#chill my cocknuggets

[cuntkinghorr]

Jezus christos. Why can't I be rich? Where's my Conchita? I need lunch. Make me pasta from scratch bitch. Or I'll send your ass back across the Rio Grande and through the desert without water. Don't make me source more rats for those sewer pipes that cross the border cunt.

[defendglobe]

update on the professor cocknugget situation

emailed someone at the school at the advice of my mom telling them what went down.

got a reply back that professors are allowed to give their opinions in class so there’s not really anything they can do about it.

anyway. the context was this since i never rlly explained. the prof is the one who i have for literary theory class and we were doing a section on feminist theory. there was like a two sentence mention in the textbook about queer theory so i assumed he’d skip over it because a) not really relevant to the overall content of what we were reading and b) it’d cause too much controversy in my christian hell school. 

but he did talk about it today. just briefly explained like what queer theory looks at in literature and stuff. then goes “we ARE at a christian university and i don’t believe the bible supports homosexuality”. 

IF YOU’RE SO AGAINST IT, DON’T TEACH IT. you easily could have done that. it was a one off mention in the book, you fuck. it really felt to me like he was going out of his way to be homophobic and shit.

but fuck every time i complain about shit from this school i feel like i’m being whiny or making it up because everyone else makes it seem like its not a big deal.

the other lgbtq kids/staff at this place always get on my case like you have to just accept that this is a christian university and there will be a lot of people who dont agree with you and we can’t fight it because that’s where we get all our funding from. 

they both are always like yeah this place is pretty chill about gay shit and it always makes me feel like??? am i making it up?? am i just exaggerating all of this?? 

its ridiculous because i fucking KNOW that its not ok to hear my roommate tell me to my face that gays are only ok if they stay celibate. or the guy who took his girlfriend’s scarf and pretended to make it into a noose and called it a faggot strangler in my first year. or my roommates talking behind my back about how christians are so oppressed by gay people because we’re forcing them to accept our “lifestyle” even though it’s not biblical. getting asked “what are you fuckin GAY” in that tone of voice like once a fucking month. profs who think gay marriage is a FUN LIVELY DEBATE TOPIC without realizing hey im literally gay and having to listen to people debate whether or not i should be allowed to exist is absolute hell.

i knOW its wrong. im sick of how the other people make excuses for my school’s lack of action and make it seem like im being unnecessarily sensitive. 

but even so its so constant i cant help but doubt myself. after all, i’m truly a stupid dense piece of shit who misunderstands everything so what makes this any different.

anyway. i really hope i get hit by a fucking bus :/