#chael loves his dad

[crappyyuki]

A son's bitterness

Everything was...alright after him and Runa got home.

Okay, maybe alright overselled it a bit but it wasn't as terrible as he thought it'd be.

Sure, some days passed like a snail and the house became more empty and bigger like it'd swallow him whole but after a bit of talking to with Frey, remembering his dad through hummed tunes and lullabies, and going out more, it was...okay. Alright.

Maybe Dad was right about him needing to talk to other people more.

But then a portal opened in the meadow.

And what reasonable reaction was to ready the sword you started carrying around everyday because of paranoia? Hell, even Runa couldn't blame him! She was getting ready too!

So when two things started getting out of the portal, Chael prepared a lunge and an attack.

And then he did and its a guy with spiky black hair, a ridiculously long beard, and wings. They both have wings.

It's Ponitifex Temir.

Reds glance up to the other by his side who looks terribly shaken and amused and its Luxferre.

"What the fuck." Runa says eloquently.

And Chael flushes red, gets off the angel, and helps him up with shaky hands. "I'm so sorry." He starts, wringing his hands together as a habit when he apologizes. "I didn't know you two would visit and I thought you were the–"

But the older man–angel laughs at him, albeit awkwardly. "No no, it's quite alright. We did come here unannounced after all. I suppose we had it coming."

Rubies roll. "No kidding."

"Runa!"

And that's that.

They lead them back to the house because where else would they go aside from their house? But Chael walks lightly because the two angels gawk at Outer Iris' flourishing greens and trees and colorful flowers. "You live here?" Luxferre asks.

Chael snorts. "No. I just tour here a lot."

They blink at him. Chael smiles painfully. "It's a joke."

"Oh." And they start laughing.

Chael looks away as to not let them see the awkwardness on his face. Then Runa hovers over his ear. "Oh god why are they here?"

He gives a subtle shrug in return.

They eventually get there and Frey's already sitting on her usual seat, always seeming to visit out of nowhere and its so frequent he doesn't even think twice to greet her. "Oh hey, Frey."

She blinks from the book she's reading, nursing a cup in her other hand. "Oh hey, Chael."

Frey now noticed the two other people behind him and takes a double take. And instead of dropping the cup like he expected, she chucks it at them.

Which is luckily caught by Luxferre, who now has a drenched shirt.

"Frey!" Him and Runa scream for vastly different reasons. Chael for growing embarrassment and Runa for pride and hilarity.

Realizing what she's done though, she apologizes, stands, and gets Luxferre a towel in the house.

But unlike what he expected from two royal Divine Tribe members for the unwelcomed welcome, they just stare at Frey's retreating form. "Doesn't she look like Celine?"

And Chael winces. Oh that's gonna be something.

And it was. But surprisingly, they get over it pretty quickly. Sure, there's weary gazes and tons of questions but Frey explains to them stiffly of what happened.

But when they ask why, Chael steps up. "She doesn't have to explain herself to you." They back down and Frey gives him a grateful squeeze.

Now though, Chael has questions for them. "What're you guys doing here?" He asks, eyes hard but heart thumping loudly in his ribs. He squeezes Frey's hand for comfort and she squeezes back to remind him she's there too.

Runa just glares. Which is fair. They did throw them in prison. And never apologized.

The two falter, wings lowering behind them. Luxferre clears his throat. "Well, we wanted to...visit you."

Chael nods but asks to continue. Temir, naive naive Temir, smiles casually and says, "can't I see my son every once and a while?"

And his heart drops to his stomach.

So that's why.

There's something tight in his chest, willing to be free, but Chael swallows it down with practiced politeness and says, "I see," with no hint of a smile. That's all he can give them.

They smile at him though and the feeling burns. Ambers and rubies look at him in concern but Chael breathes and conveys a no to subtle head shakes.

They stay closer after that. He appreciates it.

Chael stands. "Would you like some food then? I was getting ready to make lunch."

But they shake their head. "Thank you but we brought our own food."

Chael nods and goes inside, giving them a glance and an, "I'll make our lunch then."

Before he goes, Runa shouts, "heat up the pie for me, Chael!" And he gives her a thumbs up, not trusting his voice. He can already feel the concern behind his head.

He cooks with a mantra of, "dont cry don't cry don't cry," because crying on the food he'll give to Frey and Runa would be kinda gross and he doesn't really want to explain why his eyes look red. He can't help but let out some sniffles though as he heats up the pie.

Creator, he wishes this day was over.

Time passes too quickly this time and he has to go out again to serve the food and give the other two some utensils so they can eat. He does that, inhaling calming breaths then going out. Quickly, he gives the two angels a plate then gives Frey and Runa their meal. He looks up to see Frey frowning at him with pursed lips and he gives her a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes.

He goes in for the final time, relishing the loneliness for a moment, before coming out with his plate and the pie Runa requested.

They're eating now. They all are. And Luxferre and Temir are eating...something. They see him looking and smiles. "This is a fine cuisine in the Heavenly Realm." The fine cuisine blinks at him. "Would you like some?"

He stares at the dish with blank eyes, then at Frey who smiles and also gets one, and sighs. "Sure." He says apprehensively, taking it and putting it on his plate. It's staring at him. Chael gulps, bringing it into his mouth and–

Runa gags.

Swallowing with a shudder, Chael decides he's never eating that again if he has a choice.

But Luxferre and Temir looks so happy and brings more. "Here. You're a growing boy, eat some!" He has no choice. Runa has the decency to not laugh and look at him with pity while Frey, bless her heart, takes some of it off his plate.

"Thank you." He whispers. Frey chuckles and eats it in one go. He gulps down shakily as the food continues to watch him. How can she eat it with a straight face?

There's more moments like that. Luxferre tries to help with the dishes but breaks one of the plates. Temir tries to get the glass but ends up getting bleeding fingers. He but all shoves them all outside so he can work in peace and that Frey can patch them up. He stiffles a laugh at the sound of scolding outside, already hearing Runa's mad cackles.

These two angels, one basically a king and the other a mighty commander, out of their depth as they try to navigate the human world so much different than their own.

They're trying. They really are. They're trying to be a part of this even when it's clear that they aren't.

He should appreciate the gesture. He really should, father had said that he should be grateful of the effort others put into helping. But as much as Chael believed that, as much as Chael wanted to uphold all his father's lessons, he can't help but feel angry.

No. Not angry. Bitter.

Because after everything they did, after everything they didn't do, after everything that happened, they were trying to pretend that nothing happened.

Like he wasn't treated like total garbage arriving at Midgard, like he wasn't thrown to jail for the crime of existing and for the crimes he didn't commit, like they didn't just allowed a 14 year old deal with the faith of the world on his own.

Father he could always forgive. He was there to help him in any way that he could. He died for the world for godsake!

Luxferre apologized for everything he did and helped him with Antione so he guessed he could forgive but not forget.

But Temir? The guy that took Celine and made her into a portal? The guy that helped the demon that summoned him and dad and got them almost killed?

The guy that was trying to be his father like it was okay to try and replace the dad he helped kill?

Give him a break.

At least Luxferre had the decency to look sheepish, to keep distance, to fucking apologize for everything and help him carry his dad and help him pay for the goddamn casket.

But Temir? Pontifex Temir? Who'd been the reason why the Degenerated Tribe were exiled and why he was treated like trash. Who'd been a helping hand to Tariq's plan to summon him and his dad. Who'd been one of the reasons why his dad was dead.

He can't forgive him. He can't. He can't forgive him even if he apologized. He was honestly glad that Temir didn't, at least he would have a reason to not forgive him.

So Chael's the one moving away from a hug Temir pulls him in. He's the first to leave to bring their dishes to the sink so he has some time for himself and to have less time to spend with them. He's the one not keeping eye contact and when he does it's nothing but a frown and a tight controlled grimace.

He misses when things were simpler. He misses his dad.

So when they leave, Chael breaks down into Frey's arms, burying his face and staining her shirt and cry cry cry like that wasn't what he's been trying to not do this entire time.

Runa hovers like a warm glow on his shoulder, patting his back with little hands and sympathetic reds.

Frey holds him like she's keeping the pieces from falling apart, keeping him together even if he's crumbling into dust in front of her. She holds him tight, reminding him she's still there and he's not there, whispering sweet nothings into his ear or humming songs under her breath.

It's almost like he was in his dad's arms again. Strong, warm, dependent.

(Shaking, wet, cold.)

But it's not the same. As much as he loves Frey's tight bear hugs, he misses the soft but firm embraces dad would give him, as though his arms were meant to hold him. The black cloak becoming his favorite blanket or the embrace as his favorite piece of armor that protects him.

Frey's arms kept him together as much it did break him apart.

Dad's arms around him meant that nothing bad would ever reach him.

And Chael misses that. He misses that so much.

He cries and cries and cries until he can't anymore, wishing, begging, hoping, that this was all a dream.

It wasn't.

It was only them surrounded by the cool breeze with a lone moon looming over.

"It's not fair." He says coarsely, a weak defiance against the fate that screwed him over. "It's not fair!"

Frey hushes him, rubbing circles on his back. "I know, Chael. I know."

"Why?" He grits his teeth. "Wh–why did they have to come back?" His nails dig into his palms. "They didn't–they didnt even–" Chael sucks in a sharp breath. Frey hushes him.

"It's like what happened was nothing—"

"It isn't nothing."

"It's NOT!" He agrees, all but composed. His voice cracks pathetically and for the times that the two call out on it, they don't now. Instead, they hush and whisper and comfort and he's so so grateful as he is tired. "It's not and they can't just–just show up like they. Did. Nothing!"

Runa huffs and quietly says when Chael wasn't screaming his lungs out. "They suck."

He snorts, it's a small fragile little thing, and he gulps, voice dying out to just gasps.

Frey, bless her soul for putting up with him, just holds him tighter and brushes her lips on his cheek to make him forget for just a moment. And it's at that moment he finally finally composes himself, picks up the pieces, stitch it together like the jacket be tried to stitch together but failed miserably, to have at least a semblance of calm.

It's not the greatest but at least he doesn't feel like ripping his heart out and throw it to the ground.

He buries his wet face on the crook of Frey's shoulder. "I hate him."

"Hm?" A question, a nonjudgemental one. And Chael trusts Frey to hold his brittle heart again and not let it break. 

"I hate Temir so much. I. Hate. Him." She pauses but doesn't stop, instead she readjusts her hold to run a soothing hand through his hair. And Life, Chael loves her so much. "I hate him I hate him I hate–"

It feels childish really. It feels so fucking childish. But it feels good. It feels good to let his anger out into the world and just be angry.

Father would be so disappointed. But gods he can't care right now.

Because...because–"he's trying to get into my life. He's trying to be dad. I hate that."

Frey, hell even Runa, pats his back. Gods, he forgot Runa practically raised him too. So not only were they spitting at dad's grave, they were also spitting on Runa. The audacity. The fucking audacity. He turns to Runa, giving her a red teary glance. "It's like what you guys did was nothing."

Runa, for what its worth, doesn't react. Doesn't judge. Doesn't flinch. She just watches, smiles, being reassuring like dad had been.

But doubts creep up regardless. "Does he have the right to be my father?" He can't help but ask because Temir is his dad. He's trying to be. And he's not sure if he should let him or if its right to.

It's Runa the one that speaks this time. "Only if you want him to be." She says firmly, digging her tiny nails on her his shoulder. Then she grows soft. "Do you want him to?"

Chael tries, oh he tries hard to see the angel with pristine armor as the raising for him. The one caring for him, the one training him, comforting him, and he finds that fuck that, all he can see is a black cloak, cerulean eyes, a loving smile, and a raspy low voice scolding him but also lulling him to sleep.

And he doesn't want to stop seeing that. He doesn't want that to change.

"No." Chael answers, for once sure in his confusing awful destined life.

And they accept that. "Then that's that." Runa says and Frey hums.

Then the doubts start creeping in again. "You think dad would be mad at me? For not giving him a chance?"

And Runa? Runa just snorts. "Chael, Mr Regret loved being your dad more than anything." She says a matter-of-factly. "I think he'd be thrilled you picked him over some racist piece of–" she closes her mouth. "Yeah. Besides, didn't he say he was the son of Ladon? Pretty sure he knows all about shitty dads."

Chael? Chael bursts laughing. Because that–that is so ironic. The irony in that is just so astronomical that its not funny but it makes Chael laugh like he's heard the best joke in history. Which it kinda is.

And Frey? She just chimes in like its nothing. "And didn't you tell me that he told you that 'he was the flesh of Ladon'? Not son? Daddy issues, I tell you."

"Pretty sure he's adopted too." Runa adds. "Heard him muttering a few times how he was gonna tell you how you're adopted and how he's gonna tell you about his dad. His human dad."

It makes him laugh even harder.

"He was not subtle, was he?" Runa asks, looking proud of herself.

Frey giggles underneathe his slightly hysterical one. "No. No he wasn't."

Ruby eyes roll. "He really thought he was subtle about it too."

"Guys–" Chael manages to croak. "Don't disrespect the dead, c'mon!"

They both grin at him. "You're the one laughing, not us." They say.

And Chael just can't stop laughing. "I can't believe we're both adopted."

Frey shrugs. "Hey, me and Seru are orphans. Not really rare."

"Speak for yourself." Runa smugly points to herself. "My mama loved me."

Both Frey and Chael roll their eyes. "You're the oddball here, not us."

Runa blows out a raspberry.

"Life, we're a weird bunch, aren't we?" He asks, pulling away and rubbing his eyes.

They both shrug again. "Eh. Can't say it's not great." Frey replies, her eyes showing no regrets at all.

Runa, just gives a thumbs down. "Imagine being normal. Lameeeeeee." Chael chuckles, her tone reminding him of the time she comforted him from his childhood bullies.

As the breeze brushed past them, Chael looks up to the moon. "I miss him."

And they both soften considerably. "We miss him too." Runa nods at Frey's response.

"You think he's watching over us?"

Runa is silent this time around and this time Frey is the one speaking with a dismissive hand. "You should've seen him when you were missing then. He said that once he found you two, you were gonna get wrapped in bubble wrap and never going outside again."

Both Chael and Runa gulp. "Definitely watching then." Chael mutters.

"If not," Runa starts. "Threatening gods."

They all look at each other. "Definitely threatening gods."

"He was really protective, wasn't he?" Runa asks, knowing the answer. The two blonds answer anyway.

"Yup."

"You remember when he found us in the woods getting chased by Mukakas?" Frey starts.

"Oh yeah!" Chael brightens. "He was so cool. Like he went in and swoosh and bam and then–"

He remembers that day well. As terrifying that day had been, hearing a clash through growls underneath squeezed shut eyes and then opening to see a black blur spur in and put a distance between an injured Frey and him was a shock. Even more as they ran, he saw the way his father gracefully and swiftly attack each monster with a sword he always wondered why he carried it. It was...breathtaking. It made him wonder as he looked at useless hands if he could do it too. And now he could.

"You guys remember when Mr Regret beat your ass?" Runa prompts and Chael gives her a deadpanned stare.

"Yes. It was everyday, Runa. Every. Single. Day." But as exhausting training had been, it was worth it. Strict discipline. Patient observations. Chael learned through falls and mistakes. From an amateur to an experienced warrior. His dad told him so.

Dad told him he was proud of him.

He stares at now calloused hands. "I hope he's okay."

Chael startles at the hand on his shoulder and meets the gentle gaze of Frey who smiles at him and stares upward. He follows and sees a lone twinkling star in the moonlit sky. "I'm sure he is."

Runa hums quietly, sitting on his other shoulder.

The breeze blows past him, the cold caressing his cheeks. His eyes start burning.

"I'll make you proud." He whispers to the air, not enough for Frey or Runa to hear.

He swears he hears the wind say, "I already am." in the distance.

[lover-girl-estxx]

idk if you write for Colby but if you do... You and Colby's daughter being there for him after his last fight

Hey babe..

(B36)

"this is my wife Y/n my daughter Lily" Colby introduced us to Hulk Hogan "hi" I smiled and shook his hand "hi nice to meet you...and how old are you?" He pointed to lilly "six!" "Wow that's pretty old your gonna be my age soon" she giggled and shook her head.

"what are you doing?" I asked as Colby cut the top and bottom of his shirt "I'm gonna rip my shirt" "oh my God" I laughed. "We're gonna sit away from Grandma we're gonna sit closer okay?" I told lilly moving some hair out of her face "okay we'll see Daddy better?" I nodded and smiled "I think you girls gotta go find seats you can watch the co main too" "okay baby say bye to dad we'll go" I said "bye Daddy love you!" He picked her up "love you," He kissed her cheeks "we'll get ice cream after alright" she nodded "okay!" He kissed her head "go wait outside babygirl"she went out the door. I wrapped my arms around his neck digging my head into the crook or his neck "your nervous?" He asked rubbing my back "of course I am Colby" "I'll be good mamas" I squeezed him a little tighter "your gonna do great" "yeah hey," he pulled away and cupped my face "no matter what I'll be good" I nodded "okay ... I love you" "love you too" he pecked my lips.

"Daddy might bleed a little okay? But he'll be okay he likes it" I said "he likes it?" I nodded "yeah!" I nodded "okay!...you sure?" I nodded "yeah I'm sure". Colby's song started to play Lilly stood on the chair to see the walk out "Lilly they'res people behind you" "she okay!" I look behind me to see Kamaru Usman "oh thanks Kamaru" I lightly smiled he did the same. He smiled at Lilly making her smile and wave to her dad I blew him a kiss.

I watch Colby walk to the back blood going down his face onto his body, Lilly was very upset "come on" I picked her up she laid her head on my shoulder, I ran into Colbys mom "you mind taking her i'm gonna go check on Colby and find him" she nodded and took her. "am um I'm looking for my husband Covington" I asked security "um yeah he's getting fixed up down the hall to the left" "thank you" I fast walked through the people to the room I opened the door and Colby was sat up talking to chael "hey babe..." he lightly smiled "i'll give you guys a minute" Chael said leaving I walked over to him rubbing one hand on his back the other lightly grabbing his chin looking at his eye "i'm okay....wheres lilly?" "with your mom," he nodded I pecked his lips "good job" I kissed his cheek wrapping my arms around his neck his went to my waist pushing me away slightly "i'm gonna get you dress bloody" "I don't care"he turned his head to the side laying the good side of his face on my shoulder "I'm good i'm good" "i'm so so proud of you Colby" "not bad right?" "not bad at all" I kissed his shoulder "I gotta go get my girl ice cream" he said pulling away I smiled and kissed him "okay lets get you showered first".

"come here sweet girl" he picked lily up after his shower and saying hi to the rest of the family "you okay?" she touched his cheek he nodded "yeah i'm okay" he kissed her cheek. "okay Lil's what flavor do you want?" he asked holding her "can I get strawberry?" "of course you can get strawberry...one strawberry and one mint chip mamas what do you want?" "can I have carmel please" I smiled to the lady behind the counter she nodded. Lilly sat across from us at the table eating away t her ice cream about to fall asleep, Colby was tired and beat down "col?" he looked to me "yeah?" "you can stop whenever you want" he bite his lip slightly "we're good I don't wait you to keep doing something you don't have a passion for" he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and brought my head to his chest "i'll think about it" he said against my hair "k I love you" he pecked my lips "love you too" qw heard a thud and Lilly jumped up "was that your head?" I asked "no" she lied "alright sleepy girl lets get back to the room" he went and picked her up.

[gaenarirp]

— new wanted connection.

CONTACT INFO:

please contact me at @gnsungkyung before taking this connection up!

TYPE OF REQUEST:

familial connection.

SUGGESTED FACECLAIMS:

just like sungkyung & the rest of their family, he’s tall! she comes back to find out he’s no longer her snot-nosed kid brother. was kept looking like the neighbourhood church guy by sungkyung in his youth, but he could’ve rebelled after she left— or not! it depends on his current relationship with family, really. suggested faceclaims: actors lee chaemin, kim hyunjin, bae inhyuk, lun8’s lim junyeob (chael), the boyz’s kim younghoon, lee juyeon, p1harmony’s choi taeyang (theo), enhypen’s lee heeseung, park jongseong (jay), park sunghoon

PLOT DESCRIPTION:

sungkyung’s sentient enough when he’s born somewhere between 1997-2000 that she’s tasked with wrangling him. he’s also still young enough that it stings when she leaves for seoul in 2011 and leaves him in gaenari with their family. the catalyst for sungkyung’s return, we can discuss what exactly happened for him to have reached out to her to come back, but i’d like it to concern their dad & the cult! their relationship would explore feeling left behind, love vs duty, and reconnecting with a person vs an idea. yes, there’s a lot of resentment on both ends. it’s also very important to me that he has a biblical name, with yohan currently being my placeholder name!

[michaelmyersdefensesquad]

About

DNI if you are:

-terf

-truscrum/transmed

-exclusionist

-racist/sexist/homophobic/etc

-map

-anti-mogai

-anti-queer

-anti-kin

-anti-ship/fanpol

DNI if any of these groups are in your dni:

-pro-shippers (I’m one of those. If you don’t want me interacting with you, you shouldn’t be interacting with me either!)

-mogai

-people who call themselves queer

-non-bi mspecs (pan, ply, omni)

DNI if you follow (without the slashes):

-horr/ordi/rtbag (is against alternate character interpretations of Michael Myers)

-h/ack/sl/ash (is against alternate character interpretations of Michael Myers)

-xmi/chael/mye/rs (thinks that slashers loving anyone other than a cis woman is ooc, fangirls over actual real school shooters, and erases Jason’s disabilities) 

Other Important Information:

-My name is Corey

-I am 24

-My main is cursed--alien

-I am nonbinary, and consider myself trans

-I am queer. I enjoy identifying with that term. I know it means odd, but I am odd. Currently, I consider myself asexual panromantic and diamoric.

-I am neurodivergent in multiple ways. I am autistic. I have ADHD (the inattentive type). I have severe generalized anxiety disorder that I’m in therapy and take meds for, and it’s also the reason I have most of my baggage, since my anxiety attacks present themselves in a way that freaks people out. 

-Some more disabilities I have that I think are neurological in nature, but don’t normally fall under the neurodivergent umbrella as far as I know: Dysgraphia (handwriting is difficult to the point of sometimes being painful).  Prosopagnosia (face blindness) (I can’t recognize people by their faces, but I do know a face when I see one).

-Reframing Michael Myers’s narrative is comforting to me as a neurodivergent person who often is misunderstood by neurotypicals.

-If anyone ever needs me to tag anything, just let me know and I’ll be right on it!

Ask Etiquette:

-Anonymous mode is for shy people, people asking from sideblogs, and people without tumblr accounts. It is not for cowards to send hate and feel safe behind a lack of a username.

-Anyone can ask anything, so long as it isn’t personal. Have a question about one of my aus, fanfics, or headcanons? Feel free to ask as much as you want! Just no questions about my personal life, especially if we’re not mutuals.

Michael Myers Headcanons

- I headcanon Michael Myers as a bisexual trans man

- I also see him as a person with deep-seated issues, but ultimately still very much human and not a being of pure evil

- The idea of Michael being a dad gives me unbelievable amounts of serotonin

- Michael is kinda like a cat: quiet, often aloof, but affectionate when he wants to be

- I don't see Michael as having much in the way of impulse control; he does what he wants when he wants, consequences be damned

AUs

- Monster Breeder AU: Based on the Monster Breeder browser game, basically an excuse for me to make myerhees babies

- Malpractice-verse: Dead dove do not eat. Basically, what if the abuse that Michael had suffered in the hospital had escalated beyond just psychological.

- Halloween 420: Michael Gets Blazed: The title is kinda self-explanatory, but. Basically, Michael doesn’t kill any of Laurie’s friends because he stole some of her weed and kinda mellowed out for a while. Laurie hides Michael in her basement and he’s part of the friend group/high circle now.

- Brambles: Michael has a child with his cult/fanclub so they don’t touch Jamie.

- Michaelings: Michael has a bunch of kids from one-night stands.

- Invisible Ink: Myerhees soulmate au (to be fair, I consider them soulmates anyway, but this is an au where they’re *soulmate au* soulmates, if that makes any sense)

- Murder Siblings: Michael and Laurie bond as siblings by hunting abusive pieces of shit for sport

- Childhood Friends AU: Michael and Jason, who are the same age in this au, were friends as young children during the summer of 1963. I want that summer to be a main focus of this au, as well as their reunion in 1979.

- Catboy Mikey AU: Neko-style animal-people (aka not quite furry, more human than furry) au that also has plain humans in it. Michael is obviously a catboy, Laurie is a catgirl, and Jason is a deerboy. Catboy!Michael has some adorable kittens.

[macklives]

i can only imagine how this conversation went bc that’s too specific for it to be just his dad shrugging it off.

john: dad, that looks like michael cera!

mr egbert: john, dont u fucking dare say a word about michael cera in this household. remember that trip to egypt, and the historical tour i dragged you on? you know how much i love history. i am a dad after all. well i swear on those bloody hollowed tombs that its not fucking m*chael c*ra. so if it is, we’re cursed now. remember king tut? yeah, thats whats bout to happen to you son if you dare say that name again.

[stolyas]

on M*chael She*n and the baby

Honestly, this is my own personal opinion, it’s long, and its a rant. It’s probably not pleasant to read and if we disagree even less so. So please, if you don’t care for what I think at all, just skip this. Don’t read it. I’m not posting it to start drama, I’m posting it cause I’m feeling some type of way and I wanted to let it out. 

Listen, y'all jumping in defense of M*chael She*n and this baby thing. Oh, why does it not surprise me, Tumblr. Look, obviously they did nothing wrong. I'm not saying having a child is wrong. But the whole situation is just kind of unfortunate at best.

First of, she certainly looks more than two/three months pregnant and that's when they supposedly first got together, since he was dating someone else before that. But, whatever, let's say he didn't cheat on his gf and Anna just got pregnant right after they began dating. It happens. Could be. Or he cheated. Also happens.

He's had a lot of gfs? He can't seem to be able to settle down? Well, that's unfortunate for him and his exes I guess, but not something that's particularly strange or unusual either.

Age difference. Ok honestly, whatever. He's not the first nor the last cishet white man who's dated someone half his age. Can't see what they would ever have in common, but he never put a gun to her head to date him as far as I know, so go for it, I guess?

Ok, the pregnancy itself was obviously an accident. They announced it at the last possible moment, they announced their relationship at the last possible moment, even. Apparently they we're "stunned" by the news. Well, whatever, accidents happen and they took their time and decided to keep the baby, hey, all right, I get it.

They are giving their relationship "a go"? Ok, here's where it begins to get icky for me. So basically y'all are saying we're together cause we're gonna have a baby. Not the other way around. Sure, maybe you can decide to have a child with someone and you may fall in love after. And I hope that's what happens, honestly. But no one is IN LOVE freaking a couple of months into a relationship? Please, if I have to read one more, "Oh, let them just be in love." Please. I've got food in my fridge older than this relationship.

He's said he didn't want more children. He's said this several times, please, how can a man who doesn't want to be a father in the first place be excited about becoming a father again at all? Ok, maybe he suddenly changed his mind. Maybe she said I'm having this kid and he said well, I guess I'm gonna have to be a dad, then! I'm leaning towards that last one tbh.

Oh, but THIS is what bothers me so fucking much. If I have to read one more "She's an adult!" I may implode. I honestly think some of you may be either a) super young b) are older than 24, which is her age, and were super mature at that age. Because, yes, she's an adult woman and she's free to do whatever she wants. But ooh, boy. Oh, boy. I think of myself six years ago and literally I can't wrap my head around the fact that she's willingly having the child of a man she's KNOWN for four months, who is probably around the same age as her father, at age 24. Twenty four!! Can you imagine going to your parents and being like "Oh, this is my new bf :) He was already married when I was in kindergarden, oh, and also I'm pregnant with his child." Holy shit. I would die. My parents would bring me back to life just kill me again. I hadn't even been able to get a real, good job at 24. I didn't have my own place. If I had gotten pregnant with my boyfriend of two years at the time, who is very much the same age as me, I would have been devastated. If she didn't get pregnant on purpose (Look, I don't wanna believe it but trapping a rich -and also famous- man with a kid? Not the first time that's happened. Fuck, I mean, I really hope not but who can say for sure?), this is literally a no-win situation. It's literally a no-win situation. I don't think this situation made them happy. Maybe they'll get happy, hopefully, eventually, but right now it's just bad. I just can't be glad for them. I don't see what the "good news" is. It just seems so, so forced. Honestly, as a fan, as a grown up, and as fellow human being, I always hope that the celebrities I'm fond of end up happy in their own way, whether it's married, with kids, or sober or whatever they need to do. But I don't think this is a good thing that's happened to him. I think he'll be fine, and hopefully, probably not, but hopefully they'll have a long, loving relationship. But I don't think this is a good thing, at all. I feel kind of sorry for them, even.

Sorry, kid.

[sp1ne-sh0t]

🐝 Bumblebee! 🐝

I just finished watching the 2018 Bumblebee movie and I gotta say, it was leagues better than the M*chael B*y films.

First off, I didn't feel like I was gonna get motion sickness or have a seizure from bad cinematography and editing. Everything looked smooth, the shots felt coherent, and there wasn't an overabundance of explosions to make up for crappy writing.

Then there's the story. Half the time when I was watching a B*y Transformers movie, I would think to myself, "this makes no sense," "why are they wasting so much time on this nonsense," or "is this really necessary?" In Bumblebee, I felt like 90% of the scenes were relevant to the story. At first I thought the cliff diving scene was a bit extraneous, but buy the end I realized it was there to show Charlie's growth. Honestly, the only scenes that I didn't care about were about Memo, but I'll get to him. Before that though, I wanna talk about the characters I liked and loved.

Charlie was adorable and awesome, and I liked her immediately. I noticed that there was none of the creepy male gaze present here that's overwhelming in the B*y movies. There were never any creepy jokes or lecherous remarks about Charlie turning 18, or camera shots focusing on her body, which was such a nice change. Charlie got to be any other character, with her own dreams, strengths and weaknesses, and not some sex symbol. She played so well with Bee, and their whole dynamic was fucking precious.

BEEEEEEEE!!!! He was the best! My favorite clumsy boy! Precious cinnamon roll! So fucking cute! I wanna hug him! I absolutely loved what Travis Knight did with Bee. He was so human and adorable, showing such emotion and character through body language alone that it's impossible not to love him.

Hell, even gruff Agent "John Cena" Burns ended up liking Bee at the end which, given his character's (admittedly small) growth, felt believable. Still, Burns turned out to be a pretty good character for the limited amount of screen time he had.

Even Charlie's family had some good moments and felt like they were contributing to the story, either through action or context. The whole, "new dad" thing didn't feel overplayed, Charlie's mom felt like a real mom, and Otis wasn't an unbearable shit as I had expected him to be.

Unfortunately, the same can't bee said for Memo. I honestly couldn't stand him. It felt like he served no purpose to the story. Nothing he did forwarded the plot, he had no character growth, and didn't even have an impact as a potential romance (which I didn't see AT ALL). I kept thinking that all of his scenes could've easily been cut/replaced by just Charlie and Bee, and the movie wouldn't've changed. That's not true. It would've been better because more Bee! Honestly, I enjoyed the villains more than him. Shatter and Dropkick were competent, and even made me laugh at their (sigh) deception (I'm sorry).

Also, the fucking music! So fucking good!

So all in all, I'd say Bumblebee is about 9.5/10. I'd've given it a 10 if it weren't for Memo.

[sol-luminosus]

Hello!!! I got a ship question!! what do you think rachad would be like as parents? Who do you think would be stricter? Do you think chad's mom and dad would influence his parenting? (btw thank u for sharing your sketches theyre all so lovely)

Hey there! Tbh, I’ve thought of this some time ago when I was conceptualizing future gen kids for them and the eventual roles they’d have to fulfill by that time (I’d most probably draw it out sometime). 

In general, I think they’d be pretty busy individually being adults/professionals (count in juggling parenthood with responsibilities in the Adult organization supporting KND, that’s one heck of a ride). However, that doesn’t really get in the way of them raising Chael (yes yes, name of their firstborn son I’ve thought of some time ago :) whom I’ve made art for as well before and have mentioned on another post.) 

Overall, they’re very hands-on. They coordinate who’s going to take Chael to school everyday and pick him up as well depending on their schedule until such time that he’s independent enough to do things by himself. Rachel’s going to be the parent who’d really emphasize the importance of responsibility on her kid. So, it’s doing chores pretty early, getting schoolwork done on schedule, learning the value of time, and the like. From that, I see that Rachel’s definitely going to be the stricter of the 2 (no games until that math hw is done!). Even if she’s uptight though, Rachel very much understands balancing work and play and regularly has milkshake dates with her family (headcannon that Chad hella loves milkshakes and his kid pretty much picked up the love for the drink).

Chad on the other hand, would be a really fun dad. Absolutely loves hanging out with his kid and playing soccer with him during weekends. Although he pampers Chael a lot, Chad’s still very much one to encourage him to excel both in school and extra-curricular activities. Takes pride in his achievements very much. If there’s any similarity to Chad’s parenting to that of his parents, then it would be this. But, it’s very different from the trophy-child his parents had wanted him to be. I like to believe that both Chad and Rachel unconsciously has applied their leadership style to how they’d raise their kids. Chad may or may have not realized it, but the way he dotes on their first child is influenced by the fact that he wasn’t given the kind of parental attention he craved from his parents as a kid and unconsciously, doesn’t want his children to experience the kind of loneliness that he did. 

Thanks a lot for this ask! :) It was really fun to think about and stirred my imagination again for new scenes/art. Also, I’m very glad you like my art ; O ; I’ve been pretty busy lately with frequent fevers tho, I still love having to draw when I don’t feel as bad. It’s honestly also encouraging having people on the SS 274/362 ship :D 

[kclenhartnovels]

I'm super late to this oc fact swap but here's something about Luci: i cant see him drinking?? I can see him at a bar but him with alcohol doesnt compute. I'm not sure why. I'm pretty sure he'd just have a soda. I learn something new about him every day.

LUCI i love him so much. Tell me everything you know about the Devil Dad. I love him. He can tell me bad jokes any day.

Chael pretty rarely drinks, speaking of Good Dads. He will only drink if his son and the Garrison drag him out, but even then he’ll nurse an ale or mead most of the night. That being said, his tolerance is still high, and I really want to see him roaring drunk and cackling like the mad Viking he is at heart.

[psyhc]

Jtv

ure using one of the icons already, im love u sm???my all-time ultimate fave character: ahhh petra (but also jane like dont make me choose wtf????)a character i didn’t used to like but now do: petra fits here a bit. but catalina! i actually really liked her in the enda character i used to like but now don’t: n/a but i suppose m*chael does fit here a lil bc i still like him but i also Dont a lil bc of fandom and how the writers made his character perfect and rafaels shady bc of the love triangle soa character i’m indifferent about: bruce a character who deserved better: luisa, nadine!! michael deserved a better death too imo a ship i’ve never been able to get into: hmm are there ppl who still ship petra and raf? bc that shipa ship i’ve never been able to get over: jetra lmaoa cute, low-key ship: jane and lina!an unpopular ship but i still enjoyed it: im gonna say jafael here bc its been unpopular for awhile esp lately but i love them sm??? my parents???a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: nadine and michael, atp luisa and rose (their recent reconcilliation), petra and this fuckin crocodile guy, petra and men (she gay dude stop it)my favourite storyline/moment: petra and any time shes bonding w her kids??? fuck me upa storyline that never should have been written: nadines death for michaels whiteboy manpain. rose and luisa getting back together after rose killed her dad like????????? the one where they started shitting on rafs character to make michael look good.my first thoughts on the show: LATINX REP HELL YA SO GOOD JANE THE VIRGIN HELL YEAHmy thoughts now: YES but they could fix some shit pls @jennie urman read my lbs BUT YEAH HELL YEAHsend me a show!

[crappyyuki]

Zenonia doodles!

My god this fandom is so dead like what the fuck. Can’t say I’m surprised though, most of the games got wiped out of existence from Playstore and Apple Store cuz Gamevil didn’t update it anymore. Still, this franchise was great!

Currently replaying Zenonia 4, finally beat Zenonia 3 after a decade, and I’d like to play Zenonia and do the evil route when I get the chance.

Aight so a little headcanon, Regret can sense negative emotion ever since he was a kid. He doesn’t make sense of them until the start of Zenonia where his father dies but you can imagine how shitty he feels when he was in Ayles. Bruh.

Also, the townsfolk of Ayles weren’t influenced by the energy of Ladon inside Regret because if that was the case then Chael would’ve been treated like a king cuz he’s an absolute angel. Or maybe this is just me spouting crap out of my ass.

Still.

Oh and the Dragon Clan are sick fucks.

I’m so sorry Regret :,)

No. No I’m fucking not.

Spoilers:

So yeah. Zenonia 3 ending? Lots of copium. Gods. It hurts so bad. So I cope by making a doodle of this wonderful father and son. Fuck Temir, Regret best dad. There were so many flashbacks, it was so cuteeeeeee.

I love them.

I wish they get a happy ending in Zenonia Chronobreak.

[crappyyuki]

You know the drill.

Zenonia!

I have a problem.

Aha. Ha. Yeah. Another Regret and Chael drawing. I love em. Sue me, I guess.

I love dad Regret with all my heart and I just love their dynamic, okay? Literally most of the flashbacks were about Chael asking for his advice. And aside from them having the best father-son relationship ever, the protag actually has a dad, a good dad. An adoptive dad but a dad nonetheless. How could I not love that? Best dad in RPG'S since 2011.

They are literally the main reason why I'm still in the Zenonia fandom and why I'm still waiting for the global release of Chronobreak even with it just being a standard MMORPG than Zenonia. I. Just. Want. Them. To. Be. Happy.

It has its flaws, sure, and plenty of plot holes like in Zenonia 1 why is Sun still alive in the Evil Route when its impossible for her to survive that attack or why the fuck did Dupre not tell Sun about Regret and vice versa or in Zenonia 3 did Regret know about Frey being Celine or did he just forget that Chael was an angel and just told him he was human but dammit the only flaw that matters is that they can't be happy together :(

And if Gamevil won't give it to me then I'll make it myself.

I want more Zenonia content :(

Oh. And don't let the cute sleeping baby face fool you. He cries all the damn time. Hence Regret's eyebags.

Regret loves him regardless :)

Here's the other versions!

I was trying to make a manga aesthetic. I hope I did it right.

[crappyyuki]

Zenonia Doodles!

I have a problem but I don't care. I love these two. So much.

I just want them to be happy together. Is that too much to ask :(

Regret is exhausted and unconscious but comforts his son anyway. Chael is scared and tired and needs so much hugs. Probably before Chael faces Antione, he goes to hug his dad.

I am so soft for these two blond idiots omg. Please give them a happy ending. Please let them be happy. Despite Regret's destiny to destroy the world. Despite Chael's destiny to save it. Let them be happy together.

There's a white streak on Regret's hair. Ahem, Zenonia 1 ending. Lady Charity had white hair. Ir maybe the stress of being brought back to life had marks. Thats canon now :)

The initial sketch plus reference.

[crappyyuki]

More Regret—I mean Zenonia!

Hi. Its been a while. Too long probably but here I am! Still a desperate Zenonian trying to find content.

There still isn't much so yeah. More drawings.

Sorry, I've been in a long art block as of late. Managed to sketch something out of it though so yay. Still not out unfortunately so have this 1-2 hour drawing of Regret being Regret.

How is Regret really?

He's doing great.

No, he actually is.

For now...

But what I mean to tell you is how does a definitely fully functioning adult father Regret acts.

Oh you know. The usual. Pretending to be an adult. Pretending to be wise and know what he's doing. A general mess when it comes to anything remotely related to socializing because being exiled kills your social skills. Panicking internally if he's raising his kid right. Wondering how he's gonna gently tell said kid is adopted. Very very overbearing sometimes because he very much did not want his son to learn how to fight and be a warrior but loves his son so so much that he teaches him because if that's what his baby wants then he will give it.

(Give or take after a few failed attempts to talk to the bullies parents and stop it from happening. He really didn't want Chael to learn to fight. I wonder why?)

Oh. And judging by the flag he's holding... he does not how romance works! So don't ask him for any advice regarding your relationship with Frey, Chael. You're on your own.

So yeah. I don't really ship Regret with Elisa. I like to think their relationship is sort of what he had with Sun. But feel free to ship. Personally, I just don't ship him with anybody.

(Does Regret know he's aroace? No.)

I'm trying to make Regret and Chael not look like each other because duh they shouldn't be but I headcanon that Chael tried to copy Regret's hairstyle so he can be more like his dad. Regret is amused but concerned. Runa thinks its hilarious.