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loss as a motivator is a constant in chiyo's narrative, though it isn't always a positive motivator. in her main verse, it's definitely negative bc as she loses friendships, she pushes herself to become untouchable. no one can hurt her if they cannot touch her heart. fear of loss continues to motivate her to remain distant from the world, a singular person in a vast garden that she can't hope to maintain all on her own. loss changes her, makes her stronger in some ways, but it ultimately hurts her.

in verses such as her b.nha and j.jk verses, experiencing the loss of people close to her motivates chiyo to become better, stronger, more proactive in her communities. she wants to help the youth who are going through what she did. she wants to stop students from experiencing the same hardships. she wants to break the cycles she was apart of, once upon a time. it's a very different experience, though some of her same faults still exist in these au's.

i really, really love this aspect of rp, though :' )) and it's also why i love writing chiyo bc her development is heavily affected by her environment and peers. it's not that she has a malleable personality, but it's that she's someone who needs people. in her main verse, she doesn't have a community/support system outside of her family, really. b.nha and j.jk are different bc she's in a network of heroes/teachers/sorcerers/etc. who need each other to make it. even if she struggles to be vulnerable and reach out, she still has people around her. and it makes me so!!!!! excited thinking about these differences and parallels okay :' )))