DAY 3
More of a rough sketch if anything but thats only because i really want to go to sleep rn cause i did kinda spend the past 2 days going to bed around 3
heres fem 15 soukoku for the lesbians
yes i dont speak japanese so im sorry if i butchered that, it says "dazai, chuuya, 15"
csm crossover next? depends how much coffee i chug tomorrow night
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I don’t like talking about the whole trans people and bathrooms issue because it’s fucking stupid and I’m also not very articulate but I was listening to this video about “gender criticals” and women’s only spaces that was very interesting and all these posts they’re referencing make it sound like if somebody goes into a bathroom and commits a crime then the actual issue isn’t the crime committed but which bathroom they were in. And that by claiming to be the “correct” gender suddenly the hypothetical crime never took place or doesn’t matter cuz I guess bathrooms are places where the law doesn’t apply. The fucking Wild West or some shit. It did make me wonder if they fear trans women joining the ranks of primarily white cisgender women who commit crimes, even serious and violent crimes, and get off with shorter sentences than a cis man would receive or even with just a warning but I don’t think they’re actually self aware enough to even think of that. But that’s what it sounds like when they’re making all these claims that all a man has to do is claim to be a woman and suddenly there will be no punishment for the crime.
Like I said it’s fucking stupid. Who cares what gender somebody is or what parts they may have if somebody takes a piss washes their hands and leaves who gives a shit. I like that one post about Alamo drafthouse bathrooms every establishment should have bathrooms like that I’ve been to one and they’re great. I don’t really have much of a choice but to use women’s restrooms and they sure as shit ain’t some holy sanctuary of divine feminine energy and girls supporting girls or whatever. They’re gross and people try to get out as soon as they can because who the hell wants to be in here longer than necessary you fucking weirdos.
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I think alot more people would enjoy the show if they learned to see Rhaenyra and Alicent as Unreliable Narrators, and characters who are supposed to have glaring flaws and weaknesses.
Mandatory preface- There are Issues™️ with season 2 that are its own other ask- but the complaints ive seen about character assassination on both women kind of tells me ppl just wanted to see the two just GirlBossing around, not being tragic characters trapped in their own circumstances.
For Alicent specifically- she just isn't written to be Cersei 2.0, and while it was really interesting to see motherhood from cersei's point of view, its already been done!! I actually prefer seeing Alicent's mercurial clinging to and abandoning motherhood- its interesting!! She was made a mother at what- 15? An age where you truly arent mentally developed enough to raise 3 kids, AND be a child bride, AND be a queen, (AND be a lesbian).
Alicent is interesting to me because she's stunted at 15 years old, she's an adult woman who talks to and sometimes bullies her kids as if they are her peers, and is obsessed with her childhood crush(es). She hasn't built any new relationships* past the ones she was entangled with as a teenager, she's obsessed with both acting out to make SOMEONE see that shes suffering, (she's honestly pretty blatant for someone who prides themselves on being the Temperate Voice of Reason) but also to erase herself and reset to before she had to marry the king, before aemma died.
I think most of her 'bad out of character' decisions are just these two impulses winning out, her trying to force a reset, go back to a time where none of this had happened yet, when things were simpler and she had love and every day wasn't the worst day of her life™️.
She sleeps with cole, the man she thought was pretty at 15 (her last uncomplicated attraction just before it all went wrong and aemma died) -she doesnt seem to like it that much, but she does seem compelled to seek him out, esp when upset- shes obsessed with, and desperate to reconnect with Rhaenyra, her childhood best friend (and first love) and get back to where they were as kids, AND she still treats and asks her father for absolution as if he's still the only authority that matters to her just like she did at 15. Alot of her 'victim complex/bewildered they took it so far' behaviour in the plotting of rhaenyra's usurption reads to me like a teenager in over her head, she talked big game and now its real and shes panicking!! She's tragic BECAUSE she's still a teenager- so stunted shes unable to meaningfully grow up and learn to make healthier choices for herself, or move on and stop trying to grasp at the 'if i could just go back' urge.
As a mother, I think this creates an interesting dynamic as well, and I do like that in the casting even, she seems closer in age to her kids than rhaenyra does to hers. I think the contrast ppl are drawing with Alicent Protecting Her Kids in season1 compared to her giving them up in season two isn't bad writing to me, just massive differences in context. Sure she protected Aemond in driftmark, but we cant ignore that she probably felt humiliated by her husband choosing rhaenyra's side over hers in front of everyone, did it seem like a grown woman fighting for her son?? or a teenager furious with her ex winning one over her again? or both!! both sides twisted together is still interesting! When she protected Aegon from Rhaenys, is stepping in front of her son the king to protect him from the enemies dragon fire not the most romantic daydream of a deserving death a child bride could come up with?? Was it the impulse to protect the son she couldnt decide if she loved or hated, or was it to have the most heroic death possible to escape the reality that she sees coming. And if Rhaenyra hears about how Brave she was in the face of a dragons maw, and cries about it forever and feels sooo bad and regrets it til the day she dies, thats an added bonus. I think Alicent loves her kids, but is teenager selfish about HOW she loves and protects her kids, and is unable to be a mature, consistant, protective mother to them when she also sees them as having ruined her life. I think in season 2 when she 'gives them up' shes relieved, and once again following the compulsion of 'if i reset to when Rhaenyra was heir, i had no sons, and i wasn't married or queen, everything will be better'. I think theres complexity to it, i think she does love her sons and feels insane about it, but I think Alicent has been trying to Go Back in more and more Intense ways ever since she got married, and we might be giving her sanity more credit than it deserves when it comes to the need to wipe the board clean and go back to being 15.
hey anon are you trying to get married to me or what
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*clawing my way out of a deep dank pit or something* erm hai guys..College gays1!! 💗
ive been playing a little early strangetown and starting thinking up college hcs for these gyals theyre still kids in my game.. whatever. im the planner
★ rambling below ★
ok first, ages since theyre all fucked up in game: Instead of the twins being older than all of glarn's kids, they're only a year older than lazlo which Yeah would mean glarn got mpregnant and disappeared from the house for some months to hide it (idiot), dropped the twins at his lovelorn ex-wife's house, and returned home to his "normal" kids. They'd otherwise be in their mid-late 40s living with these recently graduated young women and like for what 😭
As of 2004 they are 26, erin is 24, and kristen is 23. she skipped a grade so she was a college freshman at the same time as eri ^_^
but anyway this drawing is set in 1998 HERE ARE THEIR MAJORS: Lola in poli-sci, Chloe in philosophy (she never fucking chose), Erin in psychology, and Kristen in public health but in-game it would be biology stop i wanted them all to begin with P beacuse. silly. kristen's mom, being an older and more traditional parent, wanted her to pursue a career in medicine but after her death kristen got the courage to choose the major she wanted, which was <whatever major gives you a boost in athletic LOL i havent checked>
gah i didn't mention but college is where the 4 of them met :3 I'm thinking of placing them in this university because i want it to be pretty far from strangetown hence the Actual Grass, plus kristen isnt actually from there so mission u may be closer to her hometown? maybe? Post-graduation they all get a house together because of their money situation even though chloe is a bitch to kris and erin 😭 (kris doesnt mind though eheh... my idea is that her and chloe had a fling in college but while chloe is a romance sim and does not gaf, kristen is still a bit hung on her) (i dont necessarily ship them tho im a diehard misten/lost waters/whateverthefuck fan OK. kris is a simp for pretty femmes & i cant exactly blame her...)
I LOVE HER!!! toothy ass grin god that face is just meant to be butch i can fix you kristen loste my beloved
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Do you like traditional art? I don't mean like, looking at it, I mean drawing on paper etc. (I know you're a digital artist, I'm just curious)
oooh i love traditional, tho the only traditional art i do is pencil drawings. way back when i didnt have a proper laptop i could take to school w me yet i used to demolish a ton of sketchbooks all the time💀 nowadays i mostly do paper doodles again when i work a school break-job but i still love it i can just get out so many ideas in so much shorter time
this is a perfect moment to show some of those off! get ready for a doodle dump
ok heres some alternate forms of the sins! modern!human ozzie and more medieval timey mammon and bee (those are for a comic im currently working on, more old timey ozzies form isnt quite finished yet I CANT DECIDE ON HIS HAIRSTYLE) and an angel form for oz cuz the sins being fallen angels hc is my absolute fav
heres some more stuff of my impsona and @crucian-tador 's oc
and last but not least WOMEN
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