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alchemiclee · 1 year ago

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4 and 20 for the Artist Ask Game! 👀

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

not sure about character...but subject? probably poses/anatomy in general. still bad at it. brain can't quite comprehend shapes lol all the anatomy tutorials just go in one ear/eye and out the other. no brain process in between 😅 same with lighting/shadows. basic art things make me trip and fall

20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy

eyes?? do people think eyes are hard? I always enjoyed doing eyes. maybe hair. hair is fun but i've seen many people say it's hard

#ask games #thank you for sending numbers!!!!#answering these im realizing how much i pretend i know what im doing but i know nothing even after endless tutorial videos and #reading stuff and taking classes. its more of a fake it to you make it and wing it and hope for the best lmao #just follow your heart and dont use your brain at all. head empty when arting. no thought process there. no technical skils applied #maybe this is why people who have done art fkr 3 years tell me to practice more. usuallt theyre art students. they see lack of skill #even though ive been drawing for like 25 years fhdhdjddnkdd #cant think technically and follow the “rules” when brain wanders off into some orher realm and forgets everything and experiments #and forgets how reality works. is hard to explain but my brain ks bad at learning and everything it “learns” is oil while brain is water #people love telling me “watch youtube videos! read things! take a class!” as if that will magically make oil stay mixed with water #oops how did this turn to a whole ramble lmao #lee rambles #but seriously i feel like people see this lack of skill and just feel my art is off and maybe that's why i dont have successful art #after 25+ years of “practice” and at least 10 years of posting it online. is that the secret? having a brain that can acrually learn #and apply what it learns. instead of relying on instinct or something lmao. in that case im screwed 😆#it miggt just be an uncaught learning disability of some kind because i cant explain why my brain is so bad at learning things!#ok done rambling. didnt mean to make this a ramble rant post lmao

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