#canon angst basically

[frostyblustar]

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[seance]

THE MUSKETEERS 10TH ANNIVERSARY REWATCH / fave episodes [5/?] ↳ SEASON 2, EPISODE 5 / the return

[book-lover85]

Keefe is the type of kid to cry in the aisles of a grocery store because his parents left him there

[puppyeared]

tw flashing images, implied death

please for the love of god reblog this, it took me 3 days

[saintbennetts]

I love angst and I love pain but I cannot read "Neil died in Baltimore" fics. they genuinely make me sick to my stomach because he just didn't deserve it. he did not deserve to die terrified and alone and nameless. He deserved a life. a family. a future.

And Andrew? God. It would have destroyed him. He would have blamed himself for releasing Neil from their deal. He did not deserve to lose the one person who could pull him back from the edge. After everything he went through? fuck that.

It's too much. AFTG might be a mess but at least we got a happy ending. I cannot stomach the alternative.

[meaningofaeons]

thinking about vidyadhara!reader x jing yuan ...

we learned in the recent quests that vidyadhara can indeed become mara struck under the right circumstances, but they're capable of molting and turning into someone entirely new, thus freed from the mara that once struck them ... but of course, along with the molting process comes the loss of memory.

so imagine a reader who was once great friends with jing yuan. the two grew up together practically, working in the cloud knights together, doing everything together. jing yuan, despite his newfound duties as a cloud knight, finds himself falling in love with you.

then, amidst one of the abundance wars, you are stricken with mara. he watches you go insane, just before you disappear. and then, somehow, you are gone from his life forever.

for years, he wonders if you perished on that battlefield shortly before he was dragged away from you. he wonders if you suffered. surely, with the insanity of the mara wreaking havoc on your mind, you had. but at least he can be confident that you would not have had to live through that for long... that's what he tells himself so he can sleep at night.

it takes the general so, so long to let go of what happened. centuries pass, and he's still not confident he can completely dash the thought of you from his mind when he sees a new stall open with a snack he thinks you'd like, or when he sees the tailor shops put out a new line of clothes in your favorite hue.

and then, one day, he sees a familiar face among the crowds.

jing yuan is so quick to rush to your side, trying frantically to catch his breath, to ensure that what he sees before his own eyes is you, not some vision made up by his mind, not a sign that he's succumbing to mara himself, but really and truly you.

yet you only give him a nervous half-smile, your form going stiff the second you see him. you bow politely, and ask if there's anything you can do for the general. you ask him if you've met before.

it's you, and yet it's not.

he lets out that small hum of his when he's trying to fight back the pain he feels. he puts on that placating smile of his when he's trying not to let his hurt show. and he shakes his head, though it takes him nearly a minute under your familiar gaze to do it.

"...no. forgive me. I must have mistaken you for an old friend."

it's you, and yet it's not.

and it never will be you again.

[xuxudio]

successfully choosing the most doomed ship in any media since 1999

[puffyartist]

I don't know if I'll have the time to draw the idea out as a comic anytime soon, but I have thought about how Hazel and Sky would fit into Side Order and the Parallel Canon fight

[mary-saccharine]

uh-oh—

This was based on that one TikTok comment that said Katalyn was "the angel version of Sareena", ily KSKSK

I always forget to post things,, anyway, past-timeline-stuff: Katalyn had to replace her sister as an Earthrealm warrior, for she accidentaly killed her, but she's not as powerful as her sister was so she always felt cast aside, and Raiden didn't trusted her fully because "the darkness that tainted her soul", in fact, thanks to that, at some point she gets kidnapped by the brotherhood of shadows, since she could stay at Netherrealm, would work way better as an ally than an opponent, and not only had potential but enough naivety to fell into the wrong clutches.

But rather than obeying Quan Chi or anyone else, she ended up being Noob Saibot's right-hand-woman, just because they had to team up multiple times, and maybe because of that, and maybe because opposites attract, she developts feelings for him, and betrays anyone else, for him. Does he feel the same? Not even he knows, but he doesn't dislike her presence, for some reason...

Aaaand, I didn't know where to put this piece of information, so, here you go. (?

[izuizzy]

I’m always drawing him in pain so have an AU where he’s actually good and his smile is actually PRECIOUS

[starcrossedbrothers]

regulus black who was expected to be a leo, due to be born near the end of july, but was born almost a month early, at the tail end of june. premature with complications, he's born on the brink of death. amid the panic and concern as he's watched for weeks like a hawk by the best healers money could buy, sirius black, not even two years old, understands only that he has a brother now but he might not for long.

regulus black who knows this story like he knows his face in the mirror, who has never not known that he narrowly escaped death. and death becomes something familiar, his own mortality something he comes to have an odd kinship with, as he grows from an anxious boy into a teenager numbed by pain and melancholy.

and sirius black, who knows this story but has no memory of it, grows up with a feeling he can never quite get rid of that regulus is in danger. that his little brother must be protected, or he will lose him, an impulse that grows strained with pain and resentment, stretches thinner and thinner as time goes on but never snaps. until an obituary appears in the prophet and sirius finds a photo of his little brother, barely grown, staring back at him, meeting his eyes for the first time in years.

[lunarharp]

:')

[ciderjacks]

reblogs a bunch of my deadloch stuff to ensnare my dunmeshi followers into watching deadloch

[sweetsncandies]

drew this scene from my fic :3 i like my john dory sad

(plot of the fic is john dory pov when he came back to the troll tree but there was no one there, gray john dory :D)

[xxlady-lunaxx]

ok so.

what about giyuu not necessarily being suicidal so much as just not wanting to live—like, he’s not chasing death but he’s not enthusiastic about being here. he feels like he has to atone for failing to safe sabito & tsutako, but doesn’t think death is the key? more so, he wishes he were never born so that none of it would’ve happened. it’s less a ‘i wish to die’ and more a ‘i shouldn’t have existed’ sort of situation?? kind of makes more sense to me than giyuu being suicidal—esp with his job, he really canNOT save people if he’s dead and the whole point was that he wished tsutako and sabito lived (or that he’d saved them?). then he doesn’t care about dying because it wouldn’t do anything except put a larger burden on the hashira, but if he never existed… then they would’ve been fine. something along those lines

[youchangedmedestiel]

As promised I said I'll give you fic recs to celebrate the fact that I have more than 100 followers now. Again, thanks a lot! This makes me happy! :)

So now, here's my gift to you:

Every fucking fic by xylodemon

The writing is always perfect! I'm not kidding, this is my favorite writer so far! I've never been disappointed by their fics. NEVER! I haven't finish to read all of them but I certainly attend to.

Fics written by deancaskiss

If you like reading about Cas and Dean "just" kissing, then you should try reading those, if you haven't done it yet. I haven't read all of them yet, I read only around 10 fics for now, but same I'll attend to read more.

Then, more specifically:

Blackberries Wild by SaltyWords (agent4hire22) Angst, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Canon divergent after 13x12, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, brief mention of suicidal ideation - around 2500 words

This is so well written, the descriptions are everything, especially the ones for the kisses. It could totally happened like that. It's very true to their character if you ask me.

a kiss for every season (literally) by sobsicles and it is also available as a podfic here read by Scintillating Gatria (LadyLoralye) Canon typical level of violence, Canon Compliant, Brief Dean Winchester/Benny Lafitte - Freeform, Angst with a Happy Ending, Kisses, Smut - around 22000 words

The title says it all, a kiss between Cas and Dean happens every season and since there's never enough kisses between these two, that fic is therefore perfect.

People Who Are Good Like Pie by sobsicles Blowjob, NSFW, Castiel is a Little Shit, Dean is In Over His Head, Flustered Dean, Confused Dean, Creatively ties eating pie into sex, Sounds disgusting but it's really not I promise, it's hilarious, fluff and porn - around 1800 words

And it is indeed hilarious imo as well as very hot. It's short and easy to read, really different from the above. But it's human!cas and I'm weak for him in a sense that there is so much potential with him in a fic and that I love him.

You and I Know the Way by aishitara Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Series, Canon Compliant through 15x18, Fluff, a smidgen of angst, PWP, Porn with Feelings, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Mentions of Blood, Mild Hurt/Comfort - around 4300 words

There is human!cas in there too, so yeah I'm sold. Plus some amazing, beautiful, stunning art from winchester-reload is included in the fic so it's even more perfect. This is smut yes, but, BUT you can really see all the love there is between them and that fucks me up. That's the type of porn that makes me cry. I never thought I could say that about porn one day. But maybe it's because it isn't, this is just LOVE!

Humans Do It Better by Hatteress Episode: s06e10 Caged Heat (Supernatural), Excessive Drinking, Light Angst, First Kiss, Second more heated kiss, Kinda Funny.

I invented the tags here because it isn't on AO3. I need to mention this fic because it was like one of the first fics I read. It was more than a year ago and I still remember it. Maybe because I wished it had a next FUCKING chapter. I want to read more about it. I want to see what happened when they meet again later. I want to see what's going on in Dean's mind the next morning when he realized what he did, thinking about how he corrupted a fucking angel. Feeling guilty about it because it's Dean. I - I, maybe I'll fucking write this second chapter one day. But I don't know if it's a thing, you know, writing a sequel to someone else's fic.

Anyway, I hope you'll like reading those if it's not already done. I for sure have more fics to recommend but I have to save some for the 200 followers I guess lmao. One can dream.

BUT if you need specific fics, like from an episode in particular for example, you can still ask me because I sort them by episode tag too.