#char: niklaus mikaelson

[elizanikol]

"Will you smile if I admit I was wrong?" (Klaus)

@hybridnik

Eliza did smile, then - her Uncle did know the ways to make her do so when she needed it. "I don't know, you'll have to try it out and see. But really, that's what you get for arguing comics lore with a nerd. You might be older, but they didn't invent comic books till you were like...nine hundred and fifty," she nudged his shoulder with her own. "And from what Mom's told me, I didn't know you could actually say the words I was wrong."

[bisexualklausmikaelson]

Can you do something about Klaus despair and sadness after Hayley's death?and how he felt like he truly lost his heart the moment she died?

(a/n: au after Hayley's death - mostly because I can't exactly remember everything that happens after that :')

-

He asks the void -

If she'd like it if he wrote her an ode.

(Can you imagine such a thing?

One night - she's in his home with her feet on the table, ginger cookie crumbs left on his desk, the scent of cinnamon still fresh on his office chair -

She used to love his bedroom - secretly of course.

He had the biggest windows in the Mikaelson manor, obviously, the brightest room was reserved for the king. And, to her surprise, Klaus never shooed her away.

They were family, after all.

His room was her room too).

And then - suddenly, she's gone.

The girl who twirled her finger in her hair, who pouted when mad, who bit her lip -

Was no more.

"So void," he rings again, hand over his heart. "I'll do it, I'll write you a poem."

About death, about sadness, about despair -

About the moment he truly lost his heart.

Klaus writes and writes until he swears he thinks he'll start to bleed out her name.

For no matter how many words he pours out of himself - he still cannot fill the emptiness she left behind.

-

Notably, he has his daughter to answer to.

Hope is supposed to be all grief-stricken, endless rage and chaos and yet - she is silent.

Instead, she looks to her father and asks him:

"Do you know what happens after death?"

Ah, and so there it is, the only question that can strike fear within Niklaus Mikaelson.

She is in a better place - he wants to say - she is away from all the demons that taunt their family, from all the pain, the sense of never-ending danger surrounding this cursed place -

That's what he wishes he could say.

He wonders why the following words slip out of his mouth in its place:

"I don't know," he sighs, not even able to muster up a small tear to roll down his face.

I don't know - the truest words he had ever spoken

-

Sometimes, at night, he hears her laughter.

He dares to say that it's worse than hearing her cries.

Hayley's laugh always sounded so eerie - almost too real - like she was still alive or something.

But, she can't be, right?

She bursted into flames right before him - (he wishes he could forget that, he wishes he could stop replaying that scene, in his memory, over and over, again and again).

Now, he only sees her in his dreams.

(Secretly, he feels relieved, realizing that, at least he is able to see her still).

-

In one dream -

She is in a meadow, wearing a white sundress, lying on the grass.

In the same dream -

He is there too.

They talk. They smile. They even kiss.

There is even a point where Klaus is lifting her dress, hands slowly making their way up her creamy legs, feeling the softness of her skin.

And then, just before he can slip his fingers inside of her -

He wakes up.

He feels faint, knowing that he had just dreamt of making love to a dead woman.

Without a doubt, Klaus feels sick.

-

In another dream -

Things are softer.

They hold hands. Talk about Hope's future. Fight over the dishes.

This version of events - he thinks he prefers.

For it is one that lies untouched by his evil.

-

(Much to his dismay - he experiences more nightmares than dreams.

In reality, what he sees is her charred up body.

Almost every night.

He falls asleep to the sound of her screams).

-

[mystichillsrpg]

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Davina Claire as David Claire ;; Robbie Amell

Joshua (Josh) Rosza as Joanna (Jo) Rosza ;; Caitlin Stasey

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Gia as Gio ;; Kit Harington

Esther Mikaelson as Ethan Mikaelson ;; Nicolaj Coster

Mikael Mikaelson as Mikaela Mikaelson ;; Nicole Kidman

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Jackson Kenner as Jackie Kenner ;; Chyler Leigh

Aiden as Amelia ;; Carlson Young

Oliver as Olivia ;; Natalie Dormer

Celeste Dubois as Celso Dubois ;; Alfred Enoch

Dahlia as Dario ;; Mark Shepard

Ansel as Angel ;; Calista Flockhart

Genevieve as Giovanni ;; Seth Green

Mary Dumas as Maison Dumas ;; Philip Seymour Hoffman