#cant wait to move out !
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my dad really said "you were less messy when you were childred". damn its almost as if before you had two adults and two children in a small space, and now you have 4 adults living without a sliver of privacy or personal space
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Absolutely insane that my manager of all people is ten times more supportive abt my trans shit than close family. Shout-out to tracey for making a workplace less exhausting than my own home. Christ.
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WHY IS MY ROOMMAYE CHOOSING WHEN I GO TO BED TO BE LOUD AS FUCK IN THE KITCHEN AND LIVING ROOM RIGHT NEXT TO MY BEDROOM LIKE COME ON MAN
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I really miss doing art and I think at this point I've mostly recovered from being overworked with my diploma, I wish I had a desk* so I could draw without having to hold my laptop on my lap and completely busting my spine and knees and wrists
*I do have a desk that belongs to me but my brother keeps occupying it, and if I leave the room for literally more than five minutes while my laptop is on said desk, he will remove it and put his own laptop on the desk
#we literally agreed on a system where we switch who has access to the desk every week#he doesnt respect that system at all#today while he was at school i put his stuff on his bed and placed my laptop on the desk since he was supposed to give it to me days ago#i had the desk for only a few hours#because my mom asked me to go to the store with her and when i came back the little shit already took the desk for himself#like. at this point what can i even do#sometimes he does it literally while i just go to the toilet or the kitchen#and whenever i think of having to draw with my device on my lap i just. wanna throw my tablet away#my back is already in almost constant pain i dont need more of that#besides when i do that my laptop overheats faster. its old and doesnt work as well#i have this like laptop stand on the desk that keeps it from overheating#of course when my brother takes the desk he takes the stand too so i cant do anything#im just. so fucking upset#cant wait to move out#then the desk will go to my room and the fucker wont have access to it at all. i dont care#you know the most annoying thing about it is that he does have a desk at his father's place. which is literally in the same building#he can go there and have his own desk and own room. but he chooses to stay here for whatever reason#sometimes i feel like he stays here only to make me upset#bee buzz
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hearing your parents constantly scream horrendous things at each other from age 7 to 22 (as an only child) is so interesting to me.
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Living with my family when I haven't told them I'm queer kind of feels like being an opossum that eats the food left out for cats. I know it's not for me and that they don't want anything like me around, but I'm still hungry and this is the only food around right now. As long as they still think that it's a cat I'll be fine. I just can't let them see me or they'll take the food away.
Alternatively, I sometimes feel like a mouse hiding in the pantry. I stay quiet, make my home and feed on what I can, but I know they dislike what i am. The only reason I'm still here is because they haven't found me, they don't even realize what's living with them.
#personal vent#vent post#kind of#feel free to ignore#being queer in a far right conservative household is sooo fun yall#i dont know what this is#just had to get it out#i have many feelings#ignore this#queer#cant wait to move out#they love me#or at least#the idea of me#conditional love
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I hate it when parents will yell at you and invalidate your feelings, then turn around and pretend everything's perfectly fucking fine. Sure you just ripped my heart out, smashed it on the ground, then yelled at me for reacting, but ya know what? that's all in the past, totally over it now. Lets all have pizza like a big happy family!
Fuck you honestly. I am so tired of this shit, and I, from the bottom of my heart, cannot wait to get out of this house and never talk to them again until they need to be put in a home.
And you know what? I'll even put you in a nice home. Not because you deserve it, hell no, but because I will feel obligated to be a good daughter, and take proper care of her shitty parents.
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A discussion that took place between my mom and I today
Her: [Your sister who moved out and attends college] hasn’t written us in days!
Me (mentally): Good for her
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I fucking hate my family so much its unreal
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My roommate didnt wash my air fryer last time she used it and im really ready to go joker on her
#i literally told her hey make sure u wash it the rease is a bitch to get off#and she just doesnt listen!!#really tempted to tell her she cant use it anymore#she already got all this baked on grime on my previously spotless pans so im really fucking over it#i dont want to have to spend 20 minutes scrubbing someone elses shit off just to heat up an eggroll#cause i didnt even fucking know its dirty#call it passive aggressive but im just not gonna clean or use it let her figure it out#cant wait to move out
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Fucking hate fridays now. Mums day off so no privacy in the house until 10pm. Whodve thought id prefer being at school than being at home. Fucking hell dude. Ok. Time to shower atleast tho. Fuck.
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They freaked out and we pretend the conversation never happened :)
Hey, quick question for transgender who came out to their family : what do you do after? I'm not talking like long term, but like, right after. You did your little speech, hopefully they're supportive, maybe they asked one or two question. And then..? Do you like immedialty jump on a dress or something? Do you run to the bathroom to put on some makeup?
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does my dad have to talk so fucking loud rn
#cant sleep i fucking hate it here#cant wait to move out#starting the new yr w/ negativity how on brand#vinnie talks
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