#changdictator

[cinoman]

it’s probably been years since someone’s spoken about this (probably not) but after a bit of internet surfing i felt the need to say this.

changdictator was an absolute gem and reliving the era between their appearance and then departure feels so bitter. it’s also weirdly ironic? because of anterograde tomorrow’s premise and now, it’s *essentially* the same thing.

everyday i forget about them and then i remember them and remember how beautiful their writing was and bleh. it’s 2AM and i just wish i could get in a time machine and pick their brain and witness it all happen.

nostalgia is a really sad emotion lol..

EDIT: adding onto this, i will never understand people who produce great things and feel shame! i understand changdictator's points about their writing and why they disliked it (purple prose) but i would kill to be able to produce something like that. all of their writing is just gem after gem after gem, i would say it's talent.

[oh-shixun]

just came back from rereading this masterpiece ;A;

Anterograde Tomorrow :: by changdictator

Eventually Sehun disappears down the corridors and Kyungsoo finds himself sitting on the balcony, moonlight grazing the notebook in his lap. He flips to the last page on a whim, just to check if it’s a sad ending, because he doesn’t like sad endings.

“My name is Jongin. I’m the writer who lives next door. See you tomorrow, hyung. Don’t forget!”

[koko-kpopfics]

[Koko-Kpopfics] Note

I really want to do a rec for Anterograde Tomorrow (which, if i’m honest, doesn’t really need a rec because it’s one of the most popular Exo fics) but it was deleted from LiveJournal by the author, Changdictator. It would be disrespectful to provide links to reposts of fics that have been deleted, so in cases like these, i will not be providing links, and state that the fic has been deleted.

My favourite fanfic, The Fault In Byun Baekhyun by Blehmeh of AFF was recently put on private too due to reposts, but when it is out again (along with the sequel The Flaws In Park Chanyeol) i will do a rec for it :) 

[ramonasjournal]

journal page 125/?

tb to internalized homophobia and kpop groups fanfic obsession /art&quote not mine/

[kaisoosmaryosep]

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/22886199-anterograde-tomorrow

It's been years and I still have not found a fic that fucked me up more than Anterograde Tomorrow. Hbu?

[qarameiio]

*stumbles through the door*

drop the exo fic girl. dont be shy

anon my beloved. the fanfic is called "Anterograde Tomorrow" by changdictator.. and in case u dont know its a kaisoo fic where kyungsoo has anterograde amnesia and doesnt remember anything for longer than 24 hours. the angst is INSANE

[theonly-vagina-kyungsoo-will-fuk]

I cant find Anterograde tomorrow, do you have the link? I've seen so many people post about it, but never the original thing.😓

All i can say is be prepared to get to your broken

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25135804?view_adult=true

[kaisooficrec]

hello sweetest admins :) thank u so much for opening the askbox! and thank u for continued love for kadi ❤️❤️❤️i am one of those readers who loves reading short, but really interesting drabbles. Can u guys recommend drabble series like sengen35’s bodyguard!au, or adorableprince’ bloodykisses!au, or that one vampire!au series by yubat (which i can’t find anymore...) I know, these r kinda old. but i chanced upon them before and they really stuck on my mind.

huhu thank you so much ;; these series were truly iconic, sadly, bloody kisses au by adorableprince is deleted 😭😭😭and yubat’s vampire au is also deleted/not available atm when i checked their lj :( also authors who have drabbles that can be put together as one fic is so rare but i have collections that are great and keep coming back to re-read:

sengen35’s bodyguard au this is pretty much popular drabble collection for those who haven’t read it yet

mine and yours - wolf au drabble by sengen35 also

twitlonger collection - by changdictator! we’re lucky we got these links from her drabbles. they may not be from one au like yubat, sengen35 etc. but these drabbles are truly exquisite! 

Prompt Collections & Soft Hours - from lovely misunkun and these are amazing (as always!!) often times based on real-life moments uwu

 Kaisoo Non AU - umm at1stsoo queen of non au moments??? always cool oneshots based on kd’s irl moments and we live for them!

Infinite Worlds - these are mostly requested / by prompts but they’re really really solid drabbles (basically oneshots) 

Elicit - now listen!! there could be more of these, absolutely (different aus but each is sooo lovely)

#Cookie Jar - this is a collection of short fics, there’s some chanbaek fics too

kaisoo inventory - also a small collection of random oneshots but i like them all (coffee shop au, non au etc.)

eventually (i fall into you): future drabbles/oneshots - i reckon jjokkomi has many collection of drabbles like this one

Fictober 2016 - bookishvice has the cutest halloween au fics :o i read kaisoo drabbles and they are 10/10

Kaisoomas 2017 - there’s also often many christmas collections and tbh they’re amazing! this one was shared by a group of friends who remained anonymous, but the fics are so nice :o

Kaisoo Collection - this is also many unrelated drabbles but they’re so cute and i really like them a lot

Of X’s and O’s - another collection of many great drabbles and they’re fluffy and romantic just perfect uwu

I hope you’ll like these ^^ you can also check these previously recced collections too 🧡

- Admin J

[kaisooeverything]

Anterograde Tomorrow by Changdictator

this masterpiece is one of it’s kind. this is a kaisoo ff classic. for those who weren’t able to read it when it first came out, let’s just say the fandom couldn’t keep it together. i cried for three days straight, i swear i did. these are only a few of my favorite lines of the story.

“Where does a thought go when it’s forgotten?”

“ Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again.”

“You don't deserve to see daisies wither.”

“My head is bad, but my heart... my heart is good. I’ll remember you there.”

i could go on forever, but the entire story is poetic so i’ll stop here. i truly love this story. it’s a gem 🌼

84/365

[suhtaeyong]

a taste of compulsion by changdictator

kaisoo

oneshot

5,809

horror, chocolatier!au

By the second bite, just about everything tastes like pain.

[introuvaille]

Anterograde Tomorrow

Title: Anterograde Tomorrow Author: changdictator Rating: Mature Length: 20–25k words Genre: Angst, Romance, Tragedy Summary: Kyungsoo is stuck in the hours while Jongin begs the seconds, because time stops for someone who can’t remember and runs from someone who can’t miss the last train home. Note: Can also be found on AO3 here Warning: Major character death

[nauruot]

thế đấy, vừa tháng 7 còn mò đọc được gun fire in kabukicho thì này mò đọc lại tất cả đã biến mất :v

[mvpshawolist]

how to change an EXO L’s mood using some simple sentences 

“My head is bad, but my heart — my heart is good”

“You promised me things at the altar, too,”

"First time is an accident. Second time is...”

“We cease to exist, Byun Baekhyun, we're eventually forgotten as time goes by, but that doesn't mean we were never here.”

[azurevoid]

this is...

Nombre y profesión FC: Kim JongIn - EXO

Nombre OC: Kim JongIn

Profesión/Estudios OC: Escritor

Lugar de trabajo: Kkoch

¿Requiere de un lugar para su trabajo? ¿D��nde esta? Por el momento, no

Fecha de nacimiento y edad: 14 de Enero de 1993; 29 años

Lugar de nacimiento: Seúl

Orientación sexual: Bisexual

Estado sentimental: Soltero

Tipo de personalidad: INTP-T

Descripción física:

JongIn es un joven delgado con músculos finamente delineados, mismo que refleja un pasado de arduo entrenamiento que el tiempo aún no logra borrar; sus manos conservan la gracia y delicadeza que escapan en momentos inesperados. Cabello negro que dificilmente cambia en color, mas tiende a jugar con el largo y estilo de vez en cuando. Uno con ochenta y dos de estatura que parece concentrar su peso en los hombros, dándole un aspecto cansado cuando cree que nadie le está viendo. Piel morena que toma un tono mas bien amarillento en los días donde la salud le hace una mala jugada.

Descripción psicológica:

Con las personas desconocidas (y que no le generan ningún interés) se muestra quisquilloso y desconfiado, las ansias por ser dejado a solas no demoran en aparecer. Con un desinterés casi crónico, JongIn suele caer en el sarcasmo de vez en cuando, acompañado por una gota de cinismo para amargar las veladas donde los silencios y miradas incómodas marcan el final de los encuentros. No podría importarle menos la opinión de quienes le rodean, vive en una coraza de autodestrucción ocultando en lo más profundo de sí a un hombre enamorado, a un hombre de sueños rotos.

Historia:

Los primeros días de enero (2021), JongIn decide mudarse a Gasi, la zona más baja de la ciudad “en nombre de la inspiración” de “conocer la pobreza”, lugar donde a sus ojos la ley carecía de poder, el lugar perfecto para buscar la muerte. Nunca hubiese esperado encontrar en ese mar de tierra y crimen a un par de ojos tristes que le robarían el último trozo de su alma; nunca imaginó que se sentaría noche tras noche en el mismo banquillo a esperar al cantante que fallaba siempre en la misma nota; nunca imaginó que su corazón volvería a sentir esa clase de dolor y que la vida le entregaba un tormento más, uno que él aceptó llevar. Nunca imaginó necesitar un poco más.

En el último día de febrero (2022), JongIn vuelve a las calles de Kkoch, a la superficialidad que evocan sus calles, donde de nuevo puede envolverse en su coraza; vuelve con un puñado de hojas arrancadas y polaroids que se arruinan bajo la lluvia ligera, JongIn regresa con el único objetivo de escribir la última novela de su vida.

Gustos:

Tteokbokki

Donas con relleno de fresa

Pororo

Gatos

Disgustos:

Cebollas

Perros

Autoindulgencia

Pronombres: He/Him

Barrio: Kkoch

Curiosidades:

Los perros le dan terror desde un incidente donde fue mordido en la pantorrilla

Conserva un peluche de Pororo que recibió en Gasi como regalo

No soporta el sabor de la cebolla en su comida; experto en encontrar cada trozo por pequeño que sea

Con 27 años escribió su primera novela titulada “Shades of Blue”, convirtiéndose en un bestseller

Está muriendo (y solo dos personas lo saben)

Apartado para tramas/otros

Esta historia está basada en el Fanfic Anterograde Tomorrow de Changdictator.

Parte desde un final alterno.

[mvssmallow]

Is there any ikon fanfics or aus u would recommend. Other than your work I haven’t found anything good. I’ve only seen social media aus on twitter but I haven’t found actual stories like urs. I don’t know if I suck at finding them or there just isn’t any good ones

If I have to be honest, I will just say that I don’t read DB fics anymore but try my pals on A03. They are legit people. There’s also one called, Show Don’t Tell on there that I remember liking for some reason but it’s not an AU. Oh and if you find the DB one by Changdictator, read it! 

[you-are-my-entire-universe]

”My name is Jongin. I’m the writer who lives next door. See you tomorrow, hyung. Don’t forget!”

Anterograde Tomorrow by changdictator