#by doesn’t know boundaries I mean: sent various anonymous messages claiming to have a crush/be in love with me before finally saying off | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

whimsyprinx · 2 years ago

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aside from rsd and inevitably pushing people away the reason I don’t have many friends and am reluctant to make more is simply because I’ve had so many friends or attempted friends be either awful or like just Frightening and I got to a point where I instead cling to what few friends I have but then as I lose those friends I begin to like panic a tad bit because eventually I’m going to have two friends at best and be too scared to ever try and make more lest they be horrible people or freaks or grow to hate me

#whimsy whispers #I am not currently friends with anyone I’d deem as an awful person or someone who doesn’t know what a boundary is #I’d have blcoked then by now #I am however quite certain most of my current friends are tired of or hate me #I egneunekt forgot my own reasons for why I don’t try and make more friends (also general anxiety) then remembered that one person I had to #block and got scared found me again #I don’t want to deal with someone like that again if I can help it #I am so scared of people at this point #even irl I’ve tried to make friends and they’ve been ??? without knowing boundaries #by doesn’t know boundaries I mean: sent various anonymous messages claiming to have a crush/be in love with me before finally saying off #anon they they were in love with me #they also constantly tried to talk me into meeting them irl #also I blcoked them at some point for unrelated reasons then unblocked them and they thought it was because they told me they were in love #with me and that’s what made me snap and block them for realsies

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