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tw. reader has implied daddy issues lol I can’t help myself, Nobara Yuji and megs are in grade school tgth, not proofread bc I’m too lazy right now lol. I had fun writing this.
Megumi stares into the glass bowl of the gumball machine in the window of the corner store as he waits for his dad to finish picking out the parts for his broken down car. His eyes are trained on a blue gumball stuck beneath the turning blades at the bottom of the machine. But when he reaches into his pocket for a quarter, he only finds the wrapper of the lollipop he ate earlier.
The sound of footsteps catch Megumi’s attention, and he looks to the side to see a woman standing in front of the gumball machine next to him.
She looks inside of it for a moment before reaching into her pocket as he just did. Only she actually pulls out a shiny quarter and pops it into the machine’s slot.
“Aren’t you too old for that?” Megumi asks in a small voice.
The woman turns her head and looks down at him. “Are you the gumball police?” She asks with sincerity Megumi is only used to hearing from teachers at school.
He shakes his head, strands of inky black hair falling over his face softly. The woman’s sincere face cracks with a soft smile before she reaches into her pocket again. She pulls out another shiny quarter and holds it out in front of Megumi as an offering.
“Go ahead, I’m not gonna bite,” she says, sensing the little boy’s hesitation.
Nobara told Megumi about this during recess while they sat on the swing set with Yuji: “don’t take candy from strangers,” she said, waggling her finger to get her point across.
Megumi takes the quarter from the woman’s fingers swiftly before putting it into the slot of the machine in front of him. He’s not getting the candy from her, he thinks, only the vehicle to get the candy.
When he twists the metal knob of the machine the blue gumball trapped in the bottom falls down with a clink. He reaches in and grabs it with his tiny fingers.
“Where’s your mom, kid?” The woman asks, now leaning against the window of the store.
Megumi chews his gumball and looks up at her with an oddly stoic face. “Dead,” he mutters, words slightly muffed.
The woman’s eyes widen slightly for a moment before she clears her throat awkwardly. “Dad?” She asks hesitantly, crossing her arms over her chest.
“He’s getting a new tire for Betty,” the little boy says, slowly blinking his green eyes like a cat.
“Betty?” The woman echoes.
“Daddy named the car that. He says it’s a long story from before I was born.”
She nods softly, blowing a big red bubble with her gum. “Dads are weird like that,” she says.
“How do you know?” Megumi asks, cocking his head to the side like a befuddled puppy.
“Because I had one…for a while,” the woman shrugs. She pushes a strand of hair behind her ear, her eyes trained on the cars passing by outside.
“A while?”
She looks down at him, huffing with amusement softly. “You’re nosy, huh?” She says. “Yeah, I had my dad for a while.”
“Did he die?”
The woman looks at him silently for a moment. “No.”
“Did you lose him?”
Megumi stares up at the strange woman, his jaw slightly sore from the rubbery gum.
“Something like that,” she finally says.
The little boy opens his mouth to say something, but a gruff voice interrupts him. “Brat,” the voice bellows, “time to go.”
The woman looks up from Megumi’s small face, only to be greeted with a larger, more scared, version. A man with short stubble and muscles that look too toned to be real, stands behind him.
“You bothering this woman?” The man asks his son, eyes raking over the woman in front of them.
“No,” Megumi says, looking over his shoulder, “she gave me a quarter.”
The dad smirks. “Bribing my kid?” He asks the woman.
“Yeah,” she snorts, “bribing a little kid with a quarter is my go to.”
Both of them look at each other silently for a moment, but Megumi can clearly sense the unsaid words between them. He’s seen people stare at each other like they are in the Disney movies Nobara makes Yuji and him watch.
“Toji,” the man says, his scared lip quirking up.
“Y/n,” the woman says back. “I was just making sure the kid wasn’t alone.”
Megumi looks up at his dad, gauging his reaction. He’s never seen his dad look at someone like this.
“Say thanks to the pretty woman, Megumi,” Toji says, still looking at y/n.
“Thank you,” Megumi mutters. He still wants to ask the question his dad stopped him from asking, but with the way he’s looking at her, he feels like this won’t be the last time he sees you.
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maybe some aaron angst with an s/o that's insecure about her discomfort with physical intimacy
Fault Lines | [A.H]
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x fem!reader | WC: 0.9k | CW: angst, hurt/comfort?ish, insecurity, self-doubt, and discomfort with physical intimacy, spiralling, feelings of inadequacy.
The apartment was dimly lit, the glow from the floor lamp casting shadows across the walls.
You sat on the couch, knees pulled to your chest beneath a throw blanket that felt more like armor than comfort. The air felt heavier than usual, pressing down on your chest, making it harder and harder to breathe.
It had been such a small thing. Aaron had reached for your hand, his fingers brushing against yours as you sat beside him. But that simple act had sent you spiraling.
Did he want more? Did he expect more? The thought clawed at your mind, sending panic flaring through your veins. You could feel the pressure building, your chest tightening as your thoughts spiraled deeper.
He’s been so patient. Too patient. What if he’s tired of waiting? What if this was his way of testing the waters, trying to see if you were ready to give him more? You weren’t sure you could. No, you knew you couldn’t.
The weight of your inadequacy crashed over you like a wave, pulling you under. He deserved better. He deserved someone who didn't freeze every time he reached out. Someone who wasn't too broken to love him the way he deserved. He deserved more.
The couch felt impossibly small, the walls too close, and most of all — he was too close. The thought of his disappointment—of failing him—was like a knife to your chest.
You didn’t realize how long you’d been silent until Aaron’s voice broke through your haze.
“You’ve been quiet,” he said gently glancing up from the newspaper in his hands, his tone was laced with concern but somehow it sounded like an accusation in your ears.
You blinked, his words pulling you out of the swirling storm in your head, though the remnants of it still clung to you. Your gaze darted to him, and you immediately regretted it. He looked worried. Of course, he did. Aaron wasn’t the type to miss things like this. He was a profiler after all.
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled, your voice so small it barely carried through the space between you. You turned your eyes away, casting them to the ground, unable to face the kindness you knew was there. “I don’t mean to be like this.”
“Like what?” he asked softly, the question gentle but you knew he was trying to coax the answer out of you.
“Like… broken.” The word made bile rise in your throat, bitter and toxic. “You’re so patient with me, and I—I can’t even—” Your voice broke, your insecurity pressing down harder. You squeezed your eyes shut, a tear slipping free despite your best efforts. “It’s not fair to you.”
Aaron didn’t respond right away, and the silence stretched just long enough for the panic to start creeping back in.
He’s going to agree. He’s going to realize I’m right, and he’s going to leave—
“You’re not broken,” he said firmly, cutting through the noise in your head. His voice was steady, grounding even, and you could feel his eyes on you even though you couldn’t bring yourself to meet them.
“You don’t understand,” you whispered, your words trembling. “It’s not just that I can’t—I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to. And you shouldn’t have to wait for me to figure that out. You deserve someone who can—who will—” Your breath hitched, and you buried your face in your hands. “Someone better.”
Aaron shifted slightly, his movements careful, trying his best not to touch you. He didn’t reach for your hand like earlier, and he didn’t close the distance. He just stayed where he was, despite wanting to pull you into his embrace, to push your head into the crook of his neck as he cooed sweet nothings into your ear.
“I don’t love you because of what you think you should be able to give me,” he said, his voice low and even. “I love you because of who you are.”
The words hit you like a blow, stealing the air from your lungs. You shook your head, the shame and doubt too deeply rooted to let go so easily.
“But what if that’s not enough?” you whispered, becoming even quieter.
“It is,” he said simply, as if it were the most undeniable truth in the world. It was to him. “You are enough. And if you need time, or space, or anything else to feel comfortable, I will give you that. This isn’t something we need to fix—it’s something we navigate together.”
Tears blurred your vision as his words settled over you like a warm blanket. You wanted to believe him. God, you wanted to. But the voice in your head was louder, sharper, telling you that you weren’t worth this.
“I’m scared,” you admitted, the words spilling out before you could stop them.
“I know,” Aaron said softly, his tone almost breaking. “And it’s okay to be scared. But you’re not doing this alone. I’m here, no matter how long it takes. No matter what you feel comfortable with or not, I will be here.”
You finally looked at him, your eyes searching his for any sign of doubt or hesitation. But there was none—just the intensity of his love and adoration for you, unshaken by your fears.
It didn’t erase the ache in your chest or the weight of your insecurities. But it made them feel a little less suffocating.
Aaron didn’t push for more. He stayed exactly where he was, steady and patient, waiting for you to come to him when you were ready.
And for now, that was enough.
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˚₊‧꒰ა Chapter 23 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
⋆˚࿔ Book 2 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
୨୧┇pairing: Telemachus x reader
୨୧┇I’m gonna get killed for this chapter, character death…
────୨ৎ──── ────୨ৎ──── ─── Telemachus paced furiously through the ruined village, his hands clenched into tight fists, his breathing ragged. The fires still burned around them, the scent of blood thick in the air, but he didn’t care. All he could think about was him. Raphael had been right there. Right there. Wounded. Weak. He could have ended him. He could have killed that bastard and taken her and Adonis back where they belonged.
And yet—he had let him slip away. Again.
“Damn it!” Telemachus roared, driving his fist into the nearest wall. The wood splintered beneath his strength, but the pain did nothing to soothe the rage boiling inside him. His chest heaved, his body trembling with frustration, with regret, with an overwhelming sense of failure. Florus and Acrisios exchanged a look before stepping forward cautiously.
“Telemachus,” Acrisios started, his voice level but firm. “Enough.”
“Enough?!” Telemachus spun on them, his blue eyes wild with fury. “I could have killed him! I could have ended all of this tonight, and now—” His breath shuddered as he ran a hand through his sweat dampened hair. “Now he’s just going to run back to her, to my son—” His voice broke on the last word, rage giving way to something rawer. Florus placed a steady hand on his shoulder, but Telemachus shrugged it off, his body still thrumming with barely restrained anger.
“I should have finished it,” he growled, his jaw tightening. “I should have killed him right then and there.”
Acrisios sighed, crossing his arms. “And what then?” he asked, his tone calm, almost weary. “You think just cutting him down would have magically fixed everything? You think Skiaphos would have just let you walk out with y/n and Adonis without a fight?”
“I don’t care!” Telemachus snapped, stepping toward him. “I would’ve fought them all if I had to! I—” His breath hitched, his body shaking with barely contained frustration. “I’m tired of waiting. Tired of sitting around while that bastard plays house with my family.”
Florus sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose before stepping in front of him again. “Telemachus, I get it. Gods, I get it. But going in blind is going to get you killed, and then what?” He gestured vaguely at the smoldering ruins around them. “You want y/n to trade one captor for another? You think Adonis needs to grow up knowing his father got himself killed because he couldn’t think straight?”
That hit like a punch to the gut. Telemachus exhaled sharply, his shoulders slumping just slightly. He turned away from them, his hands still shaking as he tried to force himself to breathe. “I can’t keep waiting,” he murmured, voice raw. “I won’t.”
Acrisios placed a hand on his shoulder this time, firm and grounding. “Then we plan. Properly this time. No more reckless fights. No more wasted chances.”
Florus nodded. “We’ll get her back, Telemachus. Both of them.”
Telemachus swallowed hard, his jaw tightening as he stared at the distant horizon—the direction Raphael had fled.
Next time, there would be no escape.
——
The Greek camp was alive with the scent of burning wood and the distant sounds of wounded Skiaphian prisoners being corralled together. But none of that mattered to Eurymachus—not when he was admiring his prize.
She was a young Skiaphian woman, terrified but silent, her dark eyes darting between him and the others as she sat stiffly near his tent. Eurymachus smirked, crossing his arms over his chest. Finally. After all the bloodshed, the long campaigns, the endless nights of fighting, he earned this.
Cassander, however, had other thoughts. “Oh, come on,” Cassander groaned, throwing up his hands. “This is bullshit.”
Eurymachus arched a brow, turning to him with an amused smirk. “Excuse me?”
Cassander jabbed a finger at him, then at the woman. “I did the most fighting today. Who was the one holding the front line? Me. Who took down three Skiaphian warriors while you were fumbling around with some half dead old man? Me.” He gestured wildly. “By all rights, I should get her.”
Eurymachus scoffed. “Oh, please. You got lucky. And besides, you already have a bad habit of losing your war prizes, Cassander.” He smirked, jabbing him in the ribs. “Maybe I should hold onto this one for safekeeping.”
Cassander looked deeply, personally offended. “Excuse me?!”
The two of them started bickering, voices rising as they shoved at each other, completely forgetting about the war prize in question.
And then—Druses arrived.
The moment his towering form loomed over them, both Eurymachus and Cassander immediately shut their mouths. Druses crossed his arms, his purple eyes narrowed with deep, exhausted irritation. He let the silence hang for a moment before finally speaking.
“What,” he said slowly, “are you idiots fighting about?”
Cassander and Eurymachus both started talking at once. “She should be mine—”
“No, I deserve her—”
“I did the most killing today, obviously—”
“Oh, shove it—”
Druses sighed through his nose, his expression darkening as he pinched the bridge of his nose. “Gods above, I hate you both.” Then, without another word, he grabbed the war prize by the arm, yanked her to her feet, and started leading her away.
“Wait—what the fuck?” Eurymachus sputtered. “Where are you—?”
Druses shot them both a sharp, withering glare. “You’re grounded from war prizes. Maybe if you two learned how to shut up and act like warriors instead of spoiled children, you’d earn them back.”
Cassander blinked, his mouth opening and closing like a fish before he turned to Eurymachus. “Did—did we just get grounded?”
Eurymachus groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “Un-fucking-believable.”
——
Eurymachus and Cassander were sulking.
It had been hours since Druses unfairly took their war prize, and neither of them were handling it well. They lingered near Druses’ tent like stray dogs, watching as he kept the woman near him—their woman, mind you—as if she was some fragile thing that needed protecting.
“This is bullshit,” Cassander muttered under his breath, arms crossed as he scowled. “We earned her.”
Eurymachus nodded vehemently. “Exactly. Druses didn’t even do anything. He just walked over, took her, and now he’s acting like he’s her fucking guardian or something.”
Cassander scoffed. “We should just take her back.”
Eurymachus grinned. “I like the way you think.”
The two of them strutted toward Druses, who was standing with his back turned, arms crossed as he kept an eye on the war prize. The moment they got close enough, Cassander reached out to grab her wrist— And was promptly kicked straight in the chest.
Cassander let out a wheeze as he was sent flying backward, landing in the dirt with a pathetic grunt. Eurymachus had just enough time to blink before Druses swung around and kicked him too, sending him crashing down right next to Cassander. Druses glared down at them, unimpressed. “I told you two idiots to quit it.”
Eurymachus groaned, rubbing his chest. “Gods, you kick hard.”
Cassander groaned in agreement, still sprawled in the dirt. “I think he cracked a rib.”
Druses rolled his eyes before turning away, clearly thinking the conversation was over. Cassander and Eurymachus exchanged a look. Then—
“Alright,” Eurymachus whispered. “New plan.”
They scrambled up, lunging forward again— Druses elbowed Eurymachus in the face without even looking, sending him straight back down. Cassander managed to get a hand on the woman’s arm before Druses grabbed him by the back of the tunic and threw him like a sack of grain.
The two of them groaned on the ground, again, glaring up at Druses, who merely crossed his arms, looking deeply unimpressed. “You’re both pathetic,” he deadpanned.
Before they could launch another complaint—
A tense, heavy silence fell over the camp.
Eurymachus and Cassander froze. Druses tensed slightly. Even the war prize shifted uncomfortably. They didn’t need to turn around to know who had just arrived. Slowly, they looked over their shoulders—and there stood Telemachus.
And he looked furious.
His jaw was clenched, his blue eyes stormy, his posture rigid as he stalked toward them. His sword was still strapped to his hip, his hands twitching like he was dying to use it. Eurymachus and Cassander immediately straightened up, all traces of their whining gone.
Druses exhaled sharply through his nose, giving them both a look before stepping forward. “Something happen?” he asked, his voice the only one daring to break the silence. Telemachus’ gaze flicked to him briefly before settling back on Eurymachus and Cassander. The two of them stiffened under the weight of it.
“Get your shit together,” Telemachus ordered, his voice low, dangerous. “Now.”
Neither of them hesitated.
“Y-yes, sir,” Eurymachus stammered.
Cassander nodded quickly. “Of course, boss. You got it.”
Druses just sighed, rubbing his temples. “Idiot children,” he muttered.
——
The camp was quiet, save for the crackling of dying fires and the occasional murmur of restless sleep. The scent of blood and smoke from their recent raid still clung to the air, but exhaustion had forced even the most hardened warriors into slumber. Telemachus lay on his side, one hand resting on the hilt of his sword, his breaths deep but never fully relaxed. He didn’t trust the silence. He never did.
And then—
A sharp whistle.
A second later, a flaming arrow slammed into one of the tents, setting it ablaze.
Then another.
And another.
Shouts erupted as men jolted awake, confusion twisting into panic as the fires spread.
“AMBUSH!”
The warning cry barely had time to leave someone’s mouth before Skiaphian warriors surged into the camp, blades gleaming under the firelight. The Greeks scrambled for their weapons, still sluggish with sleep, as the enemy descended upon them like vultures. Telemachus was up in an instant, sword drawn as he narrowly dodged a spear aimed at his chest. He swung, cutting the enemy down, his mind snapping into battle mode.
A few feet away, Cassander was still wrestling his way out of his bedroll when a Skiaphian soldier lunged at him. “Wait, wait, I’m not even awake yet—!” He barely managed to roll aside, grabbing his shield and bashing it into the attacker’s face.
Eurymachus, on the other hand, had simply punched the first guy he saw, still half-asleep. “Who the fuck—” He finally registered what was happening, eyes widening. “Oh. Oh, shit.” He grabbed his sword just in time to block another strike.
Druses, already on his feet, was grinning. He twirled his twin daggers in his hands, purple eyes gleaming under the firelight as he dove into the fray. He cut through the enemy with brutal efficiency, laughing under his breath. “Oh, Enyo’s going to love this.”
Florus had woken up swinging, his movements precise and controlled, but there was a deep-seated frustration in his eyes. “I knew we should’ve set up more defenses,” he muttered, slashing an enemy down.
Acrisios had barely gotten his helmet on before he was forced into a clash, his strikes heavy and merciless. “Where the fuck did they come from?!”
“They must’ve followed us from the last raid,” Telemachus gritted out, driving his sword into another soldier’s gut before turning to scan the battlefield. The camp was in chaos. Tents were burning, men were shouting, the sound of metal clashing filled the night air.
And then—
From the trees, more Skiaphians emerged. Telemachus’ eyes narrowed. They weren’t just here to fight. They were here to finish them. And he’d be damned if he let that happen. “Everyone—hold the line!” he roared, gripping his sword tighter. “We end this now!”
And with that, they charged.The camp was hellfire. Smoke and ash filled the air, mixing with the scent of blood and sweat. The Greeks fought viciously, their initial sluggishness from sleep now fully burned away by the raw instinct to survive. But the Skiaphians weren’t relenting. They pushed harder, their numbers greater than expected, their blades seeking Greek throats, their arrows finding flesh.
And then—
A roar cut through the chaos.
Antinous.
He stormed into the fray like a wrathful beast, his sword already drenched in enemy blood. His long red cloak billowed behind him as he slammed his blade through a Skiaphian’s chest before violently ripping it out. His eyes were wild, teeth bared in a snarl. “Oh, finally!” he growled, cutting another enemy down.
Cassander, still mid-fight, snorted. “Late as always—” He had to duck as Antinous swung his sword a little too close to his head.
Antinous smirked. “Whoops.”
Telemachus was cutting through enemies with precision, his face grim, focused. “We need to push them back!” he called out. “They’re trying to surround us—”
Then a Skiaphian spear whizzed past his face. His eyes snapped to the source—Florus, standing his ground, striking down an enemy, his movements fluid. But then—
It happened too fast.
A blur of motion.
A blade—jagged, brutal—piercing through Florus’ stomach from behind.
For a moment, it was like the battle paused.
Florus stiffened, his breath catching as blood dripped from his lips. His green eyes widened—not in fear, but in stunned realization. His sword slipped from his fingers.
Then—
The Skiaphian soldier twisted the blade. Florus let out a strangled gasp, his body jerking forward. Pisistratus turned just in time to see it happen. “FLORUS!”
But before anyone could react, the enemy ripped the blade out and shoved Florus forward. He collapsed onto his knees. His breath was ragged, uneven. Blood seeped through his armor, staining the ground beneath him.
Antinous, who had just cut down an enemy near him, turned—then froze.
Florus’ body swayed.
Then—he fell.
“No—!” Acrisios dropped his weapon and lunged forward, catching Florus just before he hit the ground. His hands pressed against the wound, desperate, shaking. “Florus, stay with me—stay with us—”
Florus’ lips parted, but no words came out—only a weak, shuddering breath. Telemachus was already hacking his way toward them, eyes dark with fury. Antinous, silent for the first time—just stared. His grip on his sword tightened so hard his knuckles turned white.
Cassander and Eurymachus, who had been bickering just moments ago, stood frozen in place. Druses, blood dripping from his daggers, glanced over—and his expression darkened.
The war still raged around them, but in that moment, none of them cared.
Florus was dying.
And the Skiaphians were about to pay for it.
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Love at First Sight (According to Nagumo, Anyway) Part 2
I honestly didn't think this story would be as popular as it was. Here is part two. I love this man! Requests are open for him!
The bell above the door jingled as you stepped into Sakamoto’s convenience store for the second night in a row. The fluorescent lights buzzed softly, casting a dim glow over the aisles of instant noodles and neatly stacked snack packs. It was late, you were exhausted, and the only thing keeping you upright was the promise of caffeine.
What you didn’t expect was the man waiting for you like a lovesick puppy.
Nagumo was already there—this time perched cross-legged on the counter, juggling a few snack packs with the effortless grace of someone who had far too much energy for this hour. The motion was fluid, almost mesmerizing, but it all came to a screeching halt the moment he caught sight of you.
His entire face lit up like a firework.
“She’s back,” he breathed, voice dripping with awe, as if your mere presence had turned his world right-side up again. All at once, he lost control of his juggling act, snacks tumbling to the floor and rolling away unnoticed. In one smooth motion, he leapt off the counter, landing in front of you with the practiced ease of a man who had spent his life making grand entrances.
You blinked at him, unimpressed. “...Do I know you?”
Nagumo froze mid-smirk.
Behind him, Sakamoto let out a long-suffering sigh from his place behind the register, his expression screaming, why is this my life?
Nagumo, however, looked as if you had just physically struck him. His hand clutched his chest dramatically, eyes wide with betrayal. “You—” He pointed at himself. “Don’t remember me?”
Your gaze flickered over him. Messy hair, smug yet strangely charming grin, an energy that radiated mischief and unwavering confidence—none of it rang a bell. “No?”
Nagumo staggered back, gripping the counter for support as if he had taken a mortal wound. “No?” he echoed in disbelief.
Sakamoto rubbed his temples, not even bothering to look up. “She was exhausted last time. You probably didn’t leave much of an impression.”
Nagumo gasped, turning on him like he’d just been betrayed a second time. “How could I not leave an impression?!”
Sakamoto shrugged, utterly indifferent.
Nagumo turned back to you, determination blazing in his sharp eyes. “Okay, okay. Let’s fix this.” He smoothed out his jacket, took a deep breath, and then flashed you the most dazzling smile he could muster. It was the kind of smile that could sell you anything, the kind that dripped with charm and dangerous intent all at once.
“I’m Nagumo. Master of disguise, incredibly skilled assassin, and—most importantly—your future husband.”
You stared at him, then glanced at Sakamoto for confirmation. “He’s joking, right?”
Sakamoto didn’t even glance up. “I wish.”
Nagumo pouted, but there was an eager glint in his eyes, as if he found your skepticism utterly endearing. “Come on, don’t look at me like that. We had a moment yesterday.”
You squinted. “When?”
“When you spoke to me,” he said, as if that explained everything. “That word made me fall in love with you even more.”
“…Move?”
Nagumo sighed dreamily. “She said it again. My heart cannot take it.”
You exhaled sharply and stepped past him toward the fridge, your patience already wearing thin. “Listen, I’ve had a long day, I’m tired, and I just want my coffee. I can’t… I don’t… I want nothing to do with this.” You scrubbed your eyes tiredly. Maybe it wasn’t them; maybe you were hallucinating. That would make more sense than this…
Nagumo followed, utterly undeterred. “I can make your days better, you know. Imagine this: you wake up, and I’m already making breakfast—probably something impressive, like a perfect omelet. Followed by a back massage. Then, we go on a date. Maybe just the park. Maybe Paris. I’m flexible. I am very flexible, if you know what I mean.” His eyes wiggled frantically in front of your face.
You grabbed a can of coffee and shut the fridge door in his face.
“Not interested in you or how flexible you are.”
Nagumo gasped, reeling back as if you had just delivered a killing blow. He turned to Sakamoto, devastated. “She rejected me again.”
Sakamoto, unbothered, continued ringing up your drink. “You’re surprised? You’re being a creep.”
Nagumo turned back to you, his expression shifting from mock devastation to something more resolute. His amber eyes softened, but the mischief never fully left them. “That’s okay. I love a challenge.”
You groaned, trudging toward the register. “This is harassment.”
Nagumo grinned, trailing after you. “It’s romance.”
Sakamoto sighed, tapping the loudly beeping register. “Please stop encouraging him. ”
Nagumo placed a hand over his heart as if making a solemn vow. “I am but a humble man in love, Sakamoto. I will make her see how I am her perfect husband.”
You paid, took your drink, and turned toward the exit. “I’m leaving now.”
Nagumo leaned against the counter, watching you go with the kind of expression that belonged in a dramatic romance film. “See you tomorrow, my dear. I’ll be waiting! Your devoted husband-to-be…”
You didn’t even dignify that with a response.
The moment the door shut behind you, Nagumo exhaled sharply, slumping onto the counter. His fingers curled into his jacket as he stared at the door with an expression of pure longing.
“Man, she’s perfect.”
Sakamoto gave him a flat look. “You’re a disaster.”
Nagumo grinned, undeterred. “A romantic disaster.”
Outside, you cracked open the ice-cold coffee. “I gotta find a new convenience store. This one is full of weirdos. Assassin my ass.”
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Lando taps your car, sending you into a devastating crash that leaves you in critical condition, shocking the F1 world.
"And here we go, ladies and gentlemen! It’s an intense fight for P3 between McLaren’s Lando Norris and Aston Martin’s Y/N L/N! With just six laps to go, neither driver is willing to give an inch!"
"Y/N has been absolutely stellar today. She’s held off both Ferraris, she’s fought wheel-to-wheel with Hamilton, and now she’s desperately defending against Norris, who has the pace advantage on those fresher tires."
"Lando’s got the DRS down the straight—he’s closing in rapidly! Y/N moves to the inside to cover it off, but Norris feints left, then right—trying to force an error. She doesn’t budge! This is masterclass defending!"
"This is nail-biting stuff! Lando looks to the outside into Turn 9, but Y/N holds firm! Oh, she’s squeezing him wide, making sure he has no space to switch back! That’s absolutely brilliant racecraft!"
"You can hear the tension in the crowd, Ted. Every single fan is on their feet! They know how much this podium means to Y/N—she’s been fighting all season for this moment!"
"But Lando is relentless, Crofty! He’s going to try again—this battle isn’t over!"
"And here they come into Turn 10—Norris is going for it! He’s sending it up the inside—"
"OH NO! CONTACT! CONTACT! Y/N IS AROUND! SHE’S GONE STRAIGHT INTO THE WALL!"
"THAT IS A MASSIVE CRASH! RED FLAG! RED FLAG IMMEDIATELY!"
"Oh my god—Y/N’s car is destroyed! The impact—she’s hit that barrier head-on at full speed! This is a horrifying accident!"
"There’s debris everywhere, Crofty! The car snapped around instantly when Lando tapped her rear tire—she was a complete passenger! There was nothing she could do!"
"The medical teams are already sprinting to the scene. This does not look good."
"We have radio from Lando Norris—"
"‘No, no, no, no—oh my god—NO! Is she okay?! Please tell me she’s okay! I—oh my god—I didn’t mean to! I didn’t mean to!’"
"Lando Norris is in absolute distress. You can hear it in his voice—he’s completely shattered."
"‘I touched her tire—I didn’t mean to! Oh god, please—tell me she’s moving! I—fuck, I’m so sorry!’"
"Lando is crying over the radio. He can barely breathe between his words."
"This is utterly heartbreaking, Crofty. He knows this is serious. He knows how bad this looks."
"‘I can’t—oh god, please, please let her be okay—’"
"His engineer is trying to calm him down, but Lando isn’t responding properly—he’s in complete shock."
"McLaren is calling him into the pits, but I don’t even think he’s hearing them right now, Ted. He sounds absolutely broken."
"You can hear a pin drop in the grandstands. No one is speaking. The entire pit lane is frozen, staring at the screens in horror."
"The medical teams have arrived, but we still have no word on Y/N’s condition. They’ve pulled a privacy screen up around the wreckage—"
"That’s never a good sign. We’ve seen it before, and it never gets easier. This is the worst-case scenario."
"Drivers are being told to return to the pit lane. Max Verstappen, Charles Leclerc, Lewis Hamilton… none of them are speaking. Even over the radios, there’s nothing but stunned silence."
"This is the darkest moment we’ve seen in Formula 1 for years."
"We’re receiving an update now—Y/N is being transported to the medical center. Reports indicate that she is in critical condition. The impact was catastrophic."
"This is an absolute nightmare. Lando Norris, McLaren, Aston Martin—no one wanted this. No one."
"For now, all we can do is wait… and hope."
"All thoughts are with Y/N, her family, and the entire F1 community."
A/N: a little drabble because I had a shitty day :(
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You're the Only Girl For Me - Chapter 33
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September 4th 2021
Airielle jumped as Josh got out of the car and slammed the door behind him. She could feel Mercedes, Bianca, and Trin looking at her but kept her eyes lowered as she climbed out of the car.
She felt like shit for accusing him of lying but there was no way Yara and Raymond would go through all that work to change the date of a video. Given, Airielle and Josh weren’t together but he also said that the only time he fucked her was at his apartment and that video definitely wasn’t at his apartment.
When she entered the hotel lobby Josh was waiting for her by the elevator with a pair of her slippers. She didn’t even notice them when he got out of the car earlier. “Thank you.” She whispered as he bent down to help her take off her boots.
“C’mon Rih, I'm tired,” Josh mumbled as he stood up and held his hand out for her. She shook her head and stepped back.
“I think I’m going to stay with Trin and Jon tonight.” She said then looked over at Trinity who looked like a deer caught in headlights. “Can I stay with y’all tonight?”
“Oh, uh…” Trinity trailed off between Josh and Airelle. Josh's jaw was clenched tight as he damn near stared a hole in the side of Airielle’s face.
“Airielle -”
“Josh I can’t okay? You’re angry and…” She paused and took a deep breath as an image of Christopher hitting her every single time he was angry at her came flashing in her mind. “I just can’t”
Josh’s features softened as he noticed how her hands were shaking. He took a step closer to Airielle. “Rih, you know I’d never put my hands on you. No matter how angry I am.” His voice was low and sincere, his eyes locking with hers as he spoke as if to remind her that she was safe with him. Airielle closed her eyes and nodded her head. She knew Josh would never lay a hand on her in that way but… she was still shaken. Christopher was still lurking around and her mother had shown up out of the blue. Airielle didn’t even know if she was in the right state of mind to make any decisions tonight.
“Okay.” Josh sighed, “You want me to bring your bag over there?”
Airielle nodded and walked up to him. He immediately took her into his arms. “I’m sorry.” She whispered into his chest. He said nothing, just held onto her tighter.
“I’ll bring your stuff over.” He gave her one last longing look before pressing the call button for the elevator and stepping inside. As the elevator doors closed, he refused to make eye contact with her. Airielle sighed and looked over at Trinity who gave her a small smile.
“It's gonna be okay friend.”
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“You think I’m being stupid don’t you?” Airielle and Trinity sat on the balcony of Trinity and Jon’s hotel room, sharing a bottle of wine.
Trinity sighed and sat her wine glass down. “Yes and No, You went through some traumatic ass shit and you haven’t really talked about it. But, Josh isn’t like Chris and I think you know this. He would never put his hands on you.”
Airielle remained silent as she pulled her knees up to her chest and laid her head on them. “I don’t want to lose him Trin.”
Trinity scoffed and set her wine glass down. She turned so she was facing Airielle. “Girl, look at me.” Airielle sighed and lifted her head to look at Trinity. “That man loves you, sis. You could spit in his face and he would forgive you five seconds later.”
“So what should I do?”
Trinity huffed. “Girl.. go back to your room and apologize to your man. Like you told me the video was before y’all got back together and you don’t even know if they actually fucked. He was open and honest about the Tracy situation, why do you think he would lie to you now?”
Airielle sighed and threw back the rest of her wine. She knew Trin was right. Josh had gone above and beyond to prove the lies Tracy had spewed were false so if he did sleep with Yara more than once, why would he lie about it?
“What if -”
“There are no what ifs” Trinity cut her off. “You have been through a lot when it comes to men and trusting them but Josh has been nothing but open with you. And if you're going to make this work, you have to let go of the past.”
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Josh awoke from his sleep at the sound of the hotel door being opened and closed. He hopped up from the bed ready to defend himself until he saw Airielle shuffle into the room. He watched as she set her duffle bag and suitcase down by the entrance. He let out a sigh and sat back down on the bed. He looked at the alarm clock that was situated on the end table. It read 3:30 am. He had just closed his eyes about 10 minutes ago.
“Wassup Rih?” He asked, his voice thick with sleep. “I thought you were sleeping in Jon’s room tonight.”
“I was.” She replied softly after a moment of silence. She cleared her throat and shuffled closer to the bed. “I talked with Trinity and she made me see how wrong I was - am,” Josh said nothing and Airielle could feel his stare on her. Airielle hesitated for a moment, the weight of his silence hanging heavily in the air. She had come here to make things right, but now that she was standing in front of him, the words felt harder to say.
“Airielle” He started but she quickly shook her head and cut him off.
“No please let me… just.” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. “I’m sorry.” She whispered, finally bringing her eyes up from the carpet to look at him. He was still staring at her, what shocked her was how soft his eyes were, there was no indication that he was pissed with her. He was looking at her like he always did, his eyes were full of love and understanding and it made Airielle feel worse.
“I’ve been pushing you away since Abigail came back and… I know I hurt you and it wasn’t my intention. Earlier at the bar, I uh, when Raymond showed me that video I saw it as a way out. A way that would justify me running away and I’m sorry.”
“I forgive you,” Josh said immediately. “We both did some shit to hurt the other person but let this be the last time Rih. I don’t know how much more I can take.” Josh exhaled slowly, his eyes softening as he looked at her. "I don’t want to give up on us, Rih. But I need to know that you’re in this with me, fully. No more pushing, no more walls between us. We’ve both got things to work on, but we can’t keep doing this, I can’t keep doing this.”
“I’m here.” She said and she climbed onto the bed. “I’m in this, all the way. I don’t want to keep shutting you out. I want to be with you—fully with you. I don’t want to lose you.” Josh opened up his arms and Airielle immediately shuffled over to him. When she finally curled into him, he let out a small, relieved breath, pulling her close and holding her against his chest.
“You not gon lose me Rih. Just let me be there for you. No more running, no more pushing me away.”
Airielle nodded against his chest. Her tears ran down her face and onto his bare chest. “I don’t want to lose you,” she said again, crying harder into his chest. I can't lose you.”
It was like a light went off in Josh’s head. Airielle needed reassurance. She needed to feel secure in his love, to know, without a doubt, that no matter what, he wasn’t going anywhere. He knew he played a part in her insecurities with the whole Yara situation.
He gently tilted her head up so she was looking at him, wiping the tears from her cheeks with his thumb. His voice was soft, but firm, the kind of voice that carried a sense of resolve.
“You’re not gonna lose me, Rih. I’m right here, okay? I’m not going anywhere. We’ve been through too much to just throw it all away. You’ve got me, and I��ve got you. Always. You’re my person, and I’m not giving up on us. Not now, not ever. I love you”
“I love you too.” She whispered back and Josh smiled. He maneuvered them so they were lying down and she was still cuddled into his arms.
“Next time you want some space from me, don’t go to Jon’s he already texted my phone talking bout he gon have two baddies in his bed tonight.” Airielle couldn't help but burst into laughter at his words, her head still resting on his chest. She lifted her gaze to meet his, eyebrows raised in amusement. “Was so close to going over there and dragging you back here.”
She rolled her eyes with a giggle and leaned up to press a soft kiss to his lips. “Thank you.” She said as she pulled away. “For giving me another chance.”
Josh’s smile softened, his eyes looking at her with a mix of warmth and sincerity. He gently cupped her cheek, his thumb tracing the curve of her jaw as he leaned in to kiss her again, this time deeper and more lingering.
“You don’t gotta thank me” he murmured against her lips, his voice steady and sure. “I love you and I’m not going anywhere.”
Authors Note: Omg.. look at them 🥹. So proud of Airiellle.
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I still think rally racer liaison driving Swerve in a sticky situation would be cool as hell. Swerve would be tired as shit but Rally giving him a pep/ you did so well talk would be more effective than the usual sort he gets. Perhaps the exercise cyberdopamine hit would perk him up a bit too.. I wonder if it works like tht if someone is commanding the movement of your body 🤔
Rally Buddy is back!
Hope you enjoy!
Buddy the Rally Racer driving Swerve
SFW, Platonic, Human reader
MTMTE
The off world planetary visit was Rodimus’s idea.
He managed to convince Magnus and Megatron that it was good for the crew.
Rally truthfully thought that he was just getting a bit tired of being in the ship for so long.
The nearest planet was a bit hostile to Cybertronians.
Good thing that the bots could simply go into their holoforms from the ship.
The only problem was getting Rally over there with everyone else.
They couldn’t exactly spawn into the area like they could.
Rally: “What if I just drove in someone’s alt mode?” Rodimus: “Hmm, guess that would make sense. Alright then, who—” Rally: “I choose Swerve.” Rodimus: “What?” Magnus: “What?” Megatron: “What?” Whirl: “What?” Several other bots: “What?” Swerve: “HUH!?” Rodimus: “Why him?” Rally: “He has the least flashy alt mode and small enough not to draw attention.” Swerve deflates a bit. Rally: “And I trust Swerve more to drive me there in one piece and with my lunch still in me.” Swerve perks up a bit as Rodimus groans. Rodimus: “That was one time!” Rally: “One time too many Roddy. Swerve lets start heading out.”
For once everything was going right.
Everyone was behaving, even Whirl was a bit tamer than usual.
The drinks were nice, and it was a nice change in scenery.
And the inevitable bar fight wasn’t even their fault!
The small fight between bar patrons got ugly quickly as Rodimus made the call to have everyone get back to the ship.
Most of the bots holoforms ended up vanishing into thin air as soon as they were in the clear.
Swerve made sure to grab Rally’s hand as they navigated the messy bar to his alt mode.
Only one problem…
It seemed that something was wrong with Swerve’s ability to control his engine and overall ability to move by himself.
But all other functions worked manually.
Swerve: “Ah man! This does not look good! Do you think they noticed we left the bar? Wait do you think that they know what a cybertronian alt mode looks like?” Rally: “Swerve? Swerve buddy listen to me.” They pat the seat to get his attention. Rally: “Listen, we’re going to be just fine.” Swerve: “How?! I can’t move and we need to get to the ship—” Rally: “Which is why I’m going to drive!” Swerve: “Wait what?” Rally: “You can’t exactly move, but all other functions work right?” Swerve: “Yeah.” Rally: “I can drive us back to the ship. Its probably going to feel weird and all, but you gotta trust me on this Swerve.” Swerve: “All right Rally…” Rally pats again, much softer this time. Rally: “Hey, we’ll be okay. Your alt mode isn’t a formula one, but its got speed and durability. And those are two things we need right now. We got this Swerve. Now say it, We’re gonna make it!” Swerve: “We’re gonna make it.” Rally: “C’mon! Louder!” Swerve: “We’re gonna make it!” Rally gets into the driver’s seat. Rally: “Just tell the others to get the door open. We are coming in hot!” Swerve: “Yeah! Wait wh—AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!” Rally slams the gas, laughing while Swerve screams a bit.
Now Rally’s reputation of being a former racer isn’t well known on the ship.
It’s more of an obscure fact that gets brought up every blue moon or every other month.
Swerve was one of the first ton the ship to know about Rally’s past.
He has most of their recorded races.
But being the car under Rally’s hands was a completely different experience.
It was exciting and terrifying.
Exciting because Rally was driving and pulling stunts on his alt mode that he would have never thought about doing.
Terrifying because he has to trust the Rally won’t wreck him.
He won’t be able to stop them if something were to happen.
Skids and Chromedome are by the open door. Chromedome: “You think they’re, okay?” Skids: “Have some faith Chromedome. I’m sure they’re fine. See! There’s Swerve right there.” Chromedome: “…Isn’t it a bit weird that he isn’t slowing down?” Skids: “Kind of—GET DOWN!” Both bots duck down as Swerve/Rally used a rock ramp and flew straight into the ship. Swerve/Rally skids a bit before stopping. Skids: “Geez Swerve! A little warning next—” Swerve/Rally suddenly raced down the hall, drifting at the last second at the corner. Skids: “…What was that?” Chromedome: “I don’t think I’ve seen Swerve even drift before.” Meanwhile at the medbay… Swerve: “SLOW DOWN! SLOW DOWN!” Swerve/ Rally drifts straight into the medbay, startling the medics before doing a donut and stopping. Rally: “We did it Swerve! You did amazing!” Swerve was trying to get over the several exciting/ near death experiences. Swerve: “Yay…” Velocity: “Swerve?” Rally opens the door. Rally: “Can someone take a look at Swerve? He can’t move by himself.”
Swerve gets fixed after a couple of minutes.
Rally stayed by his side the entire time.
The minibot going on and on about how exciting yet terrifying the experience was.
Gives so many compliments and praise to the human that they are just a flustered mess.
News about Swerve/Rally’s drifting and tricks gets around fast.
A few days later, Rally gets a bunch of bots asking to put on a show like the one with Swerve and offering themselves to them to drive.
Magnus has to get involved in making sure there is order in check with the line of bots wanting a turn to get driven.
They also get free drinks at Swerve’s for an entire week.
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You made me hate you
Part 4
Bucky x reader
Warnings: ok now they really hate each other, really angsty part and a lot of swearing (again)
Summary: A not so nice morning in the kitchen with Sam and Bucky
A/N: I couldn’t wait any longer haha so enjoy this part :)
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Five months. Five months of avoiding each other like the plague. And when we do run into each other? Jesus Christ, even Captain America himself would bolt from the room.
Barnes has gotten a little more… how do I put it? Confident. In the wrong way. About three months ago, he was still trying to talk to me, still trying to convince me—just like everyone else. But I wouldn’t give in. I would never forgive him. Maybe after all this time, it seems childish, but I didn’t care. I stood firmly on my ground.
And once everyone realized I wasn’t going to change my mind, that’s when things started heating up. Barnes was starting to get so cocky. The worse my remarks got, the more he started snapping back at me. I could see I was driving him insane—not that it was my intention. I just didn’t want to see him. But since he was already there, I couldn’t stop myself from throwing sharp comments his way. Until, finally, he had enough and started fighting back.
“Fuck, Sam, I swear I tried everything. But she wouldn’t even let me get a word in. I’m so done with this. Guess some amends just can’t be made.”
I walked into the kitchen with every intention of ignoring Barnes and making myself a great breakfast.
“Morning, Wilson.”
“Hey, Y/L/N.”
I could tell Sam was uncomfortable, but that didn’t stop him from asking a stupid question.
“So, Bucky and I were about to go for a run. Do you wanna join us?”
Oh God. Pathetic.
Barnes practically choked on his coffee, barely stopping himself from suffocating (what a shame that would be).
“If I were you, I wouldn’t let him outside. He might ‘accidentally’ run over someone and then claim he was forced to do it.”
Oh, I knew that one was going to hurt. But it rolled off my tongue so sweetly that I couldn’t stop myself.
Barnes threw his cup against the wall. Sam flinched slightly.
“You are a cunt, you know that?”
Bucky stepped closer like he was about to throw hands. I got up immediately.
“What? You gonna kill me too now? Finally finish collecting the whole family, asshole?”
And he just stared.
Nothingness in his eyes.
I wanted it to hurt. I wanted him to feel exactly the way I did. But strangely, there was no satisfaction in seeing him suffer. It wasn’t as enjoyable as I had imagined. So much time had passed, my rage had only grown, and yet… I couldn’t put a name to that stupid feeling inside me. Oh no, it definitely wasn’t sympathy or guilt—it was just exhausting.
For the first time, I saw something in his eyes. Fear?
I didn’t care to figure it out. Not at that moment.
“Fuck you,” was all he said before leaving the kitchen.
I sat down with a small smirk but also with a hint of uncertainty (hopefully, it didn’t show).
“Um, so that went well?”
Sam, not knowing what else to do, sat down with me.
“Y/N, aren’t you tired of this?”
The bastard could actually read my mind sometimes.
“Despite everything, you two have a lot in common. He was under HYDRA, you had NEXUS. You really should—”
I couldn’t listen to him any longer.
“Despite everything? You mean the fact that he killed my sister? And HYDRA? NEXUS? We have nothing in common. I never killed anyone for someone else. No one ever controlled me like some brainless puppet!”
“Because Fury saved you! You little brat! You think you wouldn’t have done the same as him if Nick hadn’t stepped in?”
Silence.
A long, awkward silence.
I had no idea how to respond. And I sure as hell wasn’t about to admit he was right—even if he was.
“I wonder if you’d say the same thing about him if Fury hadn’t shown up back then. You need to get it together, Y/N, because everyone is tired of your shit.”
Sam stood up, looked at me, and walked out.
I couldn’t admit he was right. I couldn’t get rid of the fog in my head. That horrible memory.
I refused to back down.
The kitchen felt emptier than before.
Sam’s words hung in the air like a goddamn storm cloud, suffocating me, pressing against my chest. "Everyone is tired of your shit."
I clenched my fists. Fuck him. Fuck them all. They didn’t get it. They weren’t the ones who had to wake up every morning and remember that someone ripped their soul apart like it was nothing. They weren’t the ones who had to stand in the same room as the murderer and pretend like he was just another member of the goddamn team.
I grabbed a piece of toast and took a slow bite, staring at the shattered ceramic from Bucky’s cup still lying on the floor. Someone else could clean it up. I wasn’t going to.
The compound was quiet now, except for the faint hum of the fridge and the distant sound of traffic outside. I let myself breathe. But my hands were still shaking.
Then I heard it—the door slamming shut.
I exhaled through my nose, already knowing who it was.
“What the fuck do you want now, Barnes?”
Silence.
I turned my head slightly, and there he was, standing in the doorway, arms crossed, jaw tight. He looked like he hadn’t cooled down one bit since storming out of here a few minutes ago.
“I’m not done talking.”
I let out a dry laugh. “That’s funny, I could’ve sworn you told Sam you were done trying.”
His nostrils flared. Good. I wanted him angry. I wanted him to feel something.
He took a step forward. “You don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about, Y/N.”
I shot him a look. “Oh, I don’t? Enlighten me. Please.”
His eyes darkened. “You think you’re the only one who lost someone? You think you’re the only one who wakes up every day hating the person in the mirror?”
That caught me off guard. For a second. But I didn’t let it show.
“The difference between us, Winter Soldier?” I stood up, stepping closer until there were just inches between us. “I lost my family. You were the one pulling the goddamn trigger.”
He swallowed hard. I saw his fingers twitch—just slightly. Like he wanted to punch a hole in the wall. Or grab something. Maybe grab me.
But he didn’t.
Instead, he let out a bitter chuckle and looked down.
“You think I don’t know that?” His voice was lower now. Tighter. “Every goddamn day, I think about the people I killed. I hear them screaming in my fucking head. And you?” He shook his head, his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek. “You don’t even want revenge anymore. You just want something to be angry at.”
I stiffened.
He saw it. He fucking saw it, and I hated him for it.
“Go to hell, Barnes.”
His lips curled into a humorless smirk. “Already been there, sweetheart.”
And with that, he turned on his heel and left, leaving me standing there, fists clenched, pulse racing, and for the first time in a long time—completely speechless.
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#enemies to lovers#slow burn#marvel#the avengers#white wolf#james buchanan barnes#bucky x reader#bucky x you#sam wilson#captain america#i hate everything#i hate this#winter soldier#soldat#winter soldier x reader#winter soldier x y/n
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I THINK IM BEING STALKED…
valeria garza x fem!reader
you’re being stalked, and valeria is the only one who believes you (bc she’s the stalker!!!). this fic is part of the red flags look pink event. 1.5k words. NSFW at the end but I lost the motivation to get too crazy bc im sick.
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Not that there’s a way to bring it up, but this certainly isn’t it.
“I think I’m being stalked.”
She shifts beside you in bed, but you keep your eyes trained on the ceiling. Her voice is groggy with sleep when she speaks – it’s one of the few mornings you have woken up together, since the nature of your relationship is usually devoid of any emotional attachments. You come and go, off and on, and it is a harmless escape for the both of you. Casual. “Stalked?”
“I’m being stalked. Someone is stalking me,” you state again. You turn and meet her eyes — tired yet always alert even in the early hours.
Valeria lies on her side facing you, processing your statement with unabating intensity. “What makes you say that?”
You hesitate. It all sounds a bit silly when you say it aloud, but there’s no going back. “I saw someone outside my house the other night. It has happened a few times. I see cars I don’t recognize parked nearby, I always feel watched.”
She waits. “Is that it?”
“I keep finding things outside my front door. Expensive things, gifts, things I want that I haven’t told anyone about. There are pictures of me at the most random places, pictures of me at work. And there are these notes…”
“What do they say?”
“They say I should keep it between us,” you shake your head. “That I shouldn’t tell anyone.”
“And you’re telling me?” Valeria asks. Her gaze is sharp, reflective of her tone.
“They’re blackmailing me, Valeria. Digging up things from my past ages ago to try to keep me silent.”
She sits up, pulls the covers over her bare form and shrugs. “What do you want me to do about it?”
You hadn’t considered it. You know about her line of work, that her cartel has given her unimaginable power. Perhaps you thought she would offer you protection. That just being around a woman of such influence would give you a sense of safety – but if that has been what you’ve been searching for this whole time, you’re in for a disappointment.
Valeria is strong – she is sturdy, unwavering. Yet she is volatile.
Meekly you ask: “Do you believe me?”
Valeria considers it. She’s quiet, but after a moment she nods. “Of course I believe you, cariño.”
“No one else does,” you murmur. You’ve tried telling your friends, everyone close to you, everyone short of the police that you firmly believe you are being watched. But so far no one has believed you – no one but Valeria. They laugh it off, tell you that you are being paranoid.
Her voice rings with concern. “How many people have you told?”
“A few…”
“The notes say not to–”
You sit up. “Are you really agreeing with my fucking stalker?”
“No,” Valeria huffs. “I’m only saying that if the notes say to keep quiet about it, then maybe you should– or you should have come to me first.”
You sigh, swinging your legs over the bed and finding the energy to get up. You need some time alone, even if you are never truly alone anymore.
Valeria’s brows furrow. “¿Adónde vas?”
“I have to work,” you lie.
“Fuck your work. Stay with me.”
You hesitate. “And do what? Talk?”
“Are you so averse to talking to me?”
You shake your head and gesture around her bedroom, set on the highest floor of her mansion. “Unlike you, some of us can’t afford a day off.”
“I’ll pay you instead,” she offers. “How much is your wage today?”
While you know her intent isn’t to offend, it’s the last straw. You stand, get dressed, and grab your purse.
“That’s not what I meant,” Valeria attempts, cursing under her breath as she hurries to get dressed across the room. “Wait a second before you–”
You’re already out the door.
When you get home a few hours later from a day out, a small gift bag is at your door. You stand frozen in front of it, hardly able to breathe. It is disgusting in your view, disturbing even to be around, sickening like the bag itself is laced with poison.
You look back. You don’t see anything out of the ordinary, anyone who doesn’t belong on your street. You are still uneasy — your repulsion lingers as you take the gift bag and head inside.
An unsigned Valentine’s Day card, a circular gold locket with your initials engraved. A few thousand dollars in the bottom of the bag like an afterthought. Picture after picture of you – at stoplights, at work, having drinks with your friends.
This time, though, there is no letter. No blackmail, no threats. That – above all – is what has you unnerved. You have nowhere to hide, either. Your stalker knows where you live. They know where you work. They know every detail about your life from all angles and you have no escape.
You can’t call the police. Your ties to Valeria are too strong, it would be more dangerous than beneficial to draw attention to yourself. You call the next best option: Valeria herself.
“I thought you were sick of me,” she says when she answers the phone. “I wasn’t expecting to hear from you for a few weeks.”
“I need you to come over,” you tell her quickly. “They came back, they left something else. I don’t feel safe here alone.”
There’s a brief silence on the other end, and then you hear her grab her car keys. “Stay there. I’ll be right over.”
“Sit down,” Valeria urges. She has made herself at home on your sofa as she watches you pace the room. “I’m here now. No one is going to fuck with you.”
You do feel safer with her here, but the threat still lingers. You can’t distract yourself from the fact that someone is stalking you.
“Come here,” Valeria urges. She reaches for you and you let her tug you down onto the sofa next to her. “Calm down. No one is going to hurt you.”
“How do you know?” You snap. “They could be anywhere. It could be anyone.”
“And if anyone tries to harm you, I’ll shoot them in the fucking face,” Valeria gestures to the gun on your coffee table like it’s a box of candy. “Mírame. You have nothing to worry about.”
You meet her eyes. You take comfort in the sureness in them. Valeria is completely certain of your safety, and you feed on it. You need it.
“You have to take your mind off of all this,” she says softly, shifting to be closer to you, knee bumping against yours and one of her hands taking yours to idly trace patterns on the back. The softness is more domestic than you’re used to, more caring than you ever thought was in bounds. Less casual, yet you know her — you’re well aware of what she’s trying to achieve. “Let me help.”
You will indulge her, always you will, because you can never deny her when she looks at you with such admiration — such need, and she is only satisfied with your closeness. You test her, leaning in slightly and resting a hand on her thigh to gauge her reaction. Yet as soon as you start you give up on timidity — you pull her in to kiss you.
You witness it again, the way she hungers for you. She is insatiable, grabbing at you with a roughness that has you feeling wanted in the best of ways. The way she holds you is nearly in worship, the pride she takes in every gasp she elicits from you, the firmness after she repositions and holds you down onto one of her thighs once your clothes have been almost completely discarded.
Moaning against her lips, you start to grind on her thigh. You’re growing impatient. You crave her, desperate for the attention she is so apt to give, but somehow she is still holding back. To test you, to see how much you really want her.
Your movements falter when her hands find your chest, kneading at your breasts and running her thumbs over your hardened nipples.
Then she stops. She reaches for the bag you found on the porch that you have put on the table beside the sofa.
“What are you doing?” You breathe, letting out a dramatically impatient sigh.
“Put it on,” she holds up the locket, circular and golden, your initials carved in dainty cursive. “I want you to wear it.”
You’re wary, but your hesitation disappears when she grabs your jaw and forces your gaze to hers. “You’re mine.”
She releases you. At your confirmation she fastens the locket around your neck. Not because she gave it to you, you tell yourself. You twist it in any way you can. She’s using it to show that whoever is your stalker can’t have you, and any other excuse you can come up with — because red flags look pink, and all that matters is that you get your release and she gets you.
“¿adónde vas?” = “where are you going?”
“mírame” = “look at me.”
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find my masterlist here and the red flags look pink event here. as always, comments and reblogs are appreciated! :)
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A Batman fanfic idea:
A “Tim gets adopted early” AU but Jason still goes to Ethiopia, still gets betrayed and captured and tortured and dies.
So Batman is losing it. It takes all of Superman’s strength and cunning to keep Batman from killing the joker. And it’s only his youngest son’s voice through the comms who calms him down long enough to be restrained.
But even then, Batman can’t control himself completely. He’s not drinking. He has a child to take care of and he’d die before he turns into the worst kind of father’s Gotham has to offer.
But Dick still hates him and Alfred’s quiet presence isn’t the balm it usually is — instead just reminding him how much he missed Jason’s noise and joy. Of course, little Tim isn’t handling the lose of his brother very well either, the quiet child turning inwards in his grief.
So Batman goes out and with each sunset becomes darker, more violent, more desperate. Sloppy. One night he takes two shots to the back after already tearing his suit. He has no backup. He can’t think of a back up plan.
Once again it’s Tim’s voice, warm and alive, over the comms that gives him the strength to get up and limp into the Batmobile. It’s Tim’s presence that gives him enough strength to come home.
Tim is waiting in the cave for him, refusing to leave as Alfred and Dr. Thompson dig the bullets out of his back and sew his skin closed. Tim holds his hand through it all, never turning those ice blue eyes, even when the tears come.
It’s the last night he’s Batman. He can’t do it anymore, can’t do it to Tim. He can’t make his last son an orphan. Not again.
He tells Alfred first. Then Superman who tells the league. Finally, he calls Dick and tells him the truth, not the lie he told Superman about injuries and rest or the story he spun Alfred about being tired, he tells Dick, “I’m not strong enough.”
Dick understands and Dick hates him for it.
Nightwing moves to Gotham. Dick Grayson-Wayne moves back to the manor.
Tim never becomes Robin. There isn’t a Batman to save anymore.
Bruce Wayne calms down after the death of his son, people say. He rarely leaves the manor these days and only when he’s accompanied by his sons. What a doting father!
Nightwing gets a sidekick called Black Bat. Batgirl returns with blonde hair. The underground speak of an all seeing eye coined Oracle.
Bruce Wayne never adopts another child after Tim Drake-Wayne.
Eventually, because of time and family therapy, Dick forgives Bruce. Nightwing never forgives Batman.
And three years after the retirement of Batman, Red Hood returns to the city that failed him.
#batman#red robin#dc robin#batman au#tim drake#dick grayson#jason todd#my fanfiction#batfam#batfamily#dc fanfic#batman fanfiction#nightwing#bruce wayne
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Art critics at work: part three
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part 1 | part 2 | part 3
summary: remus can’t wait for the next time he sees you and sirius manages to figure out his best friend.
notes: hellooooo!! hope you like this chapter, tell me what you thiiiink. AND BTW I hope you guys know I accept requests for like mini fics and blurbs!!
One day isn’t very long. There’s only twenty four hours after all. But when he settled down behind his wheel, clutching the leather until his knuckles turned white, he simply couldn’t wait.
He fumbles with his hands, letting go of the wheel and finding his phone deep in his pocket. Clicking the side button, chewing on his lower lip when he sees the time. 16:05. It was even worse than he thought. Not just twenty four hours but twenty five.
In a few quick motions Remus opened up his chat with Sirius. Leaning back into the car seat as he starts typing.
You’re late again
Am I?
Yeah fuck
Okey I’m running
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Enough with the emojis!!
That’s so mean😞
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After a few very long minutes a flushed and panting Sirius appeared outside of the car window. “I’m so sorry,” he apologises the second he opens the door.
“S’alright,” the other man brushed it off with a dismissive hand. He’s used to Sirius' problems when it comes to arriving on time. “C’mon hop in.” Remus urges, nodding his head in the direction of the passenger seat.
Sirius does like his friend tells him to, settling down in the leather seat and closing the door after him, putting on his seatbelt with a tired sigh. Without even so much as asking he quickly reaches out with his ring clad hand, fiddling with Remus' car so that his phone is connected to the stereo.
He always tends to do this, overusing his rights as the person in the passenger seat.
“Only good music,” Remus demands, driving out of the school's parking lot.
He could argue with Sirius and tell him that it's his car, he’s the one who gets to choose the music. But he also knows better than that. He’s unfortunately known the man since they were eleven years old, he knows that Sirius could easily take him down in a fight.
Sirius arches a single black eyebrow, his gaze focused on his phone as he smiles widely. “You have such a weird idea of what good music is.” He comments as he scrolls on his phone, trying to decide what to listen to, sending Remus a coy smile when he hears a faint scoff coming out of the history professor.
Like every other day Sirius eventually puts on Queen. It’s something he and Remus can always agree on.
Tranquility gradually settled over them like a nice warm blanket, despite the fact that Brian May was having another wild guitar solo in the background. It’s the kind of silence that comes from having known someone for such a long time. There’s no secrets left and most certainly no uncomfortableness. They can talk about everything, well maybe not everything.
There’s one thing Remus has always struggled to talk about.
“What do you think about the new art professor?” Sirius questions curiously, not knowing the depth of what he’s actually asking. “I reckon she’s a hundred times better than that substitute they hired for like two months.”
Remus swallows thickly as he turns the wheel, getting closer to their shared apartment. Yes he’s a man in his late twenties, soon thirties, that has a roommate. What’s the big deal?
“She’s nice.” He acknowledged, clearing his throat. Hoping that Sirius would drop it.
Sirius' perfect black eyebrows furrow slightly, crossing his arms over his chest. Unintentionally also covering up his favourite ABBA t-shirt. “Nice?” He interrogated, a hint of disbelief entering his tone. “But you ate lunch with her. She must be more than nice.” Sirius pointed out and god does Remus regret telling him that.
Remus offers him a half shrug, his rose coloured cheeks saying something completely different. “I don’t know,” he sighs, clearly trying to completely shut down the conversation, never bringing it up again.
To Remus' surprise Sirius is actually silent for a few moments. Until he can’t hold it in any longer. “Just nice?” He questions, still not believing Remus. They ate lunch together outside. Not just in the cafeteria like teachers normally do.
“Yeah nice.” He repeated, the word nice tasting awfully strange on his tongue, feeling like they’re just going back and forth now.
Sirius observed him with narrowed eyes, studying Remus. Pulling back a loose strand of black hair that fell down in his face. “Alright.” he gives up, glancing out the car window. Watching their street flashing by, their apartment getting closer and closer.
They finally arrive by their front door, Remus parking as close as he can so he won’t have to walk more than necessary. It’s not that he's lazy, actually quite the opposite. His hip and sometimes knees just tend to ache. Especially when it’s cold outside.
Sirius rattles with his keys in front of Remus face teasingly, the two walking up the stairs to the door. “You know,” he smiles. “She’s not just nice is she? I think you like her.”
Twenty four or twenty five hours, it doesn’t matter. Because they eventually passed by.
You didn’t get very much time before your last class and the beginning of the parent teacher meeting and unfortunately your last class of the day isn't by any means the oldest. So before running through the hallways to try arriving on time, even though the meeting started ten minutes ago, you needed to clean away blotches of paint and brushes.
With fingers coated in different acrylic paints you hesitantly reached for the doorknob. You truly didn’t want to be that teacher. That teacher who comes off as completely ignorant and uncaring about their students. Which you’re not, you could never be. Your timing was just wrong and honestly unfair.
The second you opened the door all eyes were on you. The hope of sneaking in unnoticed immediately shredding into pieces.
Remus' head jolts up when he hears the door shut. He’s been waiting patiently, or not so patiently as Sirius kept teasing him. Apparently his foot had been tapping against the chair's leg to the point where Sirius completely lost it.
He observes you with curious eyes, softening when they finally meet. Extending a hand, subtly gesturing for you to sit down on the chair on his right.
You shuffle over, apologising over and over to the people who need to stand so that you can get through. “Hi,” you breathe, a bit out of breath. Your eyes flickering over to the familiar man on Remus' right. His shoulder length raven curls pulled up into a low messy bun, a few strands falling out. Wearing one of his usual band t-shirts.
“Sirius right?” You extend a hand, giving Sirius a good firm shake before you sit down next to Remus. “I’m y/n, the new art teacher.” You introduce yourself.
The music teacher's forehead creases, lips twitching upwards. “Yeah,” he nods, sending Remus a teasing gaze. “Nice to meet you.” he replies kindly, looking back at you and then settling his gaze forward on the whiteboard.
The meeting returns to normal, the headmaster McGonagall standing at the front. Talking about a trip to France that might be happening for the students studying French.
Truly there’s really no real point in all of the other teachers being there. It’s just to look good and so that the parents can get a chance to talk to them if they have any questions or concerns.
Remus does try to concentrate, at least for a few minutes, but he can’t when you’re sitting next to him. He just wants to know everything about you and he doesn’t want the conversation to be short. He wants it to last for a long time, wanting to know every single little detail.
After spending a few seconds thinking, which he could’ve spent listening to the ongoing meeting, he finally leans in a bit so that he can whisper:
“Why were you late?”
You really couldn’t concentrate either since his thigh was only a few millimetres away from yours. You were waiting, patiently just like Remus, heart accelerating inside your chest. “I needed to clean up from my last class.” You explain quietly, making sure no one else can hear you.
Remus brows raised, pulling together. “Which class?” He questions. Rolling up the sleeves of his dark green sweater up to his elbows. You’ve noticed he wears a lot of those. Not that you’re complaining.
“They’re in year nine I think,” you whisper. “I haven’t really learned which classes are called what.” You admit somewhat sheepishly.
“Ah,” he nods, knowing how the ones in year nine can get sometimes. “Most of them are nice and well mannered. But you’re also new. They’ll get better soon when they’ve warmed up to you and if they don’t I'll tell ’em off.” He warns playfully, his nervousness slowly starting to wear off.
You snicker quietly, the wild and eager butterflies in your stomach getting worse when he smiles at you adoringly with those perfect deep brown eyes. An uncomfortable lump building in your throat, stopping your words from coming out.
Remus starts to feel a faint lightheadedness and glances back to the front of the room. Making a very weak attempt at actually listening. He’s never felt the urge to continue talking to someone, to keep the conversation alive. At least not as strong. Remus has always been a rather reserved person, the few people getting him out of his shell being his three best friends.
You try to ignore how your mouth is starting to feel more like a desert, swallowing desperately and subtly peering back on the history teacher. Whose mind also seems to be somewhere else.
“Mr Lupin,” you whisper, smiling nervously when he turns his head to look at you. Your faces suddenly unintentionally become very close, both of you flinching back. “How did you manage to save my seat?” Referring to the fact that every single chair in the medium sized auditorium is being used.
Remus manages to maintain eye contact, almost a bit proud of himself. “I pulled some strings,” he answered, lips curling into a lopsided grin, folding his hands in his lap.
It became quite apparent that Sirius catched a bit of the conversation. Because he quickly leaned forward up and behind Remus, leaning his arms on the top of the chair so that he can talk to you. “He yelled at a few people actually,” Sirius tells you proudly.
Remus' eyes widened comically, mouth slightly parted. “No hey, that's not true!” He defends himself just a bit too loud, a few of the parents turning around to send them annoyed glances.
He presses his lips tightly together, nostrils flaring as he exhales deeply. “That’s not true.” He murmurs through gritted teeth. Avoiding both yours and Sirius's eyes.
Due to the fact that Remus is staring down into his lap you take your chance and tilt your head to your left, raising a questioning eyebrow as you face Sirius.
A sly smirk spreads across his face, mouthing the word yes so that Remus won’t hear. But Remus knows better than that.
“What are you doing Sirius?”
“Mhm? Nothing,” Sirius lifts his hands up in mock surrender. Removing his arms from the chair, leaning back against it again. Starting to fiddle with the silver rings on his hands, one ring on every single finger. “Y/n? Does Remus have your number?” He asks, leaning forward to once again catch eyes with you, waggling his eyebrows. Knowing exactly what he’s doing.
Remus opens his mouth to answer, but you get there before him. “No, I don't think so. Why?”
“Just wondering,” Sirius shrugs, knowing he’s in for a real scolding later. “It’s rather important though, if something happens.” He ponders quietly but loud enough for both of them to hear him.
After that little interruption from Sirius' part it took you some time to gain the courage to actually comment on what Sirius said. So much time that the meeting ended and you panicked, not wanting to lose this incredible chance.
Just as he stands up, on his way to leave, you gain his attention by not rising from your chair. Everyone was on their way out, why weren’t you leaving?
“You know,” you begin to say as he finally looks at you with confusion written all over his face. “I think he was right. I might need your number,” you declare, realising you sounded a bit desperate. “For work purposes, you know. If something happens.” You add quickly, feeling how your skin begins to prickle with warmth, pink appearing on your cheeks.
Remus can’t help but look around before he answers, as if he’s afraid someone could hear you. “Uhm,” he stutters, his chin held close to his body before he properly looks up at you. “Yeah. For work purposes obviously.”
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Royal scandal - a mini series: Part 3/4
Royal scandal: Part 3
The weeks seemed to slip by faster than either of you had expected. What felt like distant conversations about your future as King and Queen was becoming a reality. The meetings, the briefings, the preparations for the inevitable transition - everything seemed to be happening in a whirlwind.
You and Harry spent more time in royal meetings than you had ever anticipated, discussing matters of the crown, foreign policy, and how the monarchy would evolve with the two of you at the helm. You had thought that marrying Harry would mean more time spent together - more moments of joy and peace in the midst of the chaos of royal life. But, in truth, the opposite had happened. Every day felt more like a race to prepare for the overwhelming responsibility that was waiting just around the corner.
It was one evening in the royal study, papers scattered across the large wooden desk, when Harry finally broke the silence.
“I don’t know how much more I can take, Y/N,” he said, his voice tired. He rubbed his hand over his face, his brow furrowed in exhaustion. “It feels like everything’s moving so fast, and I can’t catch my breath.”
You looked up from the papers you had been scanning. You felt exactly the same way - completely overwhelmed. The weight of the responsibilities coming your way was almost suffocating. You had thought the royal duties would be manageable, but the constant pressure and the endless demands from the press, the public, and the family itself were beginning to take their toll.
“You’re not alone in this, Harry,” you said softly, getting up from your seat and walking over to him. You sat next to him, your hand resting on his. “I feel it too. Every decision feels like it’s the most important thing in the world. And the faster we go, the harder it gets to keep up.”
Harry looked at you, his eyes tired but filled with appreciation. “I know you’re right. It’s just… I don’t think I’m ready to be King. I don’t think I ever will be.”
You gently squeezed his hand, trying to comfort him. You knew his fears; you shared them too. You had talked about this before, the two of you voicing your insecurities about the roles you were about to take on. But hearing him express them aloud still hit you hard.
“I know it’s terrifying,” you said quietly. “But we’re going to get through this together. You don’t have to be ready right now. We just need to take it one step at a time.”
Harry shook his head, a sigh escaping his lips. “But what if it’s not enough? What if I mess up? What if I let everyone down, including you?”
You cupped his face gently, forcing him to look at you. “You’re not going to let anyone down, least of all me. You’re the person I love, Harry. And together, we can face anything. You’re going to be an amazing King, because you’re already a great person. You don’t need to be perfect.”
The words seemed to offer him a small amount of comfort, but you knew the battle raged inside him. Harry had always been someone who cared deeply about doing things right, especially when it came to his family and his country. And now, with the pressure of the monarchy’s future on his shoulders, it was clear that the fear of failure was taking a toll.
“I don’t know if I’m cut out for this,” Harry murmured, his voice low.
You leaned your forehead against his, your heart aching for him. “No one ever is. But you’ll grow into it. And we’ll do it together.”
The words felt true, but even as you spoke them, you couldn’t deny the uncertainty that still gripped you both.
As the days passed, the weight of the situation continued to settle deeper into both your hearts. The date for the official transition of power - the moment Harry would step into the role of King and you by his side as Queen - was approaching with incredible speed.
The palace was a whirlwind of activity. You were handed papers to sign, decisions to make, and events to attend. The world outside the palace walls had no idea of the sheer amount of preparation happening behind closed doors. The moment when the crown would pass from Harry’s parents to him was coming closer and closer, and with each passing day, the reality of the responsibility began to hit harder.
At dinner one evening, the King and Queen spoke more about what was to come. The monarchy was undergoing a transformation, they said, and the country would look to Harry for leadership and direction. They had outlined the plans for how Harry would assume his new role, the formalities, the speeches, the public image they wanted to project.
But amidst all the royal discussions, you noticed that Harry seemed more withdrawn than ever. He was barely speaking, his mind obviously elsewhere. You could feel the anxiety radiating off of him.
“Harry,” you whispered softly, leaning in closer to him during dinner, “are you okay?”
He glanced at you, offering a faint smile, though it didn’t reach his eyes. “Just trying to keep it together.”
You could tell he was trying to hide his stress, but you knew him too well. “I know it’s a lot. But you don’t have to carry it all on your own, you know.”
Harry’s voice dropped to a whisper as he glanced at his parents, who were engaged in their own conversation at the end of the table. “I just feel like everything is spiraling out of control. I’ve never been so overwhelmed in my life. And it feels like no one really understands what this is doing to me. I can’t help but feel like I’m not ready for this.”
You placed your hand on his, squeezing it tightly. “You don’t have to be ready right now, Harry. You just have to do your best. And that’s all anyone will expect of you.”
He shook his head, a wry smile on his face. “But what if that’s not enough? What if they expect more? What if I let you down, too?”
You took a deep breath, knowing you had to be strong for him in this moment. “Harry, I’m not going anywhere. I’m not going to let you face this alone. And if you ever feel like you’re struggling, we’ll face it together. You and me. That’s what matters.”
His hand tightened around yours, and for the first time in what felt like days, you saw a flicker of peace in his eyes.
“Together,” he murmured. “Yeah. I can do this if we’re in it together.”
The moment felt like a small victory in the midst of the storm. But as the days continued to pass, you both knew that the hardest challenges were yet to come. The transition to the throne was fast approaching, and the weight of the monarchy loomed larger than ever.
But you were determined, as was Harry. You would face whatever came your way - together.
The days leading up to Harry’s official ascension to the throne were a blur. The palace was a cacophony of endless meetings, preparations, and ceremonial rehearsals. Every detail was scrutinized, and the pressure on Harry to be both the heir and the future King of England was suffocating.
You could see it in the way he moved - his shoulders slumped, his hands occasionally trembling when he wasn’t consciously gripping them together to keep himself steady. He had been avoiding sleep and barely eating, the exhaustion evident in the bags under his eyes. But you knew Harry well enough to understand that it wasn’t just physical fatigue - it was the weight of expectation bearing down on him. He wasn’t sure if he could live up to the role that had been thrust upon him.
You had tried to reassure him, but you knew he needed more than just comforting words. He needed to find a way to believe in himself, something that was increasingly difficult with each passing day.
One evening, after yet another exhausting royal dinner, you found Harry pacing in the drawing room of your shared private quarters. His mind seemed miles away as he walked back and forth, hands running through his hair in agitation.
“Harry, stop,” you said gently, crossing the room to stand in front of him. “Come here.”
He didn’t stop pacing immediately, but eventually, he turned toward you, his eyes weary and filled with frustration. “I can’t do this, Y/N. I just can’t.”
You took his hands in yours, pulling him toward you. “You don’t have to be perfect, Harry. You just need to be yourself. You’re going to be a wonderful king because you are who you are. That’s all anyone could ever ask for.”
His gaze softened slightly, but the doubt still lingered in his eyes. “You don’t understand. It’s not just about being myself. It’s about leading a country, making decisions that affect millions of people’s lives. I don’t know if I’m ready for all of that.”
You squeezed his hands, your voice unwavering. “You’re not doing this alone. We’re in this together. You have me. You have your family. And most importantly, you have a country that believes in you.”
Harry was silent for a long moment, his eyes locked on yours, searching for reassurance. You could feel his internal struggle, the pressure and the fear, but also the flickering hope that perhaps, just perhaps, he could do this after all.
“I just need time,” he said finally, his voice quiet. “I need time to figure this all out, Y/N.”
You smiled softly, lifting your hand to gently touch his cheek. “We’ll figure it out together, one step at a time.”
The day of the coronation arrived faster than either of you had anticipated. The grand halls of Buckingham Palace were filled with dignitaries, foreign ambassadors, and members of the royal family. Every inch of the palace was adorned in the finest silks, golden tapestries, and regal colors. The ceremony itself was a spectacle - an event that would be etched in the history books, a moment of great transition for both the monarchy and for Harry.
It was still early in the morning, and you were in your private chambers getting ready. Your dress was a custom creation - a delicate gown of ivory and gold that shimmered under the soft light of the palace. A team of stylists had worked tirelessly for days to perfect your hair and makeup, transforming you into the epitome of royal elegance. Your heart was beating quickly in your chest, a mixture of excitement and nerves.
As you stood in front of the mirror, adjusting the tiara that had been passed down through generations of queens, you couldn’t help but think of Harry. This moment wasn’t just about the throne - it was about everything you both had fought for. The love you shared, the life you were building together, and the future you were about to embrace.
Just as you finished adjusting the final touches, the door to your chambers opened. Harry stood there, dressed in the royal regalia - his coronation robes shimmering in the light, the crown already resting on the table behind him. His eyes locked with yours, and for a moment, all the noise and chaos of the world outside melted away.
He looked every bit the future King of England, but the vulnerability in his eyes was impossible to ignore.
“You look incredible,” he said softly, stepping toward you.
You smiled, your heart swelling at the sight of him. “So do you, my King.”
Harry took a deep breath, clearly nervous. “I don’t know if I can do this, Y/N. This whole thing- it’s overwhelming. I’m just trying to keep it together, but…” He trailed off, clearly struggling to put his thoughts into words.
You walked toward him, gently cupping his face in your hands. “You’re going to be amazing, Harry. You already are. And you have the love and support of everyone who cares about you. You don’t have to do it alone.”
He leaned into your touch, closing his eyes for a brief moment. “Thank you. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
The moment was short but meaningful, as Harry’s parents called from the hall, signaling that the ceremony was about to begin. You exchanged a quiet look, silently promising each other that no matter what came next, you would face it together.
The cathedral was breathtaking. The long aisles were lined with flowers, and the golden light that streamed through the stained-glass windows filled the space with a sacred glow. The air was thick with anticipation as dignitaries and guests took their seats, each waiting for the monumental moment to arrive.
You and Harry stood at the front of the cathedral, the weight of the moment finally settling over both of you. The Archbishop of Canterbury stood before you, ready to begin the sacred coronation ceremony that would officially make Harry the King of England - and you, the Queen.
As Harry knelt before the Archbishop, your heart was in your throat. The crown was lowered onto Harry’s head, and the soft murmur of the guests faded into silence. The weight of the crown seemed symbolic, as if it represented everything Harry had feared - his future, his legacy, his duty. But in that moment, as Harry rose to his feet, you could see something change in him. He stood taller, more certain than before, as if the crown - though heavy - was now a part of him.
The Archbishop turned to you, and you felt a tremor in your chest as you knelt beside Harry. The crown was placed on your head, your hands trembling slightly as the weight of the moment finally sank in. You were officially the Queen, standing beside the man you loved, ready to face the future together.
When the ceremony ended, applause filled the cathedral. You turned to look at Harry, and the look on his face made your heart skip a beat. He was no longer the nervous, uncertain man you had married. He was the King. And you were the Queen by his side.
As you and Harry left the cathedral, the weight of the crown - and the reality of what it all meant - pressed heavily on your shoulders. The applause from the guests echoed in your ears, but in the quiet of the palace, it was just the two of you.
“I can’t believe it,” Harry muttered, his voice shaking. “It all just happened so fast.”
You reached for his hand, squeezing it reassuringly. “I know. But we did it. And we’ll continue to do it, together.”
Harry smiled, the weight in his eyes finally easing. “Together,” he repeated, his voice steady.
The crown was now on both of your heads. But the most important thing -!what mattered most - was that you had each other. And with that, no matter how overwhelming the responsibilities of royalty might be, you knew you would face the future side by side. Together.
The months following your coronation were filled with a mixture of new beginnings, long royal meetings, and settling into your roles as the King and Queen of England. You and Harry found yourselves slowly adjusting to the rigorous demands of your new life. The palace became your home in a way it never had before, the once overwhelming responsibilities now starting to feel like a second skin.
Together, you navigated the complexities of being the face of a nation, balancing state visits with private moments, public appearances with stolen moments of quiet. As a couple, you were still learning, still growing into the roles you had taken on, but through it all, there was one thing you both held dear - each other.
But in the quiet of your shared chambers, away from the world’s eyes, there was an underlying weight, one that lingered quietly between the two of you. You and Harry had been trying for months now, hoping, wishing for a child - an heir to carry on the legacy you both were now responsible for. But each time, when you found yourself staring at the stark white of another negative pregnancy test, the hope seemed to drain a little further from your soul.
It wasn’t that you hadn’t tried - oh, you had tried. You and Harry had put everything into it, every last ounce of love and effort, but it was as if something was just out of reach.
You would smile for the cameras, be the perfect Queen in the eyes of the people, but behind closed doors, you felt like you were failing. Failing Harry. Failing the monarchy. Failing yourself. Every month, the disappointment grew more pronounced. Each time you felt your period arrive, it was like a slap in the face.
There had been moments of doubt, moments when you sat in silence and just cried, asking Harry over and over what was wrong with you. What was it about you that wouldn’t let you get pregnant? What had you done wrong? What were you missing?
You sat in front of the large mirror in your chambers one night, staring at your reflection with teary eyes, the silence of the room making everything feel heavier. The weight of the crown seemed insignificant in comparison to the frustration, confusion, and sadness that had begun to take root in your heart.
“Why can’t I give him a child?” you whispered softly, as though your reflection could answer. You ran your hands through your hair, feeling lost. “Am I not enough for him?”
You didn’t hear Harry enter the room until he was standing next to you, his voice filled with quiet concern. “What’s going on, love?”
You forced a smile, but it didn’t quite reach your eyes. “Nothing, just…thinking.”
But Harry knew you better than that. He’d seen the breakdowns. He’d seen the tears that you wiped away before anyone else could notice. He had felt the tension in the air when you tried to hold it together, knowing how much you wanted this. You both wanted this.
“I know you’ve been struggling,” Harry said gently, his hand resting on your shoulder. “But don’t be so hard on yourself. We’ve only been trying for a few months, Y/N. This doesn’t mean anything yet.”
You stood up, pushing his hand away gently as you wiped a stray tear from your face. “It’s been months, Harry. Months of trying, of failing, and I’m just…” Your voice cracked. “What if there’s something wrong with me? What if I can’t have children?”
Harry’s face fell, his heart breaking at your pain. He wanted to take the weight from you, wanted to fix it and make it better, but this was something neither of you could control. He couldn’t change the reality of the situation, and he knew that, but it didn’t stop him from wanting to protect you from the sadness that had become all too familiar in the last few months.
“You’re not failing,” he said firmly, his voice low but filled with love. “You’re not. We’re just starting. We’ve only just begun. You’re going to give me children, I know it. It’s just… it takes time.”
You closed your eyes, the bitterness of uncertainty rising in your chest. “But what if it doesn’t? What if it never happens? What if we can’t have the family we’ve dreamed about?”
Harry took your face in his hands, his eyes locking with yours, his grip firm but tender. “Y/N, you are enough. And if we don’t have a child right now, it doesn’t change anything. It doesn’t change how much I love you. It doesn’t change how I see you. You are everything to me. You’re the woman I love, the woman I chose to be my Queen, and I will never, ever stop loving you, no matter what happens.”
His words, though comforting, couldn’t erase the doubt that lingered in your heart. But his hands on your face, his tender touch, reminded you that at least you weren’t in this alone. You had Harry - and together, you would face whatever came next.
The weeks passed, and while the world saw the King and Queen leading their country, you both continued to face the heartbreaking reality of your inability to conceive. The doctor visits became more frequent. You sat in sterile offices, surrounded by pamphlets, medical charts, and explanations you barely understood, each visit leaving you with more questions than answers.
Harry did everything he could to support you. He was patient when you had days of frustration and silent tears. He was understanding when you pushed him away, when you withdrew into yourself. But each time you saw him try to comfort you, try to assure you that it would all work out, the feeling of guilt seemed to grow.
“I just want to give you the family we talked about,” you whispered one evening, curled up on the sofa with Harry, the two of you sharing a quiet moment before bed.
Harry kissed the top of your head, his hand stroking your back in slow, rhythmic motions. “You have given me everything, Y/N. A life I never could have dreamed of. A life I’m so proud of. We don’t need to rush into anything. If it happens, it happens. And if it doesn’t, we’ll find another way. Together.”
But it wasn’t just about Harry’s words anymore. It was about you. You were terrified that you couldn’t be the mother you so desperately wanted to be, terrified that your inability to carry a child would disappoint him or make him feel less fulfilled. And no matter how much he reassured you, you couldn’t shake the guilt.
As the pressure of royal expectations continued to build around you, so too did the pressure of your own heart. It wasn’t just the throne you had to bear - it was the weight of being the Queen, and the expectations that came with it. Your failure to conceive seemed to only intensify the scrutiny.
And all you could do was hold onto Harry - just as he held onto you -!and keep going, no matter how hard it became. Together, you would face the unknown. Together, you would find a way.
But for now, it seemed like that future - one with children, with a growing family - was still a distant dream.
It had been a long day already, filled with meetings, royal engagements, and the ever-present weight of expectations that came with being Queen. But today, you had made time for something far more important - helping Anne with one of her charity projects.
The two of you had spent the morning overseeing a women’s shelter, speaking with staff and listening to the stories of the women who had found solace there. It was the kind of work that reminded you why you had wanted to be Queen in the first place - not for the politics or the power, but for the chance to make a difference.
Now, back at Buckingham Palace, you were sitting in Anne’s private drawing room, sipping tea as she sorted through a pile of paperwork regarding upcoming charity events. The warm, golden light of the late afternoon streamed through the tall windows, casting a soft glow over the elegant space.
Anne had always been kind to you, had always made you feel welcome in the family. But today, sitting here with her, you felt something shift. You felt like you weren’t just her daughter-in-law - you were her daughter. And daughters needed their mothers.
You hesitated, staring into your cup, the tea swirling in slow, aimless patterns. Your heart felt heavy, the words stuck in your throat like an unbearable weight. But you couldn’t hold it in anymore.
“Anne,” you finally said, your voice barely above a whisper.
She looked up from her papers immediately, her sharp eyes full of quiet concern. “Yes, dear?”
You swallowed hard, fingers tightening around the porcelain cup. “I- I need to tell you something. Something I haven’t told Harry yet.”
That got her full attention. She set the papers aside, leaning forward slightly, her hands folding in her lap as she gave you her undivided focus. “Go on,” she urged gently.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. But the moment you opened your mouth, the emotions you had been bottling up for months came crashing down.
“I- I can’t get pregnant,” you choked out, your voice breaking. “Or, well, I can, but barely. I went to the gynecologist, and they told me I only have a two percent chance. Two percent, Anne.” Your hands trembled as you set the cup down on the saucer with a soft clink. “I feel like a failure. Like I’m failing Harry. Failing the monarchy. Failing myself.”
Anne’s face softened, her usual composed expression shifting into something far more vulnerable - motherly.
“Oh, my dear,” she murmured, reaching across the small table to take your hands in hers.
You let out a shaky breath, the tears you had been trying so desperately to keep at bay finally breaking free.
“I haven’t even told Harry,” you confessed, shaking your head. “I don’t know how. How do I tell him that the one thing we both wanted more than anything -!a family - might never happen? How do I look him in the eye and say that I can’t give him children?”
Anne squeezed your hands tightly, her grip warm and reassuring. “Listen to me,” she said firmly, her voice filled with a rare intensity. “You are not a failure. Do you hear me?”
You let out a soft sob, nodding, even though you didn’t quite believe it.
Anne sighed, shifting to sit beside you on the small sofa. Without hesitation, she pulled you into her arms, cradling you the way a mother would a heartbroken daughter. The moment her warmth surrounded you, you collapsed into her, sobbing into her shoulder as the weight of your grief finally consumed you.
“I hate myself for this,” you whispered, your voice muffled against the fabric of her dress. “I hate that I can’t give Harry what he deserves. I hate that my body won’t do what it’s supposed to.”
Anne’s grip tightened, her hand stroking your back in slow, soothing motions. “No,” she said firmly, her voice unwavering. “You don’t get to hate yourself for this, Y/N. You are not defined by your ability to have children. And Harry - Harry loves you. Not just the idea of a family, not just the dream of children. You.”
You sniffled, clinging to her as more tears spilled down your cheeks. “But what if he’s disappointed? What if he resents me?”
Anne pulled back just enough to look you in the eye, her own filled with unwavering certainty. “He won’t. And if he does, then I will personally knock some sense into him.”
That earned a wet, broken laugh from you, though it quickly turned into another sob.
Anne cupped your face, her thumbs wiping away the tears that continued to fall. “Sweetheart, you are already enough. More than enough. And if there’s one thing I know about my son, it’s that he would never see you as anything less because of this. But you need to tell him. Don’t carry this burden alone.”
You nodded weakly, though the thought of telling Harry still terrified you.
Anne gave you a small smile, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “No matter what happens, you are family. My family. And I will always be here for you, just like a mother should be.”
That was all it took for you to break down again, but this time, the weight on your chest didn’t feel quite as unbearable.
For the first time in a long time, you didn’t feel alone.
The night was quiet, save for the occasional crackling of the fireplace in your shared chambers. The golden glow of the flames danced against the walls, casting soft shadows across the room. Harry was sitting on the sofa, flipping through a few documents he needed to review for an upcoming event, but his attention wasn’t really on them.
He could tell something was wrong.
You had been unusually quiet all evening, barely touching your dinner, barely speaking. And when he had tried to pull you into conversation, you had only offered small, forced smiles that never reached your eyes.
Harry knew you well enough to know when you were holding something in. And whatever it was, it was eating you alive.
You stood near the window, your arms wrapped around yourself as you stared outside at the darkened palace gardens. Your heart was racing, palms sweaty, stomach twisted in knots. You had spent the entire day trying to find the right moment, the right words, the right way to tell him.
But there was no right way to say this.
“Love?” Harry’s voice was soft, careful, as he set the documents aside and turned his attention fully to you. “What’s wrong?”
You swallowed hard, blinking rapidly to keep the tears at bay. “I-“ Your voice broke immediately, and you clenched your jaw, trying to steady yourself. “I need to tell you something.”
Harry was already on his feet before you could say another word. He crossed the room quickly, his hands immediately finding your arms, rubbing slow, comforting circles.
“You can tell me anything,” he said gently. “You know that, right?”
You nodded, but it didn’t make it any easier. The words felt trapped in your throat, suffocating you.
Harry’s brows furrowed in concern. “You’re shaking,” he murmured, his hands running up and down your arms. “Talk to me, darling.”
You exhaled sharply, closing your eyes for a brief moment. And then, finally, you forced yourself to say it.
“I went to the gynecologist,” you whispered. “I- I haven’t been able to get pregnant, and I needed to know why.”
Harry’s grip on you tightened ever so slightly. His body tensed, but he didn’t say a word - he just let you speak.
“They did some tests,” you continued, your voice barely above a whisper. “And they found out that I can get pregnant… but the chances are-” You choked, pressing a hand to your mouth as the pain of saying it out loud became unbearable. “Two percent, Harry. I have a two percent chance.”
His face fell, his eyes darkening with something unreadable. “What?”
You let out a shaky breath, your shoulders trembling under the weight of your emotions. “I- I might never be able to have kids with you. And I didn’t know how to tell you because-“ Your voice cracked. “Because I feel like I failed you.”
Harry’s entire body stiffened at those words. His hands immediately cupped your face, tilting it up so you were forced to look at him.
“Stop,” he said firmly, his green eyes burning with intensity. “You have never failed me. Do you understand me?”
You bit your lip, trying to hold back the tears, but it was no use. The floodgates had opened.
“I wanted to give you a family,” you sobbed, your hands gripping his shirt as if he were the only thing keeping you upright. “I wanted us to have kids, to grow old together surrounded by them. And now… now I don’t know if that will ever happen.”
Harry’s heart shattered at the sheer pain in your voice. Without hesitation, he pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly against his chest as you cried.
His hand cradled the back of your head, his lips pressing soft, reassuring kisses to your hair. “Oh, love,” he murmured. “You don’t have to carry this alone. Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
You buried your face into his chest, your sobs muffled against his shirt. “I was scared,” you admitted. “Scared you’d be disappointed. Scared you’d regret choosing me.”
Harry immediately pulled back, his hands cupping your cheeks as he looked deep into your eyes. His expression was one of pure disbelief, almost offended at the idea.
“Y/N, I could never regret choosing you.” His voice was rough, filled with emotion. “You are my wife. My Queen. The love of my life. Do you really think the ability to have children could change that?”
“I just… I know how much you wanted kids,” you whispered.
“I want you,” he corrected, his thumbs wiping away your tears. “I want a family with you. And if that means we try and try and try until it happens, then that’s what we’ll do. And if it doesn’t happen, we’ll find another way. Adoption, surrogacy, whatever it takes. But you are my family. You are enough.”
His words shattered the last bit of control you had. You clung to him, sobbing openly now, allowing yourself to be completely vulnerable in his arms. And Harry just held you - held you like he was afraid you might slip away, held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
“I love you,” he whispered into your hair. “No matter what. I love you, I love you, I love you.”
And in that moment, despite the fear, despite the heartbreak, you felt safe.
Because you had Harry. And as long as you had him, you would never face this alone.
The hallways of the Buckingham Palace felt colder than usual. Each step echoed against the marble floors as you made your way toward King Edward’s office, your stomach twisting in knots.
This was, without a doubt, the most terrifying conversation you had ever faced.
Telling Harry had been one thing - he was your husband, your partner, the man who had chosen to love you unconditionally. But telling his father? The King of England? The man who had spent his entire life ensuring the future of the monarchy? That was an entirely different battle.
Edward had always been firm about the importance of an heir. Even before you and Harry had married, he had spoken of continuing the bloodline, of ensuring the next generation would be raised to take the throne one day.
And now, you had to tell him that there was a strong possibility that wouldn’t happen.
You swallowed hard, standing outside his office door, your palms damp with nerves. The guards stationed nearby gave you a brief nod before opening the large double doors, signaling your arrival.
King Edward was seated at his desk, scanning through documents with his usual air of authority. He barely glanced up as he gestured for you to step inside.
“Y/N,” he acknowledged, his voice even. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”
You hesitated for a moment before closing the door behind you, taking a few cautious steps forward. Your heart was pounding, and for a brief second, you wondered if you should just turn around and walk away.
But no. You had to do this.
“Your Majesty,” you began, keeping your voice steady despite the lump in your throat. “There’s something I need to tell you. Something… important.”
That made him look up. His piercing gaze settled on you, sharp and calculating, as if already trying to decipher what you were about to say. He set his papers aside, folding his hands neatly on the desk. “Go on.”
You took a shaky breath. “It’s about the future of the family. About an heir.”
His expression remained unreadable, but you knew he was listening intently.
“I went to the doctor,” you continued, your voice softer now. “And they told me that my chances of getting pregnant are… almost nonexistent.” You swallowed hard. “Two percent, to be exact.”
A long, heavy silence filled the room.
Edward didn’t speak. He didn’t move. His face remained neutral, but you could see the way his fingers tensed slightly on the desk, the only sign that your words had truly registered.
“I know how much you wanted a grandchild,” you continued, forcing the words out before you lost your courage. “I know how important it is to secure the next generation of the monarchy. And I-” Your voice broke, and you quickly pressed your lips together, trying to contain the overwhelming emotions threatening to spill over.
For a long moment, he just stared at you, his blue eyes locked onto yours. And then, finally, he exhaled.
“Come here,” he said.
You blinked, confused. “What?”
Edward pushed his chair back slightly and gestured for you to step closer. “Come here, Y/N.”
Your legs felt stiff, almost reluctant to move, but somehow, you found yourself stepping toward him.
As soon as you were close enough, Edward did something you never expected.
He reached out and pulled you into his arms.
You froze.
You had never hugged Edward before. In fact, you had never seen him as anything other than a king - a ruler, a strategist, a man who commanded respect in every room he entered. But right now, in this moment, he wasn’t King Edward.
He was simply a father.
Your father-in-law.
Your breath hitched as his arms tightened around you, firm yet careful, as if shielding you from the weight of your own pain.
“You must have been terrified to tell me this,” he murmured, his voice softer than you had ever heard it.
That was all it took for the dam to break.
A broken sob escaped your lips as you clutched onto him, burying your face into his shoulder. All the fear, all the guilt, all the self-loathing you had carried for months poured out of you in an uncontrollable wave.
“I’m sorry,” you choked out, your body trembling against him. “I’m so sorry.”
Edward sighed, his large hand smoothing over your hair in an uncharacteristically gentle gesture. “You have nothing to be sorry for.”
You shook your head, fresh tears spilling down your cheeks. “I feel like I failed you. Like I failed Harry. I wanted to give this family an heir. I tried. But I-” Your voice cracked, and another sob escaped before you could stop it.
Edward pulled back slightly, just enough to look down at you, his hands firm on your shoulders.
“Listen to me,” he said, his voice filled with quiet strength. “The ability to have children does not determine your worth. Not as a woman. Not as a Queen. And certainly not as my daughter-in-law.”
You sniffled, blinking up at him in disbelief.
“I won’t lie to you,” he admitted. “Yes, I have always wanted an heir. But not at the expense of my son’s happiness. And not at the expense of yours.” He squeezed your shoulders. “You are my family now, Y/N. And you will always have a place here. No matter what.”
A fresh wave of tears threatened to spill, but this time, they weren’t just from sadness.
For the first time since hearing the news, you felt a weight lift from your chest.
Edward - the King - wasn’t angry. He wasn’t disappointed.
He was just there. Holding you, reassuring you, giving you the fatherly support you had never truly expected from him.
And for the first time, you didn’t feel like you had to carry this burden alone.
With a shaky breath, you tightened your grip around him, resting your forehead against his shoulder as more silent tears fell.
And Edward?
For the first time, he simply held you - not as his son’s wife, not as the Queen of England.
But as his daughter-in-law.
Life at Buckingham Palace didn’t slow down, no matter what personal struggles lay beneath the surface. The world kept turning, the public kept watching, and you and Harry had responsibilities to uphold as the Queen and King of England.
After your emotional conversation with King Edward, a weight had been lifted from your shoulders. For the first time in months, you felt like you could breathe again. You weren’t alone in this - not with Harry, not with his parents, and not with the people who truly cared about you.
But even with that relief, the reality of royal life came crashing back down almost immediately.
The next morning, you were seated at the long oak table in the private royal meeting room, staring at an overwhelming stack of documents, schedules, and briefing notes. Across from you, Harry had his own pile, rubbing a hand over his face as he tried to focus.
A royal advisor stood at the head of the table, reading out the upcoming engagements.
“…and following the charity gala next Saturday, Your Majesties will attend a diplomatic dinner with foreign delegates from Spain, Germany, and Japan,” the advisor continued. “It will be your first official state dinner as the future monarchs, so expectations will be high.”
You sighed quietly, already feeling exhausted just listening to the schedule.
“And before that,” another advisor chimed in, flipping through her notes, “the two of you will make a public appearance at the children’s hospital in London. It’s part of the royal family’s ongoing efforts to support pediatric healthcare.”
Your ears perked up slightly at that. You had always enjoyed your visits with the children - it was one of the rare duties that truly made you feel connected to the people, rather than just a figurehead in a crown.
Harry, sensing your shift in mood, glanced over at you with a small smile.
The meeting continued for another hour, outlining everything from upcoming speeches to wardrobe expectations for each event.
By the time it was over, you felt drained.
As the advisors filed out of the room, you leaned back in your chair, rubbing your temples. “How do they expect us to keep up with all of this?”
Harry let out a deep sigh, standing up and stretching. “Honestly? I don’t think they care, as long as we do it.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help but smile.
He stepped around the table, coming to stand behind you. His hands found your shoulders, massaging gently. “You’re doing incredible, you know that?”
You let your head tilt back slightly, enjoying his touch. “I feel like I’m drowning in expectations.”
“You are.” He smirked. “But at least we’re drowning together.”
You huffed out a laugh, reaching up to squeeze his hand.
Just then, the door opened again, and Queen Anne stepped in. “I hope I’m not interrupting,” she said, her voice warm.
“Not at all,” you said, sitting up properly as she approached.
Anne smiled, her eyes filled with the usual grace and wisdom she carried. “I just wanted to check on you both. I know these past few weeks have been… heavy.”
You swallowed, exchanging a quick glance with Harry.
“I’m okay,” you assured her, though you weren’t sure how convincing it was.
Anne tilted her head slightly, studying you in the way only a mother could. Then, instead of pressing further, she simply said, “I know it’s been overwhelming, stepping into this role so quickly. But I want you to remember - you’re not just here to serve the people. You’re here to live, too.”
You blinked, taken aback by her words.
She smiled knowingly. “Don’t let the crown steal the joy from your life, my dear. It’s a privilege, yes, but it’s also a burden. And if you don’t take time for yourselves, it will consume you.”
Harry nodded. “We’ll try, Mum.”
Anne arched a brow. “No, you will.” She placed a gentle hand on your arm. “And if you ever need a reminder, I’ll be here to give it.”
You felt an overwhelming warmth at her words.
Maybe the crown didn’t have to weigh you down completely.
And as you looked at Harry - your partner in all of this - you knew that no matter what came next, you would face it together.
You stared down at the six pregnancy tests lined up in front of you, each one displaying the same undeniable result.
Positive.
Your hands trembled as you gripped the edge of the bathroom counter, your breath shallow.
This couldn’t be real.
After months of heartbreak, of failed attempts, of hearing the doctor’s grim diagnosis - you had convinced yourself that it would never happen. That the dream of carrying Harry’s child would always remain just that - a dream.
So when the first test showed two pink lines, you had scoffed.
Faulty. It had to be faulty.
Then the second one.
The third.
By the fourth, your hands had started shaking.
By the fifth, tears had blurred your vision.
And now, staring at the sixth positive test, your mind finally allowed itself to believe the impossible.
You were pregnant.
A choked sob escaped your lips as the overwhelming reality of it all crashed into you. Your body trembled as you sank onto the bathroom floor, hugging your knees to your chest, silent tears trailing down your cheeks.
You had prepared yourself for disappointment so many times that the sheer possibility of this being real left you utterly paralyzed.
That was how Harry found you.
The door creaked open, his voice carrying through the quiet space. “Love? I’m home.”
He paused when he stepped into the bedroom, immediately noticing the empty bed. His brows furrowed.
Then, his eyes landed on the open bathroom door.
“Y/N?” His voice softened with concern.
He stepped inside - and froze at the sight of you sitting on the floor, your shoulders shaking.
“Hey, hey, what’s wrong?” He was by your side in an instant, kneeling beside you, his hands cupping your face as he searched your tear-streaked expression. “Are you hurt? What happened?”
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out. The words stuck in your throat, the sheer weight of this moment making it impossible to speak.
His panic only grew. His eyes darted around the room, looking for any sign of what had caused your distress - until they landed on the sink counter.
On the six pregnancy tests lined up in a perfect row.
Harry’s entire body went still.
You watched as his emerald eyes widened, his breath catching in his throat. His gaze flickered between you and the tests, as if trying to make sense of what he was seeing.
Finally, his lips parted. “Are these…?”
You managed a shaky nod, fresh tears spilling down your cheeks. “I took six.” Your voice was barely above a whisper. “Because I didn’t believe the first one. Or the second. Or the third.” You let out a breathless laugh, one that was half-sob, half-disbelief. “But after six… I think I finally believe it.”
Harry’s eyes welled with emotion as he let out a shaky exhale, his hands trembling as they cradled your face.
“You’re pregnant?” His voice was hoarse, filled with something so raw, so utterly vulnerable.
Another nod. “I’m pregnant.”
And then, before you could react, he was wrapping you up in his arms, holding you so tightly it felt like he was afraid you’d disappear.
A broken laugh rumbled through his chest, his face buried in your neck. “Holy shit.” His breath was warm against your skin. “Holy fuck.”
You let out a watery laugh, clinging onto him just as tightly.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his hands shaking as he brushed your hair away from your face. His eyes were shining with disbelief, awe, pure love.
“I thought-” He swallowed thickly, shaking his head as if he couldn’t even form the words. “I thought we couldn’t-��
“I know.” Your voice cracked. “I thought so too.”
Harry let out a sharp breath, his forehead pressing against yours. “This is a miracle.”
You nodded. “It is.”
Then, suddenly, his lips were on yours, kissing you with so much love and relief that it made your head spin. It was deep and tender, filled with all the emotions neither of you could fully express in words.
When he finally pulled away, he let out another breathless laugh, his hands resting on your still-flat stomach.
“There’s a baby in there,” he murmured in amazement.
You sniffled, covering his hands with your own. “Yeah. Our baby.”
His throat bobbed as he fought back tears. “I love you so much,” he whispered.
“I love you too.”
Harry exhaled, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead before letting out another disbelieving laugh.
“You took six?”
You rolled your eyes, letting out a teary chuckle. “Shut up.”
He grinned, and for the first time in months, everything felt perfect.
The next morning, you and Harry sat in your private lounge, both buzzing with nervous energy. The six pregnancy tests still sat on the nightstand as if they were too precious to throw away just yet, a constant reminder that this was real.
“We should tell them today,” Harry said, pacing the length of the room, rubbing a hand over his jaw.
“Yeah.” You nodded, twisting your fingers together. “But… what if they don’t react the way we hope?”
Harry stopped, his brows knitting together. “What do you mean?”
You sighed. “I mean, your father has always wanted an heir, right? What if the pressure starts immediately? What if-“
Harry knelt in front of you, taking your hands in his. “No. Stop that.” His voice was gentle but firm. “We’re not going to let anyone ruin this moment. This is our baby, our family. And I don’t care if we’re King and Queen someday - our happiness comes first.”
Your heart swelled at his words.
You exhaled deeply and nodded. “Okay. Let’s do it.”
Harry grinned and kissed your knuckles before standing up. “Let’s go shock the hell out of them.”
A short while later, you both stood outside the grand sitting room where King Edward and Queen Anne spent most of their mornings.
Harry glanced at you one last time, squeezing your hand. “Ready?”
“As I’ll ever be.”
He pushed open the doors, and you both stepped inside.
King Edward sat in his usual chair, reading over some documents, while Queen Anne was sipping her tea by the window. They both looked up at your entrance.
“Harry, Y/N,” Anne greeted with a soft smile. “This is a pleasant surprise.”
Edward peered at you both over his glasses. “To what do we owe the honor?”
Harry cleared his throat and exchanged a quick glance with you before stepping forward. “We, uh… we have some news.”
Anne immediately straightened, setting her teacup down. “Good news?”
Harry hesitated for only a second before his face broke into a wide grin. “The best.”
He reached into his pocket, pulled out one of the pregnancy tests (because, of course, he had insisted on bringing proof), and placed it on the coffee table in front of them.
Both parents leaned forward.
Anne gasped first. “Is this…?”
Edward’s eyebrows shot up. “Are you saying?-“
You nodded, unable to stop the smile that broke across your face. “We’re having a baby.”
For a moment, there was only silence.
Then, suddenly, Anne let out a soft cry of joy, covering her mouth with her hands. Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears as she stood up and rushed toward you.
“My dear…” she whispered before pulling you into a tight embrace. “Oh, my dear.”
You melted into her hug, letting yourself be held as relief washed over you.
Anne pulled back, placing her hands on your cheeks, beaming through her tears. “This is wonderful news.”
Then, without hesitation, she turned and pulled Harry into a hug as well. “Oh, my sweet boy.”
Harry chuckled, hugging her back. “Took you long enough to say congrats, Mum.”
Edward, who had been silent up until now, finally stood from his chair, still staring at the test in his hand as if it were an artifact of unspeakable value.
Then, his gaze flickered to you, to Harry, before softening in a way you rarely ever saw.
“A child,” he murmured.
Harry nodded. “Our child.”
Edward stepped forward, his expression unreadable. For a brief second, you braced yourself for something stern or demanding - but instead, he simply placed a hand on Harry’s shoulder, the other on yours.
His lips twitched slightly. “Congratulations.”
It was a single word, but it carried so much weight.
And then, much to your absolute shock, Edward did something he had never done before.
He pulled you into a hug.
Your breath hitched, completely caught off guard, but within seconds, you relaxed into the warmth of it.
When he pulled back, he cleared his throat, his usual composed self returning. “This is… a significant moment for the monarchy. But more importantly, it is a significant moment for our family.”
He turned to Anne, who was still wiping at her eyes. “We’re going to be grandparents.”
Anne sniffled, nodding fervently. “Yes, we are.”
Harry exhaled, grinning as he wrapped an arm around you. “Well, I’d say that went better than expected.”
Edward shot him a dry look. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, son. There will be many discussions about the child’s future.”
Harry groaned. “Of course there will be.”
Anne swatted her husband’s arm. “Not now, Edward.” She turned back to you, her eyes soft. “Right now, we celebrate.”
And as she hugged you once more, you let out a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
For the first time in a long time, the future didn’t feel scary.
It felt right.
Pregnancy had a way of turning life upside down, especially when you were the Queen of England.
From the moment the news broke publicly, the world was obsessed. The media called it the biggest royal announcement in decades. Journalists speculated on names, gender, and how the pregnancy would affect the monarchy. Public celebrations erupted across the UK - parades, fireworks, even special merchandise with your face on it.
It was surreal.
But behind closed doors, pregnancy was a rollercoaster of emotions, challenges, and unexpected changes.
Morning sickness hit hard.
Whoever named it “morning” sickness was a liar - because it lasted all day.
You had to excuse yourself from meetings to throw up, sometimes barely making it out of the room before dashing to the nearest bathroom. The first few times, you tried to play it off as nothing, but after the third time in one week, Harry put his foot down.
“We’re telling them,” he insisted one evening as you lay curled up on the sofa, utterly exhausted.
You groaned. “No. They’ll just fuss.”
“They should fuss!” Harry ran a hand through his curls, exasperated. “You’re pregnant and still trying to do everything like normal. It’s not normal.”
You sighed, knowing he was right. So the next day, the royal advisors were informed - and just like that, your schedule changed.
Meetings were shortened. Public appearances were reduced. The palace chef was given strict orders to prepare meals that wouldn’t make you nauseous.
Harry, meanwhile, went into full protective mode.
He hovered constantly. If you so much as breathed wrong, he was by your side, fussing over you like a mother hen.
“Drink more water.”
“Did you eat enough today?”
“Put your feet up, love.”
At first, it was sweet. Then, it got slightly annoying.
One night, after he practically carried you upstairs because you “looked tired,” you finally snapped.
“Harry, I love you, but if you don’t let me walk on my own two feet, I swear I will-“
“Okay, okay!” He held up his hands in surrender, grinning. “But just so you know, I will catch you if you so much as stumble.”
You rolled your eyes - but deep down, you loved how much he cared.
The sickness eased, but new challenges emerged.
Your growing belly made royal duties a bit harder. Dresses had to be altered constantly. Walking in heels for long ceremonies? Impossible. The royal tailors ended up crafting special, elegant flats just for you.
Then came the kicks.
The first time you felt the baby move, you gasped so loudly that Harry nearly fell out of bed.
“What? What’s wrong?” He scrambled to sit up, eyes wide.
You grabbed his hand, pressing it against your stomach. “Feel that?”
For a moment, nothing - then, a tiny thump beneath his palm.
Harry’s eyes went huge. “Oh my God.”
You both froze, and then he laughed - a soft, awed sound. “That’s our baby.”
Tears pricked your eyes. “Yeah.”
From then on, Harry was obsessed. Every night, he talked to your belly, pressing kisses against it, telling stories, singing softly.
“Hey, little one. It’s Dad. Hope you’re comfy in there.”
The sight of him doing that made you fall in love with him all over again.
Everything was hard.
Sleeping? Impossible.
Standing for long periods? Torture.
Breathing? Sometimes a challenge.
And the baby kicked nonstop.
“I think they’re training for the Olympics,” you groaned one night as you shifted uncomfortably in bed.
Harry chuckled, rubbing soothing circles on your belly. “Or trying to prepare us to never get a full night’s sleep.”
The palace had adjusted everything for your comfort - your chair in meetings had extra cushions, a footstool was placed under every table, and a personal physician was on standby constantly.
But the hardest part was the public scrutiny.
The press obsessed over every tiny detail. If you looked tired in a photo? Headlines speculated on complications. If you skipped an event? Scandal.
One day, a tabloid even claimed you were carrying twins based on the size of your belly.
“Twins? Really?” you scoffed, tossing the magazine aside.
Harry smirked. “Well, at this point, I wouldn’t be surprised. You are massive.”
You glared. “Say that again and you’re carrying the next baby. I don’t know how, but I’ll make it work.”
He held up his hands in surrender, laughing.
Despite everything, though, there were beautiful moments.
Like the time the entire royal family gathered to feel the baby kick. Anne teared up, pressing a gentle hand to your belly.
Edward, surprisingly, softened. “A future ruler,” he murmured.
“No,” Harry corrected, wrapping an arm around you. “Our child. First and foremost.”
Edward looked at him for a long moment - then nodded. “Yes. You’re right.”
It was the closest thing to a heartfelt moment you’d ever had with the King.
The palace was on high alert.
Every doctor, nurse, and staff member was on standby. Your hospital bag was packed. The route to the private royal hospital was finalized.
You were ready.
Or so you thought.
Because one evening, as you sat in bed, rubbing your belly, you felt a sharp pain.
Your breath hitched.
Harry, who was reading beside you, immediately noticed. “What’s wrong?”
You hesitated, then whispered, “I think… I think it’s starting.”
For a second, there was silence.
Then…
Harry panicked.
“Oh my god. Okay, OKAY- We- we practiced this!- Breathe! Wait, SHOULD I BREATHE?!”
You groaned. “Harry, call the damn doctor.”
He scrambled for his phone, fumbling with it in his panic. “Right! Doctor! I can do that! I’m calm!”
He was not calm.
And as the reality of what was happening sank in, you realized.
Your baby was finally coming.
The moment you arrived at the private royal hospital, chaos unfolded.
Doctors and nurses swarmed around you, checking your vitals, preparing for the delivery. Everything was happening so fast.
Harry never left your side.
Not even for a second.
He held your hand the entire way through the halls, whispering reassurances, pressing kisses to your knuckles, promising you that everything would be okay.
“You’ve got this, love,” he murmured as they settled you into the delivery room. “I’m right here.”
And he was.
It was hell.
Contractions hit like waves of agony, rolling through your body with no mercy. Time blurred. At one point, you swore you were dying.
“I hate you,” you growled through clenched teeth, gripping Harry’s hand so tightly his fingers turned white.
He swallowed hard. “Okay, fair-“
“This is your fault.”
“I know, baby, I know-“
“If you ever touch me again-“
Harry winced as you squeezed harder. “Right. Noted.”
But despite the pain, despite the exhaustion, you had never loved him more.
Because he stayed.
He wiped the sweat from your forehead, whispered encouragement, ignored his own pain as you nearly broke his hand. He never let go.
“You’re doing so well,” he breathed against your temple, voice thick with emotion. “So close now.”
Then, finally - after hours of agony -!the doctor’s voice rang clear.
“One last push, Your Majesty.”
You clenched your teeth, dug your nails into Harry’s hand, and gave it everything you had.
Then, a cry.
A sharp, piercing cry filled the room.
Your chest heaved, your vision blurred with exhaustion, but nothing - nothing - could have prepared you for the overwhelming rush of emotion as they placed your baby on your chest.
A tiny, wriggling, perfect little girl.
Tears spilled down your cheeks as you stared at her, barely able to breathe.
“Hi, my love,” you choked out, voice breaking. “Hi, my sweet girl.”
Harry made a strangled noise beside you.
You turned to look at him - and your heart nearly shattered at the sight.
Tears streamed down his face as he stared at your daughter like she was the most precious thing in the world. His hands trembled as he reached out, brushing a single finger over her impossibly soft cheek.
“She’s…” He exhaled shakily. “She’s beautiful.”
You nodded, unable to speak.
Harry let out a choked laugh, his free hand covering his mouth as he blinked rapidly. “We have a daughter.”
The doctor smiled. “Would you like to cut the cord, Your Majesty?”
Harry’s breath hitched.
Slowly, he nodded, taking the scissors with trembling hands. You watched as he carefully, almost reverently, did as instructed - then immediately pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“I love you,” he whispered. “I love you so much.”
You let out a watery laugh. “I love you too.”
And then, the nurse swaddled your daughter in the softest white blanket, placing her back in your arms.
She was tiny.
Her delicate features scrunched up in sleep, her tiny fingers curling slightly. A full head of dark curls peeked out from the blanket.
You traced a fingertip down her cheek, completely in awe.
You turned your head, pressing a kiss to his damp cheek. “What should we name her?”
Harry exhaled, looking down at his daughter with pure, unfiltered love.
Then, as if it had been meant to be all along, he whispered.
“Amelia.”
Your heart clenched.
Princess Amelia of England.
It was perfect.
Tears welled in your eyes again as you nodded. “Amelia.”
Harry kissed your forehead again, voice thick with emotion. “Welcome to the world, my darling girl.”
And in that moment - exhausted, overwhelmed, but utterly complete - you knew.
Your life had changed forever.
And you wouldn’t trade it for anything.
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“Omg could you imagine how terrifying it would be if your just having fun matting with your friends then suddenly an F1 driver pulled up??”
No, I couldn’t. I’m shit at imagining.
I Like writing though
“Charles, please. We are going to be late if you don’t hurry up.” Max called through the door to their bedroom.
“I’m almost done!” Charles screamed back, still rifling through something in their bedroom, causing an overflow of mess that Max would somehow be coerced into cleaning up.
Max sighed, how come this happens every single time Max tries to plan something nice for them both, he really just needs to let Charles stick with the planning.
Charles slammed the bedroom door open, waltzing up to him and spinning, throwing his arms out,
“How do I look?”
What idiot stares at Max with the most gorgeous looking face known in history, and a perfectky accentuating outfit and then has the gall to ask how he looks?
Well, aside from Max’s idiot bug that’s a conversation for another time.
“Gorgeous, get in the car.”
He sighed dramatically, “it’s like you don’t even love me anymore, baby.”
“That’s because I don’t,” Max deadpanned, “Now please get going, we are cutting it way too close right now.”
Charles grabbed his hand, and began walking outside, “We’ll be fine mom cœur, you’ve left us ages of time, stop stressing.” He brought their hands up, planting a delicate kiss on Max’s hand.
Max pouted, “you can’t just kiss me and expect me to forgive you for taking literal hours ti get ready.”
“Yes, I can. Now hop in.”
“Wait I thought I was driving?”
Charles opened the passenger door, forcing him down inside.
“Nope,” he said, popping the p, “you thought wrong. You’ve done too much, let me drive.” He began doing the belt on Max’s seat.
Which was entirely unnecessary.
But quite sweet.
Not that Max would ever admit it, Charles would get far too big a head.
Charles jumped into the drivers seat, resting a hand on Max’s thigh and high-tailing the car out of their, knocking over their own bin as he did.
“Seriously? If your going to destroy property, at least make it someone else’s, I don’t want to deal with that.”
“Then pay someone to deal with it, I’m pretty sure you have the money for that.”
Max sighed, leaning back in his seat and gripping onto the car door, it probably wouldn’t save his life but security was security when you’re in a car with Charles Leclerc.
By the time they reached the track, they very much were late, only by 10 minutes or so, but still.
Late.
Max grabbed at Charles’ hand, running off to the changing rooms and dragging him behind.
“Max! Come on,” he whined, “Slow down, I haven’t gone for a run this entire off season, I’m going to get a stitch.”
“Your not that unfit, Schat, I want to get in the track, hurry up!”
“Maxie,” he complained, again, “we are on the track like every weekend, why are you so desperate to go back, it’s our holiday.”
Max just huffed, shoving on his race suit- Redbull, obviously, he’s not wearing some rental- and dashing down to the karts.
Charles groaned, running after him.
There was already an array of kids, all around 6-14 years old already down there and driving.
Charles had the pleasure of watching first hand as their jaws dropped, and nothing but pure terror filled their eyes.
His oblivious little boyfriend however, was far too focused on finding one of the remaining karts with the best tires and bagging that for himself to notice the kids trying to escape the track.
It’s not like they were even going to be racing strangers, just eachother.
Yeah, sure, they may just happen to be driving in the exact same track at the exact same track, but neither of them would ever dare to cause an accident.
Hopefully.
When the started their karts, Max bolted it into the track, making some poor 10 year old serve his car out of the way to maintain a good distance away, Charles screamed an apology behind him and followed in quick pursuit.
Their two hour session lasted a lot like that.
Charles ramming his kart into Max, subsequently banging into another kid
Max screaming in delight at overtaking Charles, scaring the child in front, making her flinch so badly she binned it into the wall.
Charles realising that the kart he thought was Max’s, was in fact a slightly older kid, so yelling “I beat you!” Into his face as he crossed the start line a millimetre in front was NOT the flex he thought it was.
In Charles’ defence, Max was arguably far worse than him, deliberately falling behind Charles to beat into him one too many times that he too, forgot the difference between a monegasque F1 driver, and a teenager, swerving his car into hers, knocking them both out of the track.
It was the most fun either of them had felt in a long while.
Neither of them were allowed back.
#ficlet#lestappen#help I’ve spent too long on the build up#did not read over this#probably many mistakes#but my big thing is as long as I haven’t accidentally snuck a very very very VERY bad word in their#people can live with the mistakes#putting your competitiveness behind you when there are kids involved?#nahhhh#ao3#charles leclerc#max verstappen#ao3 fanfic#formula 1#ao3 writer#formula 1 fanfic
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Stress Relief - J.U
Paring: roommate!Jey Uso, Fem!Reader Tags: Heavy smut, enemies to lovers, oral (male receiving), unprotected p in v, pure lust, breeding kink, hair pulling, cervix kissing, 18+, MINORS DNI A/N: Thank you ANON for requesting this one. I had more than enough fun writing this.🩷💛 Word Count: 4.5k
There’s just something about him that pisses you off.
Maybe it’s that damn mullet—too perfect, like he actually puts effort into keeping it that way.
Or maybe it’s those stupid grillz that flash every time he smirks like he knows something you don’t.
Or the way his eyes get all dark and intense whenever you're too close, like he’s waiting for you to slip up.
And don’t even get started on the hoochie shorts—him walking around the house like he owns the place, thick thighs out, no shame whatsoever—
“Right, Y/N?”
You blink, brain still stuck on him, and realize Jasmine’s looking at you expectantly. Fuck. You have no idea what she just said.
“Huh?” you mumble, scrambling. “My bad, I’m just tired.”
Jasmine side-eyes you before clearing her throat. “I said, isn’t it Xavier’s fault and not mine? Like, he was the one who stayed up all night gaming, knowing damn well he had a test, and then had the audacity to blame me when he failed because I didn’t wake him up?”
Classic Jasmine and Xavier. Always on some dumb shit.
“Yeah,” you nod, finally catching up. “That’s on him. He’s his own person. Can’t blame you for his L.”
After a solid hour of Jasmine ranting about Xavier’s dumbass decisions and you half-listening while nodding at the right times, you finally make it back home. The second you step inside, a heavy sigh escapes your lips. Silence. Thank God.
You toss your keys on the counter and kick off your shoes, already mentally preparing to crash in your room and not deal with anyone for the rest of the night—
And then you see him.
Jey.
Laid out on the couch like he pays all the bills, legs spread like he owns the damn place, one arm draped over the back of the sofa, the other scrolling through his phone. His infamous hoochie shorts are front and center—gray, slightly too tight, showing way too much thigh.
Your eye twitches.
“You comfortable?” you deadpan, crossing your arms.
Jey doesn’t even look up. “Mmhmm.”
You inhale sharply through your nose, debating whether it’s worth it to start an argument tonight. Spoiler alert: it’s not.
With a shake of your head, you step toward the hallway, but before you can make your great escape, Jey finally acknowledges you—well, more like calls you out.
“You had a good lil date with Jasmine?” His voice is lazy, that usual cocky drawl laced with amusement.
Your jaw clenches. “It wasn’t a date. We were just talking about some shit.”
Jey hums like he doesn’t believe you. “Uh-huh.”
You hate when he does that. It’s like he enjoys getting under your skin for fun.
Rolling your eyes, you keep walking, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a reaction. But just as you reach your bedroom door, you hear him mumble, almost like an afterthought—
“Didn’t even say goodnight. Rude ass.”
Your fingers tighten around the doorknob, and for a brief second, you consider turning around, throwing a pillow at his stupid manspreading self, and telling him exactly where he can shove his passive-aggressive comments.
But you don’t.
Instead, you exhale, push your door open, and mutter just loud enough for him to hear—
“Goodnight, Jey.”
You don’t have to turn around to see his smirk. You can feel it.
After shutting the door behind you, you waste no time stripping out of your clothes and heading straight for the shower. The hot water does wonders, washing away the tension from the day, but it doesn’t completely wipe away the lingering irritation from Jey’s annoying ass.
By the time you step out, fresh-faced and wrapped in an oversized t-shirt, your mood has mellowed slightly. You towel-dry your hair, scrolling through your phone as you step back into the living room, just to grab your notebook off the coffee table.
And then you see it.
An empty water bottle. On the floor.
You freeze, eyes flickering to the plastic offender before trailing up to the culprit himself—Jey, still posted up on the couch like he’s got no worries in the world, scrolling through his phone like the place doesn’t look like a damn mess.
"Seriously?" you scoff, arms folding across your chest. "You just gon’ leave this here like we got a maid or something?"
Jey barely glances at you. "Man, I ain’t got time for the arguing shit tonight." His voice is lower than usual, rough around the edges. "I’m already stressed the fuck out."
You raise an eyebrow, leaning your weight onto one hip. "Oh wow. You’re stressed? No way. I thought you were just chillin’ in those hoochie daddy shorts with not a care in the world." Your voice drips with sarcasm, and you expect him to throw something smart back, to keep up the usual banter.
But he doesn’t.
Instead, his jaw flexes, his thumb stopping mid-scroll on his phone screen. He lets out a slow exhale, tilting his head back against the couch, eyes slipping shut for a moment like he’s forcing himself to keep it together.
Something shifts.
The air gets heavier, quieter.
"You ever have one of those days," he murmurs, voice deep and tired, "where no matter what you do, shit just don’t go right?"
You’re not sure what it is—maybe it’s the way his voice drops, or the way his chest rises and falls like he’s carrying more weight than he wants to admit—but something makes you pause.
Your fingers tighten around your notebook as you stare at him. "Yeah," you say after a beat, softer this time. "'Cause you ain't the only one."
He lifts his head then, dark eyes meeting yours. For once, there’s no teasing, no cocky smirk—just something unreadable, something you’re not sure you wanna figure out.
The tension between you thickens, stretching into the small space between the couch and where you stand.
And then, before you can even think to move, Jey shifts, legs spreading a little more like he’s testing you, eyes flickering down to your bare legs before dragging back up to your face.
"You stay runnin’ yo mouth," he mutters, voice just low enough to make your stomach dip.
Your breath catches slightly, but you don’t back down. "And you stay leaving shit around like a damn child."
His lips twitch. Not quite a smirk, but close. "You really tryna argue with me right now?"
"You started it," you quip, gripping your notebook a little tighter, suddenly hyper-aware of how the room feels smaller, how the space between you feels like nothing at all.
Jey leans forward, elbows resting on his knees, his presence pulling you in without even trying. His voice drops even lower when he says, "You sure you wanna go there?"
Your heart kicks up. You should walk away.
But you don’t.
You let out a laugh, shaking your head at him, but it’s not your usual annoyed laugh. No, this one is softer, teasing—like you’re calling his bluff. Because that’s all Jey ever does, right? Talk shit. Act like he’s that guy. Like he gets under your skin more than you get under his.
But then you see it.
The way his eyes darken.
Your laughter dies down when he slowly—real slow—pushes himself off the couch, standing to his full height. He tilts his head slightly, watching you with that unreadable expression, tongue swiping across his bottom lip like he’s thinking real hard about something.
You should’ve walked away when you had the chance.
But now? Now it’s too late.
Jey moves with a lazy kind of dominance, circling you like a damn predator, eyes dragging over your frame, taking his sweet time like he’s got all night.
You swallow, gripping your notebook a little tighter. "What?" you say, feigning nonchalance, but your voice is already a little weaker than before.
Jey lets out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head. "Man…" He exhales sharply, flexing his jaw. "Just told yo ass I’m stressed, mama. I’m tryna keep cool."
His voice is deep, smooth, but there’s something dangerous lurking underneath it. Like he’s on the edge of something, and you’re the one about to push him over.
"You ain't the only one stressed," you shoot back, though it doesn’t hold the same bite as before. You feel hot, like the air thickened between you without warning.
Jey stops behind you now, standing close. Too close. You feel the heat radiating off him, the scent of his cologne mixed with whatever stress he’s been carrying all day.
And then—his breath is at your ear.
A shiver racks through you before you can stop it.
"Maybe I should relieve my stress and fuck the attitude outta you."
Your breath catches.
Your whole body goes rigid.
Because what the fuck did he just say?
Your brain straight up short-circuits.
Mouth slightly parted, hands gripping your notebook like it’s the only thing keeping you grounded—you don’t know what to say. Because what the fuck are you supposed to say when your roommate, the man you claim to barely tolerate, just whispered some filthy shit in your ear like it was nothing?
Like he knew what he was doing. Like he knew the effect it would have.
And fuck—fuck—it wasn’t your fault that your panties were now coated in the wetness from your meaty pussy. It wasn’t.
Blame the stress, blame the long-ass day, blame him for walking around in them damn hoochie shorts with thighs thick enough to make a grown woman weak. Blame anything but yourself.
But Jey? Jey knows exactly what he’s doing.
You feel him shift behind you, not touching you, but standing so damn close that you can feel the heat of his skin, the weight of his presence pressing down on you like a vice.
"You real quiet now," he murmurs, voice low and taunting. "Where all that mouth go, huh?"
Your breath is shaky when you finally force yourself to move, spinning around so fast you nearly stumble back into the coffee table. But Jey—being the asshole that he is—catches your wrist, steadying you before you can escape.
"Easy, ma," he says, voice smooth as hell. Too smooth. Like he’s amused. Like he’s enjoying this shit.
Your heart pounds so hard it’s all you can hear.
"I—" You blink, trying to get your shit together, trying to remember why you were mad in the first place. "You—You’re such a fucking ass, you know that?"
Jey smirks, tilting his head slightly. "And you love it."
His fingers are still wrapped around your wrist, his thumb absentmindedly stroking your skin, slow and deliberate. It sends a jolt of heat straight to your core, making your thighs clench on instinct.
"N-no, I don’t," you lie, voice barely above a whisper.
His grin deepens, eyes flicking down to your lips for a fraction of a second before meeting your gaze again.
"Lyin’ ass."
The tension is so thick you could choke on it.
And Jey? He’s standing there, looking at you like he’s got all the time in the world, like he’s waiting on you to admit what you both already know.
"Fuck it," you mumbled, your voice breathy and shaky, almost like the words were ripped out of you against your will.
You didn’t care anymore. Not about the stupid notebook. Not about the stupid tension. Not about the stupid fucking game Jey was playing, getting under your skin and twisting you up all at once.
You dropped the notebook, not even thinking twice, and yanked him in by his collar, slamming your lips into his.
It was hard. Demanding. The kind of kiss that’s all teeth and desperation. Like neither of you could wait another second to feel what this fucked-up energy between you really meant.
Jey’s mouth moves against yours like he’s starving, all heat and tongue, and before you know it, his hands are on you—rough, unforgiving—grabbing your ass like it belongs to him, pulling you flush against him. The pressure of his grip sends a surge of heat straight through your body, your pussy throbbing in response.
You moan against his lips as his fingers squeeze your ass, the sound barely escaping before he’s swallowing it down. He’s devouring your mouth, like he can’t get enough, like he’s wanted this for way too long and finally got what he wanted.
You feel it in every inch of your body, that pull, that hunger. You feel his breath mixing with yours, the ragged way he’s breathing, the way his chest is rising and falling like he can’t keep up with what’s happening between you two.
Your hands slide up to his chest, feeling the hard muscle beneath your palms, and for a split second, you think about pulling away—thinking you should stop before it gets too far. But the moment your hands find his neck and your fingertips dig into the back of his hair, you can’t think about anything but the way his body feels against yours.
"Jey," you whisper, barely breaking the kiss, your lips swollen and breathless. "What are we doing?"
He doesn’t answer, not with words anyway. He answers with another savage kiss, deep and messy, like he’s showing you exactly how far this has gone. And fuck, you don’t know if you’re ready for it, but you sure as hell don’t want it to stop.
He pulls back just enough to look you in the eyes, his dark gaze searching yours like he’s reading every inch of you, figuring you out. You feel the weight of his stare.
“What we shoulda been did,” he murmurs lowly, voice rough as hell.
And in that moment, you don’t need him to say anything else. You already know.
His body was fucking tense, like he was barely holding it together. You could feel the strain in his movements, the way his shorts were stretched tight, his muscles flexing with every shift. And damn, you could see it—his hard dick pressed up against them, making your heart race even faster.
Jey was barely keeping his cool, sweat beading down his forehead, his breaths coming out in sharp, heavy bursts. His hands slid down your sides, gripping your hips tight enough to leave marks, and you could see it in his eyes. He was struggling, trying not to lose control, but damn—he wanted to.
You felt the heat of the moment, the tension that was thick enough to choke, and then his voice broke through, low and rough. "Be a good girl and get yo knees fa me," he growled through gritted teeth, barely holding it back.
And fuck, those words hit you like a freight train. It was like a switch flipped in your brain, your body moving almost instinctively as if you already knew what was next. You didn’t even think about it—you just did.
Dropping to your knees, you looked up at him through your lashes, your gaze locking with his, and there it was. That darkness, that possessive hunger that always lurked just beneath the surface. Jey’s jaw was clenched, his hands gripping the back of your head for support, as if he needed it to stay steady.
His eyes roamed over you like he couldn’t believe you were really there, like you were some kind of temptation he couldn’t resist.
You took your time, letting the tension build between you as your fingers grazed his waistband. Slowly, you tugged his shorts down, watching them slip past his hips until they pooled at his ankles. The sight of him like that, completely exposed, made your breath hitch in your throat.
But you weren’t done.
You leaned in a little closer, your hands tracing down his thighs before sliding under the waistband of his underwear. You took a second, letting the moment drag out, before pulling those down too, inch by inch, until they joined his shorts on the floor.
His thick dick arched towards you, glistening slightly as if it had been waiting for this moment. The huge, meaty length, likely around nine inches, had a rosy tip that was already dripping with precum.
As you traced your finger around the swollen tip, a deep moan escaped his lips. “Ugh, mama,” he murmured, sounding so fucking good. A low grunt rolled from him as you tightened your grip and began to move your hand, the sound of you stroking his wet, aching dick echoed in the living room. “Mmh, shit,” he breathed, tilting his head back.
You lean in, your heart racing, and place a gentle, wet kiss on the swollen, angry tip of his dick. The warmth of your lips sends shivers through his body, and without a moment's hesitation, his hips instinctively thrust forward, a reflex wanting for more. “F-f- fuck, please,” he breathes out, the desperate need in his voice sending a shock through you.
He tilted his head back, surrendering to the feeling moving through him. Veins bulged on his hands as he tangled them in your hair, desperately trying to mask the expressions that escaped him. With each flick of your tongue, his hips shuddered in response. Your other hand began a slow journey, trailing to his balls, where you gave a gentle squeeze, drawing out a gasp that escaped his lips as your mouth sucked him deeper.
You felt him hit the back of your throat, and a whimper slipped from him — a sound of pure need. The feeling made your pussy swell, your wetness pooling as you ground your hips against the fabric of your panties, craving more.
You could feel his rough grip tightening in your hair, a mix of pleasure and desperation evident in his voice as he stuttered, “Mama —! SHIT, wait—.” His eyes widened, a clear sign of the overwhelming urge building inside him, a tidal wave of release.
But, rather than slowing down, you were only spurred on, sucking him harder while tightening your throat around him, matching the rhythm of your hand as it continued to tease and squeeze his balls. “Please— Mmmmm,” he moaned, pleasure erupting from deep within. Then, without warning, you felt it — a hot rush as he erupted, flooding your throat with warmth, each wave sending electric jolts of satisfaction through both of you.
Jey grabbed a fistful of your hair, yanking you up with barely any effort, his grip firm but not painful. Without saying a word, he pulled you toward the couch in two long strides, moving like he was in control of every inch of the space between you.
His breath was still heavy, fanning against your skin, sending a shiver down your spine.
"You know you don’t hate me, mama," he murmured in your ear, his voice low, thick with something dangerous. His lips brushed against your neck, slow and deliberate, like he had all the time in the world to make you fall apart.
"You just hate that you want me," he added, his teeth grazing your skin between kisses, making your knees damn near buckle.
You let out a shaky whimper, barely above a whisper. "Jey..."
His grip on you tightened. "Yeah, baby?" he teased, like he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
You swallowed hard, your breath coming out shaky as your fingers gripped onto his arms for some kind of stability. His lips were still on your neck, warm, teasing, like he was waiting for you to say it.
"F-fuck me... please," you finally breathed out, your voice barely above a whisper, but desperate enough for him to hear exactly what you needed.
Jey pulled back just enough to look at you, his dark eyes flickering with something unreadable—something dangerous. His tongue swiped across his bottom lip, and for a moment, he just watched you, like he was letting your words settle, making sure you meant them.
Then, his grip tightened, and he smirked. "That’s all you had to say, mama."
He flipped you around like it was nothing, hands firm on your waist, making sure you landed exactly where he wanted you—ass pressed up against him. Your hands hit the couch for balance, fingers gripping the fabric as your breath came out shaky.
Jey didn’t rush. Nah, he took his time, dragging his fingers down your hips before slowly peeling your shorts and panties down, letting the cool air kiss your skin. It was deliberate, like he was making a point—like he wanted you to feel every second of it.
You arched for him without thinking, body reacting on its own, and he let out a low hum—like he liked what he saw, like he was taking a mental picture of the way you were laid out for him.
Jey peeled off his shirt and tossing it aside, his warm hands running over your hips before he positioned himself right at your entrance.
Got you! Here’s a more suggestive but still steamy version:
“Gonna be a good girl fa me and take this dick?” Jey rasped, his voice thick with need, his grip on your hips tightening. His teeth clenched like he was barely holding himself back.
You barely had time to respond, a shaky “y-yes, I—” slipping from your lips before a gasp tore through you.
“Oh my God—!”
Your fingers dug into the couch as he pushed forward, taking his time, making sure you felt every inch of his meaty dick. He was ripping through the gummy walls of your pussy. The room felt hotter, the air thick with tension, his deep groan mixing with your breathy whimpers.
His movements grew rougher, more urgent, his grip firm as he drove deeper. Each thrust sent waves of heat through your body, the pressure making your breath hitch. The sound of his heavy balls meeting your clit filled the room, a rhythm that left no space for second thoughts.
His low groans mixed with your breathy moans, his pace relentless, like he was set on making sure you felt every bit of him.
“Jey… J-Jeyyy,” you whimpered, voice breaking as he moved just right, hitting that perfect spot like he knew your body better than you did.
A deep groan rumbled from his chest, rough and needy. “Yeah… lemme h-hear you, baby,” he murmured, voice thick with pleasure.
Then he stilled, buried deep, making your breath hitch. His grip tightened as he leaned in, his next words dripping with heat. “You feel so. Fucking. Good, mama,” he growled, punctuating each word with a slow, deliberate roll of his hips, making sure you felt every inch of him.
Jey’s grip on your hair tightened, pulling you upward just enough to feel the strain in your back as you arched deeper. He fucked you so smooth, almost hypnotic, as each motion seemed to draw out all the tension that had built up between you both. His breaths grew heavier, as if every second was another release of the stress he’d been holding onto all day.
You were both so close, the tension building, each of you chasing that same overwhelming release. Your body trembled as the pressure inside you built up to an unbearable peak.
“Jey, I—oh god,” you moaned, your voice shaky as he moved with purpose, knowing exactly what you needed.
“Mhm, give it to me, mama,” he murmured, his breath ragged. “I’m close too.”
You let go, the wave of pleasure crashing over you, your body shuddering as the world around you blurred. Jey’s grip on you tightened as he followed, his rhythm slowing as he caught his breath, both of you lost in the aftermath. The air between you was thick, charged, like you were both coming down from something intense and raw.
Jey scooped you up like it was nothing, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist. You could feel the heat of his skin pressed against yours, and everything felt so close, so right. You were exhausted, barely keeping your eyes open, but it didn’t matter. You just trusted him to take care of the rest.
He didn’t even say a word—just held you tight and started walking, his hands steady on your ass as he carried you effortlessly. You didn’t even know where he was taking you, but you didn’t care. You were just so tired, so wrapped up in the feeling of him, the weight of your body melting against his.
Then, he kicked open the bathroom door with one smooth motion, not even breaking a stride, like he’d done it a million times. He didn’t put you down, just shifted you slightly so you were still pressed against him as he turned the shower on. The sound of water filling the air was calming, almost like it was meant to wash away everything from the day.
When he finally set you down, your legs wobbled slightly, but you steadied yourself, stepping into the shower as the warm water hit your skin. Jey followed you in, his hands never leaving your body as he stood close behind you, like he just couldn’t get enough of being near you.
You could feel yourself finally relaxing as Jey took over, the gentle motion of the washcloth gliding across your shoulders. His touch was soft but firm, like he knew exactly how to soothe you. When the cloth passed over your skin again, it lingered there for a second longer, and then, you felt his lips press a tender kiss to your shoulder. The soft foam of soap clung to his lips, but he didn’t seem to care. It was almost endearing in its own way.
"Y’know, I always wanted this," he murmured, his voice hushed but full of intention as his fingers ran in slow circles on your back, the washcloth soothing your skin.
Your stomach fluttered, and the feeling felt so real, so raw. You turned around to face him, meeting his eyes. His smirk was just enough for his grillz to flash in the low light, the mischievous glint in his eyes unmistakable.
“Yeah… me too,” you admitted, the words coming out quieter than you expected.
You realized then, maybe you never hated him the way you thought you did. Maybe the whole time, you wanted him so badly, you hated how much you needed him.
Before you could overthink it, your hand reached up to his wet mullet, tugging him down toward you. Your lips met in a kiss, slow and lingering, as his hand moved to your ass, giving it a softer squeeze. There was no rush now. No tension. Just the feeling of being with him, finally, in a way you never expected.
There’s just something about him that pisses you off.
Something about the way he makes you love him.
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can we catch a break??? fuck!
pairing: sim jaeyun x reader x park sunghoon
warnings: mentions of death, murder, blood, profanity, murder chase scene, stalking, like overall slasher movie vibes, 18+
pls ignore timestamps and possible typos lol part of this chapter is written pls read the written portions to understand the full story
wc: 1067
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your leg bounced impatiently as you waited for sunghoon to arrive. his text about wanting to talk had you a bit anxious because it could’ve been about anything but your mind automatically went to the worst things possible.
the feeling you had was one similar to when you were mustering up the courage to break up with him, which now with all of the things that have happened since then, feels like an eternity ago. you were very grateful to have sunghoon by your side throughout all of this, granted he was your ex, it’s comforting to know someone like sunghoon is there to console you. even protect you.
that’s how he was as a boyfriend, and still is, very protective and caring over you. that’s what you had loved about him, his desire to be the one to shield you from the dangers of the world, make you feel safe when you’re with him, and be the one you can lean on.
your break up wasn’t anything dramatic, it was a fight of minimal words and pent up emotions that overflowed into each other. you had noticed a shift in sunghoon’s behavior but it was most evident the night of the party, the same night wonyoung had been murdered. he was distant and cold, he rarely spoke to you that night but his hands clung onto your body like you would slip away at any second. you should’ve realized it sooner, the way he’d glare at jake whenever he’d enter the room, the silent way he’d scoff when jake would say something to you, how sunghoon never wanted to be around him.
sunghoon did not like jake.
and maybe jake didn’t like him either.
sunghoon didn’t tell you why he was distant that night but it irked you even more when he would try to avoid having the conversation with you. like any normal couple, you just wanted to be able to talk it out and work through it like adults; but sunghoon didn’t want that. you had grown tired of his dimissive attitude to things, afraid of confrontation and inability to voice his worries, so you told him that you wouldn’t either.
if he didn’t want to address the issue, then you wouldn’t give him anything to address at all.
so you broke up with him, drank heavily for the next few hours and didn’t see him again that night. that was when karina and daniella decided that you had enough to drink and the three of you went home, eventually finding wonyoung’s body in your living room.
a text from your phone snaps you out of the memories of that night as you lift your phone up to your face to see who it’s from.
from: girl get up!! (sunghoon)
i’m here
you gave him a thumbs up before making your way out to him, laughing to yourself and setting a mental note that you should probably change his name.
when you walked outside, sunghoon was standing there, leaning on his car as he waited for you. “there you are” he says as he opens the door for you. you mutter a small thank you and he slightly nods his head in response. you watch sunghoon slightly jog to his side of the car and strap himself in. “so, what did you want to talk about?” you ask, still anxious at what this conversation could turn into.
the atmosphere in his car was different, but you couldn’t put your finger on it.
“right.. uhm.” he starts.
“i know a lot has been happening these days and you’re going through a lot, and i’ll do anything to be there for you. i guess i just want to say that i want to start over and maybe try again? this probably isn’t the best time but i haven’t stopped loving you even until now, you’re always on my mind and i’d do anything for you.
i just can’t stand not having you by my side and with everything going on, i don’t want to regret anything in this life and if i die knowing that i never properly fixed things between us then that’d be a life i regret living..
so, can we start over and try again?” sunghoon says the last part softly. his voice instantly soothing your worries as he continued to speak as you were relieved to know it wasn’t anything worth being nervous over. you were quite surprised that sunghoon was not only bringing this up but talking about how he felt. you knew that it was always hard for him to do that so you were proud of you. your heart swelled with love as you looked into his eyes, “i never stopped loving you either..” you responded and a smile spread onto sunghoon’s lips, the one where his eyes and nose would crinkle and his canines were on display.
your favorite smile.
you mimed his smile and just as sunghoon is about to pull you in for a kiss, his phone starts to ring.
“way to kill the mood heeseung.” he says before answering. “whats up? i’m on my way back.” he says into the phone, his face instantly contorting into something of worry and despair as he listens to heeseung on the other end of the phone.
“fuck, ok. we’ll be right there.” sunghoon ends the phone and is putting his car into gear as he speeds off. “what’s happening? is everything ok?” you ask, worry settling into your stomach as you look at sunghoon’s face. his jaw was clenched and as your eyes focused onto his, you could see he was fighting off tears.
“the fucker attacked heeseung and jay after i left, heeseung said jay is hurt pretty badly.” sunghoon explained, causing your breathing to become eradic and heavy. it’s barely been a whole day since karina had been killed and the killer was already after another one of them.
your mind was beginning to spiral and your vision was starting to blur but when sunghoon places his hand over yours and puts it into his, everything starts to come back to normal. like his touch alone was enough to provide solace. “i’m sorry, hoon. jay’s going to be fine, ok?” you said and all he does is give you a small smile. a sliver of hope in his eyes that what you were saying is true.
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detective's notes: park jongseong, aka jay, was attacked in his home alongside roommate, lee heeseung. both victims are alive with jay receiving the worst end of the attack. detective lee taeyong and i have presented as ourselves the main detectives on this case to the main circle. we've originally hid out identities to avoid being sought out but with the bodies piling up and attacks becoming more frequent, we thought it would be best to let them know that we're the detectives behind this case. the decelis killer is still at large and the case is still on going. signing off, detective bae irene.
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🎁 14 with quinn 👀
a/n: kirby my love, this one is for you 🧡 i know you love your angst
Prompt 14: "Please. Please just listen to me."
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You never thought it would come to this. You thought you and Quinn were forever. Everything had been perfect until you had started seeing less and less of him. You couldn’t remember the last time you’d been on a date, and he barely held a conversation with you now. You knew bringing it up would be difficult, but you hadn’t imagined it would blow up like this.
“Quinn, we barely talk anymore! When was the last time you kissed me? A real kiss, not some reflexive kiss on the cheek when you get home from a roadie!” you weren’t sure when it started, but the two of you have been shouting back and forth so long your throat is starting to feel scratchy.
“That’s not fair! Do you know how busy I am?”
“Oh, trust me I know! The only thing I hear about anymore is the Canucks! The team needs this! The team can’t do that! God, Quinn, even when you were hurt and had absolutely no business being on that ice, you couldn’t shut up about your team! Sometimes, it’s like you forget I even exist! Like I’m just some housemaid or someone to come to when you need relief! Except we don’t even do that anymore do we?”
“Maybe it’s because you’re so clingy! I mean, Jesus, I barely get a moment to myself! You’re so obsessed with me! This isn’t even that serious!”
Your face goes blank the second the words leave his mouth. This isn’t even that serious? He didn’t tell you he wanted to break up, but with those five words, Quinn just ended your relationship.
“It isn’t that serious?” you’re fuming now, and he can tell by how level your voice is. “So what? You’ve been stringing me along for over two years? Let me move in? You remember me having to get permanent residency for this right? All of that and it’s not serious?”
“Babe don’t-”
“No you’re right, Quinn. I’m leaving. You can have your space back. I’d hate to take it anymore since you so obviously don’t want me here,” you head to what was a shared bedroom not even two hours ago. You pack all your bags, at least what you would need for a couple of days, and Quinn does nothing but stand there and watch. He doesn’t speak up again until you’re leaving the bedroom and heading for the front door with your suitcase in tow.
“Baby, c’mon. You’re being dramatic. Where are you even gonna stay?”
“Oh, no! Clingy and dramatic! Guess I really need to get out of your hair then. And where I’m staying is not of your concern anymore,” you roll your eyes, attempting to continue on your path to the door when he blocks it.
“Please. Please just listen to me. It doesn’t have to end like this. We don’t have to end like this,” he’s begging now, and as pitiful as he looks, you can’t find it in yourself to care anymore. You’re tired of sitting around, waiting for him to give you attention like some dog sitting at the door waiting for its owner to return. You have to get out.
“Just stop, Quinn. It’s done. We’re done. No second chances. I’ve given you too many to begin with. If you didn’t want this to end, you should’ve tried harder to keep me before it was too late. Hopefully, you can find someone a little less clingy and obsessive.”
You walk away, not looking back once the door is shut. You just closed a huge chapter in your life. Anyone else would probably be rejoicing right now, basking in the feeling of being free from a situation that wasn’t good. Somehow, though, you can’t help but feel like this might have been a mistake.
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