Frankenstein Story, Jack Jeanne is a Frankenstein Story. The other, other thing I’m leaving out here is that the Order of the Shadows are OBVIOUSLY pulled from Tokyo Grand Guignol, aesthetically. And the most famous TGG play is Litchi Hikari Club, which is, say it with me, a Frankenstein Story. Also one that takes the themes of the novel (gender, love and sexuality, childhood, genius, violence, blind pursuit to the point of madness, god complexes) harder than most, but runs with it in nearly the exact opposite direction. But again, very much beyond the scope of this essay.
Also also also leaving out the fact that Tokyo Ghoul is... kind of ... not not a Frankenstein story. It certainly riffs on the motif quite a bit. Even if you've never read it, you've seen the mask design (an in universe riff on the joke.).
Even just one dimension of this play, and look how many words you've made me write Neji-senpai.
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Gentile. | Chapter XXXVIII
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You have a heart to heart with Gaius.
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A few slow days pass, which eventually melt into weeks. You only measure time by the steady growing of your belly and counting the days you’ve last seen Atticus, which is a number growing painfully larger and larger. There isn’t a whole lot going on lately regarding Jesus of Nazareth — you reckon He is out of town — but it doesn’t shrink the expanding tent village that Quintus had considered imposing taxes on. Judging by his everlasting sneer, you establish that he hasn’t been successful so far.
One thing does change, though. Somehow, Quintus seems to soften towards you, and you aren’t sure why. Perhaps it’s the growing exhaustion visible on your face, the way you are starting to waddle around rather than walk, or maybe it’s the restless tossing and turning at night that has him somehow loosening the usually tight ropes of his control. A cynical part of you wonders for how long it will last. Living with an individual like him, it’s difficult to not be walking around on eggshells regardless of his seemingly more lenient mood.
Your days are filled with writing to your brother and to Joanna as well as scribbling on some poetry, although you hardly find yourself inspired. You often read the book Atticus had gifted you in the shade of the tree in the garden front to back and then again, and you can almost recite it word for word from the top of your head at this point. Perhaps you should pick up something new from the library some day in order to find new motivation to write.
An idea has been dancing around your mind, and although you have been turning it over and over inside your head, you have not decided what to do with it yet.
Through your correspondence with Lucius, you’ve heard that Lucilla is barely getting better as time progresses. Priests and healers have released their treatments, prayers and concoctions onto the newborn, but you can see by the way the parchment is stained with tears that no good news ever comes from Rome these days. Lucius has barely had time to grieve his late wife with the concern regarding his girl, and if he lost the baby, too… 
Something weighs heavily on your heart.
You are overtaken by the inexplicable urge to insist Lucius to come visit Capernaum with his daughters, that Jesus may see her and heal her ailment. You know Jesus’ healings are not exclusive to Jews. Still, there is a nagging feeling in the back of our head which you choose to ignore, one that tells you that He will not care about a Roman child, let alone the niece of the very Praetor who has been making life not much easier for Him and His followers. You’re trying your very best to not pay that annoying little voice any mind.
Another issue remains. You haven’t told Lucius about Jesus yet, and with all the letters to and from him being read by Quintus before he allows you to send them out, you fear you won’t be able to subtly tell him about it. In spite of your husband’s increasing tolerance towards you, this is something he won’t budge on, even if you were to ask him to respect your privacy. You have briefly considered sending secret letters instead like you had done to Atticus before, but you aren’t certain what kind of arrangements the magistrate has made with the clerk at the post office. For all you know, Quintus has set strict rules on letters written by you requiring his personal seal as well before being sent out.
Even Joanna picked up on it, realising that the uncharacteristic superficiality within your letters does not come from a voluntary hand and in turn has decided to switch up her language by referring to John the Baptist as ‘the prisoner’ and her husband Chuza as ‘the strange steward of Herod’. Perhaps you should follow her example and somehow cryptically get the message about Jesus across. 
The Healer. The Miracle Worker. The Preacher. The terms crossing your mind as to refer to Jesus are way too obvious for Quintus to realise Whom you are talking about. So, you decide to approach it differently.
‘Perhaps you should come visit us soon. A change of scenery might do her good. The air here is cleaner than in Rome and the minerals the healers use here come straight from the Dead Sea.’ 
Quintus reads over your letter to Lucius, and his brow furrows. 
“Do you really want to invite them over here? Wouldn’t it be too much pressure on you, seeing that you’re getting closer to your due date?” You’d almost be convinced that he is actually concerned. 
“I don’t see how it would pose a problem.” you tell the Praetor. “If anything, he might be able to help out.” 
Quintus lets out a long hum, narrowing his eyes as he lets them roam over the letter. “I see.” he mutters, not too keen on the idea of having a toddler as well as a wailing, sickly baby under his roof at the moment. “Hm. Very well.”
The smiles you give Quintus rarely reach your eyes, but this time, it’s genuine. 
“Thank you.” you mutter, and he looks up at you with something akin to scrutiny. 
“Hm.” he hums again, observing you. Your smile slightly falls as you look at him in question.
Tucking some hair behind your ear, you straighten your back. “What?”
Your husband dismissively waves his hand. “Nothing. Just… No, nothing.”
Holding the rolled up letter in your hand, you frown a little at Quintus, a pit forming in your stomach. There is something on his mind and he’s not voicing it out loud. You can’t decide whether that’s a good or a bad thing. 
You excuse yourself and head for the nearby booth to post your letter, handing the clerk your ring to seal it for you. A thrill goes through you as you watch him tuck it away for the courier, excited at the prospect of your brother and nieces visiting you, and in turn, Lucilla getting healed by Jesus. 
Thanking the man, you waddle away and hold your hand under your tummy, resting the other on your hip to support your aching back. You wonder if you should head to the marketplace on your own, but decide to ask Gaius to join you instead. Perhaps, if you find an opportunity to mention that you are aware that the Primi knows, you can figure out why he decided to not tell Quintus in spite of his duty and vows.
You find the Primi with a pondering crease in his brow as he sips a cup of water – the cistern is still broken but servants walk back and forth from the well outside of the village – while sitting next to Julius in the square in front of Quintus’ office. 
A few wary gazes shoot your way from townsfolk and soldiers alike, who start to whisper amongst each other. You feel an uneasy pit forming in your gut at the way they’re eyeing you up and down. Instinctively, you put a hand over your belly, but the motion only seems to fuel their mutterings. The glances range from disgusted to curious.
“Lady (Y/n).” Julius immediately greets you as you walk up to him and the Primi, giving you a small bow of his head. You nod at him in greeting and smile, then turn to Gaius. 
“Would you join me to the market, Primi?” 
The whispering ceases as all eyes turn to you and Gaius. He puts down his cup, looking at the people around him for a moment before he gets up. 
 “Of course, my lady. Lead the way.”
The two of you walk off under intense scrutiny and it isn’t until you’ve turned the corner that you dare to speak. “I’d like to see the tent city.” you state matter-of-factly, knowing that the city walls make for moderate privacy. 
No other words are exchanged for a while as you ascend a flight of stairs, which is a task in and of itself now that your baby is getting significantly heavy, and slightly out of breath, you halt right where the tent city is located. Gaius remembers standing here next to your lover a while ago, discussing the same city your gaze is now focused on.
“What was that about?” you ask, slightly breathless, “What were they whispering about?”
Gaius' face flashes with guilt, even though he himself has not been the one who opened his mouth about anything that has been going on.
“As the cohorte may have mentioned to you, there is a soldier other than myself who knows about… You know. And… It so happens that said soldier likes to gloat about anything just to appear interesting to the others.”
One and one is two. You don’t need to inquire further, nor do you have to ask who the patrolling soldier in question was. You could check Quintus’ ledgers to check who was on patrol with the Primi during your little rendezvous that day, but you know better than to bring Gaius’ trust and your budding friendship into peril for something that cannot be reversed regardless of how you’d act. It wouldn’t make a difference to know, anyways.
“I was wondering why you chose to not tell Quintus.” Although you know he respects both you and Atticus, you wonder if the Primi would reveal some other reasons.
Gaius takes a deep breath before responding. “First of all, I have borne witness to several… Quarrels between you and the Praetor. Moments that have made me feel uneasy. Made me feel sympathy for you. I cannot imagine speaking to my wife like that, and I know that you are a bit acquainted with her, so there’s that.”
You avert your gaze back to the camp. “I see.” 
The Primi carries on. “I can see the way you shrink around Quintus. The way your eyes become dull and the silence that befalls you. It’s the complete opposite from whenever I see you around Atticus. Your eyes light up, your body language turns open and bright, and… Well, let’s just say that I can see you are very happy with him.” 
It’s a surprising answer and you turn to Gaius with a mixture of puzzlement, awe and gratitude. “That’s… Really thoughtful of you, Gaius. You owe me nothing, and yet…” 
He smiles a bit and nods. “I do what I can. I may have duties towards your husband, but I choose to omit certain information in this case. As long as he doesn’t inquire about it, I don’t have to say anything.” 
Humming, you slide your hands over the smooth stone of the wall. You lean against it in favour of your aching ankles.
“Thank you.” you say in earnesty, and he gives you a soft, kind look. 
“It’s nothing.”
Gaius seems as if he wants to say something else, but seems to decide to swallow the words instead as he follows your gaze to the tent city. It has only grown since the last time he was here, and he has started to recognise a few faces from here and there, pointing out a few potential troublemakers by sight alone. 
“I also know when to pick my battles. This isn’t worth losing my job over. If Quintus wouldn’t get rid of me, Atticus would do so if he found out that I talked. So I remain quiet.”
A soft smile tugs at your lips as you thumb a particularly sore, itchy spot on your tummy.
“So you’re better off by remaining in Atticus' good graces and risk Quintus getting upset with you for not telling him about the affair, than if you were to tell Quintus just because of your duty and then to lose your position because of Atticus’ influence.”
“Something like that.” 
A brief silence comes over you two as you stand there. You watch the pilgrims for a while. The ambiance coming from the tent city is both peaceful and crackling with anticipation. It seems that everyone around here has been wondering where Jesus has been these past days, yourself 
included.
Your gaze flickers to Gaius, who has a thoughtful look on his face. 
“A denarius for your thoughts, Primi?” 
“It’s nothing.” he counters - too quickly to not be considered overly defensive - and you tilt your head a little in question. Gaius sighs and lowers his gaze. “Just… Trouble at home.”
Your eyes widen. “Livia?” 
He observes you for a long moment, seeing genuine concern in your eyes. It would only be fair to reveal a little about his own issues, compared to how Gaius himself knows all about the skeletons in your closet. 
“In a way.” 
The cryptic reply doesn’t answer anything. He rubs his forehead in an attempt to ease the sudden tension growing within his skull in an attempt to get rid of it before it turns into a raging headache.
“There uh… We have this servant boy… He’s been ill for a long while now, and no doctor seems to be able to help him. We’ve tried everything. I… I fear the worst.”
You swallow hard. “A servant boy, you say. What does this have to do with Livia?”
“Because the boy is my son.” Gaius confesses, causing your heart to drop. You had always perceived Gaius a man to be faithful to his wife, seeing his unwavering duty to the Empire in spite of his Germanic origins, so the revelation makes you feel a pang of sadness. “He comes from a mistake I made in the past. I had this… Brief fling with one of our slaves and got her with child, and then she died during labour. I felt guilty towards both my wife and the servant, felt obligated to take him in as a servant. It’s… It has definitely put a strain on our relationship. We don’t… We don’t really talk about it.”
“Do you feel like you are allowed to worry about him, since he’s… Would he… Would he be considered a bastard child?” you question out loud.
Gaius stares off into the distance and shrugs. “It’s complicated.” When you don’t open your mouth, he realises you’re waiting for an answer. “I can no longer deny that he is indeed my son and I cannot pretend to refute it, either.” 
There is vulnerability in his shoulders as they slump a bit. 
His situation is a bit like your brother’s, different in a way, but you understand the pain he must be going through. Seeing Lucius go through it as well, you know how heavy it must be on him. 
What better advice to give the Primi than the exact same advice you’re planning on giving to your brother? 
You breathe in to speak. “Gaius, I want to ask you a question and I want you to answer me honestly.”
The Primi lets his gaze flicker to you, puzzlement visible on his features. “What is it, my lady?”
“What do you think of Jesus of Nazareth?”
You know that he has had some kind of interest in Him, especially since Matthew has started to follow this Teacher and in turn left everything behind, but you haven’t asked him about it upfront. Hoping to find some common ground, you give the Primi a gentle smile.
“He is a charismatic Teacher. I can understand their interest.” 
“And you, Primi?”
“Pardon?” 
“Does He have your ear?” 
Gaius’ lips slightly part when he looks at you. “My lady, I do not know how to answer that question.” 
“You know you can tell me, right? It’s not like I’d be one to talk.”
“So you’re interested in Him and His teachings?”
You huff a small smile and wince as you feel a painful kick against your bladder. You hope to find a lavatory soon. 
“Ah. I thought that I was pretty obvious in my interests.”
The Primi gives you a concerned look.
“Are you alright, my lady?” 
You realise there must have been a strain your voice at the moment you spoke, and you nod your head. 
“I’m fine. Just the baby being very active at the moment. But please, Primi. Don’t avoid my question or change the topic.” 
Letting out a long sigh, Gaius’ gaze goes back to the camp, taking in the ever-growing perimeter as he wonders what he should or should not tell you. He knows he can trust you in spite of your rebellious advances towards the man he serves. There is genuineness in your voice as well as on your face, and truth be told, Gaius could indeed tell that you had been interested in Jesus of Nazareth, judging by your behaviour and insistence to be present at the Sermon on the Mount.  
“I suppose that we can both say that we have seen things that we cannot properly rationalise when compared to our own understanding or our Roman deities.”
You hum. You have visited the home of Gaius and Livia once or twice and seen the altars to the gods in their hallway, adorned with candles and fresh fruits.  
“I’ve been thinking the same thing. Our own gods, what have they ever done for me? How do they compare to… To Jesus? To that Father God He speaks of?” 
“Are you saying that you believe He is divine?” Gaius asks. 
You think for a long moment. Your silence does not confirm nor deny. After all, you are still trying to figure things out, despite your heart already hammering inside your chest at the notion.
For a while, the two of you digest the heaviness of the statement as it lingers between you. Gaze focused upon the crowd, you hold your tummy and slide your palm over it.
“I think…” Gaius whispers all of a sudden, “…I think that I should go see Jesus about my son.” 
Your heart rears as you turn to the Primi with a shocked expression on your face, trying to comprehend what  he is implying exactly, and you look at him with parted lips over which come no words, although so many questions well up inside your mind.
Then, you take a sharp breath when Gaius does not explain himself any further.
“He would not deny you.” 
A small flicker of something seeps into the Primi’s expression and he smiles, as if some kind of understanding has just taken root between the two of you. The same kind of thing you feel whenever you are discussing Jesus with Joanna. 
Gaius is looking at you in a way that convinces you that he has not encountered another Roman before who shares the same beliefs about Jesus as him. It is almost as if the Primi had expected you to shun him for what he thinks is true.
There is a silence for a long while.
“Perhaps I should bring you home... I mean, to your house.”
There is a certain edge to his voice that you appreciate when Gaius corrects himself, as if he is fully aware and understanding how the mansion you share with Quintus is not a home to you. 
“Yeah, maybe I should head back.” You do not wish to test the limits of your husband’s newfound and most likely fickle compassion. 
The two of you take the slow, long route back, over the city walls. Part of you wants to ask the Primi about Atticus, but you reckon he knows as much as you do. You ignore the dull ache in your ankles as you walk. 
“Can we stop at the public lavatory?” you request, the pressure in your abdomen growing stronger. 
“Of course.” Gaius says, and leads you to the nearest Roman bathroom so you can relieve yourself.
Once done, you fix your skirt and readjust your stole, exiting the space at the back of the building and taking a moment to rub your sore shoulders, not wanting to head back to Gaius and thus to Quintus just yet. Letting out a long sigh, you stand for a few seconds, taking in the hustle and bustle of the city. Right as you are about to turn and head back to the front to meet with the Primi again so he can escort you home, a Jewish woman nearly bumps into you. Her dark eyes widen in surprise as she looks at you.
“Oh, I’m sorry.”
“No need, all my fault.” you reassure her. A relieved smile forms over her lips and she lets her gaze go over you, taking you in, and you think for a moment that she recognises you from somewhere and that you should recall her face, too, but instead her eyes go to her belly. The faintest of hums leave her as something glitters in her eyes, her own hand going to her tummy as well, and you don’t even need to ask to know that she’s likely expecting too, although not yet showing.
It is a moment of brief, intimate understanding. Something that goes far beyond wealth, religion and culture.
“Bye, now.” the woman breathes before brushing past you, and you watch her leave for a moment before sighing, smiling a little before it falls again. Then, you head back to Gaius, your gut twisting unpleasantly as you know you’re headed back to Quintus, not necessarily keen on spending yet another evening with him.
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antiquelaceartist · 3 months ago
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Joanna to Chuza on having a good time at the banquet
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Caged (JoannaxAndrew)
Author’s Note: This does contain minor spoilers for season 4, but if you know the Biblical story, you know about the event anyway. Still, I wanted to mention it upfront cause I don’t want to assume anything. But I hope you enjoy!
Joanna lay awake in her quarters, the moonlight drifting in with the gentle breeze through the window, the gossamer curtains rising and falling like a sigh. She stared at the ceiling, covered in mosaic designs that her mind could endlessly twist into shapes and scenes. Lately, all she could see was the falling head of John onto a silver plate. A wedding plate, no less. A cruel fate devised by a cruel and ugly heart. Salome, the poor girl, had no interest or even much personal knowledge of John. She only knew what her mother told her, only followed her orders. Rumor had spread when she actually saw the horrible deed she’d done, she fainted. And Herodias had grinned.
Joanna turned towards the window, clutching her chest. She tried not to cry again. Tears did not bring back the dead. Sitting on the table at her bedside was a parchment. She bolted upright, grabbing the paper. It was a letter from Andrew. God forbid, Chuza could have discovered it. Not that he had been visiting her quarters often anyhow. Her association with John was known, but such a direct line to Jesus could put them both in danger. That’s not to even mention the presence of a letter from another man in her chambers.
Although, she supposed she should not consider Andrew like that. They were friends, of course, followers of the same Rabbi, but in these lonely nights she let her imagination wander back to that day in her carriage when she heard Jesus’ sermon on the plain. Andrew smelled like the fresh salt of the sea, like it was in his blood, and his warm eyes were so full of kindness. He seemed so awkward being alone with her, trying to be as respectful as possible. She found him endearing. And…he was quite handsome.
Her eyes drifted over the words once again. Andrew was not a formally educated man. He wrote plainly, without the pretension of political ambition or feeling as though he had to impress her. It was a welcome change from the sneering, overindulged flattery of court. He told her of Jesus’ ministry, of the group and their well being. But this last letter was personal. He didn’t talk about the others. Only of the two of them.
Shalom, Joanna,
I wish I had told you this when I saw you, but the grief over John did not allow it. I wanted to thank you, not only for your contribution to Jesus’ ministry, but also for the friendship you have given me. I am grateful for your help in seeing John that final time. I hope it was not the last time I see you, you are as much a part of the group as anyone else if you ask me. Passover is soon. Perhaps we will meet in Jerusalem.
Shalom, shalom, Andrew.
She cherished those words. And she wished she believed she was much a part of the group as he was, but she was here in a palace while they were sleeping in tents. In truth, she wanted to leave here. Leave everything behind and follow Jesus…and see Andrew again.
She held the letter close and prayed for Jesus and his friends before tucking it beneath her pillow and laying back down, still imagining the salt of the sea.
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behindfairytales · 9 months ago
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icons of Amy Bailey in The Chosen (s3) as Joanna
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theorizer-sleepyhead · 9 months ago
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JJ has SO much potential for a sequel, tho! We could have new love interests, follow-up to the routes from the first game, or even a type of "second-chance" mode where you did Kisa's route first and then follow-up from that with the second game's LI's, which would give a WHOLE new spin on things! And the story! We can learn more about Tsuki, the whole Tamasaki-Chuza feud, and seeing Kisa finally admit to being a girl to everyone and give a massive middle finger to the school board. So much good stuff!
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ririya-translates · 1 year ago
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Pixiv for Beginners
(Note: I wrote this for finding Jack Jeanne art but most of it is usable for finding Japanese fan art in general, including for other otome series)
Pixiv is a website primarily for Japanese speakers for both fan art and fanfic, both of which generally fit under the umbrella of "doujinshi" (同人誌). This word sometimes has connotations of being nsfw (r18) but there’s a lot of content that is cute fluff and all-ages (全年齢). 
While most of the content on the site is in Japanese, the site interface has an English version that makes it pretty easy to sign up and use. You can find the English site here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/
Mobile users can also find an app version: iOS | Android
Make an account like you would with any other site. Pretty standard.
Once you’re registered and logged in, you can start searching. For Jack Jeanne art, good tags to start with are ジャックジャンヌ and JACKJEANNE (all caps). You can choose to limit results to all ages, r18 only, or both. 
The ‘top’ tab gives you some of the best entries in the tag. Illustrations are likely the most useful category for non-Japanese speakers. Manga is, well, manga (machine translating these would require some sort of OCR program) and novels is the category it uses for fanfiction. The text is readable by browser machine translators and is compatible with automatic JP-EN dictionary lookup apps like Yomichan. Unfortunately, the pixiv search and tag features are not on the level of depth of something like AO3 but you can search for ship tags or specific character names. 
You can like and follow both creators and works both publicly (short click/tap) or privately (click/tap and hold).
The most popular JJ ships are between the main LIs + Kisa in the following order: Neji, Fumi, Mitsuki, Sou, Kai, Suzu (see previous post of JP ship names). But all of the characters have decent followings so you can usually find things, even for the side characters. I’ll attach the full list of character names in Japanese under the read line since this post is already pretty long. You can search for any of these on pixiv or even just Google and will likely find something. Here is a character list with images (JP).
Generally, you can find character name lists by searching the name of the game in Japanese (Wikipedia or VNDB can help you out) + キャラ一覧.
JJ character names in Japanese sorted by class:
Quartz
Kisa  立花希佐
Fumi  高科更文
Kai  睦実介
Neji 根地黒門
Mitsuki 白田美ツ騎
Suzu 織巻寿々
Sou 世長創司郎
Otori  鳳京士
Onyx
Kaidou  海堂岳信
Sugachi  菅知聖治
Kasai  加斎中
Toichi  長山登一
Dante  ダンテ軍平
Rhodonite
Tsukasa  忍成司
Minorikawa  御法川基絃
Mare  忍成稀
Yuki  宇城由樹
Eita  鳥牧英太 
Ion   一ノ前衣音
Amber
Chuui  田中右宙為
Kamiya  紙屋写
Momonashi  百無客人
Teachers
Enishi  江西録朗
Nagayama  長山山門
Midori  丹頂ミドリ
Tagane  箍子数弥
Chuza Shuri  中座秋吏
Non-Univeil Characters
Ao  茜あお
Mona  茂成秀吾
Akika  安西アキカ
Tummy  オナカ
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everydaycatholicism · 8 months ago
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St. Mary Magdalene was a prominent figure in all the gospels. Therefore suggesting that the four gospel writers (Matthew, Mark, Luke and John) knew her first hand. Mary Magdalene had demons expelled from her by Christ...
"Soon afterward [Jesus] went on through cities and villages, preaching and bringing the good news of the kingdom of God. And the Twelve were with him, and also some women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities: Mary, called Magdalene, from whom seven demons had gone out, and Joanna, the wife of Chuza, Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others, who provided for them out of their means," (Luke 8:1-3).
Mary Magdalene was present at and witnessed Christ’s crucifixion, burial, and resurrection. The Resurrected Christ appeared first to Mary Magdalene...
"When he had risen, early on the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had driven seven demons," (Mark 16:9).
Mary Magdalene became known as the apostle to the apostles so-called by St. Thomas Aquinas. Mary Magdalene is patron saint of repentant sinners and the contemplative life. Her feast day is July 22.
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dramascoop · 4 months ago
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The Chosen: Season 4 Episode 1 Recap | The Drama Scoop
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While Mary is pregnant in The Chosen Season 4 Episode 1, she pays a visit to her cousin Elizabeth and they have a prophetic encounter.
The occasion of King Herod’s birthday forces Salome to perfect her dancing skills.
While having a conversation with Simon Z, Judas questions Jesus’ rejection of offerings.
Joanna tells the disciples of John the Baptist’s looming death.
Our article, “The Chosen: Season 4 Episode 1″Promises” Recap” contains major spoilers.
The Chosen: Season 4 Episode 1 Recap
Mary and Elizabeth’s prophetic encounter in The Chosen
The Chosen Season 4 Episode 1 begins with Mary, who is pregnant, visiting her cousin Elizabeth, who is also pregnant, after receiving a word from the messenger. Mary’s voice from the door causes the baby to kick Elizabeth’s womb. Elizabeth brings Mary into her house and shares the story of the messenger’s meeting with Zecharia, who became mute due to his refusal to believe. Elizabeth names her newborn baby John to bring Israel closer to God and prepare the way for Mary’s son Jesus.
Salome’s dance rehearsal for King Herod’s birthday
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In the following scene, Herodias’ daughter Salome is forced to rehearse dancing for King Herod’s birthday. Herodias is King Herod’s second wife. The teacher ensures flawless execution of the dance movements and techniques. Despite learning her dance moves, her mother still insists on practicing to avoid mistakes and ensure perfection.
Big James and John help Zebedee with anointed oil delivery
Big James and John, often known as the “Brothers of Thunder,” assist their father Zebedee in delivering anointed oil to the high priest. While Thomas is eager to meet Ramah, they cross paths with Shula and Barnaby, who are also looking for Ramah, who has recently returned from Capernaum.
Joanna’s secret meeting and marital strain in The Chosen
In the following scene, Joanna (last seen in season 3 episode 1), a secret disciple of Jesus and John the Baptist, is caught by her husband Chuza (Herod’s manager) and accused of meeting John the Baptist. Their marriage is strained due to Chuza’s affair with Cassandra.
Simon Z and Judas discuss ministry priorities
The next scene features Simon Z and Judas washing clothes while Judas discusses the ministry. Judas believes that boring chores should be delegated to others, while disciples should prioritize spreading Jesus’ message. Judas criticizes Jesus for not accepting offerings, but Simon Z reassures him of his uniqueness. He makes use of the washing of clothes to explain a new way of thinking.
Zebedee’s successful contract victory with the High Priest
Zebedee, his sons, Little James, and Tamar visit the High Priest to investigate the oil, but Tamar is denied access. The high priest then inspects the oil. Zebedee’s support from Yussif and Jairus leads to their successful contract victory.
Joanna warns John the Baptist of his death in The Chosen
Joanna sneaks out to meet John the Baptist in jail, while Salome’s dancing instructor discusses progress with Herodias. Following this, Herodias describes the aim of the dance. If Herod is satisfied, he will provide Salome with everything she wishes. Herodias wants to punish John for disrespecting her. Joanna refuses to see John the Baptist and informs him that he will be killed. John, unconcerned, tells Joanna that the road of the Lord (Jesus) has been prepared.
Thomas and Ramah’s marriage plans
The following scene features Thomas and Ramah. Thomas asks Ramah if her father agreed. However, the father disagrees since he does not embrace Jesus’ beliefs. Ramah proposes that the groom (Thomas) present the bride with a valuable thing. Thomas picks John and Jesus as witnesses, and all they have to do is exchange vows. The two become quite excited.
John the Baptist’s execution and flashback in The Chosen
Joanna skips the celebration in Judea and rushes to Capernaum to alert the disciples about John’s fate. Salome charms King Herod with her performance, and Herod agrees to grant her wish. Herod is taken aback when Salome suggests beheading John the Baptist. As John is about to be killed, we get a flashback to the circumcision ritual. Elizabeth instructs the local Rabbi to name the infant John per the messenger. Zechariah acknowledges the messenger by speaking after consenting to the name and remaining silent.
In the present day, John learns he will be beheaded on a silver wedding plate. He chuckles since he has never attended a wedding, which confuses the guards. Before being beheaded, he notices a lamb outside the window and expresses gratitude to God. When the Rabbi who baptized John meets with Jesus, he discovers that John’s prophesy has been fulfilled. Jesus shreds his robe in grief for his cousin’s death.
Disciples gather and console each other in Capernaum
In the following scene of The Chosen, the disciples gather in Capernaum, where Thomas confesses his desire to marry Ramah. While the disciples celebrate, Matthew observes Joanna, who is looking for Andrew. Joanna weeps without saying a word, and Andrew understands.
The disciples console Andrew, as John tells how he came to prepare the way for Jesus. The story concludes with Jesus being shown with a tattered robe and ash on his head, indicating his awareness of the situation.
What do you think about the beginning of The Chosen Season 4? Which was your favorite part? Did our article “The Chosen: Season 4 Episode 1 Recap” answer all your questions? Let us know in the comments below!
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