#cannot sort thru this shi alone anymore n cant talk to any1 w/out feeling like shi
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sorry tag vent time this is the last place of no irls ๐
#delete later#need a therapist soon. and medication.#but esp a therapist. bc i cannot sort thru my head at all atm#idk ive been tryna write a lil tag vent like 3 times now n i dont know what im tryna say!#cannot sort thru this shi alone anymore n cant talk to any1 w/out feeling like shi#i either worry people too much or like. its just dramatic bc im venting 2 ppl who have seen the same shi#difficult 2 talk abt like. drugs. when half ur old friends think ur an addict and half ur new friends think u r normal#its somewhere in the middle !#and i can say that and people Know that but idk#n its diff to talk abt The Traumatic Event Of September with the people who were also there#but its even harder w the people who jus look at u like ur fragile#and thats all the bs on top of i dont even know what w my base level of mental illness coz i feel like Shit all the time#n when i get drunk i wanna off myself#but like#idk#just rambling#dont understand anything in here atm#tw suicide mention#tw drugs#some1 i sorta know od-ed last night by mixin drugs and some people r blaming my mate who gave him a pill n warned him not to mix it#which is fucked#lots of that is fucked#the guy is ok btw imean he has a seizure so not that ok but like. he isnt dead. my friend is very shook up. i am also but i wasnt there#lots of things r fucked up really
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