#catch me cryn

[wordsbymae]

nooo the wandering eyes😭 farmer, you were supposed to be different</3

would he ever see the insecurity of his little mouse? them trying to change to be more like people that he keeps looking at? and i'll be patiently waiting for the breaking point of mousey you mentioned, dear author👀

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Hehe my bad. If it helps, older farmer only has eyes for his pumpkin. But unfortunately, we're talking about Playboy Farmer so yeah his eyes wander slightly. He by no means ever acts on it, won't even talk to whoever he's eyeing. He's just a stupid man who doesn't see how it could count as cheating. To answer your question....maybe, most likely not. Mouse doesn't go out very much so it's only once or twice they notices this happening, and like most insecurities, it festers under their skin for a long time.

It starts small, eyes darting to look at their reflection before glancing away, worrying about how their clothes fit or how their hair looks. And despite telling the farmer they didn't really care what that cruel person said, those words dart around their head, causing doubt and worry. It's manageable though. Especially since they don't see many people so there are not many to compare themselves to.

But then they go out one weekend. To some market or fair or whatever. They walk hand in hand through the grounds, the farmer almost bored but still willing to be dragged where ever his sweet mousey wishes to go.

He stands behind them as they try to win a stuffed cow. Mousey's aim was shocking, but he knew they like to have a go first before passing the toy rifle over to him. He begins to lose interest, eyes wandering away.

Then a flash of skin catches his eye. A snake dancer is passing by, barely wearing anything at all, skin open for all to see. Long legs and a pretty face. Can you blame the double take he did, the low whistle and the roaming eyes from head to toe?

Mousey can. They turned when he whistled, thinking he was proud of the shot they just took. He was always saying they couldn't shoot for shit. Instead, they turn to see him lusty after a scantly clad figure, dancing with a snake roaming across their limbs. They dance with a fever, golden cloth shimmering in the light, eyes dark and seductive. Mouse watches as his eyes gaze at them in hunger, his mouth smirking. Mousey can't recall him ever looking at them like that.

They throw the gun onto the table and march away, tears blurring their vision. How could they compete with someone like that? So gorgeous that it hurt to look at them. They never dressed like that, acted like that, looked like that or even felt like that. They were just as plain as a mouse, nothing special or to write home to, nothing but someone to settle for.

Because that's why the farmer was with them, wasn't it? No one else wanted him, so he settled for what he could get. A boring little mousey. They rushed away, trying desperately to cover their tears.

It took the farmer a regrettable minute to realise mouse was gone. His eyes followed the dancer until they turned a corner and then he swung back around to see how his pretty mouse was getting on. Only to find them missing. His eyes darted around in fear and worry. Where did they run off to? did something happen?

He rushed forward into the crowd. His mousey was missing and wasn't gonna waste one second.

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He finds them sitting on the tray on his truck, eyes red and cheeks puffy. They were hunched over and tight lipped staring at the muddy ground below.

"Darlin'!" he called, "where the hell you bin, I've been lookin' for you everywhere. You got me worried sick"

You gave a loud sniff and turned your eyes away

"Why you cryn', someone say something? Was it that shit head?" he asked, hands finding your checks.

You flinched away from him, grimising as his touch.

"No body said anything" you grumbled, wishing he would just leave you alone

"Somebody do somethin then? Who was it" he growled. "You just give me a name, hell a face, and I'll fix it"

"You" you whispered with anger. "You did it. You're the reason I'm crying. You're the reason the night's been ruined"

"What I do mousey!" he huffed, "is it cause I wasn't watchin' ya shot the cans. I was watching, I swear!"

"How could you? you clearly had your eyes elsewhere! Couldn't peal them off, not even long enough to see me leave!" anger was rising now, pain morphing into a rage

"Now sweet-" he tried, his mistake now clear to him

"Do you even love me? Or are you just settling down with the only person who would be desperate enough to stay with you" came a growl

"Of course I love you!"

he was getting mad now, you could tell, defensive even.

"You show that love by eye fucking strangers? hm?" you jumped from the tray and gave him a light pushback. "I saw the way you looked at them! Like, like you actually wanted them. Like you were desperate for them!"

He let you advance upon him, his mind struggling to keep up. He just looked, why was it such a problem to just look?

"I would never cheat on you darlin'. Never" His hands were raised now in surrender or in defence you weren't too sure.

"Why should I believe you? It's a look today, a touch tomorrow and then next thing I know you're fucking them in our bed!" you shouted, eyes narrowed in hurt. This was apparently too far for him.

"Now you listen here mouse, I admit I ain't no church boy, not some holier than thou man free of sin. But I would never betray you like that, in our bed or anywhere. You are the only thing I care about." He huffed, rough hands gripping your shoulders tight. Love and pain were clear in his eyes.

"So yeah, I looked at someone else, my eyes do sometimes wander" You gave a groan of disgust "But! But they always come back to you. Come on darlin' let's just forget about this and head on home yeah? Or I can win you that stuffed cow you were after."

"I can't just forget!" you sneered.

"Well, why the hell not! Have you at least tried?"

"I can't forget because you don't look at me like that!"

Silence lingered, tears fell a bit further, and hands slipped away from your shoulders.

"You don't look at me like you want me" you whispered, "or like you're desperate to touch me, to have me. You just..... look at me, but never like how you looked at them"

"You can be real fucking dumb sometimes honey"

"Excuse me?"

"Of course, I don't look at you like that" he scoffed, and your heart fell "I ain't looking at you like that cause unlike anyone else, I need you. Like I need air to breathe or water to live. Without you, I'd die of heartbreak"

"Yeah right" you mumble

"It's true! Without you, I'd drink myself dead in a matter of days! And when I look at you, I look at you like I'm fucking in love with you, 'cause I am. So why would I look at someone like how I look at you? "

You stumbled over what to say, how to answer but nothing came out.

"And also I look at you like I wanna fuck you all the time, you just don't see me looking. Which is good for me 'cause I get to catch you in some pretty naughty situations" He smirked before a well-aimed slap to the arm changed his mouth to a small ow.

"If I ever, and I mean ever catch you looking at someone else you can sleep with the dogs"

"Aye, aye captain," he said, giving a mock salute as you giggled.

"You're not so easily forgiven though"

"Oh? And how does the light and love of my life wish me to be punished for my misdeeds?"

"Go be a man and win me that cow."

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In all seriousness though, looking at other people like he did isn't very faithful at all and would be something I would struggle to forgive, but this is fiction sooooo

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[theyellowestmustard]

catch me cryn in the club

[uncommcnlyxkind]

△ + should severus change and magically become the person you grew up with again, would you take him back as a friend?

4/10

I– you couldn’t possibly understand how badly I wish it could ever be that simple. 

@sevrustobias

[tcdwrdtxnks]

👤 Andromeda 😌

“Andromeda is…she’s bloody everything to me, really. She’s proof not everything coming out of that world is bad. Without a doubt, she’s the bravery, smartest, strongest person I’ve ever met. For some reason, she gives me the time of day, seems to value our friendship. I don’t know what I’d do without her in my life anymore, and I worry about something happening to her everyday. If she asked me to, I don’t think there’s anything I wouldn’t do for her.”

[julie-maximoff]

CALLUM QUOTED HARROW WHEN HE TRIED TO EXPLAIN EZRAN ABOUT HARROW’S DEATH. HE REMEMBERED EXACTLY WHAT HIS FATHER SAID AFTER ALL THESE YEARS THIS IS TOO MUCH YALL

[bamsara]

[neolxzr]

this is the best day of my life

[xjelani-archive-blog]

hiatus? hiatus!

SO SEMESTER IS COMING TO AN END. Thank fucking God. I’m almost done. It’s been a very hard couple of months, and it’s only very recently that my activity really picked up again because of all the wonderful people I’ve met, gotten closer to, etc. Yall make it so fun to be on here. But it’s also hard for me to focus because I’m very bad at multi-tasking and I’m very liable to put aside very important irl things that will and can effect me later just to indulge in the fun on here. So, putting my irl back on the top of the priority list these next two weeks -- my activity here is gonna come to a full halt from Monday, the 15th to around Friday, the 26th. It’s all work no play starting tomorrow, and I needa whip myself back into shape. Plots will resume when I’m back. My queue is still up, but if I’m here within the next two weeks -- just shoot me. I deserve it. 

That being said, I’m gonna have a bit of spotty activity on discord as well. I have bad self-control, so I’ll only be on if I have no immediate responsibilities and I’m in the clear. Big girl pants are comin’ on.

See yall in 2 weeks.

[suntails]

Hey I just wanted to say your BNHA wallpapers are so cute and I absolutely love them (I now get to fully see two smiling todos every day). You’re art style is also super cute! Hope you have a good day/evening!!!

aaaaa oh my god ty!! i wanted to draw more of him smiling but i only managed a few,,,, this is soso sweet thank you

[batteryrose]

1, 4, 15 for the artist asks~

1. Show your most recent wip

This is the latest thing that I didn't finish. It's Nokto and Adam huggin and cryn

May or May not continue it... I'm pretty chill with these things.

4. Favourite things to draw?

Handsom handsom guys :) doing handsom things

Also people hugging and cuddling, but this one is kinda hard to draw quick.......

15. Biggest artist pet peeve?

When people don't draw eyeballs correctly so characters doesn't seem like they're looking at the right thing! Goddamn!

This is also my biggest pet peeve in my own art, so catch me redoing the eyes for half an hour even on my usual lineart-only sketchy artworks/comics. Just so that the guy is LOOKING right at the other guy very perfectly and very sweetly

[vigilantewives]

Was ready to watch the new episode of True Beauty, but its not coming until next week... catch me cryn in da club

[humankoalaa]

black lightning...

*SPOILERS*

lawd seeing khalil like this is just not the way i wanted to start off this episode 😩

this reverend and his damn handkerchiefs 😂

this is heartbreaking already 😞no one especially a parent should have to endure this type of pain.

😭😭 this is s sad 😩

KHALIL IS THIS YOUR DYING WISH CAUSE DAMN RIGHT I SUPPORT IT.

Jefferson... let the judicial system handle Tobias? ... errrr have you forgotten that they are the same idiots that missed the fact that Tobias hasn’t aged in years orrrr? have you forgotten how well the system worked for you KNOWING tobias killed your dad? have you forgotten all the other countless crimes committed and he remained a free man eventho the system knew he was involved in sketchy shit? I MEAN WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED TO REMEMBER TO GET YOU TO UNDERSTAND YOURE DOING FREELAND A FAVOR? end rant.

THANK YOU KHALIL. ffs. do better Jefferson 😒

*side note* jordans acting is everything right now.

“you were always there... i just couldn’t see you” 😭💔

im bout tied of this reverend screaming every damn episode. dead ass feel like im being grounded or some shit 😩

LOL Todd.

GRACE IS ANISSAS LOCK SCREEN 😭 i love girlfriends 😍

anissa pacing in circles is a whole ass mood.

jenn 💔

NAH LIL BITCH LMAOOOOOO how you come up with 5 lies in 3 seconds? “she threatened me” girl 🤣🤣🤦🏾‍♀️

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 she blew the whole damn car up im CRYN i love jenn so much.

🤣🤣😩😩😩😩 JENNNNNNN “your car got hit by lightning... you wanna call the police on god? this shit took me out.

a handbag bitch? 🙄

first of all Jefferson you nosey as hell... how you hear that lady from that far away? 😂

*sidenote* i just realized the rev still in the background yelling 😩

see he just Wendy Williams fainted outta nowhere. all that damn jumping and hollering.

oh shit waydaminit cutter giirrrrllll what’d you do.

Lmao why she walking out the church like somebodys grandmother then walked down the stairs like tyra banks? 🤣

jenn ..sweetie... ima need you to get these powers under control.

oh so jeff you don’t trust the therapist? now? ... k. weird flex. but ok.

LMAOOOOOO TODD

im tryna figure out how todds human no power having ass is just still Tobias’s do boy after watching what he did to khalil... 🤦🏾‍♀️ ain’t he supposed to be a genius or some shit?

lol jenn casually floating will never get old.

jenn 😭 they grow up so fast. learn you something bb.

Henderson ... how you think he’s doing? 🤦🏾‍♀️

damn... rip reverend. lord. they killing ehh body. ima miss his extra ass.

that ghetto ass closed for business sign 🤣 gambi you’re better than this.

LOL wait ...Henderson’s name is ... .. bill? 😂😂

everyone reactions when they found out gambi ain’t dead is literally the same “😧”

Henderson’s so damn funny.

jenn 😞 she loves khalil so much 😩

graces big ass smile I LOVE MY MOTHERS. forehead kisses and food 😭 i love wives. thundergrace invented religion and that i shall practice ❤️

i love the awkwardness so much. this is the only couple I’ve seen on television that sells the awkwardness of a new relationship so well. i will say this again. NAFESSA AND CHANTAL INVENTED CHEMISTRY. disagree and you can catch these hands. runneth tf up.

*sidenote* any woman that looks at me the way thundergrace looks at each other im marrying her on sight. K.

Tobias talking to portraits again. k.

lmao it’s so got damn hard to hate Tobias cause he’s written so well and krondon delivers every single episode. every single line. 😩

cutter ... girl ... it better does what it’s told shit. next thing you know Tobias gon rip her whole nose off her face instead of just the piercing.

lynn dead ass brought a squad 🤣

LMFAO not she will sue you into homelessness 😭 okay lynn. go awf.

Henderson... 🤦🏾‍♀️

Tobias 🤣🤣🤦🏾‍♀️ krondon is brilliant.

smfh why wouldn’t tobias have some cloning device 😒 and where the hell is natural selection cause tobias is just too damn smart to be killed or played by any force of nature. see what i did there? 😂

lol Todd so damn ignant.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤦🏾‍♀️ Tobias got dammit why are you like this. finger nail clippers? 💀

thundergrace 😍 holding hands and anissa just causally laying on graces shoulder then grace follows 😭 A. WHOLE. ASS. MOOD. so soft. ugh i love my parents.

anissa looks so sad 😩

Khalil 😭💔

jenn 😞💔

“khalil: “am i dead?” ... jenn: “Not yet... almost” WHO WROTE THIS LINE FOR JENN?! well black lightning has never been subtle.

did we really need to cut back to a deceased Khalil? no. we didn’t.

okay it’s been three episodes of depressing shit black lightning. Can we not next week? please?

Lastly... isn’t next episode chantals last episode for the season? ... like.... are we gonna have to wait another Ike year to find out what she is orrrrr?

anyway another great episode although im emotionally exhausted from episodes 9, 10, and 11.

[eugene-flash-thompson]

Catch me cryn' in the club

fave thing in the world go

Currently.. my boyfriend 🥰

[river-exe]

Haisbwisjehaksj catch me cryn in the club hajskwns

Okokokokok picture this: nezumi and shion are childhood friends. Bffs since they met even though nez was always a reluctant asshole and pretended he didn’t like shion when clearly he did.   They are the close kind of friends, you know, always touching, hands on hair, shoulders brushing, thighs touching when they sit. 

At some point they are, idk, let’s say 14, nezumi is sleeping over at shion’s and has one of his usual nightmares. He’s crying (he doesn’t mind crying in front of shion) he’s there trying to control his sobs and shion doesn’t know how to comfort him so, on a whim, he kisses nez.  It’s a sweet, two second peck on the lips but it’s enough for nez to stop crying. When asked about it shion says “we are friends and should be able to kiss if we want to" 

With this start a new level of closeness between them,  they’re still friends but they kiss sometimes. A ‘congratulations kiss’ when shion gets an A on his test, 'see-you-tomorrow kiss’ when they part ways after school, 'I’m-so-happy-to-see-you kiss’ when they meet after days of not seeing each other. Things go like that for some years and everything is cool.  

Now let’s say they are 16 and still as close as ever, but now shion can’t stop thinking about kissing nezumi On afternoon they’re watching TV after school. Shion kisses Nezumi on the cheek, because he can, because they’re best friends and kissing is allowed  between them. Next he kisses him a little to the left, closer to his mouth, still allowed, no big deal. By the third kiss nezumi know what’s coming so he moves his head a little bit to catch shion’s mouth on his.   It’s the same as always, sweet and light and it ends too soon. 

Nezumi asks shion what’s up with him today, why all the kisses, and shion answers that nothing is up, he just likes when they kiss. Nezumi doesn’t quite know what to say so he’s the one to start the next kiss but this time it last more than two seconds. And something changes, shion knows it, there’s something different and he feels it. Nezumi is staring at him now, but his eyes aren’t still,they travel from shion’s eyes to his lips, back and forth, from eyes to lips to eyes again. Shion kisses him once more, only this time his lips are slightly open, and so are nezumi’s. And nezumi’s hand is on shion’s hair and when they part is to come together again. Lips close and open and they exchange breaths and shion knows this kiss is different because there’s pressure and sound and hands on his neck that have never been there like that. The kiss finishes and nezumi lets a few moments pass before saying 'I think we should kiss like that from now on”

That’s how i like to picture their transition from friends to boyfriends  

of course, the whole dynamic “we kiss as friends and then as something more” isn’t something i invented, i took inspiration from this beautiful  Albus Potter/ Scorpius Malfoy fic i love, which i totally recommend if you like the ship.