#chiaki in a beanie. you agree.

[junkoenoshimaa]

gaming is my life. or maybe life is just a game?

[potatotrash0]

i saw seven deadly sins au and went !!!!!!!!!!! this stuff is my weakness. ty long au anon ily <3 /p

anonymous said:

Hi this is that same anon that keeps making long au plots. Here's a seven deadly sins/Demon au where Nagito is the sin of envy, Hajime is the sin of Greed, and Chiaki is the sin of sloth. They are a horrible trio.

-Hajime, as a demon of Greed, really loves finding and hoarding extravagant and pretty things, whether they are his or not.

-Yes Nagito and Chiaki are both apart of his collection. He stole two other demons because "pretty”

-Nanami stayed because not only is she always sleeping and Hajime's cozy little place is nice, but because friend <3

-Nagito stayed because he's lonely, bored, petty, and wanted the pretty boy who called him pretty before sweeping him off his feet's,,attention.

-oh lore time. Hell is a lawless place but there is still a semblance of order between groups of sins. Sins are kind of like their Own species. There's a certain chart of what sin is compatible with what sin, and it's agreed by every sin never to put a demon of envy and a demon of Greed together.

-this is because both envy and Greed as sins are too similar together. Both sins ambitions and motives to get something stem from their desires of want. The difference is envy ways something of someone else, while greed wants anything it can get.

-the problem at first was that Hajime's instinct pulled him to take anything he wanted as his, while Nagito only wanted Hajime (and Chiaki) as his. And he didn't like Hajime's want for others.

-Nagito has nothing against chiaki, even as a demon of envy. This is because demons of sloths are usually considered "neutral" or tolerable territory between all the sins. At first Nagito thought he would have to be competitive to get Hajime's attention but then one time Chiaki and Hajime got into a verbal disagreement and Chiaki went, "friendship over with Hajime, Nagito is my best friend now" And then fell asleep on him.

-Hajime would've gotten annoyed because, greedy, but then he sees Nagito moved to tears at being called a friend and he's like, "IIl let them have that, this time." And then moved closer so they all cuddled.

-of course nagito was in the middle and got stuck between a demon of sloth and Greed as pillow. Tug o war with Nagito's body never became so intense.

-Nagito, is still very petty when he thinks something else has taken away both his partner's interest in him, so he will become very passive aggressive. Usually that was a problem in the past but it has gotten easier knowing that you can buy his forgiveness through physical affection.

-oh did I mention they're all lovers? They keep calling each other "best friend" or "friend" despite sharing romantic intimacy because that's what they started out as and they're just inseparable from each other. They just love each other alot regardless of platonic or romantic feelings. They just want to be a starring role in the other's heart ❤️

-their lives are a bit different than canon, especially since the era they died in is not modern day.

-Chiaki was born normal/middle class until a war or invasion broke out. The city was one of thr firsts to get hit hard by invading forces, and her parents, who were respectable bakers/market people were hit hard. Her town was raided at night constantly and threatened. The bakery was constantly stolen from and vandalized. Many of the sleepless nights stayed with her as she sat with her parents and they held her in their arms. One night her parents got caught in the crossfire in the bakery while it was vandalized, and with no siblings and no neighbors, sleep deprived and tired of it all, chiaki decided she'd at least go with a struggle. She poisoned the invaders supply of food for nights on end until the sleep deprivation got to her and she was dead before they could get to her. Now though she gets to sleep all she wants.

-Hajime was the child of a corrupt father and a diseased mother, who didnt/wouldn't give him the attention he craved. When his mother died she only managed to hide her one belonging (a necklace) and gave it to him before she died. His father sold him everything else. His father wasn't abusive, per say, but he took pride in seeing himself in Hajime, and constantly hyped up his "love" for Hajime when he showed the same ambitions as him, while downplaying anything else he deemed unworthy (his mother's kind hearted temperament). So while Hajime still retained his mother's sense of being fair and caring, the ambition to take everything got pounded into him by his father constantly until both of them got a bit blurry. Sad thing is his father loved money more than him and when the angry people who his father scammed burnt his house down, he couldn't care less about his kid and ran with the valuables, leaving Hajime to die in the fire.

-Nagito grew up with a mother who was a seamstress, who was unhappily married and forced to have a child she didnt want and her husband didn't help her raise him, instead he cheated on her behind her back. While she never hurt him, she was emotionally detached from the trauma and pain, and couldn't give him the love he needed as a kid. She instead, tried (and actually managed to achive) some sort of loving emotional bond with her kid through tailoring. Idk how he dies but I was imagining something happens and he and his mother die, and while his mother dies in peace, he dies in envy of another family his father has built and how happy he is.

-(While Hajime's sin might have festered as he grew because of his father, Nagito might have been born sharing the sin of envy with his mother, who envied people being able to live their life. )

-(also yes, I did get these backstories referencing vocaloid songs)

-idk that shit got depressing fast I'm sorry. I can say now though they are happy Imao.

-oh Oh, they also have fun picking a single human and then tormenting them. I don't mean tormenting them as in making their life miserable, but tormenting them by making it very inconvenient and wild. Currently the human they're bullying is Kazuichi.

lmaooo kazuichi............babe i am so sorry you’re getting triple teamed by three demons dksnxksnx he’s probably perpetually in the *clutches beanie in fear* pose—

also!!!!! sin of envy nagito!!!!!! so pog??? i actually have hajime down as the sin of envy for my own 7DS au but.............*looks intensely*

also also i can just see chiaki monopolizing all of hajime’s comfy furniture lmao. he’s a little annoyed bc “that’s mine >:T” but also he’s not very inclined to stop her bc she usually just makes grabby hands to signal for hugs, so he gets to use the couch anyway. it’s all good <3

also i do indeed see the vocaloid references and my mind is running wild bc enbizaka my beloved <3 i still wanna redo the written version of it at some point........

[dr-imaginesandscenariosarchive]

Can you do the crush with depression one again for komaeda, koizumi, nanami, maizono, and souda?

Well I did the original request so why not? I hope I got everything right, as I know every case of depression isn’t the same. ^^; Also any request with Nagito I will most likely take c: Enjoy the angst/fluff!~

 Just accept that all my writings are going to be long because ideas, yo. Also I went back to my old format, so sorry mobile users. It just..looked too cluttered for me. 

Any questions of why I write the characters the way I do can be answered on my personal ^^; I may see these characters differently than others do. 

- Mod Lexie 

Chiaki Nanami: 

She noticed but it took her a bit to realize. Though from the way you were acting? She quickly figured something was wrong. 

She had suggested you play video games with her, figuring it’d get you back to your normal self. At first, it worked. You seemed happy, despite her beating you multiple times. It didn’t matter though, it was all for fun. Though she hoped you didn’t see the blush that crept upon her cheeks. Showing what her feelings were for you.

Sadly over time, things began to diminish. You smiled less and barely spoke. As if you didn’t have anything to say nor had the energy to. She asked if something was wrong but you brushed it away. Coming up with an excuse like always. They started out believable but there’s only so many times you can say ‘I have work to do’. 

That was when she noticed your eyes. The color had…almost drained from them. Like you didn’t see any worth in the world anymore or even in living. It…honestly broke her heart. To see the person she had fallen for in so much pain and she couldn’t do a thing about it. 

That was when she couldn’t take it anymore. “…What’s actually wrong?” The way she said it was like…she knew and she wasn’t accepting any excuses this time. She wanted to hear it straight from you.

 The words danced on your tongue but your mouth refused to move. Opening and closing only nothing but air to pass through. Despite how much you wanted to. Before you knew it, your vision began to blur. Tears welling up as you shut your eyes and looked away from her.  

…It was all she needed to see. The way you were acting and now this? ..It was obvious what this was now. She hesitates, letting the silence trickle in. What...was she going to say now? She...never had depression before. Time slowly passes before you feel her hand on your shoulder. Her voice ringing out as the silence began to break. 

“Hey…don’t give up okay?” 

You turn to look into her eyes. Seeing the pure care and concern for you. It’s..almost comforting and hard to look away from. Like a warm light that washed over you. “I…don’t exactly know what’s all going on. Though…I can tell you’re fighting something and from how you’ve been acting…it’s starting to win.” 

There’s a moment of silence before she speaks again. “However, you don’t have to fight alone. You have friends, family, even teachers that will come to your aid.” She hesitates for a moment. “Even me.” 

This makes you blink for a moment before a soft sleepy smile forms across her lips. “I mean it. If you ever need someone to talk to, don’t be afraid to talk to me. I know I won’t know everything but I promise I’m a good listener.” 

“That’s why…I don’t want to give up. You’re strong. I know you are and with everyone’s help…we can help you fight whatever it is. I know…we can do it. I believe in you.” 

You manage to smile a little as the tears slowly trail down your cheeks. Managing to breathe out a small thank you as she keeps her hand on your shoulder. Your mouth finally moving as you relay everything that you had been feeling. Every thought, every feeling. All out there...for her to listen to.

She simply sits there and lets you speak. It hurts her that you feel like this but she wants to help you. Letting out your feelings is a good first step. There’s tears of course but she doesn’t speak until you’re done. Taking in everything you’ve said. When it’s all done, she wraps her arms around you in a comforting hug before asking if you’d like to do anything. 

You slowly nod and mention video games to which she immediately pulls out two handhelds from her bag. Going back to what you two would normally do. She beats you like always but this time though, she notices that cheerful smile returning. Making her smile in return. There was the person she fell for. 

Kazuichi Soda: 

It actually took him quite awhile to even notice it. You weren’t even that good at hiding it, he…just was too focused in his own things when he hung out with you. Doing whatever you wanted and even suggesting some of the things he liked. 

The entire time you were smiling. That beautiful look in your eyes still there. As long as you had that, why should he worry? Despite the things he did that made it very obvious that he liked you. Which earned a few chuckles from you and a very red face from him along with his beanie pulled over his head. It was...kind of cute actually. 

However, once you stopped hanging out with him as often...his heart broke. He cursed. He yelled. He called himself everything negative under the sun. Feeling like if he hadn’t been so friggin obvious, this wouldn’t have happened. You would have fallen for him in return and you’d be happy together.

 However...no matter what he did, he realized it was up to you whether you wanted to continue. If you did, great. If not, he had to respect that. In the end, he didn’t blame you. He only blamed himself for his actions.  

After that, when the two of you ran into each other...he only smiled. He didn’t ask to hang out with you again, figuring it’d be the same answer. He’d wish you well while he went off to do his own things. It hurt him immensely but he’d get over it. That’s how the saying goes right? If you love something, you let it go. Least that’s what Sonia had told him.  

Though...he had started to notice some peculiar signs about you. Especially how you were around people. You were usually such the social butterfly. Now? You barely talked to anyone. He took a moment to study your face. Your movements were sluggish and there were bags around your eyes. Like you barely slept. It was like…nothing mattered in the world. 

That was when it hit him like a ton of bricks. Knowing exactly what it was. 

He immediately went to find you. Practically running before he found you outside, just…staring at the sky. As if you were trying to find some kind of worth in the world around you. Leaving him to stare for a moment, before walking over to sit next to you. 

The far off look in your eyes shows that you didn’t even notice him. Making him clear his throat so you do.You slowly move to look at him, both of you greeting each other like normal. A fake smile forming across your lips. 

This time he knows it’s fake and he feels like an idiot for not noticing sooner. The signs were right there after all, why did he wait till now? No, now was not the time. You were more important and he knew it.  A sigh escaped his lips as he began to speak.

“…I know what’s going on.” He scratches the back of his head.

Your smile slowly fades before you begin to ask what he meant. He immediately stops you, explaining what he had noticed. You slowly close your mouth and look down at your hands. Letting silence build between you two. It takes all of his effort to not hold your hand before he speaks again.

“…Listen, I…get a feeling what’s going on in your head. You have a voice there that’s telling you all these things. All these…negative and insulting things. You…eventually start to believe them and think…it’s just easier to give up right?” 

He stopped for a moment, waiting to see you respond before speaking once more. 

“Well I’m here to tell you that it’s not. You may think so, but that voice will just keep going. Till…there’s nothing left. That’s why, I want you to fight it. There is something to keep fighting for. Life, isn’t what it seems right now. Plus, you’re not alone. You have a lot of people that will help you. Friends. Family. Anyone that will listen to you.” 

A blush began to form across his cheeks as he hesitated. Stammering out the words. “…E-Even me.” 

You slowly turn to face him before he looks you in the eyes. His lips slowly forming into a comforting smile. “…Yeah, I said it. Even me. Sometimes I may not know exactly what to say, but I’ll be here to listen to you. …So please, don’t give up okay? I believe in you. I believe you can fight this.” 

You just stare at him for a moment. It’s…kind of surprising that someone so carefree as him could sound like this. It was like…he had been through it himself. Before you know it, the tears begin to form and you embrace him in a fit of emotion. It takes him a bit but eventually he has his arms around you. Letting you cry and let out any pain you’ve been feeling.  It takes all his strength not to cry with you. 

Once you’re done, he reaches into his pocket to pull out a tissue. Letting you clean yourself up, asking if you’re all right for now. He suggests that you two go somewhere to get your mind off things for awhile. Thinking that it might help distract your thoughts. You agree and decide to go with him. Thanking him for his help with a genuine smile followed by that beautiful look in your eyes. It’s enough to make his heart melt. In the end though, he’s just happy you’re okay. He knows it’ll be a tough battle but if you let him, he’ll be by your side as a friend or something more. Even though he tried...he couldn’t stop his feelings for you.

Nagito Komaeda: 

At first, he’d be surprised you’re even near him. You had such a bright hope-filled aura. Why would you hang out with trash like him? Yet, somehow you wanted to. Making him chalk it up to his luck as he went along with it. Spending time after time with you, mainly talking about books you both read.

Before he even realized it...his heart had started to fall for you. You were just...so wonderful that he wanted to be near you. Though with it, a storm of emotions followed. Anger. Sadness. Happiness. Fear. All of it together and yet none he could grasp. All he knew was…you brought a light into his world and the last thing he wanted was it to be snuffed out. 

He kept his feelings hidden behind the mask that was his carefree smile. Fearing he might scare you off if he confessed too early. He had thought of avoiding you but, that would cause more harm than good. The last thing he wanted was you to be sad. The two of you spent your time together, smiling without a care in the world. Some of your actions caused a blush to creep across his cheeks but luckily, you didn’t notice. 

 Though as the days slowly passed, something was changing for you. Something...dark building within your head. The signs were small at first. Tiny bags under your eyes. A halfhearted laugh. Things ordinary people wouldn’t think too much about. 

Too bad he was anything but ordinary. Thanks to that, he noticed them immediately. Prompting him to ask you if everything was okay. You said everything was but it didn’t convince him. He could see the hope within you slowly ebbing away. Maybe this was his bad luck catching up with him. You weren’t happy with him anymore. No. This was something else. He knew it too. 

He offered to do anything he could to make you happy. Made jokes, took you to places with your friends, all kinds of things that he knew would cheer you up. He practically doted upon you, which made his feeling pretty obvious but he didn’t care at the moment. All that mattered was your happiness. He wanted that light to return, for your sake. 

You managed to crack a smile a few times but eventually you barely made a reaction. That hope of yours getting dimmer by the day. The bags underneath your eyes were more noticeable while you were barely eating. That’s when he realized his observations from before were correct. As much as he hated to admit it.

With a sigh, he headed to find you as soon as he was free. Finding you at the park as you sat on the swings. You weren’t moving, you were just...staring. Staring out at the trees as if you were in a trance. Stuck within your own head. 

His voice cut through, snapping you out of it. You almost jump before noticing him. The two of you greeting each other like always before your voices slowly faded. There was no conversation as you found yourself looking at the ground. Silence slowly building between you before he opened his mouth to speak. 

“…Don’t give up.” 

You move to look at him, about to ask what he means before he puts his hand up. Cutting off anything you were going to say as he explained the signs you had been showing. You can feel the guilt wash over you, leaving you to look away. Not wanting anyone else to worry about you. Making him close his eyes for a moment before speaking again.

“…I know what you’re going through. There’s…something in your head right? It’s like a dark veil that wraps around you. Obstructing you from seeing any light within. You open your mouth but it only suffocates you, making it…beyond impossible to breathe. You eventually give up fighting and let it take you over. There’s no…getting rid of it right? So why not give up?”

There’s another round of silence, his statement cutting through the air. His words caught your attention, leaving you shocked from his statement. What...was this? He seemed so carefree, smiling and making jokes all the time. Sure some of the things he said were a little weird, but aren’t we all nowadays? Even so, how was he right on his description? Did he…have the same thing? So many questions fill your mind as you look over at him. Letting him speak again with his usual carefree smile. 

“…Because there’s a reason to fight against it.  There’s a world out there practically brimming with hope. You may not see it now but if you give up, you’ll never see it. Then, you’ll never see just...how wonderful this world really is.” He takes a moment to breathe, looking into your eyes. “You’re not alone. You...never were. You have family and friends. They’re…all here for you. All you have to do...is talk about it. I’m sure...they’ll listen to you.” 

You slowly speak up, asking if you could speak to him as well. This...caught him off guard. You actually wanted to talk to him about this? Despite how you hiding it? This time he was the one that was at a loss for words, a blush creeping across his cheeks. He took a deep breath before responding, trying to hide his expression. “Y-Yeah…e-even…me.”

With his reaction you can’t help but chuckle, making him chuckle in return. The mood brightening as he continues to look in your eyes. “So..please, don’t give up. I believe in you. Hope..will overcome the despair in your mind. I know it will.” 

With all of his words, you manage to smile as tears begin to well up in your eyes. In a moment, you feel his arm draped around your shoulder. Simply telling you to just speak your mind. You slowly nod and start to tell him everything. All the things you had been feeling and all the things you had hidden. He simply stays there, letting you say whatever you have to. If he feels you’re holding back, he tells you that it’s okay. Leaving you to continue until you’re done, your eyes stinging from how much you’ve been crying.

He slowly reaches up to wipe the tears from your face, letting the silence stay as you calm down. When you’re done, he takes his chance to say his piece. Nothing bad of course. Only that he understands how you’re feeling and some suggestions to help yourself.  You take note of them, saying you’d try them before the two of you slowly stand up. You give a small smile before thanking him for his help. He shakes his head and says it’s not a problem. That he’s here for you. 

You both decide to go spend some time with your mutual friends. He had suggested that it would be just you and them, but you insisted he come too. As you all hang out together, he finally notices that happiness across your face is back. Making him smile in return. Seeing that hope-filled aura that makes his heart skip a beat. He wouldn’t tell you his true feelings, but part of him hopes you’ll feel the same for him. Like all things, he’ll leave it up to his luck. 

Mahiru Koizumi: ( Apologies if this is ooc ) 

Whenever the two of you would hang out, she would insist on taking a picture. You were almost always the subject of them. That beautiful smile shining out among the rest. It was like it completed the picture. 

One time though, she had noticed something was wrong. You were smiling but, it was like it wasn’t there. Like it was a mask on your face. She immediately asked what was wrong, but you tried to lie. Saying everything was okay. 

She wasn’t convinced. Prompting her to press you over and over about it until the subject was finally dropped once you started to look annoyed. She was worried but she didn’t want to pry and worry about losing her friendship with you. 

…She just watched as you slowly changed. You started to barely smile. Your movements were sluggish. You barely ate and it looked like you were barely sleeping. 

She scolded you a bit about not sleeping and telling you that you needed to eat. Which left you to give a half-hearted smile as you listened to her. Still acting the way you were.   It was like you just…wandering around the world without any kind of care in the world. . …It was enough to break her heart. 

Eventually she couldn’t take it anymore and she decided to confront you. This time not backing down as she was genuinely worried. This time, you don’t fight. You’re just…silent, leaving her to talk before she eventually goes silent. Taking a chance to process what’s all going on and that’s when she realizes. 

She takes a moment to think. She usually knew what to say but with this? It…kind of left her speechless. After all, she didn’t know how this was. Sure she had issues herself but, they were things she got over. This...was different all together. Eventually, she turned to talk to you as she placed a kind hand on your shoulder. Leaving you to face her.

“…Hey, you’re..not alone you know that?”  She continues to look into your eyes. “There’s…people you can talk to about these feelings. Your friends, your family, even me. I…may not know exactly what’s going on but I can listen and try to understand.” 

“Just…don’t give up, all right? You can get through this…I know you can.” 

She continues to smile her usual smile, making you smile a little in return as you thank her. You start to talk about all the things you’ve been feeling. Every single thought that’s run through your head. 

She doesn’t scold you nor interject, she only listens. There’s a few tears in her eyes that someone like you could be feeling all this negativity but, she has a feeling it’s worse for you. As she can tell by the tears in your eyes. 

 She can’t help but wrap her arms around you in a supporting hug. Letting both of you cry before you break away. She takes out a tissue and dabs at her eyes before dabbing at yours. Taking care of you like always before she offers her own words. She does suggest possibly getting some help such as a doctor. Which you only nod and say you’ll try it. In the end, you two go to hang out to brighten up the mood. Herself taking a picture of you, her heart skipping a beat when she sees you smile that smile once more. 

Sayka Maizono: ( More apologies if this is ooc, Sayaka is hard to write )

Despite the massive swarm of reporters and fans, the two of you had been good friends. You hung out and enjoyed each other’s company. You were kind, sweet, funny and just an overall wonderful person that she enjoyed her time with.  It didn’t take long for her to fall for you. 

One time though, while you got time to hang out with each other...you weren’t as happy as you had been. That look in your eyes not as bright as before. Due to her intuition, she picked up on it immediately. You tried to hide it with your smile but it was futile. She knew and she knew right then. 

She asked you what was wrong. You said everything was fine but she could tell it was a lie. “...Why are you lying to me? Do you not trust me?” This caught you off guard, asking how she knew to which she replied that she was psychic. Saying right after that she was kidding, she could tell it in your eyes. 

A sigh escaped your lips as you told her you did trust her, you just didn’t want to worry her. She looked confused for a second before, she realized what it was. Leaving her to look down as this time you were confused. “...You have depression?” 

Her words cut through the air like a knife. Leaving you...speechless. How did she..? Was she sure she wasn’t really psychic? It takes all your effort just to look away from her, wondering what else she might know if you continue to look at her. 

You hear her sigh and the two of you are left in silence. She knows what it is now but...what was she supposed to say? It wasn’t like she had it too. There was the occasional negativity but, nothing like...this. Eventually, you feel a gentle hand on your shoulder.

“...I believe in you.” 

You turn to face her. A gentle smile across her features. “I’m sorry...I don’t know exactly how you’re feeling but...I want to tell you that I believe you can get past it. If you need someone to talk to, I’m here. I..may not know what to say but I can listen. I’ll do...whatever I can to make you smile again.” 

Her words are simple yet, you can tell the passion behind them. It’s enough to make you crack a smile, thanking her. Leaving her to nod while she asks the question again, ‘What’s wrong?’. This time you tell her the truth. Everything you had been feeling, everything you had been thinking. All of it just...out on the table. There are tears in both of your eyes but she doesn’t leave. She stays near you as you relay everything. 

When it’s all over, she grabs your hand and takes you someplace you can go. Sort of like a date but more something to get your mind off it. Thinking that it would help. You have no choice but to follow, though you start to smile again while you spend the day with her. Herself dragging you around multiple places, anything to get you smiling again. When she looks at you, she can see that smile across your face as her heart flutters. She may have her career to think about right now, but she’ll always love seeing that wonderful smile.