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Is He Safe?
CW: Captivity, creepy whumper. For @amonthofwhump Tropeathon Day 5: Covert Identity. (Jax, as always, used with permission and oversight from @comfy-whumpee)
Takes place during Jax’s first captivity.
The Motherfucking Gallaghers Masterlist
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The ocean sounds like it’s breathing, a constant rhythm of water against the shore. Further down the way, groups of people laugh, throw beach balls, or otherwise enjoy the brilliant sunshine and growing warmth of the day.
Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of one of the Marcoset vacation homes, the beach is perfectly empty. Private, and privately theirs. At a white table in a white kitchen, Savvie sits, one hand laid over his, watching her best friend speak to his father on the phone.
Jax is allowed one phone call per week, with Savvie by his side of course. She’s written out a few ideas for him on what to talk about on a little piece of paper.
If he asks about:
How you are: Great!
Mention foods you have eaten recently that you like
Change the subject
What you’re doing: Hanging out with friends!
You love traveling around with me
We have a goal of seeing all fifty states! You’re really looking forward to seeing Alaska
Where you are: Tell him we’re at the beach in Florida
Seashells
Walking by the ocean
Sunshine
Talk about that concert we went to
Ask him about himself as often as possible
I will end the call if he upsets you
They’re really… optional.
Just guidelines on how to keep the conversation nice and light. He doesn’t have to use them, if he doesn’t want to, although of course he wants to. Easier, that way, it must be so much easier than trying to come up with things to talk about all on his own, right? Besides, she’s been able to keep his collar off all week here, and she’d like to not have to put it back on before they even get back home.
Taking him out to eat and to shops feels like regular, normal life - briefly, Savvie forgets her grief over the loss of her parents, which still sometimes appears in deep waves that knock her over and leave her lying in bed weeping for a day or two on end, Jax cleaning somewhere in the house while Savvie can’t even begin to know how to go check on him or see what he’s up to.
It doesn’t matter. He’ll just be cleaning, anyway. Unless she forgets to let him out of his room, and then he’ll just be sitting on his bed, or staring at nothing.
“We, uh-” Jax clears his throat, and it jerks Savvie out of her reverie. She shoots him an encouraging smile, and he answers it automatically before he looks away from her again, looking out at the sea where it laps against the shore. His arm shifts under her touch, and she watches with fascination as goosebumps rise. She rubs at them, watching with delight as he shivers. His voice trembles, but only a little. His dad probably can’t hear it. “We’re in Fl-Florida, right now. Spent last week at the beach, yeah. Picking-... seashells and shit like that.”
“You picked… seashells?” There’s a note of something Savvie can’t read in Jax’s dad’s voice - he sounds almost doubtful, although it’s honestly true. Not the Florida part, but they did spend the last week at the Marcoset family beachhouse in North Carolina. Close enough. In any case, Jax absolutely spent a couple hours yesterday picking up the seashells Savvie pointed out to him, putting them into a little bag to wash and take back home. She'd even found a little bit of rock washed smooth by saltwater in the shape of a heart.
“Uh, yeah, we-... my-... my friends are into it, I guess,” Jax says, and looks at her again. She nods, and smiles, and gives his hand a little squeeze of approval. He’s doing so well. “Honestly I m-mostly just… hang out.”
“Getting a tan, then, are you?”
“B-bit of one,” Jax responds. He’s pale as a ghost, he hardly ever goes outside. When they lay out on the beach, Savvie makes him wear SPF 100+ sunscreen that lathers on as thick as chalk paste. But… his dad doesn’t need to know that either.
“Well, that’s good, then. But, Jax… these... friends of yours that you're with…”
All the conversations happen on speakerphone, but Savvie stays quiet and neither of them mention to the soft-spoken Brit on the other end that she is there. Jax knows better.
His eyes close, briefly, and then he looks steadfast out at the ocean. “They’re nice, Dad. I t-told you.”
“Right, but-”
“How’s Mam?”
The subject change isn’t done well, but his dad goes with it, answering reluctantly and allowing himself to be led away from questioning Jax’s mysterious friends. The first few times he asked, Savvie reached over and hung up the phone, and then made sure Jax didn't call him for weeks on end.
Now, Jax makes sure the wrong kind of questions stop fast.
She isn’t forcing him to. It's not like they aren’t friends, like they aren’t on a beach trip, like he isn’t having a great time. And he can still call his dad, of course. It’s not like… a threat, or anything. Just that Jax gets so worked up, and it’s better for him to just not talk to his dad at all for a while if it’s going to cause him so much pain and worry.
That doesn’t happen anymore. Jax cuts it off before it can.
Content, Savvie curls her fingers until the tips brush against his palm, and feels his muscles twitch in response. Savvie tells herself he’s squeezing back. They’re friends now. She tells him everything, and he’s such a good listener. They go on weekly coffee dates, just as friends of course, where he sits in the sun by the window, sipping black coffee and watching Savvie as she tells him about… anything. Everything. She’s gone on three dates during this monthlong beach vacay and told him all the dirty details the morning after each one, while they wait for breakfast to be delivered from the bakery down the road.
One man she'd even brought back to the beach house, and Jax had been there, an unobtrusive presence cleaning up after breakfast that her date hadn't even asked about.
All her thoughts and feelings spill out of her with Jax, and it’s amazing. She’d been feeling so alone when her parents died, and Jax has made sure she knows she’s never, ever going to be alone again.
He’s been such a good friend to her. And she’s been such a good friend to him in return, giving him these trips out and days off his work cleaning her house, letting him speak to his dad as long as he doesn’t start telling him lies or anything like that. Letting him come out of the shell the training place had put him into, letting him be sober most of the time instead of drugged like her uncle keeps telling her he should be.
He’s such a good friend.
He’s so good.
They’re going to be best friends for their whole lives.
She gives his hand another little squeeze and smiles. He echoes the expression, a half-second delayed, his attention torn between her and the voice coming through the phone.
“... -coming home any time soon?” His dad asks, a little hesitantly. He’s asked that before, and Savvie’s smile briefly fades away, her brows furrowing in distaste.
He keeps asking.
Jax’s eyes flicker to her, searching her face for what he’s supposed to say - this isn’t written on the paper in front of him. She’d figured the old dolt would stop asking by now. She gives a slight shake of her head.
“N-not soon, Dad, no,” Jax answers, without looking away from Savvie. The sun warms the handsome lines of his face and sets those hazel eyes to sparkling. Honestly, you could get lost in eyes like that. If she ever meets a man she wants to marry, and lets Jax date once she has someone else to spend her time with, some girl is going to fall head over heels for him just because of those pretty eyes.
She ignores a twist of some faint ugly feeling, refusing to see it as jealousy. He and his girlfriend can both work for her, that would be fine. Isaac probably has some staff he could choose from, if he wants a girlfriend or a wife. Or maybe one of the other families would have someone. Savvie would have to approve, of course. He'd have to marry someone Savvie thought was good enough for him.
Maybe she should pick someone out for him, she'd know better than he does what he needs, anyway.
“We’d like to see you,” Alfie offers, voice soft, not judging or angry. “We all miss you. Your mam, too, and your sisters-”
“I-I know, Dad.” Jax swallows. There’s a pain in his face Savvie wants so badly to soothe, to hug right out of him. She squeezes his hand again, harder this time, and he jumps a little, as if shocked back into awareness. “Sorry. You… you know h-how it is in America.”
His dad hums, noncommittal. He probably doesn’t know anything about living here, really, and Savvie can’t blame him - she knows more about Russia than she does England, and one day Jax can go with her to visit Moscow and see the ballet…
The thought makes her smile, wistful and daydreaming already about how Jax will get to see so many new things, living with her. She’ll be as good a friend to him as he’s been to her and show him so, so much…
Jax’s shoulders relax just a little bit when he sees her expression back to pleased. He chances a look back at the phone, but of course there’s nothing there but the call screen, the number, the time ticking away in seconds and minutes until Savvie tells him to say his goodbyes for another week.
“I’ll let you know if I-I can come sometime,” Jax says. His breathing isn’t quite as steady, now. He isn’t looking at her.
She doesn’t like him as much when he isn’t looking at her.
“Jax, are you-... are you safe?” His father’s voice softens even further, hard to hear through the phone. “Is someone keeping you from having your own phone-... I don’t know, just. We miss you. You know if you ever need to talk-”
Savvie’s eyes narrow. She leans over and firmly presses her index finger down on the red button to end the call.
Jax exhales in a rush, looking over at her with wide eyes that look oddly hurt. She pulls the phone back to herself and turns it off in case the stupid old man calls back.
“Don’t look at me like that,” She snaps, her good mood dissipating now, dissolving as she thinks about the question.
Are you safe?
His hands are rough, calloused and with skin that cracks and peels from the harsh chemicals that he cleans her house with. There are circles under his pretty eyes because he doesn’t sleep very well. Savvie isn’t much of a cook and the two of them mostly live on delivery and whatever can be safely popped into an oven and ignored for a while. He has scars around his neck in a little circle, like an odd reddish necklace.
Sometimes she has him sleep in her room and she holds him, feeling the careful rise and fall of his breathing beside her. She has given him new clothes to wear when they go out and takes off his collar so no one will realize that he’s just staff. She lets him call his stupid family when Savvie should be all the family he needs, and his dad has the gall to not even be grateful for it.
Is he safe?
What kind of question is that?
“Miss Savvie-”
“Shut up.” Jax’s mouth snaps shut, and Savvie fights a prickle of guilt, trying to tell herself it isn’t what it seems like from the outside. “Honestly, how dare he? As if I would ever let any harm come to you. How dare he!”
She throws the phone. Jax flinches when it bounces off a wall and hits the ground with a crack, shoulders hunching in an attempt at self protection.
“He, he’s just-... w-worried, Miss Savvie-” Jax is leans away from her when she stands. She ignores it - he’s her friend, he’s not scared of her, he’s just surprised by the phone being thrown, is all. They were nasty to him at that place where he learned how to work, and he just… doesn’t like sudden movements.
That’s all.
He knows Savvie would never really hurt him, if he���s good.
Savvie stalks over to the fallen phone and picks it up, rolling her eyes when she sees the screen is cracked now. “Not again. Ugh, Jax, your dad drives me crazy! Maybe I should take you to see him just so he’ll stop asking all the damn time about it!”
“If-... that’s what y-you want, Miss Savvie,” Jax answers, cautiously. Savvie hates this version of him the most, where he gets quiet and barely speaks. Hates even more that it’s her own anger that made him that way.
No.
It’s his dad asking stupid questions, that’s what did it. Not Savvie’s perfectly logical response to them.
“He… he is just awful, isn’t he?” Savvie says, voice flat and angry, setting her broken phone down on the counter. She’ll have another one delivered today. “I don’t know how you can stand to even talk to him, Jax, he’s so… rude.”
Jax is silent, now.
That rankles even more, that he doesn’t agree with her and he doesn’t argue. He just watches her, and she can feel the weight of his eyes and usually it just means he’s listening to her but right now she’s sure it means he’s judging her.
“Right. Well, he’s clearly stressing you out.” She straightens her shoulders, taking in a deep breath. She makes her voice cheerful and relaxed, hoping her body will follow suit. “So. Here is what we’ll do. Until I think you’re okay to talk to him without getting so worked up, then we’ll take a break from the calls, huh? Doesn’t that sound like a good idea?”
He still doesn’t answer.
His answer is not required.
Honestly, she’d just get angrier if he did answer.
Is he safe. It circles around and around in her mind. She’s the best thing that ever happened to him. She was given a cowed, frightened, silent slave to clean her home and now he’s got his own room, his own things, he’s her very best friend. He goes everywhere she goes. She hardly even lets him out of her sight.
Is he safe?
“Get your swimsuit on,” She says, turning away and pointing towards the stairs to the second floor, watching as he hesitantly gets to his feet, watching her still. “We’re going swimming.”
“M-Miss Savvie-”
“Not one word about it, Jax. You can talk to that nasty creep again when I am damn good and ready.” She finally looks back at him. "You don't belong to him, Jax. You don't owe him anything."
“Yes, Miss Savvie.” Whatever he must see in her eyes keeps him from trying to talk it out any further. Good.
He heads for the stairs, and she falls in just behind, running her fingers over the cracks in her phone screen, her skin catching at the edge of one, just a little.
Is he safe?
He’s the safest he’s ever been.
As long as he doesn't care about anyone else more than he cares about her.
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#amow tropeathon2024#day 5:Covert Identity#day 5#covert identity#captivity#whump#creepy whumper#jax#savvie#the motherfucking gallaghers#captive best friend#they're besties!#really#savvie isn't making it weird at all
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Late Mermay idea!
Orca mer Ghost in an aquarium but he is almost always hiding and quite depressed so the aquarium decide to give him a little more enrichment.
With humans lack of mer knowledge they come to the conclusion that because orcas eat seals then surely an orca mer would eat a seal mer. They decide that during closing hours (to avoid guests seeing the blood bath that will surely follow) they will drop a live seal mer into ghosts tank so he has the natural experience of hunting instead of just being fed slabs of meet.
But mer’s don’t eat other mers, regardless of secondary species.
So when seal mer soap is dropped into his tank, ghost just thinks he’s being given a very energetic handsome roommate.
And the humans are confused as to why ghost hasn’t eaten the seal mer yet
#mermay#mermay 2024#soapghost#ghostsoap#soapghost mermay#seal mer soap#orca mer ghost#call of duty#cod mermay#I’ve got a few other ideas for this au#but a lot of that involves mpreg lol#I wonder why they didn’t feed me dinner ghost says to his dinner#I image that ghost is one of the only larger predatory mers in captivity#most can’t survive in captivity#but something like a seal mer is easier to keep in captivity#so while humans know a good amount about seal mers#orca mers are a lot more of a mystery#so ghost was caught from the wild#and maybe soap was born in captivity#and I mean he would have been sold to this aquarium under the assumption that he was going to be eaten#but instead he made best friends with the orca he was ‘fed’ to#and then they fall in love <3#and I mean the humans originally did this so ghost would stop being so gloomy#so I mean their plan did technically work#because ghost is much happier with his bf the he was before#anyways let me know if you wanna here about the mpreg ideas#of course ghost is the pregnant one lol
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Something I absolutely adore about the Captive Prince fandom is the Nikandros x Jord pairing that is based almost purely on the fact that they're both Tired™ and Deserve Better™ and they're second in command/best friend to a couple of insufferable dumbass kings.
#Free Nik from Damen 2024#when your golden retriever bisexual best friend thinks with his dick and you just can't take it anymore#GIVE JORD A VACATION#and a hug 🥺#okay that Laurent wasn't exactly his main problem but still-#nikandros#jord#captive prince#CaPri#Jord x Nikandros
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Reading the second Bloodright Trilogy book and I just know the Captive Prince girlies* would love Bonds of Brass
*gender neutral
#captive prince#bonds of brass#it's got the horrors of intergalactic war with political intrigue#and gay best friends who are resigned to love eachother but should be enemies#you see their genuine affection for eachother but also the resentment you'd expect between a colonial empire and it's subjugated colony#arghhhh and the way power struggles in the plot have an influence on their relationship that niether can shake#the bloodright trilogy
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Bargain of Blood and Gold by Kristin Jacques - 3.75/5 stars
Reminiscent of Jordan L Hawk's Widdershins series, but with vampires and werewolves. Also takes place in Maine, which isn't a very common setting. Unwittingly, I bought the second book in the series months ago, and I realized as it got to the top of my TBR that I didn't have the first book! I had to scramble to order it and I was happy I enjoyed it since, obviously, I already have the second book.
Ander & Santi Were Here by Jonny Garza Villa - DNF at pg 2
Captive Prince by CS Pacat (reread) - 5/5 stars
Prince's Gambit by CS Pacat (reread) - 5/5 stars
Kings Rising by CS Pacat - 5/5 stars
I think I loved these books even more on my reread.
Gravity by Tal Bauer - 4.25/5 stars
Probably my favorite hockey romance that I've read.
The Modern Mythos Anomaly by Juniper Lake Fitzgerald - DNF at pg 132
I actually liked the story, the characters, and the writing in general, but this book just needed another few edits to slim it down a bit.
Lose You to Find Me by Erik J Brown - 4.5/5 stars
Leeward by Katie Daysh - 4.5/5 stars
The blurbs on this book are hilarious, because they're all like, tall ships people, and then Mackenzi Lee, hailing it as a lovely queer historical romance. This was a really lovely book and I'm excited for the sequel. Also hoping for more kissing in the sequel since this was a serious slow burn.
Riley Weaver Needs a Date to the Gaybutante Ball by Jason June - 3.75/5 stars
Starseer by Katya Hernández - 4/5 stars
Be Dazzled by Ryan La Sala - 5/5 stars
I loved this book so much!! Oh my god. Super funny, very romantic. It revolves around cosplay which is of course a special interest of mine.
Northranger by Rey Terciero and Bre Indigo - 4.5/5 stars
Flying Without a Net by EM Ben Shaul - 2.75/5 stars
The Watchmaker of Filigree Street by Natasha Pulley (reread) - 5/5 stars
Striking Distance by Sarah Rees Brennan - 4.75/5 stars
I didn't expect to like this as much as I did. The graphic novels were good but changing to a novel format allowed for much deeper characters. Surprisingly devastating and also really funny.
The Old Haunts by Allan Radcliffe - 4/5 stars
The Gay Best Friend by Nicholas DiDomizio - 5/5 stars
Main character is the best friend of both the bride and the groom, and everything surrounding the wedding becomes a train wreck beginning on the weekend of the bachelor party, when the bride asks the MC, Dom, to keep tabs on the groom for her. As someone who is extremely conflict avoidant with friends but not family and romantic partners, I heavily related to Dom. There's also a romance that I really loved.
Romance Languages by AJ Truman - 4.25/5 stars
I think this was my favorite of the South Rock series. It deals with some more difficult topics—Julian's self-loathing over his body image is heartbreaking (and relatable), and Seamus's guilt over the way his gambling addiction hurt his ex was very well done. I'm a sucker for stories where a character learns to ask for help, not to mention difficult parent-child relationships, and this had both. I also appreciated Julian's arc re: sex and virginity.
Darkhearts by James L Sutter - 5/5 stars
Another bandmates-in-love treasure, with a twist—the main character, David, left the band right before they got famous. He ends up falling for one of his ex-friends/bandmates after they reconnect. The author is a musician himself, and it definitely shows (in a good way). I'm really a sucker for The Burdens of Fame, which this book definitely had, but there's actually a really good arc for David and how he deals with his jealousy and resentment over being left behind. Plus he wants to be a carpenter rather than go to college, which was cool.
Brute by Kim Fielding - 4.25/5 stars
We Could Be So Good by Cat Sebastian - 5/5 stars
What can I say about this book? Why was it so lovely? Why did it make me feel so much? Why can I not rate things higher than 5 stars? It's a million stars in my heart. Aside from just being a gorgeous mid-century America m/m romance (my favorite), this one features an Italian-American main character. The stuff with Nick's family was spot-on. I just loved this book. I felt like I was wrapping myself in a big, comfy, historical gay romance blanket.
Drowned Country by Emily Tesh - 5/5 stars
The sequel to Silver in the Wood. Had a very mythic and sort of folk horror vibe. This one is from Henry Silver's POV instead of Tobias Finch's and takes place two years after Silver in the Wood, which is time that Henry has mostly spent sulking in Greenhollow Hall, sans Tobias. Really highly recommend this duology. Emily Tesh is a treasure.
The Alchemy of Moonlight by David Ferraro - DNF at pg 11
#bargain of blood and gold#kristin jacques#captive prince#prince's gambit#kings rising#cs pacat#gravity#tal bauer#leeward#katie daysh#be dazzled#ryan la sala#fence#striking distance#sarah rees brennan#the gay best friend#nicholas didomizio#romance languages#aj truman#darkhearts#james l sutter#we could be so good#cat sebastian#drowned country#greenhollow duology#emily tesh#reading tag
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as much as i love the idea of fan kids in media with immortals in it[and i do find peoples fankid ocs generally fun], i don't think Integra would do that even adopted even whatever, at least not intentionally.
I gotta be real, I don't think she'd want to do that to Alucard unless there Really isn't another choice. One would assume he is bound to the bloodline/inheritance line and another heir is kind of just... extending the capacity of this to hurt him for at least another generation.
Unless the powers that be threaten to do something bigger than him otherwise, Integra, who seems to have intentionally picked the under-equipped for the position and non-related Penwood jr to get the organization after her death, her plan here is pretty clear. She wouldn't have a 'real' heir if she can help it because she wants Alucard free of the bond after her, she wants to be the last person with the capacity to take away his autonomy like that.
none of the characters in this show are good people exactly, but I do think she feels a kind of remorse for both her family's past likely uncountable abuse towards him, and personally for perhaps overstepping a boundary or two. because that just Will Happen if you have that kind of 100% control over someone.
Legit, that's why you rarely hear her specify something as an 'order' even when he obviously acts out, only in real key moments/after their back and forth they do for that. I genuinely do not think she likes to use the full extent of the power she has over him, just more so fill that role in his life so he feels... comfortable for a lack of a better word? There is fun powerful and there is 'this is something my father would do to you' and i reckon hard orders are a lot more of the latter
i don't think she'd trust an heir or a potential heir's heir to tell the difference.
partially because i don't know how much she trusts herself to.
#necrowriting#hellsing ultimate#integra hellsing#hellsing alucard#i love these two imaginary people being stuck in whats essentially a 24/7 dynamic without the consent of Either of them#just woe inherently unbalanced dynamic be upon ye with no way to opt out have fun daughter and captive monster#theyre doing best they could considering everything but you can only do so much under those kinds of circumstances#i dont think alucard is well enough to Want out#but i think integra has enough sense and care for him to want it for him#also i don't know if she'd care if her dear friend ended the world after there is no one to hold the reigns#not that she necessarily thinks that's what he'd really do. knows him too well#hc them closer to platonic/unalabeled myself but i feel like this would only go double if you Do outright ship them romantically#'i will not see this immortal better in my lifetime but i can make sure he isn't actively prevented from moving towards it' you feel?#unintended/this kid got thrown at us fankids would still work but i still feel like this aspect goes fully unacknowledged even there usuall#not enough child murder considered for my taste idk#that and frankly. some of yall overestimate integra's ability in parenting. i love her but that is a deadbeat dad
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#I want them to be all best friends#her interactive#nancy drew games#clew crew#nancy drew#clue crew#nancy drew pc games#white wolf of icicle creek#captive curse#the captive curse#curse of blackmoor manor
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I love your posts so much! I’m curious, what do u think would be Laurent and Damen’s thoughts on open relationships, do u think it’s something they would try?
interesting question. i've made it into a joke already in this post and also there are these fantastic tags from @/not-a-coral-snake and it's the best thing ever so true so funny so them.
it's quite evident laurent has no interest in being with anyone other than damen. furthermore we don't see damen being interested in anyone ever again after he has a night with laurent + it makes both of them very jealous when they see or think about the other with someone else. so at least in the universe they're in i doubt they'd be genuinely interested in that kind of relationship. know that if they ever tried it they'd be miserable, and in an easy happy peaceful world they wouldn't even think about it.
unfortunately these people do not live in an easy happy peaceful world. it's inevitable that they at least discuss the possibility. however the only way i could see them having an open relationship agreement is through some sort of misunderstanding of each other's needs.
there's the fact that at least akielos is a culture in which people and esp nobles are expected to have multiple lovers/a harem. laurent goes above and beyond and a bit too much when trying to compensate for something he did (trying to die for damen for example) and i think for a certain period of time he would be respectful of akielon culture to the point of being too much. forcing damen's own culture onto damen himself, kind of thing.
it's likely damen has had open relationships in the past (jokaste anyone). he knows how they work, he grew up knowing it to be a natural thing, he knows that as king he is expected to have a variety of lovers. and likely in any other circumstance he would. he just isn't interested unless laurent is involved. damen hates the idea tbh but he will give laurent what he wants bc he thinks well. maybe laurent wants to explore his sexuality a little more with more people who aren't damen after years of repressing it (he doesn't) and if he is insisting so much then he must have a good reason (objectively he doesn't).
plus, and i think this one is the most likely, laurent knows he's not exactly an easy lover. ppl overestimate the amount of both self-respect and self-confidence laurent has wayyy to often. laurent is canonically insecure about anything sex related and a future-oriented control freak, so he'd try to have control over any affair damen might have if at some point laurent stops being enough by ensuring he will be able to claim that he knew all along, that laurent was the one who allowed it, laurent was in control the whole time. kind of like with th i know who you are damianos thing. i've known all along. i know you'll get tired of how complicated i am eventually i know everything i am prepared for every possible outcome you can't catch me chaos of this world etc etc.
it's not that he can tolerate the idea of damen being w other ppl, it's just that he thinks he has to tolerate it bc 1) he doesn't deserve a say 2) the alternative (damen getting tired, feeling trapped and leaving altogether) is way worse 3) he thinks it will happen eventually anyway and this is the only way he can remain dignified. or so he thinks. lol. this mindset is of course unhealthy. so he should work on that.
#asks#laurent is that girl that says its ok if my man cheats. as long as he loves me <3#damen is the boyfriend in theory but the horrified best friend in practice#captive prince#damen x laurent#thx for the compliment btw
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I forgot my stylus at home
Anyway here's a phone finger drawing of Guard Wolf Karu
#he is in fact a very good boy.#i was like THANK YOU#karu speaks truth while being appropriately protective#misty vale#it's like those situations with cheetahs in captivity#u have this slinky murder-capable creature who's actually quite shy so u need to get a puppy in there with them#so they can be best friends and eat together and make the slinky more sociable#MY FINGER DRAWINGS LOOK JUST LIKE MY STYLUS DRAWINGS 🤣😂😂#nu carnival karu#nu carnival yakumo
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Guys, I made my best friend watch Ahsoka. Guys I made her like it WAY MORE THAN I EXPECTED GUYS, IM SO HAPPY TO DISCUSS MY CRAZY STUFF WITH HER!! I used to already do in the past, but she would be like "yeah aham sure girl, no idea what you talking about but I agree with ya" and now she JUST FREAKS OUT WITH ME TOO OMG
She is SO OBSESSED WITH SABINE (AND SHIN TOO) YAAAASSS
Also, she loves hates Ezra due to his annoying way of being a sweet Disney princess w/ abilities to attract and talk to any type of animals LSODKFOFKFOG He's getting himself a spot into her heart and I love that
#ahsoka series#ezra bridger#sabine wren#shin hati#i brought her back to the star wars crazy fandom#she missed it really bad#she will rewatch all the movies to see her man Anakin#gosh I remember when Ani used to be my first one and only SW crush#i was down so bad for him#i named so many toys after that man 😭#and then I was captivated by ✨Ezra✨#she is a wolfren brainrot and I love her#sabezra brainrot 🤝🏻 wolfren brainrot = multishipper best friends
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merthur love confession but make it river song style!!!
When you love the Doctor, it's like loving the stars themselves. You don't expect a sunset to admire you back! And if I happen to find myself in any danger, let me tell you... the Doctor isn't stupid enough or sentimental enough and he is certainly not in love enough to find himself standing in it with me...
River is Merlin. Merlin is River. Arthur is the Doctor.
#River is the blueprint for dramatic love confessions that make your heart ache#obviously the word choice would be different but!!!#merlin already doubts his importance to arthur#now imagine merlin being held captive or smth and arthur (and maybe the Knights) showing up to rescue him#MEANWHILE MERLIN IS TAUNTING HIS CAPTOR THAT ARTHUR WOULD NEVER COME FOR HIM#hes just a lowly servant#the king might be his best friend but he's been told often enough Arthur does not feel the same much less anything more than that#and merlin is quite alright with just admiring his golden king in all his glory and wit and courage and burning love for his people#you wouldn't expect a sunrise to admire you back#he's as dark and endless as the night and whatever his existence may be worth its nothing in comparison to Arthur's#who's mere existence pushes merlin into the background like the night retreats to mske space for the sunrise#anyway#SOMEBODY'S DO SMTH WITH THIS#i need a semi love confession from merlin to an outsider and arthur listening in#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#merthur#arthur pendragon
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Laminated.
Where's my sister?! Also it's food day. Feed me.
Sakura has mastered the art of subtlety.
I've also mastered the art of eating things without chewing while I do my impression of a conveyor belt. So please grant my wishes and give me da fishes!
#snake#snakes#pets#hognoses#hognose#sakura#sakura kurīmu#I had her sister out#and either she didn't like not coming out too#or she wanted food time NOW#both are equal possibilities tbh#she always watches me when i have her sister out#half to make sure her sister is okay#and half because she's curious what her sister is up to#she often learns from watching her sister#and often copies the things she sees her sister do#Scoria is without a doubt the leader of the two#genuinely not sure if Sakura thinks Scoria is her mom#or her best friend ever#but she's always going to Scoria for comfort and reassurance#and always 100% on board without question with what Scoria is up to#so many think snakes like hognoses are loaners#but they adore each other and are best friends#the fact they learn from others has me convinced they are social in the wild#and if I could breed them i bet they might even benefit having a mentally well balanced mom teach them about the world#rattle snakes do this with their babies!#and it is so wonderful#i hope we can learn what captive hatched snakes would benefit from this#and see if there are ways to use this information to improve the lives of animals bred in captivity#i have a sneaking suspicion we can do much better for so many
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...I’d make you look, I’d make you lie, I’d take the coldness from your eyes...
𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒯𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑀𝑒: ‘𝓘𝓯 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝓮, 𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓘𝓽 𝓓𝓲𝓮’.
[v.1-v.6] Some gaps left to fill in ✏/✏ The answers would not have any weight on the LO𝓟 content.
The Law 𝟘. I thought I'd somehow learn something that'd drastically change the way I feel about... quite the opposite. More questions now to Venigni, Sofia and Manus, rather than to...
What Is The Principle Of ‘Communication Through Ergo Wave Lengths’?
What Is The ‘Ergo Amplification’ Effect?
Is Romeo's ‘Deal With The Devil’ About Becoming A Puppet?
What Is The Interval Between The ‘Deal’ & The ‘Experiment’?
Does The Creator Still Work With The Organization? 𝒫.𝒮. It Is Coherent On A Short-Term Basis, ‘Former Colleagues’ [+ Before The KD]. Systematically? Doubtful. Why Would He? If Not Only As A ‘Compulsory Measure’. ✒ The Creator And Manus' Goals/Views Are Fundamentally Conflicting. ✒ & His Skeptical Attitude is Plausible, Persuasive. ✒ Not To Mention The Leader Of [The Alchemists] ‘Praise[s]’ The PD. 𝒫.𝒮. Which Exactly Causes Carlo's Death.
Rhetorical Question. Why Admonish 𝓟? ‘Read’ Geppetto's Mind? Think You Know? Leave It Be.
A plan that is complicated to proceed, a combination of provoked events and ‹fortunate› circumstances, generating one genius technician's intention growing stronger each day... or all at once. It matters not.
Despite everything he observes, discovers, hears from others, the boy is eager to be with Geppetto, to reconcile x make him happy. Even at the cost of his life, even if that happiness will not be theirs. 𝓟's Creator, his Trigger, his Father gave him the reason to. The reason to feel like a real human. Because of the man's craft, he regrettably missed the time for Carlo in the past, but it's 𝓟's present that does define him... Our crippling, gentle, disorienting, astonishing present.
LO𝓟 is 1 great writer's philosophically fond tale taken by great minds & implemented in the form of melodious x glamorous ideality, NOT destined to burn the ‹core› of this tale to dust. Something that intense cannot be an illusion.
...With the full force of a dying star ~ I will find you, If you’re near or far, wherever you are...
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition#license version#v.5#PC#/#𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿#everyone [but not literaly] in Krat lie to 𝓟 one way or another...#his secrets are -fed- by the extraordinary love towards Carlo... his guilt x anguish eventually driving the man...#to choose x overconcentrate x exaggerate x ignore the obstacles around him... bottle up the feelings for his 𝓟uppet at some stage...#because this die is cast... / only in the effort to shield his gone son's ♥ ~ he is able to behold the will x realness of his alive 1's ~#the same human form but a different substance / geniuses have their -gaps- too...#*𝕒𝕤 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕... 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕠𝕦𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖#𝗥𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼#-pouring fuel on the fire- x persistently vilifying your -best friend-'s family ain't quite smart ~ tell me 𝕀'𝕞 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘#𝗣𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗶𝘀#the -world without lies- is the man's -grandiose moralistic performance- /#though what he demonstrates is basically how to -play- with Ergo/the Arm of God x hold the object of your obsession captive [...]#doesn't know from personal experience about care [fatherly care included] and consequently...#has no clear notion of what it is like... to bear the same burden with someone you love most... to -breathe- that someone's aura...#*𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 & 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘
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My lines were fighting me, so epi's lacking some of his
#i really dont know how to draw his wings. but his violence and identity....???stuff¿????...have captivated me#fire emblem three hopes fanart#fire emblem 3 hopes#fe3h#fe3houses#fe3hopes#fe epimenides#fe arval#fe shez#arval fire emblem#arval#fire emblem arval#shez#few3h shez#shez fire emblem#few3h#fewth#if you took a piece of yourself and made another you out of it. and transed their gender. and then merged then back into you#then what just happened.#that is the question of the century with my best friends epipen and arval
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Taking Naruto scenes out of context then stripping it down to like its bare essentials is so funny to me.
Ah man remember that one birth scene where the president saved a baby from a bomb with his lightning knives?
#Vice president keeps children captive then turns them into assasins. President thinks its a little wack but he'll allow it.#Victim of a genocide is sad about his dead family. Military is NOT happy with him.#Teenage soldier does her very best to help her friends at the sacrifice of her own happiness and wellbeing. Netizens HATE her!!#Emo boy runs away from home town; local blonde thinks he can fix him.#Shop owner throws mask at starving child. Locals think the kid had it coming.#Recently reformed International Criminal is set free to wander the lands. President of cloud village isn't happy. President of leaves is.#I like to think I'm funny#<- she's not#naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto uzumaki#minato namikaze#Anti konoha#Technically only in the tags but whatever#Moldy-Flowers
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Pepper, where is your brain this morning...?
• hot pepper tuna ♪ hot pepper tuna ♪ hot pepper tuna? ♪ hot pepper tuna. •
#the neurodivergence is holding me captive again#peptalks w/ pepper#ooc#ꜰꜰxɪᴠ // Memes#one of my best friends was streaming dave the diver to me and now I cannot stop with this song#yes those are actually the lyrics#not my usual content but every now and then I put something here to lock this away for later lol
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