#cant wait for new chapterrrr

[gaiamossiah]

Day 28 of inktober~

My fave MC, Allen Walker !!! manifesting happy ending for him cuz he deserve it no matter what pasta was before aaaaaaaaaaaaa

[homestylehughes]

But Daddy I love Him

instagram au

♥︎ luke hughes x zegras! sister

♥︎ face claim: marsai martin

"I just learned these people only raise you to cage you"

yn.zegras

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zn.zegras no one can cage you if you're acrossed the world!

your.bsf WHO IS THAT???

↳ yn.zegras someoneeeeee

↳ your.bsf its him isn't it?? OMG FINALLY.

your.bsf SOFT LAUNCH??

↳ yn.zegas THEE soft launch

your.bsf ANSWER YOUR PHONE NOW.

↳ yn.zegras i will call you back later I PROMISE! MWAH

trevorzegras yn. who is that fucker in the last picture.

↳ yn.zegras woah now! calm down! its someone!

↳ trevorzegras WHO????

jackhughes LITTLE ZEGRAS WITH A BOYFRIEND???

↳ yn.zegras maybeeeeeeeeee:)

_quinnhughes they grow up so fast

↳ yn.zegras in a blink of an eye

lhughes_06 :)

↳ yn.zegras :)

eblue_06 I hope you two are having the best time!! I can't wait to hear all about it!!

↳ yn.zegras I have soooo many pictures to show you el!!! cant wait to see you!!!

dixedamelio prettiest girl ever. (I love the soft launch)

↳ yn.zegras ily <3

zegrasfanpage OMG WHO IS SHE DATING????

devilforhughes IS THAT LUKE?!

lhughes_06

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lhughes_06 saying hi from the ocean!

trevorzegras that better not be my sister. who is that.

↳ lhughes_06 someone

jackhughes luke. you're kidding right.

↳ lhughes_06 kidding what?

_quinnhughes LUKEY WITH A GIRL!!!

↳ lhughes_06 learned from the best

rutgermcgroarty SOFT LAUNCH LUKE???

↳ lhughes_06 maybeeeee (yes)

nick_moldenhauer so this is why you skipped the lake this year...

↳ lhughes_06 next year

adamfantilli LUKEY finally got the girl

↳ lhughes_06 finally.

seamsuscasey26 this is such a good post Luke, I'm proud of you.

↳ lhughes_06 thank youuuu, I had some help

yn.zegras :)

↳ lhughes_06 :)

elblue_06 these pictures are so cute, I hope you two are having the best time

↳ lhughes_06 can"t wait to see you mama

↳ jackhughes MOM DO YOU KNOW IT IS??

↳ trevorzegras MRS. H WHO IS IT???

devilforhughes OMG ITS SO YN OMG OMG OMG

zegrasfanpage zegras and hughes crossover

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an: AHHH HI EVERYONEEEEE!!! I'm finally back, I missed you all sooo much. I've been extremely busy but I'm back finally, with new fics WOOOOHOOOO. I loved this chapterrrr, a little soft launch but we have much more to go so be on the look outttttt. I plan on working on things all day so expect more post later today and tomorrow. ily ily. I hope you enjoyed, like and reblog if you did <3. much love as always <3

tags🎀: @lukey-pookie-hughes43 @bruinsfan234 @bunbunbl0gs

[propussyslayer]

cant wait for the new chapterrrr!!!😝😝(izuku hasnt smiled at all in a disturbing amount of time)

[my-castles-crumbling]

CAASSSSS

loved the new chapterrrr <3333

CANT WAIT FOR JEGULUSSSS AAAAAHHHH

(i think there was a typo for barty- it was written as battery lmaoo)

Awwww thank you!!! battery crouch Jr lmao

[wildernessuntothemselves]

IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW CHAPTERRRR I CANT WAIT FOR MY GYUIE POOKIE BEAR😍🤞‼️no actually tho im missing gyu like oc broke him when she left and then that was the last time i saw him😭😭

yeah he's a murderer and he's insane but he's so cute 🥺

[oro-e-diamanti]

i love quiet music sm and i cant wait for another chapterrrr its so so good and i just want them to stop bring stupid (i like them being stupid tho 🙄)

Hehe thank you very much! It's a battle isn't it, enjoying them being stupid as hell but wanting to smash their heads together? Hope you enjoy the new chapter, hope it won't take too long to write and post!

[thetrashywritingwitch]

Gurrrlll I just finished the new episode for My Hero (English) and bam just got a notification that you updated BSJFM and I literally screamed 😭😭😭 Hurried and read it like normal bawled my eyes out, classic, keep up the good work, IM READY FOR MORE PAIN AND LOVE AND WHAT NOT CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERRRR ❤️❤️

i still haven’t watched the episode yet, probably will tonight or tomorrow

Y’ALL RUNNING LIKE NYOOOOOM and it’s appreciated!!

i’m excited for the next chapter :) we’ll jump in and see how Katsuki is doing :)) which might not be so great :)))

[cheolliewrites]

WAIT DID #teamjun PREVAIL?! JUN BBY DID YOU WIN?? ALSJSKAKSJ BUT ALSO, WTF HAO I GET “not wanting to hurt my friends” BUT ITS SO MUCH WORSE HEARING IT FROM A GAGGLE OF REPORTERS VESUS YOU!! AND POOR YN, my heart literally broke when she was like “dont call me love”😫😫😫 I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERRRR ALSJSKAJSKAJ💙💙

“JUN BBY DID YOU WIN??” HAHAHAHAHAHA

but for real I wrote the “don’t call me love” out of real life experience HAHAHAHA

so i have this long-term relationship, right?? so 2 years ago when I was still in my first year in college in a new city all by myself, I became toxic 💀 like I’d blame it on the anxiety and depression that accumulated after being alone and struggling with academics for a year but noooo I know now that it was entirely my fault 😂

so my bf wanted to take a break from the relationship but he didn’t want to let go of me even if I was just hurting him too much (emotionally) that when he tried to break up with me he kept calling me “love” and i was like “don’t call me that if u gon leave😤😭” HAHAHAHAAHAHHA

anyway we broke up for a month 👀 or two? and then eventually I got better and we were able to get through it and now i’m the sunshine that y’all know 😇 HAHAHA

YAYYY THIS IS MY FIRST STORY TIME WITH Y’ALL (except Bluey 💙 bc we chat often now 🥰)

[sobbefairytales]

CANT BELIEVE UR BACKKK SKFNFGKSNDKSDFKDJ CANT WAIT TO READ THE NEW CHAPTERRRR 🥳🥳🥳🥳

FJDLKJFSLFJSL you’re so cute!!!! i can’t wait for you to read it either and i’m so excited for you <333

[euphorianyx]

I cant wait for the new chapterrrr thoughhhh. The teaser, omg. May god bless u dear. Hahaha

I hope you guys will like it as much as the other ones The break was hella long so I just want it to be really good Nonnie thank you ♥♥♥

[derryqueenx]

omg new casual affair chapterrrr :D i cant wait to read it omgomgomg and does that mean theres a new used as bait fic on the horizon? :D 🌀

Hahahah you know my routine so well spiral!! 🌀

A Casual Affair chapter release, followed by a Used As Bait! I like to break it up for my writing so I’m not writing whump day in and day out, and I just have a lot of fun writing Vince as a hooker heheh 🤷🏻‍♀️

So yes! A new one should be released either tomorrow or the day after! Stay tuned!

I chose this gif randomly but only now realize he’s kinda doing the spiral motion with his hand so congrats spiral, you officially get your own Noel gif 😂

[cognacdelights]

hii again!

how are you feeling? has your sickness gotten any better?

i cant wait to not feel like shit haha, i had to watch my classes from home last week bc i was mentally ✨unwell✨ and was excited to go this week then got this awful cold :( i managed to go to class yesterday and regretted it and became 10x sicker overnight but i hate it bc i already feel like im messing up my semester. watching from home is fine but i just wanted to establish relationships with lecturers or at least them know who i am haha, might have to email them.

excited for the new chapterrrr i will be providing detailed thoughts on it 🤪

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hey! and it actually has! i’m not as tired but I still kinda feel sick? i’m better anyway

bestie don’t feel bad! you can’t feel bad for taking time out to heal because of you don’t youre only going to get sicker and sicker, and not only that you can’t do your work if you’re sick either! take a little time out now so you can put in the work later! there’s nothing wrong with emailing!

ahhh thank you! i posted it so i’m excited to hear yours and everybody’s thoughts 🥺

[rochibolettieri]

AAAAAAA YOU CANT LEAVE IT THEREEEE 😭💕😭💕 I NEED CLAIRE TO READ THE LETTER AND KISS HIM HARD IN THE MOUTH BC LF COURSE SHE LOVES HIM TOO

This story is giving me the anxiety and canna wait for a new chapterrrr!!! I love it so so much 😍

Lullaby

AO3 :: Previously

Chapter 23

Jamie

For days, Claire had been distracted. I spent as much time as I could with her and Faith, but there was something missing—something strange, between us now. A thousand thoughts raced through my head about what it could be.

Everything had reached a breaking point. I thought about gradually stepping back and taking some distance. I was busier every day with medical school, and I had responsibilities on the farm. My da could not always handle things alone. Faith had begun to recognize me, cooing happily when I bent over her crib. But still, I worried that if I made myself scarce she might grow to forget me.

I had grown too attached. It would only hurt me in the end. Even if a tiny part of me hoped that Claire would miss me as much as I would miss her if I stayed away for a while. It was all about hope.

I sat on my bed at Lallybroch, staring through the window in my room. It looked out towards the broch, the crazily leaning tower that gave the farm its name. The late afternoon sun cantered over the dark gray rocks. The sight lulled me, leaving my thoughts to wander. They went places I wasn’t sure they should go.

Work on the farm had been such, that Jenny and Ian were moving back to Lallybroch to help my father manage on the farm. They had offered me their flat to live in so I wouldn’t have to stay in the university housing anymore. I’d still visit Lallybroch as much as ever, but we could save some money. And perhaps I could offer Claire something more.

I had to tell her I loved her. It was the only way. A terrifying way. I tried hard to believe it was merely the fear of losing her as my best friend, and not just an overwhelming fear of rejection. As soon as I thought of Claire’s face, filled with sorrowful regret, my heart started pounding erratically; then an image of her eyes traced with pity, and my breathing became fast and shallow. I couldn’t decide which would be worse.

I ran my hands through my hair in desperation. My eyes fell on my laptop resting on my desk. Maybe…

I crossed the room and sat in front of it, opening the screen as it whirred to life. I would write Claire a letter, pouring my stupid heart out on paper, and hope for the best. I would have to type it out—I couldn’t trust my hand not to shake when I wrote.

I opened a word processing document, and held my fingers above the keys. I breathed in deeply, and began to type.

I tried to write everything as it came to my head. We were attending university together, she with nursing, I with medical school. Perhaps in time, she would take up doctoring as well. I didn’t know what plans she had made for the future, since they would know revolve around Faith and whatever she might need. With no real agenda, I told her, I just wanted her to know. That was it.

I remembered what my mother had told me, how I should be careful with Claire’s heart. I tried to stay away from what I really wanted to say—move in with me, I want to take care of you and Faith, marry me, I want everything with you… the rest was terrifying enough.

I typed faster, barely stopping for boring things like periods and grammar structure. There would be time to make it more coherent later. There was just one thing that was clear now. I could do what that arsehole Frank would not. It was his loss.

I wanted them, Claire and Faith, forever.

~ ~ ~

“Hi, Jamie.” Claire opened the front door herself and stepped back so I could come in.

“Hey.” I hesitated the tiniest fraction of a second before I leaned in and kissed her on the cheek. She blushed and ducked her head as the door closed behind us.

I strode into the living room, nerves making me walk fast. Claire looked at me funny, and paced after me. I stood waiting for her. I decided to play a game with myself. If she sat next to me, the answer would be yes. If she sat across from me, the answer was no.

She chose the upholstered chair beside the couch where I planted myself. Och. I smiled at her, which she returned with a little uncertainty.

“Where’s Faith?” I was surprised she wasn’t holding her.

“Mum asked if she might take her to a friend’s house. They were having afternoon tea. It was nice of her, I haven’t been sleeping well lately.” Claire put her hand to her cheek lightly, absentmindedly, then looked at me sharply, as though she had said something she hadn’t meant to.

“Sorry, Sassenach, where ye sleeping when I came in? Did I wake ye?” Perhaps not the best time for a heart to heart.

“No, I was trying to… no, I wasn’t sleeping.”

A strange awkward silence fell between us, made more awkward by the fact that there never used to be awkward silences. Not for Claire and me. I tried to catch her eye for a moment, but she was looking at her shoes, as though fascinated. I had to say something.

“Claire—”

“Jamie—” We interrupted each other and I laughed nervously.

“Ye go first.” I nodded towards her.

“Oh, well…” Claire toyed with her fingers. This is it, I thought. This is when she tells me she met someone at uni. Or maybe Frank called. No, she’d be angry, not nervous. She is nervous, right? Oh, stop it James.

“Sassenach, before ye say anything, I want to—er, sort of tell ye something.” My voice didn’t break and I didn’t choke, which was good. I reached into the back pocket of my jeans for the folded papers I had tucked in earlier.

“Sort of tell me?” Claire looked confused.

“Well, technically, I’m no really telling ye as much as writing ye. See, I…” I grasped for the right words. “I suppose it’s easier to write things down than say them outright.” I crumpled the papers slightly, looking at the bright whiteness of the paper. Anything but Claire’s eyes. If I looked into them, I wouldn’t be able to do it. I steeled myself.

“I wrote ye a letter.” I handed her the sheaf of papers, folded neatly in half.

As Claire’s fingers brushed the paper, I had one last wild thought where I could still pull my hand back, tear up the letter into tiny pieces, and pretend I never felt like this. Like I couldn’t breathe when her hand touched mine, when her whiskey eyes glanced my way, when she blushed, when we said goodbye each time.

Claire still looked slightly confused. I saw my hand let go, as she took the sheets in her own. She looked at me, trying to gauge from my expression any clues as to what the letter said. I kept my eyes steadily on her now, though my pulse was racing.

Claire unfolded the letter, and began to read.