#butch vulnerability

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

Source: Common Lives Lesbian Lives; A Lesbian Quarterly ( #36- Fall 1990 )

[just-doing-lesbian-things]

before we were given the feast of sebian lex foreplay, these two moments had me by the throat

Her breathing hitched as she realized what Caitlyn was doing. The ferverent glance down to her lips. ugh

and

the pause as her brain realizes what's happened before she takes the gauntlets off so she can pull Caitlyn in close. *swoon

[civetside]

me and my endless lesbian yearning

[howlsofbloodhounds]

Oh genderfluid color sans how I love you.

He probably uses “genderfluid” more as a descriptive term than an identity term, however. If he did more looking around online for a more fitting label, he’d probably settle on fluidflux/gernderfluidfux to describe how his gender identity is influenced by the souls a bit more accurately most days, which is basically shifts in gender identity and varying intensity in various gender identities. But Color is rarely online anyway, and he and the souls are okay with the chosen label and have settled on it.

I think he and the souls collectively settled on he/they, because most of them are some form of nonbinary or at least don’t mind, can barely even remember the names they had when they were alive, or understand the need to avoid external confusion and conflict.

There definitely is probably a few girls, she/hers (and possibly xeno or just no pronouns?) or fem leaning souls around—and color very likely is willing to make some compromises in the presentation throughout the day, such as wearing heels or putting on some makeup—and the souls comprise with the he/they pronouns because color is still present and those are the ones he prefers, even if it can be a little uncomfortable to be referred by either somedays.

It’s hard for everyone to be fully in agreement with something most days, but if they want to make it, they have to comprise on something and present as something unified. I guess you could say it’s like they’re building their singlet-sona.

In private, colors probably willing to comprise with the younger souls who want to dress more colorful and bright and things considered “childish” for someone of color’s age.

[boytransmission]

Wanna feel me?

Top surgery fund + Wishlist

[reveyugen]

a girl who's so obsessed with me she'll use her soft and vulnerable tone to talk to me, it's easy and cozy to register, the need dripping in every single syllable but it's masked with so much care and vulnerability it's the purest form of trust in the world. And when she begs to touch me it makes me want to savor it till I die, it's like unlocking a bird to it's freedom, witnessing it fly in the sky. vulnerability is so hot. And since I'm loyal as a dog I'd never take it for granted, my ears turn red every time she uses it. My eyes dilate every time she says please, goddammit I need a girlfriend.

[butchcharliee]

ngl I want a butch to take care of me, and I wanna grind against their packer and swoon at their sweet praises

(18+ / no minors)

[bluesmileyy]

whenever someones like “lesbians shouldnt be so scared of interaction we need to start just asking eachother out it really is that simple��� im really just in total bewilderment like wdym. no i cant.

like im not even disagreeing obviously its true and its sad how terrified we are of eachother but i cant imagine myself flirting or asking anyone out like thats ridiculous

[dangerouslyinlust]

I’m prominently dominant but thinking about a girl praising my vulnerability makes me feel needful.

-Honestly

[renmorris]

too high to make the post I wanted to encourage trans butches….i love you trans butches…

[mothlau]

mmm femme!charles fucking butch!max. mmmmm femme!charles with a pretty strap on, wearing the cutest mini skirt and the laciest bralette, making butch!max cry from overstim. mmmmm femme!charles being in love with her handsome girlfriend and praising her for how well she takes her strap, how she was made for it. mmmmm femme!charles with a hand around butch!max's throat, reminding her that it is charles who owns her, who makes her feel so good she can't speak anymore

[eva-does-its-best]

I hated, hated, HATED, being made feel like my parts were gross, the I wish you had this or that as if that was affirming and not a sure way to make me feel more incomplete. Hell yeah keep telling me how much you wish I had the parts that I constantly feel bad about not having while also treating my current ones like a disgusting biohazard.

I hate having a body, I hate that having sex is such a gendered experience, how tf am I supposed to get affirmed anyway? Even after bottom surgery, can I enjoy being fucked like a pussy haver or will that give me dysphoria too eventually? Where is the comfort for us freaks of gender when it is all so binarized?

Is my best hope to just enjoy it and not think too hard about it? How is that different from my usual dissociation? Can I even trust people to not use my enjoyment to invalidate me? To try to turn me back into a woman like so many want me to? How could people even see me the way I want to be seen if I don't even know or understand how I want to be seen?

Am I alone in this? In this weird combination of transfem and transmasc feelings? In this fear of others? Can anyone understand me? I don't know if I do.

[lizbethborden]

What is with me and older het-attracted women who come on extremely strong but "platonically" and get me super intertwined with their lives in the span of a couple of weeks. What is up with that. That is quite literally like my two nickels scenario. It's not a lot of nickels but it's weird that it's happened twice.

[nookscorner]

im so enthralled by the prospect of lesbian markjez like you guys don't understand

[lostinthecosm]

There is just something so soft and precious about knowing your butch had a bad day and her coming home and just asking to cuddle for a bit. Like i know she doesnt want to talk about it unless she brings it up but for now she can hold me and just be home and be safe and be loved

[calistasdungeon]

just went through the most clown shoes breakup of my life. and im divorced