#but yknow i Gotta cuz now im repaying student loans
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Why don't you make full paintings in stylized semi realism anymore?
i dont make anything anymore man [crying emoji]
#actual answer is that im in a very low place#ive been doing commissions of very similar things for years now and its wearing on me a bit#im feeling very lost and directionless and bored with life outside of school and commissions eat up all of my motivation#but yknow i Gotta cuz now im repaying student loans#the repetition is killing me. the perfectionism is killing me. the chemical imbalances are KILLING me#but yeah basically i dont have time or energy or drive to explore anymore#im sure ill get better at some point im just struggling right now and have been for a bit#[shaking like a chihuahua
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