#but. autism does a whooole lot to your brain babey!
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crossing my fingers and just hoping all the symptoms of ocd i have are just the autism instead
#hahaha i do that!#/neutral#i try to avoid listening too much about people saying their ocd things because my body starts itching#on the inside and i get restless and my brain goes oh no. should i be doing that.#and i have to go noooo noo we don’t have to do that please#i also think i just have anxiety but my regular anxiety has quieted#but i still cannot go without saying certain things and doing certain things or else Bad Things will happen to me#i don’t think i have ocd because i can stop new compulsions from forming usually#but the ones i’ve done for years i can’t shake off#but. autism does a whooole lot to your brain babey!#so here’s to hoping it’s just that and that it won’t develop into a bigger problem#apparently you’re more likely to develop ocd later in life if you’re autistic according to one single article#do take that as you will#like yes my dehabilitating problems with gross things and food and touching things is a problem#and the texture is a fear but mostly it’s an intense fear of just touching things that aren’t Right#and The People do not understand it#(i have gotten yelled at a lot for it. it makes me bad at cleaning. and helping with a lot. and doing a lot.)#but surely it’s just the autism#anyways#that’s a problem for future me#goodnight
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