#ccme 2019

[thepaynegifs]

[isupportzaynxliamxziam]

Saturday, 1 June 2019

credits: Liam's Instagram Stories / liam-93-productions' Tumblr

[sunshineandlyrics]

It's happened before ...

.. because Louis is the ☀️☀️ SUN ☀️☀️

🇯🇵 All Of Those Voices red carpet, Tokyo, 13 March 2023 x x x

[louiswilliamtomlinsons]

LOUIS TOMLINSON Performing at the CCME Festival | September 2019

[dreamings-free]

this outfit’s kinda an updated version of what he wore at his very first real solo gig in Madrid back in 2019.. just add 3 years of age and 300% of self confidence

CCME Madrid 14/9/19 // FITFWT Munich 22/10/23

[faith--in-the-future]

i’m waiting for the review 🫡🤭

HERE I AM!!

AOTV SPOILERS BELOW!

omg I loved it!! Like overall it was so beautifully done and u can really see it was done with care and thoughtfulness! it follows the timeline chronologically pretty well although it kind of goes 2010 to 2016 and then skips to 2019 to 23 so that gap kind of stays unknown but it is said that those were very difficult years for louis.

it starts with the 1d stuff and it goes pretty deep in how louis lived the beginning and the end of it! like we hear the story of how he didn't sing at all in wmyb and how he had worked with the producer for the 2nd single and they worked hard to get his verse right and then in the final cut he found out that they had given it to harry (😑) and how at that moment he felt like no matter what he did it wasn't gonna be good enough :( but that's also how he started writing bc all he ever wanted was to feel like he had a place in the band :( and then it cuts to 2015 and their last performance and there's a very telling video of him after the performance and he was so fucking sad (also I wonder what that footage was for ? bc it looked like they were making something then too) and in the voice-over he says that he was feeling angry and lost bc he felt like he finally had his place and he didn't want it to end (!!!) and then OLI MY BEST FRIEND!! says how only certain band members wanted it to end but louis didn't (we been knew but I'm glad oli is well aware and not scared to say it) and then we even hear lottie and his grandparents talk about the huge loss that losing 1d was for him.

I actually found it interesting that they had that first segment about 1d then right after his mom and then felicitè and they talked about all of those as the most important losses of louis' life so u really can see how big of a loss the breakup was for him :/ it was truly a part of him

then there's the part about his mum with his grandparents talking and I legitimately cried when his grandpa was talking bc it was all so sad and touching but also u can really feel how much they LOVE and admire louis and in general in all the family clips and interviews u really see how he is the core of his whole family and how much he loves them all. it's so beautiful

I loved the bits with his sisters too! the twins talked about how much he looks after them and how sometimes he's a bit too much but it's only bc he cares so much :(( and lottie said "he was made to be a big brother for many sisters " and I was like SO TRUE !!!! he literally is ! and helene called him GENTLE AND KIND !! which is also SO TRUE 😭😭 I love him sm

also I was surprised that they talked more about felicite bc he never said anything but God :( lottie talked about how louis and her tried to help her and how guilty she felt bc she couldn't and how louis must have felt it even more 😔😔

and in the middle of all of the parts there's oli interviews which are the best bc he truly gives such an insight on louis and like u can totally see why they're so close !! he understands louis a lot ! and he even says his job is to try to keep louis' life together lmao 😭😭

I loved the part about the beginning of the walls era bc u see how difficult that was for him and many aspects of it was stuff that we didn't know about! like there are clips from some of the earlier promo performance where Louis says that he hated it and hated performing and u can really see how much he beat himself up for his mistakes and that only starts changing with the ccme performance and then only at the Scala gig he's like I actually loved that!! I was really surprised about that like I had guessed from his stage presence and in general by everything that he wasn't really comfortable but he literally says taht at one point he couldn't wait to get out :(( and helene is like that's what u need to work on bc u actually love singing!! and u can see how it all changes with tour and how much she was right bc his voice keeps getting better as he gets happier mentally <3 the body truly does keep the score of our trauma!

I also loved the band bits and u can see how significant it is for the guys that louis sleeps in the same bus as them and involves them in day off activities and how tight and loving the atmosphere is on tour

also the fans interviews were lovely!! I especially liked a segment they did on how fans formed friendships and lived great experiences through the fandom and louis! u can really see how much louis loves that and it's beautiful bc it just reinforces one of louis' core messages which is how important people and love are <33

the entire Freddie segment was BEAUTIFUL it is the part that my non louie friend was most impressed by bc u can really tell how much louis loves him and vice versa, also how important Freddie is for him! and he's such A GOOD DAD!! so loving and affectionate, he is always telling him that he loves him and asking for kisses and it was so 😭 that kid will be such a wonderful person. and louis even showed him that he was crying after the la show bc he saw him in the crowd ! :(( truly beautiful (and great parenting especially for a boy!)

there wasn't a lot about his career difficulties (as I expected) but it's still hinted at that he had more than one issue with the labels and all that side of things :/ also found it interesting that helene mentioned that people in management etc in 1d didn't like him bc they thought he was arrogant and wanted to be the front man when all he was arguing for was just Equal and fair opportunities and even his grandparents talk about how it wasn't fair how he was treated in the band and that even if louis didn't talk about it they could see it hurt him... sigh

I'm sure I'll remember more as soon as I post it but for now I think that's enough skdk it's beautiful! it's telling and it's real ! go watch it and enjoy louis in all his wonderful aspects!

also there are the parts about liam at ccme and niall in Mexico and they talk about when louis went to see him etc and it was interesting how niall seemed awkward in front of the camera talking about it lol? meanwhile it was sad when louis watched liam the first night and then louis was in his room and he asked if he'd stay to watch him but liam had to fly to LA :/// kind of explains how all of them have treated louis for all these years tbh, maybe that's what triggered that apology from liam and tbh louis definitely deserves one from all of them .

[liloslittlethings]

lilo stills from all of those voices (part 1)

shot during September 2019 at the CCME festival in Madrid

[silverfoxlou]

In fairness Louis doesn't go to his "brothers'" concerts either. One Niall show once, more than six years ago 🤷‍♀️

Well he sure as shit wasn't going to be seen at Harry's concerts. He went to Niall's show when Niall was touring Flicker, and Niall hasn't toured since that album. Liam and Zayn don't tour. But Louis did get to CCME a day early to make sure he could watch Liam perform back in 2019 (but Liam left before Louis' set).

[statementlou]

Louis first headline a festival on CCME?

Yes! The Coca Cola Music Experience festival in Madrid in 2019 was his first full set headline solo show!! It rained all day right up until Louis time and them the clouds parted and he played to like 40k people- he played Steal My Girl!! I nearly died! And Mr Brightside! And we heard Habit for the very first time ever and EVERYONE almost died! And somehow we STILL don't have good quality video from that show, what is up with that anyway?

[liam-93-productions]

alvaro_delasheras: Throwback to @liampayne concert in CCME 2019 🔥

[louisfeatharry]

audio credit to jocims / download via dropbox

[elceeu2morrow]

Too Young

Defenceless

Don’t Let It Break Your Heart

Habit

Louis’ unreleased songs via Mary Jane on YouTube (CCME 2019, 9.14.19)

[sunshineandlyrics]

🇪🇸 (CCME music festival, Madrid, 2019)

🇮🇸 Iceland 2022

🇯🇵 Tokyo, 13 March 2023.

.. because Louis is the ☀️ SUN ☀️

[guccilarentsinwellington]

today was a big day and this is just going to be all my nonsensical thoughts that maybe someone will be able to interpret.

PRINCESS PARK  THIS HOE HOW MUCH MORE OBVIOUS CAN YOU BE?????????????????????????????????????

okay so like as much as i dont want it to, pretty much everything is pointing to them having broken up at some point and then i went back and watched some larry comps and i can see it. i can see it in their eyes and FUCKING OUCH

dinning table -> kitchen table because someone *cough* HARRY is fucking extra

h: maybe one day youll call me l: why did you expect me to call? + im sorry darling

we were too young to know we had everything

DARLING

h: we started two hearts in one home l: come so far from princess park

when you love someone and HE lets you-

how hard must it have been to sing 18 live? and hear us all love it so much? it makes me feel bad because looking back I can see the pain in their eyes

its hard to think you could ever hate me but everythings feeling different now

i cut you off cuz i didnt know no better

LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE SONG THIS ON ALBUM IS GOING TO BE SO GOOD

this whole album is going to hurt like hell but im so glad that he feels comfortable opening up and he is making what he wants to. i am so proud of him and i will support him through everything. his future is so bright and i hope he knows how much we care for him

[dailytomlinson]

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