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[dcmksecretsanta]

Mini gift!

@chriswhitewolf as promised, here’s a preview of your gift fic! 

Kudo Shinichi is a detective by nature. When he discovers a mystery, he wants to solve it. When he discovers his soulmate indicator as a young child, of course he wants to find out who his soulmate is. They’re supposed to be someone very special to him, and he has his very own personalized clue to start tracking them down. His mother had explained it for him when the mysterious smudges of marker on his fingers (and he hadn’t used any markers that day, his class had been coloring with crayons) hadn’t washed off. 

“It’s from your soulmate, Shin-chan!” She’d been so excited, and insisted on taking pictures of his blue-stained little hands. “You must have the type of soulmate indicator where ink on your soulmate’s skin shows up on you too.” “It’ll disappear when your soulmate washes their hands.” His father had added, before he could ask (his father was always doing that).

Unfortunately for Shinichi, he and his soulmate didn’t seem to have a perfectly matched bond (not that they were likely to, perfect matches are very rare), so his childish attempts to write to his soulmate via the palm of his hand never went anywhere. And as the years passed, there were never many clues to help him find them. His soulmate didn’t seem to be the type of person who wrote on their skin very often, and the smudges of pens and pencils didn’t provide much information (though he does know his soulmate seems to write with both hands, and often misses when putting the cap back on a pen). And so he waits, and checks his hands occasionally for more concrete clues.

[necropathys]

Fandom: Detective Conan | Magic Kaito

Pairing: Kudou Shinichi | Edogawa Conan/Kuroba Kaito | Kaitou Kid

Word count: 1 016

Summary: 

“Have I ever told you that your luck is something else, Detective?" Kaitou KID asked him from the other side of the small cabin; his tone stuck somewhere between amusement and disbelief. The thief was rifling through the meager belongings left by the previous residents as he spoke. Shinichi didn't think he would find much, given the amount of dust that saturated the place's interior. Not enough to leave it in more than slight disrepair, but enough to assume there would be minimal supplies to supplement their stay.

"Don't remind me," The detective murmured, his exasperation palpable.

Kaito and Shinichi get snowed in after a heist gone awry.

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Hey there @chriswhitewolf! it was my pleasure to be your secret santa this year. huge thanks to @dcmksecretsanta​ for organizing this event. i'm sorry this ended up a smidge late, and appreciate your patience! i took up your kaishin prompt of being stuck in a small cabin post-heist overnight. i hope you enjoy, and happy holidays!

[bypinkleaf]

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year//

Dear @chriswhitewolf ,

I was your secret santa this year! I’m so sorry your gift ended up being posted late 🥺 my month ended up being really busy and I didn’t want to rush your gift 👉👈 I hope you really like this KaiShin I drew for you!

Hope you had a lovely Christmas with your loved ones and wishing your 2021 will hold many great things for you!

[hattoriandkudo]

The Trouble with Soulmates

For @chriswhitewolf as part of @dcmksecretsanta

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I got played via: ChrisWhiteWolf

[chriswhitewolf]

Omfg. Y'all.

Content warning for My Mom's An Ableist Bigot, Doesn't Support People of Color, Sia's 'Music' being an horrendous thing, and reference to the organization Autism Speaks and it's absolutely awful views on Autism.

Proceed at your own discretion.

I've been following the discussions surrounding Sia's movie Music (DON'T WATCH OR SUPPORT IT!) because it's something I take interest in and it's part of a societal issue I am passionate about. I've talked about it with my mother several times previously, just about how awful Sia's been and how harmful the movie itself is.

Today I mentioned that I'd learned that Sia worked with Autism Speaks to create the character Music, and how horrible that is when autism speaks is heavily despised by the autistic community.

And she was like "okay but what's wrong with autism speaks??" And I mentioned some of the stuff I knew about them that were awful, and eventually pulled up a video going through the timeline of events from its founding. She was on her laptop on their website the whole time being like "they removed the thing about curing autism from their mission statement in 2016" and just being like 'but their website doesn't say that now. And it came to a point where I was like "y'know even if we don't or can't see how or why or what is so wrong about them, the fact that most autistic people are against the organization is what really matters, because they're the ones directly affected."

And she goes "yeah, sure."

Like. I've been reminding myself that I really came expect much if anything from her at all on any topic, but like.

I've got ADHD. My oldest brother is on the spectrum. Literally two of her four children are ND.

But somehow the thoughts and opinions and voices of the autistic community shouldn't be the main focus??? Like. I know I can't expect much but I did think she was better than this.

It's just.

Like.

I can't. I don't have words to describe the thoughts and feelings this gives me.

I know she's an asshole, and an abuser, and tends to disregard things like the opinions and experiences of marginalized groups but.

I still believed she was at least enough of a decent human being to not react with that in this situation.

This isn't even mentioning her trying to defend the movie by being like 'but is she really trying to say that this is an okay way to treat autism and autistic people?' 'Are we sure she didn't intend well? Is she not just trying to show the harsh and painful realities of autistic life??'

Like. When it's that bad and that extreme, I don't give a fuck what the initial intentions were. Intentions mean jack shit to Impact.

I can call you an ugly fat asshole and not mean it to be upsetting or hurtful. But if it is, than that's on me.

Impact matters more than intention, and people have to take responsibility for the impact of an action or statement instead of arguing that it's the other person's fault for getting hurt by it.

Content warning: the text below may trigger some individuals, please take care of yourself and don't read if you might be triggered by:

Mentions of emotional and verbal abuse, disassociation

Also just cause I realize I haven't really mentioned this yet and I wanna update anyone who like cares:

My parents are hella abusive. I realize I have a lot of posts where I speak about my struggle to determine if their treatment was abusive or simply unintentionally insensitive. I did work up the courage to look for what qualifies as emotional/verbal abuse, and I was absolutely appalled by the sheer extent of the "criteria" their treatment of me meets. I actually was completely emotionally dissociated for the rest of the day after seeing just how much of what I've endured is abuse.

Unfortunately as I'm over the age of 18, and thus legally an adult, there's really nothing I can do as far as legal consequences. I'm also unable to move out or cut ties, as my health issues and disabilities prevent me from working. As far as the law goes, the most I could do is file a restraining order against them, which, again, I am incapable of living independently at this time. So, I'm hoping I can start picking up commission work on my Tarot Reading blog ( @chriswhitewolf ), and I'm working to improve my candle making abilities to start selling candles online. I own everything I need but I'm horribly inexperienced and the candles I've made this far are....lackluster and disappointing. Once I've got a decent skill set for it I'll start selling them and will update y'all on links to that. Thanks to everyone who follows me and shows their support in likes and comments and reblogs, it means a lot to me to know that people actually read the stuff I post and follow me.