#childe: me and the bad bitch i pulled by being goofy and silly

[nonpoppie]

kaeyavember day 12-13: kaeya and some guy (late again :’^))

[rockintapper]

i say stuff about rh characters part 2two

becuase. teehee

the fir1st one, the t3hird one

rhds tiem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!readmore jumpscare

yuka: wair i already d

that frog doll from the tutorial: I give!

note: the jumperrrr

widget: oh its you. yknow your older brother /gn akai mono likes to piss people off sometimes /silly

conductor: jj rpcker questions why you dont move and im glad i can answer her with "he does in megamix"

chorus kids: hi elleon the screaming screamers. theyre ltierally so sikly. but Watch Out

robots (fillbots): the snall one reminds me of coxmo. yall know cozmo? the lil guy and he had cubs that he plays with. and you cn like. and he. cost 200 dolar. the snall rovoNow i feel nostalgic

pop singer (erina): shhehehjdubdmyedrjguexrguderjugdexkvguuggxrwguvvjgkzhdvjgwxd

monkey (fan club): boy stop staring at me your judgemental ass lyour fuckin We're the best fanclSHUT yo stupid ass up fuckin banana lookin headasss i suppose you should jump off a cli

paddler: scare the shit out of me /half sily

blastronaut and shoot-'em-up radio lady: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

inturders: l + ratio + get blasted

captain blue bird: when i heard this lil shit go "STRETCH OUT YOUR NECK" the firsttime i was like WA IT THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMETHIGNG,,, WHHWHAHAYTFAFYA

the blue birds: ok actually. the enitre minigame takes me all the way back to the we are number one rh remix imm so df. s SADDACGFHEVVHG /POS

moai kids: doo-womp womp

moai bird: wait i though you were called seagullx

love lizards: Wonderful cnaracters, HHHHHHORIBBLE minigame. that is all. unles you uh. i mean. listen. leans c,oser to you. what if you flicked for each shake.

stomp farI HHEHDHHHHHJBJFXHEHBSDXJHB. GRABS HIM SHAKES HIM SHAKES HIM SHAKES HIM SHAKES HIM SHAKES HIM IT WAS OOONNNEEE MOOOOOOLLLEEEEEEEE OOOOONENEEEEEE MOOOOOLLLLLEEEEEEE

oh god the vegetables again: ok!

moles: pats your head. i know. hes very mean to you guys. i mean. like. i misse dlike One of oyu and stomp farmer gave me A GOD FORSAKEN ok. i know its not his fault its the games. judgement system. but the way he

tj snapper: me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic

tj snapper's girlfriend: me and the goofy guy i pulled by being autistic

the dazzles: stop staring at me im trting my best,,

munchy monk: i call him munchy in my head. he smiles SOOO WIDE in the battle of the bands audience hes so goofy i lov

dj yellow: SCRATCHO

dj blue: i. the lips. the lips. what have the done to you. its gonna be okay. i sure as hell am not drawing you with those big ass lips. hily s

taiko rally squad: DON DOKODOKODON DOKODOKODON kinda unfair how in the try again and ok screens this guy Loses. but in the superb screen BOTH SIDES WIN. PARTICIPATION TROPHY-ASS SHIT

research scientists of love lab: bi4bi. and if youre willing, bi4bi4bi.

the three synchrettes: alley-oop!

dolphins: oh cool dolphins :)

ecto: omg hiiiii helloo litle guyyy i wuv youuu ^_^ kises your snall tiny forehead

booboo: FUCK you FUCK you FUCK you FU

spooky: honestly? i fw him

dog ninja: i wanna cook soup wjf youbyoure soawesome and cool and i lpve you hii doggyyy hi dogy. dohyynkkgunnbuyrctib

mister eagle: thanks for telling me to cut the fruits. i was gonna do that anyway but like. shoutout to you man. props

the frogettes: jj rocker really likes you huh. cant get enough young love rock and roll even

space kicker: hi radar AAGHHHH THE SPACE!!! KI IEKR AAHH ITS HIM INAHIUIBSSYSBIYFIBYDS /VPOS

stepswitcher: love these thangs. i have several of my own thangs. the one i (mc) adore most is the purple thang. his name is mo

JJ ROCLEKEKRKMJ &*;*;&;&$-$×<;^<^<^$ UBGDEBGSCXUGBUSDXGBBHG my eif ei lvoe her so so sp sososososoos muuch foreverrr aheehee giggle. kicks my feet twirls my hair. i think i hauve covid

STUDENT ROKCKONOUCRFUIBCFEJHBGCERBGUSXD MY CHILD HE HAS EVERY DISEASE

airboarder: yeeeeaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHH LETS GO

seals: wait. whatd you do with the dolphins. where are they. say somethign . Where are thr DOLPH

smiling coin: do i know you

thr cnaract3rs from tunnel the endless game: ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i gues. but like. do you really ned a cowbell to keep driving? i mean. just record yourself playing a cowbell and like play it on the radio. just do that. why am i holding a cowbell anc playing the cowbel for YOU. do it yourselfIs she even listening to. m

glass tappers: ths Glass Tappers J SWEWR EVERY TIME I READ THR WORD "TAPPERS"

the thing from rhythmove dungeon: youre. okay. i guess. i only played your endless game once. uh it 's fine. i mean.

clodhopper pickens: youre so full of glee,, id be happy too if my business card made music,,

slot monster: tjen scdrunkly. scdunkyl. scrunkly. sc

octo-pop: WAHAHHA THE. MSUIC SO FAST

beat machine: i barely messed around with this one. it's fine . wish the crowd wasnt so judgemental thogu

beatbag I dont know this one

kappa dj: ive seen you on davidmismol thumbnails and thats basically it lel

okaye wow owwowow owowowo WOWWOWWOW

[amazingmsme]

You need to gush about your baby? I wanna hear about your baby. Tell. Me. Everything! Friends? Possible enemies? Fav ler? Fav lee? Just. Everything and anything❤️

YEEES OK SO

She’s definitely a girl’s girl & is way nicer to Ragatha, Pomni & Gangle & enjoys spending the most time with them. She also really likes Zooble because they could care less about anything & everything & they have that in common. They will both ditch everyone else when a new adventure is assigned. They just love to dip out✌️

She’s lowkey frenemies with Jax because he’s a smug asshole & SHE’S a smug bitch. Obviously they’re gonna butt heads. Angry flirting back & forth, very fun stuff. You know how he calls Ragatha “doll”? He once called Macawla pretty bird in a really rude, condescending way but it backfired so bad because now she calls herself a pretty bird ALL THE TIME! He also likes to call her Polly & it pisses her off because that’s not her honking name! He also thinks it’s a riot to ask repeatedly if she wants a cracker. But that’s ok, she pulls on his ears like a mother getting onto a child & when he tries to pull pranks on the others, she goes “silly rabbit, tricks are for kids!”

Since she has a lot of feathers she accidentally ends up tickling the others a lot. Either when she needed comforting it was comforting someone else, her arms also being wings means you’re in for some very tickly hugs. It’s how she found out Gangle was ticklish☺️

She loves playing innocent & act like she doesn’t know what she’s doing when she knows EXACTLY what she’s doing. She’s a really sweet, playful ler like that with such a fun, goofy side. Sometimes she’ll use her talons to tickle someone when they’re not expecting it

She likes to get everyone if I’m being honest, but her favorite lees are Jax, Gangle, Ragatha & Pomni

This girl gets a good dose of her own medicine don’t you worry. We all know how much feathers shed, so she leaves a sparse trail wherever she goes. She never really gave much thought to it until Jax launched an attack on her with her own feathers. Poor thing hid on her hoop for hours after that lsvskwhddk

When it comes to lers, I think her faves are Ragatha, Jax & Pomni. She gets in a lot of playful tickle fights with Ragatha & Pomni, but she tends to win more with Pomni. Jax is just a bully, but he’s a fun bully so it’s fine

[sunlitmcgee]

I can't find the emoji, but boardgames and benchtrio for the ask game?

♟-Board games/arts and crafts inside

TWS: None! The boys are just all silly and sleepy :) also c!bee here are platonc in case anyone needed a reminder. for some reason.

Ranboo’s voice called out from the kitchen. “Be there in a sec!”

 Tubbo groaned and tossed back his head. “You’ve been there for five freakin’ minutes. How many more secs do you need to get some bloody chips?”

 Tommy snickered from where he was curled up on the sofa. He was wrapped tightly in a blanket and tucked his head down into it while smiling as he did. “Gods, Tubso. When did you get so dang impatient?”

 Tubbo glared and scoffed at him angrily. “I’m not!” He firmly defended.

 “Papa a’patient.” Said a small voice down on Tommy’s lap. It was tiny and soft, and the words were muffled by the blanket that covered a round, rose pink head. 

 Tommy smiled as he pulled the blanket down a bit. “Papa’s impatient?” He asked Michael, whose floppy ears wiggled as he shook his head out before he blinked and quickly nodded.

 “Ah-huh! Papa a’patient an’ ah s’lly!”

 “Ooooh, really?” Tommy eagerly grinned as he gave Tubbo a knowing glance. “And just how silly is your goofy Papa?”

 The boy in question was flustered but too tired to complain about it. He sat on the floor with his legs criss-crossed, horns held high and back turned to the living room’s grand fireplace. He gave a flick of his ear and a wag of his brown tail. Then he rolled his sky blue eyes and refused to look at him.

 “RWEALLY SILLY!” Cried Michael B, who bounced on Tommy’s legs once before the boy huffed and made to hold him.

 “Ooooh, he is, isn’t he?” Tommy looked down at the small piglin. Michael had gone to curl against his chest, with his head rested upon his boney ribs and his hooved hands kneading his deep blue sweater vest. 

Tommy’s arms curled ‘round to hug the boy protectively. “He really is just so so silly. A silly man. Proper little silly bug, I reckon, I’ll say.”

 Michael gave a bubbly laugh when a kiss was placed upon his forehead. Tubbo crossed his arms over his chest as he grunted and puffed it out a bit.

 He had had a long day.

 He did a lot of clean-up around Snowchester’s walls.

 Chopped some wood when he wandered out into the forest.

 Did some stuff for the farmers.

 Did whatever in his little lab.

 Tubbo was worn out and wanted to chill for the rest of the day. He wanted to spend the night indoors and play board games as a family. Tommy thought that that was fair. He and Tubbo had only waited so long in the living room because Ranboo was still in the kitchen preparing some last minute game-night snacks.

 It seemed that he needed quite a few, considering it’d be nearly ten whole minutes since he’d slipped away. Tommy didn’t care since he was on the couch and was all warm n’ toasty.

 Tubbo, however, was not as content with their current “waiting for Ranboo to get his tall ass in here so they could busy out that bad bitch Candyland” situation. He was not happy. And Tommy found that to be oooooooh so very funny.

 He thought as such as he watched the goat boy slump a bit. 

 “I’m gonna divorce him, the piece of…”

 Tubbo cut himself off when Tommy raised a teasing brow. He then huffed and slumped down completely. “...I’m just bored, okay? Sue me or something…”

 “That an invitation?”

 “You know what I mean.”

 “Tubbo, you’re being very silly.”

 “You can swear in front of Mike so you’re just callin’ me silly?”

 “Well, would you like if I swore in front of Mike?”

 …

 …

 …

 “...no.”

 “Okay!”

 Tommy giggled and leaned back into the couch’s many cushions. Tubbo only threw his head back to once again groan and complain up at the ceiling. Michael snorted and snuffled softly. Tommy gave a gentle grin as he placed one hand over the small child’s, then a kiss, small and sweet onto his pink bubblegum-colored head.

 The living room’s large wooden door finally opened after a few more minutes.

 “Hey!” Ranboo said, poking his monochrome head in. “Sorry for the wait! We were out of rice cakes and I had to look into the storage. Didja get set up so that we can play?”

 They did.

 Tommy’d gone ahead and set up everything for the game.

 The board was ready and waited on the open rugged floor. Tubbo was smart to have sat right beside it. Smart, or impatient. Whichever one worked.

 Ranboo made sure to set a bowl full of Monster Munch right next to his husband before he moved to sit down beside him. Tommy was handed a matching bowl that was filled to the brim with rice cakes. His favorite flavor, too! Brown sugar and cinnamon.

 Tommy took a bit of one before he offered another to little Mikey.

 The piglin didn’t want to leave. He refused to budge from Tommy’s chest, so Tommy had to improvise by keeping the blanket wrapped around him as he went to sit on the floor, where he kept Michael on his lap and the rice cakes next to him.

 Tubbo was to his right while Ranboo sat across from him.

 Tubbo’s eyes were glazed from the fireplace’s orange flames. He looked tired. He’d be out in a few minutes, if Tommy had to guess.

 His suspicions only deepened when the young goat hybrid yawned.

 “Bee?” Ranboo said.

 “Hm?” Tubbo hummed in reply.

 “You wanna eat some chips and go up to bed?”

 Tubbo blinked. His eyes moved slowly as he moved his lashes bearily, like the lids were made of lead and he had a big soapy wet sponge where his brain was meant to be. His words were slurred when he answered very sluggishly. “Ah…nnn-n-noooo, not yeah…”

 “You sure?” Ranboo checked, clearly unconvinced.

 Tubbo hummed and slowly nodded. “Mhmm! I’m okay! Let’s play the Camdy-Candyland…game…”

 Ranboo’s jewel-like eyes went a bit wide as his husband’s once again fluttered. He watched along with Tommy as Tubbo’s body started leaning. Slowly at first, the faster. Sharp and sudden as he tilted his head and rocked on his behind a bit, then properly began to sway to the side so that when he lost his balance and nearly fell over all of the way, Ranboo had only a couple seconds to reach and grab him since he was the closest.

 Tubbo made a little groan. “HmmHMM, WHY?!”

 Ranboo just warbled and wrapped his arms around him. “⎅⏃⍀⌰⟟⋏☌...!” He chittered, huffed and visibly frazzled.

 The ender hybrid hugged his husband and pulled him close to his chest. Kind of like how Michael was with Tommy, he put Tubbo onto his lap and used his long arms to cradle him. It made Tubbo stir as he was lightly jostled a bit more.

 Once Ranboo was still Tubbo grunted and tilted his head up at him.

 “Babe…” He dryly rasped. “...what the shit?”

 Tommy heard Michael gasp as he rushed to shield the little boy’s ears. Ranboo’s pointed ears twitched, but he didn’t comment on his platonic partner’s crude language as he cupped Tubbo’s face and whispered to him gently.

 “You can sleep for a bit.” He quietly said. “You can get a bit of shut-eye. Toms and I can play a few games of Candyland, you can get a bit of sleep, and when you wake up either you can join in and play, or we can just get things all tidied and go upstairs so you can actually go to bed and get some proper sleep. Whatever works. It’s up to you, baby…”

 Ranboo was feather soft as he pecked a kiss onto Tubbo’s forehead. Normally Tommy would gag and make a big deal teasing them about it. But nah. Not tonight. 

 Tonight, Tubbo was sleepy and wrapped tight in his husband’s arms.

 Tonight, Tommy was sleepy and wanted to get some cinnamon-raisin bread.

 Tonight Ranboo looked rather tired and had his partner in his arms. His pointed ears drooped at either side of his large, lopsided head. His crown was crooked. He hadn’t yet reached up to fix it.

 Tonight Michael was the most awake out of the four of them. That was funny when you considered that he was the baby. Tommy thought that it was funny. Babies were always a little bit funny.

 Being tired sure as fuck made him feel rather funny.

 They were all tired.

 This was all rather silly.

 So when Tubbo yawned and slowly went to sleep, Tommy didn’t bother to correct Ranboo when he grabbed his little candy cane man figure before he drew his first card. Did you use cards to play Candyland? Did it even matter? Did it? Did it really?

 “You wanna go first?” The enderman tiredly asked.

 “Mmm, nah.” Tommy said with a slight shrug. “Your move. It’s okay.”

 Ranboo grinned. “Alright!”

 The fireplace crackled. Home was always so warm when there was sleep inside your bones.

[recklessrex]

Jellicle-ho did this and now I also want to rank my favorite Cats. So I wrote this instead of writing about Sullivan.

Long Post Warning

To start with I don't hate/dislike any of them. The ones toward the bottom of the list tend to be ones I just think about less often, or don't feel like I connect to as well. Based on 1998 for simplicity's sake.

1) Munkustrap

My baby. Munk's always been my favorite from the very start. It's not just the hero thing, it's not just that Michael Gruber's a handsome mf, it's how he interacts with the others. He's so loving and protective, but at the same time so done with everyone's bullshit (when bullshittery occurs). And then there's the underlying anxiety issues we're all pretty sure he deals with that makes me just want to hug him. He just so clearly wants everyone to be happy and safe. It melts my heart how much joy he gets from seeing his tribe happy. Watch when Deuteronomy shows up in 1998, after he greets him himself (before which he steps aside so others can greet him first cuz he's a sweetheart), he spends most of the walk to the stairs soaking in how happy all the others are and being utterly overjoyed. Add to that his deep, devoted love for his father and how diligently he looks after him, his clear affection for his little brother Tugger despite being more done with his bullshit than anyone else's (Tugger don't touch the bagpip. Tugger no), his strong, tender bond with Alonzo and how smoothly they work together in a crisis, and his sometimes subtle, sometimes not-so-subtle crush on Demeter (notice that she's the only one other than Alonzo that HE approaches right before the Gumbie Cat and the only one he uses both hands to reach out to during that). Also his snark and sass, when he lets it out, is an utter joy. And I love the way he can assert his dominance with just a glance if the situation calls for it (watch him with Cassandra in Grizabella's first scene), but still rarely ever pulls rank like that. Overall he's a really fun character to watch for me, as well as to think about and (if I get around to it) write about.

2) Demeter

My other baby. (I'm so happy my two babies love each other). She's such a complex character. Her backstory of abuse and her current dealings with PTSD as a result are only the jumping off point. I love her moments of bravery, like jumping on Mac to protect the tribe despite everything she's been through. Courage isn't about not being afraid, it's about doing what needs to be done despite your fears. She's the most courageous member of the tribe and I love her so much. As for her relationships with the others, she has a much less subtle crush on Munk than he does on her, but she's so shy about it (and he's so damn polite) I doubt they'd ever get off the ground without a little help. She's so adorable in the way she looks at him, in 1998 she has a particular smile different from her other smiles that seems to be just for him. I also love her connection with Bomba, I feel like if she and Munk ever got off the ground it would be with Bomba's encouragement. Bomba is always there to hold her up when she feels small. While Munk makes her feel safe, Bomba makes her feel strong. So this is why Demelustrap is my OT3 thank you for coming to my TED talk.

3) Mungojerrie

Acts like a dumbass, is actually a genius. (Fight me). I love characters like this. Contradictions. Like brave strong Munk who is actually more emotionally vulnerable than he lets on, or nervous timid Demeter who bravely confronted the person she fears most. Mungo seems fundamentally clueless in most situations but I think he's just a carefree goofball, at least when the stakes are low. He and Teazer are both clever enough to get away with all sorts of mischief, and I don't think it's a "Teazer is the smart one" situation. I mean Teazer is probably smarter, but they need smarts on both sides. I also love how smoothly they work together as a team. Mungo ranks higher for those adorable "clueless" moments and for being a lovable goof.

4) Rumpleteazer

Acts like a bimbo, is actually a genius. To a lesser extent than Mungo in that she acts way less clueless than he does, and her antics are usually more obviously silliness rather than dumbassery. Would be higher but I just like Mungo's goofy aesthetic a bit more. I'd also like to take this time to note I do NOT think they are siblings. (Fight me. Again)

5) Mistoffolees

Another of those contradictions I love. He's simultaneously shy and showy, bold and insecure. He doesn't quite know who he is yet, but he knows who he wants to be. He's also adorable to watch, with his little hops and poses. His relationship with Tugger is adorable, whether you see them as mates or BFFs (both? both. both is good), and his obvious crush on Victoria is equally adorable (more NOT siblings!). The way he melts when she smiles at him toward the beginning of 1998 *sigh* so cute

6) Alonzo

Sorry @jellicle-ho I do love him lots, but he doesn't make the top five simply because I feel closer to Misto and the Chaos Twins (just an expression, not siblings!) on a spiritual level. He's still one of the best characters. He has his "contradiction" element of being cocky but somewhat insecure, and I especially love that he's just as serious as he is playful. He's also a slinky, sassy bastard and a blast to watch on stage.

7) Victoria

Woo boy. Okay first of all, since it seems to be a major factor, the contradiction element. She seems like a shy, reserved, almost demure young lady at first, but she's actually that quietly sassy serene girl at the Alpha bitch's lunch table, the one that's actually nice and doesn't participate in putting down the weird kid no one likes. But she's still gonna judge you. I love every moment of Victoria-sideeye in the 1998 video. And of course there's her whole side plot which basically revolves around her being extremely DTF, which is quite the opposite of "demure." Also her obvious crush on Misto is also adorable, the way she smiles at him, ugh like the only reason she danced with Plato instead is because Misto was too shy to approach her (also Plato has much better upper body strength so hey ho, hey hue, let's go Pas de Deux). She's also so very graceful and elegent and then there's her "omg why!?" flexibility which make her fascinating to watch.

8) Pouncival

Precious child. Precious little jackass brat. No but really I love him so much he's such a brat but also like he's tiny? And he wants to be cool sooo bad! The way he runs in for his "and bright!" all excited, I just can't. He has this sort of quiet, but enthusiastic demeaner of someone that knows he's not the star, but hopes to be, and he's bursting with energy in a pseudo-controlled way that I find more compelling than Etcetera's brand of enthusiasm. I love his acrobatics, whether they're super smooth, adorably clumsy, or straight up pratfalls. I love how 14-years-old he is. You can see him getting bored in that teenage "okay grampa you've told this story forty times already" kind of way during part of Gus's song. I love how adorably menacing he looks during the Naming of Cats. I just love the baby. He is very baby.

9) Bombalurina

She's beauty. She's grace. She'll smack you in the face. She's sexy and she knows it. She's such a confident, strong woman, and while she's the most overtly sexualized character, I kind of find it's even more empowering, you know? Like the idea that a woman can be both sexy and strong, she doesn't have to pick one. Bomba is walking proof that being strong, bold, and tough is not inherently "masculine," nor is protecting others. Don't get me wrong, I love strong female characters of all varieties, I'm not here to knock the tomboy trope, but when a strong female character is also sexually liberated it's just a different level of empowerment. Not just the deconstruction of "masculine/feminine" lines, but also in the "my body, my life, my choice" kind of way. Further, I absolutely love her relationship with Demeter. I personally support the mates, bffs, and siblings hcs because they honestly work so well as any of these (but as mentioned above, Demelustrap is my OT3, despite not always getting strong Bombastrap vibes). Her protectiveness and desire to comfort Demeter is so beautiful. Maybe it's the contradiction thing that I love so much. Strong, bold Bomba has her most tender moments when looking after Demeter. Idk. Moving on!

10) Rum Tum Tugger

He's beauty. He's… grace? He probably won't smack you in the face. He's sexy and he SO knows it. Tugger is walking proof that certain stereotyped "feminine" traits aren't inherently feminine, or to put it another way, he breaks down what it means to be "masculine." Think about it. Cares about his looks, beautiful luxurious long hair, wiggles his hips, wiggles his hips more, wiggles his hips when he walks, struts like a model on a runway, shakes his chest to be sexy, idolizes a cute boy, fashionable clothes (knee-bandana ftw!), all stereotypical "girly" traits, but would anyone describe Tugger as "girly"? Anyway, that's not even what I love most about him. I actually used to dislike him as a kid, but these days I can't get enough of him. Most of the time he just oozes positive vibes in one way or another, be it party vibes or laid back vibes. Most of his screentime in 1998 is such a good time because of that. He has such an energy and ferocity to him during his dance numbers, especially the second half of the Jellicle Ball in 1998. And then there's his quiet moments, especially the affection he shares with Munk while singing about their dad (omg the respect and affection he feels for both of them, coming from such a self-loving bastard it just ahhhhhh), and then after Deuteronomy comes back I just can't he's so sweet omg. Not to mention his whole relationship with Misto. Aside from the whole idolizing thing, which is adorable, he also is so supportive and encouraging. He just naturally bleeds confidence and good vibes, but he deliberately offers that confidence to Misto when he needs it. It's so beautiful and I'm gonna cry. I used to ship him with Bomba, but these days I hc them as friends with occasional benefits that like to place bets on how far interactions between Munk and Deme will go before one of them chickens out or gets awkward, and on which one will be the awkward chicken this time.

Wow I talked a lot about Tugger and he's only #10. Okay well, you folks ready to get controversial?

11) Macavity

I know I know, hear me out. I know most people interpret him as a total bastard with no redeeming qualities but like, I don't read him that way? Anyway I have complicated feelings about Mac but I'll get more into it in another post. As a character in the show I do really like him as a villain, I love his laugh, I love his "no look guys it's okay I brought him back see he's over there heheheh" gesture before he shows up in disguise, I love how show-boaty and "totally hyped for this" he is when he reveals himself, I love his "no wait please don't hurt me it's cool I'm leaving" gesture at Alonzo after the Jellicles start ganging up on him, he's just a blast of a character really, whether he's redemable or not.

12) Old Deuteronomy

Sweetest man you'll ever know. His compassion for the entire tribe is so sweet it hurts. He even feels love and understanding for Griz, and (futiley) tries to persuade the others to accept her, even subtley scolding them after the first "Memory" with his "Moments of Happiness." He loves his sons especially, and I adore every moment he interacts with either of them. He also can bring the sass, see his 'chin up' posture before Tugger bows to him, which I always read as them playfully teasing each other, or his little eye-roll when Munk gets a bit extra talking about the fire brigade. On that note, how into Munk's little play he is, even though it's going wrong. He keeps making encouraging gestures at Munk and reacting with surprise at the right moments (when Munk is looking at least lol). Anyway he's great moving on.

13) Jennyanydots

Jenny is that cool aunt that hangs out and has fun but also won't put up with your nonsense. She's so great I love her so much. She's honestly just a blast all the time I love her so much what can I say? I hc her as teaching Tumblebrutus how to sew. I don't know why.

14) Electra

Ah the "quiet" kitten. I read her as the tough tomboyish one of the girl kittens, and I hc her as sort of in training as a protector, and that's why she's more serious than the others. In 1998 she seems to look up to Munk, being the first to greet him before Gumbie Cat, and nuzzling him during Old Deuteronomy. 1998 Electra also has a lot of little adorable motions like licking her paws during Old Deuteronomy and retrieving the Peke paw from the middle of stage and than posing/playing with it during the Pekes and the Pollicles. I also love her freckles and her pink arm warmer. Massively underrated character.

15) Tumblebrutus

SPINNY. BALLET. BOI. Nuff said. But I'm gonna say more. He keeps up with Misto in ballet and exceeds Pounce in acrobatics, and as such is fascinating to watch. Also Brutus's struggle between his playful instincts and his desire to impress his elders is so adorable.

16) Admetus/George

First of all I first knew him as Admetus long long ago, and he will always be Admetus to me. Sorry. Second, omg this lovely, happy, wonderfully expressive boi. His face at literally any point in 1998 is such a gem.

17) Jemima

Speaking of great expressions, how bout Jemima? She's so cute and sweet! I love her whole deal of understanding Griz's pain and trying to get the rest of the tribe to understand. The only reason she's not higher up is because I somehow don't emotionally connect with her like I do some of the other kittens.

18) Coricopat

The more laid-back and playful half of the mystic twins. The twins in general are cool af, but Corico ranks higher for being more relatable.

19) Skimbleshanks

BUBBLY. TRAIN. DAD. Nuff said. Buttttt I'm gonna say more! Skimble is your best friend's dad that is always chaperoning on field trips but that's okay because he's actually pretty fun to be around most of the time. I love his cheerful expressions and his little jigs. His song is so much fun. And I love the relationship between him and Spara in 1998. More on that below

20) Asparagus

Okay so Spara is your other best friend's dad (or your best friend's other dad) who sometimes tries too hard to be cool and connect with the kids but that's okay because he's so nice and besides it's kind of adorable? What I find most adorable about Spara though is how hard he's crushing on Skimble. Like even if you hc them as already in a relationship, he really just can't get enough of Train Dad. Look at how Spara smiles at Skimble ALL THE DAMN TIME. He's practically blushing at multiple points during Skimble's song. And Skimble tends to gravitate towards Spara quite a bit, and omg that big grin he gives him during the line "sleeping car exprrrrreeesss!" I'm dead. In conclusion I need more Asparashanks content thank you for coming to my TED talk

21) Cassandra

I WANT to like Cassandra better than I do. I really really want to. But I feel like she's just so hard to get to know. I do enjoy her on stage, but as a character with backstory and motives she's a bit hard to work with. That being said she's by no means a flat character. I do hc her as one of the deputy protectors along with Alonzo, and more recently as part of the BFF power trio of her, Alonzo, and Munk, since Alonzo and much more subtley Munk are the only ones she shows any physical affection toward, aside from occasionally hanging out with T-brutus but we'll shelve that for now. I do really enjoy watching her though, she has some really interesting movements and expressions. And she does radiate a sort of "try me, I fucking dare you" vibe that I love a lot.

22) Tantomile

I have the same problem with Tanto that I do with Cass. I just don't feel like I know her very well. She is cool as a mystical psychic character, but that's part of what makes the twins in general cool. So far I haven't been able to connect to her as an individual without her brother, otherwise she would be much higher on this list. She's still cool though.

22) Plato

*Deep breath* okay. I don't dislike Plato. I just.. okay look out of the male kittens/young adults, he's my least favorite. He does have qualities that I really like, like how he's a shy reserved boy on the outside and a fiery passionate soul on the inside. That's cool. Also those intense expressions are pretty cool I guess. I guess I might have less positive feelings about him because everyone assumes Victoria's magically in love now because of the Pas de Deux even though they barely interact otherwise. Which is unfair of me to feel that way. I hc him as struggling with internalized anger and anxiety and having difficulty expressing himself.

23) Etcetera

I'll be honest, I used to find her annoying. This one's pretty much entirely on me, because she has a superficially similar demeanor to a girl that used to bully me in school. But since graduating Cety's grown on me a lot, not in small part due to her wonderful enthusiasm for literally everything. While less compelling to me than Pounce's quieter, more controlled flavor of energetic enthusiasm, her bouncy jubilance still makes me grin and giggle along with her, so that's a major plus.

24) Jellylorum

Jelly is your other cool aunt that worries too much about your safety but also has cool stories to tell and is always doing like art and stuff in her garage. I hc her as the tribe nurse. Would be higher if not for slight Karen-ness.

25) Gus

Only on stage for a short time but he shines. The way he starts out all helpless looking like he doesn't even know where he is and slowly blossoms into singing about his old days with enthusiasm, and then breaking down into tears. He's a great character for the scene that he's in, but unfortunately there's not a lot else to him, so he gets a low spot on the list

26) Grizabella

Oof. Okay so. I get it. She messed up. My hc is… well, complicated, but short version is she never planned on being a mom and has no idea how to be a mom, and so she just let Deut raise Munk and visited occasionally (ahem rarely), but she does end up later spending some time as his primary caregiver, and she fucks up royally, like massive neglect and mild emotional manipulation, and ends up emotionally damaging Munk more than if she'd left him alone. SO with this hc in mind, is she redemable? Idk. But the tribe forgave her so that's what matters. Do I feel sorry for her? Yes. Do I believe she honestly regrets her past actions? …kind of? Yes. Let's go with yes. Does any of this make her my favorite character? Not by a long shot. I have mixed feelings about Grizabella. I don't dislike her I just… don't know how to feel about her.

27) Bustopher Jones

Walking fat joke, but a pleasant walking fat joke. Wish we could have got to know him better than "that cultured fat guy all the toms want to impress." He's fun though. I love his expressions throughout his song, and that toodle-pip! is so adorable.

28) Exotica

Oh Exotica. Who even are you. We don't know you at all. I do like the moment in Old D's song when she's reaching from the outside of the crowd hoping to get to touch him, and he reaches out so she can, and immediately after touching him she drops her hand and backs away, which I read as shy fangirl overload flee the scene omg he touched me omgomgomg. So that was cute. Ummm. I wish she'd stop changing colors every three seconds so I could keep track of her. Other than that, I don't dislike her, I just don't know her well enough to like her.

Omg I made it to the end. Did I forget anybody? I don't think so... Phew, that was so hard! Thanks for reading if you made it this far! :)

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33.

I am on my third suitcase but this is not my fault, Chris wanted his sneakers and that took a whole suitcase with my heels and slides and sneakers in there too. Then I packed my clothes which took a whole suitcase, I got some kinky things, Jen bought me a vibrator and said have fun and I have some sexy things to wear for him, I am very excited about Bora Bora. It’s going to be us time, we are there for a week and then going to Barbados after so we do need the clothes. I am packing Chris’ clothes now, I have my make-up to take also. This is stressful, I need an assistant, being a wife is hard work sometimes. Chris is downstairs with Mijo’ baby mother and his kids, I didn’t get the chance to go down yet. I have been stuck with the clothes to pack, I will go down after I finish packing Chris’ things. I had to do mine first because I didn’t want Chris to see, I have handcuffs too and some things, I mean Jen said and I was like Chris will murder me if I put anything near his ass but it’s supposed to make men cum and orgasm more, he won’t even let me touch his booty hole so it won’t happen but she made me buy these massager's and I have a feeling he will turn it on me, I am going to have such fun. I just want to ride him in peace, I am horny.

Let me show my face downstairs, it’s been so long as I have been upstairs. This is odd and weird for me because Mijo got my best friend pregnant and Chris said she is ok, she better be ok with me. I am a little nervous to see the baby mother to be fair, hearing their voices outside talking. Mijo kids are little angels though, holding the side as I walked down the steps in my slides “it’s Rihanna mommy” Maleah said pointing, smiling as I made my way down “you have met her before, don’t act shy now” I am more nervous than anything, Mijo’ baby mother got up “nice to see you” she shook my hand and hugged me “same, I hope Chris has been a good host” touching Chris’ shoulder “I am always good, just Mylen and I got beef. He telling me that he can do a better job than I can, he would make a better husband to you” sitting down next to Chris on the couch “go and say hi” Maleah has already met me and is shy “come on beautiful, give me a hug” opening my arms, she looked down and walked into my arms “you are so adorable, look at you” squeezing her a little “uncle Chris having a baby?” she asked “yes, can you see his stomach. He is due” Chris side eyed me “uncle is fat” Mylen spat “he is, but I don’t say it. He gets sad” Maleah giggled “I want to see” she said in a whisper “see what?” I questioned “baby, it’s in there” she pointed at my stomach “what about Chris’ stomach?” I pointed at Chris “no, silly he got nothing” touching Maleah’ hair, she has beautiful hair “you are so very beautiful” she is beautiful, nothing can beat a girl “what about me?” Mylen shouted “you ain’t gave me a hug so I can’t say” Mylen is like Mijo, he has his weird charm “but I told you to wait and you didn’t” he said in annoyance, Mijo’ baby mother busted out laughing and so did I. Mylen is being dead ass too “why you tripping for nigga?” Chris said laughing “I can’t hug you because you didn’t wait” Mylen is cute.

Lifting up my top “oh wow, baby in here” Maleah touched my stomach “yeah this is it” Chris showed the picture of the scan on his phone “your so pretty” Maleah beamed at me “and so are you” pulling my top down “prettier than me baby” smiling at her “mommy, uncle Chris having a boy!” pulling a face “ok, I am?” I chuckled “I hope it’s a girl, just like you or a boy just like Mylen” he needs to quit being sad with me “it’s cute” Maleah sat next to me, placing my arm around her “you must be nervous?” Mijo’ baby mother asked “yes, I am so very nervous but Chris makes me forget. With how goofy he is, he is so supportive. Besides the fact he left me to pack but I am scared to have something so big coming out of me, I feel like the baby is big” my pussy ain’t going to be the same “oh don’t worry, it will snap back into shape. Chris showed me and the baby looks so healthy though, it has Chris’ head” I gasped pointing at Chris “I told you!” he didn’t even believe me “well Chris and I are going to have a party and I hope you all can come, Mylen you can be my date?” holding my hand out, he sighed out “they always come back” he said while holding onto my hand “you are so cheeky!” hugging him tight “I get it from uncle” I can tell he does.

Staring at my suitcase being loaded onto the jet, I sweat if anyone looks in there, the shame “come on” Chris touched my arm while walking by me to get on the jet “oh yeah, I am coming” following behind Chris, he is wearing shorts, tee, socks with slides on. He wants to be comfortable, it is an eight hour flight but I don’t care. I just want to be out of the country “how weird, no Cass or Ant” smiling at the flight attendant “y’all be joined at the hip, now you can be joined at the hip with me” Chris placed his backpack on the table and slid onto the seat “that actually sounds like hell” sliding into the seat across him “meanie, we got a whole week. We can’t really run away from each other” picking up Chris’ backpack and placing it at the side of me “you not already sleeping on me are you?” I swear to god, he can be so boring “I barely slept, I came in late. I had to do some songs and then I just chilled with the boys, you know. Shit is weird, you know I don’t sleep and I can deal with not doing it but recently I been wanting it. I am getting old” he said with his eyes closing, I shrugged “I won’t say but maybe because you wanted to be with me” Chris rolled his eyes “I see enough of you, I will say Fenty, I missed her” pulling a face “don’t do that, what if we don’t have a girl. Don’t have your heart set on it” he keeps doing it “I have things set up, I have something big coming up for you. You’re going to be amazed, shit is going to be hectic but just know I got us, if we have a girl it’s just perfect. Like when I die, I want to look down and see our kids just living it up, people respecting them running our business forever. I got plans Robyn, my mind is business. I be setting shit up, it’s a shame your friend fucked that one up” staring at Chris dumbfounded “what friend? When we get to Bora Bora I don’t want to talk about nothing negative” I want to leave that shit in America “Mel, I was going to set her up with being in the business with Black Pyramid but I don’t fuck with snakes, that’s the end of it. It’s fine though I got other people, just thought she needed a life besides staring at us” taking in a deep breath “can we not speak on them” Chris shrugged resting his head back on the seat.

Chris hasn’t even fallen asleep, he is staring out of the window “Mel can come to the party but Mijo can stay away from me, if you want to fuck with him than you can” he has a problem with it, I know Chris “I just want to move on, having hate in our hearts and holding grudges is not good. We are starting our own family, I want that to be hate free. Not when our child grows up and hears stories about your best friend, I know what he said and that hurt me and you. I support you, you’re my husband and Mel has said how heartbroken Mijo is about you, it’s been years you both been friends. That was your boy, he said things and hasn’t been the same. He said what he said at the wrong time but god has blessed us now, I just want you to let it go. We have enough people hating us and I am scared, I believe in the evil eye and I want my child to have the perfect beginning, we wouldn’t wish bad on anyone but they would on us. Don’t be best friends with him but you need to let it go and let your heart free Chris, please” I haven’t told him what to do with anything but I just feel I want him to know I am not mad at Mijo, I am more caring about this baby because I am scared and I want this birth to go fine “doesn’t mean I am talking to him, fuck him and fuck Mel. She is a stupid bitch, I know him. I know Mijo, he needs a bed to stay in because he would have been running to us but he can’t. I just want to move on and for you, I will let it go. I do anything to make you happy and obey, so I will but I am not telling him shit” I can accept that.

Chris did fall asleep, he was tired and I can’t sleep “would you like a bed made?” the air hostess asked “no thank you, but I will say it if I need it. Can I have a water please” the air hostess walked off smiling, picking my phone back up. I think I need the bed being made, my back is hurting and it’s already been three hours. Looking down at the Instagram post, I love seeing these cute posts of Chris and I, fans are being ever so cute and my fans have been so sweet making collages. Tapping on the picture of Chris and I walking out of the hospital with Mel, I sometimes don’t know how they get these pictures or I don’t see the photographers. Look how confused I look with life, reading the caption to myself “hope the baby is ok” furrowing my eyebrows commenting on the post ‘baby Brown is fine, a head like it’s father lol’ pressing send, I know Chris hates me saying it “here you are” the air hostess placed my water down “thank you, can you make the bed for me. My back is aching now” I am so annoying but sitting up right is not doing me, this cannot happen though. I need to have sex with Chris, if I start aching through sex then that will fuck up everything.

I knew I shouldn’t have slept, I actually feel worse than I did “you got everything?” I asked Chris before getting off the jet “Welcome to Bora Bora!” this lady said smiling “thank you” I said in a whisper “I am Tamar, I am your personnel from Four Seasons. We have taken your luggage already, Laki will be taking you on the Yacht, taking a scenic route to the hotel” Chris held my hand, following behind the personnel to the yacht “you booked all of this?” Chris questioned “honestly, I said Bora Bora and got Mel to do the rest. I am lazy but I don’t know what I am doing” this place is so beautiful “the first time here?” Tamar asked “yes, never came here before but I thought I would come with my husband. It’s romantic and I didn’t want to come here lonely, bit lame so to say” she cooed out “well I know you will love it here already, the beautiful scenes and peace. You will find peace here, you can both be yourselves and I am sure that is something you both need” she is damn right we do “this is why I picked it, away from everyone” hopefully trouble doesn’t follow us because lord knows we both need this.

I am impressed by the yacht and I don’t feel sick being on it, I wish I had my shades with me though but I am already in love. The beauty is breathtaking, the mountain is amazing and I should have bought my photographer but then I didn’t want anybody here. Dragging my eyes away from the view and seeing my beautiful husband, he looks so at peace. His side view is beautiful alone, the sun just glaring down on him sat across me looking around. Getting my phone out from my bag, I want to take a picture of my baby. Tapping on Instagram and the camera, aiming my phone at Chris and taking the picture. Captioning the picture ‘BAEcation’ pressing send on the picture “it’s beautiful here” looking up at Chris “I am excited to see and hike the mountain, I will carry you but I want to go on an adventure” Chris climbed on the seating area “what are you doing?” his leg went around me, looking behind seeing him sit down on the edge “oh no, that is dangerous, what if you fall back!?” I spat, Chris chuckled “it’s cool, ayo. Lake or Laki, can you take a picture of me and my wife. Robyn give your phone” I don’t like him sat on the edge, what if he falls back. The guy took my phone and stepped back, Chris’ hands intertwined with my hands and placed our hands on my stomach “smile!” the guy shouted, my heart felt so full smiling.

We are literally in a bungalow over the water, this is amazing “this opens up onto the deck and here you have your own private sun loungers and private pool looking over the views and the water. If you like, you can go for a swim out here which leads to the white sands” I flinched feeling Chris’ arm around my shoulder “on god I am going to fuck you from behind in the pool facing the views” he whispered into my ear, I let out a light giggle as he pressed a kiss to my cheek “housekeeping comes twice daily, anything you need we will respond. Your luggage is in your room, if you have any issues with closing the sliding doors then let us know. We hope you both enjoy your stay with us” oh we will be enjoying something, I know we do have little ventures while here “excuse me sir, I done seen what you did” I pointed at Chris “me?” he pointed at himself “I did nothing” he says that “you posted on Instagram of me and Maleah, stop teasing” Chris shrugged not caring.

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What do you think Rose Egbert would be like? :0 And Dave Harley, John Lalonde, and Jade Strider

Rose Egbert, raised in a supportive, loving home environment, would probably still be fighty and punchy because I don’t think there’s a single parent in existence that could ever change that about her, but she’s also very likely going to be more inclined to wait until being PROMPTED before she lets loose her floods of salt and snark. So like, a pretty regular girl on first impressions, definitely deeply entrenched in her Hot Topic mall goth phase, wears chokers from Spencers and whatnot, but pretty friendly at face value and in all the advanced literature courses, has been in every psychology class the public education system offers. On the debate team. And so you’re like, cool, she’s on debate, that should be fun, she’s pretty well composed as a person I bet she has some good thoughts. And then you attend one of the debate matches. And you see a side of Rose Egbert you never knew existed and holy hot DAMN you’re not sure if you’re terrified or in love with her. Possibly both. Probably both. She’s quick witted alright, devastatingly intelligent and in this to WIN. Dad Egbert has all of her debate trophies (medals? I wasn’t in debate idk how these things work) displayed as proudly as he displayed his clown statues in the canon timeline. Her role as a Seer of Breath is to best free the timeline and her friendgroup from the clutches of the Literally-A-Demon Lord of Time, who seeks to enslave them, their timeline, and the universe to his whims, to become his playthings. Her role is to forsee the best route, not in terms of luck, but as a specific, pointed fuck you to Doc Scratch, Lord English, and everything associated with them. That part in canon where Rose is talking to Doc and he’s like “do you even still have that emotion?” or whatever and she’s like “Why, yes, it seems it’s all been mysteriously relocated to my middle finger. The dark magics are at it again.” Like that but times a thousand she is SMART she has FORESIGHT and she is going to FREE THEIR TIMELINE, BITCH.

Dave Harley grew up alone on an island with a magic dog and some weird chess folk, so first of all he doesn’t know what a gender is so jot that down, second of all what do you mean boys don’t like boys? Obviously boys like boys, he likes boys, u r foolish, u silly human culture you. So uh, you know how Dave is like, this huge massive attention whore in canon and he starts out “I’m so cool are you noticing me being cool and not caring over here”? Yeah no, immediately bypasses that, this boy wants ATTENTION so TALK TO HIM DAMMIT. His only real guide for physical touch has been a dog and some people who are not human so Personal Space Whomst? Dave is here, he is in your personal space, you are paying attention to him bitches. His collection of weird dead shit is even weirder, given that it is a Harley tradition to taxidermy weird shit and also he lives out on an island now. Probably takes the PRETTIEST photos of like, the island views and stuff, which he naturally posts online and gets a lot of likes and reblogs for which, good, give him that sweet sweet validation. His selfies are everywhere. Go like them. His role as the Knight of Space would be a pretty important one, he’s upholding the balance of the universe and breeding the new one and stuff, which basically just means he’s the weird frog dad now. You see all those frogs? Those are his babies. He loves them. Smorch. Dave ew don’t kiss frogs that’s gross. Dave does not care, Dave is gonna smooch those frogs bc he loves them and all their mutant little paradox offspring. Dave the frog whisperer. Whenever Karkat’s getting screechy he just like. Takes one out of his sylladex or his hood or pocket or SOMEWHERE and sets it delicately down in front of Karkat when he’s not looking and Karkat proceeds to screech and flip out and Dave laughs at him. This Dave is likely a lot more carefree, but doesn’t have a good grasp of concepts like “responsibility” or “giving people space.” A good and goofy kid, with some nice tasty abandonment issues probably thrown into the mix there somewhere. He doesn’t wanna be alone again.

John Lalonde very likely has a very bad grasp of what consequences are. If he breaks shit, they can just buy a new one, if he pranks someone a little too mean or says something that goes a little too far, his mom is easy to forgive him. My dear sweet ADHD child probably didn’t do too good in school and did a lot of class clowning tomfoolery but Mom Lalonde didn’t discipline him for it at home so threats of “I will call your mother if you don’t settle down” didn’t have much of an effect on him. He’s a good kid! Friendly and loving and affectionate, but if he fucks up he doesn’t take responsibility for it and pulls the “it was just a joke!” card way too frequently and doesn’t know how to actually apologize or fix his mistakes. But even though he’s very outwardly childish, he’s also surprisingly mature for his age, by way of like, opinions and stuff? Like he’ll say stuff and it’ll seem totally left field for him cause John you’re like, the funny dude of our group, but he’s also the one who knows how to disinfect wounds and the RIDICULOUS importance of making sure your older sibling knows who their DD is when they’re off drinking with their friends and while he doesn’t have an emotional reaction to traumatic events right off the bat (like in canon) he does do a VERY good job of responding pragmatically to them, and that’s kind of a result of yeah, his mom’s his buddy, and yeah, she lets him get away with anything, but no, John doesn’t really get the chance to be a kid ALL the time, and in part he acts out like this because he’s frustrated that he CAN’T fully be a kid, so he’s overcompensating. His role as the Heir of Light would be as somebody who embodies luck and intellect, which he doesn’t really feel like he can do. He’s not smart, right? He’s never done well in school. But he has really high emotional intelligence, and he’s got street smarts no 13 year old has any business having, and he eventually comes to realize that he is lucky. He’s very lucky. He’s got good friends who love him and who he loves, a strong team who can conquer the world, the universe, even a demon with the strength of a green sun, and when John comes to appreciate consequences and ramifications of their actions, he would be better able to understand how to use his powers to become the luckiest little shit in the universe, and could look death in the face with confidence because he understands, now, he’s realized some things, some the easy way and some lessons were painfully hard, but he’s confident in what he’s doing and he’s got his friends at his back.

Jade Strider, I hate to say it, but I think she would end up a very meek individual. Very, very hypervigilant, aware of everyone’s mood around her and this HUGE people pleaser, because as far as she’s concerned “not actively pleased” might as well be utterly synonymous to “actively displeased.” Life is uncertain to her, she’s very diligent about reading the moods of others and making them happy. Everyone loves her and think she’s just absolutely the best, she’s always ready to listen, always eager to cheer her friends up when they’re feeling down, doesn’t say jack SHIT about herself. If people ask she straight up lies. She does NOT talk about her own problems, even worse than in canon. She is happy go lucky and pleasant to be around, see? She’s doing great. Don’t worry about her! Oh do you need to talk about something? She’s got hair-trigger reflexes and does NOT react well to sudden loud noises or jumpscares. She’s very forgiving, because it’s only natural that sometimes her friends will hurt her feelings, right? That’s what love looks like. Some things just can’t be prevented, so why bother. Lotta learned helplessness kinda shit going down. Very reactive to positive feedback and physical affection (as long as she sees it coming) but has no idea how to go about asking for it. She’s very popular at her school for being pretty and cool and badass and friendly all tied up into one but her friendships are very shallow with her school friends, because if she cannot open up about herself, what room is there for emotional intimacy? As a Witch of Time, her main thing that needs to happen is she needs to get fed up. She needs to get pissed off. She doesn’t deserve this shit! She’s thirteen! She doesn’t deserve a parent who didn’t love her, she doesn’t deserve to have the weight of the timeline on her shoulders, she doesn’t deserve to see her own corpse over and over and fucking OVER again! This isn’t fair, this isn’t right, she doesn’t FUCKING want this, fuck her Bro fuck the Game fuck keeping quiet she’s a KID and she’s HURTING and she will be fucking UPSET about it! And then she’s gotta let John, and Rose, and Dave hold her and tell her she’s right, she’s so right, she is absolutely entitled to her anger, she’s allowed to feel angry about this, she’s gonna be okay though, they’re there, they love her and they’re not gonna let anyone hurt her ever again, she’s allowed to feel hellfire down deep to her bones but then, most importantly, she needs to let her friends help her, she needs to trust them, and learn how trusting works, learn what love looks like and how all her little broken pieces fit back together. And no, she’s never gonna fully recover from that. She knows she’s gonna be a compulsive liar down to her dying day and she’s never going to be able to trust openly like some people do, but she’s got people who love her and who she loves dearly, and she’s going to be okay, and every day it gets a little easier. Some days are bad, yeah, some days she’s angry over stuff she thought she got over years ago, but at the end of the Game, after all has been ripped asunder and they’ve moved into their new lives on Earth C, she is allowed to recover and to rest and sure it’s not always easy, but she’s always trying, and things are better now.