#byeol anon

[simpjaes]

I’ve always been interested in coding but specifically html and user face designing but I can never get ideas out and if I do it just never seems to look right to me. or I can never just do it. it’s been something I do on my downtime but it’s always like that for me. it’s either I design something and it’s nothing like what I had in my mind or it’s just the bones of a website with little to no design. sorry for the rant I don’t really have anyone to talk to about things like that.

but I’m sending this to say that your design mockups are amazing. pretty sure if it was real ( like out on the market for people to buy ) it would probably sell fast. and I hate to say this but as a society we care about looking at things first. the added benefits of the product are just secondary ( ex. skincare ). if it’s not packaged nicely or not pretty to look at people are mostly likely not to buy, even if it could save your life or something. – byeol

HUUUUUUUUUUGE YAP SESSION!

Don't apologize for ranting about things that I have experience in and a passion for! Given, I'm studying visual design more than the html or coding aspect of it. What I will say though is that really, any aspect of design has soooo many fucking rules to it and it's always better to learn them before breaking them. (basics like typography, sight patterns, alignment, etc) I think you should keep playing around though. Sometimes when I'm bored I go to carrd and just play around with it til i either hate it or like it, either way I still delete it and start over. As for your comment on society needing pretty packaging, I can agree to an extent but it's also human nature to search for things that please the eye. Even as a messy ass painter and sculptor who makes very weird and uncanny things, I still follow the rules so even my most horrifying works is pleasing to those who recognize the skills i used. As far as I'm concerned, I have no qualms with people liking pretty things, especially if I get to make those things, yknow? Even the most mundane, boring designs follow the exact same rules. Brand logos, street signs, shower curtains, business cards. [nct albums have bad design a lot of the time, i've learned KMFSDKJHFKJ]

I also do agree that sometimes people prefer the prettier packaging over the boring or even badly designed kind but I don't agree that they won't buy it because of that. Price is usually what drives a purchase, and often times a prettier design costs more. If we are referring to nepo babies and rich ass losers, yeah they probably don't care but i don't believe anything would be considered a "life saver" regarding good or bad design. That's when the price or design doesn't matter and the product is what matters. **i also wanna add, more often than not, you'll find the design package matches or compliments the price, no matter how expensive or cheap. sometimes the price is what drives the design.**

Either way!! I get what your saying, so...ONTO ADVICE: As an artist who primarily did more physical studio art before focusing on design, most if not all of my works turn out differently than what I imagine, but I love them nonetheless because of the work and effort I put into it. You cannot perfect yourself based off of a fantasy in your head, you have to be realistic. If it's possible, get as close to it as you can without breaking your mental state. If it isn't possible, make something else, or utilize the idea and make something inspired off of it. Someone will like your work whether you hate it or not. I've experienced it time and time again. People taking my sketches and work out of trash cans, me doing the same thing to other people. I can't tell you how many trashed art pieces i own and love, and the fact of the matter is, someone hated it enough to crumple it and throw it away, prepared to never look at it again. Digital design can be different from that though because mistakes or unbalanced parts of it can be really obvious, not to mention how pompous some designers are. It's a more critical type of work, i think, and even I'm struggling with it. I see so many mistakes in my mock ups, but i finally threw my hands up and knew I needed to just be done with it. The sub box was supposed to be a tarot card box, but I just couldn't get it right. That's a clear example of my work not panning out to my own mind's image. The point is, everyone feels this way with their work. We look at it for so long that everything looks wrong, and not good. But at the end of the day, especially with design, a lot of people will simply look at it briefly and move on. Remember that!

[sadseungmin]

Hiiiiiii can you write something about reader trying to breakup with phsycotic/yandere Chan 🥺 Only if you can babes❤️

♡ breaking up with a psychotic bang chan ♡

psychotic bang chan x afab reader | dead dove | nsfw (MDNI)

p.s. i hope this is to your liking, anon!

⚠︎ tw: non-consensual elements (i.e. forced breeding), physical violence, threats of murder

✧･ﾟ: psychotic!chan will emotionally manipulate you *✧･ﾟ:*

Chan resorts to intense emotional manipulation, exploiting your insecurities and fears to make you feel guilty and unworthy. He convinces you that no one else could ever love you as he does and that leaving him would be the worst mistake of your life. He recounts every positive moment you two have shared and proclaims these moments cannot be recreated with another. Essentially, you are manipulated into questioning whether ending things with him is the right choice.

"Baby, you're not making sense. After everything we've been through, after all the time I've poured into loving you despite your flaws, why would you want to give up on us—on me? Who else is going to take the time to learn how to love you unconditionally?"

✧･ﾟ: psychotic!chan will physically abuse you *✧･ﾟ:*

Chan uses physical violence to assert his control over you and instill fear. He yanks you close by the hair, roughly wrapping your locks around his fist so tightly that your scalp pulsates for hours afterwards. He also enjoys choking you until you almost pass out, slamming you into walls with a grip around your throat that leave behinds finger-tip shaped bruises. Whenever you're helplessly within his grasp like this, Chan leans in incredibly close and makes it clear with a cold, stern expression that he won't tolerate any of your attempts to leave. The violence is terrifying, but Chan deems it necessary to keep from losing you.

"I'm trying to be patient with you, baby, because I love you to fucking pieces, but you're being so damn difficult. Every time you try to leave me, it brings me closer and closer to snuffing your life out, because if I can't have you in this life, I damn sure will in the next. Don't make me go there, baby. No more talk of leaving, yeah?"

✧･ﾟ: psychotic!chan will forcibly breed you *✧･ﾟ:*

Chan is desperate to bind you to him for the rest of your lives. He believes that having a child together will ensure you can never leave him. He sabotages your birth control by replacing your contraceptive medication with disguised sleeping pills. Several times a week, you wake up to Chan thrusting wildly inside of you, whispering potential baby names with each forceful, animalistic thrust. And when he paints the inside of your womb white, he whispers to you how pretty you'll be as a mother and how excited he is to watch your tummy grow from his seed. All you can do is lay there, feeling full and hot inside, tears beading in the corner of your eyes as you realize you don't remember the last time you had a period.

"Oh, shi—Gonna fuck a daycare into you, y/n! Gonna keep you plump and round and full. You'll make such a perfect mommy, baby! You'd never abandon me then, right? How could you when we'd have Tzu...Yeong...Byeol...Eun...Iseul...Wonsi—"

[aler-ii]

Commissioned by anonymous!

Thank you for commissioning me, anon!! This hair is based on Toji Fushiguro from JJK. I also added some cute angel halo shineline swatches to the hair. I hope you enjoy!!! <3

Base Game Compatible

All frames, All LODS

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24 EA Colours + 2 anime/manga toji + 10 angel ring swatches

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Credits: @simandy as I used her Byeol hair texture for this mesh :]

[edenesth]

I know you might not know what this is about but

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THE 'LOVE TO HATE YOU' MC'S LAST NAME MOON

Ooh, let me guess the context!👀

Could it be because San is mountain, his sister Haneul is the sky, and his cat Byeol is a star, so his MC should be the moon? OR

Because she's the moon to his sun (San)🤡🤡🤡 OR

It's also your last name/surname OR

It's an inside joke between you and someone

That's it, I'm all out of ideas HAHA I have a feeling I got them all wrong LMAO but this was fun anyway🤣 I love you too, anon!❤️

[songmingisthighs]

i hope odln!san let's byeol scratch out odln!woo's eyes. also, odln!mingi.... use your brain please, you got one for a reason - daydream anon

oh dude we don't want byeol to catch whatever odln!woo has

and you really think odln!woo has brain ???? rlly ???? after EVERYTHING he has and will pull ???????

[byeolwonhq]

Mod, aviso que esse é mais um desabafo do que qualquer coisa. Sinto falta da Blossom. :/ Imaginei que a Byeol seria um ambiente parecido, mas com o cenário bucólico do interior. As chatices de moradores mais velhos, fofocas sobre as pessoas, reclamações sobre barulho em excesso... E o que encontrei foi um slice of life de cidade grande com o foco total em sexo. Abrir a timeline às duas da tarde e só encontrar gente falando de leitar c* não é incômodo só para menor de idade, para puritano, pra quem é chato. Sem contar alguns personagens que não conseguem trocar dois tweets sem te mandar uma cantada beirando o assédio. É incômodo pra quem gostava de desenvolver na Blossom, gostava do clima, dos cortejos acontecendo devagar, das amizades se formando, até dos segredos de quem era parceiro de cio/estro de alguém. Coisas que independem do cenário. Esse desabafo não joga a culpa em você, mod, deixo claro. Vem mais como uma quebra de expectativa, acredito.

Anon, senta aqui então. Vamos conversar. Sei que você não colocou a culpa na moderação, mas eu fiquei... Pensando sobre o que foi dito nessa ask, ok? Vou colocar no Read More porque minha resposta ficou um pouco grande, mas não foi feita com intuito de ofender ou insultar.

Primeiramente, você vai sentir falta da Blossom para sempre, porque nenhuma comunidade é igual à outra, e as suas expectativas são suas. Não cabe a mais ninguém ir de encontro a elas, entende? São idealizações pessoais, individuais, que nós temos e é normal, mas muitas vezes não vão ser iguais à realidade, e a gente tem que aprender a se conformar com isso. Você tem direito de ter seu incômodo, mas essa expectativa foi uma fantasia que em nenhum momento foi alimentada, em nenhum momento se buscou uma Blossom 2.0, tanto que há um cenário diferente, mecânicas diferentes, plot diferente... E as pessoas não podem ser culpadas por isso, poxa.

Fora que... Três dias de rp. Três dias de rp te deram toda essa carga? Você tem certeza que está no ambiente que gostaria de estar? Que tal a gente repensar? Como eu disse ali em cima, é impossível replicar uma comunidade na outra e, sendo sincera, essa nunca foi minha intenção. Até mesmo aconselhei contra trazerem personagens utilizados na Blossom, pois seria um novo cenário, projetado de forma diferente. Não sei exatamente quais itens você classificaria como sendo de cidade grande (?), mas o slice of life vai ser mesmo, até porque está na própria bio da comunidade que é um dos nossos gêneros.

Saindo um pouco da skin de psicóloga, anon, acho que você não estava na mesma Blossom que eu, viu? Quase diariamente recebíamos asks sobre como a timeline falava apenas sobre sexo, já tinham reclamado até sobre "falarem demais sobre omegaverse" (sendo que era a temática da comunidade, vai entender esse povo)... Óbvio que eu entendo que tudo que é demais fica cansativo, mas já deu para cansar? Caramba. Tem que entender que há, nas pessoas também, uma animação e uma energia apropriadas do começo de ciclos, e que isso vai amainar com o tempo.

Sobre as cantadas, que tal você... Falar com a pessoa... Seja IC ou OOC? Gente, sério, comunicação é uma benção que nós, humanos, possuímos. Podemos utilizar as palavras para nos expressar e, eu tenho certeza, ninguém aqui vai te censurar por isso, ou até mesmo agir de má fé caso você manifeste seu incômodo - que está sendo manifesto por trás de uma perfil falso com avatar falso, alcunha falsa, etc, devo lembrar, então não há repercussão alguma em sua vida pessoal/real. E, caso haja alguém que fique ofendido por isso, sinta-se mais do que confortável para vir até a moderação porque trataremos de resolver o problema o mais rápido possível.

Às vezes, as pessoas não percebem que você ficou incomodade com uma certa ação. Às vezes, ela não fez por mal, às vezes é só o jeito dela. Cabe a você manifestar seus limites aos mundo, anon, porque raramente o mundo vai conseguir decifrá-los. Fazemos o possível para que as pessoas fiquem confortáveis, e em muitos momentos você vai ter que manifestar seu incômodo. Pode gerar um climão na hora, mas ninguém se machucar com torta de climão. Vai se desfazer, vamos seguir em frente, todo mundo vai ser feliz.

O fato é que são 85 personagens e mais de 50 jogadores, anon, e dá confortavelmente para você jogar com muita gente. Inclusive, temos um pessoal que curte explorar o bizarro das quimeras (a menina camaleoa literalmente vira os olhos 360º? O cara gato sobe em cima da geladeira?) e os que curtem só viver numa cidadezinha e explorar os elementos mais leves de vez em quando. Em minha conclusão, três dias são muito pouco tempo, a comunidade realmente não vai se dobrar às suas expectativas e vamos exercer o nosso dom da comunicação, por favor.

Do fundo do coração, espero que você fique bem, seja na Byeolwon ou fora dela! Como eu sempre disse, eu apoio que a gente se divirta. Eu sei que muitos players estão se divertindo, que muitos players estão animados para os seus plots e para os seus desenvolvimentos pessoais, mas existem alguns que podem não se encontrar por aqui e está tudo mais do que bem. Se você acha que não vale à pena, vamos sempre agradecer sua presença, independente do prazo de sua estadia.

[skz-chatbot]

Innie: what do you think about Haneul?

Princess: the sky and the stars? Haneul and Byeol?

Innie: Yang Haneul and Yang Byeol.

Princess: I love it. My little sky girl and my little star boy.

Chan: they’re adorable 🥰 I’ll see if we can get formula for them unless…

Irene: already pumped at least a couple bottles worth. They’ll be ok for now I think.

💫 anon

Thank you again noona. This means a lot to all of us.

[usersasaki]

So like I said in the last ask- I was reading through my inbox because one of my new moots sent me an ask and I figure why no go through memory lane(.. is that how you say and use it.. ? Idk-)

So i scrolled through my asks.. which usually consists of people saying thank you and sweet stuff so like those were fun~ then I got to your ask (which was literally my VERY FIRST.. i think? Ask!) And I just re-read it again feeling the feels, legit started asking "man, Hey Lord, I miss Karma so much- I wonder how they are-"

And I had a thought of checking your moot's (byeol's) acc.. i dont know- Maybe God gave me the feeling who knows! LOL- but I did and I scrolled to when I sent in an ask to your moot about you and I was reading the post and my brain saw the "2 notes" I was like "huh...", clicked it and saw mine and your account... and I dont know why- the feeling inside me the Intuition, the urge that God gave me man- told me to just "check the acc out— I mean logically it could've been a random account.. but idk the FEELS MAN

So I did and.. I saw both of your names.. ya know 'erez and karma'... maybe it was because I was coping so hard that my brain immediately go "....karma..?"... Thinking about it now anyone also could've used the same name 😩 but I was like "No way.... im- im not- This isnt a dream... Lord tell me this is real"

And then BAM sent in an ask as Anon and then when you answered I just go 'oh screw all my worries- fastest way to know if this is karma is show my self.... i mean the worst thing that could happen is... I embarrass myself... yeah.." and THEN YEAH I SENT ASK AGAIN...

(this whole situation is just funny to me because your moot (byeol) said in the tags that 'Im hopeful that both your paths will cross again' or something like that... when I first read that i was like.. 'well.. I hope' and then it became 'I doubt.. but still would be nice but if not then.. its okay too! Just hope karma's doin good' and now... Here we are :D)

so basically keeping the ask safe in my inbox was a good idea... (I was praying and hoping that I'll be able to meet you again- guess that was God's plan LOL)

i'll put my answer under the cut (and also so sorry for not replying for abt a month i think? got really busy with uni ;;)

ok kei sweetie, you have no idea how much i teared up reading this ask, i had to take multiple deep breaths cuz?? it's so sweet?? and we got reunited again 🥹🥹 ngl i would occasionally go to your acc to like stalk a lil (not in a creepy way) and see if you'd answered my ask but you hadn't so i half thought you didn't get my ask at all? if you had answered i was gonna be sending you like lil anon msgs so that we could keep in touch but cuz i didn't know if you even got the first one,, yeah DCFNJDSDCFM either way i'm so glad to get to talk to you again 🥹🥹🥹🥹

HFBREJDNFC NOT THE PLAYLIST OMGGGG I'M SO. god i do not deserve this, you are so sweet and for what.

[traumamade]

To Leon admin: I'm happy to know that you've been having an awesome time with your partners, and thank you for your kind compliment! Now, I'm having an urge to send another ask as Stella the calico kitty watching TV with Leon at his apartment, and she meows and prances excitedly when a K-Pop idol, whose stage names are also Byeol/Stella, sings to the audience. From: cat anon 🐱

do it! i may be slow but i always will answer calico kitty asks!

[marshmallowprotection]

(Quietly looks at Wisteria while Unknown drives us to their base(?).)

“Your hair...it’s so soft...” I whisper.

Wait...what am I saying? They-They just kidnapped me?!?

...isn’t this what I wanted though?

Sigh

‘At least I finally have a use to someone.’ I thought

I didn’t know I unconsciously said it under my breath.

looking out the window.

I just wish i could be happy here with them.

-Byeol

You had no way of knowing what they were going to do to you, honestly. All you knew was that they were going to whisk you away the second that you got a bad feeling in your gut. 

That bad feeling had grown when you entered that building, the long feeling of knowing that something was wrong but at the same time, knowing that there was no way to turn around. You had taken your risk on the person who went by Unknown... and now you were paying for it. 

What if you had gone into that apartment anyway? 

What if you hadn’t? 

All you knew was that they intended for you to go into that apartment to do something and because you didn’t, they had taken you. Did that mean that you might’ve been safe if you hadn’t listened to your gut? You weren’t sure. You’d known that it was sketchy from the start but you were at your wit’s end. You just didn’t care anymore. 

And now you were here.

It served you right, huh?

Unknown was in charge, clearly, and the woman who introduced herself as his assistant was the one that was currently making sure that you didn’t dare try to jump from a speeding jeep. They spoke of a paradise, but not much else, they’d blind-folded you and made sure that you couldn’t see a single thing. They didn’t want you to know how you got there.

...In case you tried to run away. 

You would’ve gotten lost. 

You would have never been able to get help. 

They’d find you if you tried. 

Unknown was tall and very threatening with his presence. But, his assistant, Wisteria, was shorter and didn’t pose much of a threat. At least, that’s what it should’ve been like. You recalled the way her eyes watched you closely and how ready she’d seemed to do something to you if Unknown told her to. You wanted to shiver at that, but your response at the moment was numb. 

“It’s a shame you weren’t the one to complete our mission,” Wisteria cooed next to you. You felt her hands smoothing down your hair and cupping your cheeks. She was very affectionate. “And I really thought it’d be you, dear. It’s okay. Now you don’t have to deal with those nasty people. You get to stay with us, and isn’t that fun? Heheheh!” 

Her giggle chilled you to the very core. Her boss wasn’t even bothering to speak to you now, he was keen on the road, as it had gotten bumpier and bumpier in the last little while. Were you off-road? Was this somewhere in the middle of a forest or something? 

“I don’t—”

“Aw, cute little kitty,” she clicked her tongue in distaste. “Pets don’t talk back unless they’re given the order. Don’t worry, though. You’ll learn. ‘Knowny, what do you think? You think they’ll learn soon? You got rid of the last one we picked before I had a say in anything... I wanna help with this one.”

“I’m sure they’ll learn fast once they see the alternative.”

[jaylaxies]

ok i keep reverting back late and ik i should fix that but i cant stop watching hey tayo pLS

but anyways

have you ever tried bungee jumping or skydiving? if so, how was the experience??

-byeol

issokay bb, i had my class anyways and omg hey tayo supremacy 😩🤚🏼

okay listen, im literally scared of speed like i practically cannot open my eyes even when the airplane takes off so i'll probably never do any of those💀 funny how im scared of these things but not ghosts and horror stuff?? have you tried it tho?

[sansbun]

Further confirmed what? :o You forgot? I don't know why I find this funny jsgjsfj but hey... I should probably check that out soon. I'm. HELP. I knew the kitty would figure it out. I'm just gonna pretend I'm not me. 💖 Now I'm curious as to what was said, ajsjag, but you don't have to tell me if you don't want! I'M READING MY PREVIOUS ASKS AND I LITERALLY TOLD YOU I COULD MAKE YOU SHAKE, HOW CAN I NOT BE EMBARRASSED? And no omg haha I appreciate that you told me, it's all good. 😂 ~fever anon💖

Further confirmed that it is indeed you 👉🏼👈🏼 yes I forgot about it being everywhere and yeah I saw him and 😔😔😔 I was too shook 😔😔😔 oh so she wasn’t the one that you talked to about me?😱 I thought you told her it’s you, well she must be even more clever than I thought 🤭 don’t be embarrassed I might of said worse things back and I wasn’t on anon 👉🏼👈🏼 hmmm I could tell you if you want, but honestly.... I had a weird feeling that it was you from the beginning but I just told myself I’m dumb and jumping into conclusions 😳😅 oopth (oops)

[byeolhyesisi]

hi~ sorry to bother you but do you know someone who are good at vocab and can proofread my work?

hello anon!!! im so sorry for the late reply I've been so inactive these days because of school :( but i can recommend members from kflixnet^^ they're all great writiers and im sure they'll be glad to do so. I can help too but my vocab isn't that great

[hamin-yu]

the-star-anon replied to your photo: The best way to spend a Saturday evening is by...

I’m *almost* jealous! Enjoy!

Bring the kids and come. the night will turn into a party.

[juyeonbot]

Hey luv!! Take all the time you need. Running a blog like this is tough. You may not feel like you've been doing your best but we do appreciate all the effort. Come back when you're ready. Hope u have an amazing day, stay safe, happy and healthy. I'm sure everything will work out in due time!! :) <3

👑 : thank you!! I appreciate that, it’s good to hear that even when I feel like I haven’t been doing a good job for you guys. and it means a lot to me. I’m gonna be coming back real soon because I’ve found some inspiration. that’s one of the reasons why I chose to go on a hiatus. but I still haven’t got my shit together though, but stuff like that takes time, right?

I’m also working on something a little personal project too??

[latte-fairytaekwoon]

𝑨𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 (𝑪𝒉𝒐𝒊 𝑺𝒂𝒏) 𝑹𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅

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𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚: 𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕-𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒎 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚, 𝑺𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓.

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍 (𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈), 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚, 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒌, 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒌, 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒙 (𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏)

𝑻𝒂𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕: @little-precious-baby @yunhofingers @multidreams-and-desires @yunhoiseyecandy

𝑪𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒂 𝒃𝒚 @vocalyunho 's diamond anon.

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San let out a small cooing sound as he watched the baby in his arms gobble down the milk in his bottle at an increasingly fast speed. Gently, he pulled the bottle away to give the infant time to swallow what he had without having any sort of accidents occur. The baby, not appreciating having his dinner taken away from him, let out a displeased squeal, fist raising up in the air while his legs began to kick out in frustration. Chuckling softly, San adjusted him so he wouldn't accidentally drop him or the bottle, the latter which would probably conclude in the child throwing a full blown tantrum.

"There there. I know you're a little glutton, but I can't let you drink all the milk in one go. I'm still traumatized from the time it all went to your lungs."

Whimpering softly, the boy's fist relaxed and began to clasp and unclasp itself as it tried to reach for the bottle. With a small pout forming on his face, San gave in and once again placed the rubber sucker near his son's mouth, which immediately opened and began gurgling down the lactose contents in the bottle. Withing seconds, the baby finished his meal. Holding him up, San began to pat him on the back, a satisfied smile on his face when his son emitted the faintest burp out of his throat.

"Ok, you're fed, your diaper was changed 15 minutes ago, am I missing something?"

The baby remained quiet as usual, unable to yet respond to his father's inquiry.

"I'll take that as a no then."

Kissing the top of his head and nuzzling his nose against the baby's, San moved over to where the crib was, ready to put the baby inside it so he could sleep. He carefully layed him down and pulled the blue Eeyore blanket Yeosang had gotten for him. Grabbing one of the tiny stuffed plushies, San tucked it under the baby's arm.

"Now you have a sleeping buddy."

Looking at the plush with a grimace, the baby threw the plush rather hard, hitting San on the side of his face.

"Damn son. A simple I don't like it would have sufficed."

He looked around, searching for something that he would like, but unlike himself who adored any plushie, his son was rather picky about his sleeping companions. As he was bending down to look in the treasure chest containing all his toys, he immediately shot up when he heard the baby let out a tiny shriek, nearly tripping on himself as he went to inspect what was the problem. San blinked slowly as the baby currently had his arms latched around Byeol's neck, rubbing his cheek on the top of her furry head, mouth opening up in a squealing giggle when her ears tickled along his nose. The siamese seemed completely unbothered by this, her eyes closing as her paw rested on the infant's tummy, a soft and low purr barely audible unless one payed close attention. Scratching under her chin, San smiled down at the heart fluttering image.

"Thank you for taking over babygirl."

After she let out a tiny meow, San now made his way out of the nursery to go into the adjoining room next to it, making sure to leave the door cracked open a little in case anything happened. He made so little noise as he entered the bedroom that his wife didn't even notice him as she stared at her reflection in the mirror, her hands poking around her belly area, a dissatisfied look on her face. San breathed out a disheartened sigh through his nose as he knew very well what was probably going through her mind. Slowly he came up behind her, startling her when he wrapped his arms around her waist.

"Hey beautiful." He greeted her with a kiss to her temple, a light giggle coming out from him.

Forcing a small smile onto her face, she gently moved his hands away from where they were, looking down embarrassingly.

"Let's go to sleep."

Saying those 4 words, Y/N crossed her arms protectively across her chest. Getting into the bed, she layed on her side, facing away from San yet again as she had been doing the past few days. Laying next to her, he scooted his body closer to hers. When she tried to shrink away from his touch, he merely pulled her against him, fingers brushing some of her fallen hair out of her shoulder. His lips began to pepper tiny butterfly kisses across her bare skin, starting from the top of her shoulder and working his way to her neck. Y/N shifted slightly, all those months of not being touched like that since she got pregnant and after having the baby suddenly made her aware how needy she was, how much she craved for San to touch her, hold her, fill her up once again.

But when he moved his hand back towards her stomach, she felt self conscious and pulled away from him.

"San .....please don't." She pleaded at him, her eyes already brimming with tears.

Shocked by her refusal, San sat up.

"Darling what's wrong? Please tell me." He asked her.

Y/N let out a tiny huff.

"Just forget about it....it's stupid anyways."

Frowning slightly, San reached a hand out to stroke his wife's cheek. His stroke was extremely delicate, as if he was caressing a fragile and valuable vessel that could break at any moment. In a way, that's what Y/N was to him.

"Is it cause you don't love your body? Are you self conscious after having the baby?"

Whipping her head around, she wiped some of the fallen tears off her eyes.

"How did you..?"

"I'm not dumb or oblivious Y/N. I see the way you look at yourself in the mirror sometimes." He answered her.

Feeling even worse, Y/N sank back down on the bed, lip quivering in an attempt to stop herself from crying.

"I'm fat and ugly aren't I?"

Hearing her talk about herself with such disdainful comments broke San's heart. Moving himself so he was hovering above her body, he cupped both of her cheeks and looked her straight in the eye.

"You're not fat and you're certainly not ugly. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life and will ever see. And I'm sorry that I failed in not letting you believe that..."

Stooping his face down, he captured her lips in a yearning kiss that had both of their hearts fluttering like the first time they had ever kissed each other. San did not pull away for a long time and when he did, it was only to peck her lips a couple times as he pressed his forehead against hers.

"So let me do that right now."

As he began to kiss along her jawline, Y/N tilted her head back and ran her fingers through his hair.

"San-Sannie? Could you please turn off the light though?" She hesitantly asked.

Letting out a smug laugh, San pushed himself up so he could pull the blankets off their bodies.

"Sorry darling. Tonight I want to see all of you with no covers and in full light. Let me see your entire beauty."

San's hands worked quickly to remove all the articles of clothing that covered Y/N's body. Once her panties were discarded onto the pile on the floor, he looked back at his wife and took in the sight of her naked. Harshly sucking in a breath, he bit down on his lower lip and released a low moan.

"Fuck it's been way too long. Far too long if you ask me."

Tilting her head to allow him easier access, Y/N was already melting from San's kisses across her neck. His hands were already groping down on her breasts, feeling squishier and more tender due to all the milk they had been producing since pregnancy. As soon as his thumbs began tweaking at her nipples, she arched her back and stifled back a whimper, but San's ears still caught it.

"They're really sensitive aren't they love?" His eyes looked up at her as his tongue teasingly swiped across one of her sensitive buds.

Y/N's head nodded in a needy way. Her hands cupped San's chin to press his face against her chest, her swollen breast nearly smothering him. Letting out a heavy groan, San squished her boobs together, watching them jiggle against each other. He'd release them to watch as they bounced against her body before picking them up again.

"Fucking hell, they got so damn huge." He licked his lips.

Taking hold of his hands, Y/N guided his movements so he could massage them as she wanted him to. As Y/N looked up at her husband, she felt shy about what she was about for ask him to do. Seeing her bite down on her lip, San knew there was something on her mind. Bending over to kiss along the sides of her neck, his warm breath ghosted near her ear.

"Tell me what you want babygirl, I want to fulfill your desires." His voice lowered significantly, making her pool even more in between her thighs.

"Sannie...please suck my tits."

Pulling back, he looked at her with a worried expression, no doubt wondering if it would be ok. Pecking his lips, she began to calm his worries.

"It'll be fine, just please, wanna feel your mouth around them."

Not needing any further coercion, San dipped his face and buried his face in her breasts. First paying attention to one, he began kissing it as the other hands fondled the other one. Slowly he opened his mouth and latched it down onto her nipple, giving it an experimental suckle before going any further. Noticing the way she inhaled deeply and pushed her chest more outwards, he then took more of her of in his mouth. Relaxing his jaw, he continued a pattern of flicking and swiping his tongue around her areolas before gripping in his palms and fingertips as sucking sounds come out of his mouth. Soon enough, he felt a thin, watery liquid start to come out of her. Y/N couldn't help but giggle as her husband moaned out an 'oh my god' before his mouth began pumping more of her breast milk out of her body. His oral ministrations on her nipple became more languidly as he was savoring the sweet fluid that he gulped down his throat. Not just San, Y/N's breathing became more ragged and she felt more aroused than she wanted to admit.

"Sannie, don't forget to pay attention to the other one." She reminded as she petted his hair.

Switching over to the other side, this time the latching of his lips was more sloppy and his suckling more desperate. It seemed he couldn't get enough of her milk. Muffled grunts and moans could be heard whenever he gave a particular long suck at her skin. He never imagined that feeding on Y/N's lactating milk could turn him on so much. Releasing her nipple with a loud popping sound, he panted as some of the white liquid trickled down his chin.

"Now I understand why our son is always hungry."

They both couldn't help but laugh softly at his cute little joke. Even as he began peppering kisses down her sternum to her stomach, he was still a giggling mess. Once he got to her lower abdomen, he took his time to trace each and every stretch mark that adorned it. Although he knew she hated them, he thought they were remarkably beautiful, even more so since he knew how she got them. He made sure to kiss all around that part of her body with tenderness and adoration.

"I don't know why you hide them. They're gorgeous...."

Pausing, he looked back up at her, a light twinkle in his eyes as he smiled fondly to her.

"You're gorgeous. Absolutely stunning."

Blushing intensely, Y/N couldn't help but hide her face with her hands

"Really?" She piped out.

Stooping down once again, San dragged his mouth along her hips bones.

"Yes. Even more so now. I still can't believe that you actually carried our son in here, I'm still amazed you did. And these scars..."

Tracing along the lines, he couldn't keep the stupid grin off his face.

"Are a reminder that you did. And everytime I see them, I'll remember all those months of waiting and taking care of you until you gave me the greatest present you could give me. Thank you love."

Feeling overcome with emotions, Y/N couldn't help but let tears fall down her cheeks at her husband's words. Not yet finished with his praises, San now began kissing up her inner thighs, teeth grazing along the most sensitive parts of her skin.

"You have no idea how crazy I am about you. Even after all this time, I still want you like the first day I saw you. Hell I think I desire you even more now than back then love. I go insane every time I look at you. I can't believe you're all mine."

Pushing her legs up, his hands firmly gripped the back of her thighs as his face began to dive into her glistening cavern.

"All mine."

Y/N couldn't keep her body from jolting up when San's tongue licked up her folds. Every swipe of his tongue along her slit had her toes curling. She couldn't remember the last time he had eaten her out this way. She couldn't help but buck her hips up against his face whenever his mouth opened and closed over her clit, the humming sounds he was making sending waves of shock up her body. San didn't mind at all when her fingers began to harshly tug at his hair, it only made him smile in satisfaction against her mound. By the way her thighs were trying to close around his head, he knew she was definitely enjoying herself. The lewd whimpering she was releasing was further indication that she was about to spill herself onto him at any moment and although San would have loved nothing more than to have her cum all over his face, he really preferred something else right now.

With great effort, he detached his mouth from her core, chuckling in a teasing manner when Y/N's mouth dropped open, looking somewhat pissed by the fact he denied her the much anticipated orgasm she hadn't felt in a long time. Pulling his shirt over his head, San licked his lips and winked at the woman underneath him, whose eyes sprang up when he rid himself of his bottoms and his erect cock sprang free.

"Missed this darling?"

He teased her as he ran the head along her folds, coating it with her slick to act as extra lubrication for them. Propping herself up on her elbows to get a better view of him pushing inside her, both of them spewed out hisses and small mutters when his member was fully sheathed inside her walls.

"Ok hold on....give me a second....fuck! It's been way too long."

Y/N could only let out a groan in agreement to his words. Once they both settled down, San began a rather tame and mellow pace, pulling out completely before stuffing himself back inside her. Her legs were already trembling everytime he pushed back in, his tip rubbing against her g-spot due to the way he angled his hips upwards. His fingers were harshly digging into her thighs, surely about to leave tiny purple marks on the days to come. Y/N's hands reached upwards to grip on San's forearms as she looked up at him with pleading eyes.

"Sannie...please... faster."

Halting his movements briefly, San took hold of her legs and wrapped them around his waist, a sinister smile on his face.

"Don't say you didn't ask for it."

Her breath got caught in her throat when he began slamming his hips against hers, back arching and breasts bouncing with every thrust he was making. San felt like he was in heaven once more, feeling his lover clench around his length as the two became connected as one yet again. He missed the euphoric feeling of both giving and receiving such an overwhelming pleasure. He couldn't contain the heavy panting coming out of his mouth although he tried to keep his voice down so as to not wake up the baby sleeping in the next room. Thumb reaching down, he began to circle it around Y/N's pink nub, making her flinch and tremble at the added sensation.

"San! I'm gonna cum if you keep doing that!" She warned him.

"Oh? Yeah? Gonna cum all over my cock? Make a mess all over me?"

Throwing her head back into the pillow, Y/N shut her eyes tightly, mouth struggling to stifle back whimpered shrieks as San hit harder and deeper in her.

"San- don't t-tease me.." She said through tear stained eyes.

"Trust me I'm not love. Just wanna make you feel good, have you cum all over me and then spill my load into you."

Growling softly, he placed his hand on top of her stomach, gently caressing it with his fingers as he looked down at his partner.

"Gonna cum inside you once more love. Gonna fill this pussy up with my seed and get you knocked up again. Would you like that?"

"Oh my-" Y/N clutched at the sheets underneath her, feeling herself on the brink of toppling over the edge due to his dirty talk.

"Yeah you want that? I'll make sure you're pregnant again. Looking all pretty and cute with a swollen belly once again. Carrying another child of mine. Fuck!"

Unable to hold back anymore, San frantically plunged himself deeper in her walls quickly sending them both over the edge at the same time. Y/N's legs quivered and her body shook uncontrollably as the long forgotten feeling of a high took over her completely. San couldn't help but chant out a series of 'oh my gods' as his hips sputtered and he coated her pussy with his cum that gushed out and filled her to the brim, some of it spurting out as he continued to move inside her, helping them both ride out their orgasms.

Movements getting slower until stopping completely, San leaned down to kiss Y/N once again, fervently and passionately.

"I love you so much." He declared, a wide smile sprawling across his handsome face.

"I know....I love you too San."

San kissed her forehead before rolling over and pulling her on top of him.

"You're absolutely perfect darling. Don't ever forget that." He complimented her.

Although she felt embarrased and shy at his words, she played it off with a light scoff and roll of her eyes.

"Are you just saying that so that I'll agree to another round?" She raised an eyebrow.

"I mean...... I'm not saying no...and we do have all night." He wiggled his eyebrows at her.

"He might wake up at any moment now." She nudged her head towards the direction of the nursery.

"Oh don't worry about him, Byeol's taking over night shift tonight."

Y/N let out a squeak when San sat up and positioned her on top of his cock before sliding her down on it.

"And I'm not done with making love to the most beautiful woman in the world."

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