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WIP List
@yellowocaballero tagged me and I thought, "i haven't started anything new since last time I did this" but it turns out that's a lie! so yeah, uh, here we go
Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!
gowtt
dig two graves
rtlcas!
it's jest a flesh wound
the religion one but for real this time
Birthday Boys
not gonna get too far but that's okay
Oh no
I think last time I answered questions about "it's jest a flesh wound", "Oh no", and "not gonna get too far but that's okay" and those haven't had anything new added. This list is in order of most recently worked on, so the ones at the top of the list are fresher in my brain.
Tagging: @tavina-writes, @soybean-official, @mimbotomy, anyone who's feeling this? (no pressure of course!!)
#lazuli talks#rtlcas is a horrible working title and i'm terrified that if i finish it the title would stick#if you followed me for aab there's an aab fic in this list somewhere lol#can't help that i miss my boys#i'm so bad at tagging people GENUINELY IF YOU WANNA DO IT DO IT AND TAG ME I LOVE SEEING THINGS#ask game
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"And it just happened to be empty?" "Something like that."
Suits 4x8 "Exposure" Mike returns to Pearson Specter and gets Harvey's old office.
#marvey#mike ross#harvey specter#suits#suits usa#suits tv#just! going a bit mad about this specific point in time. because. there's a window here where they actually could have become something.#the investment banking era (my beloved) put them as equals. and had such open flirtatiousness. and love and respect.#and then rachel completely fucked up and mike! was done with the relationship! and rightly so!#and then here mike is. playful flirty starry heart eyes to harvey. and harvey's besotted /of course/. can't help but say something genuine.#and mike's basking in it! not a word to say. just smiling up at him. eyes flick over him.#they feel the same!!! boys you have butterflies for each other.#god what could have developed from this perfect moment in time if mike hadn't taken rachel back#(no donna that was not ''FoR MiKe'')#... gonna make these tags messier now bc I kept watching with this sat in drafts lmao BUT#especially feeling this now since on 4x10. thee Iconic ''he's twice the man that I am'' AND it's not even JUST that in this ep. like.#harvey is full-on No.1 mike ross cheerleader. defender. lover. he's chest-burstingly in love with this man. and mike is seeing it!#and he doesn't even see the half of it! but he's already taken back rachel and they're missing their perfect window in time </3#still going on DATES though. where they flirt and play and disguise their compliments and admiration of each other through teasing. ok!#mike baby the love between you will only get stronger. till you can't ignore it. and run from it. and run back to it.#coulda had him!!!! coulda had him in season 4!
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Finally decided to post my solo Jason Todd because he is the love of my life and I realized I never actually drew him by himself which obviously needed to be fixed. And yes, I read DC vs. Vampires and felt inspired! XD Print
#jason todd#red hood#batman#batfamily#batfam#my art#HE DID NOT DO IT SIR!!#I WAS THERE SDFDSFDSF#ugh i just want to draw this boy forever and ever please OTL#my beloved#you guys don't understand i legit have a crush on him it's kinda unhealthy AHHAHAHA#but i can't help myself why did they create this bitch in the first place ugh#not to be that person but jason is totally bruce wayne's favourite child#it's canon#jason looks good with fangs what a missed opportunity dc dammit#dick literally asked jason to be with him forever wtf
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You don't want to lie to me.
#this man is making me question my morals again#burn gorman#my gifs#the Marshall#the man in the high castle#man i need a tag for burn now fuck#the video quality wasn't the greatest to start with but i have Feelings and they needed to be giffed#i have missed your face sir#another brown eyed boy ruining my life#his voice in this is a Treat#eye crinkles my darlings 🤎#gods i forgot how much i enjoyed doing this#my shitty contributions to the burn brethren 😘💕#the burn collection#he's just so deliciously evil i can't help but adore him here#shut up ace#the marshal
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hiiii halfway? thru the story. hard as hell to avoid spoilers online i need to stay away 😭 rant in tags, spoilers for 2.2 . i already reached 30 tags wow 💀
#chris noises#hsr#spoilers ahead ->#///////////////////////////////////////////////#ROBIIIIIIINNNNN WAAAAHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭#her unwavering love and belief in humans to survive against all odds.......#her inherent kindness and desire to help everyone#SHE IS HARMONY !!! THATS WHAT HARMONY IS ALL ABOUTTT !!!!!#i love sunday but he's Slightly pissing me off rn#is this really what you believe in..... that the weak must die so the strong can live... that its the only way for life to continue....#can't wait to beat him up later lol#AGHHH I LOVE YOU SUNDAY BUT YOU MAKE ME SO CONFLICTED !!!!!!#oh the gallagher stuff was so interesting....... the memory zone memes being his Pets. thats funny#i love you gallagher im sorry i called you ugly a few updates ago....#cant even begin to talk about firefly.... genuinely lights up my world everytime she's on screen#BLADIEEE THE BLADIE CAMEO????#STELLARON HUNTERS ARE SUCH A FAMILYYYYYYYYYY WAAAAAAA#acheron and black swan 🥹 i love how black swan is Terrified of her and yet constantly looks out for her#girl Me Too...#acheron agh the heartache you bring me. girl i will get you ibuprofen i promise.#dan heng 💜💜💜💜💜💜 no complaints as usual. perfect boy. im so glad he's out of his depressive episode so we can see him on penacony 😭😭#boothill.#i have nothing to say about him.#did i miss anyone....#mm OH MISHA. MY SON. i cannot wait to see how it will all connect back to him#he IS connected to mikhail. no doubt in my heart#i wonder if after this update he'll finally board the express .... my son my boy....#im so excited to see jing yuan later#and.... aaaahhhhhh my wife the love of my life. aventurine come back home i miss you#its been a month im experiencing wife withdrawal (<- copyrighted michael egotokill material do not use without express permission)
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i miss the ocs of my original novel... i've completed it weeks ago but they still have a grip on my heart, i can't fully move on 😭😔
#i have NO intention to publish it because oh boy. the shitstorm that i would draw to myself would psychologically scar me#in a way i could never recover from#(yes ik that the 3 people reading and caring about this will be even more curious after this statement... no i still want to keep it for me#still. i miss them! they're my children!! one of them i wanted to repeatedly hit with a baseball bat on his stupid big head#while i was writing the last chapters but again. i can't help loving him and all the others#but yes especially the protagonists. doomed kids who never stopd a chance...#og writing: unsung#val speaks#txt#*stood
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"You don't understand the plotline, it's a commentary on the Japanese judicial system" this, "The manga peaked at Shibuya and then went downhill" that, I understand y'all but I JUST WANNA SEE MEGUMI AGAIN
#i miss my adorable grumpy boy#(literally every megumi stan in existence:)#but seriously why the hell is there no updates on him. is he ok??#i wonder if he's lying dormant just to strike against sukuna at the worst possible time#also what the fuck happened to gege's writing?? i can't help but think he's disappointing us to come up with something better but still.#i miss the hype shibuya and to some extent the culling games had. i liked the culling games arc tbh#anyway. somebody talk to me about this shit or just anything abt jjk. i'm lonely.#(so are you if you're on this app /j)#fushiguro megumi#jujutsu kaisen manga#jjk manga#jjk spoilers#(sorry if it's spam)
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I know there's probably a rule in FOP where time freezes when a character time travels so no one notices they're missing at all (imagine how many missing children cases there'd be if there weren't), but I can't help but think about Dev getting stuck in the past longer than expected and Dale flipping the hell out.
None of Dale's calls go through. Voice-mail doesn't work. Whatever tracker he has on Dev (because you know he has one) says he's by Vicky's house but Dev is nowhere to be found, even after a throughout search. He desperately flips through security footage for something that could tell him where Dev went (the security system doesn't have any evidence of the time travel wish because magic cloaking) and his stomach lurches when he sees that Vicky was at Dev's birthday party. She knows where Dale lives. She knows Dale has a son. Every security measure he took to prevent Vicky from finding Dev had failed, all because the Au-Pairs selected Vicky as an entertainer via algorithm. Dale spirals downwards, feeling like a complete failure and losing motivation to do anything because he allowed such a massive oversight to happen. He doesn't trust his own judgment. He doesn't trust his technology. His world starts falling apart. He stops slicking his hair. He takes off his boots, not feeling worthy of them. He stops drinking orange juice.
Dale had conflicting emotions about his son—not wanting to get too vulnerable (to prevent getting hurt and because he's worried Dev would think less of him), but finding comfort in his son, even if he refused to fully acknowledge it. Dale liked knowing he made something incredible, something that brings honor to the Dimmadome name, something to make him feel less alone.
With Dev gone, all Dale can feel is the vacuum he left behind. How empty and meaningless his life feels without his baby boy greatest accomplishment.
Dale knows he could theoretically clone another child, but he can't bring himself to. He rationalizes this as sunk-cost fallacy—the fact he put a decade of his life into keeping Dev alive and how terrifying it'd be to start from scratch (babies are so vulnerable).
Subconsciously, Dale misses Dev. Dale misses hearing the beeps and boops of Dev's spider game. Dale misses taking Dev places to show him off and teach him the ropes of running Dimmacorp. Dale misses Dev interrupting his meetings, showing outward annoyance but basking in the knowledge someone cares enough about him to seek him out.
Dale misses Dev calling him DAD.
And this isn't even getting into the tidal wave of emotions when Dev finally returns to the present.
#ooc tag#《 Dev seeing how vulnerable his dad was in the past and being confronted with the fact Dale is still that terrified boy in the present 》#《 it'd take a while for Dale to become an absolute wreck 》#《 he'd be in denial—calling Dev again and again no matter how many times it fails 》#《 in the hopes that Dev will answer him this time 》#《 when Dale breaks he wouldn't want to leave Dev's room because leaving it empty makes him feel ill 》#《 i know Dale is canonically a heartless dick but you can't tell me his past trauma wouldn't hit like a freight train if Dev went missing 》#《 i can't help but keep thinking about this because of that sweet DimmaAngst 》#《 kinda wish i wrote that time travel starter better though but i have to let that go 》#《 even if it bothers me a lil asdfghjkl 》#《 my comic(s) are never going to get done if i keep rewriting RP starters 》#《 it does its job of starting the RP 》
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butters is soooooo shiny rn
#butterbean#i had to help him a little bit since last time he got stuck shed on his tail#had to make sure he got it all off this time#i think he missed a spot near his vent so i'm going to leave him to see if he gets it on his own and if he doesn't#sorry boy i gotta get it off for you.#he's actually pretty fine with me touching near and on his vent tho i've rubbed my thumb over it quite often while doing health checks#you gotta be thorough and remember that he's an animal and it's not like he understands societal norms about that KJDSGKHA#i think it snagged on one of his spurs maybe so it shouldn't be too hard to get it off if he can't do it himself#but his tank is real damp so it should help with any spots he missed that i also missed while helping him near the end#and like in my earlier post. i did give him an extra rock#i might let him keep this extra rock forever actually#it was supposed to go in his tank ANYWAY but i replaced it with wood. but the wood is gone so.#bonus rock !#anyway i have to clean his tank tomorrow
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Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die
#i cant even shes just so dangerously stupid#she thinks energy drinks with natural caffeine are safe to give people who have been told by doctor doing take caffeine with thia meds#ahe thinks of a child is CHOCKING to lie them face down n rub their back#she has the evangelical woman voice worse then women I've met n that cult ahe giggles constantly and behaves like the stereotype lil german#boy just got a lollipop over.... everyone and everything whe acts likw an 11 year old I just got the first boyfriend and all they could talk#is how perfect their boyfriend is and they're so pretty good for that I pulled a boyfriend is and it's like a God thing that they met how#SOOOOOOOOOO in love while constantly nonstop touching ahe has to be touching him her hand on his thigh her atm linked with his her heaf on#his chest she has to be in her lap they make out all over the place IT'S DISGUSTING AND EMBARRASSING STOP SWAPPING SPIT#she started a i. hwr words 'love diary of their love journey' they hadn't been dateing 2 months her kids are spoiled fake Instagram bitches#with such shitty views on politics SHE'S A TRUMP FAN GIRL SHENLOVES TRUMP MY DAD BROUGHT IN A TRUMPIE#there's so much i cant even say because even admitting it on tumblr is too embarrassing i wanted.to.likw her i liked her the first day but#THE MORE I GET TO KNOW GET THE MORE N MORE N MISS RED FKAGS#she threw away all my siblings clothes school books toys uniforms for sports their in toys i bought them that week make up jewelry#in the disguise of helping clean house#while i was at the hospital the kids call me in tears i call her beg her to wait and nope.ahe didn't i found the bags by the curb i brought#my dad sided with hwr because 'she didn't mean any harm she didn't know sje was throwing them away'#my mom hasn't bsen dead a year he started dating right after ahe died#hes talking about marrying this woman this woman who has never had an honest educated thought once in her life#WHO ASLO SPEMDA MONEY LIKE A DRUNKEN SAILOR AHE CAME FROM A WITCH FAMILY HER LAST TWO HUSBANDA WERE TOUCH SHE HAS NO KNOWLEDGE OF THE COMMON#SHE SPENDS LIKE SHE STILL HAS MONEY WHEN SHE DOSE NOT AND IT'S LIKE YOU DID NOT JUST SPEND OVER 180 DOLLARS N PASTRIES GOD#SHES SO FUCKIN STUPID AND EVERY HOLIDAY SINCE MY MOM DIED WVERY FAMILY GWT TOGETHER BECAUSE WE DON'T TALK OR.DO ANYTHING WITH MOM'S SIDE#OF THE FAMILY ANYMORE SHE'S THERE EVERY WINGLE MOTHER FUCKIN WEEKEND SHES HERE I'M EXHAUSTED SHES PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY DRAINING TO BE ARO#OUND SHES LIKE IF SOMEONE TOOK A GOLDEN RETRIEVER ON A DIET OF JUST FUCKIN COCAINE LITTLE GERMAN BOY WITH LOLLY AND CRUELLA DEVILLE AND FUSE#THEN TOOK A STRAW AND DRANK ALL THE SMARTS OUT OF THAT BEING#UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGH MY DADS GOIN TO NARRY RHIA BITCH SHES GOIN TO TRY TO BE A MOTHER TO ME AND MY SIBLINGS AND THEY'RE GOIN TO#be so fucked up because her kids are not ok SHE FUCKED THEM OVER BAD SHE HAS FOUR KIDS ALL ADULTS THEY'RE JUST WOW#I HATE MY LIFE I HATE WHAY FUTURE MY FAMILY IS GOIN TO BE THE GOOD THINGS IS I WON'T HAVE TO STAY I CAN GO N MAKE A NEW ONE WITH MY WIFE#FOR ME BUT MY SIBLINGS ARE FUCKED AND ANYTIME I WANT TO VISIT MY FAMILY YANDERE GOLDEN RETRIEVER BITCH WILL BE THERE WORMING HWR WAY IN#SHES CONSTANTLY CALLING N TEXTING MY DAD NONSTOP OF SHE'S NOT NEXT TO HIM AND IF HE CAN'T RESPOND INSTANT SHE FREAKS OUT N BUGS ME
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i just want it to be hot outside and to not get dark until 10pm and to be sitting blowing bubbles in my hammock is that too much to ask
#the bitamin d is not helping anymore#leaving the typo you can take the boy out of mexico but you can't take the mexico out of the boy#I MISS THE SUMMER!!!!! I MISS THE SUN!!!!#my post
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I am finally encountering social situations where I have to work out how to address misgendering and now finally relate to the Grumpy People of Tumblr Discourse Past
In that... what 'adult sounding' terms can I even point to to use in casual conversation as a nonbinary person?
Enby is the default suggestion which I guess I could try
But my problem is compounded by the fact that I don't actually have any terms that I already use
Whenever I say anything self referential, it is exclusively always in the context of telling someone (or myself) that I beat the executive dysfunction ('i did a thing' millennial style)
So my existing terms of self reference are just
Good noodle (who did the thing)
Very Helpful Engine (what my mother says when I do the thing, and is a reference to Thomas the Tank Engine)
Or, very rarely, just
A Bean
And while cutesyness works for internal processing, it doesn't really cohere to the desired public facing quasi-butchness I'm going for
I have not actually said anything since the first instance bc
Them: "very impressive furniture shifting and renting and driving a truck all by yourself! What a woman!"
And my instinctual response was just to blurt out the correction "bean!" and skitter off...
[side note: it was interesting that the dad also used the same instance of furniture moving demonstration of physical prowess go emphasize and affirm the son's masculinity - directly in reference to the dad's masculinity "that's my son", in the same moment as the mother saw it as female empowerment for me... Almost as if the boost in the sense of self efficacy and self concept and achievement that comes from a satisfying hard task is a gender neutral experience... But we just experience it as gendered bc our self concept includes gender...and it is also projected upon us by others who see us as extensions of themselves]
Anyway I need to find a work around for this bc I am historically a praise starved bitch (the other self referential term which also doesn't work) and finally have a mother figure trying to say nice things but the shots go wide lol
Might just have to lean in and reclaim dyke
Hello yes please exclusively refer to me as the excellent lesbian sleeping with your son
#My posts#My life#Dunno how it is this long of a post#Gender neutral terms#nonbinary#trans stuff#gender stuff#gender#The workaround used with the boy sadly will not work#The parents calling me k*tten would miss the mark twice as wide in the other direction#Might have to go with something else.#Tribble#The trouble with tribbles is that they require gluten free cooking and are insufficiently familiar with the bus timetable#I can't remember if they are sufficiently star trek people for the reference to work#.............. To be fair. An affectionate nickname that is a plurality might help with getting people to they/them#Like. Gender neutral and plural. Got you coming and going.#Please understand me as A Multitude#The Swarm#The nonhuman entity#The fae which haunts and burrows under the house#That takes the illusion of human form to reach the cocoa powder on the top shelf and cuddle the boy#The Forest Moss#Plz#I am manifestation of Concepts#With a pink hair and a craving for chocolate#And cosy cosy beds#I have a low grade fever and am mildly vague but I'm right
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seeing atwow's cast filming for avatar 3 without jamie flatters makes me feels unimaginable depths of pain bc tht means my boy neteyam is fr gone
#neteyam was MY boy okay#he was my little blue alien#now all i have is bailey bass to help me cope#she's my loml i've missed her sm#tsireya will forever be my princess idc#and on that note i can't wait to see some loak x tsireya development in the next movie#atwow#avatar 3#cherry chatter
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ayo shoutout to revali for being the champion whose ability i have used the least since obtaining
#i have not obtained urbosa's fury bc sand seals are scary and the camel makes me nervous#i've used mipha's grace at least three times bc i'm bad at the game but i'm also a coward so i don't die but when i DO die. i DIE.#and shoutout to daruk bc i can't parry for shit but i love exploding the spiders#not kpop#shut up vic#that's a lie i'm getting better at parrying i killed at least two walking guardian spider boys entirely on my own#and i can consistently get the decaying guardians first try#but like. i suck. lmfao.#if a shrine is anything above a minor test of strength i literally turn tf around and walk out#like yes medoh was my most recent divind beast but 'most recent' was last week#i have done most of naboris; explored mount lanayru; found a stable i somehow missed; combed the eastern islands; finished eventide;#tidied some sidequests; killed a talus using only bombs; killed another talus; cried in the temple of time; dyed half of my clothes purple;#found fifty more koroks; finally found the second to last memory i need; combed faron woods looking for the spring of courage because#my theory is that it's there (i'm still looking lol); killed a monster camp out of spite; picked a fight with every yiga i saw out of spite;#combed the gerudo highlands; finished two labyrinths; wandered into castle town; wandered into castle town again;#entered castle town with the intention of murdering every guardian i saw; killed the yiga leader; helped build tarrey town; killed a molduga#activated the tower in hyrule field; explored hyrule field in stealth mode bc i'm a pussy and guardians scare me; found and paid the last#great fairy; found and paid the horse god; found and tamed a third horse for the quest at dueling peaks; furnished links's house#upgraded most of my clothes to their highest level; tracked down the other two pieces of the zora armor; found more berserker armor;#killed a lynel because i walked in on it and decided that meant it had to die even if i died too#my point is i've done a lot of shit and in that time i have used revali's gale. twice.#me staring at a wet cliff: well. my only options are to wait it out or go around.#i can't stress that this isn't me willfully sticking it to the birdman i literally just forget i have it i am. dumb.#long tags
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I might just straight up revert back to writing Fixation, Gyokko's a fucking BITCH to write for but I still wanna press on with his fic too because there's so little content for him, like, everywhere. He's underrated, there's next to no information about him, and I'm struggling to properly write him after he nearly skewered an artist reader!
#glitchrambles.txt#glitchrants.grr#I feel obligated but at the same time#I miss my boy Gyutaro#Like Gyutaro just accidentally grew on me and now I can't help but cherish him#I used to hate him and call him pond scum#And now he's like this...tiny figurine that just came to life and captured my heart#Like the bastard he is#And then Gyokko showed up#Got on my nerves and then had the AUDACITY to make me get an idea for him#All because I heard S3rl's “Candy”#The lines “I'm just like candy I can be sweet” and “don't have too much I'm no good for you”#They just crashed into me and I just thought “what if Gyokko was the one the song was pointed at”#AND THEN MY ANGST FIC WAS BORN BECAUSE I INTENDED TO MAKE HIM SUFFER#I did the tag rambles again#Fr tho#Gyokko makes me wanna tear my hair out but still coo at him like he's pathetic#He has that whole “I must break you to put you in your place” effect on me#ya dig?
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Leaving on a business trip in less than 2 hours. Will be gone until Thursday afternoon at least
I'm not freaking out you're freaking out
#i am accompanying my mom because she can't get around well by herself#may need help with some medical things too#so i am signed on as her support person and my lodging is covered#which is nice i guess#but it's gonna be a lot of running around and i haven't been away from home for this long in.... years and years#like since I visited my friend in connecticute like... 5 years ago?? idek#i am gonna miss my boys. and hubby. and my bed. and so many things#i am a homebody i am not into this#also being around crowds when the pandemic is still going uuuugh#i'm masking and fully vaxxed but still i worry#anyway i have to get ready so i'll shut up now#mod post#the conference trip#anxiety
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