#chainsawmankin

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im literally Denji Chainsaw Man why do i have seasonal affective disorder

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angel devil + it/they + adult

i use this blog rarely and it is on queue, i reply to messages + asks

looking for aki mostly, but willing to talk to anyone and everyone

like canon, i'm very lazy and often just want to be alone. i do value interaction, i'm just not good at it so forgive me

i do not tag anything

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Himeno and Aki icons; for @tsukimi-space​ !

I went with both characters, I hope you enjoy! Let me know if theres anything I need to change.

-Mod Alois

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Aki. Please let me hit it. Please. Pleasd

-Denji, Chainsaw Man

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I hate the government. I hate them for what they did to me. All I wanted was a family, but they took that away from me. They abused me. They used me. They never loved me. I’ll never be loved ever again. Nobody will ever love me for the devil that I am.

I hate authority. I hate control. I wish I never existed.

- Makima (#💔🩸), Chainsaw Man kin

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what the fuck guys what the hell.

kin gods WTF do u mean I’m denji from chainsaw man. Out of ALL the characters why DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE THAT SUFFERS THE MOST.

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For canon squicks: I strongly dislike when people don't really pay attention to my characterization. It's more subtle in comparison to the major characters (Denji, Aki, Power, Asa, etc) but it was there, and if you were paying attention, you know I wouldn't be as careless with human life as I'm made out to be. My laziness also stemmed from festering, undiscovered guilt + my own subconscious desire to go against what Public Safety had in store for me. I just wanted to live peacefully guys

-The Angel Devil, CSM

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thinking about you again, hayakawa. how you haunt me, just as i feared you would. you come to me in dreams and absolve me of a guilt that i don’t want to put down.

i wish i could smoke with you again.

— the angel devil (chainsaw man)

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For the canon carryovers! I tend to tilt my head a lot, just like when I was Fami. i guess it makes me the neck pain devil. I am also very food motivated i love burgers so much i absolutely would save the world to save burgers all over again ^_^ - fami, famine devil (chainsaw man) (side note i also have 2 out of 3 moles under my eye the same as when i was fami. Weird)

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Honestly I have a love/hate relationship with not being in my canon anymore. On one very strong hand I miss my daughter and I miss being chainsaw man but on the other also very strong hand my life otherwise sucked and everyone (besides nayuta) that I loved was dead…

Either way I’m here now and there’s nothing I can do about it 🤷‍♂️

-A Denji fictionkin (chainsawman)

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It’s funny how I’m kinsidering Nayuta. She’s… me, but also not me. But also the polar opposite of me. It’s confusing.

- Makima (#💔🩸), Chainsaw Man kin

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I've realised that I'm a cat lover in every lifetime... as power i (almost) sacrificed a boy to save my cute little kitty. Mama loves you meowy!! And sorry, denji. I'd absolutely it again, but sorry. (- power, chainsaw man #🍒🩸, if i may? =:3)

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HAII HELLLOO THIS IS RLLY NEAT :333 i am a power csm fictkin haii… is anymeow there….

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(p.s mpc i think this would prob qualify as character hate & prevabuse. thank you! i also don't intend for this to be a canon call, i'm just writing down my thoughts n it's easier to do so when addressing the person it's about directly.) i have the perspective in this life to somewhat understand why she ruined me twice. her greatest wish was to stand on equal footing with someone, and to form genuine bonds in the ways humans so naturally do. perhaps it wasn't conscious malice- or maybe it was, and it wouldn't really make that much of a difference.

makima, did you envy me? when you found me on the beach that day, surrounded by people who accepted me and who i loved in turn, did jealousy motivate what you did? a part of me hopes so, even if selfishly. it would be easier to process if i could empathize with you, if it was in some way personal- if what you lacked contributed at all to what you took. i don't know. it's just difficult to wrap my head around how you uprooted everything so easily, and how insignificant the suffering you caused was to you.

i won't get into what happened with hayakawa and i. he lost more on that day than i did, so i don't feel as though it's really my place to speak about what took place when we sought out your help. i just can't help but wonder if you projected onto me in any way after you funnelled me into public safety. you and i both had barriers that prevented us from connecting to others, even if those obstacles were different in nature. did some part of you resent me for growing to care about him even after you took my memories? did it frustrate you? did you feel isolated, seeing a blank slate begin to recover in ways so (seemingly) unattainable to you? i can't know you like you know yourself, but i would be bitter, i think. it's hard to put myself in your shoes.

this got longer than i intended it to, and i don't think my previous self would've tried to understand you. i was too angry then, and i'm still angry now. i just wish i had the closure of knowing for certain what you felt, and if you did what you did unfeelingly.

-the angel devil, chainsaw man

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chainsaw man kinners, im making a soup so good right now, does anyone want some

-- angel devil 0 :}

(also, i hope you're all doing well now. especially you, aki. i uh... very much care about you a lot. to say the least.)

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[spoilers for the chainsaw man gun devil arc finale] i just read up to where Aki came home and he wasn't.. him anymore. He left for work like every other day, and then what came home wasn't him. and it hurts so fuckin bad. i'm having a hard time even letting Aki leave my sight without panicking. What if he doesn't come back? He's right here in front of me and I'm terrified that the next time he rounds the corner, he'll be gone. Don't go where I can't follow, topknot. - Denji

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