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07.31.17 • (reupload) New plant friends feat. a childhood favorite of mine, The Secret Garden. Would 10/10 recommend getting some greenery in your study space if you haven’t already. It’s good to have something around you that’s alive even when you’re dying inside 🙃

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07.30.17 • psych notes and black tea.

Sry for this bland little photo set but I just wanted to drop in and say ~thank you so much~ for all of your support, especially on my last post!! It really makes me happy to see your messages and reblogs/likes. Special thank you to my top supporters and friends I’ve made: @@monarchstudies , @prettylittlebaker, @studying-g, @chaoticbadlxnds, @getshitdonetbh, and @etudiant-en-rose <3 <3 

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08.01.17  ‌• yellow like my sunny disposition 

Today I woke up to great bday presents: ~200 followers and ~2000 notes on one of my posts!! Thank you so much, lovelies :) I know that’s a minuscule amount compared to the bigger studyblrs out there, but your support means a lot to me nonetheless <3

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08.06.17 • notes on psychosis

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92 Questions Tag

I was tagged by my girl @etudiant-en-rose (thanks this was fun)

RULES: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: to my cousin, telling her my boba order lol im trash

3. Text message: to my mom

4. Song you listened to: Follow the Sun by the Beatles

5. Time you cried: Finals week i think? bc stress

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice? nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it? nope :)

8. Been cheated on? no

9. Lost someone special? yes

10. Been depressed? yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up? nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12: lavender

13: baby pink

14: sky blue

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends? yes

16. Fallen out of love? yes...

17. Laughed until you cried? yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you? yes

19. Met someone who changed you? yes

20. Found out who your friends are? i guess

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list? no lol 

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? all of them

23. Do you have any pets? yes, a little labradoodle :) i luv him

24. Do you want to change your name? eh nah. too much work

25. What did you do for your last birthday? um chipotle and friends

26. What time did you wake up? 10:00 am bc im lazy

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? watching netflix (Jane the Virgin has me sHOOK) 

28. Name something you can’t wait for: getting manicures with my friend soon :) 

29. When was the last time you saw your mom? a few minutes ago!

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life? my openness to talk to people i guess?

31. What are you listening to right now? nothing rn, but I was listening to the Beatles earlier!

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? I’ve talked to a Thomas before... if that counts

33. Name something that is getting on your nerves: my brother playing video games all day while I have to study for the SAT

34. Most visited websites: tumblr, youtube

LOST QUESTIONS (from @germ-studies)

35. Mole(s): a few here and there, yeah

36. Mark(s): a scar from a birthmark i got removed; a bruise that’s been on my knee for years now

37: Childhood dream: being tall (LOL so much for that), being a doctor (apparently I dressed up as one for halloween one year)

38: Hair color: brunette

39: Long or short hair: I have medium-length??? I think medium-long looks better on me but I wish I could pull off short

40: Do you have a crush on someone? not currently

41. What do you like about yourself? I’m not a terrible person i guess

42: Piercings: none

43: Blood type: i actually don’t know which is um scary

44. Nickname: Sometimes Mel

45: Relationship status: single/it’s complicated

46. Zodiac: Leo

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV show: Parks and Rec (!!), Jane the Virgin, Gilmore Girls... 

49. Tattoos: none

50. Right- or left-handed: right-handed

51. Surgery: two minor procedures

52. Hair dyed in different color: not yet. Kinda want highlights though...

53. Sport(s): dance (if that counts) and cross country

54. Favorite subject: english

55. Vacation: we always go to the beach at some point. My favorite vacation was a trip to Scotland omg its so pretty

56. Pair of trainers: gray/black/white flynit nikes!! they feel like you’re wearing socks

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: I just had an apple

58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: eat dinner

60.

61. Waiting for: school to start :/

62: Want: to have better relationships :/

63: Get married: in the future hopefully

64. Career: psychiatrist (i think)

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses? hugs bc i can hug anyone! (w/o it being weird lol)

66. Lips or eyes? eyes

67. Shorter or taller? in general? either’s cool with me (I’d rather date taller tho)

68. Older or younger? in general, i like mature people??? (rather date older?)

69.

70. Nice arms or nice stomach? arms. my arms look like a nine year old’s

71. Sensitive or loud? ugh both are bad

72. Hook up or relationship? relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant? hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger? nooo

75. Drank hard liquor? nope

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses? i’ve lost sunglasses in the ocean

77. Turned someone down? yes (and i regret)

78. Had sex on the first date? nope

79. Broken someone’s heart? kinda by turning them down i guess idk im a young’un

80. Had your heart broken? kinda not really

81. Been arrested? no

82. Cried when someone died? yes

83. Fallen for a friend? yeahhh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself? ehhh i’d like to

85. Miracles? i think so yeah

86. Love at first sight? idk honestly... i don’t think so

87. Santa Claus? no sadly

88. Kissing on the first date? if you want

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: Alyssa

91. Eye color: brown

92. Favorite movie: how to train your dragon (2) tHAT ANIMATION i cri every time  yes i’m still a child

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: @monarchstudies @prettylittlebaker @getshitdonetbh @chaoticbadlxnds @studying-g @whenthemoonspeaks @yerssiir @andystudying @langlangland @beanstudyin and anyone else who wants to!!