#but yes I love Yukierre angst

[over-extra-tapidoodles]

DOOMED YUKIERRE CORE

Based off Chappell Roan’s song “Casual” and the trend around mlm/wlw situationships on TikTok

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Leaving – Yukierre

Slight angst (maybe?)

Author's note: This is all FICTION, and by no means am I assuming the driver's relationship, sexuality and I mean no offense to their irl romantic partners.

Yuki, the ever so cheerful Yuki when he wasn't racing. Seeing the Japanese man upset was certainly an event that occurred once a blue moon. When Yuki discovered that Pierre was leaving Alphatauri to Alpine, he was devastated.

Pierre, his Pierre, his teammate, his lover, was leaving. Yes, Yuki knew it was for improvement, but he couldn't help but let a sense of selfishness wash over him.

He knew it was wrong, of course he did. But a part of him still wanted to keep Pierre, to spend conferences and garages, to do team challenges together.

Yuki sat in his room, curled up into a ball while sitting on the windowsill. Looking out the window, reminiscing on all the memories they shared. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

"Yuki? It's me, Pierre! Can I come in? "

The voice outside the door asked. The familiar French accent, the one he had spend so, so much time with, sounded so strange and distant, like it was his first time hearing it.

Yuki croaked out a soft "come in" which was loud enough for Pierre to hear. Hearing the door creak open, Yuki heard footsteps approaching him.

"Yuki, what wrong? "

Pierre asked, stepping closer to Yuki and placing a hand on his shoulder. Yuki shrugged Pierre's hand away, avoiding the gaze of the Frenchman. Pierre was getting more concerned, Yuki was never like this, not even when he had an unsatisfactory race.

"Don't touch me. "

Yuki scowled. The usual warm and welcome touch, now felt cold and distant. Yuki felt a wave of guilt wash over him, his eyes threatening to spill tears yet again.

"Yuki... Is this about me leaving? "

Pierre sighed as Yuki nodded slightly.

"Yuki, our relationship will stay the same. "

Pierre assured, turning Yuki's head for the Japanese to look at him. Brushing a few strands away from Yuki's eyes, he saw the red and puffy eyes he had, clearly showing that he had been crying.

"It won't be the same and you know it! "

Yuki raised his voice slightly, finally looking into Pierre's blue eyes. The eyes that he always felt on him during their time together, the eyes that admired him and worshipped the ground he walked on. Those ever cheerful eyes, now filled with sorrow and concern. It made Yuki's heart shatter.

"Oh mon chéri, it will be okay. "

Pierre comforted, wrapping his arms around Yuki. The Japanese melted into the warm embrace, nuzzling his head into Pierre's shoulder.

A sniffle.

Then, Yuki felt tears spill from his eyes. Pierre rubbed circles on Yuki's back, leaving kisses on the top of his head and whispering sweet nothings in his ear.

"I know it's wrong- but I just, " He lifted his head to look at Pierre.

"I just want you to stay with me. "

Pierre looked into Yuki's eyes, seeing the longing for him. Pierre's heart broke into more pieces.

"Yuki please, you know it's for the better... "

Pierre looked sincerely at Yuki, hoping for just a simple response, any response. The longing he had for Yuki's voice was... Pierre was unable to describe it in words,to him, Yuki was the definition of perfect, he was heavenly, an angel God had blessed him with.

But he knew, he knew it was time he left the angel. His angel, and like how Icarus flew too close to the Sun, Pierre was burnt. Burnt by the amount of affection, the amount of love. His wings of wax melted, as he fell from the sky to hit the bottom of the ocean, the darkness of the ocean consuming him. After all, it was written in their fate, they were never meant to be.

[ymhs]

greetings! for the sake of organization, here's a tiny masterlist of everything i've posted on ao3 (always anonymously). sorted by ship, in chronological order of posting with short summaries, here they are:

YUKIERRE

is your love limited? - 1.2k, angst, one-sided (?), set during a fictional end of 2022 season where yuki was not renewed. thank god i got it wrong!!!

special menu - 1.4k, fluff, soulmate au of sorts, lots of food talk. originally written for the yukierre fic fest

'cause i seem to fall towards burning - 6.4k, confessions, angst, making out and a lot of denial coming from pierre. all of this comes after he signs with alpine

you still think that is nothing but love (rain still falls) - 0.9k, fluff, set during suzuka 2022 and inspired by its ever downcast weather. written for yukierre day!!

takes one to know - 0.2k, more making out (banter edition). inspired by the video from mexico where yuki's able to recognize pierre by his scent

pick me up - 0.8k, more banter, crack and fluff. it's just them throwing cheesy pick-up lines at each other while yuki tries to not lose his cool and lando and max boo them (and charles sleeps).

secret garden - 0.5k, fluff, cooking and kissing. an alternate take on "pierre and yuki cook together"

come sweet ills tonight - 1.9k, my first ever completed attempt at pwp... or smut at all... at least i'm satisfied with it (however, pierre isn't)

SEWIS

like shooting through my chest without sound - 1.9k, fluff AND angst, bittersweetness all around, what seb's retirement does to a motherfucker. who's the mf, me or lewis? yes.

SEBCHAL

comme une terrasse en plein mois d'août (voyage en solitaire) - 0.7k, set during monaco 2023. charles has a massive, years-long crush on seb, and he cannot hold it back. see the "puppy love" tag

MAXIEL

some kinds of love - 1.3k, set in early 2021. silly dudes talking about retirement, and way too much marriage talk for a story tagged 'pre-relationship'

LANDOSCAR

replay - 0.8k of oscar being a guy who cannot play it cool when he's crushing. some texting, some freaking out, lots of fluff

if any of those sound interesting to you, please check it out! thank you <3