#childefictive

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I wonder if winters are even colder for you, now that I'm not there.

I know it's been a while, but I still find myself thinking about you and what it could be like if I returned.

Maybe I'd be arrested; I didn't leave the best memories behind in Liyue. Maybe I'd at least be welcomed by you. It's a selfish thought for someone like me, but I wasn't very good at much else besides fighting.

Sorry, xiansheng.

- Childe (Genshin fictive)

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I just played fontaine yesterday and well. I have a lot to say but the main thing:

Ow.

-Childe fictive (no hard feelings, Neuvillette, you were doing your job. I get that.)

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I just got the funniest fucking source memory of me just kicking Zhongli in the shins after finding out they were morax, nobody ever expects the head empty ginger to kick them >:)

-Childe, tag as fictive please!

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Idc that p*lcinella is an old man, im going to punt him to the fucking abyss for the literal torture he put me through, "oh pulcinella cares for childe" i may have the social skills of a dead ant but even I know that putting out STICKS THAT ARE ON FIRE ON A TWELVE YEAR OLDS BACK IS THE OPPOSITE OF CARING FOR THEM?????!!! That man literally used to waterboard me if I showed any emotions but bloodlust!!!!! I want him DEAD!!!! Anyways p*lcinella should commit a crepus (sorry for any kaeya or diluc who saw that joke, please dont sneznhaya rampage my ass)

-Ajax/Childe, tag as fictive, #snappingfangs

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Out of any sourcemate I could have had /r memories with, fucking Pantalone? I mean yeah sure hes very attractive and was protective of me but really? Fuck it i can live with this ig

-Childe/Ajax, tag as fictive, #snappingfangs

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Time to play the game of 'am I plato-repulsed aplatonic because of this life or because of my exotrauma' (thanks a lot, zhongli /sar)

-Ajax/Childe, tag as fictive, #snappingfangs

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Hoyoverse I am rapidly approaching your location, MY MASTER DID NOT LOOK LIKE THAT WTF??? Give Skirk back her scars!!! Give skirk back the twisted features the abyss caused!!! Wtf!!

-Ajax/Childe, fictive, #snappingfangs

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I miss Traveler, they were the first person to show me true human kindess.. the first to treat me like i was worth something more than being a killing machine, they showed me love and compassion, we used to exchange letters, they used to just sit in my lap while I told them sneznhayan folktales..

Paimon was so fun, I used to entertain her with my hydro while Traveler napped, she used to beg me to show her more hydro tricks, paimon reminded me of Teucer and my little siblings.

I wonder if Traveler is okay, if Traveler ever found their sibling? They always said they'd introduce us once they found their sibling, i wonder if they would have liked to meet me.

I still remember how Traveler tried to attack Zhongli when we accidentally saw him while me and them were doing a commission, Traveler never really liked Zhongli after what happened in Liyue, I had to hold them back.. I wish I let them attack him.

Traveler showed me that I'm allowed to feel things other than bloodlust and complete emptiness where my humanity once lay, the pain from the abyss was so horrible that they used to hold me while i sobbed in agony, I never wanted to let my guard down, but I guess Traveler just has that effect eh?

I miss them, they once said that when they found their sibling, they wanted to settle down in mondstat with me, I guess they forgot that mr darknight hero lives in mondstat and he doesn't like me much, well, he hates me less than the other harbingers since I was only 14 when he went on his rampage.

I wonder if Traveler remembers their promise, their promise to teach me khaenriahn, their promise to raise a dog with me and give us both a semi normal life.

-Childe, tag as fictive, #snappingfangs

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Hi fellow Childe/Tartaglia/Ajax fictives and kin. How are we doing after… WELL….

-Childe fictive, I forgot my tag again

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(Fontaine spoilers)

When the teaser for Lyney and Lynette cameo out a LONG time ago, I thought they were harbingers for some reason.

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Called it. ish.

-Childe Genshin Impact (tag as fictive, please!)

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It feels horrible... knowing when you've been hurt enough to know you'd rather not repair things even if it hurts... Testing people... seeing how far you can make them go for you... Well I was... but not the rest of those with me. Yeah it's completely understandable how you get trained doesn't define you or the unhealthy habits you do... But - I know people don't have to stick around through it. I sometimes wish I could have. I'm still sorry...

- Ajax, Childe, Tartaglia. 🦊(tag as fictive)

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Help me lord < finally fell into the Genshin hole and now there's Childe in the system with a healthy dose of irony that THE BODY CANNOT STAND SEAFOOD

Sorry Childe you ain't having seafood we hate seafood here /silly

Anyway please wHY ARE YOU HERE

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Who’s ready for the flood of genshin submissions this blog is going to get with sumeru!

Also, looks at sumeru. I’m scared. /lighthearted

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To any Scaramouches out there…

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✨Will you do the fandango?✨

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…I’m feeling… Less and less happy with my source these days. A part of me wants to disconnect with it entirely, but…

I am my source. I am Childe. Ajax. Even if I don’t particularly like it. (Especially the second one.)

I have no interest in the wander as I do Scaramouche. In fact, it’s… Upsetting to me. I was really hoping I wouldn’t have to lose him.

I don’t… I don’t what to know what will happen to my siblings. It’s going to be something bad. Pulcinella is going to hurt them. I can’t… I can’t deal with that. I can’t.

The only person who I share a source with outside of my system doesn’t even like canon me.

But, I am Childe. Through and through.

A part of me wants to separate myself from that. But I don’t know if I can.

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I think I might just drop out of the genshin community. I’m so sick and tired of this.

-⚔️ (tag as childefictive, please.)

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Weirdest crossovers but fictives ig ??

Mitsuba sousuke fictive in a poly with childe from genshin and sesshomaru from inuyasha (there isn't an age gap if anyone's concerned, we're all the same age)