#buttheni

[onesourdude]

I’m gonna be honest, I was just playing around to figure out Sai, I’ll one day give this scene the effort it deserves

[mycomori]

i’ve barely been awake two hours and i’m already tired and ready to fall back asleep like i took my meds but i just have no desire to fucking do anything even watch tv like i just want to enjoy something i wanna draw or write but i cant concentrate on it long enough. i can’t even get high anymore. uhg why can’t i feel any happiness? like i wnat to see my friends i miss them buttheni see themsnd all o can think is how i fucked it and they hate me now. idk man i jjst want to be able to enjoy my life. but i know i have it s lot better than others and better than myself s few years ago so i need to be thankful and keep trying i jjst feel so weird and disconnected i just want to do something and make something but i can’t bring myself to fuck fuck fuck