#cfthesoul / eric armstrong

[evanave]

@cfthesoul asked: pull. for your muse to pull my muse close to them. - from eric

‘ via the system of touch ’

"Careful, babe, or I'll get paint on you." The blond chuckled softly when he was pulled close, both hands held up, so he wasn't going to get said paint on the other's clothes.

[dcyswclking]

☠ — @cfthesoul | gets an obx starter from evan for eric ( as he so willingly volunteered :p )

It was one big disaster, even though the Maybank twin had only started his shift at the country club not that long ago. He wasn't entirly sure if he had tripped or if someone had helped a little. All he saw were the spilled drinks, the shattered glass when the filled tray had dropped to the floor the same moment he fell. The entire week had sucked ass, left him with a number of mistakes already, but this one here was the worst and every present member had become a witness. He was going to loose this job, Evan was certain about it and on top of it, he felt embarrassed as hell. If only the ground would just swallow him whole.

[theknifeinyou]

Her nose wrinkled more at the thought of his brother ever having a thing for her. 'That is just a whole other level of wrong and gross. He's got to stop worrying about what he wants, you have wants to and you need to have a say and get what you want too. Just because he's older doesn't mean he has final say." She brought her hand up, running it through his hair. "You have just as much pull as he does."

maybe it was his point. he feels like a part of him is leaving with her and he's not sure how he's going to adjust to her. he chuckled at her plan. it actually sounds pretty good and at the same time, selfish on his head. he should just let her enjoy her time traveling. "only the important ones at least. i don't know i still think he might but as far as i can tell he just gets mad at me for not focusing on what he wants."

[redemptivexheroics]

@lcstinfantasy

@cfthesoul

Emma Thompson And Eric Armstrong

[evanave]

@cfthesoul asked: ❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜ - from eric

soft caring sentence compilation

When his fiance had come up behind him, rested his chin on his shoulder while arms wrapped around his middle and a small box appeared in his view, it took Evan a second to react as his blue eyes settled on the gift. Yes, he didn't like it much when money was spent on him, but for the time he has been with Eric now, Evan had learned it was part of the other's love language. Accepted the gifts he got every now and again. This time wasn't different as he took the box eventually and a soft smile formed on his lips. Turning his head he pressed a kiss to Eric's cheek. "Thank you." Although he hadn't opened it yet, the blond had an idea what it could be as he had mentioned the watch, which he tended to wear often, was dying. "Is it a new watch?" He asked instead.

[redemptivexheroics]

☎ eric/emma

@cfthesoul

Put ☎ In My Ask For Your Muses Info In My Muses Phone

NAME: Eric Armstrong

RINGTONE: Energy - Darci

PICTURE: 

LAST TEXT RECEIVED: Do you have any plans tonight?

LAST TEXT SENT: Not really. I'm just sitting here reading my new book, but I'm all ears if you have any ideas.

[evanave]

"Huh? I'm merely making sure my soon to be hubby is having a good start into the day." Breakfast is the most important meal of the day after all. Also he loves to cook for Eric, not only because it keeps him from having take out all the time, but seeing the other enjoying the meals he makes always brings a smile to his face. The kisses to his shoulders sent a pleasant shiver through his body, helping to keep the smile that morning on his lips. "You're not planning on distracting me, are you?"

"mhm, you spoil me too much." eric chuckled, looking over the tray. he moves over press a few soft kisses onto evan's shoulders, hands on his hips. the apartment always smells delicious when evan cooks. before him, it was always just take out for evan. now it's filled with warm meals that the blond makes for them. "i'll leave it til the hot chocolate is ready. though cold eggs aren't horrible, they sound better hot."

[dcyswclking]

The blond had been fiddling with Eric's hand absentmindedly while he was resting back against his chest. If one really thought about it, it was astonishing how calming the other's presence was to him. No matter how shitty the outside world has become, that society wasn't existing anymore, at least not the way they new and that they had to see how the remaining ones were about to handle it. Figure out how to rebuild it in a new way. "When did you start to be more optimistic than me?" He half joked.

/ @cfthesoul

❝ are we going to get through this? ❞ to eric from evan (@dcyswclking)

𖹭 ───── ★ ANGST STARTERS .ᐟ ⁀➷

eric understood the way evan felt. maybe not so much with the connection to the dead but the fear or the unknown. they didn't know what was going to happen. they were going to have to rebuild in ways that society was never really prepared for. he hoped they'd be able to do such. "i think so." eric says gently. "i have faith that we can make this work. that the world can come back to somewhat of a normal. a new normal but normal none the less."

[theknifeinyou]

Khalid had watched Cat make time for Eric when he needed her - it happened sometimes even when they had plans and she would cancel for Eric. He knew love when he saw it considering he'd do the same for Cat if she ever asked. "I think there's only one way for you to find out, loverboy. I know she loves you, even if she won't say it. She's coming home for the holidays, probably the perfect time for you to do something."

it has been years. the tension, the hook up, the bond. life was never dull when cat was with him and he enjoyed her company over everyones. he figured it was cause they were friends but maybe it was more than that. maybe he hadn't seen it at first but this conversation was opening his eyes a bit more. "i mean, yeah, you're right." though eric always offers and he doesn't even give her an option to pay when he's asking her to come attend an event with him. still, she makes time for him. stays on face time with him, even if it's the middle of the night for her. "you really think she'd want that?"

[dcyswclking]

The blond really wasn't sure how to navigate around the other at times. Thing was, they never exactly had been just friends and it made it all the more difficult to tell where the boundaries lay. When was he a little too close? When did he ask for too much? Evan really didn't want to walk on eggshells around the other and yet, it was exactly what he did. How the hell were you friends with someone who you were longing for? Who's closeness you knew? Who used to be your home? "Something like that, yeah. It's just — the chatter isn't exactly an external occurance. It's like, it's in my head, which makes it all the more difficult to drown them out when even covering ears doesn't do shit." The additional chills he was getting from that uncomfortable cool feeling at the back of his neck, much like he was in the middle of a graveyard in the middle of the night, didn't exactly help his case either. "I don't know. It hasn't been like this before. — I'm not even sure they'll ever shut up again when people don't really...die the way they used to."

eric had regrets long before the end of the world and this was one of them. no matter how much he wanted to reach out and just taken evan in his arms, he knows there's distance beteen them. a wall, of sorts. and with good reason of course. he had broken evan's heart all because he was scared. scared of actually relying on someone. of trusting someone with everything of his being. yet, he had and he still does. he loves evan, he's just not sure he's got a right to him anymore. his wolf also hasn't understood that either, evan was his mate -- even if evan didn't know that. "it's like non stop chatter. overwhelming and no matter how much you turn up the radio, you can still hear it buzzing?" eric offered. he might not understand it but he does want to try. "has anything ever helped quiet them? at least for a little?"

[evanave]

His heart swell at the smile he was receiving. Gosh, he was so handsome, both inside and out and he was all his. To think fate always had such luck, such happiness in store for him made the suffering of the past worth it. If he had to go through everything he had to be with Eric? Yeah, he'd not change a thing. "It is, but from all the things I had to figure out thus far which were real scary, this is by far the most pleasant one." Thumbs caressed the hybrid's cheeks while a loving smile settled on his own features. "Have you fully taken it in yet?"

eric smiles brightly at the man of his dreams. hell, eric never thought he'd settle down, let alone find his mate but he's extremely grateful that it's evan. someone he had fallen for before realizing just what his feelings had meant. "yeah? i'm glad it doesn't scare you away. i know it's a lot to take in."

[dcyswclking]

A soft smile formed on his lips when the other nuzzled his face against his own. The blond might not be aware of the deeper meaning behind that gesture, yet it didn't fail to cheer him up, at least a little bit. Fingertips slightly began to play with the ends of Eric's hair, then he nodded, because from the moment the hybrid had found him he knew this part hadn't changed between them. "All I'm asking of you is to live — for me." No matter what happens that'll always be the only thing he'd ask of him. No self-sacrificing bullshit like they loved to do in movies. It felt more crucial to point out than ever. Evan hummed as he thought a few seconds about the idea of food before responding, "Nah, I'm good." With that he placed a few kisses onto Eric's cheek. Sure, he hadn't eaten much yet, but his appetite wasn't that big in general.

it wasn't like some of evan's old attitude didn't shine back through. but eric could tell that it was becoming harder to put the mask up. that the voices and spirits were getting a little much so if eric had to step up and help put a smile on evan's face than he was going to do it. the hybrid moves to nuzzle his face against evan's. it's an offly animalistic way at times. rubbing his scent on evan just so that he can mark him. a lot more supernatural creatures have come out of the wood works since life went to shit so it was more of a safety thing for the other. "i hope you know i'd do the same for you." though they had broken up before the end of the world, eric didn't give up until he found him again. his first thought was evan. he knew his pack and siblings would be okay but evan was his only concern. he couldn't heal the same way they could. "naya is making some food if you want to eat."

[evanave]

"You deserve it," he corrected instantly. Eric might not see it that way, might not agree, but Evan was certain about it. Believed it with everything he was.

"I promised to love you forever, and that is a promise I intend to keep." / to eric

𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐅: 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑, 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓.

"even when i don't deserve it?" eric asked softly, still trying to accept that evan still loves him after all this time. after the heartbreak he had caused to both of them.

[evanave]

Evan could tell the other was serious about it. So, if he wasn't already madly in love with the hybrid, then he totally would be now. And yet, it felt like his love did grow a tad stronger in this very moment. "I promise to take good care of that knowledge." An easy promise, as he was going to use it to continue loving him unconditionally and to make sure Eric would be happy in every sense of the word. As seeing him happy made him happy too. "Yeah. What would I do without you, huh?" Evan knew the other had a point and yet, he couldn't really let go of his critics. Possibly if he doesn't see the painting for a while he'll end up not finding it so bad after all. "Your exclusive artist you mean." The blond chuckled. Even though he had thought about releasing a few pieces. See if anyone would be interested. As much as he enjoyed his job at the adult shop he does like art a tad more. "Mmm, why not? Where do you want it?"

that look alone could bring the brightest smile to eric's face. he loves evan with all his heart and knowing that he's just as deeply in love him as well. "it's the truth." not even something he said just to give him something to hold onto. no, eric truly meant it. no one has ever known him or gotten this close to him. he's never loved someone this much. "maybe a little but you don't give credit where it's due wither. you just pick on the negative aspects. it's okay though, i'll be your voice of reason." the brunette teased. "what can i say, when i find an artist i like i can't give that up." the man laughed. he's covered in evan's work. things he didn't even know he was designing for a permanent part of his body. "speaking of...i've got a tattoo scheduled for next month. want to design another?"

[evanave]

Wordlessly blue hues were just looking at his mate for the moment, reflecting nothing but his unconditional affection for him. See? Eric saying stuff like that made it impossible for his love for him to not continue growing. "Damn you..." He breathy chuckled. "I like the sound of that." Then he nudged the other's nose with his own. "Hey, now, I don't think you can be a true artist if you're not critical of your own work." Although in Evan's case there was more to it than just that. For so long he had been faced with criticism about his person and given expectations he simply couldn't meet. Naturally he had began criticizing himself on a more unhealthy level, something which remained difficult to shake to this day. "Yeah, that's right. — Although you're a huge fan of my work already, so I'm not sure how objective you're really about it." A reference to the drawings Evan had added to connect tattoos on the other's arms which ended up as permanent additions when Eric had gotten them tattooed.

"pretty sure you're the only one fluent init to begin with." because eric never let anyone get as close as he had with evan. not like he really had a choice. he was pulled towards the blond the moment he met him. wanted to always be near and knock down his own walls -- even if he had attempted to build them back up at some point. "you really are super critical of your own work. of course i love it. i like it a lot and poorly isn't the word i use. looks like you made your own version. of how you see it and that's what art is about right?"

[evanave]

"Someone has to know the eric manual by heart, no?" The smile on his face only grew wider at his own joke, even though he does believe he's able to wordlessly read the other whichever mood he might be in. Now, he wouldn't call himself an expert, but definitely something close to it. "You like it?" The blond does sound more surprised than he probably should have. "I think it looks like I've poorly tried to visualize Pocahontas' colors of the wind, but if you want to call dibs on it, it's yours."

"probably a good thing you do." eric chuckled because his communication was never perfect, even if he was working on it. "i don't know about that. it looks pretty cool to me. if you don't do anything with it, don't scrape it either. my office could use some artwork."