#can my glasses just fucking get here already. bc the prisms fixing my double-vision issue would be extremely helpful for the eye strain pain
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ive had a migraine since mid january. just kill me, it would be a mercy at this point
#txt#turns out theyre more chronic than i realized....#ie. thats what my ''daily/constant headaches'' are. ive realized#my eyes hurt so bad. it hurts to think. and i need to stay caught up with my fucking. classes.#im barely managing that and im losing my goddamn mind. im so fucking tired#i just want it to stop hurting. i want the panic attacks and nightmares to stop#but nothing works and now trying to distract myself physically hurts too much. all i can do is sit in the dark and think#can my glasses just fucking get here already. bc the prisms fixing my double-vision issue would be extremely helpful for the eye strain pain#at least then i could do something abt the suffocating loneliness. not being able to think or look at acreens for too long makes it hard to#-reach out. and my migraines are so painful and go long enough that they kick up a lot of suicidal ideation#bc i just get so fucking desperate for the pain in/around my eyes to stop (still havent found a med thaf stops my migraine pain)#i also lost like 20lbs but i cant. fuckin deal with that now ill get worried if it keeps dropping#(not in a single month it had been like 6mo since i last checked b4 that)#my pain already fucks up my appetite. migraine on top of that has completely fucked up my eating. i stopped drinking coffee#bc i just feel too awful in the mornings when i wake up to stomach it anymore#every fucking morning starts with a panic attack i wake up into#i cant remember the last time i had a good day pain-wise#migraines give me time to Ruminate which is exactly what im trying to train my brain to stop doing. im in hell#vent -#weight mention in tags -
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