#can you tell i was listening to the mbobhft demo?

[calamitoustide]

thinking about childhood best friends to lovers jegulus in a canon setting and i don't even care if it's unrealistic i don't give a fuck I'm thinking about little eleven and twelve-year-old reg and james gravitating towards each other and james showing reg all around the castle for the first time and they spend all their time together; it's nothing sweet, and the entire time james isn't even thinking "oh i can save him" he's thinking he's already saved. he's thinking regulus is safe.

then they get older and regulus is sixteen and he's pulling away and james is just thinking "no... no i can still fix this i can make it better because he's my best friend he can't leave" but it's the way things go and regulus is already gone... he shows james the mark and they both walk away

but as time passes they're both thinking about when they'd see each other again when they'd be each other's again.. after all they were best friends and that's the worst part